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My brain created this scenario where we were wrapped in the furs of our room, his big hands holding us firmly and tightly, kissing us, talking against her..torturing us -- Now baby tell me what you want, my mouth on you or my fingers (licking each other and putting the tip of a finger in), you can only have one -
Oh, to have a man make me choose between cumming on his fingers or mouth 🤤
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Psss, slide you one of my favourite gapple duo fic
A Cuckoo in the Nest -> link
It has kid!Dream and crowfather!Phil, what more can you ask for?
#rainystressedart#dream fanart#philza fanart#gapple duo#I am perfectly sane#just starving for content#so I have been revisiting most of my bookmark
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Luocha Analysis + Theories
Ok I'm going to actually get my thoughts out about Luocha - who, as a character is incredibly suspicious even without knowledge of HI3
This took a while to compile so I do hope you'll give it a read.
Do take heed: There is a minor beta spoiler for one of Luocha's lightcones, but there is no story spoilers of any sort (even I stay away from those.)
please enjoy!
1. The coffin
Alright, I have a lot to say about this part since it's the main point of Interest surrounding his character so far.
So firstly, I don't believe you can take anything Luocha says as the full truth, he definitely lies in some of his dialogue although it is very subtle.
He says, early on when we meet him, that he was supposed to deliver the coffin or whatever was inside to the Xianzhou, yet he seems and even says that he was intending to leave the Luofu while he still had the coffin. This is really odd as it seemingly contradicts what he said before.
(These could be seen as him scheduling but still having enough time to deliver the coffin - however he was in Cloudford where is where nobody is supposed to be and where people would usually get ready to leave. Also a certain voiceline says that most outsiders call the Luofu the Xianzhou but he could still mean a different Xianzhou ship but as I'll get into later, I think it is a lie or he is going there for a different motive than he lets on.)
The main points we learn about the coffin in 1.0 is that he knows the individual inside the coffin, yet it is not a friend, relative, or sweetheart (This was a fun nod to HI3 tho)
You could say nothing is in the coffin anymore but later when Sushang tries to get some answers out if him about it he speaks as if, yes, there is still something or someone inside.
He says they only met once, and owed someone else a favor that required the "delivery" of the coffin and the thing/person inside to the Luofu. (I'll speak more on what I think of this later)
An interesting point that was brought up and that I do not believe is coincidental is that right after Kafka tells the MC how Aeons can die we cut right to Luocha explaining the same thing. He also stares at the Coffin whilst explaining how even Aeons will eventually die and reach the end of their life. This isn't a coincidence.
It relates to something, though we don't know yet. Sure he could be explaining in relation to death with the thing in the coffin but that seems too unimportant to be drawing so much attention to, mind you?
Whatever is in the coffin is very important and lore relevant, and I don't think there is any way it isn't.
(I'll get onto theories and more info at the end and in his Lightcones section)
2. The way his English voice actor speaks (with small notes from his JP one)
This may seem like a null point but I do think it is worth bringing up.
His English voice actor was given directions on how to act and this is very common with any actor, especially one like Luocha where what he says is important and has more than one way to interpret or say.
Lines like this one (image above) could be said with a flat or informing voice, or a kind and straightforward voice, what's important to note is that the voice actor, doesn't say it like that.
He speaks as if he is weary, he pauses at points that don't make sense when reading it, but gives off the appearance of being careful with what he's saying and is uncomfortable? Or uneasy with the subject at hand.
He also switches from a medium level of speaking to a very low voice, which is actually jarring and seems very odd (you could chalk this up to bad acting but by going thru the story you would see that this isn't the case and he is very talented.)
What important is that he seems to want to move on from the topic as soon as possible and even shortens his answers to simply yes or no, as if he wanted to quickly move the subject along - and when he couldn't he gave an inconclusive answer and forced the subject to be dropped.
(right here he gives the most vague and inconclusive answer he can give to end the conversation, he is ending it without really answering anything.)
(Stops the conversation.)
This is going away from the voice acting but I do think it adds to his unease and him ending the conversation the way he did.
Lastly I would like to talk about his JP voice actor at the end of Myriad Celestia Trailer: History of the Xianzhou.
I've seen a few people say that Luocha seems too happy at the end and that he sounds eerily like HI3 Otto, and I would have to agree, something is definitely up.
Also it is very interesting that he makes an appearance in this trailer and to me only solidifies his lore importance.
