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Everyone talking about the new DA4 trailer or smtn and idk why but I’m too nervous to watch it just in case I get more worried about the future for DA4😭😭.
EDIT: I’m not ONLY concerned about this. I will watch it because I AM EXCITED, it’s just I don’t want my mind to wander and then get disappointed in the future, even if only a little bit. This post was also meant to be a joke, and I hope I made that clear y’all.
#personal#dragon age#dragon age 4#y’all somethings wrong with me lol#I’m just SO worried and terrified to get news or my hopes up bc we’ve been getting worrying news#I believe#I could be wrong forgive me if I am-#but ANYWAYS IM JUST. ILL WATCH IT AFTER MY FINAL TOMORROW!!!!!#I’ll make a post about it too✌️#EDIT: I got a bad comment and got a little salty and wanted to say something lol#defend myself for something stupid-
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Okay, so what if you propose to Solomon before he gets the chance to propose to you? Like obviously, he'd been thinking long and hard about what kind of ring to pick out, where to do it, what to say, yadda yadda... But then while you're *ahem* supervising him in the kitchen one evening, you get down on one knee and propose to him instead.
Poor guy did not see it coming, at all. Initially, he thought you fell or hurt yourself, so he scrambled around to check on you only to see you smiling up at him with the biggest heart eyes. With a gentle flourish of magic, you make the box appear in your hand before opening it to offer him the ring inside.
He can hardly believe it. Him? You want to propose to him? And you beat him to it? He's both impressed and deeply honored. Your little magic stunt made him proud as your teacher while also making the already special moment a million times more so.
Solomon's not one to get emotional. The only time he's ever cried to you was when you and the rest of Purgatory Hall tricked him with that overpowered onion...but this is different. He feels safe to cry as you spout to him a beautiful, heartfelt speech - feeling every letter being etched into his heart and every syllable committed to memory.
He falls to his knees, reaching out to hold you while whispering as many shaky "yeses" as he can muster through his sobs. He can't stop repeating himself like a broken record, beyond excited for this next step in your relationship, touched that you want to keep him as yours.
Once he's calmed down enough through your hushes, kisses, and gentle touches, you pull back to take his hand into yours. Slowly and carefully, you slip the ring onto his finger.
Solomon just stares at it with his heart in his throat, noticing how it shines in the light, how it fits him perfectly (both aesthetically and in size), and how it feels right occupying what he always assumed would be an empty finger. You've given him the gift of hope and the gift of love in the time he's known you. And here you are giving him even more...your life.
And in return, he's gladly and readily giving you his.
#solobesties i have done you all wrong#i am ashamed of myself how could i not consider US proposing to HIM#please forgive me for i've seen the error of my ways#finishing this since it's been in my drafts for god knows how long and i'm trying to reinvigorate the creative juices#to the asks in my inbox i see you i'm working on you i swear! i've just been sleeping a lot lately so i'm less productive :( stupid meds#side note: i've been meaning to end this little...mini series?? with a honeymoon drabble. i'll get there eventually lol#obey me#obey me solomon#obey me solomon x reader#jo’s thoughts
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[part one] [part two] [part three]
Jimmy woke to the muzzle of a rifle nudging under his chin.
Blinking furiously, he followed the line of the gun up to its wielder: a stocky man with a bushy black beard and eyes like two ice chips.
A sardonic smile played around the man’s mouth. “Well,” he said. “Want to explain why I got a couple’a burglars sleepin’ on my floor?”
“I—” Jimmy’s mouth was dry with sleep. The bright morning sun streaming in the windows made his eyes water and—the morning sun. He cursed himself for falling asleep. “I’m Jimmy. Ah—Tango said you wouldn’t mind—I mean, if you’re Cub?” It came out as a question, and he swallowed against the cold iron nuzzling his throat.
“Tango?” the man’s eyes flicked over to where Tango—damn him—was still softly snoring, his derby settled over his face. The muzzle of the rifle retreated a little bit, and the man kicked Tango’s foot.
With an indignant exclamation, Tango came awake, his hat falling to the side.
“Hey!” he spluttered. “What’s the big—oh. Mornin’, Cubby.”
“Tango.” Cub withdrew the rifle and held it loose at his side. “Seriously? You could have knocked, man. I’ve got spare rooms.”
Tango sat up, gesturing at the rifle. “Sure, but I know better than to bang on a door in the middle of the night when Ol’ Faithful might see me before my good buddy Cub.”
“Fair enough, fair enough.” Cub stood back, and let the rifle hang loose at his side. His eyes narrowed. “Back to my first question. Why do I have a couple’a burglars sleeping on my floor—besides the fact that they didn’t want to wake me up in the middle of the night?”
Tango groaned and got to his feet, stretching mightily. Jimmy, eyeing that rifle dubiously, sat up as well and tried to work the cricks out of his neck.
“Train robbery,” Tango said. “Just south of here. Greysides gang cottoned onto me and had someone waiting for me when I tried to catch a ride back to Tumbleton.”
