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might be rambling this might mean nothing but omg has anyone thought about how a huge thing™ in dead boy detectives is how women were wronged ?? (and also not just women who were wronged but boys who were shitty assholes but in this essay i am focusing on how women were wronged) am i looking too much into it.. (this is prob not intentional and i am overthinking as per usual but like)
spoilers duh
also this got really long i apologize
so in episode 1 we meet crystal who is basically like the catalyst for everything happening right and this is kinda obvious but like the whole kinda happens because her toxic demon ex bf stole her memories (fuck you david) and like? that was a horrible thing to happen to her and he sucks boo >:( and also throughout the whole show she has to deal with his shittiness and whatnot
and also in episode 1 we obviously see becky aspen who is like a child (specifically a little girl) who was kidnapped by esther (who also only goes after girls like hello?) and about to be fed to her giant snake which like ?? hey now,,, and they have to go in and save her and i feel like it's kinda important esp with the last episode ("she killed hundreds of little girls to stay young; who gets justice for them?" or smth) like it's built on the backbone of women who were wronged
in episode 2 with the dandelion sprites we have niko who lost her dad and her mom wants her to just be better and the sprites literally like infected(?) her while she was trying to feel better or smth (prob a bit of a stretch ngl) so we don't rly see much of this in episode 2
in episode 3 the most obvious thing of all is that the devlin guy murdered his entire family (his wife and two daughters) because he was a bitch and hated that they wanted to leave him which like ?? okay fragile male ego (as crystal so eloquently puts it) like these girls felt haunted by him in life and even in death they were stuck in a loop getting killed by him over and over and over because of his fear they would leave them. he was controlling and abusive and a creep and in the end he killed them. (obviously this episode has other important themes like how charles' trauma is reflected in this and his emotional response to devlin and the horror of controlling/abusive family members but i feel like there's smth to be said with how women keep getting wronged in this show idk)
in episode 4 we get crystal who is still dealing with the effects of her lost memories and her desperation to find her mom (we all know how that turned out) and importantly we get the stuff in the gift shop (specifically lillith and ig the washer woman)
the washer woman is washing away the blood of humanity yadda yadda (she's a rly interesting character i love her) and like when she and crystal are left alone crystal is desperately trying to find how she can have her lost memories and past back and the washer woman gives her that riddle to help her smth smth (basically crystal's memories)
lillith is more introduced here as the goddess of wronged women (and blood magic) (this is self-explanatory i hope)
in episode 5 (this one i feel is also obvious) we get those charming-but-actually-really-shitty jocks who died because maren (brad's gf) murdered them because they were being really horrible. we get shelby who killed herself because they drugged her and ruined her entire life and her future and everything and even in death the boys (though i love them, this was a fault of theirs) were skeptical because the jocks were just so charming
and then we get maren who invites crystal over because of her fear that she would get caught when she was trying to protect herself and she made a(n albeit huge) mistake. brad sent her nudes to his bff richie and they never thought they were in the wrong like hello? i was like wtf but anyways they practically ruined the lives of these girls (maybe not maren because they never fully got out but they could've and either way she ended up turning herself in from her guilt and stuff)
(also note: crystal says "we all lost our lives to boys who went too far" and like.. a big thing™ from my perspective is also how men/boys go too far e.g. the schoolboys (edwin and charlies) and david (crystal) and also the jocks and devlin and later esther's husband and arguably the cat king (don't come at me i actually love him towards the end but for more info check out this post i love their take on him) etc. there's probably more i just can't think of them atm)
in this episode we also meet maxine for like a second(?) time (first being devlin murders in ep 3) where she obviously wronged jenny by stalking her and she doesn't see what's wrong with what she did when she literally tried to murder her, she stalked her, she's apparently done this MULTIPLE times (smth ab this happening "again" which ? oml) and jenny feels horrible about this because she put herself out there for once and she got hurt. and at the end of this episode we see them all hang out and of course david comes back because crystal can't catch a break but back to the topic jenny was almost killed by maxine who did a horrible thing to her
episode 6 we finally hear tragic mick's story. sedna was literally a girl who got sacrificed by her dad because he thought it would help. she was a woman wronged out of the many women wronged on this show and she became a goddess for her trauma yay?? but at the core of that backstory was sedna who was a woman wronged by her father. (and ofc tragic mick and how he became human POOR GUY)
we also have crystal who finally has a way to get david out of her head (did anyone notice it doesn't break till she says "i just wish i could be normal" or smth which is prob kinda why she lost her powers?) all of this has been culminating since the beginning and then later he comes back and he's taunting her and yelling at her for giving up "the one thing that made you special" (come on man :|) she does get her powers back later though yippie (and sees her badass ancestors)
and jenny who is still dealing with the trauma is obviously upset throughout the episode because yk maxine was crazy
episode 7 we have the boys in hell but to keep in theme we have crystal who feels horrible that charles won't let her help and she just goes out to get david to open a gate and jenny follows. jenny then gets violated as david literally possesses her and we get kinda the climax and then the resolution of david and crystal as she realizes her power and takes her memories back and buries him because he was a horrible horrible person to her (and also the comments he made were so creepy like "i want to get back inside you" "let me back in" WHAT THE HELL no way that wasn't intentionally creepy)
and then jenny (poor jenny) has to deal with the fact that she has now been possessed and has to deal with all this creepy shit like can homegirl catch a break goddamn (and speaking of jenny we see maxine on the stairs still clueless to what she did wrong MAXINE OPEN YOUR EYES)
crystal eats her memories
episode 8 she finds out she was a horrible person and her past was not as great as she thought it would be. she treated her friends and strangers badly and she wakes up and she feels horrid. and she thinks it will get better and she calls her mom and her parents did her dirty. they neglected her (didn't even REALIZE she was MISSING) and didn't do shit for her and she probably acted out for attention (in horrible ways i am in no way defending what she did btw but she can be a horrible person and changed as a person crystal they could never make me hate you) and she swallows the rest of her memories and finds out that she was not the person she wanted to be
in episode 8 we also find out esther's backstory. the big bad of it all and i think a huge point in the story is how at the core of it all was a woman who was wronged and turned horrible for it. her husband cheated on her and she killed him but then she couldn't get enough and just wow. just to me the fact that at the core of the story is a woman who was horribly treated and as a result turned into a horrible person (and kind of parallel to crystal who was horribly treated (by her parents and by david) and she finds she can still turn things around and be good) and esther is too far gone as she yk decides to continue being evil
in episode 8, the end of it all, we see that turning point where crystal goes into esther's head and summons lillith. the goddess of wronged women. we see her as crystal yells that esther has been tormenting girls, WRONGING WOMEN, for decades (centuries?). we see the rage in lillith's face as she turns her stare on esther for skewing the gift that lillith gave to a woman scorned. we see lillith drag esther out of the house screaming and AGH i love that so much idk
but yeah those are my thoughts on the amount of women i just saw wronged and this could all mean nothing and i could be very insane and crazy but ! whatever !
