#I cant remember lilys tumblr lol

[imm4tur3kid]

Ok ok so let's do this lol

*Re-Re-edited vers.*

Stuff bout meeeeee

The ships I obsess over the most are Reddie(IT) and Hensper(HD)

I obsess of bungo stray dogs, henry danger, full house, and IT

Im a Capricorn

My favorite color is Dark Red:)

My favorite song(s) are boys dont cry by the cure, Cigarette duet, I fucking hate my mom, and Blue Hair by TV Girl

My favorite artist is Cavetown (TV Girl is a close second)

Im trans masc and gay^^

In henry danger I relate to Jasper the most!!

In bungo stray dogs I relate to Dazai and Atsushi the most

In IT I relate to Richie most!! (Movie Richie I haven't read the book yet)

Favorite movie is IT chapter 2 (2019)

I will scream if the song "I Love You like An Alcoholic " by taxpayers starts playing

I relate to songs like "Gilded Lily" "Ms.Wanna Die" "Everybody Wants To Rule The World" "I Fucking Hate My Mom" "YKWIM?" and more that I can't remember- (I made a whole other post that mentioned more)

Favorite play/musical/parody: IT

Hates: Having to repeat myself, sister, my mom saying she'll always support me then continues being homophobic after I told her I wanted to be a boy, people in general , being ignored, awkward silence, having to leave everybody I love, my former 'bestfriends', my life, everbody. (except for my bestfriend and husband/p @jouno-odamybeloved)

Loves:Cuddles,someone playing with my hair(not pulling),laying down on someone or someone on me, IT, horror movies, 1980s-1990s rock/metallic music, Henry danger, bungo stray dogs, gifts ofc, food,surveys (I like to tell people about myself), again @jouno-odamybeloved, music in general, ao3, tumblr, tiktok, electricity, wifi, cussing, telling others how disgusting rude annoying they are

Fave book: any bsd Mangas (wanna read the IT novel)

Im living off of ao3 and tumblr rn

Fave characters in hd: Piper, Jasper, and Ray

Faves in bsd: Kenji, Oda, Poe, Ranpo, and Chuuya

Faves in IT (movie): Richie (TOP FAVE), Beverly, and Stanley<3<3

Faves in IT (novel): Stanley, Eddie, Mike

Fave actress: Maya Hawke, Sophia Lillis, Riele Downs, Ella Anderson

Fave actor(s): Finn Wolfhard,Bill Hader, Wyatt Oleff, Joe Keery, Sean Ryan Fox, Jace Norman, and Cooper Barnes

if I hear you even mention Reddie I will ramble about my theories, how cute they are, my hcs, what should've happened instead of Eddie dieing, then I will cry about Eddie's death so be careful.

Fave fandoms:HD, IT, TBP, and BSD

DNI; Transphobes,Homophobic people,racists,sexists,people who support r4pe,pedos,people who like Mori(he's a pedo),bullys, etc.

The tag I will put all my posts under: #imgay!?!

Theres probably more that I cant remember lol

[imsiriuslyreading]

Hi Lana!

I ADORE your content on TikTok, but I’ve only just discovered your Tumblr.

I was having a lil scroll through your posts and the thing you wrote a while back about finding your community through fellow fic lovers, and how there’s so much pressure to have The Life That People Expect You to Have by the time you’re approaching 30, but what’s most important is forging a life full of the things you love and that are most meaningful to you - aaargh this resonated with me SO. MUCH!!

I’ve had a rough start to 2024 but things are starting to look up a bit now I’m moving closer to friends and family at the end of Feb; I’m also trying to be brave enough to search for a job I actually enjoy rather than the soul-crushing one I currently have 💀 Stumbling across your post has really helped remind me how important it is that I keep looking and hoping for community and work that fulfils me and brings me joy this year. So anyway THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THAT (even if you don’t remember writing it lol 😆)

P.S - my canon-divergent Everyone Lives fic is called Mortal Once More, if you fancy having a read/adding it to your bookmarks 🥰🥰 The main ships are Wolfstar (ofc) and Regulus/Fabian (yes, I’m aware that one is random 😆) And I’ve also just started posting my new canon-compliant fic, The Silence of Sisters, focusing on the Black Sisters, Lily and Mary, if you happen to be in the mood for something even more angsty 💀😆

I’m gonna go cry and make sure I’ve joined your Coven now!! ♥️♥️xx

hiya!

what a lovely message to stumble across in here!

i'm so bloody glad it resonated. I believe it all now more than ever - even since i wrote that post you're talking about, my life has changed so much and yet the one consistent thing is this place, the people I've met, writing reading and just having the loveliest time.

the important bits are always the stuff that sets our souls on fire i think <3

I'm so sorry you had a rough start to the year, i think a lot of us did, and i think new years always come with such expectations, so when they don't start how we expect (which they rarely do, lets be so real), it can be such a discouraging thing. but it sounds like you're really putting yourself first and finding places for the things you love most and i admire that so so so much.

i will ABSOLUTELY be adding both your fic to my bookmarks be so serious?? they sound gorgeous and slightly terrifying.

im wishing you the very very best, i hope this year continues to get better and better for you and i cant wait to see what you do next.

lots and lots of love xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxo

[earl-gay-ii]

[turning-dreams-into-chaos]

Tag ten(more or less) of your favorite mutuals and say something nice about them, then send this to someone else!

SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I WAS STRUGGLING TO CHOOSE ONLY 10 AND THEN NOT WRITE A WHOLE ASS PARAGRAPH!!! 😂

@with1love1anu- Anu is my girl! She’s literally one of my favorite people on here to mess around with and just talk too. She’ll listen to me ramble all the time and just always assured me that I’m not completely weird. She always knows how to make me smile!

@seiraswriting- My wifey ❤️ Seira... man there’s no doubt that whenever I see an ask or a notification from her I turn to a freaking mess. She’s honestly probably the first person I really connected to on Tumblr? I can’t even remember! She’s just always been there for me and always has my back.

@hyperion-moonbabe-art3mis- okay so Lily and I talk so much! She’s literally hilarious (even though she keeps disagreeing with me on that 😠) and gives amazing advice, like telling me to go buy Mac and cheese lol. Don’t know what I’d do with out her talks.

@angelinathebook- Lena’s always good for a good laugh! Her posts literally brighten my day and she really has this sweetness to her that’s really heartwarming and special and whenever we talk I can’t help but be happy!

@lupins-sweater- MY MAC AND CHEESE BABE! Sending me snail pictures and frog pictures! Always making my day and showing me such beautiful pictures (although I really need to steal her wallet apparently because she’s buying $50 worth of candles smh)

@the-hufflefluffwriter- Awww Amelia okay so we started talking talking... god, a week ago? I reblogged ones of those “come be friends with me!” posts and She did just that and slid into my messages 😂 Im literally so thankful she did because the last week getting to know her has been so much fun and I got to read some AMAZING work that wasn’t published in here and she’s just amazing.

@johnmurphyisbisexual- Ry is so fun. He gives us so much amazing Murphy and Richard Harmon content that I literally cant remember a time he wasn’t on here. He just popped on here one day and has just made my dash brighter since.

@pretend-writer- My blue 💙 Great writer, even better person. She’s super funny and so relatable and I’m so happy she’s a part of the Slytherin Queens 🐍

@screennamealreadyused- Kai... I think whenever I see her in my notifis, I get super happy. She’s usually the first or second person who likes my things- no matter how stupid the posts are- and her moodboards are just beautiful!! Have you guys seen them??? She made an appreciation Moodboard for me and a few others and they were brilliant!

