#I can't even write it rn cause I'm going out with my friends for her birthday
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changinnie-inmygoogledoc · 1 year ago
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having an idea for what you want to write and writing the whole thing in your head but doing anything BUT actually writing it is the worst ㅜㅠ
n e way
its kinda eh which I think is why I physically cannot write that shit
its basically LMAO so an idol who's like really popular gets in a homophobia scandal and because kpop companies love to do everything but actually handle scandals well they're just like "hey, we have an openly gay idol under our company who used to be a child actor" so obviously fake dating trope RAHHHH
fake dating enemies to lovers on top idc idc
but idk it's probably not that good and most likely already been written so :p
I might i might not
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whinlatter · 22 days ago
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Hello 👋
I've been re-reading the last 4 chapters of Beasts (as a Xmas treat I guess 🤭) and here's some details I've picked and loved :
- Cho entering Sirius' room at Grimmauld to get a change of clothes from Ginny and stepping into Harry and Ginny's intimacy - I'm picturing clothes on the floor and those eggcups on the mantelpiece
- Neville sending his friend some bulbs to plant in Hagrid's garden 🥹🤧🤧🤧
- Ron helping Mrs Granger unpacking and keeping an eye on her, whithout telling anyone he's doing so, just because he's a generous and caring man 🙏- those little labels he put on the photo !
I hope you still have some time to write and I can't wait to read more from you. You've got a very special gift, making us dive into the world you've created with such complex and endearing characters.
Do you have any future plan for Ginny and her inquiry?
Cheers ✨
mate! i really hope you are well and 2025 is being good to you, even in the dark global days... i am obsessed with you re-reading and pulling these out, pleased as punch about it (these are all the little moments and details that are most fun to add into chapters - plot, blegh, eggcups, slay - so makes my day to have them noticed. your kind words mean the world, honestly, as do the very very kind words other people have left the old inbox in the past few weeks, all of which are very much appreciated.
please be assured i have many plans for ginny and her inquiry. i'm in a weird position rn where i'm writing more than ever (o lawd she writin), churning out stuff i think is some of my best shit (fr) and thinking about beasts constantly as i try to rework these next few chapters about ginny's war (am having to write chunks of them together for complicated reasons - mostly to keep track of plot threads, but also because the next chapters are all in the past, so it requires me to write with the canon narrative/timeline, which takes ages if you are as forgetful as me and have to keep going and checking canon/calendars constantly). i am very aware that i am quiet on socials/not posting chapters yet and causing annoyance and frustration, which i feel very badly about. it will always be weird to have people ask if you have abandoned a fic you work on a little bit every day (life would be easier if the ideas for the fic would leave me alone, believe me). candidly, i have found guilt for taking more time with writing to be a real demotivator: equally i have tried not to be on tumblr too much (as people tend to get mad when i am posting on tumblr but not posting chapters), but then feeling less connected to the source material when i'm not having regularly engagement with fandom. so am trying to remember this is my hobby too and it's supposed to be fun and a source of joy, because that approach is a much deeper font of motivation and inspiration than guilt (who knew). the main thing is no-one need worry about official hiatus or abandonment - i am just taking my time and enjoying doing so, especially as i turn a corner and feel i'm writing my way out of a sticky patch. and unusually for me, i think i will be proud of the stuff i put out when i do put it out, and hope people will get a lot out of it when i do. loads of love!
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eimids · 1 year ago
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uuuu just an idea off the top of my head rn but maybe reader is trying to read on the couch and lucy comes home tipsy and horny and literally carries reader into bed and fucks her into next week
What are you doing?
Lucy Bronze x reader
I loved this idea, made it a blurb cause I wanted to write something quick! Hope you enjoy.
You were just casually chilling in your apartment. Lucy was out with her friends having some drinks. She had invited you too to come with them but you rather had a nice evening with your book and some good snacks.
That's exactly what you decided to do. You grabbed your new favorite book, 'the seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo' and continued reading it. You were captured by the book and didn't notice how time went by. It was soon midnight, you fixed some tee for yourself and made yourself comfortable on the couch were you continued to read. You didn't want to go to sleep before your girlfriend Lucy was home, so if anything would happen, you could always go and pick her up.
You expected her to come home later and were surprised when the door opened soon after you made your tee.
"Hi love, did you have a good night?" You asked her.
She didn't answer thought. She took her shoes off and came to the living room. She still didn't say anything as she grabbed you and threw you on her shoulder.
"What the hell Luce, what are you doing" You questioned. Your book and tee was still left on the couch.
"The things you do to me, shit" She just murmured before throwing you onto the bed. "I was all hot and bothered all night because oh your little gift in my purse"
Now it all made sense. Lucy had found (used) the g-string you had on her purse when you wanted to tease her. So now she was all frustrated and needed to fuck you.
"Because of that, I'm gonna fuck you so you can't even remember your own name baby" She whispered into your ear and then came to kiss you.
You could smell the alcohol in her breath, it somehow made the situation even more sexy. Your hot girlfriend had left the bar just to come and fuck you because of your underwear.
"Mhmm please Lucia, I wan't you cock inside me" You moaned.
She didn't waste time as she hurried to your closet where you had all your toys. She took out a strap and a blindfold. She made sure you were okay before blinding you with it. She manhandled you on your knees. Ass up and face down, just the way she enjoyed you the most.
She put the harness on and attached the dildo to it. She then slapped your ass a few times which made you jolt. It was unexpected but you didn't mind at all. Lucy spent a lot of time in the bedroom but now her dominant personality was showing off even more. Maybe it was the alcohol but you loved it.
She gave a few more slaps before sinking her fingers to your waiting heat. You were wet enough from just the spanking, you could have taken the whole strap immediately.
"Oh you have such a perfect pussy, it's just for me right? No one else gets to fuck you like this?"
"Mm, just for you Lucia, I love it when you play with my pussy" You moaned an answer to her.
"Keep making those pretty noises for me when I fuck you" She encouraged you.
She then took her fingers out and replaced them with the strap. You were in heaven as the strap went deep to your insides. You could swear that the strap was bigger than the usual strap you used. This was just nearly fitting inside of you. The veins of it were brushing your walls perfectly. And what was the best is that it hit your sweet spot every single time Lucia thrusted the strap in and out of you.
She kept giving slaps to your ass because she could help it. It was just so perfect in front of her. All round and all for her to use. She even brought her other arm to push a bit on your stomach. That made you go feral. Your moans left your mouth as she kept banging you from behind. Her hips meeting your ass with every single thrust.
It was all so perfect. All so good, so when her fingers found your oh so needy clit, you were a goner. Screams of pleasure leaving your mouth as Luce kept fucking you through your orgasm. It was perfect, it was all you needed to make your eyes roll to the back oh your head again as your second wave of pleasure filled your body.
It was nothing like you had ever felt before, you could feel yourself squirt on Lucy's lower half as the mind blowing orgasm still kept you on a haze. It was almost like an out of body experience for you. The orgasm so strong that Lucy had to keep your hips in place so you wouldn't collapse on her.
She admired her work. You were a complete mess for her, and that was all she wanted for that night.
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allwormdiet · 5 months ago
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Tangle 6.9
I don't wanna deal with this parrrrrrrrrt
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Taylor. Taylor. I know you're getting desperate but come on. You can't write an email to the hero you and your friends publicly bodied on the same night that you did the bodying.
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Nobody's checking her on her shit. Nobody who she should theoretically be able to go to for advice is equipped for this, or even inclined to help her. Danny would try, I'm certain, but he'd be out of his depth. Emma might have been a grounding influence for Taylor once upon a time but, haha, that is no longer an option. School is worthless to her, and her new (only) friends are the ones who are doing the crimes she's involving herself in, not to mention that she became their friend with the intent to backstab them.
...I wish she'd just talk to her dad about this shit. Her refusal to even try and explain it to him feels like it's tangled up in something she can't even name or describe. He's the closest confidant she has at this point, and that's not saying much, but for fuck's sake it should be saying something.
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Fuck.
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Fucky fucker fucking fuck.
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You can't lie to someone you live with for that long about something that can be so easily fact-checked and expect to never get caught out. It's just not feasible.
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God this is so hard. She's trying to spare his feelings, she's trying to not pin any of this on him, and it's not working. The fact that she feels like she can't trust him means that he failed to be trustworthy to her, somewhere along the way, and she won't even acknowledge that. She won't even sit across the table from him to talk about this.
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Here's where Danny scuffs it, honestly. I'm not going to say he was even wrong to anticipate Taylor's avoidance, but hemming her in like this is only going to rile her up worse. I don't know what the right answer is. Breaks my heart.
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I don't think it's fair of Taylor to lump her dad in with the others who've hurt her, in no small part because. This hurt that Danny's feeling, the pain that makes her twist with guilt and frustration, was damage she caused by lying to him, by pushing him away. She's been so lonely for so long and the one person who could've been an ally, even an ineffectual one, is the one she's kept at arm's length throughout all of it.
