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Gwendoline Christie for Fendi (FendiPeekABoo) 2023
#I am screaming from the top of my lungs#oh I love this so much#I AM SO HERE FOR THE WITCH VIBES#gwendoline christie#gwendolineuniverse
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live footage of me talking to people here and responding to anons
#i have so much love for you all it doesn't fit in my heart. it pours out and i am left no choice but to scream it from the top of my lungs#patrick zweig#challengers#haven’t been feeling the best lately so i’m overly emotional imfao
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Kagami's freckles Kagami's haircut Kagami's new LEATHER JACKET I am weak I am so weak
#kagami tsurugi#I Scream 'Sword Lesbian' From the Top of My Lungs. I Am Forcibly Removed From the Premises#miraculous#daddycop spoilers#ml spoilers#ml daddycop#ml s6
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#thats all🧍♂️#i mean honestly speaks for itself (even if im not sure what it is)#coworkers and true romantics!#“i get really into romance AND YK I DO” excuse me now what? how would she exactly why would she who am i???#the thing is just that i want to scream from the top of my lungs.#yeah uh they just both really like romance (apparently!) (T is either “romance? idk her!” or “i cry when ppl r in love bc im sappy” ...)#trixie mattel#katya zamo#trixya#trixie & katya#iltw
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The number thing, I recommend numero 18
WIP #18: Loose Ends Tied Up In A Bow "Holy moly..."
Billy Batson was a boy who had seen wonders beyond the minds and imaginations of man. From monsters to the mythical and magical, Billy was accustomed to the strange nature of the universe and participated in being an active part of it.
He'd been to the depths of hell and farthest corners of space, experiencing what many could only dream of as a superhero. However, nothing could ever beat the pure joy of a childlike sense of wonder when experiencing something new.
Nothing could beat a cool-looking train.
"Billy! If you stop staring at the train, you might be able to get on it with the rest of us this century." Billy's sister, Mary, shouted at him, with a drawn-out yawn from the check-in entrance. She may have sounded irritated, but she was just as excited for this trip as Billy, if not more. Neither of them had gotten any sleep last night, staying up late thinking about their first family vacation together. They'd planned all the things they'd do together and all the sights they would see, the only thing the both of them didn't plan for was sleep.
Mary was not unfamiliar with the age-old tradition of traveling for vacations with family, but for Billy, this would be his first time ever leaving Fawcett that wasn't related to Captain Marvel or Justice League business. This would be his first time just...relaxing, with his new family, the Bromfields.
Naturally, Billy was hesitant at first, but with Freddy promising to look after Fawcett in their absence, sorting out any potential problems with the League, and most of their major rogues locked up in prisons at the present, Billy was eventually convinced to take some time off. Billy believed he was bullied into it by Mary and Freddy, but he wasn't too upset about it in the end.
What could go wrong on a train anyway?
Stopping his admiration of the cool train in front of him, Billy gleefully sprinted back to his family. Mr. Bromfield ruffled his hair the moment he got close and reeled him into a side hug, trapping him in his arms.
"Aha! There we go, Nora, I think we're all here now. Our boy's not getting left behind like some cheesy "Home Alone" sequel. Lord knows we don't need more of those movies going around." Nick Bromfield chuckled. The dad humor was something Billy was trying to get used to.
"Oh, Nick. Let the poor boy go, his hair is all a mess now. Here, give him to me." Nora Bromfield coerced her husband into setting Billy free, but upon the taste of freedom, he was just met with another trap which was Nora Bromfield "fixing" his hair. She cupped his face and pushed his hair back with a comb, straightening it out. Billy once again struggled to escape the arms of a loving parent, but ultimately let Nora comb his hair in defeat.
He never knew having loving parents could be such a hassle.
Mary did, apparently, as Billy heard her laughing at his misery. His face flushed red over feeling so fussed over. Suddenly, Billy felt a devious little idea pop into his head.
"Uhh, hey, Mrs. B, I think Mary's hair needs some help, too. You know, the hair she's hiding under her hat because she didn't want to tell you her hair was bad today?"
