#🎀𓂃 ࣪˖𝓬𝟏𝓫𝟑𝓻𝓵𝔂’𝓼 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓴

[c1b3rly]

From the writing worries with reader and lucifer, having reader insucure about themselves and comparing themself with Lillith. What is Lillith actuslly came back and wanted to get back together with Lucifer?

━ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃

𝐩𝐭.𝟐 𝐨𝐟 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒.

lucifer morningstar x gn! insecure! reader

summary; insecurities turn worse each time, and scaredy turned into reality when one specific woman shows herself again. How will you handle this unfortunate situation?

cw; hurt/comfort (not really), mentioning of insecurities about themselves, Lilith is bad in here (I don’t regret it), Lucifer is a poor misunderstood man, slightly angst. no proofread! use of y/n. idk what I wrote.

a/n; genuinely i don't think I took the request serious, I just wrote something based on the first part, sorry if it isn't what you wished for!

You knew this moment would happen. You just didn't wanted to embrace it.

You knew from day one that one day, Lilith would return back from her mysterious disappearance after breaking up with Lucifer.

That fear you had inside you told you from a long time, that you woudn't be better then her, you could never overcome her.

Even though Lucifer tried his best to guide you through this mental journey, you just cannot seem to get over it.

And now you have to experience your own nightmare in person.

You wished this day would never come, you thought that even though you could never be better then Lilith, that you would never have to see her in person.

Fate decided differently, now you're here, hearing from the living room of the apartment you live in with your beloved partner, one female voice you never heard before.

But you had a feeling who it is just by the way she talked to your partner and from the fact that Lucifer didn't sounded very happy about this person.

"What do you mean, why am I here? I assumed you can guess why." You heard the yet to you Unknown woman speak, by the way she talked it turned very poetic, her voice was like a siren.

It made you quite uncomfortable already, comparing your voice to a lady you don't know but have a feeling you do know.

"Lilith leave. I don't know why you're here but actually I don't even wanna know!" Lucifer said harshly, he was surely confused on why his ex-wife was here out of a sudden but actually knows what could happen if this gets worse.

10 points to you, you guessed right on who this person was, the lady herself that makes you so insecure about yourself that not even your own partner can help you through them.

"Uh no? I want my beloved man back honey, c'mon what's got you so protective?!" Lilith said annoyed and without having permission just went in into the mansion her ex-husband has, only to see you sitting on the couch looking towards the poor very shaken up.

Lucifer himself was getting worried about this, sure he was also pissed about Lilith and her behavior towards him but he knew better then anyone how you feel about yourself because of Lilith.

"Oh, who are you now?!" Lilith almost disrespectfully asked, placing a hand on her hip as she looked at you up and down which immediately made you want to disappear from the picture.

You where unsure what to say, I mean literally. And knowing the uncomfortable look in your face, your beloved partner took the lead in this one, even though you know you could stand up for yourself.

"This is my partner, Y/n." He kept the answer short and enough to answer the question his once wife asked, only for her to get more pissed about this.

"Excuse me?! You already have another? What about me huh?" She asked; acting all hurt about this, and lets be honest if Lucifer would care about her, he would feel pity for her but lowkey he only does pity her now because she makes a fool out of herself.

You could only try to calm yourself down, sure you knew the insecurities and thoughts about lucifer now deciding to leave you for Lilith are there and really effective but you cannot help but feel annoyed about this out of a sudden, which where in your side good things, not only because you're feeling not very scared right now but also because you seem to get some boost in yourself.

"What do you mean about you? You really think I wouldn't move on after you leaving me?!" Lucifer asked back, his voice raised and he tried to calm himself down because he was starting to confuse this entire situation with some book which he wished he could burn.

Lilith only gasped dramatically and looked over to you, you fidget with your fingers but your eyes showed fear and anger in them, you where angry at yourself for not speaking up and you where still scared about this all even though Lucifer himself was getting pissed about his ex-wife for you.

"Really? You choose a crybaby over me? She cannot even talk for herself!" Lilith laughed, bringing you up into the conversation fully,

And if it wouldn't be you for holding your partner back you knew this would've been bloody.

"Can you shut up for like a second?" You asked slightly loud enough to be heard and you immediately wanted to slap yourself, thinking you couldn't be talking in this situation.

"Huh?! How dare you to talk to me like tha-" Lilith practically squeaked as she yelled at you but was disrupted by your partner's yell.

"Leave! Don't you ever show yourself here again and don't think you can talk to my partner like that!" He yelled, his anger taking over a bit but he held himself back because he knew you wouldn't want to see this going wrong.

"Ugh. Whatever, hope your little crybaby is feeling guilty for not being me." Lilith said, laughing and turning around to leave again, she only wanted Lucifer back to gain back fame or some contact with her daughter that she lost herself by being stupid.

You immediately turned around and rolled yourself into a ball and tried to not make yourself look more weak then already thinking, you felt like a little child, not being able to handle yourself.