Even the violence, even the kicking and the breaking, is just a way to avoid telling him anything.
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Just pull the bandage off, Taylor, please. Maybe the worst-case scenario happens but then you don't have to keep that poisonous cold lump inside of you. There's other reactions he could have, better ones. I don't think his love for you is conditional. I don't think
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Okay so this is almost the right decision she's making, here
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Yes! Be with your friends, make bonds that last, admit to yourself what you actually want
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God fucking dammit
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Straight up crying in the club rn
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Tell him! Oh my god please just tell him. Taylor for the love of god please just tell him
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Fuck
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Lisa's just a kid, too. As much as she pretends otherwise, as much as Danny wants to believe her.
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So. Fucking sad.
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The Heberts break my goddamn heart.
Danny tried, but he pushed too hard when Taylor was already raw and accidentally put her in a defensive mindset, made her feel cornered, unsafe. And then when it came down to it, he still let her walk away. He let Lisa take her from him.
And Taylor. God. I wish she'd just let Danny support her. Even if he doesn't solve her problems, if she could just lean on him during the low times that could make such a difference. I think he could understand, maybe given time. He'd side with her before he'd side against her, no matter who was on the other side.
Another point of proof, I guess. Taylor's fate wasn't sealed from the beginning. It doesn't have to go the way that it goes. There were options, much as she can't see them.
And the roads not taken just make it hurt that much more.
Interlude next.
*sigh*
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mantequillamcwhoremick · 12 days ago
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hi I need you to know I physically cannot be normal about this fic like I see the update notification in my mail and I start having HEART PALPITATIONS its insane
I will forever appreciate how well written it is too, the realism of kenny just being some guy who despite being immortal isn't like super particularly skilled or emotionally put together is... GOD, mwah. chef's kiss. I especially LOVE his slightly twisted sense of morals like. he's not perfect. he's not doing it for just anyone but he's fueled by the sympathy he feels for the people around him that he knows like his sister, his friends, his boss, fucking BUTTERS ohh lord. I love a flawed hero. he can be a little selfish as a treat
AND BUTTERRSSD OH MY GOD I love his stupid business persona. the scene where he gives that fake ass smile to kenny never leaves my mind and I love him SO!!! MUCH!!! he's like a caged animal when he's aroundkenny it's so ghhhh IT'S SO REAL!!!!! and I love his methods for being an insane little guy too like CAMERAS??? TASERS??? SCAMMING??? ECONOMY WRECKING??? THIS IS WHAT CHAOS WAS MEANT FOR
it genuinely puts the fantasy of heroes and villains in such a real perspective that makes it feel that much more intense and like you can connect with it easier and I'm just. ugh. I eat it up every time I love you and your work thank you for all the time and effort you put into it, I can only imagine how hard it is as someone who is literally procrastinating writing a fic by writing this rn LOL
brother you have been in my inbox. for fucking weeks. i'm so sorry but also i've been rereading this so often it's embarrassing JASDHAK HELP THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS JESUS CHRIST
ok long post ahead bc you say a lot of things here that i wanna get into regarding character & story writing😁😁😁😁
The fact that Kenny feels like a realistic guy to you is just so <33333333 the absolute JOY that it brings me. I feel like I don't see enough depictions of him going into his flaws, not just his struggles. Kenny is a very kind-hearted guy, he's very empathetic and he is a huge softie and awesome friend, but the circumstances of his life I see in various instances have made him apathetic to lots of things he deems out of his control, and, on the flip side, hyper-controlling of the things he feels like he CAN control.
"From Dusk Til Casa Bonita" is one of those instances; he's obsessed with keeping Karen safe (probably because no one has ever taken care of him in the way he needed), and he goes to great lengths to even control her social circle without letting her know HE'S doing it (she doesn't know KENNY is her guardian angel!!). This is such a nuanced flaw that makes perfect sense for Kenny and his background and everything life has thrown at him, and I love exploring these less-than-ideal aspects of him and play with his twisted morality, even if it's fueled by love. Idk i could go on and on about Kenny's morals, I'm so happy that's something that stuck out to you in the fic <333
About Butters-- "he's like a caged animal when he's around kenny" is SUCH a good way to put it. I can't get too deep into his character for now bc his pov in the story carries an inherent spoiler for chapters that aren't out yet🤭🤭🤭 But yeah, in the scenes we've seen him in he wasn't prepared to see Kenny AT ALL so he's stuck in a limbo between the happy boy he used to be when Kenny was around and the twisted, unhinged and ruthless person he is now. Zero attachments to anyone, beaten and chewed and spat back out by life. It's one step away from the actual Vic Chaos in we see in canon
and "CAMERAS??? TASERS??? SCAMMING??? ECONOMY WRECKING??? THIS IS WHAT CHAOS WAS MEANT FOR" I FUCKING KNOW RIGHT?????????? Butters has so many skills that in my opinion, if used well, are INFINITELY more scary than any physical damage he could cause. He's shown to be an insanely smart guy, with a knack for everything statistics, networking, money, technology, ... These are modern ways we see large-scale crimes in real life nowadays, and no one is ever prepared for them. I just couldn't get the idea out of my head, i HAD to write a fic where Chaos was all that ajhsdajhgdjka I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE YOUR EXCITEMENT ON THEM!!!
"it genuinely puts the fantasy of heroes and villains in such a real perspective that makes it feel that much more intense and like you can connect with it easier" like hello????? THANK YOU???? ARHGHGHGHG this is how i feel like about the show "The Boys" which tbh was also in part an inspiration for this fic so it makes me really happy that this is what it evoked for you.
Anyways jesus christ idk man thank you so much for this ask, idk I'm very insane about a lot of these aspects and I hope you don't mind a little unstructured yapping in response ajshdjaskja TYSM FOR THIS ASK <333333 i hope your writing is going well!!!!!
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my-castles-crumbling · 17 days ago
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Anon Advice Asks 1/25
facilities anon (new), not faking anon (new), experiences anon (new), midnights anon, idiots anon (new), teen angst anon (new), social cues anon (new)
Facilities Anon
Here's the beginning of your ask so you know it's you!
So I’m a queer minor in the south…and the odds aren’t really in my favor rn.
Hi! I just wanted to give my two cents since I've been to one of these places before. My advice would be to look up information on available places. Find out if they take insurance, if they are queer-friendly, look up how past patients felt about them, etc. Since you're doing this voluntarily, you have the chance to be pickier, you know?
Wishing you all the luck <3
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Not Faking Anon
i've identified as trans for over a year but i still feel like i'm faking it or whatever. i don't know why, i feel so happy whenever people use my preferred name and pronouns, and feel sick to my stomach sometimes when misgendered. i just can't stop thinking that this is a phase even though i know it's likely not, but also know that it's fine if it is actually a phase.
anyways, sorry for the little rant. i hope you're okay and taking care of yourself <3
I mean especially now, with trans rights being such a political issue, I feel like it's natural that imposter syndrome would be a thing. Do you have any friends who are also trans? Maybe you could talk to them to see if they're feeling similarly? If it helps, I've definitely had moments of like...'what if I'm faking it to MYSELF?' about not just my gender but like....most of the things I struggle with so I don't think you're alone at all.
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Experiences Anon
Here's the beginning of your ask so you know it's you!
I can’t tell if I’m being dramatic about my experiences, but I feel like I constantly am
Struggling and needing help isn't dramatic. I think some people are given so much shit about like...taking up space...that when they end up breaking down and NEEDING to take up space, they feel awful and dramatic about it. But it's not dramatic to struggle. You deserve help and love and to be happy <3
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Midnights Anon
Hi! Midnights anon again
Sorry for all the asks! If it gets too much I get it if you stop answering.
I’ve been trying to get better with my mental health and it’s been really hard. Usually when it gets hard I quit and just go back to bad habits, but I think I’m ready to move on.
I feel like I’m honestly going crazy. My heads all fuzzy, my intrusive thoughts are worse and more frequent, I feel bad and numb when I go home, and my dad’s comment about my food just pushed me over the edge and now I can’t really bring myself to eat anymore?
I really just want to cry and be held, but my parents are bad at comfort and I either don’t have the time to cry or I’m too scared to ask my friends for help. They’re the first friends who either haven’t bullied me or abused me and I don’t want to cry in front of them again (it happened once and I feel so embarrassed and guilty)
Uhm… yeah? Typing/writing things down usually helps me process my emotions better. I think I’m gonna start journaling again :)
Thank you! And keep safe and take care of yourself, especially ’cause of the elections.
Goodbyeeee :)
Hi <3 I just want to remind you that you deserve comfort and love. And it sounds like your friends might be willing to give you some comfort. It's okay to ask for reassurance, especially from people who seem to really care. You could start small- maybe just ask for a hug?
