honestly the way i see it the more nwb and ns interact the worse they're making their relationship/ them as a whole. cause like they're fundamentally too different, communicating barely works because one or the others gonna be tweaking cause there's no other incentive that make them communicate at all, and the shit that's happened already is kinda stuff you cannot move past because it happened DUE to them being fundamentally different. its either one of them completely changes their identity so they're actually compatible or they gotta distance themselves
i think distance is something that wayback himself has thought about. he’s not stupid enough to not realize that this is just Not Working Out, no matter how much he wishes it would. he (naively) thought it would just get better with time, and yet it didn’t. he said it himself—they should just give up, the idea of them possibly making up and getting along was just wishful thinking. But—on the other hand we have sep. who WANTS to make it better. who WANTS to change. who’s never given up on a problem before, and if there really is “no answer” to this particular one… well. they sure as hell are determined to create one.
it’s true that they both definitely suck at communicating. they’re incapable of talking things out unless they’re yelling at each other or at their limit emotionally. and their relationship is more of a “one step forward two steps back” type of deal. it’s gonna get worse. it’s gonna get better. it’s gonna get eeeeven worse than before until it Actually gets better. But personally i do not consider their relationship hopeless. i mean, they’ve already both changed so much since their first “talking it out”. sep especially. It’s just gonna take a shit ton more of time and effort to actually start making a difference
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hey, so I saw that prince of evil son of evil whatever you wanna call it post that you made a couple days back and I’m thinking it wouldn’t be that many beheadings during that arc, but there’s be like a fuck ton of like assassinations that nobody ever know who the culprit is and it’s left unsolved, and it would be allen and because he doesn’t wanna mess up his popularity so he gets some guards to secretly kill people who are doing things that he doesn’t like very much
YOU. YOU GET IT. YOU GET WHAT I MEAN.
this also makes sense thematically, according to Twiright Prank: riliane, as daytime, doing public beheadings that are widely known as being her orders; alexiel, as nighttime, ordering assassinations that are never fully found out and those might as well be considered a sort of curse during pride arc
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I have two Google docs for things I want to write: one for meta and the other is for fic and dumb little art ideas. I also have multiple WIPs as any person should have at any given time.
There are so many nice (adjacent) ideas I want to write but I’m so reactionary to certain fandom takes now that I’ll never do it. I used to be able to swallow certain takes with an “I don’t agree with that but it’s cute right now and I’m also on my period so I want to cry over fluff anyway.” But for my own personal sanity, I don’t want to “endorse” certain fanon things I’ve come to bristle at.
I have seen many others before post about how the deeper they get into their fav media, the more they move away from shrugging and scrolling towards visceral rage. Now, I’m not boiling with rage or whatever but I do know that the emotions I’m feeling means I need to back off for a while which is so disappointing. There’s so many ideas that I fear while never see the light of day because I can’t get behind “feel good family” takes without feeling like I’m declawing characters.
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fierce deity is the only one I know so 💢💤🕷
YEAAHHHHHH YEAHHHHH FIERCE DEITY MY BELOVED!! (ignore how this took me a whole day to respond cause I got into playing minecraft oops)
💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?
okay I'm just gonna say it, fierce deity gives me the vibes of being SO bad at both divine and mortal social cues, my man's has just stared at all the Link's while they're sleeping. He's done that several times, he won't stop and he doesn't blink at all so I hope you're okay with a literal god staring down at you unblinkingly in your sleep!
Another thing is that... he's kinda overprotective, but isn't extremely obvious about it, if anything he's so quiet about it that it takes awhile for anyone to notice. One of the worst things when anyone does realize? He doesn't uhhhhhhh stop, he can lessen the overprotective tendencies or be sneakier about it, sure, but he just will not stop. The issue is that he's so freakishly strong that most other people just come off as being painfully delicate! He can shrug off fights with literal gods and people just? Fall over after one little stab? What the hell?
Another thing is that the fierce deity doesn't know customs, or social norms, and doesn't really care about sounding nice if someone is annoying him or just made him mad. He doesn't have time for this shit, leave him alone or you're being tossed off a cliff.
Also I gotta emphasize the overprotective part again! ^-^ man's will straight up be the equivalent of the most intimidating guard dog alive but won't say a word, he'll just fucking stare at you. Unless you do something against someone he cares about, then your entire hand is suddenly gone !
💤 SLEEPING - do they fall asleep easily? what helps them sleep?
So here's the thing, as in the name- the fierce deity is a god and doesn't really... sleep, the next best thing he can do instead of sleep is meditate or sorta be in a relaxed doze. But the fierce deity doesn't resent this, not at all, if anything he's very happy that he has no need for sleep. This is because sleeping is actually the closest thing he could ever relate to when it came to being sealed in the mask. Hundreds of years passing by with every blink, reality seeming closer to the murky memories of Demise and Hylia that haunt him for centuries and the anger towards the golden goddesses.
When he was in the mask it was near impossible to understand a thing, his consciousness was closer to sand falling inbetween his fingers despite how desperately he wanted to perceive the world around him. Sleeping inside the mask meant dissociation, endless nightmares, and the complete inability to have any sort of free will. For this reason the fierce deity is secretly relieved that he doesn't have to sleep, it brings back for to many bad memories whenever he tries.
Instead of sleeping he typically just watches over the group and let's them all sleep instead, it brings him far more peace to see them all together, alive and safe.
🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?
Ooohhhhhh he has a couple big fears, but here's a few: loss of free will, inability to protect, failure, and a loss of control. Most of these stem back to the golden goddesses and Hylia, both of which he has extremely complicated relationships towards and has no wish to forgive them for any of it. Another fear of his is allowing for his incarnations (the link's basically) to fall under the goddesses/Demise's control again as he blames himself for all the shit they've gone through up to that point.
Basically he fears failing the ones he cares about most and them being hurt from his own weak-will/inability to protect and being trapped in the mask again <3 the mask is one of his BIGGEST fears and he will outright fight the goddesses in hand to hand combat to not go back in it <- there's a good chance he would win ANYWAY
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