@approved-by-dentists- Okay Clarissa, so everytime we talk to each other it’s just a mess of both of us like screaming our love at each other and it’s the best thing ever. We’re both super awkward and just suckers for great writing and for each other and it’s beautiful. It really is. 😂

Okay obviously there’s so many more than 10 and I love each and every one of you 😘 😘 😘

[ofieugogyshz]

i cant have brain to write with tonight so instead have bullet points of ideas of things bc i got accosted by ideas when i finally got to lilycove again after like fifteen years and now i want a revisit trip but it’d be like several years ago not anything in current time lol. a lot of it is selfish/one-sided trip but you know what it’s whatever okay there’s a reason why it’s bullet points and not a whole ass fic lol. [along with brain. brainstorming but without a brain]

i promise there’s a read more but sometimes tumblr says fuck you when you try to make some

Going to the cove lily motel a year or two after marriage idk

walking around the city, holding hands, going around with maybe a few people nodding/greeting us as we walk by

going towards the beach and lighthouse, watching the waves and people play in the water from the land/cliff overlooking the sea/beach

watching the wailmer play/do tricks in the sea by the cove

the old couple who've been married for 60 years nearby, noticing us and commenting/greeting us.

Old man asks how long we've been married, we admit just a few years' anniversary trip;

“But we've known each other for a lot longer than that!”

the wife (and husband?) chuckles, and “I'll let you two in on a little secret, [if you want to listen/hear it]” look at each other confused/uncertain, but nod at them. “It was 60 years ago that my husband proposed to me.” she turns to look at the sea. “The sea remains as beautiful as ever, [as it did back then]”

awe by me and “you guys look young/not that old!” “Even as we grow old and wrinkled, the sea remains forever young with the vivid brilliance of life” by the husband, whose gaze followed his wife's. He turns to look at us. “You two look as in love as we did at that age. Shoot, we still feel that way about each other, after all these years! The youthfulness that love makes you feel.... if you've got the right partner, that feeling will never fade.”

cue both of us blushing even though the feelings/observation is spot on for us.

Burying face/boring hole into ground bc i'm so embarrassed

husband takes note of this and politely offers an escape (“Thank you for your time. Sarah, didn't you say that there was a contest hall nearby? Did you want to take a look?”)

passing by the contest fan club; mentions of lisia/”lissi” and “ari” and looking at who the current contest stars are.

“Ah! I remember back when Wallace was the big name for contests. I think the new girl is his... cousin? Niece? I remember hearing that he had a younger relative that he was tutoring before I left Hoenn.”

watching recordings at the fan club of the new contest stars. Stars in eyes and a desire to participate all over again. Look at husband for permission/if we can go check the contest hall and see when there is one again.

Contest hall

“wow, they really have changed the design of them since I was travelling. I remember that they were changing up how the halls work-- or that they were changing them to battle halls. I noticed slateport's changed first when I was taking a ship out of the region, and I went to try it out and...” makes face “I didn't really like it. I missed seeing it as a contest hall. I'm hoping the public or at least the contest community got them to change it back, even if that sounds bad...”

The lilycove art museum

“oh nooo, they took down the pieces someone made of my pokemon back when we were doing contests!! I wonder if I can ask them if they're in storage somewhere so we can take them...”

talk to the curator, he explains that they gave them back to the original artist, but if I wanted, I could contact them to see if they were interested in giving them to me.

Dept store

the different levels, loto id

lance half-jokingly pondering if they sell capes [me; no! No capes   him: okay, no tarot decks or plush dolls   me: ….fine but only an eye for an eye.    Him: you have a weird way of saying things, you know this yes?     Me: and who made that decision to marry me, hmmmmmmm?

“this is like celadon's, but I always liked their selection more. Now I remember why”

secret base dolls aaaaaaa the secret base stuff in general

“oh!!! I wonder if my secret base is still here.... Probably not. Oh, right, I made sure I took everything out before I left, but I still wonder what it looks like now. It was a pretty popular spot.”

squealing over all the cute plushies and themed cushions and carpets/mats and tables

“I miss having a secret base ;~; “

being told to come back on saturday for the sale extravaganza.

Us both looking thru the tm shop, looking to see what the local tm collection is now, what we might need/are missing (esp since most of our collection is from before technology created more stable/unbreakable TMs, so finding modern replicas of the rarer stuff is hard still)

me; thinks about buying one for him as a gift, but not sure which one yet

go to the lighthouse, idk why, it just became tradition to check out a region's lighthouse after visiting olivine's

check out the beach/nearby cave and see what's become of it since destruction of local gang's base

[diisruptives]

ofc i would be the one to think that a good time to come back to rp is during midterm szn jfdkgf. anyways here i am!! on a brand new blog bc i cant remember the password to my old one which is v sad. i would love to get some plots going or even just blogs to follow so just give this a lil like if u wanna talk!! i don’t have any rules or info up yet so under the cut i’ll leave a few important things and some ideas i have ok thank u for coming to my ted talk :-)

rules/about!

hi im lily! im 20 and my timezone is est

i prefer to write over discord just cause..sm easier.. but i also dont mind writing on tumblr

like honestly even just creating muses and shooting hcs back and forth and occasionally writing? also v fun.

i enjoy writing any pairings but have a preference for m/m and f/f, or any pairings with nb folks :)

not picky with fcs just no one deceased, under 18, that have stated they do not wish to be used for rp purposes, or just generally gross lol

i enjoy writing smut so if u do too great!!! if not we can fade to black or smth!! thats cool too!

pls be 18+!

ideas??

so this is rushed and messy and just off the top of my head and not well thought out so sorry but!

m/m or f/f socialite bffs that sneak away from their crazy balls and galas to hook up but dont talk about it the next day okay i just want this so i can make a pretty moodboard plS

toxic relationships!!!!!!

i rly love angst and exploring darker themes so like!! stuff involving crime idk gang plots, strippers, sugar babies, drug dealers!!! all of it

highkey want m/m skater boi bffs that fall in love just soft and cute ty

but also a f/f version of that? ^

f/f rival cheerleaders!!!!

okay also mumus. i love love love mumus and heres a few ideas:

LOVE ISLAND MUMU. ive wanted this for years pls feed me!! we can make it lgbtq!!!!! and like lets do it real like actually play it out, each make up our own muses that we dont tell the other about, bring them in and have them all interact, when theirs recouplings and an islander gets dumped actually have them leave. idk how it would work but if someone wants to try and do this with me i am down

i just stumbled upon this video and am obsessed and need a musical theatre college mumu asap

i know summer is over but i miss it so a camp counselors thing yes

[gotatext]

PREFERRED NAME — nora. i think i started going by it in like, 2009?? my full name is eleanor but i hated it n thought it was way too pretentious n i never felt like it fitted me so when i started writing on forums i decided i’d be a nora rather than eleanor and then my school friends called me it and it just kinda stuck, the only person who calls me eleanor is my mum

PRONOUNS — she / her / ethereal being beyond comprehension

AGE — 23 but i tell everyone im 21 because even tho time is literally fake im desperately clinging to that fleeting thing we call youth trying to catch it like smoke in my hands

PINTEREST — i actually have two. this one is my main one where i just cram all my shit n i’ve had it for years and some of its super unorganised. then i also have this one which is one i made for exclusively female characters. it started as mythological figures but now its like, women in literature and the occasional oc as well. variety is the spice of life!

DISCORD — lindsay lohan’s meth#8664

TUMBLR (PERSONAL/MUSE/RPH) — i used to be froseths but now im pvrscphones cos ya gal is a fucking whore for mythology 

OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA YOU’D LIKE TO SHARE — oi oi guvna ere’s me twitta. also here’s my letterboxd n my goodreads if anyone still uses tht

MYER-BRIGGS — enfp / infp border .... the classic profile of a lit student

HP HOUSE — hufflepuff, am fuckin mad. 