Journaling is a great idea! I know writing helps me :)
Sending love <3
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Idiots Anon
hey Cas I hope you’re doing well and im really sorry to bother bit I could use some advice and perspective , ig.
so there is this girl im really good friend with and she’s one of my best friends but i really hate her guy friends and have a hard time hiding it.
one of them keep hurting her and making her sad but she keeps forgiving him. Last time they and another two ppl were doing a group project (whose grade is going in a finals is pretty important) and in his personal part he just put all of theirs into chat gpt and had it spit out amt he just blindly copy. It had sentences word for word for hers in away that it was clear it wasn’t a mistake and was going to be trouble. It made my friend especially sad because she would have helped him so much she would pretty much write it for him if he only asked and he went and stole her work behind her back . It took him 3.5 weeks to somewhat apologize and she forgave him much before. She cried to me about it so much and it broke my heart and i can not look at their friendship at a positive light. And he’s lokey homophobic to a degree they have known each other for 5 years and she still hasn’t come out to him as bi and I honestly can’t blame her. Shouldn’t one of your best friends be someone you can trust to share these type of thing with? She told me after around 7 months into being friends (but maybe it was bc she thought i was also queer though there were rumors i was homophobic even though im queer but lets not get into that )
the other one was accused multiple times of sexual harassment and online bullying a girl in away that he moved to our class bc ig no one wanted to be friends with a guy like that. My friend claimed the rumors were fake and people were just bored and she talked to the person who made them up and they said it but it came from multiple sources ive heared.
I know rumors are a dangerous thing to trust but i can not bring myself to completely trust that its a lie and ‘befriending’ him.
I am not subtle about my dislike of them. I am not a very subtle person in general unless i specifically try. I will admit i can be mean to them even though ‘they haven’t anything to me personally ‘
yesterday we had a big thing in the hall and we were sitting some of my friends, me, her, then these boys. I ubsent mindedly kinda said like “hey x can you ask your idiots to move a sit so there is a chair for y?” they got kinda mad and didn’t move and I honestly don’t blame them ngl.
(gonna talk about the first guy I mentioned mostly feom here)
she texted me this morning starting with “we need to talk” and saying how i really hurt him and he is sad not knowing what he even did to me to deserve me being mean to him like that.
I don’t think im a mean person but i know i kinda am to him and i am going to try and stop for her sake. she even told me how she is stressing a bit about her b day party bc she doesn’t want us to fight and ruin it for he which i would neverrrr do and i told her so.
She said how she dislike some of my friends too but is nice to them still but i am not friends with people who repeatedly hurt me so much.
i am pretty protective and it makes me sad. She is such a good person who gives infinite chances to almost everybody. She is the kind to be able to get along with every single person no matter how different them or their values are which is honestly admirable but is not really something I can do like her.
i apologized to her and i will apologize to her friends and I really feel like shit but i dont even know what to do evenn mentally for that.
I would really appreciate some advice
hope you have a nice day <3
Hi! Okay so...hmmm..I'm feeling iffy about this one. I think that you definitely do not have to be friends with these guys, or even overly nice to them. They sound like bad news, and I completely understand why you don't like them. I would stay away too!
I think you need to make it clear to her WHY you are so concerned. It's not just that these boys are annoying, they're homophobic and they have accusations of harassment. Once you explain, if she still wants to be friends, then I think the best thing to do would be to try to avoid them when you can. When you can't, you don't have to be nice, just, you know, be to the point. No kindness but no cruelty either. One-word answers and such. And you can explain that to your friend- you can't be friends with these boys, but you won't be outright mean.
I think the only exception is your friend's birthday. I think there's certain things- weddings, birthdays, etc- where you have to be...extra nice for the sake of the person you're celebrating. So if your friend invites these boys, you have to decide if you can be nice to them for a day or not. You are well within your rights to say that you can't do that. There are certain people I just can't stand to be around, and that's okay. But then you would have to stay home. If you go, I think you need to kind of fake it for the day, because ruining someone else's day would be wrong...unless the boys say or do something first, and you're defending yourself.
I'm sorry you have to deal with this, it sounds so frustrating.
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Teen Angst Anon
hi! I’ve never sent an ask before, but this felt like the appropriate level of *teen angst crisis mode* for an ask. 😁
I’m a freshman, and I specifically chose a (private) high school that was a lot less academically intense than my middle school, because my middle school experience was truly terrible, and I was super depressed leaving eighth grade, and just wanted to have the chance to experience the remainder of my childhood without three essays due every other day.
But, because of that, every time I feel overwhelmed my intrusive thoughts kind of go “this shouldn’t be overwhelming, you’ve dealt with much harder stuff”. And like, logically I know that’s not true at all, but it’s still there.
And, specifically today, I had a really overwhelming day, and literally every single one of my teachers snapped at me for no reason, and I got triggered (I have a lot of academic trauma) several times. And then, I had two hours of rehearsal after school (I auditioned for the play under the assumption I would be cast as ensemble,(my theater teacher DOES NOT GIVE FRESHMEN LEADS) but I was cast as a lead, because the universe hates me.)
and then, in rehearsal we were doing a bunch of super emotionally charged scenes, so by the end of rehearsal I was just SO DONE. So, I layed on the floor for a minute, except lying on the floor turned into sobbing on the floor, and just a full blown panic attack. But it was ok, because two of my friends (ish) in my grade were there, and they talked to me for the entire forty minutes I layed on the floor and sobbed, and I told them all about my ✨really great life choices✨.
AND THEN I actually checked my phone and my mom had tried to call me like seven times. Because, apparently, I had tutoring, but I forgot. So I was like “I have 25 min, I can get home it’ll be fine” but then it really wasn’t, but I got to the second train station (the connection, if you will), and there was a train in two minutes! But I was texting someone, and I MISSED IT. And the next one was in 12 WHOLE ENTIRE MINUTES!! So, I texted my tutor and was like “heyyy funny story” and, because she has known me for a long time, she was like “take some deep breaths it’s going to be ok”. BUT IT WASNT OK.
because at this point, I’d burst into tears. So, I’m ugly crying on this train platform, in front of a bunch of random people (like, SOBBING). And, I decide to call my mom, as one does, but she doesn’t pick up. So I call her again. Doesn’t answer. I CALLED HER 12 TIMES. So, I call my godmother. She doesn’t pick up. So, I call my BFF. He doesn’t pick up, so I curse him out in the voicemail I leave, traumatizing some of the nearby random people. I call my other best friend. She doesn’t respond either. In a last ditch effort, I call my dad. Who doesn’t respond. (Rude.) so, at this point I’ve decided non of my relatives love me. Then I realize I completely forgot to call my aunt. So, I call her AND SHE RESPONDS BECUASE SHE ACTUALLY LOVES ME. So, I talk to her about my day, on the train at this point, still crying.
I look over, and make eye contact with SOMEONE WHO WENT TO MY MIDDLE SCHOOL. Who’s 100% noticed me at this point, and is like looking at me weird (I look nothing like I did in middle school).
anyway. My seventh post on tumblr (ever) got just under 3000 notes, and I can’t handle that rn. Sorry this was so long, I hope you were at least marginally entertained by my chaotic story telling 😬
Hi <3
I think you definitely have a right to feel overwhelmed- I felt overwhelmed reading about all the things going on in your life! But I think you're also putting a LOT of pressure on yourself. I want to remind you that it sounds like you're doing the best you can, and you're doing really well. Please be gentle with yourself <3 I believe in you.
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Social Cues Anon
Heyyy I am sorry I just don't know anything and suck at emotions and social clues and everything.
So I met some friends, and they brought a few other friends I don't really know. We introduced ourselves, there was one guy who looked cute and had a little femboy vibes. I thought he was cool and we talked, it was just two friend groups chatting nothing more.
Then we decided to go home and exited the cafe, me, as always, went to open the door bc I love to do that to my friends. Act of service is how I show I accept/like people. So I went and opened the door,
person A(a very buff guy) and the cute guy were the first ones to exit, there was just two guys left exiting so I jokingly said ladies first, because i say it to all my guy friends I meant it as teasing/ gender neutral, like how you say girl! Or bro- you know?
Turns out the cute guy was trans and I accidentally said lady to him and he got sad because tbh he didn't pass. But I didn't realize he didn't pass till he got sad, like he said my name is *insert very masculine name* so I just thought about him as a guy I didn't even realize or consider he could be trans- (tbh I think I am blind) anyway.
Then I felt guilty because no he was just a cute guy in my eyes I didn't see him as a girl I wasn't aware- I couldn't apologize because I was confused and didn't understand what I did wrong, then we separated and I couldn't speak much bc I can't speak much and I tried to but before I could we went to our houses
But since we just met that day he didn't like me- which is kinda sad because he was handsome and nice and I wanted to talk to him more, like maybe ask him to hangout, I really would appreciate being friends with him, he is so sweet and he was easy to talk to. I can't talk people normally. And he was so considerate and cute also he helped me to talk with others.