#hello i'm back with a new obsession and it's dbda#dbda#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#i love them sm#crystal palace#esther finch#lillith dbda#themes question mark#the crazed ramblings of a mad man#the mad man is me#this could mean nothing#LONG text post#this is one of my current obsessions btw#these women deserved better
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Hi angel 🦋
I am an enfj. I loved reading your posts.
I have a question about placements in my 1H
I would love to hear your interpretation about vibes and how they appear to others. Looks
🦋Neptune and Uranus in 1H
🦋Capricorn Lilith conjunct capricorn ascendant
🦋Lilith opposite venus
Hi @aryana-thefairy 🌸
Sure thing, here's my interpretation on the aformentioned placements (~ ̄▽ ̄)~
✨ Neptune and Uranus in 1H
With this placement, you may come off as eccentric, mystical, and unique in a way. This is because you may usually view the world from an unusual and unique perspective which may appear to be non-conformist and rebellious. When go-with-the-flow Neptune is together with the rebellious Uranus the person may give an impression to be unpredictable. I consider having this placement to be a superpower though lmao, as you could basically "shapeshift" into a new persona and even physically (due to Neptune) and it could be something that may be drastically and outstandingly noticeable (due to Uranus). When Barbie said "you can be anything" she meant to say it for this placement in particular.
Appearance: There's a dreamy look on the face, a big emphasis on the eyes (I've noticed especially with Neptune in 1st house, the eyes appear to be watery in all good ways possible). You may have a unique fashion sense (If you do then I'll love to know about it). Your appearance may have some kind of eccentric factor to it, maybe the way you might dress or an iconic facial expression. If I saw you on the street I might fr say "finally a worthy opponent who ain't a NPC" XDD, due to your individualistic characteristics.
✨Capricorn Lillith conjunct Capricorn Ascendant-
Having this placement you could be someone who could come off to be powerful and intimidating. As Lillith is someone who is the authority of our inner deepest desires, being it conjunct Capricorn ascendant, you may want to appear powerful and be in authority to protect something in your life. There may be a lot of power games that you may have to face on a day-to-day basis, especially with the people of authority. With this placement you may also come off as sensual and seductive, people may get obsessed with you and you can surely use it to your advantage to gain power and recognition. On a sad note, people with this placement may have already seen and gone through the harsh realities and taboo aspects of life (especially dealing with some kind of authority or a father figure) which may have forced them to grow up at an earlier stage than their peers. If not developed this placement can come off to be tyrannical and seditious.
Appearance: There is something in the way you carry yourself which demands power and respect. You may have dark and sharp facial features. Piercing eyes and charismatic persona. Very sensual and attractive. Also with Uranus being in the 1st house which may aid in some kind of "unique factor", you may have some kind of an occupation in which you may be on authority and may have a distinct type of uniform or dressing sense which many people may not get to wear. (Like a powerful military officer, or even the way doctors dress at work, or something like that).
✨Venus opposite Lilith
Again you may come off to be very magnetic and irresistible both personality-wise and also in appearance. Even though there may be some people who may think you are not their type and yet they'll be attracted to you like a moth to a flame. There may be a certain kind of fear of intimacy present which may attract toxic relationships. You are someone who may appear to be seductive, desirable, and alluring to others. Also, you have a lot of admirers, even many who might have taboo intentions so be careful.
#astro observations#astrology#astrology community#astrological observations#astrology observations#1st house#neptune and uranus in 1st house#lillith conjunct capricorn ascendant#astro community#astro notes#venus opposite lilith
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Theory Nine - Alastor and Lilith Pt.2
Hello Wayward Sinners!
!!!SPOILERS FOR EPISODES 5-6 AND PREVIOUS EPISODES OF HAZBIN HOTEL!!!
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Can I just say, wow about these past two episodes we got. I see why the fast pacing of the show can make others a bit peeved but for these last two episodes the fast pacing is so good. This theory is connected to Alastor and Lilith Theory and Alastor Will Die Theory on my page so please if you want to know what I'm backing my theory up on! This is less of a theory and just more of me talking about things. Alastor is almost definitely working for Lilith but their dynamic is really interesting I think. What I'm unsure of is how Alastor started working for Lilith but apparently it's longer than just seven years as referenced by Husker (how else would Husker even know about that if it wasn't for it being before the seven year mark) so there is that to be said. He has been silently working for Lilith, and I will say I noticed something interesting that could just be a design choice on Viv's part, but it's that he has a very similar hair cut to the Exterminators. A little more unkempt but it's the same style generally.
It could absolutely be a design choice just for fun but I notice other demons who dress similarly to Alastor who present masculine have typical hair to their generation they died. Maybe Heaven will try to get the most ruthless souls for their army. Alastor could've been close to catching Lilith but instead saw the unruly power Hell has and made a deal with her. I don't think this theory is as likely honestly but it's interesting to think about. I think Alastor's immediate dislike of Lucifer is because maybe Alastor and Lilith are close. This could be why he reacts so strongly towards Husker saying he's on a leash. It could be more like Alastor and Lilith have a strong bond. She may have talked to him about her ex husband, and how he over worked himself/wasn't completely a dad to Charlie during her formative years. Maybe Alastor has always cared about Charlie because of how Lilith talked about her daughter. Alastor may be on Lilith's leash but he is willing to be on her leash. Alastor does care about the hotel also, we saw because he is trying to protect it from outsiders like Mimzy. Mimzy, who was a long time friend to Alastor and ran in the same social circles in life. He was also immediately disliking of Lucifer, even from scene one with them. I think Alastor does see himself as a guardian to Charlie. At the end of the episode Alastor seems to give a more genuine smile seeing Charlie and Lucifer start to bond. He is quiet now, no snark or petty behavior. Also further more, Lilith is all about music. Technology like Vox is able to play music, but Alastor is known to be from Orleans, A place where music is so embedded into the culture. He also died in the 1930's i.e. the rise of big band jazz. Alastor likely made a deal with Lillith after his sudden rise in hell to be able to utilize her voice to take in souls. Maybe souls who are under Alastor's deals are protected due to Lilith and his deal. Lilith made the deal, but this bound the two together. Meaning, Alastor works for Lilith in exchange for his power. The first big deal in hell may have been Alastor and Lilith. I don't think Alastor's power is at full capacity without Lilith because of this. This could imply that the reason Alastor went into hiding was because Lilith went into hiding and he knew. He, and other overlords who could've been working for Lilith stayed in hiding. Also, with this new development in Alastor's demeanor, I am really starting to think he will die. Seriously, he starts caring for the hotel in this episode. The next, we do not see a glimpse of him as Charlie and Vaggie go to heaven. He isn't with the group. I think he does report Charlies work to Lilith. He tells Lilith what is going on, which furthers onto my theory now that Rosie is almost definitely Lilith.