Cub whistled appreciatively. “Greysides, huh? Bad bunch.”
“We need to send a telegraph, actually,” Tango said. “Assuming Chef’s awake this early?”
“Man’s up before dawn most days,” Cub said. He nodded toward the door. “Who’re you planning to wire, though? Those pillagers’ll be gone long before any law gets there.”
“They stopped the train,” Tango said. “I’ll wire ahead to Tumbleton and if they haven’t arrived someone will have to go and find the engine—or whatever’s left of it. I doubt they killed anyone but they might have scuppered the works.”
Cub nodded, then pulled a tin out from under the counter. “Coffee? I can have it brewed by the time you’re back.”
“Cubby, I could kiss you.”
“I’ll pass, thanks.”
Tango turned to Jimmy. “Wait here—I’ll be back in a jiffy.”
And with that, he jogged out the door and vanished into the morning sun.
To his dismay, Jimmy felt a twinge—a pang of something in his chest that tugged after Tango. He resisted easily, for now, but that confirmed his suspicions: his curse had officially latched on to the bounty hunter.
He barely kept himself from swearing.
“You’re from Spawnheart?”
The question was so abrupt that it made Jimmy start. He turned to find Cub regarding him with an unreadable expression. The saloon owner stared at him, and Jimmy shifted uncomfortably, feeling as if he were being measured and weighed, and that Cub wasn’t impressed with what he saw.
“I… yeah, I am,” he said. He clambered to his feet and started packing his bedroll. Glancing back at Cub, he raised a self-deprecating eyebrow. “Is it that obvious?”
Cub shrugged. “I grew up there myself, actually. And it’s a pretty obvious guess—you’re not from around here, you were on a train heading toward new-gen…” he tilted his head thoughtfully. “You look familiar.”
Jimmy tensed. “...Yeah?”
Cub’s eyes were fixed on him, his expression entirely neutral. “Maybe. What did you say your last name was?”
“I didn’t.” Jimmy wondered how fast he could make it to the door—though where he thought he’d go after that he hadn’t the foggiest—before Cub lifted the rifle at his side. He shifted his weight, and Cub’s hand twitched a hair on the gun—
And then the man smiled, relaxing. “Fair enough, fair enough,” Cub said, his voice amiable. “A guy’s entitled to his secrets on the frontier. Sometimes they’re the most valuable thing you’ve got.”
Still wary, Jimmy buckled the leather strap around his bedroll, his attention never leaving Cub. He felt like he was facing down another creeper, and he couldn’t figure out why this one hadn’t exploded yet.
He held the bedroll aloft. “You, ah… you mind if I toss this back in the ender chest?”
Cub plonked the rifle down on the bartop and gestured for Jimmy to go around behind. “Be my guest,” he said. “Again, I guess.”
Jimmy stepped behind the counter, dropped the roll into the void-space of the ender chest and let the lid fall shut. “I can pay. For using your floor last night.”
Cub shook his head. “Nah, no worries, friend.” He jerked a thumb toward the door. “Just do me a favor and keep an eye on that knucklehead, and we’ll call it even.”
Like I’ve got any choice at this point. “Yeah,” Jimmy said. “Sure.”
Pulling out one of the barstools with his foot, Cub sat, and leaned forward, resting both arms on the bartop. All the suspicious tension seemed to have gone out of him, though Jimmy was still wary of those sharp eyes. “So,” Cub drawled. “What are you hoping to find out in new-gen? Gold? Adventure? Wide open spaces?”
“All the above, I guess.” Jimmy moved to one of the tables nearer the door and sank into one of the wooden chairs. It creaked slightly under his weight. “Mostly just… something far away. Find a little valley, build a farm. Maybe breed some horses—I’ve always liked horses.” Even as he said it, the dream took shape in his mind’s eye: a long, low cabin, cozy on the inside, with a barn full of bright-eyed horses and their hay-scented warmth.
He brushed away the vision, stowing it away to consider later. After he’d gotten rid of his unwitting partner. “How do you know Tango? If you don’t mind my asking.”
Cub grinned—and unlike every other time, this smile was missing that predatory edge. This smile was genuine, and it took Jimmy a little by surprise.
“Oh, Tango and I go way back,” Cub said. “He’s been out here even longer than me, but when my first crew came out to new-gen he and a few others gave us a hand. We’ve all spread out over the years, but we keep in touch.” Steepling his fingers in front of his face, he raised his eyebrows. “How do you know Tango of the Tek variety?”
“Tek variety?” Jimmy shook his head. “I just met him last night. He… I think he saved my life? But he also made me jump off a train so I’m not exactly sure where that stands.”
The tugging sensation in his chest told him exactly where “that” stood, but he wasn’t about to explain that to the man who had woken him up with a weapon and apparently had a long history with Tango. Didn’t seem wise.