Lucifer calmed down and slammed the door shut the moment Lilith left the house and knew how his partner felt, sure enough he knew that after every word you said about yourself because of Lilith, after this moment you would need more time to heel but maybe knowing now, your beloved partner would not leave you like he said he would.

He proved that once again, he proved that he takes his words serious and would not turn his back on you, even if he tried.

"My duckling, come here." Lucifer said softly, you looked through your arms to see him with open arms in which you let yourself slip into, even if you feel like not deserving it or him.

"See? I told you, I couldn't live without you. I will protect you from everyone, even if you feel like you don't deserve it." He whispered, snuggling into you as he petted your head in comfort.

Yet again, he turned his back on the one who he was banished with, for you. He proved once again that he loves you so much, that not even his own ex-wife he shared everything with, cannot take you away from him.

© c1b3rly — 2024. works i post are not allowed to be translated, stolen, copied, or reposted on other platforms.

[c1b3rly]

Hi! I saw that you are taking requests? Could you do Lucifer x reader? Where reader and him is already dating but reader is insecure, wondering what would happen between them if Lilith comes back. Would he leave the reader?

I don’t know the rules with your requests so if I broke any rules in this request, I deeply apologise and please ignore this request if so! Have a lovely day/evening/night!

━ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐 -> 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃

lucifer morningstar x gn! insecure! reader

summary; thoughts and worries where everywhere around you, curious and scared about what would happen if your beloved partner would leave you again for his actual first wife, but your partner knows you better then that.

cw; some insecurities to past relationship, little mentally unstable topics (ex. overthinking, anxiety), comfort, fluff. no proofread!

It was no secret that you had some ups and downs with the relationship you have with lucifer.

You where contantly wondering what would happen if lilith, lucifer's ex-wife, the woman he was banished with into hell, would return back and would try to get back with him.

It terrified you actually, you knew lucifer for so long and you are so happy about this lovely relationship you two have, if this would happen you don't know where to be tbh..

And with all those thoughts living in your head, you didn't noticed that your distants was getting obvious by your lover.

Lucifer knew from the beginning you where insecure about yourself, you douded a lot about you, especially after seeing the pictures of lilith smiling so warmthly and looking majestic as ever.

He tried many times to convince you otherwise, that he appreciates you so much and loves every inch of you but unfortunately sometimes you took it as pity, because the moments he told you this you where again looking over old pictures of the morningstar family

you knew it was bad to do this, but lucifer allowed you which is why you where contantly on those books..

And now, you where again thinking about many scenarios on how lucifer would drop you off for his ex-wife, you sat on the edge of your shared bed with your legs close to your chest and with your head inbetween them as you tried to collect your breathing from all the tears you let fell down your cheeks.

"stupid.. why am i always crying about this bullshit?" you asked yourself sniffing, you where glad that lucifer shouldn't be near the bedroom, otherwise he would've heard your silent complains you where doing since almost 10 minutes.

Or so you thought, lucifer was actually on his way to check on you because you haven't shown yourself since a good amount of time and he was starting to get worried, and before he could even knock on the door, he stopped at his track when he heard you sobbing in there.

Lucifer wasn't dumb thats for sure, he knew about what you where crying about again and the pain in his heart was aching to just burst into the room and take you into his arms, but he decided to take it easy with you.

Without knocking, lucifer carefully opened the door to see your frame hugged together into a ball sniffing your poor eyes out, he gently closed the door and made his way towards you.

"sweetheart?" he gently called out, you shook your head towards his voice to see him standing there with a sad form in his face which made you immediatly burry your face back into your knees.

"what?" you asked quietly, your voice shaking and muffled from hiding it, lucifer moved closer to you until he's in front of you on one knee as he gently took your face into his hands, making you look at him with red eyes from crying.

Lucifer couldn't help but give you one of his heart-warming smiles that you loved so much.

"my poor duckling, when do you see yourself the way i do?" he asked, wipping your tears away from your cheek with his thumb. you didn't said a word, just moved your eyes to the floor in quilt.

"baby.. i know you hate talking about this, but believe me when i'm saying this, you mean the entire world to me. i know you think that i would want to leave you but imma be honest, i couldn't live without you, you're my heart, the reason why i wanna wake up everyday and i'm so thankful for having you with me."

Lucifer said, his smile growing with each word as he placed one of your shaking hands on his chest where his heart lays and pulls you close to him until you were embrassed by him.

You closed your eyes and allowed to just feel luci's heart beating against your head, you tried letting your feelings be freely as you slowly began to feel like home again.

"i'm sorry for my constant fear of losing you" you mumbled and luci only hugged you tighter, kissing the top of your head and leaned his own one of top of your gently.

"you have nothing to apologize for my love, we'll get through this together, and i will be by your side through everything"

© c1b3rly — 2024. works i post are not allowed to be translated, stolen, copied, or reposted on other platforms.