In a background picture in one of the more recent episodes we see this picture of supposedly Lilith and Charlie. Those two's designs, down to the neck patterns are very telling. The dress is a bit different but there's so many similarities it's hard not to see. Like- You guys. You guys, that is baby Charlie and Lilith. Rosie was however described to have a lower power level to other demons but if Lilith went fucking missing seven years ago, Rosie/Lilith wouldn't want to show that power. Why did Rosie even kill Franklin? Did Franklin find out who Rosie was? Seriously people the gears in my fucking BRAIn. That's all! What do you all think? Comment and reblog! Stay Tuned!
#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel lilith#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel spoilers#hazbin spoilers#hazbin rosie
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Possible reasons why Alastor challenged Lucifer to a rap battle for custody of Charlie, but they get more unhinged.
1. He has personal beef with Lucifer. This could be bc he has seen the neglect and Charlie's pain over the last 6 months and wants to punish Lucifer for treating his daughter that way, OR bc he personally knows Lillith and she's given Alastor plenty of reasons to want to bitch slap some sense into the short king.
2. He is manipulating Lucifer to give a shit and become invested in Charlie's dream in order to make redemption a reality. Lucifer was the first angel to fall and Hell was built from him and Lillith, so his knowledge and support would make a difference.
3. Alastor truly DOES see Charlie as a daughter after working with her for 6 months, and he is ACTIVELY protecting the hotel AND NOT BITCHING ABOUT IT. HES NOT ACTING LIKE HES BEING FORCED DESPITE THE "LEASH" COMMENT, SO MAYBE CHARLIE CHANGED HIS MIND. He wasn't so pissy after the "more than anything" song and seemed happy that Charlie is going to get a chance??
4. It's just SO entertaining to fuck with powerful demons, and Lucifer is the largest target but also somehow the easiest??? If he can fuck with Lucifer then he can fuck with anyone.
5. Someone compared Alastor to Lucifer once and his ego has not recovered. HAHAHA HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM APPLES?!
NO MATTER WHAT HIS MOTIVATIONS ARE THEY ARE FUNNY AS FUCK AND I AM NOT OVER IT
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Adam's going to die again. He'll give his life to save someone, and die from an angelic blade.
He'll never come back. I hope it's worth knowing your ex-husband is going to be gone forever and there's nothing you can do to save him.
(For Lillith or Eve!)
Send something to hurt my muses // accepting
[ gonna make it burn extra because so far my lilith and eve feel really attached to a single Adam , well in the sense their death WOULD effect them ( @dick-meister ) so here's a more genuine emotion from them ofc this is just so there was genuine emotion. SORRY TOAST YOU GOTTA SUFFER ✋️✋️
&& just using this as a hypothetical of how they'd react ]
Black ichor tears mixed with blood would slowly drip down lilith's cheeks. The mere thought of losing Adam that way was something that genuinely hurt her. Even if it were hypothetical she would be frozen in horror at the thoughts
"I will not...allow this. He must stay alive if not for me than for that of others"
The queen was trying to hold her emotions back as well as she could and yet the facade was leaking through. She could not lose him to an angelic blade not when she had so much to make up for...not when she had so much to apologize for
" He....he can't be dead...this is all a dream right ..? A horrid nightmare...I'm beside him in Eden "
Her breathing was shaky as she looked at her clawed hands...those disgusting hands that cursed Eden
" everything...I love turns to dust. I am to blame...I couldn't protect you from myself...and now I can't protect you at all . Please....rest well Adam...I'm sorry "
Lilith would slowly get up as her eyes darkened...she was going to rip whoever killed him apart and devour their souls
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"Adam no!"
Eve would be frozen in place seeing the golden blood her chest was heaving up and down as she could feel a scream wanting to escape her throat and yet nothing came out
Eve would look at Adam as a cracked laugh came out of her mouth as her fingers twitched the flowers on her head would fall she was mutating them slowly turning a few into belladonna and few into nightshade
"I'm sorry I'm not as strong as you Adam...I'm so sorry ...I couldn't save you from this...I...I'm sorry "
She would place her head into his chest as she sobbed softly , her flowers slowly were turning into a deep blue showing the utter despair
"I'll make them pay...I am not one for violence but...I promise...I promise to make them pay...we were finally back together and I...I lost you-- I'm sorry I should of protected you....I...I should of begged you to stay!"
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If u insist on hearing abt ocs... two of mine.... hehe..
felix. hes like.. when he was alive, his family was involved in a cult. and he was regularly killing and sacrificing people bc he was raised to believe it was normal. but then once he realizes this is all kinda fucked up, he panics and throws together some kind of ritual to call any kind of deity or something, anything that isn't the terrifying god he was taught to revere.
and then he meets my other oc :3 he accidentally summons Jupiter, a hellborn overlord who's been around almost as long as hell itself. they were one of the first beings created in hell. Lucifer and Lillith created a group of overlords to help rule over hell, and they were one of them, and they're one of the only ones left. so they and luci are like besties to lovers fr. anyway. felix summons jupiter. and jupiter is like, "Oh no honey whats wrong :(?"
"I DISOBEYED MY FAMILY AND THEYRE GONNA KILL ME???"
"that isn't good :("
long story short, jupiter makes a deal with felix to offer protection in exchange for his soul. so then he dies anyway and is living with jupiter, who is essentially his overprotective parent now. and bc of the protection pact felix inherited some of jupiter's space motif. and then felix is finally like "i wanna be independent!" and goes off on his own then ends up at the hotel at around the same time angel shows up.
And then he gets closer to Angel and Husk when he shows up. And Angel is seeing how sheltered and protective Jupiter is over Felix and he's like "Okay buddy we're gonna go fuck shit up." AND THEY DO FRIENDS TO LOVERS TOO.