“That’s Tango all over.” Cub sat back and slapped the counter. “Well, if it’s new-gen you’re heading for, you could do worse than hanging around Tango for a bit. See if he’ll take you as far as Tumbleton—that’s about as far out as civilization goes at this point.”
Jimmy nodded noncommittally, and watched as Cub got up and retrieved his rifle. He slung its leather strap over one shoulder and stowed the weapon comfortably across his back, then gave Jimmy an evaluating glance.
“Feel free to hang out in here until Tango gets back,” Cub said. He jerked his thumb toward the door. “I’ve got a few errands to run before the bar opens this afternoon. Alternatively… there’s a couple bottles of water under the counter and a spare ender chest you’re welcome to. Tango’s down on the east side of town so if you head west you can probably get a few miles out before he figures it out.”
Blinking, Jimmy fought the urge to reach for his pistol—or to bolt for the door.
“Ah…” he managed, “Why—what makes you think I would—”
“Boots.” Cub pointed at his feet. “You were asleep with your boots on. Maybe you’re just weird about it, but in my experience a man who sleeps with his boots on is a man on the move. Or on the run. And I’ll be honest with you, Jimmy—” he put an odd emphasis on the name, as if he knew there was something Jimmy was hiding. “I’m not sure I’m too keen on my buddy Tango takin’ up with someone on the run.”
There was no cold muzzle at Jimmy’s chin as there had been when he woke, but Cub’s expression was as emotionless as a bullet.
Jimmy found himself shaking his head. “I’m not on the run,” he said, aware that he didn’t sound convincing, even to his own ears. The door, with its long rectangle of golden sunshine, seemed to pull at him—get out, get away, don’t make this mistake again. The allure of the open frontier, with no connections and no risks, was heady in its promise of freedom.
But the far-more-tangible tug in his chest that told him Tango was already on his way back, and he wouldn’t get far enough to avoid the man chasing after him. And he would chase, Jimmy was sure of it.
Casting a glance toward the window, Jimmy cursed his bad luck—and apparent inability to wake up early.
“I’m not on the run,” he said again, and the words were more sure this time. “And I’ll do whatever I can to keep harm from coming to your friend.” He looked at Cub, hoping the man could see the sincerity in his face. “Honestly, I can promise you that.”
Cub pursed his lips, then gave a sharp nod. “Good enough.”
As he said it, footsteps tapped on the floorboards outside, and the door swung open to let in a burst of fresh morning air and the smell of dust and sage.
“Jimmy!” Tango said, striding into the room. “I feel like I owe you a ride to Tumbleton after getting your train burglefied. You ride?”
Jimmy stood. “You got us horses?”
“Well… no.” Tango said. “Chef had a package he needed mailed to Tumbleton anyway, so he’s loaning us a couple of his mules.”
Cub laughed, and gave Jimmy a friendly slap on the shoulder that was maybe just a little too hard. “Good luck, fellas,” he said. “You’ll need it.”
And with that, he sauntered out of the saloon. Jimmy watched him go and then looked at Tango, frowning.
“Tango, why would he say that?”
Tango laughed, and rubbed sheepishly at the back of his neck. “Oh, no reason, no reason,” he said unconvincingly. He gestured at the door.
“Let’s hit the road.”
#this is not proofread so please forgive any mistakes lol#headin' west au#team ranchers#cub is fun to write i have just learned#i like me an unpredictable dangerous good guy#also his being barkeep is directly a reference to his s9 potions 'coffee' shop#i wonder what could possibly go wrong with those mules#no genuinely i am wondering those came out of nowhere it was gonna be horses and then tango said mules and i went with it#guess I'll have to figure that out next XD
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“You can’t be angry at your sister foreve-“
Wrong. Behold, my castle of bitterness, holding grudges and anger! I am the queen of this and she has been declared my sworn enemy. I will be a petty, angry bitch for the rest of our lives and I won’t apologise for it. I will not trust you. She may LEAVE.