ZODIAC — libra which is a joke because i am in no way balanced but i guess i AM indecisive and a peacekeeper so?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? — i believe it when it says good shits gonna happen in my life and blame it if bad shit happens but i don’t strongly follow it i just find it interesting

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR — maybe like 14?? my first rp blog here is literally so embarassing i wrote as clove from the hunger games n my best friend irl wrote cato :/ it was wild

WHAT YEAR WAS IT? — like 9 years ago?? 2010 maybs

NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY — me n my friend ellie made this really cool group the summer before we left for uni which was loosely based on a concept mentioned mayb once in the divergent series, but it gave us loads of freedom to make it our own thing. it was called the fringe n it was like..... this dystopian society where people with different genes were cut off from the rest of society n lived in overrun slum cities where different groups had like, a monopoly over weapons, produce, etc.... my character jack was the leader of this lost-boy-esque tribe called the wolf pack who were hunters n used to run across the rooftops wearing the skins of animals they’d killed and engage in tribal rituals with sacrifices to the gods n shit. sounds lame but everyone there was so invested in their character arcs that it was a shame to see it go. but ! it kind of reached its end point so we blew it up w nukes n they all died. tragic.

WHAT WEIRD ANIMAL WOULD YOU HAVE AS A PET IF IT WAS REALISTIC — a fox?? do ppl keep foxes? idk i’ve always just felt a sense of connection w them like when a fox stares at me im like this shit is life i am living and breathing in this bitch.... visceral

NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE — everbody party tonight by cobra man n summer girl by haim..... not my usual stuff but big summer chillin vibes,.....

NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED — lord of the flies and also the handmaid’s tale. one of assignments was to write a chapter from another character’s perspective n i chose moira

NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED — skellig. fuck off with ur asprin ugly bat man i don’t care. also of mice and men. don’t care about the rabbits or curley’s goddamn wife.

WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? — im not a big binger bc i find it jst makes me depressed if i watch tv all day but im nearly finished stranger things season 3 n i recently finished euphoria (big rec but proceed w caution as quite triggering content)

FAVOURITE QUOTE — cool girl speech from gone girl. but also “there’s something dangerous about the boredom of teenage girls” i know its like.... such an overused quote but it really encapsulates this kind of feral girlhood that a few of my characters like bridget n greta have tapped into. i also loved the line “i feel like i could eat the world raw” from song of achilles, that really captures this kind of.... pure n childlike enthusiasm tht i wanna achieve w rory 

LINK TO A VINE THAT EXUDES YOUR ‘ENERGY’ — this is my energy completely am always covered in glitter n staring broodily out of the windows of ubers at 4am like im in the sad bit of an indie film 

DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? — uhh.... not as much as i shd.... i want to be a writer so i shd be makin some effort to get my stuff Out Into The World but im just not.... lol. ive done a lot of poetry collections . i wnt to finish a novel @ some point too.

THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL TRUST — bold of you to assume i trust any youtubers

A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WON’T QUIT — id literally die for saoirse ronan n timothee chalamet :/ chance perdomo also owns my ass. 

EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY — i once high-fived dani harmer, the actress who played tracy beaker. today my sister text me tryin to make me guess what celebrity she just saw on holiday in wales and for ages she let me think it was timmothee but it was actually bradley walsh from the chase :/

WHAT’S YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? — i am in a bomb ass crop top and mini skirt, several scrunchies in my hair, glitter all over my face, wearing cowboy boots. we eat dinner in a trendy but affordable pub that doubles up as a cocktail bar n then we drink zombies or sex on the beaches n go to a rave where everyone is on the same wavelength n i share drugs with girls in the toilets and we swap numbers knowing we will never text each other but its ok bc in that moment we feel like we are soulmates and everyone is super drunk n touching everyone else n its all very visceral and we walk through the woods when the rave ends and lie in the grass because we wish to suck out all the marrow of life 

A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN — princess diana was murdered 

ARE ALIENS REAL? — maybe the real aliens are the friends we made along the way

PLAY ANY PHONE GAMES? WHICH ONES? — love island game im addicted and way too invested in my fictional relationship with bobby, a cartoon

WHAT’S A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DON’T ANYMORE — bold of u to assume i remember my childhood. but if we’re talking last 10 years angust, thongs n perfect snogging is so so cringe 

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? — pairs of glasses belonging to other ppl when they break / get new ones even though i can see perfectly well. 

WHAT’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOU’RE TOO LAZY? — mythology...... always a craving and a wish i’d read like ancient texts but my school wasn’t good enough to do greek or latin or any of that shit n even tho i could read english translations i cant be bothered. also criminal psychology

THREE LANGUAGES YOU DON’T SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD — italian, french and latin

MOVIE YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN 5 TIMES — ladybird, about time, angus thongs, shrek 2, what we do in the shadows, the history boys, atonement, coraline, the breakfast club, ferris bueller’s day off

NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO — cecilia lisbon. rue in euphoria. alison brie in glow. adam parrish in the raven cycle. richard papen. olivia cooke’s character in thoroughbreds. allen ginsberg in kill your darlings. lily in sex education. holliday grainger’s character in the film animals --- i too am an aspiring writer who never writes and just gets drunk instead .

DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? — no. cba

HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? — i go to the movies basically every day bcos i work in a cinema. im also a voracious reader n i occasionally do theatre or costume making

PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC… YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT — where the wild things are (film by spike jonze).  animals. beats. the book fen by daisy johnson and a girl is a half formed thing by eimar mcbride. andy warhol’s biography from a to b and back again

WHOSE BRAIN WOULD YOU LIKE TO PICK, ALIVE OR DEAD? — phoebe waller-bridge on how i get her life. carey mulligan on how she got to be such a good actress n how i can become her. maybs wes anderson. maybs gillian flynn. i tend to listen to podcasts w the ppl i really wanna pick the brains of.

TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? — edward :/

LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRE — blinded by the light n i lovd it

DO YOU STILL READ? — when i finished uni i kinda got out of the habit but this week i finished two books so ive set myself the challenge of a book a week.

IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? — i finished song of achilles yesterday n i also finished call me by your name yesterday. started circe by madeline miller today, im also partway through milkman by anna burns and the plays of annie barker

ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? – 3 i didnt hate it bcos at heart i am self-indulgent and love fashioning some sense of self when i feel lost in a world that is scary and constantly changing 

[rairahime]

Fenrir x MC | “Hide and Seek”

☆ Ikemen Revolution Fanfic ☆

I did it! I wrote a fic that im kinda okay with!! I hope you guys like it and I hope I did Fenrir justice lol 

Also, i’m sorry if the formatting is weird, but Tumblr really wont let me change it?? I hope its just a glitch on my end or something and it looks okay for you guys!!

General idea: Fenrir and mc go on a day trip out of the city and discover an abandoned building with a cool tower (OoooOoo) and they have a lil fun LOL

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Word Count: 1,783

Genre: Fluff

Warning: none at all:)

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While exploring the outskirts of the city on a rare day off, Fenrir and I stumbled upon an abandoned building. It was quite beautiful, with a large gate that had winding flowers around each bar that reminded me a lot of the designs back in my world.

The building itself was not very large, but its main redeeming feature is a tall tower with what seemed like an open air balcony and a concave roof. I thought about how the stairs up the tower would probably be completely unstable, but Fenrir insisted it probably would be fine, and in the end he convinced me to check it out as curiosity got the best of me.

These past few weeks have been quite busy for both Fenrir and I. He’s been training with the black army nearly everyday, and I’ve still been trying to get everything in order after deciding to stay in Cradle. Free days such as these were rare, so when Fenrir saw that both of us could free up our schedule today, he suggested we both go on a day trip exploring the outskirts of Cradle, which I gladly agreed with. I’ve really missed Fenrir’s Cradle tours, and would never skip out on a chance to go another one.