I wanted to apologize but I didn't know his number so I asked his friend which is also my friend but she said she shouldn't give his number since he might not want to talk to me which I understand, and said okay. Then I wanted to explain myself in person, we were in the same university but different faculties. I saw him in the training room and he saw me but I got nervous because how you talk to him like he was so nice I bet he will understand but I just couldn't talk to him got stressed and just acted like I didn't see him and went to my class but I guess he thinks I avoid him and I am homophobic or something but I am not he is just nice to be around and I got too nervous and I don't know how to talk. Now he thinks I am avoiding him bc he is lgbt but I am not I am literally Omnisexual but I can't tell this to himmmm he just looks like a Greek god and I just got too nervous around him I just recently managed to talk people at all I didn't exit home in years so you can guess how bad I am at talking to people. I am kinda antisocial and when we first met he started the Convo and I mostly listened and nod but it was easy but now it's not! I can't write to him because I can't find his damn phone number and I thought about leaving a letter but we don't have lockers or anything like that so I don't know what to do.
I just wanted to talk- and I don't know why, normally I hate new people and avoid them at all costs, but I didn't want him to view me as a bad person. Normally I don't care about how people view me but he just makes me worried and I don't know what's happening. I guess it's just meeting a nice guy made me nervous but I dunno. I don't want him to hate me Cass please help
Hi!
Okay so, I totally understand putting your foot in your mouth like that, I've found myself in similar situations before.
I think the thing is, if you see this boy again, you kind of just need to suck it up and apologize. I know it's awkward and scary, but there's no real easy way to fix it other than apologizing. But I also want to say- he might not be willing to accept your apology or trust you, and you have to be willing to accept that. With the way people view trans people right now...it's kind of hard, you know? It's not his job to make you feel better.
Whether or not you're able to apologize, I think this is a good learning moment. You're not a bad person, and it sounds like you care a lot about everyone in the community, so don't beat yourself up. Everyone makes mistakes! Just keep it in mind for the future.
(I do want to add though that commenting on someone being able to pass or not is not the best...'passing' is a concept that trans people have many differing feelings about so saying that someone passes or doesn't...like it's better to keep those thoughts to yourself, ig)
Sending you love, be gentle with yourself <3
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ferretseal · 10 months ago
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I wanted to write some character stuff and first it was Holly, but then two other Avatar characters basically screamed for my attention!
T'kali and Aìklua!
(here's pictures of them if anyone doesn't know who they are. I'll give some background for them both here too. They were drawn by @buzzkillchainsaw )
Everything else is under the cut because I don't want to force people to scroll through my ramblings!
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These kiddos are part of a reef clan that's not the Metkayina. I don't really have a name for the clan but really that's not super important rn. Also they're both actually adults but they're my OCS so I just call them kiddos lol.
Aìklua is the middle son, and has three older siblings and two younger ones. He was born with a deformed tail, so he can't use it to swim. This caused him some trouble and eventually his father was going to allow him to be excluded from some rites but still get his tattoos. But Aìklua wants to earn them like everyone else, but it's a matter of convincing his father that he can. So that means he's the only adult in the clan who's in a child like "rank" and missing his tattoos. In recent times he's come to accept this, even though he's still pretty agitated about it. He's rather grumpy, and maybe bitter. He's resigned himself to basically being the babysitter for the little kids because he rarely has anything else to do other than making another net.
Then we have T'kali. She's a wonderful crafter and specializes in clothing and jewelry. She can probably make anything from whatever you bring her. She's pretty sassy though, a little full of herself because she's beautiful and she knows it, as well as popular. You know the rich blonde in highschool who has a giant group of friends and everyone at least knows about her? Yea T'kali is kinda like that, except she's not exactly a bully. She mainly deals in backhanded compliments, or gentle humbling, but will make anyone clothes or do their hair to make them feel pretty.
Anyway they're dating now! T'kali actually enjoys hanging out with Aìklua and can gossip with him because people will naturally give her all the tea, and he kinda fades to the background so he just hears all the drama that goes on. And Aìklua enjoys having company that's not his siblings or 10 year olds, and if that means he becomes a mannequin for a few hours he won't argue. For a while he actually didn't believe that T'kali actually wanted to talk to him, thought that she just was in it for the gossip or simply was bored, but she just kept coming around, and even invited him to help her collect shells or seagrass in the shallows and tide pools, where swimming won't be a problem, but every now and then the two sneak off into the open ocean and to a small island. Aìklua just doesn't really like using his prosthetic tail all the time because it's heavy and kinda loud and clunky, and overall isn't really comfortable to wear anywhere other than under water, but it being wood it is kinda buoyant so he still struggles with direction.
T'kali could definitely do better but honestly she just likes how Aìklua is. He's more honest, and kinda deadpan, and despite his problems he still has a unique connection to the sea. He can't explore it like he should, yet he still dives in head first. And Aìklua likes how T'kali treats him like an equal, like he's on par with her and not below her.
They're like polar opposites but in a good way I'm hoping.
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a mastermind [1]
ryan mcmahon x reader
faceclaim:phoebe bridgers
authors note: k so this is kinda an all over the place fic but I had a lot of fun making it so ENJOY! @orangeinecstasy a fellow ryan appreciator, thanks for the brainstorming 🫡
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AHH how we doing?? Go read part two please 🫶🏼
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makoredeyes · 7 months ago
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Keep it coming you say? 👀 I saw that tag! I'm ~quite~ bored, so here's a couple questions/whatever they're considered, lol.
Yes, flattery will get me very far here, indeed! To where? I do not know, but whatever, compliments! You deserve them. I'm rather sure my friends are tired of hearing me go on and on about destiny characters, ':)
How's your writing wip's going so far? I'm waiting very (im)patiently for any updates, I've totally not re-read everything forty-two times.. hope their all going well!
A little self indulgence here, but I like to think Andal Brask was the Hunter Vanguard when Osiris and Saint-14 were in, because.. come on, I'm rather sure the time frame adds up. I like to believe before, because their dynamic just seems really fun to me. Lots of great opportunities. (I partly blame that one fanart sylenth-l made of Andal and Osiris for this, it was really funny). What do you think their dynamic would be like?
What do you think it'd be like if the Iron Lords mysteriously came back alive? 👀 I'm talking, SIVA couldn't actually kill them because their ghosts hid in the light in their bodies, and SIVA only goes after non-organic materials right? Maybe it couldn't work it's way into the light, and as long as their ghost + light are intact, = alive. But *only* after the Warmind managed to get control over SIVA and free their physical bodies from harm? It's a thought I had, influenced by a few fics but I quite like the idea. Just imagine, a ghostless, lightless Osiris receiving word that maybe, they weren't as dead as he thought they were. Or Fel and Timur coming back only to realize what happened to Osiris?? Poor Sagira?? Learning lady Efrideet's alive? 👀 (Is that her name?)
Or perhaps, In this one fic, it's Timur and his special, take over your will little stunt he has, was keeping SIVA at bay, I think that's pretty neat too! So many possibilities! (If you were the one that wrote these, I hope you see this as a compliment cause I am not about to go dig through Ao3 to find them xD)
Either way, it'd be like a modern!au of the iron lords, for them at least, hah (I can just imagine Gheleon having a mental breakdown that their memorial involved fighting one another)
I can't really think of anything, but rest assured I will *probably* be back once I'm dome tormenting my poor boy Tevis
Ahaha yeesss YESSSS I feed me I'm such an attention whore lmao RIP XD. (fr tho bless you ;_; )
I am writing! There are longer gaps between posts rn because I have lots going on in my life, but also, because I am working on many fics at once. I counted the other day I have 26 WIPs but six I am actively working on in concert - three for Housefire that are all directly intermingled plot and timing-wise to the point where I'm not even entirely sure what order I'll be posting them in yet, another chapter for Things Found (I am trying to stay 2 chapters ahead with that to make sure I have a cohesive story for it), and two XXX stand-alone one-shots! I should fish out another teaser for everyone soon. I think it'll be one of the one-shots that makes it out next tbh they're the furthest along. But the naughty stuff is also the slowest to get written bc I yanno...can't write that stuff at work, etc. haha. But I've felt a new wind of motivation lately for writing and am picking away at these projects pretty regularly. <3
I'm going to admit I am not very well-read on the hunter squad in general, BUT iirc I believe Andal was Vanguard during the City Age. He was definitely around as I recall his presence in the comics. The problem with that time is that Osiris was largely absent. This was when the Cult of Osiris was gaining traction, and Osiris' obsession with the Darkness and the Vex was really heating up. He was neglecting his duties to the Vanguard (with Ikora often standing in as proxy for him) and he wasn't really paying attention to anyone else. Like. At all. There was a lot of unhappy tension even with Saint at that time. Andal, by all accounts, was a damn good fella though, and while I think just about everyone nettled Osiris, Andal also stuck up for him where he could. Even if Osiris couldn't appreciate that in the moment I'm sure he would come to later. I look at Osiris and see him as he is now, with some hard lessons learned and some hard losses under his belt, realizing a little too late some of the damn good souls he had in his court, Andal included. All of that said, 100% in a lighter, easier setting, a free-spirit like Andal (and/or Cayde...heaven forbid them both together!) would drive a stuffed shirt like Osiris up an absolute freaking wall with pure comical results, hands down.
