#I blame biscuit tbh

[for-ships-that-never-sail]

Okay Y'ALL I saw Episode 5 today and these are the thoughts I jotted down while watching it (PART 2 OF 2)

Please don’t read below the cut if you are avoiding spoilers until you get to watch it yourself 

And FYI some of these may not have any context, but I guess it won’t matter cause you’ll have context in 7ish hours anyway (also sorry about how long all my thoughts and feelings are lol)

Awh Kate you’re so pretty - kinda weird to see her so chill though - she was so stressed all of season 2 that seeing her so serene is throwing me off tbh - I am so happy for you though my love

Also her outfit that looks like a sari is soooo gorgeous I WANTTTT

Love the cinnamon biscuits vs fruit jellies bit

Portia ma'am please listen to Varley FFS

lol I hope they did in fact fuck again like she wanted

Ugly crying at MY MESSSSSS

PARIS? oufff I love how comfortable she is, just casual teasing chit chats with bestie

“Undefended”? Charlotte needs a different hobby pleaseeee

LOLLLLL when did Penelope learn to do her hair and makeup by herself???? Cause there’s no fucking way she would’ve looked THAT fucking good after alllll of that lol

We were going to be KNIGHTS!! OMG sweet babiessss

“as much as I do” I can’t even blame anyone for anything they’ve done or said so far tbh 

This is such nuanced writing — I understand exactly where pretty much everyone is coming from and that’s really nice tbh 

Omg they really do want Cressida to marry a dinosaur 

WTF Cressida you do you girl fuck shit up for Penelope I don’t even care do whatever you have to do and go all out and save yourself cause no one else will I’m so sorry you were ever put in this position  

We have been acting uncouth AS OF LATE??? as of late????!? Omggg Portia girl pleaseeeee you had ONE job and you’re just gonna pass the buck to your daughters instead? STAHP own up to your shit cause you knowwww they bully her because youuu bullied her and the gall to say this is just happening LATELY on top lmao 

Though like in her eyes I always do see remorse too - I think she just lacks courage to ever really own up to everything in full because she’s just so guarded 

Honestly this is such stellar acting 

And also like, Penelope, most of you is your mom my girl - your brains, your overthinking, your inability to just say Yuh I done fucked up my bad lol 

Greg’s hat

Yesssss lord Kent find you some Bridgerton besties 

I actually do love Portia - yeah she’s been a colossal dick of a mom to Pen but as complex women go, I get her - If she makes amends with Pen for them daily microaggressions and general abuse one day, for real for real, she’d be really great 

Omg Mama B and Lady D are such big shippers - wish they didn’t fully cut out the Lady D stuff from the books though le sigh 

Eloise has a point - I agree - she had lotsss of alone time to say it - I understand Pens fear completely, but she must realize that her saying this is still soooo much better than him having to find out on his own - and there is no way he wouldn't - and he’d be more hurt by that part than the actual LW part I think and honestly Eloise is right about her being involved in that painful deception too, I wouldn’t want my own brother to feel betrayed by me like that either, given how often he wished LW ill out loud - and the longer Pen stays quiet the more guilty Eloise becomes as a sister too - If anything her not immediately snitching makes her moreee team Pen than team Colin - this is still a lowkey loyalty to Pen for sure - I think I may have issued this same ultimatum under these conditions too

Omggg JOHNNNNNN stop he’s having a panic attack why did Fran put him on the spot like thissss????

“As you rightly mocked me last season” lolllll

Awh Colin and the toast 

Eloise should nottttt have done her second toast - now THAT part was uncalled for, but I guess they want to keep the stress levels high 

Lmao Kate to the rescue 

I loveeeee how close they are sitting in public - but like… does nooooo one else see this??? Hips glued together? Hands holding??? Just out in the open?? No one thinks this is insanely intimate for a newly engaged couple of the ton??? Even if it’s a love match? None of the older women are clocking this and saying 1. Sit the fuck apart 2. Did yall fuck already cause yall look like you fucked and we don’t even have a wedding date set yet??? Are you not going to even ask for a special license?? You just want her to pop a baby before she technically should and cause more drama?? Like who is in charge of all these fools?? Mama B what is you doing??? Do you not think Colin is being a nasty girl with his wife-to-be?? lol

Lol Anthony I love you, you competitive lil bitch 

Lmaooooo Eloise and Penelope being the smartest bitches of the ton YESSSS

Portia trying to show where Pen's brain comes from lol

Muddy boots panic again 

LMFAOOOOOOO Mama B your face is going a mile a minute right now listening to the muddy boots

"I saw straight away" OH MY FROHN you will end me one day

Pen get your shit together pls grab a brown paper bag or smthn 

Oooohhhhh fuck I get itttttt

Cressida girl my bad I get ittttttt sooooo much more - I didn’t fully understand her thought process behind what we already knew she was gonna do until just nowwww - they really set it up for her well - girl needed an exit and everyone fully offered her one - I have no issues with this at all tbh 

Omg omg this is the most chaotic midnight strike of all time like 6 different things happened at the same time???? 

Well that was some good old fashioned Bridgerton CHAOS Hope y'all enjoyed it too!!!! LESS THAN 8 HOURS TO GOOOOOOOOOO

[tired-biscuit]

Did mr biscuit know his friend was fucking up and agreed to hook up with you or did he not know?

he didn’t really ask for details cos i was still sorta heartbroken and bitter about my ex cheating on me, but he did know that we were definitely over and that i obv just needed a rebound

tbh neither of us expected for it to turn into something more. i know that it was a shitty thing to do from both of us, but so was the cheating that my ex did to me, ya know? we’re all to blame.

we hooked up and time passed and i eventually got over the whole thing and actually started paying attention to him instead of my ex. feelings got involved and after a while we realized that we both clearly wanted to be with each other so bad; we really, really, really liked each other from the first moment we met anyway.

and then those feelings got even stronger after we hooked up a couple times more and started going out to actually talk, so we just said fuck what other people think and got together. so it’s been like that for the last 6+ years and the drama has long since passed, thank god djjdjdjd

AND I’M REALLY HAPPY EVEN IF THE START WAS ROCKY/NOT AS ROMANTIC AS IT IS IN MOST BOOKS AND MOVIES

i truly want to marry him lol

anonymously message me 3 (or less) things you want to know about me.

[1vy-ofthevall3y]

https://www.tumblr.com/1vy-ofthevall3y/744658924283805696/fuck-you-wont-understand-how-his-intelligence?source=share

This gives a idea! Can you do reader is telling their type like what kind of guy they like and reader is describing chishiya's personality (intelligent , hot lol) later chishiya realise it and started teasing the reader?? Thank you!

warning: fluff!. lower case. took place in the jack of heart game.

a/n: tbh, i feel i'm bad at writing a full one like this. but thanks for the idea and request

you and chishiya are casually wandering around the cafeteria of the prison, taking the biscuit he found that is better than every other one here. your sigh beside him caught his attention, glanced over at you for a moment then back at the pack of snacks in his hand.

"something's bothering you?"

thought you were feeling anxious over the game, it's been filled with manipulation since the second round. you have no idea who the jack is, yet, and chishiya's already had some suspicions in his mind. and your eyes were secretly on him all the time on this round.

"nothing... just some personal problems."

personal problems, huh?

"hm."

he hummed acknowledged, having an urge to know what's on your mind right now. it's not that he doesn't care about what people think, he's actually even curious about it sometimes, then at the end, he chose to ignore it, because it's not his problem, or something he's interested in. but this time, it's you, so why not take this moment as an advantage to know you more?

"...mind telling me?"

"what?" you look up at him.

