#i should not have to be doing some light yagami 4D chess shit on my fucking doctor in order to get him to DO HIS FUCKING JOB AND HELP ME | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

demento-mori · 4 months ago

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Now... how do i phrase "i have depression and maybe some kind of personality disorder, and i need antidepressants now or else im gonna hurt myself" in a way where my doctor will think that it was his idea, and that he came to that conclusion all by himself, so that he'll actually take me seriously and not just try and pawn me off to a school counsellor again

#this is fucking ridiculous #i should not have to be doing some light yagami 4D chess shit on my fucking doctor in order to get him to DO HIS FUCKING JOB AND HELP ME #i had to do this same shit on my school counsellor in order to get referred for my autism diagnosis too #like i had to basically list all of my symptoms. making careful sure not to use the official terminology for any of them.#and then be like “oh haha idk what could be causing all of this. my mum said it miiiiiight be autism but idk ANYTHING about that teehee”#“what? google? ohhhh noooo~ i didnt google any of my symptoms! i didnt do any research at all! im totalllllyyyyy clueless teehee”#“whaaaaa?? *you* think it might be autism?????? are you sure???? well if you say so!!! :)”#but even then they never actually fixed the root problem i was sent there for in the first place. me being cripplingly depressed and s/h-ing #sorry another vent post may delete later

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