(a side note, a brain storm, an insane thought that just poisoned my brain - a sweeter moment hidden from time: Andal's guitar and this gift of song Saint has hinted Osiris has....??????! I'm not melting it's just hot in here, right???)
As for Ironsbane and SIVA... I have INDEED put an awful lot of thought into this. Quite a lot. So much. I have my own ideas on ways to circumvent the disaster, O Reader Mine, but you're going to have to wait a while longer for me to write it. :3 (Housefire is, after all, ultimately, a fixit )
*but no SIVA attacks whatever it is programmed to, organic or not: and Rasputin set it on hundreds of Iron Lords and wiped them all out with the sole exception Efrideet and Saladin with the directives “REPLICATE, ELIMINATE, IMMUNIZE” it was not what SIVA was made to do but he deliberately repurposed it into a weapon. (I could go on for years about Rasputin and his darker epochs, but especially his misappropriation of SIVA lol)
** Your mention of Timur and his spooky skills DID remind me of another fic I need to get back to as well OTL TT_TT I still have requests I took in January I have yet to complete. At this rate it's going to take me all year to get them all done and by then I'll be taking more aahaha whuups.
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ssahotchnerr · 2 years ago
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currently thinking about aaron reconnecting with an old friend he had back in college.
like, maybe they both met each other during their first year of college and they're both focused on the law path, but by senior year when aaron already has law school set up, reader takes a step back and decides she actually doesn't want to practice law. she still decides to finish school since she's so close to getting her degree, but she immediately enlists in the military once she's graduated.
and gosh i can totally imagine aaron and reader trying so, so hard to remain in contact because they got so close during their time in uni, but with aaron's time being taken up by studying and reader rising through the ranks it's get so hard
they're still able to send the occasional text, letter, and even a quick call here and there, but one day reader just stops responding. mail is sent back to aaron, calls are mysteriously dropped, and texts don't go through and he's just like, 'what happened' :(
flash forward years later to where maybe one day aaron is grabbing some coffee before going into work and on his way out he bumps into someone and at first he doesn't think much of it cause hey, it happens, but when the other person mumbles out a quick, "oops sorry about that!" his head just snaps up and he realizes that's it's you
and oh my god
the eye contact
the tension
everything
maybe reader stops him and offers her number yo explain everything (she got recruited into some secret task force and lost contact with practically everyone)
maybe aaron lunges forward and wraps her up into a hig because he missed her so much and he had always thought you were dead
maybe, just maybe, they're able to pick up where they left off and are perhaps able to *ahem* turn to a new page if you get what i mean (i'm cackling rn)
oh my gosh just the heartbreak </333 trying so hard to keep in touch- at first, it's easy. multiple letters every week, maybe the occasional call, and over time it just slowly starts to dwindle :( one letter a week turns into one a month, same happens to phone calls, and then it's just complete radio silence :(
and aaron tries so so hard to hold onto you, telling himself that one of these days, conversations will pick up like normal, things will go back to how they were used to be, and he stays hopeful for months. but once a year finally passes, and he still hasn't heard anything from you, he forces himself to move on :( he has no other choice, because it hurts and he doesn't want to put his heart through that any longer :(
but you often flash into his mind, all your past memories. your nights at school- studying in the library until the early morning hours, laughing over popcorn and a movie in his dorm room, you stealing all his college hoodies and him pretending he hates it when you do so- ugh but seeing you in his clothes smiling all teasingly at him- like HA whatcha going to do about it? :D ugh did things to him that he can't even put into words. that one kiss the two of you happened to share. he misses you more than anything, and you're classified as the one who got away.
and likewise, he's constantly on your mind. his dimpled smile, his laugh, his gorgeous brown eyes haunt you when you try to sleep at night. you would do anything to see him again, do anything to give him an explanation of why you disappeared and it wasn't intentional and you're so so sorry, but part of you fears that now that you're gone, he would want nothing to do with you. you still write him letters, you have a whole collection of them but keep them tucked away. it's all you wish you could talk to him about- what you've been doing, small things that happen during the day or cross your mind, countless ones explaining why you went quiet, your favorite parts about him, and how you've been so in love with him from the very very start that you don't even know what to do with yourself.
so then comes that day in the coffee shop. aaron is waiting patiently for his order to be made, you just got yours and are turning to leave, when you bump into him and he apologizes like he's the one at fault, the sweetest man :( the two of you make eye contact, realization hits, and everything just
stops.
both of you are speechless, and everyone else who was in the coffee shop seemingly disappear (aaron even completely misses his order being called) because the only thing you can do is focus on each other. it's almost like a dream, literally because both of you have dreamt about refinding each other, speaking everything that was unspoken into existence. but now that it's happening, neither of you know what to do.
the both of you move at the same time, throwing your arms around each other and not daring to let go. aaron's previous anger fills his chest up a bit - the anger that one day you were just gone, but he doesn't care in the slightest, because finally you're in his arms again. right where you belong. you're filled with a sadness too, because you know you owe him a reason, and you're a bit taken aback he embraced you to begin with, because he deserves to be mad.
ugh aaron mumbles "i missed you so bad" to which you reply "i can't believe it's you" <3333 before the two of you release each other. silence follows, because first, the two of you are still in shock. second, there's so so much that's unspoken and needs to be addressed. and again, neither of you can believe after so long, you've finally finally finally crossed paths again. and that you're both in love with each other.
aaron says something how he has to get going before he's late :( and you immediately offer your number, insisting that the two of you have to talk, which he wholeheartedly agrees.
hehe that very night the two of you get together for dinner, everything gets addressed, including the fact that both of you are completely and utterly in love with each other, even after all this time. and it's like the two of you were never separated to begin with, that nothing has changed.
the two of you finally get your blissfully happy ending <3
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ikamigami · 8 months ago
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I wonder, how many times is that now that Earth has repeated that same thing in regards to New Moon? That she didn't disown him, that she was deeply hurt but still would've helped him, that their relationship would've changed but was still there, that things changed when he tried to kill her and said to her face he doesn't care about her, and that even after that she still loves him but is so conflicted? How many times now, because I think we all know why
Yeah.. this is so sad to see..
Earth still cares about Moon.. but it's so hard for her rn understandably..
How people can't see that what Moon told Earth hurt her deeply? That it wasn't just mean.. cause she felt that she could confide in him..
And such betrayal hurts.. it hurts cause they were close.. I can't even imagine how Earth felt then..
I know how it is to be betrayed.. but I was only betrayed by a friend, my close friend but still.. that's not the same.. cause New Moon was Earth's brother.. she helped him a lot and he helped her a lot as well..
(I'm crying writing this QwQ this episode made me emotional)
I'm glad that Old Moon.. now just Moon :) is trying his best ^^
That he listened to Earth and also told her how he thinks that it wasn't good that he told New Moon that he needs to sacrifice himself for his family for their happiness.. but it's good that Moon explained that more.. and it made that even more sad.. it wasn't exactly his fault :(
Maybe it wasn't a good idea for New Moon to go to talk with Moon..
But that happened..
You know what I want to see?
I want New Moon to snap out of this state when Sun will die.. but I want for Moon to be the one to help New Moon.. idk.. I just.. I'm starting to think that maybe.. maybe Moon won't beat up New Moon's ass.. but maybe he'll be able to reach to him.. because he'd understand him.. because who could've understand Moon better than other Moon.. :)
Even though I wasn't happy at first that OG Moon returned.. but I'm starting to see that as opportunity for things to get better.. idk but I think that seeing Moon trying to be better.. to understand what he did wrong and that he needs to do better.. and that he wants to try.. he wants to because he loves his family ^^ but seeing that gives me hope..
For the first time.. I'm feeling genuine hope while watching this show.. weird, isn't it? :)
Yeah, I know that Sun will most definitely die.. but we all know that he'll be back.. but I think that things will get better.. truly.. this time things are different ^^
Also I'm glad that even if Moon still dislike Eclipse.. he doesn't mind Earth hanging with him cause he didn't hurt her ^^
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simpforchuchu · 2 years ago
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OK OK, BUT FIRST HI AND I HOPE YOUR JOB INTERVIEW WENT WELL BUT RN I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT!! CAN YOU MAKE SHIBAMAN ONESHOT????? LIKE WHEN HE FELL IN LOVE AND MAYBE A BIT NSFW AT THE END???? PRETTY PLEADE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH
Shibaman x IchigoMilk!Reader
a/n: Hii! Thanks for asking but they didn't hire me shjsjxjd I was planning to write smth for Shibaman so im happy to see this request jxkdkf Yeah Tsuji&Shibaman are my babies 😁 Im not very comfortable about writing nsfw so... Here is your request, i hope you like it 🤗💕
Sorry for the grammer or spelling mistakes.English is not my main language so...
Thank you and love you 🥰
Warnings: hnl usual violence and fights...
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When the young girl entered the small restaurant, she looked around for a while.She was looking for 2 tall boys and when she saw them eating ramen at a table with joy, she stepped there.
She dropped her bag on the chair and sat on the chair opposite the two of them, and the two looked at her in surprise.