"personal problems." he holds the snack by his side, stuck one of his hand into his pocket and turned to face you, stare back at your confused eyes.

"oh." you feel surprised when he asks you if you want to share it with him, which is kinda out of his character.

he rarely gets into small talks, you noticed. both you and kuina back when you're still at the beach, always gossip about everything that you guys found interesting and funny. chishiya's just listen, or mostly, ignore all the talks and think about the plan to get out of here with you and kuina.

oh, how you missed kuina and her humourous. you still remember when she asked you if you have any type of man you like, and it's still bothering you until now. you used to go on dates with guys before getting into the borderland, some of them may have your interest, but still, not able to reach your heart. clearly, they just not what you expect them to be your... actual type. until you meet him.

"i was thinking that i may have figured out what my type is." you shrugged, looking away.

"your type?" he tilted his head slightly, growing interest at this side of yours.

"type of man, yeah." you sighed, "it's just... i used to don't know what exactly my type is, it's been bothersome to me. it was just so confusing, i even tried to go on date with some guys, and no second date happens after then, all of that just to figure out what kind of man i'm into."

chishiya remains silent after you've done telling him your thoughts, makes you feel like you may be too talkative for him, or makes him feel uncomfortable. can't blame you cause you're used to having kuina by your side every time you talk.

as you were about to apologise, and asked him if it's a little too much for him to hear, he cut you right before you can.

"what's your type then?"

"...huh?" you're confused again, it's strange when he wants to know it.

"you said you may have figured it out, so there must be someone who caught your interest, or even have your heart, i suppose?" he almost chucked at your confused face, finding it quite adorable. you must be surprised when he suddenly even cares about your 'personal problem'.

'it's you.'

it's like he can read through your inner self. you can't tell him that it's him who you found you're attractive to. so you have to choose words carefully, to describe him without him realising.

"well. i guess it's about being confident, independent, calm, have perfect plans..., and hot...? uh... being intelligent and outsmarts everyone around him would be perfect for me..."

yeah fuck. too detailed. should've think thoroughly before saying it.

at this point, you already feel your cheeks starting to burn at your own words. did he know that you were just describing him?

"...i think i know this guy." he narrowed his eyes and raised an eyebrow, commenting on your 'type'.

oh! so he thought it was someone el-

"actually, i know that i know him pretty well." his voice sounds playful as his lips curled up, smirking at you.

oh.

you immediately understand what he means by that look as you widen your eyes, dumbfounded. he... realised.

"don't even think about it." you were just opened your mouth as he warned you before you could deny your feelings for him, which would be a huge lie if you do.

he looks at you up and down, then right at your face, that eyes of yours before it darted away from his, that little blush. it's all too familiar for him.

so it was right. his theory all along, about your feelings for him, was right. he takes your silence as an agreement to his conclusion, and starts to tease you.

"don't think that i didn't notice your stare on me, or how you avoid my eyes, and hide that little blush whenever i look at you a bit too long." he calmly stated, enjoying how shy you're looking right now, knowing he's the only one who could easily makes you like this.

widened your eyes as you turn to face him, not noticing when your lips parted slightly at his statement. all this time, you thought he was just caring about his plans and strategies for these games and being an emotionless, cold man, turned out you were just making yourself a fool.

"so you do know about my feelings all along!" you furrow at the realisation, can't believe you just exposed yourself like that.

"oh sweetheart, you're the one who's willing to tell me your feelings." he chucked.

this is when you immediately regret opening up yourself to him, you may feel relieved whenever you blur out what's bothering your mind at the moment with your close friends, like kuina, but now you hate yourself for that.

you groan and cross your arms, not looking at his 'winning' face anymore. but not for so long when you have to look back at him after his next unexpected words.

"you know, i don't feel annoyed when your type is me, in fact," he leaned closer to your ear until you could feel his warm breath on your skin.

"...i wanted it to be true."

he leans back and meets with your big, round eyes, looking straight into you with a smirk on his face, still being close to you. he makes sure to take in everything into his mind and never forget this moment.

you stare at him for a few more seconds before getting out of your flustered mind and rolling your eyes, slightly pressing your lips together.

"shut up." you muttered, pressed the palm of your hand on his lips and pushed his face far from your already like a tomato face, turned back and walked away from him with his laugh leaving behind before you could turn yourself into an actual idiot with his teases.

"hey, i think i know my type too! wanna hear it?" he shouted from behind and slowly followed your steps, not going to end this little joy, knowing that soon he will have to soothe you for his teases.

well, at least it's not a waste of time to listen to this, and the most important thing is that he knows that you have a crush on him, too.

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© 04/04/2024 [ @1vy-ofthevall3y ]

[peachsayshi]

SatoSugu can f*ck the stress out of me 😩👌

[mercyandmagic]

Hi, mercyandmagic.....If you don't mind me asking, why is your top 4 fav tgcf characters are jian lan, mu qing, xie lan and hua cheng? Sorry if you've answered this question before......

Don’t ever be sorry for your asks. <3

Jian Lan

She’s a badass? She refuses to show shame for her assault, despite the older women who scorn and shame her. She and her family place the blame at the rapist’s feet, where it belongs. “Why should I be ashamed? I didn’t do anything wrong!” is inspiring tbh. (IMO she then takes it too far by leading demonstrations against all the refugees...  but her rage is really understandable).  

She’s a great mother to Cuocuo, and cool enough to step away from Feng Xin when she realizes he is no longer in love with her.  I love Jian Lan.

Mu Qing

Look, he’s a bitter biscuit who lashes out despite craving love.  He’s kinda what would happen if you combined Jiang Cheng and Jin Guangyao. A true tsundere, and yet he clearly cares about both Xie Lan and Feng Xin.

Xie Lan

He’s just... good? Like I’d love it if God was like him. He’s kind, he’s not one to sit by while injustice happens, he’s idealistic in the best way. His suffering breaks your heart.

Hua Cheng

Smooth, badass, awesome...  and yet insecure.  A demon with more life and better morals than many of the gods.  I love him.

[imastrangeone98]

Thank you so much for your reblog of "Cloaked hearts". It means so much to me that people genuinely enjoy this angst I wrote. It broke my heart for more that 35 days in a row (coming up with the idea, laying down the summary, extensively writing it, editing, editing again, and again, proofreading before publishing).

I love the tags you put when you rebloged, btw, I'm sorry if it hurt you too much, but tbh... that was the intention when I wrote/published that. 🤭💜

If you want to add anything else about the fic but felt like you shouldn't leave too many comments, my dear, feel free to leave as many words as you want in your reblogs 🥺💜

-Biscuit, happy af.

Ayo, this god(dess) of a writer actually messaged me?!?! I have been blessed, dont mind while I scream to high heaven 😩😩🥺🥺

But honest to god, that piece made me lay in bed for nearly an hour, contemplating the unimaginable struggles and joys of being a single parent- ushijima having to give up his dream of being a volleyball pro to be a parent is something that many real single parents have probably done in order to give their child a better life, and it's so painful to have to watch him being a parent and also having very human emotions about his deceased wife, because his emotions are very valid.

But also... that poor baby girl. Reading that struggle in the end about how she was blaming herself, her dad, the universe about that tragedy of her mother- god, no child should ever have to endure such pain. And it's so realistically written that reading the confrontation between father and daughter was so gutwrenching because you can't help but completely understand both sides of the argument. He is only doing his best to be a parent that provides, and she only wants someone to be there for her.