And yes, some of this was copy pasted from me explaining them before but can you BLAME ME. it's a lot... NWJFHDGD
THE DRAMA ✨️ THE ANGST ✨️ THE FOUND FAMILY ✨️ I could picture every moment
I love how he was still doomed to die but it ended up being the better thing for him in the end
And Jupiter is just 👌🤌 I am just in love with how casual they are about Felix freaking tf out over dying? May I marry them?
#THANK YOU#YOU GUYS#I LOVE THIS#MORE PLS#I WANT TO KNOW MORE#about their relationship#Felix and Jupiter are so ✨️#I know Jupiter still keeps an eye#on felix at the hotel#Nix would adore Felix#he would be her reluctant baby#she would be wary as hell#of Jupiter tho
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Charlie and Emily Swap AU?
Soooooo, charlie and emily swap of course but I am intrigued by the new family trees that must now be drawn. This puts Lillith swapping with adam. Then Sera takes lucifer's place. However, for lucifer I'm thinking that he takes lute's place. Eve doesn't change at all. She gets made to replace the lost human and then eats the fruit of forbidden knowledge. This is so I don't have to live in a reality where someone tries to ship Adam with Sera. Where's lute? uhhhh. She gets to be a deadly sin. aaaaand since we haven't seen satan yet, we're just gonna put her in wrath. Girl is obsessed with war. This leaves Adam and Eve ruling pride and. Sera... she's like. an aunt. Actually you know what, because of the weird fruit thing, Sera gets to be gluttony. Fuck wait that puts beelzebub in heaven. WAIT I GOT IT. STOLAS. Stolas gets to be in Sera's place in heaven.
Okay so the eden narrative goes like this. Adam and Lilith are having arguments in the garden when Sera goes to console Adam. (Not shipping. I just don't see them like that.) Sera takes Adam to the fruit of knowledge where he partakes and decides to go try to give it to lilith who is annoyed and disgusted with him and makes up some bullshit story about him running off with an angel. Heaven makes Lillith a new boo in the form of Eve who plot twist, hits it off with Adam and ALSO takes the forbidden fruit. So with that, Adam and Sera are kicked out of paradise. Adam promises Eve that they'll see eachother again and Eve is forced back to Lilith where they live to have many children. When they pass, Eve is sent to hell for previous fruit shenanigans where she reunites with Adam and Sera (probably also cain in order to set up for future angst). Since Adam was cursed with infertility due to similar fruit shenanigans, Sera blesses the couple with a child, Emily, who gets a bit of heaven magic as a gift from her aunt. I imagine that Lute would be a phenomenal babysitter. Lilith goes to heaven. Hits it off with a nervous angel boy who becomes her second in command as she becomes head exterminator. Abel does not care for lucifer and bullies him a lot. However, when the two have Charlie, he softens up to his newest baby sister. Lilith proposes the exterminations to Stolas (Cause he's in heaven now) who agrees due to fearing for heaven's safety. Sera agrees on behalf of hell in exchange for the protection of Adam, Eve, and Emily and becomes estranged from Adam and Eve after that. Emily comes up with the idea for a hotel. Adam becomes depressed. Now we're at present day.
#wrote this instead of doing HW#text post#hazbin emily#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel au#hazbin au#charlie morningstar
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Spoilers for Obey me lesson 12 and all lessons after.
You have been warned
I swear we just had to speak about Belphegor/Belphie when Lucifer was probably about to admit his love towards the the mc (Alejandro is the name I put. Not my real name but the name I put in).
But at least on the upside look at how happy our boy Beelzebub is now that his “twin” is there
Like we completely betrayed his trust and I know that during the lesson where Lucifer and Satan switched bodies we got the warning by the witch who was killed by Noah but I didn’t think it would be so soon. I feel like the game Levi got where it was about the ghost story tied to the house of lamentation was the main culprit of the whole part of this
Update 1:
Got to lesson 15, I was honestly thought we were going to die when we were near the grimoire… by Lucifer AND Cerberus. Then when we got the option to hug or smack Lucifer I immediately hugged him, I can’t hate any of the brothers (Lucifer in his demon form can get it, if you know what I mean)… except Belphegor if we have an option to slap him I will with no hesitation
Like this gif was basically me during that whole part
Update 2 for @suitheus:
What the hell! Did Belphegor seriously kill mc in lesson/chapter 16! I am absolutely speechless like I honestly was not expecting that! And Mammon holding our dieing body in his arms… that just broke my heart like he said it, he’s our demon, the first one we made a pact with, the one who was supposed to protect us just held our dieing body in his arms begging us to hold onto life
But I was right on the theory that mc was a possible descendant of Lillith I mean yes I did look it up before but I was tired and couldn’t remember what the answer was.
#obey me#obey me x mc#obey me lucifer#obey me beelzebub#lucifer avatar of pride#beelzebub avatar of gluttony#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me belphie#obey me belphegor#obey me characters
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Coated in sludge [its trauma]
Summary: He lost his gloves, they slipped off, and he can see it all over again and he hates it.
Warnings: PTSD, hallucinations, blood, burns, freezing, check tags for further warnings.
Authors Note: REMEMBER WHEN HUNTERS GLOVES WHERE THE CRAZE AND OH WHATS GOING ON WITH THAT SHIT?! I do, and now I have enough knowledge on The Owl House to write some grotesquely, horrifying, PTSD-filled, hot garbage about it, also, illusion track Hunter anyone? Anyone at all? No, ok, once again, I take reblogs as a form of currency over likes.
He wanted to fucking scream as he shook, as he clenched his fists shut tight, they were bare, he could feel his skin.
It was torn.
It was broken.
It had layers and textures.
Everything hurt as they bled and they singed and they froze.
His skin was covered in so many scars, he looked like a zebra. They jumped back and forth over his hands and up his wrists to his elbows and they stung. The flesh was raw even though they finished healing, never entirely, years ago and he could still see and feel the wounds peeling open. He still watched in horror as skin came undone and fire charred flesh, the scent burned into his nose, ice dug into his wounds and caused a searing pain that had him hissing.
None of this is real, he knows this, his visceral memories keep the flames alive until he can't see his scars again.
Hunter knows he's fine now, he knows that he won't hurt him ever again, he knows that Eda promised to protect him. He knows that he has friends who will help him now, who won't let him near fire, who won't let him near ice and who won't let him touch sharp things. He knows what fucks him up, he knows who fucked him in the first place and he knows he wants that epidermis as a rug and that mask mounted on a wall and he knows that's too far.
A guy can dream of the cruelest revenge, can't he?