"Oh! Thank you, Billy. I need to get on that. Mary! Come here, let me clean up your hair real quickly. No, a hat is no excuse to be lazy about your hair. Come here- no don't hide behind your brother! Remember, we're sleeping in the same cabin. You can't run from your mom!" Mary zig-zagged away from her mother's comb in her hands, glaring at Billy with an expression that could make Medusa shake. Clearly, neither of the twins liked being fussed over, almost like cats who hated baths. Billy couldn't help but laugh in return.
While Nick Bromfield sorted out the check-in line for them, Nora Bromfield got to embarrassing her kids in front of everyone else around the train station. Multi-tasking parents. You can't get any better than that.
The Bromfield family were so busy smiling and enjoying their time together, that none of them had even realized they were being watched by a pair of glaring eyes. Eyes that would follow them on the train soon after.
#SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS#I AM FINALLY GETTING THINGS DONE#tysm for the ask!#wow this was a lot of fun!#ask challenge from before#billy batson#dc captain marvel#shazam#mary bromfield#nick bromfield#nora bromfield#fanfic#WIP 18#I got buried under IRL issues and school for too long#the author curse is real#anywhooo I'm answering asks and making posts again#if you see any spelling errors#no you didn't :3
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TO BE LOVED ‼️ IS TO BE CHANGED ‼️
TO BE LOVED IS TO BE CHANGED
#this is literally filling me with the most wonderful sweet warm light#i am screaming i love you from the top of my lungs and i am NOT afraid that someone else will hear me#our-lady-of-venom#ask#fob#web weaving
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no female rapper album has got me hyped and draw emotion from me more than that pink friday album. like i deadass spent my allowance money when i was younger to buy that album 😭
#blazin really was my graduation song!#and moment for life#dear old nicki >>>#like when she go on tour next year i will be in attendance#i need to scream itty bitty piggy from the top of my lungs!!!!#unpopular opinion but i think people let their dislike for nicki discredit her ability to rap and what she’s done for not only female rap#but music period#like you can dislike her…idc but when you sit online and tell me she haven’t done anything for the music industry#imma laugh in your face#from doing a feature journalist piece on her…without her…a lot of your favs would be flopping#and i am saying this because it was nicki who fought for streams to be included in sales and billboard charts 😭#anyway i was listening to her old mixtapes and it just brought back some nostalgia feelings
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Sorry guys for being completely unhinged this weekend 🙏 but I can't help it and I refuse to be normal about it
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#its been a good weekend what can i say#but like seriously i think this has been the most exciting and insane wknd of my life#like in terms of my interest and hobbies it has been fucking nuts#ive been so deranged thank you mutuals for putting up with me ilysm <3#ive screamed like actually fully screamed at the top of my lungs at least three times this weekend#(the end of that quali session and then josef winning the 500 and then the tomgreg moment)#but i feel like ive just been on crack this whole weekend#its just been insane event after insane event and ive just been completely unhinged !#but its been so much fun i dont think ive had this much excitement and fun in my life in so long#(bahrain probably hsjdjfkf)#okay anyways i need to have like at least 24 hours to calm down so bear with me#AND I STILL HAVE TO WATCH BARRY'S FINALE FUCK#but then after ive recovered from this eventful wknd ill be back on my bullshit!(gifing old stuff lolol)#okay just need to scream bcs i really just dont feel normal at all at the moment#like so many times this wknd ive had so many moments where ive been shaking and heart pounding and sweating#took like 50 years off my life but in a pleasant insane way#great fun i am having :D#again love you guys <3#catie.rambling.txt#oops must add:#succession spoilers
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In reference to a reblog so you interacted with where you were confused with what they said, that person was alluding to you being on the Community Council
asdfghjkl BioWare knows I never shut up and I love attention, I could never. (BioWare if you see this I can be trusted with your little secrets please trust me with your little secrets) I'm not on anything besides Tumblr.com
#there's not a NDA that could stop me from divulging jack shit#The NDA part isn't actually true#I have to sign them constantly for work#(I work in tv and film it's not that interesting promise)#But not shutting up about the thing that has rotted my brain since I was 11?????????? ohohohoh#Do you think I would be this deranged if I knew what Lucanis sounded like???#And now that people get to say they were on the council do you think I wouldn't be screaming that at the top of my lungs#jealousy is a color and I am wearing an awful lot of it#asks for bee#dragon age#Wait I played origins when I was 11......#That is far too young to be playing dragon age origins#Anyways if anyone on Tumblr is going to be on the Council it would have been MJ
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I'M HOME ALONE!!!!!!!!