Also, fuck Karla XD

You are such a powerful writer, and this voice is something I admire. Also, I admire the fact that you can write angst- if I tried to write angst I think I'd just cry haha

[lordofthenerds97]

Omg personality compatibles are so fun! Let’s see I’m a girl & straight to start off. Pretty chill unless I’m passionate about something. A big child honestly with my love for animations movies & cartoons. Honestly very self conscious and want to be wanted for me and not a fake image I put out. Very awkward but only bc i try hard to be likable?? Bit of a dumbass and forgetful but I make up for it with loyalty/love. Have no idea what else to add haha

I love doing compatibles! I don’t do them very often and tbh, this will be one of my first few times doing headcanons. So this’ll be fun for both of us! :D Thanks for asking, hun!!

I ship you with…

Alexei!

The first time he laid eyes on you was at the carnival

You were working with your brother, helping to operate the tilt-a-whirl

You were leaning against the gate, the metal tucked under your arms as you popped a bubble, watching your brother start the ride

The line was rather long and both you and your brother rolled your eyes, realizing it was mostly full of teenage guys

You were rather disinterested as you watched, having done this a million times

But then you felt a pair of eyes on you

You turn and see a man standing over at one of the games a few yards from the ride

He was a cute guy with a dorky smile and glasses, his dark curls a mess

You flashed him a wide grin and raised your hand in greeting, waving at him

And that was it for him

He started to approach the ride

And to your surprise, you leaned back just a bit more, puffing out your chest slightly and tipping your hat back. You made it a point to also draw attention to your slender legs

He turned and waved at the man shouting at him and you couldn’t decipher what they were saying from your spot

To your disappointment, he turned back to you with a forlorn look before bolting after the other man

You let out a huff and crossed your arms, realizing you lost the only chance you had to maybe end the night on a high note

Skip about three days ahead

You hear about a ton of crazy sh** going down at the mall, and you were so thankful you had called in with the stomach flu 

You blamed greasy carnival food

And then you heard a knock at the door 

With quiet curses being muttered, you huffed and made your way over

And your eyes got about as wide as saucers when you opened it

Jim Hopper, a long time family friend, Joyce Byers, and your mystery man were standing at the door

You looked between the three of them, your eyes mainly focused on the man in the middle

He seemed to be as star struck as you were

“Are you even paying attention to me?”

You snapped your gaze back to Hop

“Sorry,” you mumbled

He rolled his eyes. “Smirnoff-”

“Alexei.” 

“Alexei, needs a place to lay low for a while. Can he stay with you?”

You were rather taken aback by the request. “Why me?”

“Because you’re one of the few people I trust. Besides, I think you would get along swimmingly.”

You agreed and the man Alexei was left in your care

You soon realized he barely spoke English and was from Russia

He loved Looney Tunes about as much as you did

He stayed with you for almost a year

You taught him English by watching Looney Tunes with him and he taught you Russian

He loved the fact that you felt free to be yourself around him, that you were so comfortable with him that you didn’t fear embarrassing yourself

He loved watching movies with you 

Especially Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

He thought your slight awkwardness in social situations was rather endearing

He wouldn’t leave your side if he knew you were uncomfortable

And he realized right away that you were extremely forgetful

So he would be so sweet

And leave you little sticky notes around the house

They would be written in Russian (which you quickly learned to read) or shaky English

Don’t forget doctor

Have to go store

Need milk

Movie night on Friday

And this boy was so soft for you

You loved him for it

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[myckicade]

Do the kids stay snakes forever, or do they change into toddlers/babies? (I only just found your blog so I have no idea if you've answered a similar ask, so please forgive me if you have) Bc tbh I thought that in the last ask you answered, that Crowley might turn around and find the missing kid looking like a toddler, walking on unsteady legs, knocking things over and completely nude. He sees Crowley and they just stare at each other until the baby smiles and laughs while Crowley is just "???"

Awww! That’s so adorable! I gave it some thought, and I think it would go down, a little something like this:

P.S. This is being broken down into (at least) three parts.

***

“Do you think they’ll be like this, always?” Aziraphale asked quietly, voice barely above a whisper. He didn’t dare raise it, even a fraction, for fear of waking the two slumbering hatchlings curled around his throat.

Crowley looked up from where he sat, at the opposite end of the sofa. “What do you mean?” he murmured, with a tired smile. The child draped over his shoulder didn’t budge. The one on his chest wiggled for a second, before settling back down. Reaching up, Crowley brushed a gentle thumb along the boy’s side, hoping to comfort him back to sleep.

On the other cushion, Aziraphale looked to be struggling over a thought. “I mean, will they be… Well…” He looked to each of the four children, in-turn, before looking to their mother. “Like they are now.”

Crowley raised an eyebrow. “What, like, snakes, you mean?”

Aziraphale gave a guilty nod. “I-I’m not trying to say that there’s something wrong with it. With them.” He worried his bottom lip between his teeth for a second. Crowley’s smile returned. Now, his angel was just over-thinking it. “I love them. You know I do. I just wondered if…” He sighed. “Well, I just wondered if you thought they might have inherited your gift for… Well… Transmogrification.”

“Shape-shifting, angel,” Crowley corrected lightly. “Let them learn the easy words, first.” That got a smile. Still, Aziraphale carried that expression of guilt, which didn’t suit the demon, at all. “I know what you mean. And, honestly, I’m not sure.”

Blue eyes glanced up. “No?”

Crowley shook his head briefly, before catching himself. “I mean, I’d like to think so. They’ve certainly got the right personalities for it.”

“My dear, they’ve only just joined the world.” True, just hours prior, they had begun cracking their ways into existence, beyond their shells. They’d been checked, fed, and sleepy, in no time. Given the hours of waiting, watching, and caring for them, their parents were likewise ready for a nap. “How can you tell what their personalities are?”

Crowley’s lips turned up, in the softest expression he was sure he’d ever attempted. (If a full fifty-percent of that expression was smug satisfaction, then so be it. He’d earned it). “Easy,” he replied, looking the father of his children in the eyes. “I’m their mother.”

***

“Where in the f-.” Crowley paused, catching himself, at the last second. He leaned back, to peer through the doorway, and into the living room. Nah, they couldn’t hear him. Still, he bit his tongue. He’d promised Aziraphale, after all.

But, really, where, in every conceivable Circle of Hell, was his fucking plant mister?!

It had been going on for days, now. Every time he tried to find something, he felt like it wasn’t where he’d left it. Keys, cups, books… Crowley half-expected to come home to find the whole blessed flat moved slightly to the left. He was getting closer and closer to believing that, no, he wasn’t just imagining it. Which left only a handful of options:

1. Aziraphale was right, and pregnancy had left him a little light in the brain cells, and lax in memory.

2. Aziraphale thought he was being fucking funny, in hiding Crowley’s things.

3. The fucking place was haunted.

Honestly, he liked the third option the best. He was pretty sure he’d read that, somewhere, in the last century, that newborn babies could disrupt the peace and harmony of the spirit world. And, he’d had four of them.

Crowley cringed. On second thought, the first option was looking better and better.

Pausing, he took a deep breath, which he let back out slowly. Where hadn’t he looked? Well, no, really, where hadn’t he looked, by that point? He’d been through the bedroom, the bathroom, and he’d threatened the plants three separate times. (As expected, everyone was pretty well mum on the subject). Nothing was on the kitchen counters, but-Oh! Maybe, the cupboards. It stood to reason. After all, Aziraphale was always putting things back where they didn’t belong.

Bless him, his lover tried. His heart was in the right place, even if Crowley had no idea where the angel’s brain sometimes ended up.

Though, as of recently - as evidenced, at the moment - Crowley really was one to talk.