#she and her fiancé are trump supporters#they said that the ‘lgbt+ agenda of ruining our kids’ was becoming too strong#that women shouldn’t have the right to get abortions#and that I was being silly for getting upset#so no mother I will not forgive my sister#how am I supposed to just forgive her for that#almost screaming at me - her gay sister - that pride month shouldn’t be a month#and that the American election war just as important as pride#MIND YOU#WERE NOT AMERICANS#WE’RE FUCKING DANISH AND LIVE IN A COUNTRY WITH SO MANY PRIVILEGES#“we shouldn’t teach kids that it’s okay to be different or that there is nothing wrong with being trans or gay.#well exfuckingcuse me#she said that women who wants an abortion could just leave the country to get one#excuse me you privileged white bitch in another fucking country where abortion is very much legal MAYBE everyone doesn’t have the means#or possibilities to do so
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A peice of me dies whenever I see Richard Horvitz hanging out with Vivziepop THAT SHOULD BE ME NOT HER
#“Oh LoOk At YoU aRe YoU jEaLoUs?-”#Yeah I am fuck off#Forgive me for 1:#Wishing I could interact with one if my idols like any normal person#And 2:#For thinking an absolute LEGEND like Richard shouldn't be wasting his time with an ass like Viv#Hhhhhghghgghhh free my man he did NOTHING WRONG#doodles rants#vivziepop critical#vivziepop criticism#vivziepop critique#helluva boss critical#helluva boss criticism#helluva boss critique
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My take on Kotoko as a morally gray person, about a morally gray character who thinks in black and white
first of all, i absolutely love this woman, so all of this comes from a kotoko enjoyer, but when talking about canon i can not turn the blind eye to the wrongs she has done. i will talk about my perception of her murder, of her as a character and about her beating up the guilty prisoners (i will put this emoji 🐺 when i jump subjects just to keep it organized)
this next phrase is my personal take, i know some will disagree with me and thats okay, which also works as a tl;dr:
Kotoko didnt do anything wrong outside the prison, but she did wrong inside of it
i know beating up people isnt actually good, but she did research upon research to get to the bottom of the cases she was investigating and found the culprits this way. "but she could've brought them upon justice" and you arent wrong about that, but the victim she actually murdered, even when his identity was revealed to the public, the law didnt bring justice upon him.
screenshots & translations from @/maristelina (i didnt put everything in here, if you wanna check all the articles, please go check on their post!)
her victim was a child murderer, he had already killed 10 girls in 2 years, but even then, he was still free because of his father’s position of power.
then we have her other victim, the man she beat up and sent to the hospital
there are a couple articles dedicated to this one. but a quick run down: the man, Mikio Oshii, was wanted for theft and assault, having tricked at least 2 or 3 elderly people, pretending to be a bank employee, and convincing them to hand over cash, he pushed one of his victims, fracturing her ankle.
then we have the article about Kotoko’s assault. again a quick run down: someone heard screaming and found a man lying on the ground, who had lost consciousness after being beaten up, and was taken to the hospital. the police suspects a man (kotoko was wearing men’s sneakers and covering herself up). the victim was wanted for theft and assault charges and was Mikio Oshii.
further proving that she was aiming at people who prayed on the weak, she had good intentions (at least at first), and we also have the facts that she was trying to go through the lawful(?) path at first
she was studying law, showing us that she genuinely believed her cause, bringing justice to the world and protecting the innocent, or “weaklings” as she calls them, more on that later. that she was gonna try and go for the morally correct route, but what changed? what is that thing she “wants to do”? i hope we get to see her reasoning on the next trial. for now i agree with the theory that says that her or her family was victim of someone like the guy that was above law for having money and a father with a position of power. showing her the flaws of the law/justice system and thus taking matters into her own hands.
🐺 i personally believe that there are some people who dont deserve second chances, like pedos and rapists, and like the man kotoko murdered, between others. so this is why i forgive her from her crimes. she did proper research, she is passionate about it, she wants to protect the weak, or thats what she tries to convince herself of, because this brings me to my next point
she does have those violent tendencies, and she enjoys them
“this feels so good”
this is from the t1 trailer, people suspect this were phrases they said after their murders. so i think there is a possibility that while she was trying to convince herself that her actions were for justice, to try and protect the weak, and i dont doubt that that was where it came from at first, she ended up doing it out of personal enjoyment.
i once read that “if you do a good deed because you want to do it, it means that you arent a good person. to be a good person you need to do good deeds without wanting something in return” meaning that you should be uninterested on even the satisfaccion of said deed. this is a phrase that i absolutely hate and dont agree with, but i think it applies in here. kotoko was trying to do something “good” (morality is on the bearer’s eyes) by bringing to justice people who kept escaping it, by taking revenge for those weaklings she so desperately wants to protect, and while thats her main motivation, she also does it because she wants to.
i believe my girl has a thirst for power. she is self righteous, the way she refers to the people she wants to protect as “weaklings” its like shes putting them down in some way, the way on her VD she just wants to keep rambling about her theories, the way she inserted herself on Mikoto’s interrogation, the way she just assumes Es’ intentions and doesnt seem to accept when they call her out on it. she doesnt listen to others at all and once her mind is set on something, there is nothing that can move her from there. she isnt a good person…. but also, she isnt a bad person, and i feel that the fandom forgets those two statements can coexist. even if she sees herself as a saint, and firmly believes that she did nothing wrong, thats because
🐺 her world view is black and white. and this is why while i condone her actions on her murder, i do not condone her actions of beating up the guilty prisoners.
a lot of the prisoners have a black and white morality, heck, milgram itself as a system IS black and white. and from what i’ve read, a lot of the fandom also thinks in black and white. all of which i find extremely… interesting…. tbf its the nd majority vote game about nd murderers on the nd website, so makes sense (im half joking, sorry)
kotoko attacked the guilty prisoners because thats what she had been doing, and thats what she got voted innocent for on t1 (i wasnt around). but no one told her to do that, she acted on her own, she misinterpreted her judgment and forced her opinions and methods on others, claiming it were Es’, without their knowledge and without ours.