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#*carly chats#I GET TO BLAST TAYLOR SABRINA AND OLIVIA IN PEACE#I GET TO SING AND DANCE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT OR ANY OTHER REPERCUSSIONS FROM MY IDIOT BROTHERS#I AM GOING TO PUT MY ALEXA ON FULL BLAST AND SCREAM MY FAVORITE LYRICS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS#AND NOBODY BETTER STOP ME#taylor swift#sabrina carpenter#olivia rodrgio
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being online makes me feel so isolated because i cant reach out to a single soul without feeling terrified of the rejection. im too tired to be any kind of meaningful friend or even mutual, but i have absolutely no one in real life. i come online for my crumbs of socialization and human interaction that i desperately crave, but once i have it i just feel more lonely. like people talk to me out of pity, out of feeling sorry, or just that they will always have people they like more. i feel like a baby. i feel like someone who will always be watching everyone else live the life i desperately want through the lens of social media while i rot alone in the house that killed me before i was born
#honey's words#this is dumb. i will probably delete. but who else could i even tell#writing in my virtual diary today...#and i am soooo fucking stressed. being with my mom in the same house is literally killing me#i screamed at the top of my lungs and shattered my phone throwing it at the ground yesterday and i juzt feel so much shame#i keep crying i keep having episodes its all going to kill me if i dont leave#my car needs fixing but my mom only wants me to make money for her as always#i just. oh my god can i just actually kill myself#and she legit juzt texted me asking for a carton of cigarettes. haha . just another $50 i need to scrounge up#by driving doordash with my car that desperately needs fixing but i can't!! BECAUSE I HAVE TO GIVE HER ALL MY FUCKING MONEY!!!#please... no more. literally no more. i have to go back to sleep bc thats the only time im not wanting to die#im scared for myself genuinely. i dont think i can make it through this time. i dont think i will survive .. i wasnt made to. god i am#two steps away from begging the lord to help me and im an atheist ahiwjsjs. there has to be some kind of relief.
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ANYWAY people aren't a commodity, they're unique precious individuals who deserve to be loved and cared for, and that means that we shouldn't treat them like a product to be used and then thrown out AND THAT INCLUDES FRIENDSHIPS.
people talk a lot about how our society doesn't acknowledge the pain of "friendship breakups" and it's TRUE and it's because we tend to treat interpersonal relationships like business transactions or, worse, like subscription streaming services that we just discontinue whenever we don't feel like paying the money to watch those particular shows anymore. because no!!! relationships with other human beings aren't subscriptions that we pay into for their presence in our lives!!! that's objectification of living breathing people and it's WRONG!!!!
you DO have to invest in your friendships, that's very true, and sometimes relationships break because one party or another wasn't respecting the terms of the relationship (this means that boundaries do exist and sometimes if someone is hurting you in ways that simply aren't acceptable you have to move away from that relationship). but in our modern age it's really easy to see relationships of all sorts, especially friendships, as only existing for what you can get out of them. how they make you feel. and that's really bad and harms everyone involved, including the person buying into the lie that those friendships exist for what they can get out of them.
#^^ screaming all of that into my own brain lately#bc the devil is trying reeeeealllllll hard to convince me that all my friendships are hurting me and I should drop them#and that is a LIE it's a LIE FROM THE PIT OF HELL#God's hand has been SO present in all of my current friendships and idk how I would've survived without them#they are the tangible visible outpouring of God's grace in my life#and I am so overwhelmingly thankful for them#and even though I'm really struggling to send texts and DMs and emails right now I will keep yelling at the top of my lungs#that these are my FRIENDS and they CARE ABOUT ME and I must not allow myself to stop believing that and let them go#gurt says stuff#reminders#friendship
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When you wake up and first thing in the morning you write a really sad scene and you just...