Well, the cupboards were as good an idea as any, he supposed. He made a sudden one-eighty, intent to saunter back to the kitchen. A shot of discomfort in his hips stopped him in his tracks. Crowley swallowed back a hiss, and shook his head. “Ow.” He rocked from side to side, a few times, stretching that one out, before continuing on his way. “Wish that would go away.” From the beginning of his pregnancy, he’d been plagued by aches to… most of his body. And, most of them had gone away, by the time he’d given birth. The hips, though. That pain had decided to stick around for a prolonged torment. The frequency, and severity had both lessened, but every now and then…

Crowley smiled, just a little. Every now and then, he’d get a reminder of how worthwhile the last six thousand years truly had been.

“Helps that you’re cute, too,” he murmured, as he passed by the most precious basket in all of Creation. He peeked in, smiling at the three slumbering sn-.

Three? Oh, Hell, not this again.

“Freddie, you little-.” That child was a terror, Crowley had concluded. Every time he turned his back, Freddie was out of the basket, and off on an adventure. He had no idea where the boy got it from. Honestly. One of Aziraphale’s hidden traits, he imagined.

And, promptly, he scoffed. ‘Hidden’. Sure.

Crowley continued toward the kitchen, already picturing the jar of biscuits, in his head, complete with his son, nibbling away on more sugar than any four children would ever need. (And, he would know).

“Somethin’ wrong, Mama?” came a voice from Aziraphale’s chair, across the room.

“Yeah, baby, don’t worry. I’ve just got to go find your brother.”

Wait. Wait, what?

Crowley stopped, mid-step, just to back up, a few paces. Poking his head back into the living room, he turned wide eyes toward the source of that voice. He was met by the stare of a pair of golden-coloured eyes, under a mop of messy, blonde curls. A little girl. Three, maybe four years old. If he hadn’t known any better, he would have thought someone’s child had wandered into his flat, by mistake.

“Uhhh,” he muttered helpfully, as he stepped closer to the girl. “Hi, there.”

She beamed. “Hi, Mama!” The child kicked her feet, under the weight of the heavy book that was open, atop her lap.

Yeah. Yeah, she was definitely one of his.

Crowley took another step. Floundered for a second, for something to say. “Sooo…” he began, stuffing his hands into his pockets. He rocked back on his heels, a couple of times. “Out of the basket, I see?”

“Yeah.” She shrugged. “Daddy didn’t finish the story yet, and I wanna’ know what happened to th'dragon.” She held up the story book, a bit, for her mother to see.

“Ah-huh.” Crowley nodded slowly. So, she’d clearly gone from one end of the room to the other, powered by the knowledge that, at the end of her efforts, she would be rewarded with a book. Yeah. That sounded familiar. “And, you had to stretch your limbs, because…?”

What followed was the most indignant expression he’d ever encountered from a child. “How else was I gonna’ turn the pages?” She huffed, just a little, before glancing back down to the book. “I had t'stare at the same picture so long, I got bored.”

Crowley found himself staring, for a moment. And, when the first thought in his head was, Yeah, wait ‘til your Dad tries to take you to a gallery, he scrubbed a hand over his face. Blinked, a few times. Made sure he wasn’t hallucinating. He could hardly blame himself, on that last bit. It was borderline insane, what was happening. All right, all right, yes, he knew the day was likely to arrive, eventually, but… He was talking to his child. Talking with her, not just rambling on about nothing, and getting a tongue-flicker, in return. But, if he was talking to her…

Crowley took a moment to glance back at the basket, under the heat lamp. One, two-Yep. Still three of them. Well, he’d be blessed. He owed Freddie an apology.

Turning back to his most recent runaway, he squinted, trying to figure out which one she was. Pinky and Jeckle had the same colour eyes, so that was out, as an identifier. And, all three that remained in the basket were still sound asleep, curled up, and hiding any other telltale markings.

Ah, right. Markings. That was when he spotted it. Along the little girl’s side, near her ribs, Crowley could see the edges of what looked to be a fairly sizable birthmark. A blush-coloured birthmark.

Again, the demon found himself smiling. “Pinky.”

Pinky looked up again. “Yes, Mama?” She held his gaze, expectant, and Crowley felt something catch in his chest. It wasn’t just the blonde hair that gave her away as her father’s daughter.

Oh, Aziraphale was going to shit a brick.

Striding the rest of the way across the room, Crowley nabbed the book from his daughter’s hands. Before Pinky could give voice to the protest he could just feel was coming on, he lifted the child into his arms. “Come on, then,” he replied, finally, and dropped a kiss to Pinky’s cheek. She giggled, hugging her arms around his neck. Oh, motherhood was turning him into such a sap. He was going to be a puddle of goo, before too long. And, this was just the first!

“Where are we goin’?”

“To get some clothes on you.” Crowley grinned, carrying Pinky toward the bedroom. “Maybe, comb your hair. Can’t have you running around, in the altogether, when your father gets home.” Said father, he knew, was in for quite a surprise.

“He’d better be home, soon!” Pinky warned. “He’s got stories ta’ finish!”

Crowley threw his head back, in a laugh. Quite a surprise, indeed.

***

Later, while he and Aziraphale sat on the couch, accompanied by a bottle of wine, Crowley scrunched his nose, in thought. “Where did she even get 'Mama’ from, anyway?”

Aziraphale’s answer was just fucking typical. “Well, my dear, I’m sure it was from one of those dreadful television programs you like to watch, while they’re awake.”

Crowley didn’t even check to see if any of the children could see him, before he flipped their father off.

[artnerd1123]

roo and aiden for the character meme! i love those fools

:D !!! them!!! the paint fools! i love them as well sldkfjsd–

here’s the meme stuffs >:3

its super long but i’m sure u won’t mind slkjfs

Aiden:

favorite thing about them: he’s just. he’s just a dad. a good dad. like, there’s so many great things about him, but the fact that he’ll accidentally adopt kids and jus wants everyone to be taken care of is PEAK aiden ;w;

least favorite thing about them: he can be… like… really stubborn sometimes. stubborn, and does stupid things under pressure. it’s not the best combo sometimes lskdjfs

favorite line: he hAS A LOT OF GOOD ONES but my favorite is prooobably from “don’t make me dad you,” where journ’s just told him smth like ‘if u want me to go to bed take me there yourself’ and aiden goes “… y’know what? I’ll take you up on that.” and just. picks journal up. its peak dad skldjflskdfs

brOTP: its a toss up between roo n journ!!! give me the wholesome son time!!! 

OTP: paint dad and plant mom! gimme the good aiden n nettles content :3

nOTP: if u do aiden with any of the familiars or his son figure (restricting to afw cast), i personally will steal ur teeth. if ur not doin that tho, that leaves evangel, and that’s DEFINITELY a notp lskdjflsk–

random headcanon: he tries to send letters to his family members at least once a week. they might be scattered, but he loves his parents n younger sister v much ;w;

unpopular opinion: sometimes,,, aiden angst,,, is fun,,,,,,,,

song i associate with them: oof, i’ve got a whole playlist. but! to go back to his roots, the song “so alive” by the goo goo dolls was his first “theme” 

favorite picture of them: just him is probably this one. he’s a paint fool!!!