Also for who he is talking to it's the scared teacher man (Master Gongshu) and as of right now I can't figure out why Luocha would feel the need to talk to him to learn all this information.
3. Voice Lines From Other Characters
The voice lines are things I don't think many have looked into in a theory lens, but I have and I want to share my findings.
There isn't too much but Tingyun and Jing Yuan have very interesting lines I would love to dive into but first let's get the others outta the way.
Nothing too interesting of note here except the immortality line, there are a couple back ups to support what she is saying but simply not enough for me to consider this thus far.
The weak part is what I focused on and it does make me wonder if Luocha also had the same sickness Otto from HI3 had as a kid? Just things to think about.
Nothing really of note at all in this one but I do think it is funny he thinks Luocha's coffin is a 'sword casket' - though now that I do think about it this lends even more evidence to his words being lies since he was supposed to deliver it - although perhaps the coffin and the body do not come as a package.
ALRIGHT. This one is really fascinating. This proves that he was probably lying about having a meeting with Tingyun, or at least that he had it planned beforehand. Also, he is apparently not on record. The Whistling Flames is a merchant guild and Luocha says he has been to the Luofu many times as a merchant and traveller, this is very very odd. Makes me wonder if he is even a merchant at all.
Not to mention that Tingyun states that she can't remember him and that is weird. This is weird! She lives here and is IN the merchant guild, the fact that she's never seen him lends even more proof that he is also lying about being a merchant or at least being here before!
This is for Jing Yuan, and I honestly think it explains why he is watching Luocha in the Lightcone I'll discuss later
he shares that he doesn't think many merchants would act like him - like they didn't want or were in a hurry to do business at all. Makes it seem like he wasn't here to do business or be a merchant at all. I think Jing Yuan is very suspicious of Luocha and Luocha knows this (hence, lightcone.)
Also this is backed up by what Luocha says about Jing Yuan:
"The general not only knows how to reveal other people's intentions, but also skillfully hides his own and does it spectacularly. When you want to "prove" something, you have to be careful."
Anyway I think I'll touch more on this later, during the theory section but this is wild.
4. Lightcones
First up we have the one currently in the game
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The description reads:
"On a bustling street he walks and walks. The sunlight closely follows his footsteps.
He makes a stop and picks up an umbrella to shade himself from the sun …and from that prying gaze."
this is obviously referring to Jing Yuan, who is keeping a close eye on him due to his odd manners. Luocha is aware of Jing Yuan watching him and picks up an umbrella to hide himself. This shows that Luocha probably knows of Jing Yuan's suspicions, however for some reason instead of trying to change Jing Yuan's mind, he simply hides himself from him. Perhaps he wishes to simply avoid him yet we do not know yet.
This one isn't in the game yet, and although it will be soon, this is a minor spoiler warning.
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Next we have this one - and oh boy this one does imply a whole lot.
The description reads:
"Under the watch of the white irises, he knocks on the coffin. "Sometimes I feel I underestimated you by proposing this deal."
He receives no response other than a thorny branch piercing through his palm.
Yet he smiles, and tightly grasps the thorn, "Indeed. This is how it is. We wanted to use each other, and both ended up underestimating each other."
This is SO much. This teases so much it is actually insane how much it is trying to imply.
First off, it implies that whatever is in the coffin - is alive.
This also makes it seem like the favor itself maybe was a cover up for this "deal" which he seems to have made with the person in the coffin.
Between Luocha and the entity in the coffin, they both had something they wanted to gain from the other, they both probably wanted to take advantage of the deal and each other - but ended up - as they said, underestimating each other.
The entity in the coffin seems to be able to control these "vines" and is seemingly quite unhappy with Luocha or the situation since he stabs his hand.
It's also interesting to note it seems like this Lightcone takes place in a church. There is a lot of symbolism in this, but I am not knowledgeable to say more on it at this time.
I want to get into this right now - and luckily I can because for the last section I have today is -
5. Theories and Possibilities
Ok so first I want to touch on who could be in the coffin, and I've narrowed it down to only two possibilities.
Void Archives
An Aeon
These are the only things that stay consistent with all information we have thus far.
For Void Archives - he fits the description of being not friend nor family, and it would be very fitting for them to have only met once before this situation came to be.