as a side note, when i first got into the fandom, i found surprising to see that kotoko was inno and fuuta was guilty on t1, since from my perspective their crimes are basically the same, they both exposed and harrowed “bad” people.
i make a lot of emphasis on black and white thinking, since its something im familiarized with, for example lets talk Amane since its her trial is still going
she is the type of girl who will correct other’s mistakes, who will call them out and try to fix them so that the others can be right, like her. her truth is absolute and even when it flails, she stands her ground and proceeds to believe in herself and her views of the world. in what i said, you could re read that and it would also apply to kotoko, and just like her, Amane also convinced herself of doing something she wanted to do by telling herself it was the right thing to do. kotoko’s “protecting the weaklings” directly translates to amane’s “punishing her mother for her sins (hurting the cat)”. so while in both cases there were hidden feelings, something tells me neither of the girls knew about their own ulterior motives, thats how well they convinced themselves.
people who think in black and white just see it as it is, right or wrong, left or right, green or blue, there is no other choice but those two. and from my personal experiences with myself and with others, its something you end up applying in almost every aspect of your life and its really difficult to change up this way of thinking. beginning to see the grays of the world and its other options its not an easy task without some proper help
overall, i dont believe she was right for hurting the guilty prisoners, and fuuta losing his eye because of her gives me a horrible gut feeling. overall, it also ties on her need for power, since she firmly believes shes Es’ “fang”, thus reducing herself a weapon for justice, not implementing her own judgment anymore, but someone else’s, ours, which my problem with her actions in this scenario. i firmly believe that if outside the prison she had came across mahiru or fuuta, she wouldn’t have attacked them, but after her t1 inno, and getting her ideals supported, her beliefs became radical, and now shes going based on our ideals, our judgments, our right or wrong, our black and white morality, MILGRAM’s black and white morality.
🐺 im still a kotoko inno truther, and i love her, shes my favorite character. but i dont expect her to get innocent this trial, as she did wrong. i dont want to say it was our fault that she harmed the other prisoners, since we had no way of knowing this would happen. in retrospect we can say whatever we want, but none of us can read the future.
i dont even have a real argument on why you should vote her innocent “shes pretty” is not good enough lmao… but who knows, maybe we will see something that makes her worthy of an inno vote on her second trial a few months from now (not counting on it, probably wont be enough)
in the end i wrote this because im really passionate about this character and her black and white views on the world (shes so intense). and because this beautiful person @archivalofsins told me to "keep talking about kotoko" and i have zero self control regarding this fictional woman.
🐺 i believe with the help of a third party, someone who could act as a moral compass to her and could teach her that the world has more colors, more choices, and if she actually learns about this, she would end up being an amazing thing.
also, if the theory about her being an accomplice of the serial killer turns out to be true, i will puke and cry :)
#please forgive me for i am not good at character analysis and i was just rambling about my fictional wife#also never give me an open floor to talk about my hyperfixations someone needs to put limits and its not gonna be myself#im sorry if this isnt comprehensible its almost 4am as im typing this and i always talk so much i get distracted and forget what i was#saying but i tried my very best to try to organize my ideas in a way that others could maybe understand!!#im also sorry if there is something wrong with the spelling or the way i said something english isnt my first language#milgram#kotoko yuzuriha#milgram analysis#long post#also not her parallels with amane making me a little more fond of the little girl#about the moral compass its me ill be her moral compass i dont trust other people to give proper judgment#or maybe it could be a small group project but just a small one because i dont work well in large groups#wife <3#seari writes
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I have a dumb question, and I really hope this doesn’t sound rude. What’s the logic for some of the characters? Like, if they’re the “hero” in their storyline, but they don’t seem to follow Biblical doctrine… does that even count? I’m sorry if that sounds snotty; I don’t mean to have an attitude.
No, you're fine!!
Short answer: I don't know, I'm not the one sending in the characters 😂
But really I would say there's not necessarily a consistent logic that they have to fit. That's part of the beauty of Christianity, isn't it? Anyone who repents and believes is welcome; it's not limited to any certain type of people. For the characters people are sending in here, I think there are a few categories. There are some that fit what you said, who already hold Christian morals and who one could easily headcanon as being Christian within the story. Sometimes people send in villains who they want to have redemption arcs and become Christian. Sometimes it's characters who are Christian; mostly it's characters people would like to see become Christian.