Roo: 

favorite thing about them: he’s KITTY and he’s CUTE!!!!!!!! his design makes me v happy, especially when he’s being a cat/a happy lil dude ;w;

least favorite thing about them: hmm… not sure, tbh. maybe how hard on himself he can be sometimes :(

favorite line: this series of lines from “bittersweet orchid tea” gets me every time ;-;“… yeh can’t blame yourself for what someone else chose teh do… No matteh how much it h-hurts… or yeh f-feel like y-yeh coulda done somethin… Y-yeh gotta remembeh it was theih ch-choice. Yeh didn’ make em choose it. They… they did it on theih own. A-and yeh j-just gotta live with w-what happens… even… even if it h-hurts yeh both more’n anythin…”

brOTP: toss up between wholesome dad time, or wholesome sibling time with journ or ruffy??? hm… i think dad time wins out… roo n aiden are so good ;w;

OTP: seraph!!!!! they’re so so so cute together, they give me such life ;w;

nOTP: roo with anyone but seraph (out of afw cast), tbh. it gets……. really icky otherwise slkdjfds

random headcanon: i think i said this before, but different colors of paint have different food tastes for roo! his specific shade of indigo tastes like cheddar garlic biscuits ^^

unpopular opinion: the big scary panther is cute, just angy >:0

song i associate with them: i have a playlist for him too!!! but i think “peppermint cats” by SharaX is a really good one. ‘s about a cat that loves snow- perfect for my boi ;w;

favorite picture of them: nO FAIR I HAVE SO MANY… FRICK… every image of him is my favorite, tbh. but! since i have to pick! the iconic original design pic/its redraw can come out on top…

[one-1-year-gone]

Day one hundred and ninety-five (195)

Friday, friday... how does the song go? Anyway the weekend is here, but before that I nearly got blown off the school in the morning. Also got damped with rain.

I once again realised that I really need to revise for maths and in Biology we wrote a surprise test, bc our teacher got pissed at our class. Can't blame her tbh. Thankfully I just read over the notes the period before that and I got one hundred (100) percent. Haha, it was just a C-level test though...

In French Viviane and I essentially chatted for fifty (50) minutes and that was it.

It took me a bloody eternity to get home, quarter past one (13.15) I was home!

And I was out of the house again by two (2) I wanted to go see Morningside, so I took the thirty-six (36) there and gotta say, that bus drives through some posh neighbourhoods, that'd be nice living there.

I tried to go shopping in the many charity shops there, but I was really just not feeling it, so I let it go.

I went into Waitrose for the first time, it's like a Marks and Spencer, maybe even a bit more fancier. I also bought Malted Milk biscuits bc I wanted to know how they tasted. They are kinda salty?

Anywhooo I walked all the way from Bruntsfield Links (btw really nice area, I have to come back and explore it a bit more) to Fountainbridge (there is a quay? I didn't take a closer look, but there are boats?) and then to Haymarket, where I took the bus home. I walked quite a bit today, my phone says over ten thousand (10'000) steps and seven (7) kilometer.

Now it has been a week since Claudia has gone home and it was weird in the beginning, but I think I've already become used to being on my own now. Maybe it's a bit early to already make a conclusion but it's ok. It's a lot quieter, not that Claudia has made a lot of noise, but it's something different with someone else in the room.

I watched all of Pauline's dramas today and wow, EastEnders didn't have to finish like that.

So, tomorrow there is this brain competition for which I have revised zero (0) hours. But there's a free lunch and tour of the anatomical museum, I won't miss out on this.

In the evening there's Mireia's birthday party, eventhough she'll turn eighteen (18) on Monday. I'm sure it'll be great fun though.

Have a nice weekend lads.

[thisdiscontentedwinter]

Ew, look at this vile attempt at canon erasure and blame shifting/victim blaming courtesy of Scott McCall delusional squad’s honorary member liliaeth: https://liliaeth.tumblr.com/post/184737916176/what-if-scotts-my-best-friend-now-but-not-my

“The problem really was that Stiles didn’t have faith in Scott. If Stiles hadnt lied to Scott for weeks, then there wouldnt have been a problem. But its Stiles lies to Scott, and Stiles betrayal of Scott by conspiring with Theo that led to Theo being able to murder Scott" 

and AGAIN: https://liliaeth.tumblr.com/post/184799264106/theo-really-manipulated-scott-into-thinking-that

"Basically the real problem was Stiles lies. If Stiles hadn’t lied to Scott. Then there wouldn’t have been a problem. Even after Stiles lied to Scott for weeks, and started avoiding Scott, abandoning Scott to Theo’s manipulations, Scott still gave Stiles a chance to explain. Yet instead of saying it was self defense, Stiles instead attacked Scott, lashed out at Scott, and dehumanised Scott. And yet even aftet all that, still all Scott did was to ask Stiles to go talk to his Dad. Whom they both know would do anything for Stiles. My heart broke for Scott in that scene, and I was just so damn pissed of at Stiles after he said ‘some of us are human’, knowing Scotts fears in that regard… It’s why even though I’m a sciles shipper, I did and still do want Stiles to apologize for his betrayal of Scott. One of the worst things the show did, it’s that Stiles was never once held accountable for his behavior. I’d probably like the character better, if he’d shown some understanding that what he did, aka lying to Scott and conspiring with Theo, was wrong" 

No wonder true self righteous hypocrite & petty dictator wannabe Scoot "B-B-B-BUT IT’S NOT SELF DEFENSE ANYMORE!!!!”~“I HAD YOU BEFORE!!!!” McBadCall is liliaeth’s personal fave tbh. He’s literally her fictional stand-in 

DW: This is legitimately hilarious though. 

No, Lil, the real problem is that Scott is a dumb fuck who thinks that a human can take down a chimera with a wrench. 

The real problem is that Theo spins this story of Stiles being so angry and out of control that he manages to beat a chimera--a being with supernatural strength--to death, and Scott doesn’t once go, “Huh, well that doesn’t make sense.” 

And no, Scott did not give Stiles a chance to explain, because the whole “self defence” had already been addressed and dismissed by Scott in a previous episode. Is there a chance he’d change his mind for his best friend? Maybe, because Scott’s moral compass in incredibly dependant on whether or not a deed benefits him or not, but it’s also as wobbly as a drunk barfly at closing time, so who knows? 

I mean, Jesus, the one time the writers actually foreshadow something, and you biscuits miss it completely? Here’s the foreshadowing part: 

Stiles:  Okay… Wasn’t he just trying to kill you, though? I mean, that just sounds like self-defense. 

Scott: It was more than that. I mean, she nearly took off his head.

Stiles: Maybe she had no choice? There’s gotta be a point where self-defense is justified. Tracy killed her own father, and Lucas would have killed you.

Scott: They’re not the bad guys. They’re the victims. We shouldn’t be killing the people we’re trying to save.

Have a read through that again, actually take note of where it positions Scott, and try to keep it in mind as the context when we get to Lies of Omission. Here’s how the confrontation plays out in that, BTW: 

Stiles: Hey, sorry… I had trouble starting the Jeep again.

Scott: That thing’s barely hanging on. 

Stiles: I couldn’t get in touch with Malia or Lydia. 

Scott? Where did you get that? 

Scott: This is yours? Why didn’t you tell me?

Stiles: I was going to. 

Scott: No, but why didn’t you tell me when it happened? 

Stiles: I couldn’t. 

Scott: You killed him? You killed Donovan? 

Stiles: Well, he was going to kill my dad. Huh? Was I supposed to just let him? 

Scott: You weren’t supposed to do this. None of us are. 

Stiles: You think I had a choice? 

Scott: There’s always a choice. 

Stiles: Yeah, well, I can’t do what you can, Scott. I know you wouldn’t have done it. You probably would’ve just figured something out, right? 

Scott: I’d try. 

Stiles: Yeah, because you’re Scott McCall! You’re the true Alpha! Guess what? All of us can’t be true Alphas. Some of us have to make mistakes. Some of us have to get our hands a little bloody sometimes. Some of us are human! 

Scott: So, you had to kill him? 

Stiles: Scott, he was going to kill my dad. 

Scott: But the way that it happened… There’s a point when it’s… It’s not self-defense anymore! 

Stiles: What are you even talking about? I didn’t have a choice, Scott! You don’t even believe me, do you? 