"Bon appetite boys!"
Shiba asked in a sarcastic tone as Tsuji nodded his head.
"Did you only come to say that?"
She was the youngest member of Ichigo Milk, where Shibaman's older sister was.More like, she was a rookie.The young girl, who is also loved by the Sannoh members, has not been able to get along well with this duo since her childhood.
Although Tsuji stopped fighting with her as he got older, Shiba and Y/n would argue every time for some ridiculous reason.  So when the young girl sat across from them, it was Shibaman who reacted even though they were both surprised.
Y/n rolled her eyes and cleared her throat.She put a sweet smile on her face and looked at the two of them.
"How are you? How's school going?"
Tsuji laughed at her attempt to chat and continued to eat, but Shiba didn't want to miss the opportunity to piss her off.
"Come to the point y/n. Also, I'm glad I didn't see you in that stupid pink gang uniform.That uniform pisses me off."
Y/n knew Shibaman didn't like her sister being in that gang. The fact that it was really dangerous was one of the biggest reasons.
The girl tried to gather her sentences.It was quite painful for her to have to ask these two for help.
"Okay, I'm getting straight to the point. I need your help."
Shiba gave a small grin as Tsuji lifted his head in surprise.
"You? Great Y/n? Need our help?"
Y/n wanted to choke him right now but she couldn't. So she closed her eyes and took a deep breath.  But before that, Tsuji spoke.
"What kind of help? Is there a problem?"
Y/n slowly nodded and took a deep breath.And she asked without hesitation.
"I need one of you two to be my boyfriend."
"What?!"
Yes, they both cried out in surprise at the same time.Y/n put her index finger to her lips to silence them and continued.
"You're just going to pretend like it.For once. Pleaseee."
Tsuji and Shiba looked at each other and turned back to the girl.
"Can you explain properly what the fuck is that?"
Y/n said that there is someone bothering her, maybe he will give up if he sees her with her boyfriend. When they realized that the young girl was very uncomfortable with this situation, they started to take things seriously.
"Wouldn't you normally beat that person? Is he someone too strong for you?"
Y/n shook her head when Tsuji asked
"No, my mom will kill me if she hears of another fight. So I can't cause any trouble."
"I can beat him."  Said Shiba and y/n sighed
"No idiot, no fighting. I just want you to help me."
Tsuji had known the two well for years. And although neither of them admitted it, he was sure that they liked each other. So he wanted to send his friend for this plan.
"Shiba is taller, he may look scarier than me. Besides, I can't stop myself from beating him up. So Shiba is coming with you."
Tsuji nodded and Shiba sighed as Shiba turned to him in surprise.
"Okay, but you're buying us another ramen."
Y/n smiled and nodded
"Roger!"
***
Y/n sighed at the familiar face she saw after school. He had come again, and she was barely holding back from punching him in the face any longer. Moreover, Shibaman was late, and she definitely wanted to punch him too...
She grabbed the handle of her bag tightly and walked out the school door. She started to move forward without looking at the boy. But after a few steps she had to stop when someone grabbed her wrist hard and looked at that person.
"Will you let go of my wrist?"
Y/n rolled her eyes as the boy glared at her with an annoying grin. She couldn't take it any longer but suddenly the grip on her wrist loosened and someone pushed the boy hard.
She looked up at the person who had pushed the boy and saw Shibaman giving him a bad look and she looked at him in surprise. He turned to her and smiled.
"Baby, is there a problem?"
Y/n was a bit surprised by the pet name he used, but she smiled and nodded as he did his role perfectly.When the boy who tried to talk to her wanted to approach them again, Shiba grabbed the young girl's hand tightly and pulled her towards him.
Y/n briefly looked at the hand holding her hand and its owner in surprise. Shiba looked quite serious. A little scary too.
"This beauty has a boyfriend. If you don't want me to kill you here, stay away from her."
Wow, beauty?  Was he always this flirtatious?  It surprised her...
It was the boy across from Y/n that interrupted her thoughts and said, "This isn't over, Shiba."  Did they know each other?
As the delinquent walked away, y/n looked at Shiba.His jaw tightened with anger, and he was gripping y/n's hand tighter.
"Uh... Shiba?"
Y/n showed her hands as Shiba turned to her in surprise.
"It hurts a little bit."
Noticing that he was still holding her hand, he whispered a small apology and withdrew his hand.
"Do you know him? He didn't look like he had seen you for the first time."
Shibaman slowly nodded his head
"An old friend... let's go home. I'll walk with you, I don't trust him."
Y/n didn't understand why he was so serious, but she trusted him. She nodded slowly and they started walking to the neighborhood where they lived together.
After Y/n came home, she thought about Shiba for a long time.His hands were warm and big, his jaw line was very sharp and tightened when he got angry... Even though she was angry with herself for thinking about these things, she was starting to realize somethings...
They had known each other since they were very young. Shibaman's older sister has always seen and loved y/n as her little sister.That's why she grew up with him.
Y/n was a good student, even though she wanted to be a delinquent, her mother wanted her to get a good education.That's why every time she fought, she heard a serious scolding from her mother and it made her sad.That's why she was trying to be a normal girl now.
She and Shibaman have been friends for years.  Maybe enemies? They were constantly teasing and fighting each other. They always said they hated each other, but they always protected each other in such serious matters.
Y/n sometimes wondered if he had the same feelings.  But thinking that it was impossible, she got angry and hated him even more.
***
It was a quiet evening, y/n was starting to get on better with Shiba after that incident at school.At least they didn't want to kill each other.
It was an evening they walked together again.Y/n was telling a funny incident about Sannoh.  Shiba was making fun of her silly mistakes.But that silence didn't last long, when the two young people turned around with the sound they heard, they saw a few people holding metal pipes in their hands.
Even though their faces were masked, Shiba could guess who they were.He knew very well that the matter was not closed.
"Shiba..."
Shibaman took y/n behind him and spoke in a reassuring tone.
"Stay behind me okay? And whatever happens, don't do something stupid."
Y/n nodded and Shiba kicked a person who was swinginga pipe at him. It wasn't a long fight. The fight was reallyshort.But things changed when their leader, who was watching the fight on the sidelines, hit Shiba on the head with a pipe.
"Shiba!"  Y/n shouted in horror.Shiba fell to the ground and tried to fix his vision for a few seconds. He could feel the blood running down his forehead.
Someone leaned over him and unmasked his mask. He had a hideous grin on his face.
"I told you it wouldn't end here, Shibaman? It's been a long time."
When Shiba opened his eyes, he wasn't surprised by the familiar face he saw, but something did happen to surprise him.Y/n ran and kicked the bending boy hard in the face, and the boy fell to the ground. She hit so hard with all her might that the boy could not even stand up again from the pain.
Shiba looked at the young girl in surprise.He also looked a little shocked because she was staring at the boy on the ground without blinking.
Shiba got up from the ground holding his head and walked towards the young girl.
"Y/n?"  She didn't respond. "Hey!"  The young boy waved his hand in front of her face this time.  The young girl slowly turned to him and Shiba smiled.
"I told you not to do anything stupid"
Shibaman was also surprised when Y/n looked at him with her eyes filled with tears. He expected her to make fun of him for being beaten, not cry...
"Hey... are you okay? Are you hurt? Why are you crying?"
Y/n sonbed and spoke
"Idiot! I thought you were going to die.Why didn't you get up from the ground?"
As Y/n screamed in fear and anger, Shiba rolled his eyes and threw his arm around her shoulder.
"Let's go home y/n-chan... you get so annoying when you cry"
***
Y/n was at Shiba's house. She was cleaning the blood from his face with a cotton ball. And she scolded him every time.Of course, Shiba was scolding her too.
After yelling at each other for a while, y/n tossed the cotton to the side and took a deep breath.
"You really scared me."
Shiba became serious with the serious tone in the young girl's voice
"Sorry, that wasn't my intention."
Shiba was sitting on the sofa and y/n was standing between his legs, patching him up
"I was really scared for a moment. What would I do if you were injured more seriously because of me?"
Shiba smiled and nodded
"He didn't attack me because of you, it was a grudge from the past."
Y/n slowly nodded, lowered her head and closed her eyes. Shiba grabbed the young girl's chin and slowly lifted her up.Y/n swallowed with dark eyes staring at her when she opened her eyes.
What was this feeling?  Is it right, now?  Why was he looking at her like that?
Shiba was thinking the same thing.Was it the right time?  Would she kill her if he kissed her?  Or... it was now or never.
As Shiba slowly brought his face closer, y/n closed her eyes and bowed. It was now or never, right?  When their lips met, they both felt a sweet electric wave in their bodies.
A slow, sweet and deep kiss.It contained a lot of emotion and passion.
When they both broke up after a while, Shiba looked into the eyes of the young girl and smiled.
"So are you going to kill me?"
Y/n laughed and shook her head.
"Not today."