This explains what happened to Void Archives and it also fits very very well with Luocha's second Lightcone description. It fits well with HI3 Otto and VA , and I do think it matches up too well to be something small or insignificant.
even if VA is not in the coffin I am pretty confident he has something to do with Luocha or WILL have something to do with Luocha in the future - it is simply too much of a story opportunity.
As for it being an Aeon - He looks at the coffin while speaking on how Aeons can die - also he bears the name fool in one of his eidolons and one of his skills. This bears resemblance to someone who apparently majorly injured Nanook...the presumably final boss at this point in time, ...and again bares resemblance to Otto from HI3 (a lot of his skills and eidolons have easter eggs).
However these are not end all be all's and it's way to early in the game to make any substantial theories for this. Especially when it could be someone or something completely new.
No, I do not think Kallen is in the box.
While I do think it is a possibility, it is not likely. The way he speaks to the coffin in the lightcone is not one of love - it is of something more serious and important to him, but seemingly in a more dangerous way than a loving way. There is a small allusion to the thorn seemingly about to pierce his heart but I still think that relates to a different symbolism than "Oh it's just Kallen."
Also while there is more evidence I do think Hoyo wants to do something new with his character, however instead of making him good like more people thought, they are probably doing something else.
Luocha placed or activated the Stellaron
I do believe that Luocha either brought the Stellaron or activated it. However with the timeline of events being the way it is, I suspect he simply brought it but did not activate it.
Kafka said that the person who brought it and the person who activated it have different goals, so this makes sense with the lore presented thus far. None the less he came here for a different reason than trading, and of that I am certain.
Ending Thoughts
All in all Luocha is one of the most intriguing Honkai: Star Rail characters and I am very excited as to where they choose to take their story, there are so many unanswered questions and at this point it would be very odd to not elaborate or for him to just be fully good.
This is only as much I could stand to talk about today, I could write even more about his medical usage, his relation to the abundance, his potential to be an emanator and how Dan Heng and Luocha possibly know each other but I think I'll wait until 1.1 comes out, I hope you enjoyed my crazed ramblings haha.
#honkai star rail#hsr#luocha#void archives#hsr theory#I am perfectly sane#*spent 2 hours writing this*#hsr luocha
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I know this has been happening forever but what they did to Usopp's skin tone in Egghead is fucking criminal and I am so close to just standing in my room for an hour hitting my head against a wall to not scream furiously through my window at 4am
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You know the obsessive analysing is getting real when you send this to your brother:
#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#aziraphale x crowley#crowley x arizaphale#the glasses man#he is so sick of me#but I have convinced him to start watching good omens at least :D#i am perfectly sane
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This is the creature currently rattling the bars of my mental enclosure (my Digital Circus hyperfixation has been using an expert attack pattern for the last 3 days)
EPISODE 4 IS COMING OUT TOMORROW AND I AM FINE. I AM PERFECTLY SANE! I TOTALLY HAVEN’T BEEN WATCHING AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT OF TADC VIDEOS ALL WEEK! MY BRAIN DEFINITELY HASN’T BEEN INVADED BY RAGAPOM THOUGHTS! (If it’s not clear, I am not sane, I have been watching an unhealthy amount of TADC videos all week, and I have been having a lot of Ragapom thoughts lately). I LOVE THIS SJIW SO MUCH, AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH-
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#the anticipation is killing me#gremlin hours#rattling the bars of my enclosure#I AM PERFECTLY SANE#I AM SANE#DEFINITELY NOT LOSING MY MIND AS WE SPEAK#I LOVE THIS SHOW SO FUCKING MUCH YOU GUYS YOU HAVE NO IDEA#You will inevitably be hearing so much more of my circus ramblings tomorrow night after the episode#I am so EXCITED! It looks so good!#And you know damn well I’m going to be savoring any and all Ragapom crumbs like they’re nectar. Like a Michelin star gourmet feast!#And like GUMMIGOO? If he comes back I will be ECSTATIC! Actually ecstatic doesn’t even cut it!#I will be bouncing off the goddamn walls!#Okay I’m gonna stop now because I need to save at least a portion of my sanity and brain power for tomorrow#But yeah bottom line Pomni has been running throughout my mind for the last few days trying to find the exit#Safe to say there isn’t one. Sorry Pomni!