Scott: I want to. 

Stiles: Okay, all right, so… So, believe me then. Scott, say you believe me. Say it. Say you believe me. 

Scott: Stiles, we can’t kill people that we’re trying to save. 

Stiles: Say you believe me. 

Scott: We can’t kill people! 

Stiles: Do you believe that? Well, what do I do about this? What do you want me to do? Okay, just be… Scott, just tell me how to fix this, all right? Please, just tell me, what do you want me to do? 

Scott: Don’t worry about Malia or Lydia. We’ll find them. Maybe… Maybe you should talk to your dad.

So where exactly in here is Scott giving Stiles a reason to explain? And how many verbal cues like “You think I had a choice?” and “What are you even talking about? does he have to steamroll right over in order not to ask what happened? 

Isn’t it funny how in Season 1, Scott tells Derek that the Argents “must have had a reason” to kill all the Hales? Like, he’s defending the family of a girl he barely knows at this point, because he loves her and wants to believe that her family–not even her, but her family–could never do something so vile.

And yet roll around Season 5, and when Theo tells him Stiles killed Donovan, Scott isn’t only so fucking dumb he doesn’t realise Stiles should be incapable of beating a chimera to death, he also doesn’t once say “He must have had a reason.” And, when he confronts Stiles, he doesn’t ask, “Hey, what was your reason for killing that guy?” He just assumes the worst.

I feel that this is the main reason I could never ship Sciles. Because clearly Scott would have approached the entire situation differently if he’d wanted to put his dick in Stiles.

Also, lil, Stiles didn’t “conspire” with Theo. He was blackmailed. There’s a difference. 

@stickykeys633

[muscleunit]

Okay! Here are my answers to the nightmare ask. Most of them are really dark, so I’m putting them under a cut. Some of them are a little silly, but considering the nature of the show, I pulled zero punches. TW for gore/violence/death like in the show with an added warning for heavily-implied rape.

Orga: He falls asleep at his desk and dreams that he is wandering the halls of an empty Isaribi. No kids, no Tekkadan, no Mika. All communication channels had been cut, the bridge is also empty, and the ship is lost in the middle of empty space. He wakes up and immediately goes to find Mika.

Mika: He gives the last part of himself to Barbatos during battle. Barbatos gets destroyed beyond repair, but somehow Mika survives. However, he can no longer move, see, hear, or speak and is confined to a bed. He can feel a hand holding his, but cannot tell for certain who it belongs to. This uncertainty (plus the fact that he only feels one hand) torments him until he wakes.

Kudelia: She’s a small child wandering the Chryse slums by herself. Fumitan is nowhere to be found. She turns down a dark alley and finds the Tekkadan boys. She calls out to them, hoping they will help her, but instead they begin throwing rocks and other objects at her.

Atra: She’s had her fair share of nightmares based on her past trauma, but the nightmare that scared her the most was where she was being eaten alive by a giant potato. Kudelia laughed when she told her.

Fumitan: She very rarely remembers her dreams, but she had one very vivid nightmare where Kudelia actually died. She was surprised by how much it rattled her, considering.

Shino: He’s walking through the empty corridors on the Isaribi and he can hear voices calling out to him, softly at first, but as he walks deeper into the ship, they grow louder. He sees shadows, so he follows them, but they disappear whenever he approaches them. He then hears a child’s voice behind him, so he turns, and is face to face with a young child with a gun. The child’s finger slowly starts to pull the trigger and Shino wakes up with a jolt.

Eugene: He got kicked out of Tekkadan and wound up back in Chryse. It’s straightforward, but he woke up feeling like he got kicked in the gut.

Akihiro: He dreams about when his family got separated, but at this point, he doesn’t remember what his parents look like anymore. Their faces are blank. The only person who has a face is Masahiro, who is no longer a tiny child, but the emaciated, bloody teenager he was when he died. Sometimes his new siblings are there as well.

Biscuit: He returns to the farm only to find that it’s gone, all the crops are dead, and his family is nowhere to be found. It’s simple, but it scares the crap out of him.

Yamagi: Tbh his worst nightmare already happened in canon. Though he’s not actually sure if he’s awake or asleep at the time, he sometimes racks his brain late at night for anything he could have done to make Ryusei-go survive that attack or improve its accuracy. Sometimes this turns into an uneasy dream where Orga blames him for Shino’s death. He’s the type of person whose anxiety dreams highly reflect his actual thoughts.

Takaki: Takaki's nightmares are haunted by the face of the man he killed. He sees the face of the man he killed spewing blood from between his eyes, drops his gun, and then feels a horrific pain in his back. He turns around and sees that his own spine has been ripped from his body. The sight is enough to jolt him awake.

Hush: I almost went really dark with him, but tbh he’s so used to really dark dreams about his past that they don’t really rattle him anymore. The dream he had where Atra beat him to a pulp with a frying pan lingered for months, though. He still doesn’t go anywhere near her when she’s cooking.

Naze: Once he dreamed that Amida forgot his birthday, and it hecked him up for days. He is also prone to premonition dreams from time to time. About a month before Jasley’s betrayal, he had a dream where Jasley broke into his office and stabbed him in the back. He woke up in a cold sweat and immediately told Amida what had happened.

Lafter: She’s alone in a dark office on the cargo ship where she spent most of her childhood. The door opens. It’s Naze and Amida coming to rescue her. She reaches out for them, but they disappear before she can touch them. Instead, they turn into a large, shadowy male figure. Before she can scream, she feels his hands wrap around her mouth and his strength overpowers her. Her back slams against the cold, steel wall, her body goes limp, and suddenly, she wakes up. Luckily, Akihiro is next to her to comfort her.

Amida: Her worst nightmares involve something happening to her family or killing children by mistake. It’s a risk she takes every time she goes on a cargo ship rescue mission.

Azee: Her most traumatic nightmare involved her being caught completely naked in front of all of Tekkadan. Classic.

[hoseokb]

Don't be mad or disappointed in yourself for the horrible experience that happened to you. I know it's tempting to blame yourself, but she is the one who hurt you, so she is to blame, not you. You hadn't gone through this learning experience yet. But now you have, and you have learned what she is like, and you're making the right decision to stand up for yourself, and that's strong and smart! Your new year is off to a good start! It was painful, like excercise, but you're stronger! Great work!

thank you so much for always giving me words of comfort and support, i can’t put in words how much i appreciate them!  putting undercut because i am having pretty conflicting and contradicting thoughts today, so there’s a lot

but you know, few days after this whole mess of a situation, i feel like i made a wrong decision tbh.. i feel like i was too harsh in my occusations and i honestly don’t know where this thought came from, i have a feeling i should have given her chance, i feel like i overreacted and should have at least tried to talk without letting my hurt and her betrayal take over me;;; i keep thinking about how i worded my last message and it just won’t leave my mind,,  i don’t know why despite all the hurt she did to me my conscience is trying to justify her and not myself. even tho a rational part of me agrees with you wholeheartedly, the doubt that i made wrong decision is not leaving me. i don’t know why i feel blame, this is so confusing to me? she hurted me so much before, but in my last message to her.. i said pretty hurtful stuff too, i feel i should have worded it more calmly, but i was so hurt that i let my anger word it all sharply;;; or maybe this is because i worded it how i felt it.. i reflected her words sharp, harsh.. this is so confusing, i’m sorry, i am like contradicting all of my emotions and hurt i experienced.. but it really hurted, but i also really feel shameful now, that i became as cold as her in my answer.. but also that how i felt , that’s how she made me feel, that’s what i felt from her directed at me, so i am really confused;;;

This is just silliness, but I had a dream that J-Hope came on my tv game show and announced that he has a grudge against Roy Biscuit. Is your ex-friend named Roy Biscuit?? If so, she better watch out or she’ll end up in the next cypher.

awww bfkgkh what interesting dream :’) and hah , i wish she was named like that so i could hear about her in next cypher lol.. thank you for this, really, it made me smile :’’)

[weirdness-on-the-roof]

critical role episode 48 campaign 2 notes and funny lines post break edit:this has detailed notes on all the stuff that happened later in the episode including physical descriptions near the end. enjoy ya nerds

don’t steal the books from a high powered mage; don’t kill the dude; beau turning into cad; look at beau planning for the future

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is marisha flirting with matt via matt playing yasha and beau flirting with yasha?