He's sobbing, he's panicking, he's crying out, he's shaking and his vision is blurry and he can barely get on his hands and knees to get his gloves. He's crawling, he's shimmying and he's barely able to differ the leather of his gloves from the floorboards below, of all the days for his friends to go on a mission. He reaches for his gloves, closer and closer to sweet relief as ice and fire crystalize and shoot out of his bleeding scars, and he wants to scream, it hurts so much.
First glove, on, I am half freezing to death.
Second glove, on, the world stopped burning.
Panting, Hunter was panting as he tried to calm himself back down, one, two, three, four, deep, deep breathes Hunter, everything is fine now. His gloves are soft on the inside and tough on the outside, just like he is. His hands aren't bleeding out and he can tell because his gloves aren't wet, the frost crystals on his wrists are melting and the fires are dying. He can't hurt him anymore, he isn't alive anymore, it's fine now, even with the heat on his arms not going away and the biting cold never really leaving him, he is surviving.
But, he's facing setbacks everyday, he can't even take off his gloves to fall asleep at night. He can't even use a fire glyph without the sounds of his screaming deafening his entire existence. He can't even look at ice fragments without feeling him jabbing jagged ice between skin.
Is he really surviving if he can't look his trauma in the eye?
No, no, he is surviving.
He's standing and fuck, that's a lot more than some people who've endured what he has and he'll be proud of the fact he's still breathing even though it seems small. Yeah, Luz is proud of him, Amity is proud of him, Gus, Willow, Lillith and Eda are proud of him, and he hopes-he knows they aren't lying when they say he's doing better.
Hunter still feels like an absolute failure when he rubs the tears from his face, wincing as he does so with the feeling of leather against not raw skin. The tears in his scarlet eyes don't stop coming, and the drone of his, Belos, insults and berating notations get louder and he starts to sniffle. He clenches his eyes shut and his fingers tense, estranged from a fist and he's curling up again, rolling out of view, under something as nonexistent footsteps get louder and louder. He screwed up again, now all that's left is waiting for whatever is next in line of his punishments, if their hands are broken, they'll never have working magic to rebel, Belos would say in private, and Hunter finally gets it.
And when the footsteps come to halt at the edge of Hunters bed, the screaming comes and he's dragged out from under his bed, scarlet met with raging black. The screaming never stops and it makes his ears bleed and then his gloves are torn off and scars are unfolded and ice is put back in place and fire sears flesh where it always has and always will like he deserves. Why, why in the name of fuck would he learn illusion when he knew that panic, anxiety, depression, trauma, mania and so many other mental conditions can affect it?
It's just in his head, but that will never make it stop hurting.
#the owl house#toh#toh fanfic#toh fic#the owl house fanfiction#the owl house fic#hunter the owl house#toh hunter#the owl house hunter#hunter toh#hunter the golden guard#writing#fanfic#fanfiction#fan fic#fan fiction#tw hallucinations#tw burns#tw hypothermia#tw ptsd#tw trauma#tw abuse#tw slight body horror#tw self doubt
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Pride and Prejudicenatural: The Monster At The End Of This Book
Once again, I have rewritten a famous Destiel scene with Elizabeth and Darcy. It's the opposite of most Pride and Prejudicenatural, but it makes me insane so I keep doing it! This one is from the iconic convo during 4x18.
“I am not the praying sort,” Elizabeth said loudly, standing underneath the glow of the streetlamp, “But I have no one else to turn to and I…I need help.”
There was no response.
The oil lantern flickered inside its wrought-iron cage.
“I pray, Darciel,” Elizabeth begged, “I pray, that you will help me, in my time of need. Please.”
“Prayer is a sign of faith,” came the smooth voice of the angel Darciel, and she whirled around to find him standing there.
“Please,” she said simply, “Will you help?”
“I…I am not sure what I can do,” he said, shifting uncomfortably.
“Pull Jane from her bed, now, before Lillith is upon her!” Elizabeth shouted, “Like you did for me, when I was confined to the depths of Hell!”
“I cannot, Miss Bennet, for it is part of a prophecy,” Darciel said, as if that mattered to Elizabeth when Jane was in danger, “I cannot interfere. You must understand.”
Elizabeth clenched her firsts.
“You have tested me, Darciel, thrown me about, scattered me to each of the four winds, stretched me to my limit, asked me for things that I could not give, do things that I could not accomplish,” Elizabeth said, willing her shaking voice to remain even, “And I have never asked you for one single thing in return. But now, I ask for this one favor, and you cannot-or will not-grant it?”
“Why, w-what you are asking of me, is-” Darcy stuttered, “It is-it is not within my power to do!”
“Why? Just because of some so-called divine prophecy?”
“Yes!” Darciel said.
“Are you asking me to simply-simply wait, for it to happen? To do nothing, in the face of certain doom, when I know full well that I could have prevented this?” she asked, tears stinging at the corner of her eyes.
Darciel was quiet, unable to meet her eyes, for a long, deafening, moment of silence.
“I’m sorry, Miss Bennet.”
“Curse you,” she uttered in anger, inspired by terror, “Curse you and your God, and your mission, and your rules! I proclaim this day, Mister Darcy, that when the time comes when you need my help, don’t even bother to darken my doorstep, for I will cast you out with a curse upon your back! Begone!”
“Miss Bennet-”
“I said begone, foul creature!” she half-sobbed.
“Elizabeth,” Darcy said, his voice breaking on the final syllable.
“What?!” she snapped, tears dripping down her face.
He gathered himself up, as straight and tall as his vessel would allow, and took a deep breath.
“You must understand, why I cannot intercede, Miss Bennet,” Darciel said, his voice taking on a different quality, “Prophets are specially chosen by God, and protected-”
“I don’t care, Darciel!” shouted Elizabeth, “I don’t care-”
“If anything threatens a prophet,” Darciel spoke louder, “Anything at all, an archangel will be summoned to dispose of that threat immediately.”
Elizabeth froze in place, cogs turning in her brain. His eyes were large, staring through her, willing her to understand.
“Archangels are not just servants of God, Miss Bennet,” Darciel continued, each word deliberate, “They are Heaven’s most terrifying weapon. They are absolute, in their ferocity, wrath, and justice. Nothing, in any realm, could withstand an archangel’s power, without being vaporized into the finest mist.”
Elizabeth stood agape.
“If…a prophet,” she said slowly, “was placed, perhaps, in the same room as a demon-”
“Then the most fearsome wrath of Heaven would rain down upon that demon,” he said, words spilling out quickly, nodding his head.
Elizabeth nodded in understanding.
“Just so you understand,” he said, looking away from her, past the streetlight, into the night sky, “Why I cannot help you.”