#my favorite character who i headcanon as Christian is one who generally has very Christian morals and really wants to do good#but also lies a lot. and i think in that case it's like i could see him being Christian in the story#because Christians aren't perfect and even people who don't have their whole act together can believe#I'm not justifying continuing to do wrong. I'm trying to figure out how to phrase it#i think there's some post I've seen about how even terrible characters who do terrible things can be Christian#if they're repentant i think? point being that all of us are sinners and a character doesn't have to be perfectly good to be a believer#because none of us are. and a line from a song i know 'though I'm wretched i am not faithless' about a character who#has done bad things and is struggling to reconcile his actions with God's love and forgiveness#anyway. i was saying the character i like comes across to me as an imperfect Christian but also as someone who could really benefit from#learning and growing in the faith. i want to see that character grow morally stronger and become more like Jesus!!!#it would be good for him 🤷♀���#and that's kinda the point of most of the characters people send. they either seem like they could genuinely BE Christian#or are characters people think really need Christianity in their lives#sometimes it's 'this character seems Christian' and sometimes it's 'i like this character and want them to become Christian'#i think characters who don't follow Biblical doctrine fall under either imperfect and learning Christian or needs Jesus in their life#ask
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I dunno how or why to phrase this but I rarely like powerfantasy stories of omnipotence or being all-powerful or whatever. Toying with the universe and people's lives, calling yourself a god, that stuff creeps me out! It makes me uncomfortable! Why would you want to treat others as less than you like that!! Why would you not want to experience the beauty of being one with everyone around you!!
#It's probably some neurodivergent bullshit but this really bugs me for some reason!!#It probably doesn't help that that I've met multiple people who Are Kinda Like This#Smug people who think they're better or more important than others#and will manipulate others into enforcing that narrative#GROSS#Another reason why I like Gwenpool is that she specifically rejects this concept because she realises it's clearly wrong#There was an anime where the villain turned out to be like this and the things she did were Fucking Terrible#and then everyone just. Forgives her?#She UUh fuckin sexually manipulated yall for fun just because she could and you Forgive her for that#Everyone loved the anime and I just couldn't understand it#maybe it's me! Maybe I am too sensitive on this subject whatveer!!
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i am having a wonderful day today :)
#i dropped one of my classes so i had more time in the afternoon today#i had some extra cash so i went to go get sushi at kura#they have a pikmin promotion running and i was planning on seeing if i could get some of the magnetic bookmarks#(no way i could eat that many plates but i think there's a way to just get it for the price of a plate on the screen thing)#but i complemented the vash the stampede phone charm of the person next to me and they gave me theirs when they left :D#(i forgive them now for snatching all the eel before it got to me lol)#then i went to buy a birthday present for a friend a bit early and also got myself a physical copy of morpho fat and skin folds#kinokuniya has a bunch of morpho. i might get the muscles one next. or the hands and feet one#the trains were pretty weird and delayed but somehow everyone was wrong enough about what was happening that i got home lol#and i finally got an email back saying i have permission to take the watercolor painting class! so i got to register for that today as well#i am going to do my sky dailies and then perhaps draw for a while :)#but later tonight i'm going to talk to my gf!!! a very good day
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I think it’s hilarious to watch people get mad about Boruto being character assassination because it IS until you consider the possibility of a poly situationship. Sakura is Sasuke’s wife, and Sasuke is Naruto’s husband, and Naruto is Hinata’s husband.
And also consider that Naruto has probably put in some actual damn work since he become Hokage.
Can’t do anything about Sasuke avoiding Konoha but I’m honestly not surprised about that, he’s a bit traumatized. Is he protective of it now? Yes! And that’s NOT WEIRD. Maybe the Konoha before was corrupt, but Naruto can LITERALLY SENSE NEGATIVE INTENTIONS(WHICH EVERYONE SEEMS TO HAVE FORGOTTEN?!)
Root has been disbanded and Naruto’s pretty clearly weeded out the corruption around him! Hell, they might never have brought UP the Hyuga branch-main family argument, but it’s clearly been dealt with considering neither Hanabi or Hinata have branch family seals, nor does Boruto or Himawari, when it’s explicitly mentioned that the heir remains in the main family while their siblings get seals.
(I wouldn’t be surprised if Naruto having kids with Hinata was what caused that issue to come up, honestly. What, do YOU want to be the Hyuga elder that explains to the Fifth and Sixth Hokage, as well as all the other Kage, and the entirety of Konoha, why their Hero’s kids should have a torture-seal placed on them?)
Like come on man, this is a village that finally DOES represent Naruto and Sasuke’s goals! It makes SENSE that he’d want to protect it now!!!
Also not surprised that Sasuke is awkward about Sakura and Sarada, my boy has No Idea how to interact outside of Naruto, and frankly if he does have feelings about her, as an autistic person who can’t handle emotions, I too run away from the people I care about when I get overwhelmed about caring for them. The people that I DON’T run from are the ones who chase after me often enough that I get used to caring about them.