We both walked through the gates to find an unkept garden inside. The grass is completely overgrown, leaving the ground extremely soft to each step we took. Past the gates, the view was surreal. Hundreds of flowers were blooming, some I recognized and others I’ve never seen before. Within the thousands of dandelions, I spotted lilies, tulips, gardenias, and even some lily of the night’s. At the farthest corner by the structure I could see a pond with what seemed like lily pads delicately swaying with the soft breeze. Everything together looked like it was straight out of a picture book.

While admiring the view, a certain group of shrubs keep grabbing my attention. The leaves were a dull green and strangely large for a shrub, but what was truly interesting were the specks of pink and blue that, after blinking a few times, I figure out they’re actually glowing. I can’t tell exactly what they were, but I think they may be a berry of sorts.

Glowing berries, huh? Cradle never stops amazing me

As I continued to take in in the garden around me and the freeing open field, joy filled my heart and I impulsively started running through the grass and flowers, dragging Fenrir by the hand.

“Woah woah woah, we’ve got a runner here,” Fenrir exclaimed between bursts of laughter, his voice filling the air. Even to this day, hearing his laughter still makes my heart squeal.

“I just couldn’t help it, its so beautiful here Fenrir! Its like a rule: when you see an open field, you GOTTA run through it,” I said after stopping and twirling around, looking at the afternoon sky.

The sky is painted all sorts of colours today, with the softest lilac enveloping the sky as a vibrant peachy tone forms on the horizon. Soft, large clouds turned a vibrant pink when kissed by the sun’s rays, and it all looks so beautiful you could wish to reach out your hand and give it the gentlest touch.

“Yeah, we really did stumble upon a gem, how lucky are we??” Fenrir exclaimed, snapping my attention away from the sky. and as I stole a look at him, I could see that his eyes zoned in on the tower, and a mischievous smile crept to his lips.

“Pretty lucky,” I answered, pausing and turning around to look at Fenrir. His face was glowing under the peachy tones of the sun, his hair tinted into an even deeper magenta.

Oh to be the sun right now, gently kissing his skin like that…

I caught my train of thought before it choo-chooed far away.

Fenrir looked back at me, and suddenly scooped me up into his arms and started spinning. I squealed as he began to sing a tune, and I remembered our walk in the rain in the first days we’ve known each other, oh how time flies.

Eventually, we both collapsed on the ground from laughter, watching the floating clouds above, giggling every once in a while just by being in each others presence.

“C’mon, we gotta see the inside of this place, and we GOTTA go up that cool looking tower- i’m sure the view from there would be amazing,” Fenrir trumpeted while getting up.

I agreed, and followed him up before we both walk into the building, hand in hand.

When inside, I could really tell how magnificent this building once used to be. The ceiling is painted a scene of clouds and a starry sky, and when I squint, I made out out what looks like a delicate placement of encrusted crystals. After finally peeling my eyes away from the ceiling, I noticed the stained glass windows lining the walls, and the grand staircase right in the middle of the building that leads to the second floor. While the paint seemed somewhat dusty and dull now, this whole place would have been a vibrant work of art. Something is weird though, for a place that seems to have been abandoned for a long time, it’s quite clean.

“Weird how it’s not so dusty and icky in here,” I mentioned to Fenrir, “for a place that seemed to not have had any visitors in years.”

“Huh, good point… weird,” Fenrir replied.

Fenrir let go of my hand, suddenly filled with excitement.

“I’ve got an idea! Let’s make this even more fun and play a lil hide and seek, okay? Cmon, i’ll hide first, count to thirty okay! And no peeking!” He exclaimed

Fenrir left me no time to protest, dashing away.

Guess I better start counting then…

Placing my hands on top of your eyes, I started loudly counting

“1....2....3.....”

Finally at thirty, I let my hands fall to my sides and scanned the area. Knowing Fenrir, he probably went straight upstairs, or maybe even to the tower, but I think I’ll scan the first floor first, just in case.

After walking through vacant hallways and opening empty wardrobes, it was clear Fenrir wasn’t hiding here, and nothing of interest was around anyways.

Guess it’s time to go upstairs now.

The main staircase was made of marble, with the base of the handrails featured delicate carvings of rabbits and grape vines. The more I spend time here, the more I wonder why such a lovely place was left forgotten, or who it used to belong to in the first place.

Turning left, I quickly found a staircase that could only be leading to the top of the tower. The stairs were quite stable and safe, just as Fenrir insisted they would be, and after some debate, I decided I’ll just go up now.

Half way through and I already regret my decision to go up as my calfs began to cry in pain.

Fenrir BETTER be up this tower, or I would have gone up this freaking mountain of a staircase for NOTHING

Finally reaching the top, exhausted, I push the heavy wooden door to unveil a sight I would never forget. Not in a million years.

There are lit candles all over, with rose petals dusted on the ground, some even forming a path to the middle, where a picnic is set up. In the middle of it all, is Fenrir grinning like a maniac. He’s laid sideways on top of the blanket, with one arm propping his head up with his elbows, and the other holding what looked like a bottle of champagne.

Gobsmacked, I stare at Fenrir, when he comically spoke, “alas, the gorgeous woman reunites with the charming man once more,” proceeding to pull the cork off the bottle with his teeth, and raising his eyebrows.

While he was quite funny, everything together was just mesmerizing. I quickly realize that this whole day must have been prearranged by Fenrir. The trip, the “discovery” of the building, why the building happened to be so clean, and oh my god…hide and seek! Thinking of how much thought and effort Fenrir must have put into organizing all this, my heart melt.

“Oh my god, Fenrir. This is so beautiful.. wow...” your voice trailed off, as no words can really describe how you’re feeling right then and there.

“You like it?” Fenrir asked, nervousness showing in his face.

“Like it?!? I more than like it Fenrir! I love it! This is just so freakin’ beautiful! I don’t know what to say...”

“Then don’t say anything,” he said, smiling, “just come and enjoy this moment with me”

I simply nodded, taking a seat next to him as he sat up.

I scanned the picnic that he has set up and thought of how delicious everything looks.

“It all looks so good Fenrir!” I burst out

“I made it all myself, ya’know... i mean, Luka gave me a few notes- but it’s all hand made by yours truly, i promise,” Fenrir explained, “and no guns were involved in the making,” he added with a wink.

The fact that this was all made by him just made everything ten times better. The time he must have spent to get everything right!

Among the fruit skewers, pb&j sandwiches, scones, and strawberry sandwiches, a little bag caught my eye. Peering inside, I could see that it contains what looks exactly like the glowing berries I saw outside. Fenrir noticed my attention to them, and quickly enlightened me on what they are

“Ah yes, i knew you’d be into these! These are a Cradle exclusive, ya know? They’re the juiciest, sweetest, most perfect berries you’ll ever have in your life!”

“They’re glowing, Fenrir! They seem too beautiful to eat”

“I hear ya, but let me tell you this: they taste even better than they look, i promise”

I glanced back at the berries and picked one up and popped it right into my mouth.

He was right, they did somehow taste even better than they looked.

“Oh Fenrir, you’re right, they’re delicious”

“I just cant help being right sometimes” he answered back with a shrug, grinning.

A soft smile formed on my face, and I thought about how full of excitement and joy my days with Fenrir always seem to be.

We both just sat next to each other in a comfortable silence, and munched on the carefully made snacks, appreciating the time we have together and admiring the sky and setting sun.

This must be the best end of a game of hide and seek to ever happen…

[thewritingstar]

98 that’s a lot of questions I wonder if you could answer them all 🤔🙃

*Deep sigh and putting my hands together* BOI IF YOU DON’T THINK I CAN ANSWER ALL THESE BITCHES!! YOU COME INTO MY ASK BOX AND TELL ME “i WONDER” HOE DON’T WONDER ANYMORE. 

don’t come for me like this anon.....here ya go. 

smh

i answered all of these and it took forever so yall better read this shit

enjoy bitch

--

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

-Mugs

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

-both im a sugar addict

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

-bubblegum

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

-prob either really quiet or really loud

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

-I hate soda

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

-I really like pastel and goth styles

7. earbuds or headphones?