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An attempt at primally scary asf art
Original art is by me, please do not solicit or attempt to take any false credit or profit from this. Not open for any CC licensing or equivalent. Basically TL:DR dont steal my shit you egg
#creepy#art#cryptid#jumpscare#jumpscare-art#thanks i hate it#i am perfectly sane#this does not reflect my mental state I simply thought the affects of this would be facinating#this does not spark joy#scary monsters#scarycore#unsettling#distressing#distressing art#not for children#original art#all rights reserved
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Ezekiel is me when I gotta lock in (bottom right)
His Ethan Green >>>>>
ANAKAOWHWBDMDJDBBD JOEY RICHTER HATCHETVERSE CHARACTERS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Halo Wars is a good fucking game, fuck you-
*cries in the corner about the lack of Halo Wars enjoyers*
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i am perfectly normal and NOT 🙅 easily manipulated ‼️ i am NOT gullible 🚫 and i am NOT susceptible to stockholm syndrome 😋
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Do you ever stop and think of how Chuuya's life before the PM was one of constant violence and brutality?
And how he might have been touch-averse early on in his life for how every touch he's known was vicious and barbaric?
Do you ever think about how this might be Chuuya's first experience of actual, gentle touch since he'd been picked up by the sheep??
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Do you ever consider that the reason he looks so shocked aside from his ability getting swept away, is because this isn't a chokehold or a preparation to attack, but a mere hold?
Do you ever think about how No Longer Human might have taught him that gentle touch can be just as powerful as violent ones??
Oh, by the way,
Do you ever stop and consider that the reason Chuuya was reeling every time him and Dazai closed proximity isn't only because he doesn't stand Dazai but also because he absolutely hates the contact?
Do you ever think of how Dazai might have known how much Chuuya wasn't used to gentle touch and tormented him by doing shit like this just so he can see Chuuya's visceral reactions every time?
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Do you ever imagine Chuuya trying to get used to gentle touch and even try to initiate some as payback?
And how he's come to appreciate and embrace it by doing so?
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#Cooking up a fic with the same premise#wanted to introduce the idea beforehand >:)#Do yall ever think about any this or are you perfectly sane? :D#I doubt the Sheep was gentle for how they viewed Chuuya as a weapon#Touch starved Dazai vs Touch averse Chuuya#them clashing is my favorite thing ever#I am so normal about them#rambles#ramblings#I don't analyze I only ramble#bsd headcanons#headcanon#bsd#skk#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#sokouku#bsd hc#J's post#J's writing ✍🏽
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im so normal
mdni; fem!reader; tw; blood/bloodplay
Your lips rest to billy's forehead, touching him with the softest of kisses. Doesn't matter that his face was dirty, both from blood and dirt. But it really doesn't matter. His hands shake, knuckles bloodied, and your head turns down to look at them. A drop of blood drips down his finger, dirtying his finger nail then onto the wooden floor of your home, almost in a slowed way that makes your breath catch. He notices. Of course he does. Billy, the ever so observant man he is and without a thought, his left hand rises, nudging his fingers under your chin to make you look up at him.
His eyes tell stories that you cannot fully read, but you do see the swimming of curiosity within them as his fingers stay rested underneath your chin.
With a hard swallow, you feel your head lured closer to him, almost by an unnatural force. His lips are redder with his blood from his nose, which had stopped bleeding, but was yet to dry on his face or be cleaned off. Your nose touches his and he hisses slightly, no doubt from the small bit of pain he received when he got punched, but Billy makes no move away from you. In fact, he moves closer until your lips are about to touch.
He seems hesitant, you determine. Was it the blood? You can't help but wonder why you don't care. Wouldn't it be more reasonable to clean him up and then kiss him and tell him everything is okay? Yes, but right now, you're seeing red. His eyes flutter closed and you're forced to stop trying to read them. The pad of his thumb taps against your jawline and the shockwaves it sends through you make you wanna laugh. A simple touch from Billy felt like the touch of a thousand suns, scorching each part of your skin no matter where he started the touch.
Your mouth parts in a breath and you see the quirk of his lips into a smile before you give in, leaning forward and pressing your lips to his. It's gentle at first, but Billy's hand moves to hold your face and you can't help but press closer to him, wanting to feel the heat from his chest, from his hips against you. He welcomes it, holding your face in both of his hands as his lips caress yours. The taste of his blood mixes into your mouth when his tongue licks along your lip and you moan right into the kiss.
He must like that, you think, because you feel him stand to his full height. He had been leaning against the table, lax besides his hands, but now you feel no fidgeting or shake in his fingers as he holds your face.