Furthermore, Naruto doesn’t avoid his family! If you watched Naruto The Last, or hell, the day Naruto become Hokage, you know Naruto didn’t even BECOME Hokage until his kids are older, which he MENTIONED was a choice on his part so he could spend more time with them before they entered the Academy. The movie takes place during the Chunnin Exams, which are canonically more work to maintain, especially when it’s all five villages attending. In the series, we’ve seen Naruto come home much earlier outside of big, international events, take days off to spend with his family, and use clones for work while he stays home! Like he DOES spend time with his family, kishimoto himself said Boruto’s outbursts were more about getting used to his dad having any job at all(as he was a very powerful Shinobi who honestly didn’t have a lot of missions at his skill level) after being pretty much a stay-at-home dad. Hell, in the after-credits scene in Naruto the Last, it’s implied that Hinata was still an active Shinobi, and considering the age of the kids, I would not be surprised with Naruto staying at home with the kids up until Naruto’s ascension as hokage. And I NEED more fics if this time period, I’m DYING.
Anyway, Hinata and Naruto love each other, and Naruto and Sasuke love each other. Honestly I’m a bit iffy on Sasuke and Sakura but I kinda like the idea that she’s his beard which is why she’s never shown to mind when he’s not home lol. I CAN actually see them loving each other too, though I don’t think Sakura has a lot of skill with Uchihas that run from their feelings haha. Himawari is Naruhina’s kid, while Sarada and Boruto 100% have a mom and 2 dads. And I think with this interpretation, the whole show suddenly makes sense.
#I always think it’s wild to see anti-Boruto stuff#that’s Naruto and Sasuke’s son your talking about#hold your tongue#literally just look up merch for the show#it’s all Boruto and his two gay dads#Am I surprised Naruto looks tired? hell no#world leaders in our world tend to age prematurely VERY FAST#and that’s on TOP of all the times Naruto LITERALLY SHORTENED HIS OWN LIFE SPAN in shippuden#anyone remember saving Gaara?#but if Naruto could grow his hair back out I think we’d all be happier lol#and people hating that Sasuke likes Konoha now is wild#THE WHOLE POINT OF WHY HIS REVENGE WAS WRONG WAS THAT THE PEOPLE AT FAULT WERE ALREADY GONE#HE WAS TARGETTING INNOCENTS BECAUSE THEY DIDNT NOTICE ANYTHING WAS WRONG#THE WHOLE POINT WAS THE CYCLE OF HATRED FROM NARUTO AND PEIN’S FIGHT#YOU HAD MY BROTHER KILL MY FAMILY#SO I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR FAMILY WHO WERE INNOCENT#AND THE PEOPLE WHO LOVED THEM WILL THEN COME AFTER ME FOR KILLING THEIR LOVED ONES#THE WHOLE POINT WAS THAT IT NEVER ENDS#SASUKE MAKING AN ACTIVE DECISION TO FORGIVE IGNORANCE WAS THE WHOOOOLLLLEEEE POOOOIIIIINNNNNTTTTT#forgot to tag normally haha#Boruto#Naruto#Naruto Uzumaki#Sasuke Uchiha#SNS#sasunarusasu#naruhina#sasusaku kinda
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One of my favourite things in writing is to take a character who takes themselves very, very seriously, and then just have the narrative and the other characters around them constantly highlight how ridiculous that is.
#i don't think it was WRONG to come up with tlb sequels focused on the frog brothers#i do think that treating them as Serious Early-Aughts Action-Horror Heroes is a deeply deeply silly prospect and should be handled as such#note that this is only funny if the character in question is in fact taking themselves too seriously#if this is someone who is like 'actually i do think my opinions and feelings matter and i have worth as a human person'#then taking the piss out of them for believing that is not funny. it's just cruel#however. if they're more like 'actually yes i am a Uniquely Brilliant Genius and could never be fooled>#<by this totally trustworthy demon I summoned!'#or 'it's probably morally forgivable for me to experiment on my human psychiatric patients because my lady love dumped me'#or even 'i definitely look like a total badass right now'
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Emily of New Moon deserves to have its own Anne with an E. It would work so well too considering the fact that the books are very dark and it would do a good job of expanding the characters, particularly my boy Teddy Kent because he was done dirty in the show from the 90s.
#don’t get me wrong I do love the show from the 90s#it came up with some pretty cool ideas for character backstory and motivation#but all of those ideas need to be expanded upon more and an adaptation like Anne with an e would be so good#also it could be a great opportunity to give teddy a character that is not just block of wood or asshole#it low key pains me to call him that tbh because he is my favourite but it’s true#wrote this at 1 am btw so tags are verbal dumping of my thoughts#sure he does have his moments but the assholery is not something I can forgive because that is a horrible trait to have in a love interest#the tv show making him an asshole does not accomplish anything though because it just makes him unlikable#lm montgomery#emily of new moon
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i kind of want to do the thing other tes players sometimes do where they have the protagonists be related to one another somehow but that implies.... things.