She gave him a firm shake of her head to indicate a thank you, and raced off, hoping that the Prophet would agree to her wild, half-cocked plan.
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Candle: The Rewrite
Actually that title is a complete joke but anyways. My first fanfic i actually posted anywhere is officially in the stages of being rewritten! The first chapter is up so YIPPEE. I am keeping the original fanfiction attached to my ao3, even though it is technically not canon anymore to the new storyline in any way, unless I decide to include scenes from the fanfiction as a callback to the original. The original has too much character and sentimental value to me, and as such I will never be deleting it or orphaning it, so do not worry about any of that happening.
Moreover, I want to thank everyone who has been here with me since I started posting on this site, or anywhere else, over four years ago now. It has been a pleasure for everyone involved, and I dearly hope that I can continue pleasing people with my fanworks in the future. For my new people who have either recently followed me, or those who just watch my works on occasion.
Thank you. Literally. If it wasn’t for all of you, I would probably have lost interest in posting and enjoying the fandom. I love everyone here, and i want to give a shoutout to people like @krattgirl124 @tittybender @issy5316 @lashlamb13 @lilliths-httyd-blog @amyrafierceblade (you. you have been my friend the longest. I love you so much I cannot even describe it in words. Thank you for being here!) @i-wishforwhump, @useless-moss and many more individuals that I cannot even name. You are all amazing.
And now that it over, it is time to get into the fic specs!
Rating: Mature
Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Fandoms: DreamWorks Dragons (Cartoon), How to Train Your Dragon (Movies)
Relationships: Viggo Grimborn/Krogan, Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III/Astrid Hofferson, Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III & Toothless
Characters: Krogan (How To Train Your Dragon), Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III, Viggo Grimborn, Astrid Hofferson, Toothless (How to Train Your Dragon), Stormfly (How to Train Your Dragon), Heather (How to Train Your Dragon), Dagur the Deranged, Meatlug (How to Train Your Dragon), Fishlegs Ingerman, Ruffnut Thorston, Tuffnut Thorston, Viggo’s Savior, Snotlout Jorgenson, Hookfang (How to Train Your Dragon)
Additional Tags: Blood, Blood and Injury, Blindness, Disabled Character, Disability, Memory Loss, Concussions, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Krogan has PTSD, Anxiety Anxiety Attacks, Past Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Nightmares, Chronic Illness, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post Triple Cross, Viggo Grimborn Lives, Protective Viggo Grimborn, Soft Viggo Grimborn, Soft Krogan, Eventual Happy Ending, Angst, Found Family, Fluff, Eventual Fluff, Krogan Really Needs a Hug and some ibuprofen. how sad that it doesn’t exist in httyd
#httyd#krogan#httyd rtte#krogan rtte#krogan httyd#fanart#httyd au#httyd fandom#httyd fanart#rtte#Fanfiction#candle#candle au#candle!krogan#blind!krogan#dreamworks dragons#canon divergence#httyd krogan#rtte krogan
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I posted 1,686 times in 2022
That's 1,686 more posts than 2021!
633 posts created (38%)
1,053 posts reblogged (62%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@artinandwritin
@smallfrogpleasedtomeetyou
@purpleshutin
@lilliths-httyd-blog
@dragonnnfly
I tagged 1,371 of my posts in 2022
Only 19% of my posts had no tags
#httyd - 552 posts
#rtte - 439 posts
#how to train your dragon - 364 posts
#race to the edge - 353 posts
#rosie's httyd brainrot - 337 posts
#snotlout - 307 posts
#riders of berk - 259 posts
#defenders of berk - 259 posts
#snotlout jorgenson - 250 posts
#snotlout snotlout oi oi oi - 188 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#siri trying to make the best of things and support her family even though it’s not the life she wanted is so her and it’s breaking my heart
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Snotlout is actually so sweet though?? like despite Spitelout's best efforts he cries when he thinks his dragon is in danger and he would die for his friends and he naps with baby monstrous nightmares and he sings to baby fireworms and he forgets to defend his hut against the shellfire because he was so busy defending his friends' huts and he sees hiccup by the forge and automatically tries to light it for him and he protects a yak from singetails for an entire episode and he spends all his money on chicken food and he sleeps with a stuffed yak and he rubs nightmare gel into hookfang's scales every night and he nicknames all of his friends and his dragon and he can sew and he cuddles his mom and he calls her mommy and he hugs his friends and he's happy for his best friend and the girl he's had a crush on for forever when he learns that they're dating and he
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#4
Shots of the gang just being domestic around the edge give me life,,,, like
Give me rainy mornings where they’re all half awake and eating breakfast in comfortable silence
Give me everyone complaining about each other’s cooking when it’s their turn to make dinner
Give me them taking care if each other when they’re sick, or patching up minor scratches and bruises
Give me spontaneous competitions and pointless arguments
The point I’m trying to make here is I love RTTE so much and I love the parts of it that only happen in my head just as much
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#3
Dude honestly props to Jay Baruchel for voicing Hiccup throughout 3 movies, 8 seasons of a tv show, and 5-6 specials, bro, that’s literally insane
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#2
The httyd comics are actually a godsend??
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My #1 post of 2022
No I am not okay you don’t get it we watched him grow up he grew up with us and I’m crying I love this stupid fucking franchise so fucking much
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Theory One - Who Shall Live, Who Shall Die.
Hello Wayward Sinner!
I am here with an exciting theory I have to share about the staff from the Hazbin Hotel: Who will be dead by the end of the series. Now some reminders, we do know that Hazbin Hotel's run time will be for at least three seasons if all goes according to plan. So what does that mean for us dark theorists who always believe a character will die? That, it isn't as likely to happen. A series with a longer run time with such a large cast means it's not likely a protagonist will die. More than likely, we will get the death of a secondary character who one of our protagonists is attached to. We will have to watch a character scramble to find themselves again.