He must like it even more, you tell yourself when he turns you so you're pushed against the ledge of the table, his hands grabbing at your waist, the fabric at your hips bunching up in his hands. You pull away from his lips to take a breath, your mouth parted and hungry for more of him, and his eyes widen slightly when he looks over your face.
"What?" Your voice is just above a whisper and he shakes his head at you, his eyes threatening to flutter shut again and that's when you see the dazed look, the way his eyes rake your figure and Billy nudges his nose to yours despite the pain it causes him. "Got some...got some uh...," he trails off and cups your face in his hand again, his thumb swiping at your bottom lip and wiping the blood of his that stained you.
"Oh," you whisper, and you feel it on your cheeks too from when he had been holding you, his hand wiping at it as it spreads and stains your skin, and Billy presses his body flush against yours, his bulge resting right to your thigh and it takes everything in you to not just drop to your knees.
"Am I pretty still?" You say instead, pouting your lip a little because you know he likes it.
Billy chuckles, giving your pout a little kiss, leaning his forehand to yours and his lips brush yours again, threatening to connect them but he's holding himself back. "Pretty as always, sweetheart," he mumbles, his jaw clenching as he sees the way you smile at him.
Billy wants to ravish you in this moment, rip your dress off and bend you over the table and take you, even with the ache in his muscles. But he likes this. He likes the lingering silence you let settle. The way your touch is so gentle to him, but seductive in its purpose. Your hands rest on his chest, toying with the top button of his shirt, never undoing it. Not yet. Not right now. It's breaking his resolve, his patience is thinning but you continue to stay quiet, studying his face like he really is a book.
Billy is close to whining. "Sweetheart," he says, his voice low, almost breaking as he lets his nose bump yours again.
"Yes?" You whisper to him, kissing the tip of his nose so gently, you're like a ghost. You lick over your lips to taste the blood, cursing at yourself inside your head for how much you like this.
"I need to clean myself up," he mumbles and you let yourself smile. He's fighting with himself. He knows you're gonna kiss him. He knows he's gonna kiss you. He knows he should clean up and sleep after the day he's had. But you're standing here with this smug, cute, perfect smile, tasting his blood and he knows that the mere sight of it probably got you soaked and he's almost dying to see it.
"Then, go clean up." He grumbles at that, rolling his eyes and Billy presses his clothed, hard cock more against you, using his hands to tilt your head up a little more. Your breath almost leaves your body when his hand trails to your throat, holding it in his grasp.
"Sweetheart," he pleads, and he hopes you understand his tone. You do, and you hold back your own eye roll, instinctively licking your lips despite having licked off the remainder of his blood from them.
"Think I need more," you whisper and Billy's hand tightens slightly around your throat and he can't hold himself back anymore. His hips almost buck against you the moment his lips clash back to yours.
His muscles strain and his nose throbs, his chest hurts, but your kisses are his antidote. They make the pain worth every single second cause a rush to shoot through his body straight to his cock. He's aching in his trousers, the need to bury himself into her too strong, he feels out of control.
You're tempted to slap him with how hard he kisses you, worried about your own nose getting injured from how aggressive he was, but the stir in your tummy said enough to you to know how much you needed this too. You taste his blood on your lips again and your moans cannot be controlled. Not when he bites your lip to get a taste of you.
Billy moves on his reflexes after that, turning you and pushes your back down so you're bent over the table, hiking your dress up. He's too desperate to take it off of you. It almost brings a smile to your face the way he takes control. You wanted this so bad. His hands felt almost unbelievable in the way he moved you and you long for it always. His belt clanks to the ground as he pulls it off, his hands shaking again as he frantically fishes his cock out of his undone trousers, not even bothering to push them down.
He rubs the tip of his cock against your folds, and his suspicions were correct. You were drenched, all ready for him and he kind of wished he could have spit onto your cunt when he still had blood to spit out. Another time maybe. He's relishing in the little soft whines you let you and your hand finds his, holding tightly.
"I got you, honey, I'll take care of you," he says, his voice huskier, almost strained as he teases his dick against your hole, pushing in, giving himself and you a moment to actually breathe before he slides his cock into you.
Billy groans and you squeeze his hand, your other holding onto the table. You try to breathe calmly, but that was always hard around Billy. Your breath catches and restarts often in his presence and this is like any other time. His senses overwhelm the moment he starts to thrust into you, his legs are so weak and he wants to pull you to the floor, but he's mesmerized already without even fully looking at your face.