#things like “was it miraina or was it jesan”#i mean if i did do a rusonius protagonist line#whoever is in morrowind has to be a relative of theirs#maybe it could be the relative's descendant in skyrim#but at that point i'd almost rather make a different oc to make a timeline for#...would that count as an alternate timeline?#im still stuck on trying to figure out who would [honk] either of the rusonius siblings#nsfw?#it's 5 am i cannot go back to sleep#forgive me for rambling but at least i didn't tag the wrong post this time
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there's this "viral?" tw/eet i keep seeing in my circles about how you shouldn't judge a character based on how they are at the beginning of a story but instead how they are at the end and i have to say somewhere that while this is a nice sentiment (i guess???) that it's useless because however anyone judges "a character" has no influence on how YOU interact with that character or its medium AND that character is not a fucking person who can or should be judged on that kind of metric to begin with and no one needs to judge a character based on anything!! its material. its story. its context. are what matter. was that an effective villain? was that a compelling element to the journey? was that a fun and whacky wild ride from start to finish? please have some fun with your stories and your faves! and don't worry about whether they are going to be unproblematic by the end of their experience!
#this is not meant in judgment of anyone who was defending their faves#some people won't like or forgive lo/renz and he grew into a fine young man! and that's fine! that's their business! couldn't be me!#some people won't like or forgive li/ght ya/gami and that's the point. that's literally the point.#was macb/eth problematic?#was beo/wolf a misogynist?#does lest/at experience love?#could seph/iroth be redeemed?#was te/am roc/ket justified?#losing my mind#this is meant in judgment of people who can't fathom why people would keep enjoying characters who are literary devices#and / or experience negative character growth#i'm still not going to like [redacted] but my judgment of them at the beginning or end of the story isn't the deciding factor#in whether anyone can convince me to like them#and it isn't going to change how i engage with the story#and i'm the biggest advocate for: this character could've healed. this character should be allowed to heal [in fanfiction]#but that doesn't change my opinion on liking characters whom i would wish death upon if they were people#edited because i used the wrong its / it's in my original post
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#personal#current mood#those situations when you just /have/ to put up boundaries because your 'forgiving' and 'caring' only makes things worse for you both#i hate how much you can care about someone (or it can be mutual) but you just absolutely do not mix#and there are just so many things wrong#i hate hurting people i care about for the sake of 'lesser evil'#like how i needed to work on falling out of love because my jealousy and being told very unflattering things for why i could not-#-be loved back were making me toxic and unpleasant and kinda useless as a listener about /their/ crushes#only for them to feel crashed and abandoned because 'even you gave up on me'#i am absolute trash at 'tough love' stuff and being reasonable#but every other time being uncontrollably forgiving and loving causes more wrong than right#stuff like this#what if i don't want to put up boundaries? what if i don't want to be sober about where unhealthy bonds are leading me?#but i have to because in the end i am not even actually helping but only make things worse#by putting myself in conditions where i become toxic from mistreatment#and by keeping this person in conditions where they don't have to look for other sources of support and friends#but me being the sole person to rely on makes me strain under pressure and become unlikeable#which makes me either snap or distance for my own health and that hurts THAT person more#only i am a sucker enough to make things worse no matter what course of actions i choose#i mean of course there will be people in everyone's life who will regret having even met me#but this is just painful for so many reasons#it is not as simple as 'if they get upset that you put on boundaries they are not your friend'#some things people legit can't fix and i know that very well from experience#but there is 'managing' and there is 'nourishing unhealthy habits'#i can do the latter by literally just standing there (menacingly)#recently i've been thinking about how i just make everything i touch more crazy painful and chaotic (just like in my earlier dream)#and stuff like this is just another evidence of that..#when i analyse situations that could be passed as me making someone's life better i-#-start to realise that what i did do was just making things crazy and another person simply taking it well hahah#i am certainly some sort of alien. just like that person
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conservatives are really out here saying Dune Pt.2 is pro-life because Jessica talks to Alia's fetus. Like... this is literal insanity. Alia literally, in the source material, goes insane and becomes a monstrous tyrant???? Likely because of her exposure to the waters of life in the womb????? She goes completely off the rails? You really want Alia Atreides to be your pro-life icon??? Knock yourself out I guess??? But like... doesn't even Jessica in hindsight go 'would have been better if she died in the womb'? Also how pro-life can it really be if Jessica was like 'okay so this is poison you want me to drink to become the reverend mother? Don't mind if I do!' and glugged that shit down like no thoughts of that baby at ALL. Yall call that 'pro-life'??? Cause looks to me like she was making some choices, huh...? These people really do not give two shits about CONTEXT for their arguments. Guess I should not be surprise given how selectively they interpet the bible...
(They also say they love Dune because it is a refreshing, non-political movie about the importance of family and like... media literacy is dead apparently? Like how spectacularly can you MISS te point of a movie based on a book that is well over 50 years old??? Frank Herbert was NOT SUBTLE ABOUT IT!!!)
#Honestly I wish I could be as braindead as these people are...#I am scared to tag this#Dune#(forgive me if I get details wrong it's been so long since I read them but I THINK Jessica regrets Alia?)#honestly the wildest misinterpretations since Barbie from the conservatives#they watch differnt movies I think#maybe ther are 'conservative edits' that we don't even get to see and they really DO watch different movies
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