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hyukascampfire · 6 days ago
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Oh my goodness! I just have to drop in and say this. This isn't an ask or anything, simply pure praise. 🩷🙌🙌😜😜😜
Tsfawc is quite literally my favorite work right now. IN GENERAL. I'm so deadass. I can't say I've ever read something that I felt was so written for me bruh... like you REALLY FUCKING DID THAT!! LIKE REALLY REALLY ATE THAT. I cried, tweaked tf out😈, kicked my feet like a school girl, and got anxiety so bad that my eyes accidentally started skipping paragraphs to see what happens next.
Tmi but Ive been bed ridden and sick af for the past week and reading this has deadass fixed my sleep schedule and made me SO HAPPY?? like wait a minute... why is my brain feeling fulfilled and thriving in these trying times? PERIODDD
To put it simply, I just love love LOVE your writings and think your mind is absolutely gorgeous. Finding things like this on Tumblr makes me wonder how many Jane Austens and Agatha Christies are typing up "fanfics" on their laptops at 3am while sipping on a 5 hour old mcdonald's sprite.
I can't wait for the next chapter!! No rush, let your beautiful brain rest and power up! I hope this finds you well! 🩷🩷
AHHHHHHHHHH
hey so actually i read this three times before going to respond to it cause this is insane and i’m giddy now and want to reach for the laptop even though i swore i’ll give myself today to rest. omfg. getting a reader skipping lines to see what happens next is like actually the BIGGEST compliment IM SO HAPPY t GOODBYE and stop ur favorite work rn STOP IT STOP IT
not tmi at all friend i PROMISE. I LOVE HEARING WHATS GOING ON WITH EVERYBODY. i’m sick asf rn too 😭 also not tsfawc fixing your schedule and ruining mine. trade pls :3 NO BUT SRSLY I LOVE U and i will do my best to make sure the rest of the story lives up to how it is now 🫡
i am going to crawl up the walls wtfdym agatha christies and jane austens DO YOU WANT ME TO SOB BECAUSE I WILL? the writing and reading lover child inside of me is so happy right now. omfg. of course i’m not them but writing really is my dream :,)
writing w a 5 hour old mcdonald’s sprite is also the most accurate thank you for understanding
ILY and next chapter is my life’s focus rn, i’ll get her out for you as soon as possible!! I PROMISE!
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rueclfer · 15 days ago
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Oh girl,
I am NOT confident enough to even ask for his number, LET ALONE A SPARE JERSEY
(He'd never get it back)
ALSO-
My sister came up with a massively huge brain plan since I'm a chicken that can barely hold a conversation with him without blushing
Okay, so during the week leading up to Valentine's Day, my school sells chocolates and stuff, right? Well, they also let people buy roses, and then teachers will go around delivering the roses during classes right?
Well, me and the teacher that runs this are super close, her name is Mrs.Sears, literal queen icon (her son is in my grade and friends with Cy)
ANYWAY
Im gonna ask if she can deliver the roses I'm gonna get for Cy while we're in choir (2nd period) since we have choir together. Then my sister helped me write a little note
"I'm too much of a chicken to give you my name, but you can have my number ;)"
AND I FOOL PROOFED THIS PLAN!
I went through my phone and made sure I don't have any of his close friend's contacts in my phone, and if he goes to my friends, I told them to keep quiet about that. Of course, there are a few of his friends I can't get rid of for FBLA purposes, but I'll ask them to keep quiet.
Im tryna have the trope where the characters fall for each other without knowing who they are
Can't remember what the trope is called, but I think you catch my drift.
Also
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR RESUME! GIVING ALL THE GOOD LUCK KISSES
😚😚😚
(🧋)
THIS IS SUCH A CUTE N SILLY PLAN IM CRYINNGGGGGG omg i hope this actually works out like you are living my y/n dreams rn
^ also if you have instagram or any other social media you should disconnect your "connect to contacts " thing cause you know how apps suggest ppl u know n stuff based on whos number u have saved on your phone !!!!! to remain full anonymity
your sister has such a big brain for coming up with this LMAAAOOO PLSSS u must keep me updated when u do this
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sevicia · 10 months ago
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Writer Guy's only "friend" who sucks majorly. Notes under da cut. Heart.
Firstly ☝️ he's heavily inspired by the experience of having someone follow you around even after you have told them very explicitly to stop doing so. Writer Guy will look him dead in the eye and say "I don't care about anything you have to say. Leave me alone, you annoy the shit outta me", and he'll just go "Bro you're always so funny LOL I'm probably the only one that gets ur sense of humor. Anyways, about my new podcast idea..."
This guy's deal is that he's obsessed with others' perception of him. He's an aspiring influencer and can't decide between being a youtuber, a streamer, or having a podcast. He's into crypto and defends NFTs like it's his job.
He met Writer Guy in college and has stuck to him like a leech ever since, even though they only had a few classes together. His reasoning was that Writer Guy seemed like the lone-wolf type and thus would attract attention with his ~mysterious~ charm, when in reality he was so boring that no one really paid him any mind. If you ask any of their ex-classmates, you'll find that no one really remembers either of them.
He spends a lot of time in r/shortguys and gets frustrated that he can't relate to the whole "women only ever pay attention to tall guys and we manlets are all martyrs" thing cause he's never even tried to get with a girl (he will lie about this). He's gay as hell but in almost complete denial. Genuinely believes stuff like "it's not gay with the socks on".
Unserious images that remind me of him:
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I also gotta mention that his role in Mary and Writer Guy's story is very, very minimal, and that he never actually meets Mary. His story is a typical yaoi one where he falls in love with some guy and has one of those cliché "I'm not gay... why do I feel like this towards another man ?!?!!" moments. I chose to do it this way cuz I think it's funny as fuck to have him experience a romcom type thing while Writer Guy is basically Spongebob in the Silent Hill corridor.
I admit I'm not 100% sold on his hair, but it's brown for sure. Why? It just makes sense.
Some design notes including the other two:
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Writer Guy is generally apathetic and would be considered boring at a surface level by 99,9% of the population. He teaches philosophy (ethics, specifically) at the college Mary attends, though they weren't aware of each other before The Events. His lectures are notoriously boring and many of his students sleep thru class or just skip them completely, but he passes them all anyways.
He's a writer in his spare time and writes trashy extreme horror on his (anonymous) blog, which is how Mary becomes aware of him. Stuff happens, his superiors (who are at best ambivalent towards him) find out about his hobby, he gets fired and doesn't care enough to defend himself or to raise any concerns about the school's attitude towards its teachers' private lives.
I also forgot to include his "On" design in the above pic, so here, a comparison:
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I'm very obviously still figuring out how to draw him, but the drawing on the right is what he looks like at work. Just plain dorky and someone you would not look twice at.
I would also talk about his relationship with Mary, but for that I'd need to talk about Mary first, which I can't do rn cuz this post is already long enough and it's nearing 3 AM and she makes me absolutely BONKERS insane to the point I barely even know where to start when I wanna talk about her.
She's the only OC I have ever made a playlist for. I wish she was someone else's character so I could look at her without having to do the work myself.
A little fun fact about her is she used to dye her hair black before The Events. All I got for you rn.
OK that's all from me. For neoww...... Muah!
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petrichor-idyllic · 2 years ago
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hihi ^^
so i have another request but for spiderman (mcu) where it takes place post no way home, basically fem!reader doesnt end up losing her memory abt peter and she's always been by his side even after everything. But peter thought she would just lose her memory as well so when she finds him one day he gets shocked and emotional and the whole thing's js fluffy, comfort with some hurt/angst
i dont mean to rush or anything cuz u prolly have other reqs😭 but i js came up with this rn and wanted to drop it to u <33
Oh my god, a request not for the Maze Runner??? My time has come. I'm joking, I love writing for TMR, but there is a range of universes I write for on my masterlist and I'm actually thinking of updating it, so keep an eye out :))
LONG TIME COMING
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MASTERLIST | PETER PARKER MASTERLIST
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SUMMARY: See above. Takes place after the events of No Way Home.
WARNINGS: Inappropriate language, teenage angst and loneliness, sad times.
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You'd known Peter Parker your whole life.
You went to the same pre-school, kindergarten, middle school and high school together. You were connected at the hip for life, even when Ned joined in with your little group.
When you and Ned accidentally found out that Peter is Spiderman, neither of you knew how to react or what to do. But, over time, you all got used to it.
Ned used to always tease you because he thought you had a crush on Peter. You always brushed him off and told him he was dumb, until Peter started to crush on MJ. You weren't even bothered when he liked Liz, but that was different.
MJ was like you guys. A loser and a nerd who was smart and sarcastic, and she was gorgeous. Peter loved her, and when they started dating after MJ figured out he was Spiderman, you didn't have a chance.
Then Mysterio leaked Peter's face and he was desperate to change that. Seeking out Doctor Strange and accidentally causing a tear in the Multiverse.
You met his other universe counterparts, and enemies, and everything changed after that.
Peter vanished.
Your best friend for your whole life had disappeared.
But the weird thing was no one seemed to care. No one even remembered him.