#why must i be so good at this#am I cursed with the sad#my fanfic#fic: .scar.crossed.lovers.#ch: i want to scream i love you from the top of my lungs (but i'm afraid that someone else will hear me)#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#luis serra#luis serra navarro#serennedy#re4 remake
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Dunno why I fucking bother. My mom starts on her whole "things were better when people got married before having kids, the new generation doesn't do that" (she will side with whatever her environment says is Right and when a Republican is in office she starts sounding like a Republican)
I bring up what kind of shit Marc did to her. She agrees and she brings up how she couldn't leave my father. I agree. She didn't have the means. My uncle starts hovering menacingly in my view because he is constantly looking for a chance to kick my feet out from under me, and he believes that I will look for any excuse to rile my mom up when she's the one that fucking started this conversation, I haven't even said anything inflammatory, nor raised my voice, just talking.
She says "well I would have left if you had told me he was abusing you" I told her often for years what he would say and do to me and she would say "oh that's not right that's awful of him" and when I kept up her response would be anger, "what do I want her to do, she can't just fucking leave," and then it would be that I was selfish for "tormenting" her about it when her hands were tied. So I shut my fucking mouth and let him say and do whatever he could get away with in silence. Because it upset her to hear me talk about my father in that way, and she didn't believe me most of the time.
So I say "well I tried to tell you" and her response is complete denial that I did any such thing because she doesn't remember it so it didn't happen. My uncle is in my periph and he's getting redder and angrier and staring at me harder and harder because he wants me to stop talking. So I say "okay" and go back to my room.
I wish I had the gumption to just fucking blow my brains out like I should have months ago.
#bug barks#bug vents#why is it that anything that happened to me that she could have stopped is repressed and forgotten about so she doesn't have to feel like a#bad mom. I just want her to know things from my point of view and every conversation with her follows the same pattern#you were wrong it may have happened but you didn't tell me and if you did tell me you didn't say it clear enough#and if you said it clear enough I didn't get it because I was working and sick so it's not my fault it's never my fault nothing can be my#fault. it makes me feel like what happened to me didn't matter. it makes me feel like it's my fault for not screaming at the top of my lungs#because I did scream. and nobody wanted to hear it. and if they did hear it they told me that it was going to hurt my loved ones and that we#wouldn't be able to afford to live. my mom was going to kill herself trying get out of that situation and it would be my fault#and then when I bring it to her she says ''you should get therapy'' as if I'm crazy. I'm going to hurt myself. I am going to hurt myself.
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folie à deux............
#what a match i'm half doomed and you're semi sweet#i don't care what you think as long as it's about me the best of us can find happiness in misery#the only thing suicidal here is the door we had a good run even i have to admit#why why why won't the world revolve around me#i will never end up like him behind my back i already am keep a calendar this way you will always know the last time you came through#i wanna scream i love you from the top of my lungs but i'm afraid someone else will hear me#i will never believe in anything again though change will come oh change will come i will never believe in anything ever again#i got troubled thoughts and a self esteem to match#if home is where the heart is then we're all just fucked#i'm not a crybaby i'm THE crybaby#let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well#it's not me it's you actually it's the taxidermy of you and me#don't feel bad for the suicidal cats gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right#SORRY. I'M HAVING A FALL OUT BOY ATTACK.
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#made the terrible mistake of getting into a religion talk with my mom#friends i am going to jump from the roof cuz i'm so fucking angry lol#like ohh please preach to me about how only catholicism is real#how it's the only real religion in the world and everything else is fake and evil#how it's 'documented' historically and how it's the only accurate religion ever#like please tell me that santeria is nothing but devil magic and how hinduism is fake#i am trying so hard to be civil and not scream at the top of my fucking lungs#but i feel nothing but gut-searing rage every time she tries to tell me that i don't know a damn thing about religion#i have taken and read more courses and texts than she's ever seen in her life!!! because i wanna know things!!#because i have respect other religions and the way they work even if i'm not part of them!!!#but i don't know anything and i'm a bad catholic since i know other religions are real#like holy shit i'm so fucking mad lmao#should've expected this condescending shit from her of all goddamn people#i'm just so!!!! jesus fuck!!! you can't win with willful ignorance!!!#you just can't!!! it's like arguing with a fucking wall!!! i'm so mad!!!! godddddddd!!!!#AND ALL THIS BECAUSE I TOLD HER THERE WAS A FUCKING DEAD BRID IN FRONT OF THE DOOR THIS MORNING!!!!!#cyndy speaks
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