-earbuds

8. movies or tv shows?

-Both

9. favorite smell in the summer?

-Vanilla

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

-Flag Football (stealing the flags) and badminton

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

-dont really eat in the mornings but prob granola bar or left overs

12. name of your favorite playlist?

-Shower lol

13. lanyard or key ring?

-lanyard

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

-Sour gummi worms..that shit is CRACK

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

-Great Gatsby

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

-apple sauce or on one leg

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

-all black converse

18. ideal weather?

-warm and sunny

19. sleeping position?

-stomach, side, in a ball

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

-Laptop or phone

21. obsession from childhood?

-My little pony, littlest pet shop, Disney, elephants, Chinese food

22. role model?

-Tara Strong, Walt Disney, Francis Dominic 

23. strange habits?

-tugging my hair, biting my nails, wiggling on my heels like a penguin and going up stairs on all fours (when im home)

24. favorite crystal?

-answered

25. first song you remember hearing?

-American idiot- Green Day

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

-Eat 

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

-Eat

28. five songs to describe you?

-idk Cartoon theme songs lol

29. best way to bond with you?

-make me laugh or talk about disney

30. places that you find sacred?

-Flower gardens

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

-anything with my high heel boots

32. top five favorite vines?

-Road Work Ahead, Oh my god he on X Game mode, What the Fuck Richard, This house is fucking nightmare!, Happy one year babe! Im 27. 

33. most used phrase in your phone?

-YEET, Yall and bitch

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

-Stanley Steamer, The First5California.com song 

35. average time you fall asleep?

-now its 12 am -1 am... use to be like 10pm

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

-oh god that was so long ago i dont even know but it was one of the first ones like pepe or some some

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

-suitcase

38. lemonade or tea?

-raspberry ice tea

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

-dont like lemon in my desserts 

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

-A condom was thrown on my desk in french class (it was unopened thank god)

41. last person you texted?

-my mom

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

-Jacket pockets

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

-HOODIE

44. favorite scent for soap?

-Vanilla or tropical

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

-Superhero

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

-Big shirt and no shorts (underwear obvi)

47. favorite type of cheese?

-I fucking hate cheese

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

-Strawberry or Lemon

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

-Its always fun to do the impossible- Walt Disney

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

-For my birthday my friend got my a “Sorry for your loss” card and i cried for 30 mins

51. current stresses?

-um everything..college and being the only snacc in my household

52. favorite font?

-comic sans

53. what is the current state of your hands?

-Still have both of them

54. what did you learn from your first job?

-That people are assholes 

55. favorite fairy tale?

-Disneys Rapunzel 

56. favorite tradition?

- My grandma got all the grandkids pjs on Christmas eve every year and we would wear them to sleep 

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

-Anxiety, Depression (sorta), Dropping my churro on the ground at Disneyland

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

-Quick Wit, Art abilities?, Standing on my head and making weird ass noises

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

-Already answered

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

-A really cool and cute magical one!!

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

-From Once Upon A Time, honestly they ave the best quotes. “So when I win your heart, Emma- and i will win it-it will not be because of any trickery, but because you want me”- Killian orrrrrrr He smells like forest”- Regina

62. seven characters you relate to?

-Juvia (FairyTail), Star (SVTFOE), Mabel (Gravity Falls), Maybec (Kingdom Keepers, sassy and artistic), Bubbles and Blossom (PPG) and Belle (beauty and the beast)

63. five songs that would play in your club?

-Boyfriend: BTR, Dancings not a crime: Panic!, Bang bang: Jessie, Ari and Nicki, Read you, wrote you: Drag race lol and Busted from Phineas and Ferb because I can

64. favorite website from your childhood?

-Webkinz, PetPetPark (STILL SALTY ABOUT IT) Club Penguin, Build a bear, Poptropica, i played every game yall

65. any permanent scars?

-only emotionally 

66. favorite flower(s)?

-Roses and water lilies..and every flower cause they pretty.. oh Dahlias too

67. good luck charms?

-petting my dogs. 

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

-Mango anything or Cherry. I hate cherry flavoring. 

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

-I have a great memory so i usually remember how i learned it, but.. Did you know that the water on the Jungle Cruise in Disneyland is 3 feet deep and dyed brown? Plus the water in all the parks is a special mix that doesn't contain chlorine because alot of people are allergic so its safe to touch? (learn from a disney doc)

70. left or right handed?

-right

71. least favorite pattern?

-those ugly ones on leggings.

72. worst subject?

-Math or english (haha and i like to write)

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

-Grapes and teriyaki sauce. if they on the plate. ill just dip them in. I have an addiction to teriyaki sauce. 

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

-I dont take any unless I have my period and my cramps are usually at a 10 so i try and take it when they at a 5

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

-when i was young 

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

-I LOVE potatos: Fries and mash are best plus baked. I HATE chips thou

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

-Any bright flower or ivy

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

-coffee, dont like sushi

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

-AHHHH my license is soooooo bad. I had strips of red in my hair (got it when i was 15-16) and i didnt know they took your pic at your permit test. Its awful. School is def better and my senior photo pops. 

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

-Jewel

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

-Fireflys (arent they the same?)

82. pc or console?

-Console 

83. writing or drawing?

-Both but im better at writing

84. podcasts or talk radio?

-Podcasts but I dont listen to alot. 

84. barbie or polly pocket?

-I played more with Littlest Pet Shop and My Little Pony lol (i have 400) prob Barbie thou

85. fairy tales or mythology?

-oooooooofffff cant decide

86. cookies or cupcakes?

-oooooff i love both but cupcakes

87. your greatest fear?

-wasting my life away.....or heights...certain bugs

88. your greatest wish?

-to be happy and have all my dreams (life, job, romance,etc) happen. Plus going to every Disney Park in the world.

89. who would you put before everyone else?

-Depends on the situation but sometimes you need to take care of yourself before others. If you arent doing good, how the hell you suppose to take care of others. 

90. luckiest mistake?

-hmmm idk being born

91. boxes or bags?

-depends on what im carrying but prob bags

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

-I love fairy lights

93. nicknames?

-any mispronunciation of my name, Dean, Big D (yes people call me this), Star, Sassafras and some more that yall dont get to know :) You can give me a nickname if ya want

94. favorite season?

-Spring and Summer

95. favorite app on your phone?

-Tumblr, Snapchat, Tsum Tsum 

96. desktop background?

- Its items from super mario and mario kart

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

- Eight

98. favorite historical era?

-oof im a history buff but I do love Greek and Roman because I love mythology...Maybe even 1800s.

hi if you got to the end of this then I love you and for proof leave me a 🐰

[cupids-chamber]

Okok, I dont want to spoil people on your page in case they want to read the abandoned empress. If you'd like, we can move this to discord dms. Its me, Lily/art anon. I cant be bothered to remember my tumblr login but I am bothered enough to rant lol

LMAO MOOD

[snowlilys-wife]

Get To Know Me (Tagged)

1. What is your full name? Sorry, I’m just “Hannah” to yall

2. What is your nickname? Any classic “Hannah-(insert rhyme here)” joke you can possible think of

3. What is your zodiac sign?  Leo

4. What is your favourite book series? Im not into a lot of books, but manga-wise, my favorite is Fruits Basket and Servamp

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Nope

6. Who is your favourite author? Dunno????

7. What is your favourite radio station? I don’t listen to the radio

8. What is your favourite flavour of anything? Usually anything chocolate or strawberry will be good

9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? “Awesome!” or “Nice!”