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‘tea the international language’ but no earl grey

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wensworth the goblin

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coming from Cad ‘im a fine tea maker’ is kinda a threat tbh

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elf that isn’t white/European??? yay! also really old elves are cool

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beau and cad tag teaming a political chat with a mage this can’t end poorly

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Nott: :beau ruins every situation shes in and is very abrasive

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send the freaking cat!!! why not?? caleb my dude

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god i miss allura and gilmore currently

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fucking fuck don’t lie to the mage beau plz stop this is painful ‘you’re not wrong’ sure blame the ancient sea god

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‘on the verge of returning’ yea no duh you let him out 2/3 of the way so fjord could get a spell

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‘we found a thing’ so smooth and eloquent beau ‘it was presented to us as the happy fun time ball’

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‘butter fingers with magical items’

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beau getting a geography lesson from a very old powerful elven mage

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‘magical geometric orb that has the ability to bend time and space and fate’ which is kept in a hot pink magic bag that happened to ‘fall into [their] lap’

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‘if youre down im down is what im saying... i have a few slots open in my loyalty bank if you’re willing to pay rent’ says the 20 some human who punches things to the centuries old wizard ‘

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liam stress eating

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cad’s hope in the group is heartwarming

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tower metaphors and a conversation!!!

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caleb reading shitty romance novel and nott eating a fish outside a mage’s tower in the morning sunlight in a major city

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caleb takes the rear

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first name drop and a while

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holy shit 200 years of magic using

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cad explaining materialistic nature of the rest of the party to elf dude is hilarious

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teleportation circles?????? in return for access to the sphere!! oh shit thats good

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or candy

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crap. no one has insight checked this dude and they gave him the happy fun ball and made a deal kinda.

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‘how do we prove our loyalty?’ ‘by not fucking me over’ sounds like a good plan

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is this guy just caleb’s patron now on the low idk this is how my head works and he said learn

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“you have a geometric shape that makes babies?” “yea they talked about that”

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fjord just kills the dude

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‘i got banishment on hold just in case’ *cackling laughter*

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i agree with elf dude, him not knowing anything about the dodecha is more concerning than him knowing about it

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ALL THE CITIES FROM CR1 MENTIONED FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! I STILL MISS ALLURA AND GILMORE

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good to know the pink bag protects from divination on this plane but just this one

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jester and the traveler figurine

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cad included the Traveler in the ‘chaotic forces’ i still think the traveler is some kinda arch fey evil things idk its real late here and this is incoherent

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‘well, thats been my morning tea‘ 

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caleb getting additional tour

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good aesthetic for the room tbh

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letting weird people in for morning tea is entertainment is a mood and something i strive to be able to do without getting murdered one day

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so yasha and caleb both have gotten the ‘stay with friends’ chat from a powerful being which is nice. but also the ‘use who you need to’ going to caleb is vaguely concerning

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personalized biscuits [bourbon, cinnamon, lobster, fish and three unknowns]

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‘caleb, what happened in there?’

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cad not believing caleb’s bullshit and opening doors for caleb warms my heart

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‘if this isn’t the death of us, and if not hes a good ally. somethings gonna be the death of us so [yolo]’

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‘you can’t bullshit everyone in this world’

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cad talking about beau telling the truth: ‘you’re not very good at it but you tried

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jester looking out for nott and her home town

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caleb and beau being cute while also giving each other shit is the most sibling like thing

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omg going back to allfield that was so long ago for fucks sake BRYCE my person thank god

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jester had a boy band phase its cannon and i think the girls had a sleepover in jester’s old room. also marion never leaves the hotel. THE RUBY NECKLACE MY HEART AND THE HONEY AWWWWW

‘the army of men and women and inbetween that will do as i want them to’ god i adore her being protective of jester

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also the fact matt makes such a good mom why is he like this

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travel time!!!! ‘roll for initiative’-tal

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how does matt keep these notes so organized and remember all the npc names

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the ranger/beast master in Laura is coming out with nugget

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caleb is a devout cat person and jester is the definition of a dog person

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nott refining oil on a magical moving cart, while jester reads a romance novel and trains a dog,

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Dyren- Beau’s roommate at colbot souls; ‘taught beau lots of really cool things’ got sent to a warfront. shaved head, dark clothes, buff b/c ‘been workin out’, ‘do you love her?’ they had ‘good times’, then literal booty call, and dropping locations, Dyren was in Bladegarden. ‘fierce eyebrows, pointed nose’

                    OH MY GOD THEY WERE ROOMMATES

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Vandren info drop to Fjord ‘he was making amends’

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Dyren responded and was hurt in Bladegarden but is safe. Beau looked immediately worried and happy about jester’s imput [’sounded way into you’]

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empire kids chat and caleb admitting insecurities about powerful people and being scared about the consequences of his actions and the group’s actions. caleb is scared about being forced to leave for safety and being ‘flayed alive’. my thoughts are he would leave if he became a threat to the others by being there or vise versa. trent would extort that b/c hes a dick

“caleb, unfortunately, you don’t get to choose who cares for you” you’re fucking correct Beau

“the problem with friends is that you have to care for them”

walks away “wow cool caleb! see- jester thinks you’re cool because shes your fucking friend!”

me too Tal “everything i like about those two characters in one conversation”

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5 years since Caleb left Trent and crew ie had a nervous breakdown

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gustav left town after being freed and trostenwald now has a WV accent that is too familiar

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100 extra soldiers in allfield. bryce is still up and kicking and wonderful. stuff ‘got this far east [quickly]’. the attacks came from underground apparently so fuck. the fields were burned, building destroyed a bit then they [Xhorhasians] left

“good thing is they’ve already been attacked so lightning doesn’t strike twice” oof thanks bryce

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beau just dead ass asking for illegal writing statements

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fjord having a thank u jesus bryce moment

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jester giving cad a pretty present is ‘so exciting’ and precious

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Cad not knowing cookbooks were a thing!!! and not being utterly literate enough to understand it

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wtf happened to liam’s voice in the ‘main export is oysters’ thing

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FELDERWEN!!!!!