MJ, Ned, everyone you went to school with- nothing.
You asked MJ day in, day out, you spoke to Ned about him all the time. But they just thought you were losing your mind or that this boy was someone you'd met and had mistakenly thought you'd introduced.
But you knew Peter. You heard the spell Docter Strange had cast- but you remembered him. Somehow, his spell left you unaffected.
Maybe it was a strange override- you'd known him your whole life, so without Peter, you'd have no memories left. And that would definitely be suspicious. Or maybe it was how close the two of you were, some unspoken rule that you can't forget the one you love most.
Peter was your entire life- he is your entire life.
And now he's gone.
But if Peter taught you anything, it's that you can't give up. He's got to be somewhere in the city, and you're going to keep looking, no matter how big New York may be.
"You're going out again?" You mother stands in the doorway of the living room of your small apartment. You've been fighting with your shoes for the last couple of minutes, accidentally waking her up. "It's very early."
"I have to, Mom, I can't waste any time-"
"I know, I know," she sighs. Your mother is your biggest supporter, but even she is doubtful. "This... boy, your friend that no one remembers- an Avenger, a superhero. You have to find him, but... but, sweetheart, are you sure that-?"
"Yes, I'm sure- no, I'm not losing my mind, even if everyone thinks I am. I'm going to find him, if it's the last thing I do." You put your foot down, standing with your arms crossed.
Your mother sighs. "Okay- but at least wear a coat; it's horrendous out there."
You give her a sheepish smile, then a nod. Grabbing your coat off of the hook in front of your door, you pull it over your shoulders. You open the door, slamming it behind you and taking to the streets, once again.
Darkness still consumes the rougher area you live in, sunlight just starting to peek over the buildings. Your mother was right; the rain beats down on the stone streets, sending a chill through you as it sinks in through your jeans- your coat keeps your upper body dry, though.
You prefer the mornings. It's still quiet, the only people about are coming home from night shifts or having to make early commutes to work. On your days off from work, this is how you spend your time. Walking the streets every chance you can get. Every chance you've had for the last few months.
The only hint you got was when a strange boy came into MJ's work. You just knew it had to be Peter, but you were too busy covering a shift to be there.
As the shops start to open, businesses coming into full swing, the creeping thought that this might be another day wasted starts to take over. You're starting to think you're never going to see him again.
You should've said something. Before him and MJ started dating, you should've realised your feelings sooner and told him how much he meant to you- maybe then he would have come looking for you as well.
You stand outside a corner shop, taking the moment to check your phone. MJ has sent a picture of the view from MIT with Ned in it. You smile. Your friends went to college and whilst you stay in touch, you chose to start working after school to help your mother instead.
And to stay and look for Peter.
"Oh! I'm sorry, Miss," the voice strikes you as you look up. You blink repeatedly like you're imagining it.
Peter stands, having just come out of the shop, a bag of groceries in his hands as he talks to a woman he's just bumped into by mistake. You'd think his Spider Sense would make him less clumsy.
They have a brief interaction, before she slips past him and into the store. And he, of course, holds the door open for her.
"Peter," your voice barely comes out as a croak, watching him adjust his bag to carry it easier. "Peter!" You scream.
He freezes, looking up and meeting your eye as you stand in the pouring rain.
It's him. You can't believe it's him.
"(Y/N)?" He stands in some form of disbelief, completely unable to process that you just said his name.
"Peter!" You move forward, jogging towards him. You throw your arms around him, making him stumble backwards as he stiffens for a second.
In a heartbeat, his shopping scatters to the floor, his strong arms encasing you, pulling you in closer.
"(Y/N), oh my God," he mumbles into your damp hair. He pulls away, his hands on your shoulders as tears threaten to fall from your eyes. "How..? I don't understand- you remember me?"
You nod, frantically. "Of course, I do."
"But... how? How is that possible?"
"I-I don't know," you shake your head, your emotions finally caving as tears roll down your cheeks.
He pulls you back into a hug, clinging onto you like he never has before.
"Why didn't you come and find me?" You sob into his shoulder. "You spoke to MJ and Ned, I know you did." You sniff. "Why didn't you find me?"
"I-I couldn't... it's hard to explain," he sighs, pulling away again. "How about we talk about it somewhere dry, hm? I've got a place not too far away."
You give a stiff nod after a moment's hesitation. "Okay."
Peter's place is somehow worse than yours. It's a shitty one room apartment with a bed, a desk and a kitchen in the same vicinity.
"Nice place," you attempt to joke to break the awkward tension from the mainly silent walk here.
He scoffs in response. "It's not much... but, yanno, it'll do." He takes his jacket it off, hanging it up. "Here, give me your coat." You obey, taking it off and handing it to him for him to do the same.
He sits on the end of his bed. "Guess I better explain why I've not found you, huh?"
"I mean, it'd be appreciated." You rock on your heels, staying where you're stood instead of joining his side.
"I just... I couldn't..." He lets out a deep sigh. "When I saw MJ and Ned in the café, I was almost relieved you weren't there. Standing there and watching them have no idea who I was... hurt. It hurt so much. But it would've been so much worse if you were there. I couldn't bare the thought of looking at you and you not knowing who I was. Looking at me like I'm a complete stranger- I could handle MJ and Ned," he pauses, looking at you as you step closer.
Standing in front of him, he reaches for your hands, taking them in his and playing with the old ring he gave you as a birthday gift. He smiles slightly, the fact you still wear it warming him.
"But, I couldn't handle it with you." He looks up. "I couldn't do it. I couldn't face you as a stranger. My (Y/N) looking at me like I don't know anything -everything- about her?" He shakes his head, pushing his lips into a thin line. "I just... couldn't."
"I remember you. You should've."
He snorts. "Yeah, well, I know that now, don't I? You found me instead. Guess you've learnt something from me."
"Not really," you scoff. "I looked for you. Everyday for months since you vanished. I felt crazy- everyone thinks I'm losing my mind. But I knew I wasn't; I had to find you."
"I can't believe the spell didn't work on you," he chuckles lightly, and you grin, laughing too,in disbelief more than anything.
"Must be special," you joke, giving him a mischievous grin.
He rolls his eyes. "Yeah, I coulda told ya that."
Your face suddenly becomes serious. All of your feelings for Peter flooding back in the damn breaks. It's rolling over in your mind. You swore you would tell him how you felt when you found him, that you should've done it earlier.
But now, him sitting in front of you, still playing with your fingers like they're a fidget toy, you don't know if you can.
"Hey," his voice is soft, easily able to see the internal anguish you're facing. "I know that face," he nudges you, letting his hands fall to his sides. "What's wrong?"
You shake your head, taking in a deep breath. "You know, when I lost you, I thought over and over what I'd say when I found you again. And..." You trail off.
"And what? You can tell me anything, that hasn't changed."
"I know," you huff, "and I know that you're probably still in love with MJ, and I get that but... screw it, I have to tell you. I like you. More than just a friend, and it shouldn't have taken you getting a girlfriend and vanishing off of the face of the Earth for me to realise."
You look at him, in the eyes, his expression is blank but you keep going.
"I love you, Peter Parker. And I think I always have."
"You... love me?"
"You don't have to love me back. I get it, but I just had to tell you just in case I don't get another chance and lose you again."
He laughs.
Like, he actually laughs at you, making you feel even more insecure.
"What? Why are you..? Okay, it's not that funny, asshole."
"I'm not.." He grins, leaning forward before standing up, making you step back. "I've had a crush on you since we were five. I've wanted you for as long as I can remember, but I figured you didn't feel the same- I mean, you didn't act like you did. So, I tried pushing it down, dating other girls. A-and MJ meant a lot to me, but there's a reason you were the person I couldn't face."
His hand comes to your face, cupping your cheek and lifting your head to look more at him. "It's just funny because I... well, I have always loved you- and I think I probably always will."
You can hear your heartbeat in your ears, heat flushing your body as you step closer to him. Your noses brush, glancing at his lips before he fully leans in.
Your lips connect. Your hands pull on his damp shirt, his coming to your waist. You want to kiss him forever, feel him every chance you get. The heat quickly becomes more heated, the loneliness he felt washing away and the anxiety you had vanishing.
He's here.
And he's yours.
You're interrupted when your ringtone goes off.
"Sorry," you mumble as you pull away, pulling your phone out of your pocket and reading the name flashing up on your screen. "Shit, it's my Mom. Do you mind..?"
"No," he clears his throat, stepping back "'course not.
You pick up. "(Y/N)? Where are you? I've been texting you non-stop. You know I get worried when you-"
"Mom," you cut her off and she stops talking as a beat skips.
"...You found him, didn't you?" Her voice is almost happy for you, relief audibly filling her.
Yooo, this was actually very fun to write and I very much enjoyed writing for the mcu for a change.
"Yeah," you squeak, emotions once again getting the best of you, "I found him."
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I have a fair few requests in atm so new requests may take a while for me to get to, but I will try to get through them ASAP.
I know most of you follow me for TMR content, but I hope you enjoyed something a bit different :))
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