10. What is your current favourite song? Currently: “All Eyes on Me” by OR3O

11. What is your favourite word? ??? I dont think I have one

12. What was the last song you listened to? All Eyes on Me^^^^ XDDD

13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Fullmetal Alchemist, Servamp, Ouran High School Host Club, Durarara!!, among many others

14. What is your favourite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Servamp or Ouran

15. Do you play video games? Ahhhh sometimes

16. What is your biggest fear? Being alone or unhappy the rest of my life

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? Uhhhhhh???

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? My attachment and dependence on other people

19. Do you like cats or dogs better? Cats

20. What is your favourite season? Winter/Spring

21. Are you in a relationship? No

22. What is something you miss from your childhood? Having no responsibilities and being carefree about a lot of things

23. Who is your best friend? Asia, Honour, Emily, Briana

24. What is your eye colour? Brown

25. What is your hair colour? Naturally dirty blonde/light brown, but dyed Auburn Red

26. Who is someone you love? All my friends mentioned above

27. Who is someone you trust? All my friends mentioned above

28. Who is someone you think about often? All my friends mentioned above

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? Anime Expo and my 21st bday

30. What is your biggest obsession? When am I not obsessed with anime

31. What was your favourite TV show as a child? Depends on how young. As a kid, i watched a lot of Nickelodeon and Cartoon Network (so think early 2000s cartoons) and Sonic X and Xialolin Showdown too!

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? My friend Nick

33. Are you superstitious? Not really

34. Do you have any unusual phobias? I’m afraid of a lot of things lol

35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? I enjoy being in front of the camera if I look good

36. What is your favourite hobby? Drawing, singing to myself, and video editing

37. What was the last book you read? Don’t remember

38. What was the last movie you watched? Don’t remember

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? Used to play piano. Not much now

40. What is your favourite animal? Cheetahs and Sloths

41. What are your top 5 favourite Tumblr blogs that you follow? All my friends mentioned above (crazyanime3, karmakitty, sleepyem1, and mermaibee)

42. What superpower do you wish you had? Invisibility or Flying

43. When and where do you feel most at peace? In my room late at night

44. What makes you smile? My friends, anime, good music, good art, my ocs, my OTPs

45. What sports do you play, if any? I used to play softball in high school

46. What is your favourite drink? Peppermint White Mocha, Caramel Macchiato, and Dr. Pepper

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? Been years tbh

48. Are you afraid of heights? Im afraid of falling, but not of heights by themselves

49. What is your biggest pet peeve? Drivers who dont use their signals, when people say im a good “draw-er” (its not a word, people)

50. Have you ever been to a concert? Yeah a few

51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? NOPE

52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? A fashion designer

53. What fictional world would you like to live in? Durarara, Soul Eater, or Ouran I guess

54. What is something you worry about? A lot of things

55. Are you scared of the dark? Not really

56. Do you like to sing? Yes but im terrible at it

57. Have you ever skipped school? Only in college

58. What is your favourite place on the planet? I enjoy coffee shops and ramen shops

59. Where would you like to live? In Washington or Oregon

60. Do you have any pets? My family does, but none of them are mine. We have 3 dogs

61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? I prefer to be a night owl, but I can easily fuction in the morning, I just need to get enough sleep

62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets

63. Do you know how to drive? Yup

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? I like both. Headphones at home, earbuds in public

65. Have you ever had braces? No

66. What is your favoruite genre of music? Rock and Alternative

67. Who is your hero? Dunno

68. Do you read comic books? Yes

69. What makes you the most angry? Jerks and people who think they are better than/more entitled than others

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Both depends on what it is, but typically real books.

71. What is your favourite subject in school? Art and Drama/Theater

72. Do you have any siblings? Yes

73. What was the last thing you bought? $250 worth of Servamp merch

74. How tall are you? 5′7-8″

75. Can you cook? Some things, but not really well

76. What are three things that you love? Friends, anime, affection/attention

77. What are three things that you hate? jerks, public speaking, gross food

78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? Female

79. What is your sexual orientation? At this point, pretty bi I guess.

80. Where do you currently live? California

81. Who was the last person you texted? My friend Clover

82. When was the last time you cried?  A week ago

83. Who is your favourite YouTuber? Game Grumps, The Anime Man, Kubz Scouts, YandereDev (if that counts)

84. Do you like to take selfies? Yes, but only with filters

85. What is your favourite app? Spotify/Tumblr

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? Mostly okay when there is no conflict

87. What is your favourite foreign accent? British

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Japan

89. What is your favourite number? 12

90. Can you juggle? No

91. Are you religious? I’m Christian

92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? Both are terrifying and I dont like to think about them

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? Nope

94. Are you allergic to anything? No

95. Can you curl your tongue? Yes

96. Can you wiggle your ears? No

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? If I believe I am justified, then no, but I will almost always admit when I’m wrong

98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? Beach

99. What is your favourite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? "Keep going”

100. Are you a good liar? Depends

101. What is your Hogwarts House? I've never seen or read Harry Potter but I guess Hufflepuff?

102. Do you talk to yourself? Yeah, a lot

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Depends on who Im around

104. Do you keep a journal/diary? Not really but sometimes i write out my vents if i need to

105. Do you believe in second chances? I give chance after chance after chance after chance

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Turn it in

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? Yes if they are willing to

108. Are you ticklish? Yes, very

109. Have you ever been on a plane? Many times

110. Do you have any piercings? Just my ears.

111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Snow Lily and Sakuya from Servamp or Mikorin from GSNK

112. Do you have any tattoos? No

113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Joining SL Discord

114. Do you believe in karma? Not really, no

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Both

116. Do you want children? Yes, lots!

117. Who is the smartest person you know? I know a lot of smart people

118. What is your most embarrassing memory? Cringey weeaboo middle school me

119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? A few times

120. What colour are most of you clothes? Black and red

121. Do you like adventures? Depends

122. Have you ever been on TV? No

123. How old are you? 20

124. What is your favourite quote? Cant think of one

125. Do you prefer sweet or savoury foods? Definitely sweet

-collapses- That took way longer than I expected. Ive got a few more on the way too. Thanks for reading!

I tag: @kavourikarma , @sleepyem1 , @mermaibee , @chubbychicken1412

[entrapstar]

Thanks for the tag @znanyjany​ ily

Rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

Last:

1. Drink: milk

2. Phone call: my mom

3. Text message: “is this not exactly what happened though”

4. Song you listened to: uhhhhh i think Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko

5. Time you cried: last night while reading (kind of? there were tears in my eyes but they didn’t fall out)

6. Dated someone twice?: lol i haven’t even dated anyone

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed anyone

8. Been cheated on: i’ve never been in a relationship soooooo

9. Lost someone special: i dont think so 

10. Been depressed: not clinically no 

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: i’m too young to drink 

Fave colours:

12. aqua

13. purple

14. black

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: lol what 

17. Laughed until you cried: definitely 

18. Found out someone was talking about you: idk what this means

19. Met someone who changed you: i think so? maybe

20. Found out who your friends are: hahahahahahahahahaah yep 

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: never kissed anyone

General:

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: don’t have facebook

23. Do you have any pets: no :( 

24. Do you want to change your name: nope but i prefer my nickname

25. What did you do for your last birthday: hung out with my friends? bought books? i can’t remember it was nearly a year ago

26. What time did you wake up today: like 7:40 lmao i was late for school

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading Chainbreaker by Tara Sim 

28. What is something you cant wait for: the sequel to Chainbreaker by Tara Sim and also the sequels to so so many other books 

30. What are you listening to right now: and now i just sit in silence

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh maybe? probably? idk

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: trump supporters (aka anti-feminists, homophobes, racists, transphobes, etc.) 

