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babe wake up my new dps meme just dropped (they both very gay and we know it ok)
#dead poets society#dps#neil perry#todd anderson#anderperry#robert sean leonard#ethan hawke#80s#silly meme#meme#funny#haha#i am stupid#i love them so much i need a break#fandom#neil and todd#gays#tee hee#i know what they are#they are the only thing in my mind
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The mirror ehh
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funny fact . when i first read a fic for thomas and newt, i was so confused why i was seeing collections and tags about “newtmas” . i fully thought it was a newt focused christmas event and not … a ship name …
#i am stupid#in my defense i was going in blind#that would be a good name for a xmas event tho#the maze runner#newtmas#tmr newt#tmr
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Deep down I wanna be worse because I deserve it... I don't wanna be happy, safe, or loved. They are such alienated feelings to me... I deserve to live a life full of misery, because I am evil.
#self hatred#self hate#self loathing#depressive#depression#paranoia#paranoid#unlovable#i feel so unloveable#i hate myself#i am stupid#mother wound#i am disgusting#cptsd#trauma#coping#traumatised#traumatized#dysfunctional family#dysfunctional household#narcissistic abuse#mother issues#father issues#father wound#emotional abuse#physical abuse#psychological abuse#neglect#childhood trauma#personal
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drew this and havent drawn anything for tumblr in awhile
#isat siffrin#siffrin#in stars and time#isat fanart#siffrin in stars and time#i am stupid#this was a real conversation i had with myself in my COLLEGE MATH CLASS.#its so isabeauver im cooked
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Luke getting upset about the short jokes becomes 100 times funnier if you are tiny yourself
Because imagine if you've been being called tiny and chihuahua by a group of brothers and then they get a friend one day and you meet them and they are like the same height as you and the brothers just treat them like everyone else, no short jokes, nothing
#please note i am only on like chapter 16-17 (I havent logged in for 15 hours i forgor)#i am stupid#but i am also like 5'2#obey me#obey me shall we date#luke obey me#obey me luke
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Charles Oscar Carlos top 3
Russell out qualifying Hamilton
Checo out qualifying Verstappen
Franco out qualifying Albon
Ollie out qualifying Hulkenberg
Lando knocked out in Q1
i am already loving this weekend
#f1#formula 1#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#oscar piastri#azerbaijan gp 2024#ferrari#forza ferrari#mclaren#max verstappen#lando norris#lestappen#qualifying#i am stupid#baku gp 2024#f1 racing
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it’s me
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No thought in head, just hard dick.
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Billie is literally me
#fanart#digital drawing#digital fanart#bigtop burger#bigtop burger billie#bigtop burger fanart#i found out about this yesterday wtf#i am stupid
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what the fuuck:))) I LOVE THEM
#cry of fear#afraid of monsters#david leatherhoff#book simon#simon henriksson#silly sketches#sketch#i am stupid#cof#aom
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How is it that I have just now realize the world will know is referring to the newspaper named the world, that they work for, and are striking against, not the actual world?
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Lost contol of memes
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So i was tinkering with the Ameprod TVG-10 pong console i got, and was curious to test out if any of my AY-3-8500 chips are working, as the original one in the console started to malfunction (the score part of the picture lost started going shaking around the screen, like it lost it's synchronisation).
So it turns out that, all other 2 AY-3-8500 chips that i have bought (because of an earlier repair attempt) are all in working condition:33 (which means money was spent unnecessarily).
And i was curious to test out the original AY chip that was in the first Pong console that i bought (Universum TV Multispiel 2010, the one that looks like a tv pilot/phone, and is basically a clone of Radio Shack TV scoreboard without lightgun capability), and OMG it also works!!
And so (for now) i have only 1 faulty AY-3-8500 chip
(I assume produced in 5th week of 1983)
This would have been an expensive repair in Poland at the time, as these could only be bought via foreign currency (idk how to translate dewiza to English).
In 1980, Elwro (which was the company responsible for producing computers/calculators/precision electronics), bought around 10k IC's from General Instruments, and around this many consoles were produced.
After the supply of bought IC's ran out, Elwro reached out to Ameprod (which was a Polish company functioning in the USA, and mainly imported western commodities to Poland), and after some adjusting to Polish laws about trading (both companies had to do work with producing each unit of the console, so for example the case and main board was manufactured in Poland, then was sent to Ameprod which soldered and screwed it all together), the production lasted all the way till end of 1983, with 100k units produced total.
It was the first and only mass produced (as there small test runs of other video game consoles previously, even back in 1977) polish video game console.
It's easy to say that it was many people's first ever encounter with a video game (or even the possibility of being able to control the picture on the screen i suppose), as then almost no one owned a home computer, and that really haven't changed until the mid-to-late 80's (in Poland).
#i can't even show how the trippy scoreboard even looked like as the chip now completely degraded ;w;#elwro#tvg 10#pong#retro#vintage electronics#nvm#i am stupid#the console wasn't plugged in#and it works for some reason now#the mysteries of this universe#rambling
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I beg for more operationfreaky.... ANYTHING,, !!
BE MORE SPECIFIC AND YOU’LL GET SOME PLZ
#i need directions#i am stupid#what do y’all want me to write#like specific situations#zero day#zero day 2003#andre kriegman#zeroday#cal gabriel#calvin gabriel#caldre#ben coccio#zero day movie#andre keuck#calvin robertson#cal robertson
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People abandoning me just reinforces my belief that I only deserve the worst of the worst. Who am I to have boundaries after all? If someone gives me an ounce of attention, and affection, I will worship the ground they step on; that's who I am. Miserable loser.
#i am unloveable#self loathing#i am stupid#self hate#depression#self hatred#depressed#autistic#autism#stress#stressed#anxiety#anxious#cptsd#traumatised#traumatized#childhood trauma#mother issues#father issues#i hate my family#i hate my body#i hate everything#i hate this#i hate it here#dysfunctional household#abusive family#narcissistic abuse#schizoid#szpd#paranoid
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