You feel all of him, he makes sure of it. As deep as he can, he fucks his cock into you, his gaze watching it, but he feels the pull to look at what he can see of your face. Mouth parted, eyes dazed and fluttering shut when he thrusts deeper into you, "like that?" And you nod, his hand slapping to your ass in a hesitant manner, but the way you whine for him lets him know you liked it.
"Words, honey, please," he says, his voice dripping in desperation as he pounds into you faster.
"Mmm mhm, r-right there," you're able to get out, and he pumps his cock into you the way he thinks you like it. He's right. Billy makes sure to thrust his cock hard, deep into you each time, and he knows he can't hold back much longer, but he wishes he could. He wishes he could keep hearing your pretty little moans for an eternity. You know this won't last long either, so you write it into your memory the exact way his cock feels inside of you. And the way his noises are so desperate, he's almost whining. Almost. That was all for you. The thought of that is already sending your mind into a spiral that you know you'll never come out of. This want you have for him will linger no matter how far or close he is, knowing his want is the same is rattling your senses.
His breath gets shakier if that's even possible. You squeeze his hand tight, only holding a few of his fingers more than his actual hand. You feel him everywhere now. No simple touches left, just frenzied aggression that heightens the heat pooling within you.
He lets out a louder groan, one so akin to the groans he let out earlier in the day in his fight, but this is so much better. He feels like passing out, his one hand looping underneath you to tug your hips back into him. Billy almost lifts your feet off the ground, grinding his cock into you and that does it for you. He presses the right spot and you're whining into the table, contracting around his cock and releasing, your nails digging into his hand.
Billy can barely comprehend the strength of your release as his follows, keeping his cock pressed into you, grinding it, rutting it until you've taken all he has and emptied himself into you. You're milking every last drop of his come and he doesn't dare to pull out until he's sure he's done, until he's sure you've felt every shock of your own orgasm.
When he pulls out, his body is close to collapsing and he quickly reaches to tug you close and bring you to the ground. He sits, you landing in his lap and he says nothing, pushing his head into your neck and hugging you so tightly, you don't know where he got the strength to do so. You're panting still, and you feel his come already leaking out of you as you lean your head back on his shoulder. It's hard to remember how this started, and you know he's too fucked out to do anything else, but you feel the small fire inside of you pulse again as you think about him.
Billy lifts his head head and looks at you, his eyes a little sleepy. His lips, wet and pouted, find their home on your forehead, kissing it with the softest of touches.
let's chat about billy, here :)
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“I am only yours tonight.”
P.S. you have no idea how much I want to lean in the more suggestive part but alas I refrained.
#dreambur brothel au#dreambur#rainystressedart#I am perfectly sane#I have no idea what you are talking about
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more Limbus ocs. sure. why the hell not
#limbus oc#I'm sure he's perfectly sane and normal#and never did anything wrong ever#he can surely be trusted with sharp objects around Bentinho#I am SICK and TIRED of the gay people in my head#ocs#oc art#lcb#lcb oc#project moon#project moon oc#limbus company#artists on tumblr#limbus#bentoposting tag?? does he count????#art#character design
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YOU GUYS ARE AWARE I READ EVERY SINGLE TAG YOU PUT ON MY ART RIGHT…..?? I SEE THE SHEET GRIPPING TOE CURLING BACK ARCHING EYE ROLLING MONSTROSITIES SOME OF YOU TRY TO HIDE IN THE TAGS………I SEE EVERYTHING
#LISTEN I AM DOWN HORRENDOUS FOR THESE MEN TOO……….BUT AT LEAST IM ABLE TO ACT PERFECTLY SANE#AND PORTRAY AN IMG WHERE IT ONLY APPEARS THAT THEYRE JUST ANOTHER GUY#THIS IS VERY TARGETED#I AM WATCHING SOME OF YOU VERY CLOSELY#VERY DISAPPOINTED IN OUR BEHAVIOR ON MY MOST RECENT ART POST😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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HYUNGWON Love Me A Little / 230729
#monsta x#mx#hyungwon#chae hyungwon#mx7net#monstaxedits#kiwitracks#madstual#usersrin#ayatracks#marieblr#foraddy#!melstuff#shownu x hyungwon#sn x hw#love me a little#music core#music core 230729#LOSING MY FUCKING MIND#i'm fine i'm normal i am perfectly sane
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