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a dozen squads of 50 ppl each patrolling felderwen area so rippppp

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Nott knows where the halfing’s house is.... interesting... and is heavily drinking

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BLUE FLASH

elven woman in fine clothes of green and black ----lady vest durogna the arch mage of antiquity serboros assembly

a male figure in deep blue robes, older pale elf, fine clothes, the flash came from him----- martinette luden’th de____ arch mage of domestic protection

CALEB KNOWS THEM BOTH FROM THE ACADEMY AHHHHHH

he just lays flat and hides in the cart internally: ‘nopenopenopenope’

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several burned buildings, a warehouse, an inn, apothecary and several houses

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ohhhh shit the halfling was the owner of the apothecary and nott was looking for the shit she had been sending back this whole adventure....... im sad now that was confirmed

havent found a body of yeza

luke is yeza’s son at old edith’s house

            halflings only produce halflings according to something i read at some point but forget where sooooooooo

shattered vials and materials and house stuff

CHILDREN'S TOYS

locked basement which nott knows of?? Nott is anxious and impatient when the door doesn’t open. jester fails, yasha rages and at a 19 and doesn’t break the door. ‘it wasn’t [trapped]’ but dispel magic worked to open it.

a 15′x15′ room, tossed ‘not like you remember’ to nott, a 2x3 iron chest. a single chair in the center of the room. definitely a struggle with heavy impacts and blade scratched on wall

             nott was the torturer from the goblin tribe

chair was placed in the spot after the struggle

this was where he [yeza] kept chemicals according to nott

poisoned iron locked box (dull black glass)  inside a retractable silver tripod to hold something atop it, 3 empty vials 1 full one with a liquid/gas fog like dull colored thing, a pile of destroyed notes [two pieces of still legible paper which have props]

            dunamous field, causes ppl slow to be slower or faster, ‘captured crin operatives’ dunaments and dunamacy, origon gliffs, exist outside established schools of magic, theory in deeply rooted in arcana taken for granted, rooted in _____ town, 12-16 months to refine, word has found me that trent’s kiddos have knacks for this things, dreams are thrilling

well shittttt

            crin on battle fields, ‘breaking fields of fate, fuck the raven queen

SHIIIIIT

a piece of dunemous

dodecha goes in tripod according to beau

chair facing chest

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cricks did this apparently

a little under 100 crowns guard killed, 4 civilians burned

soldiers just ‘slowed down’ 

left via tunnels and collapsed them behind them

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nott dont be a bitch and don’t get mad at caleb and call them ‘his people’

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cad picks up caleb and ‘youre not at fault here, youre the solution here. don’t let her anger... its not about you’

my HEART

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the chest is too big for the haver sack but fits in lorenzo’s bag of holding

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people have entered and exited since the attack and left the chair and stuff

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lots ‘o chairs

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nott needs to see ledith and uke (?) and not flip the fuck out

‘humble hobble’

nott looked like halfling plump face, braids, tan skin

edith- human older, grey hair, beady eyes, ever present smile like face

          LUKE IS HER SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANNON

         *edit- rewatching this and seeing ever one’s faces “wheres my son?!” particularly laura/liam/travis just hurt. liam just looked up after a second and travis did his face he does and laura just stiffened and eyes and hand to face. caleb/liam who knows just hugs himself the rest of the convo. marisha is note taking and fuck the video off now

about 5 yrs old, blue eyes, tan/light brown skin, halfling

gave him the doll of the king

IM GONNA CRY NOW BYE

‘HES PROABLY DEAD NOW TOO LIKE I THOUGHT YOU WER’

yenza locks him away when ‘the mean lady comes by’

mean lady has pointy ears and comes often, luke was kept in room, luke was pushed out of the house and told to go somewhere safe so he ran to edith’s house and ‘everything was on fire’

‘im not strong enough to come back yet but know that [im stll thinking of you and i send things] and i hope dad sends them to you.“ fuck my heart

“in my heart i think he is” “well don’t die”

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the elves are gong to the ruins of yenza’s house

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marisha looked so betrayed

tal ‘i was waiting for the riegel shoe to drop’

WOW

HEY CALEB- WOOOW

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we’ll pick up hiiiere

fuck you sam and matt and everything abou this my heart is just FUCKKK

ummm so enjoy the frantic poorly taken notes <3

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Songs that make you feel safe? I've had a really bad anxiety day and all my usual songs just aren't helping

here are some! some are sad, some are about anxiety, some are hopeful, some just sound really calming. i hope you find one you like :)

blue by 93feetofsmoke ft familypet

idle town by conan gray

if you love me, come clean by flatsound (anything by flatsound)

wind chimes by chase huglin

i’ll be okay by gin$eng ft velvetears

born again by josh garrels

a million other things by pronoun

take the blame so i dont have to by spooky black

lost my head by the 1975

weekends by amy shark

for real by mallrat

hard feelings by lorde

tokyo drift by mallrat

venis (acoustic) by the lighthouse and the whaler

seas of gold by brookfield

i can make you feel young again by copeland

begin again by purity ring

dare you to move by switchfoot

liability (reprise) by lorde

oceans by hillsong

son of god by john lucas

tenderly by nat and alex wolff

i was all over her by salvia palth

night trouble by petit biscuit

this is actually hard for me to make bc usually when i have anxiety i just try to channel that energy into anger/determination/energy to spend in the gym, so usually what i use is not really… safe.

here’s a spotify playlist with some of them, plus some. tbh i usually just turn to flatsound radio. it’s perfect. flatsound.org/radio i think. support mitch he deserves it.

feel free to reply with yours x

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Tag game(?)

i was tagged by the lovely @3dinteractiveworld (Thank you so much for thinking about me!)

RULES: Answer the questions in a new post and tag a few people you’d like to know better :^)

Age: turned 21 almost a month ago

Birthplace: Rome, Italy

Current time: 16:05pm

Drink I had last: water but I wish it was some coke, I need it rn

Easiest people to talk to: my bro, my bff and some other really close friends

Favorite song atm: mmhh idk maybe “fly me to the moon” the Bayonetta version

Grossest memory: well middle school was a whole big bad disaster but it really grossed my out when, walking down the street to go to school (I was like, in the second/third year of high school), someone started doing the sounds you make to call a cat (since I was wearing a cat-hat) and then slapped my ass and ran away. I was...frozen in place. If my latin professor didn’t show up to say “hi”, I’d probably ran after that disgusting man.

Hogwarts house: I’m a Slytherin, and a proud one. One that doesn’t like all the prejoudices and hate towards her House. Seriously, JK Rowling in the first place is to blame, here. Just because it’s easy to write a whole house off as the bad guys doesn’t mean that you should do it! Slytherins can be bad just like everyone else, because each and every one of us are different with our own personality. So yeah, I’m a kind, wholesome Slytherin and I’d fight anyone about this argument!

In Love?: nay

Jealous for people?: no? Not really? I’m finally happy as I am (but I could use some more money, tbh)

Killed someone?: who knows 👀

Love at first sight?: I don’t believe in it, sorry, that sounds fake to me but ok

Middle name: none

Number of siblings: 3 (one 16yo brother and two sisters of 8 and 4 years)

One wish: for my all my dear friends to finally feel happy about themselves because, seriously, they’re awesome

Person I called last: my bro 🌸

Questions I always get asked: “what have I done to deserve you?” Or “why are you so kind?” Maybe? Idk

Reasons to smile: creating aesthetics, ppl appreciating my aesthetic, my dearest friends, nice words from my closest ones, doughnuts, buying presents for my friends to see them smile! Also pulling an all nighter with my friends while chatting and playing and eating junk food~

Song I sang last: I don’t reslly sing, but yesterday in the car with my bro we blasted and sang along to “A little piece of Heaven” by Avenged Sevenfold to scare other peoples AHAHAH

Time I woke up: today 9:30am I think...maybe 10:00am??

Underwear color: Black🖤

Vacation destination: like, a dream vacation? Honestly I don’t know, I’d love to go aaaaaaall around the world one day but my heart belongs to London

Worst habit: errr?? I don’t think I have habits? Maybe chewing my bottom lip when I’m trying to restrain myself?? Mmh maybe I drink too little??

X-Rays: when I broke my left wrist

Favorite food: THIS IS A TOUGH ONE! Mmhh I rrrrreaally love doughnuts and all kind of fish dish but cinnamon biscuits+apple juice is a MUST

Zodiac sign: virgo~

I tag: @reaversgloriousmanbutt @madnesszalk sorry guys ahahah