If I were to chose anyone who'll likely die for the greater good of the plot it's likely to be Lucifer or Lillith. From how Charlie and Lucifer acted in the trailer together, plus the clips we've seen of Lucifer, we know that he may not be entirely against Charlie's attempts. He knows his daughter is competent to a certain extent. He will probably be important for Charlie's character development, and is a mentor character, who have a tendency in media to die on schedule for when the fandom believes or unexpectedly. Luficer Morningstar is likely a high candidate for dying through the series life. Likely through season two, as heaven realizes Charlie is getting somewhere with the Sinners of hell. If I had to pick a primary character to die it's likely Husker, Angel or Cherri. Any one of these three, due to the fact they are tied to Angel Dust or are Angel Dust himself. Husker throughout the trailers and pilot is seen with Angel Dust. They're right by each others sides. I will also say that Husker and Angel Dust share the commonality of hearts in their designs. Husker having heart accents now. Viv is very intentional with her design process, so I wouldn't be surprised. Following that, Cherri likely dying is due to the fact she is so close with Angel Dust, as we saw in "Addict." There has been no confirmation whether not "Addict" is canon to the show or not now with the confirmed designs. Cherri dying is a possibility due to her reckless nature, and her comforting personality towards Angel Dust. We can presume by the end of season one or start of season two that Angel Dust will need to become his own person by getting away from Valentino. It would add more conflict to what he needs to do for himself as Angel Dust would not have a friend by his side to help him find himself. It would be absolutely amazing to watch a vulnerable, male character in media struggle with grief in a more realistic way. Rather than "I'm greiving and sad, I'm going to go be angry and blow things up!!!!1!!!1111!!" we may get "I'm sad, angry, alone, and I will go through this process in waves." If Husker dies it wouldn't benefit a lot of the plot, but would make sense due to him being a former solider. Dying to protect the Hazbin Hotel cast maybe? I'm unsure of how it could benefit. That's all for now, what do you think? Stay tuned for more!
#hazbin hotel#Hazbin hotel theory#hazbin hotel angel dust#hazbin hotel cherri bomb#hazbin hotel husker#husker#angel dust#cherri bomb
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DOING ALL THESES QUESTIONS FOR MY OCs AMON MALVI AND JUDAS BECAUSE I AM BORED
1st question! Who sleeps in the middle? Amon, Malvi and Judas all have separate rooms but when they do all sleep together it's typically because they want to cuddle or someone have a bad day. Amon is more often than not in the middle but when Judas is has a bad day then they'll sleep in the middle! Malvi very rarely sleeps in the middle because she wakes up the earliest and doesn't like to wake them.
Question 2! Who is the best cuddler? They will all argue for each other but they all are quite good cuddlers. Amon is very big and solid and is really warm too, he can hold them both in his arms when he cuddles them, and he really likes doing so. He tends to nuzzle into the others and cover them in affection via kisses or massaging them, his tail also tends to wrap around one of their legs. Malvi similarly to Amon is pretty big, but she's more squishy! She likes to wrap her wings around them and hum to them as she plays with their hair and praises them for things. Judas is the smallest and tends to be more anxious about cuddling with them due to it not understanding social stuff. Judas is always pretty cold too and he doesn't want to make either of them cold (they don't care) Judas likes to have them cuddling him and have their body weight on them.
Question 3! Who gets hurt the most? Amon and Judas both get hurt a lot. Judas being smaller and having a poor immune system means it gets sick a lot. Since he stuggles to gain weight and build mass, plus him being blind in its left eye and missing it right arm at the elbow, he tend to get sick and stays sick for a long while. Amon on the other hand gets more physical injuries. He's mostly muscle and he's a soldier, but he tends to overwork his body and get hurt because of it while training. Malvi basically never get hurt (physically) due to always being surrounded by guards, but even if she wasn't she's quite strong, and always carries a dagger on her.
Question 4! Who acts like the baby? None of them. They're all grown adults who have gone through a lot, none of the act like the baby.
Question 5! Who teases the others the most? None of them really tease the others, but out of the 3 Malvi is the one who does the most.
Question 6! Who proposes? Well, proposed in this case! Malvi proposed- It wasn't big and exciting or anything like that. Malvi simply turned and looked at them and asked "Do you guys want to get married?" and Judas got flustered cause he didn't understand if she was serious or not and Amon was really quiet for a moment before asking if she was serious and Malvi started panicking and being all flustered. They eventually figured it out and Amon and Judas said yes <3
Question 7! Who is the most protective? Amon. Hands down. Amon is very protective of Judas and Malvi. He believes that their safety is his job and while it's very sweet he typically ends up sprieling if they get hurt.
Question 8! Who is the closest to the child? (Whether it be a fur baby, scale baby, or human child.) In the case of Amon, Malvi, and Judas, 'the child' is their children- triplets, Eve, Lucy, and Lillith! Judas is probably the closest with them, as he doesn't work and takes care of them the most! Judas is closest with Lillith though, as she takes after him the most, (i.e. Lillith is Judas' bio kid while Eve and Lucy are Amons- they are all Judas and Amons kids though) Judas feels guilty for her because he has a lot of issues with what he is, but it still wants to make sure Lily doesn't grow to hate its kind because of Judas past issues. Lily being a Desolatus like her Pa is part of what made such a close bond between the two!
Question 9! Who gives the best advice? Well Malvi probably, but it depends on they type of advice- Amon is good at emotional and combat advice, Malvi is good at legal and money advice, Judas however..... Judas is not good at advice when asked for it... Judas is pretty good at helping kids though so giving adive to children is probably the only good advice he can give.
Question 10! Who is like a therapist? Amon is the therapist, well, he listens to Malvi and Judas talk about any and all their problems to him and he'll give them a massage and shower them in affection and praise, absolute adoration.
Question 11! Who sings B and C to sleep? Malvi will sing to them if they ask but typically she'll just hum a tune.
Question 12! Is the relationship healthy? Yeah. They've had their far share of issues but they worked through them and they've grown and build their relationship over the years.
Question 13! Do A and B have a stronger bond with each other? Or do C and B or C and A have a stronger bond? Or are A, B, and C close together [equally]? Well, Amon, Malvi and Judas all have different types of bonds that grew differently. Amon and Malvi
Question 14! Who can be trusted to be left home alone? Amon can be trusted in a home alone. Malvi was raised in a palace and Judas despises being alone in a building.
Question 15! Who cries the most?
Question 16! Who is the softest?
Question 17! Who is the shortest? Judas is the shortest, he is only 5' feet tall. He's 11 inches shorter than Malvi.
Question 18! Who is the tallest? Amon is the tallest, being a solid 2'8" taller then Judas and 1'7" taller then Malvi. Amon is 7'8"
Question 19! Who likes cuddles the most?
And finally, last of all, question 20! Who sings terribly in the shower? Amon will do it just to annoy the others.
20 Somewhat Important Questions for OT3s.
Who sleeps in the middle?
Who is the best cuddler?
Who gets hurt the most?
Who acts like the baby?
Who teases the others the most?
Who proposes?
Who is the most protective?
Who is the closest to the child? (Whether it be a fur baby, scale baby, or human child.)
Who gives the best advice?
Who is like a therapist?
Who sings B and C to sleep?
Is the relationship healthy?