33. Most visited website: twitter, goodreads, youtube, tumblr

34. Hair colour: black/dark brown

35. Long or short hair: i literally just cut it short last week

36. Do you have a crush on someone: do fictional characters count? because if so, i have way too many

37. What do you like about yourself: my love for books

38. Want any piercings?: maybe in the future? 

39. Blood type: idk lmaaooooooo maybe AB

40. Nicknames: ari, turtle, sushi, etc. 

41. Relationship status: single

42. Zodiac: aries

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Fave tv shows: Legends of Tomorrow, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, Andi Mack, Miraculous Ladybug, Arrow, etc. etc. 

45. Tattoos: i want to get some small ones

46. Right or left handed: right handed (im trying to become ambidextrous) 

47. Ever had surgery: noooppeeeee 

48. Piercings: ears 

49. Sport: swimming, skating, curling

50. Vacation: France (if this is asking for my dream vacation?) 

51. Trainers: what does this even MEAN 

More general:

52. Eating: food

53. Drinking: water

54. I’m about to watch: nothing, i need to do my hw

55. Waiting for: a lot of things

56. Want: to be awake when my eyes are open (I HAD TO) 

57. Get married: naaaahhhh i’m not for that kind of commitment 

58. Career: i wanna be a psychologist, a professor in psychology, an author. i want to study dreams

Which is better:

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs, they’re so wARM 

60. Lips or eyes: I CANT PICK 

61. Shorter or taller: uhhhhhhhhhh medium?

62. Older or younger: younger

63. Nice arms or stomach: stomach? 

64. Hookup or relationship: neither? i dont want committment and i dont want non-committment 

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh troublemaker i guess?? IDK 

Have you ever:

66. Kissed a stranger: nope 

67. Drank hard liquor: no

69. Turned someone down: what 

70. Sex on first date: WHAT 

71. Broken someones heart: lol what 

72. Had your heart broken: yes... by books 

73. Been arrested: no

74. Cried when someone died: book characters.... 

75. Fallen for a friend: lowkey mAYBE but they weren’t a friend until later on :’))

Do you believe in:

76. Yourself: lololololol

77. Miracles: idk man

78. Love at first sight: DISGUSTING

79. Santa claus: bruh what 

81. Angels: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Other:

82. Best friend’s name: prefer not to say? 

83. Eye colour: brown

84. Fave movie: uhhhh Kill Your Darlings? 

85. Fave actor: Dane Dehaan, Dylan O’Brien, Lily Collins, etc. etc. 

tag: @nikohlai @runexandra @jacqueline56 @akingwithnodreams @christineflame @shsl-lightning-witch @citrusans @other people im too lazy to tag

[wiener-blut]

i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)

— what was your last…

1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea 2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed 3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat 4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton 5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no? 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao

— fave colours

12. black 13. pastel pink 14. actually i kinda love all colours idk

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good 18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not 19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda? 20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years .......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways

23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future

24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖

26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely

28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days

30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn

33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube

34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago

35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips

36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)

37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?

38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear

39. blood type: 0 positive, i think

40. nicknames: Lily

41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen

42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them

45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding

46. right or left handed: right handed 47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT 48. piercings: none 49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that

50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao

51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens

— more general

52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay

53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u

54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet

55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face

56. want: to cuddle honestly

57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis

58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs

60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes

61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually

62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)

63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up

64. hookup or relationships: relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: not really?

69. sex on first date: nope

70: broken someone’s heart: probably

71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda

72. been arrested: no

73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily

74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here

— do you believe in

75. yourself: ugh

76. miracles: i want to

77. love at first sight: no

78. santa claus: i want to lol but no

79. angels: fuck yes

— misc

80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud 81. best friend’s name: Dana

82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really

83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u

84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons

85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that

[bisexualmaedhros]

calla lily, love in a mist, bloom, dandelion?

AAH IM SORRy i didnt see this till now, idk when it was sent (fuck tumblr mobile tbh) but! here ya gocalla lily: im not sure if this one means if i prefer sunny days or rainy evenings, or which one i identify with, like, as a person- so ill answer both. i honestly dont know which i prefer; i love the brightness and clarity of a sunny day that makes me motivated to do something fun, but i also love the calmness and coziness i associate with rainy evenings. so i guess it depends what kind of a mood im in. as for which i think i would be, i have to say sunny day. i dont think im calm enough to be a rainy evening, hahalove in a mist: actually the latest dream i remember happened last night. i was at the house of one of my best friends, which was even bigger than it really is, with more buildings on the property. in one of these buildings (another, small house just for guests that hadnt been used in years) i could see a large party of ghosts holding a ball in the upper floor. the entire property was very, very haunted.bloom: theres a lot i would like to tell my hypothetical future children. i guess one thing ive been thinking about a lot lately is that i want to impress upon them that there is more than one way to be beautiful, but also that their worth is not determined by their looks. i think its something i could have benefited a lot from if i had heard it as a kid.dandelion: i dont really know what qualifies as a special talent, really? i cant really do anything especially unique. i guess... im good at memorizing poetry? and other text stuff. i still remember shakespeare passages and a sonnet i memorized three years ago, so thats something i guess?? its not particularly interesting but there it is lolthank you for the ask!!! i hope ur having a great day and taking care of yourself!

[chickenfetus]

HI!!! i like to request ALL of the flowery asks! btw i LOVE ur blog and maybe u????? idk 🌸🌸 (jk i love u alot)

who is this????????/ under cut bc i get rambly 

azalea: what’s one word that describes you?

lame lmao

baby’s breath: what did you want to be when you were a kid?

honestly? my answer’s like yours jen because i wanted to be an astronaut but also a vet and then a few years later i wanted to be something else of a whole different profession but now i know what reality is like and i have no clue what i wanna be whoops

begonia: are you a messy or clean person?

i hate seeing my desk/workspace be messy but i cant bring myself to clean it up either???? bc im lazy 

bleeding heart: has your heart ever been broken?

hMMMMm mmm idk i dont think so

bluebell: do you drink tea or coffee?

i drink tea more than i drink coffee but i drink water more than i drink tea i drink water like. everyday lmao obviously but i drink a lot of water its my brand now

buttercup: what are five things that make you apologetically happy?

what does this mean why is the word apologetically there i cancelled it lmao no negativity in this house

my favorite people (u know who + my friends)

when people answer my anon asks and . they respond with a long reply/seem really happy responding thats my fav fam

this is getting real anime but when i get an UR/4* from scouting 

finding an anime/manga/book that perfectly suits my taste

im very tempted to just say water bc idk what else 2 say 

calla: what’s your favorite book?

ive only read 3 whole books this year but i recommend all of them 

challenger deep - neal shusterman (i could go on about this book for days honestly its so interesting and even though its told by the same person it has two kind of perspectives because there are two settings, that didnt make sense but this book is my new favorite)

see you in the cosmos - jack cheng (i love this one too because its just so warm? made me a little emo but its really good and i love how unique it is, text type wise)

a monster calls - patrick ness (this was something i heard from my school first so i didnt know if i really wanted to get it but its actually pretty good?) 

carnation: what are your five most played songs?

i cant really check using the music app bc i added the songs at different timings so itll be inaccurate ill just do most played song from each band/group

again - astro (this is their best song dont @ me)

letting go - day6

all in/stuck - monsta x

death by a strawberry - dance gavin dance

check yes juliet - we the kings

chrysanthemum: what are you afraid of?

i may not b a child but im still afraid of the dark bc my imagination is wild im also afraid of bugs and disappointing others nice oh shit im also afraid of asking for things

daffodil: what’s your astrological sign?

capricorn 

dahlia: what’s your favorite band?

this question was made for me its day6

daisy: which ‘friends’ character do you relate to the most?

ive never watched friends 

dandelion: are you an extrovert or an introvert?

in between!!!!!

geranium: how has your day been?

its been good!!! i managed to ask my mum 2 take me to hair place so i can get it cut finally and im working on updating my tumblr pages and doing all my tags

hydrangea: what’s your dream job?

pass

iris: who’s your celebrity crush?

pass

lavender: what’s one of the best gifts you’ve ever received?

oH FUCK FAM my friends got me a kermit toy for my birthday i lvoe it 2 dEATH

lily: what’s something you’ve achieved that you’re really proud of?

i got first in my class once wow amazing that was 2 years ago i wish i was as good as the me from 2 years ago 

marigold: what would you like to do more of, but don’t ?

well i want 2 b more hardworking but guess thats too late

morning glory: are you an early bird or a night owl?

now that school is over and i have no reason to wake up early ive become neither which is saddening because... i like waking up at 7am on weekends and doing things early but now i wake up at like 9-10am and i still sleep at 11pm  

orchid: what’s the last movie you saw?

i really dont remember?? maybe uh guardians of the galaxy?? i dont remember who i watched it with and when but it was good actually i remember who i watched it with nvm 

pansy: do you believe in love at first sight?

i dont really believe in romantic love anymore 

peony: what does your url mean?

chicken fetus means an egg

periwinkle: what are you thankful for?

god get ready folks im gonna go on my biggest boxy rant ever...

so boxy is my friend who ive been mutuals for over a year and our first common interest is love live and haikyuu so we had that to talk about but im bad at keeping conversations with ppl on tumblr so that ended quickly but earlier this year or late last year i made a twitter and told people on here about it and she followed me and i didnt really mind/pay attention to the stuff she posted/rted uNTIL. until that fateful day... june 25th... at like 8pm? she rted a pic of mister brian kang with dumb minion glasses on and ok maybe i do believe in love at first sight? bc wow!!!!! whos this dumbass with minion glasses and the fluffiest hair ??? so i slide into boxy’s dm.. expecting an explanation and she gives me a good one saying how brians from a band (i would later find out), day6 and im not a fan of kpop, never have been.. ive only watched like some kpop mvs bc i love my friends so i expect myself to listen to them and get over them as soon as im done. boxy my friend, bless HER she sends me all of their mvs from congratulations to i smile and i watch the first one - i smile and me? i start smiling and i can feel myself getting excited because holy fuck theyre a band! they play fucking instruments??? and at this point im already whipped then i move onto how can i say and that shit blew my mind let me tell you.. so because of boxy... i get to where i am now, proudly stanning 3 groups and if it were not for her i wouldve never gotten into mx as well... boxy is just?? really important to me her impact is just that great?? so im super!! sUPER thankful for her and i dont think she’ll ever see this but boxy i love u thank u so much!! boxy gave me more than one reason to live, and not just exist?? without her i wouldve never been able to make so many (like 2 but hEY) new friends and this probably got so long idk im just really thankful for boxy thank u lord for blessing us with boxy (@/youngkwhom on twitter) (kittenma on tumblr) i hope shes happy forever and i also hope she has good days for the rest of her life?? boxy deserves it i lvoe u boxy

petunia: where were you ten years ago?

10 years ago i was like 6 probably watching pokemon or some shit and getting glasses

poinsettia: where would you like to be in ten years?

dead thanks

poppy: what’s your online persona?

i dont understad the meaning of persona but an egg?????? 

rose: who’s the last person you spent quality time with?

all my classmates in an exam hall for 2 hours, quality time indeed

snapdragon: what are your goals?

pass

sunflower: what’s your favorite quote?

i think i had one before but i forgot so maybe it wasnt my favourite lol idk i dont have one now

tulip: if you had three wishes, what would you wish for?

for all of my favourite people to be happy forever

a good future

i want astro, mx and day6 to get an award for all of their hardwork thanks

violet: what’s one thing most people don’t know about you?

i was gonna say smth negative but lets not hm m m i? ?? ill put smth irl ppl probably dont know either uh hhh i guess?? that i eat a lot?? but also get full really quickly but then really hungry right after that idk thanks digestion

zinnia: do you believe in magic?

no ????/ idk is there any evidence that magic exists 

JEN !!! thank u so much for asking even tho u probably asked just to get back at me but this was still fun ask memes will never get boring bro,. i love u and i hope u have a good evening also i love ur blog too moon anon probably already told u

to anyone who actually bothered reading through this mess - thank you and i hope you have a good day/night too!!

[prongsno]

tagged by my main bae @prongsmydeer​ 

Pick your top ten ships without reading the questions, in order of preference

james potter/lily evans (hp)

sasuke uchia/sakura haruno (naruto)

naruto uzamaki/hinata hyuugga (naruto)

jackson avery/april kepner (greys anatomy)

adrien/marinette (miraculous ladybug)

naoki/kotoko / zhishu/yueqin (itazura na kiss) (miss in kiss)

bellamy blake/clarke griffin (the 100)

taki/mitsuha (kimi no na wa)

derek sheperd/meredith grey (greys anatomy)

william/noora (skam)

Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 6?

looool man, the first time i watched any adaption of itazura na kiss was the taiwanese it started with a kiss and IVE NEVER BEEN THE SAME. TBH im such trash for that couple im garbage #goodbYE

Have you ever read a FanFiction about 2?

lol i mean. um. i totes dont have like 10 tabs of ff open on my phone or anything....

Has a picture of 4 ever been your screen saver/profile picture/tumblr avatar?

nooope. but i love them.

If 7 were to suddenly break up today, what would your reaction be?

well i mean my bbies have not yet realised how in love they are but... i’d just hope they got bacl 2gether soon

Why is 1 so important?

It’s meant a lot to me over the years. It introduced me to fandom (and in turn, to friends). I love their story, which is central to the entire series and yet still leaves room for the imagination. I love the narrative of these two kids with strong convictions growing up in the middle of a war, falling in love and giving up everything for the sake of their family. I love how the readers have found these voices for these characters who barely got to speak. I love that in the few scenes we do see of them, they steal our hearts. I just love them a lot.

honestly, ayesha’s answer is it all

Is 9 a funny ship or a serious ship?

wELL. DEREK IS DEAD SO. but when they were together it was serious and funny sobs

Out of all of your ships listed, which ship has the most chemistry?

aw man i cant answer this. all of them??????????

Out of all of the ships, which ship has the strongest bond?

like totes tOTES taki and mitsuha I MEAN, they were in each others bodies, aRE SOULMATES! taki travelled so far to find her and to keep her alive and tHEIR FLIPPING YEARS OF TRYING TO FIND EACH OTHER #BYE

How many times have you read/watched 10’s fandom?

lol. i mean. these 2 caused me to delete my blog accidentally so like.. i havent watched their season recently but 

Which ship has lasted the longest?

all my babies love each other so much i cant

How many times, if ever, has 6 broken up?

YALL THESE 2 ARE LIKE. naoki kisses her. then almost marries another woman and realises he loves kotoko sjnfjkre theyre terrible theyre tHE WorSt

If the world was suddenly thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive, 2 or 8?

sasuke and sakura would be so baddass so im so sorry taki and mitsuha but yOU GOT NO CHANCE

Did 7 ever have to hide their relationship for any reason?

yes theyre hiding it right now lol

Is 4 still together?

doNT EVEN TALK 2 ME ABT JAPRIL. omg

Is 10 canon?

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

If all ten ships were put into a couple’s Hunger Games, which couple would win?

its betweem jily, sasusaku and naruhina. those bbs got dem skills.

Has anybody ever tried to sabotage 5’s ship?

hAWKMOTH. at every oppurtunity lol

Which ship would you defend to the death and beyond?

i mean i gatta say jily bUT LIKE ALL oF THEM

Do you spend hours a day going through 3’s tumblr page?

Not recently but um... possibly

If an evil witch descended from the sky and told you that you had to pick one of the ten ships to break up forever or else she’d break them all up forever, which ship would you sink?

wHy dO U dO tHis

i gues merder cos like sobs dereks dead already and this ship has sailed rip

iiimmmmm tagginnnggg

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