Do A and B have a stronger bond with each other? Or do C and B or C and A have a stronger bond? Or are A, B, and C close together [equally]?
Who can be trusted to be left home alone?
Who cries the most?
Who is the softest?
Who is the shortest?
Who is the tallest?
Who likes cuddles the most?
Last of all, who sings terribly in the shower?
#ocs#I don't wanna bother drawing responses so works#Amon Verros-Rhammon#Malvi Verros-Rhammon#Judas Verros-Rhammon#F/m/m#polyamory#shitting posts#oc text post#holy shit balls#this is like the first time im posting stuff about them#eeeee <3#verros rhammon family
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Lillith died because nobody saved her.
"Okay, look... if this is a continuation of the 'it was all a delusion' scenario, then you're gonna need to explain more."
"We were both cast down together. We held onto each other as we fell, and I protected her from the harshest parts of the descent. So, for your scenario to work, my delusion would have had to start before we were physically pushed down or during, meaning I wasn't able to protect her."
"....why am I humoring all this again?"
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From the writing worries with reader and lucifer, having reader insucure about themselves and comparing themself with Lillith. What is Lillith actuslly came back and wanted to get back together with Lucifer?
━ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃
𝐩𝐭.𝟐 𝐨𝐟 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒.
lucifer morningstar x gn! insecure! reader
summary; insecurities turn worse each time, and scaredy turned into reality when one specific woman shows herself again. How will you handle this unfortunate situation?
cw; hurt/comfort (not really), mentioning of insecurities about themselves, Lilith is bad in here (I don’t regret it), Lucifer is a poor misunderstood man, slightly angst. no proofread! use of y/n. idk what I wrote.
a/n; genuinely i don't think I took the request serious, I just wrote something based on the first part, sorry if it isn't what you wished for!
You knew this moment would happen. You just didn't wanted to embrace it.
You knew from day one that one day, Lilith would return back from her mysterious disappearance after breaking up with Lucifer.
That fear you had inside you told you from a long time, that you woudn't be better then her, you could never overcome her.
Even though Lucifer tried his best to guide you through this mental journey, you just cannot seem to get over it.
And now you have to experience your own nightmare in person.
You wished this day would never come, you thought that even though you could never be better then Lilith, that you would never have to see her in person.
Fate decided differently, now you're here, hearing from the living room of the apartment you live in with your beloved partner, one female voice you never heard before.
But you had a feeling who it is just by the way she talked to your partner and from the fact that Lucifer didn't sounded very happy about this person.
"What do you mean, why am I here? I assumed you can guess why." You heard the yet to you Unknown woman speak, by the way she talked it turned very poetic, her voice was like a siren.
It made you quite uncomfortable already, comparing your voice to a lady you don't know but have a feeling you do know.
"Lilith leave. I don't know why you're here but actually I don't even wanna know!" Lucifer said harshly, he was surely confused on why his ex-wife was here out of a sudden but actually knows what could happen if this gets worse.
10 points to you, you guessed right on who this person was, the lady herself that makes you so insecure about yourself that not even your own partner can help you through them.
"Uh no? I want my beloved man back honey, c'mon what's got you so protective?!" Lilith said annoyed and without having permission just went in into the mansion her ex-husband has, only to see you sitting on the couch looking towards the poor very shaken up.
Lucifer himself was getting worried about this, sure he was also pissed about Lilith and her behavior towards him but he knew better then anyone how you feel about yourself because of Lilith.
"Oh, who are you now?!" Lilith almost disrespectfully asked, placing a hand on her hip as she looked at you up and down which immediately made you want to disappear from the picture.
You where unsure what to say, I mean literally. And knowing the uncomfortable look in your face, your beloved partner took the lead in this one, even though you know you could stand up for yourself.
"This is my partner, Y/n." He kept the answer short and enough to answer the question his once wife asked, only for her to get more pissed about this.
"Excuse me?! You already have another? What about me huh?" She asked; acting all hurt about this, and lets be honest if Lucifer would care about her, he would feel pity for her but lowkey he only does pity her now because she makes a fool out of herself.
You could only try to calm yourself down, sure you knew the insecurities and thoughts about lucifer now deciding to leave you for Lilith are there and really effective but you cannot help but feel annoyed about this out of a sudden, which where in your side good things, not only because you're feeling not very scared right now but also because you seem to get some boost in yourself.
"What do you mean about you? You really think I wouldn't move on after you leaving me?!" Lucifer asked back, his voice raised and he tried to calm himself down because he was starting to confuse this entire situation with some book which he wished he could burn.
Lilith only gasped dramatically and looked over to you, you fidget with your fingers but your eyes showed fear and anger in them, you where angry at yourself for not speaking up and you where still scared about this all even though Lucifer himself was getting pissed about his ex-wife for you.
"Really? You choose a crybaby over me? She cannot even talk for herself!" Lilith laughed, bringing you up into the conversation fully,
And if it wouldn't be you for holding your partner back you knew this would've been bloody.
"Can you shut up for like a second?" You asked slightly loud enough to be heard and you immediately wanted to slap yourself, thinking you couldn't be talking in this situation.
"Huh?! How dare you to talk to me like tha-" Lilith practically squeaked as she yelled at you but was disrupted by your partner's yell.
"Leave! Don't you ever show yourself here again and don't think you can talk to my partner like that!" He yelled, his anger taking over a bit but he held himself back because he knew you wouldn't want to see this going wrong.
"Ugh. Whatever, hope your little crybaby is feeling guilty for not being me." Lilith said, laughing and turning around to leave again, she only wanted Lucifer back to gain back fame or some contact with her daughter that she lost herself by being stupid.
You immediately turned around and rolled yourself into a ball and tried to not make yourself look more weak then already thinking, you felt like a little child, not being able to handle yourself.
Lucifer calmed down and slammed the door shut the moment Lilith left the house and knew how his partner felt, sure enough he knew that after every word you said about yourself because of Lilith, after this moment you would need more time to heel but maybe knowing now, your beloved partner would not leave you like he said he would.
He proved that once again, he proved that he takes his words serious and would not turn his back on you, even if he tried.
"My duckling, come here." Lucifer said softly, you looked through your arms to see him with open arms in which you let yourself slip into, even if you feel like not deserving it or him.
"See? I told you, I couldn't live without you. I will protect you from everyone, even if you feel like you don't deserve it." He whispered, snuggling into you as he petted your head in comfort.
Yet again, he turned his back on the one who he was banished with, for you. He proved once again that he loves you so much, that not even his own ex-wife he shared everything with, cannot take you away from him.
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