#I am loosing my shit over this
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I love the fact that back in *godknowswhen* there was this theory going around Twitter that whenever Fall Out Boy realease new music a band breaks up, and now after a few years of silence there’s a new album coming out and Brendon Urie decided to quit making music
#ghost rambles#ghost’s love scores#fall out boy#panic! at the disco#I am loosing my shit over this#‘panic at the disco broke up’ *brendon disintegrates*#dhsjhdjshdbd s
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Im begging you what is the context of this scene
#tos#i bet teh writer knew what they qere doing#they must have#there is no way#i am loosing my shit over this
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gunter romancers be like
#gunter fire emblem#shitposts aside one year later of loosing my absolute shit over this character and i am still overjoyed to be here. kissing u all <3#own art
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Me shaking Peter Jackson by the shoulders like a stuck vending machine: IF THEY'RE NOT GAY WHY EVERYTHING ELSE? WHY PETER? WHAT IS THAT?
#i have OPINIONS about the artistic choices in the hobbit movie#i just wome up from a bagginshield dream#and then laid there for like 20 minutes staring at the ceiling replaying all the events from the movie#like thorin right the middle of his gold madness gifts bilbo the second most valuable thing in the entire mountain#a fucking CHAINMAIL SHIRT OF MITHRIL#IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GOLD MADNESS#and then what whas all that talk in the tunnels where they look at each other like they hung the moon????????#thorin the eagles??????????#HE WAS-??????????????#absolute madness from mr peter Jackson that's what I'm saying#and it's not like you can say 'oh but the book'#the book doesn't even have 1/10th of that whole homoerotic shit#lotr is full of homoeroticism but the hobbit? certainly not between thorin and bilbo#mr peter jackson please i am begging on my knees can you please explain your artistic choices to me becauae I'm loosing sleep over it#bagginshield#the hobbit#thorin x bilbo#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#thorin#bilbo
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I don't have enough words to express how I feel about elita-1
#genuinely#my word arsenal exists of the same 4 phrases I re use over again in hope that people don't realise#going back to my roots tfone is out i am back on my elita bullshit#I LOVE HER SO MUCH YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND#all the reaction images#THAT'S MY POOKIE MY WIFE MH LOVE MY EVERYTHING SHE'S MY SILLY#����🫦🫦🫦🫦🫦#ELITA ONE!!!!#I LOVELITA#im holding her in my pocket#like actually. I bring my legacy elita everywhere#I FEEL STUFF ABOUT TRANSFORMERS CHARACTER ELITA-1 WHO DEBUTED IN 1985 IN THE EPISODE THE SEARCH FOR ALPHA TRION#her wittle horns antenna I wont to poke them i love her head pieces#ELTIAAAAAAA 🫦🫦🫦🫦😭😭😭😭🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🎀🩷🎀🩷😁🩷🫦#Screaming in the fire#THAT'S AN XDINARY LYRIC!!! IT'S SO REAL I AM ON THE FLOOR#I AM ON THE FLOOR IN A BARNES AND NOBLE LOOSING MY SHIT OVER ELITA#there's no barnes and nobles in europe#BUT IT'S THE *IMPLICATIONS*#🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅#ugh. Elita-One#yeah#elita one#transformers#elita 1#tf one elita#Elita-One#Elita-1#DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON ARIEL I MIGHT ACTUALLY LOVE ARIEL MORE THAN ELITA#what
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still thinking about how half a year ago i saw these pictures from the original production of 'the pillowman' starring dt and got curious. so i read the play. and it turned out to be the best piece of literature i have ever read in my entire life. and ever since then i've been obsessed with this story and these characters but literally no one knows about this play so it's just me. sitting here. in my little puddle of dirt....
#this is such an obscure little interest of mine#i am pained by the fact that there is no recording of the original production#i mean there is but you can only watch it if you make an appointment at some theater archive in london or something#if i ever find myself in london i will probably do that#it almost feels like the character of katurian was written for dt#the things i would do to see or hear him perform it aurghah#there are a few amateur productions online but they're all pretty shit#anyway#please read it i am begging you#i'm loosing my mind over here#david tennant#the pillowman#martin mcdonagh#literature#theater#theatre#books#book recommendations#book reccs#katurian#help me#had to get this out of my system#my post
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Ah yes, time for my half decade identity crisis
#discovered I was not straight at 15 (thank you TF2 old man yaoi)#discovered I was not my AGAB at 20 (thank you college ''preferred name'' section)#now i'm 26 and trying to try online dating for the first time and nothing's and no one's been clicking#so I look up some ''am I aromantic?'' quizes and shit#you know. for fun! obviously. (sarcasm)#and erm. Huh.#''It's just the demisexuality'' is it though me? is it?#disclaimer yes I know labels are limiting as shit I just use them to help loosely define whatever the fuck is going on with me#anyway. I'm gonna be. brooding over this for a bit I guess#dylawa rambles
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two days - two ootn 🖤
#in the second pic i’m showing u my waist chain bc on the tightest setting it’s still too loose for waist but it is there#and that’s all that matters to me 🥲#also for the second one i wore my leather coat but when i put it on well u simply couldn’t tell shit 🙏#and what else oh yeah the first cowboy boots have 8cm heel so i’m 180cm and the second ones i am over 180 in them which 🤓 cute to me#fits
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My conscious no longer sounds like my own voice, it now sounds like Matt Rose’s voice, every single one of my thoughts, it’s being read by a British man.
I don’t even know how this happened, if you’d like to hear his voice just look up “Matt Rose” on YouTube.
#matt rose#british man#conscious#im slowly loosing my shit over this British man#am i okay#????? help#England fandom
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Listen, I may forget every single detail of every media I consume, HOWEVER, I JUST SPENT 4 HOURS STRAIGHT (I'm not kidding) MAKING A MAP OF HOW A PUZZLE IN SALLY FACE COULD BE PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE.
It's just a kind of maze but in first person. You have to go into some arches in the correct order to get to the final room. Did the creator create a physical map of this maze? I DON'T THINK SO, BECAUSE THE ARCHES DON'T MAKE FUCKING SENSE.
BUT AFTER FOUR FRICKING HOURS I HAVE MANAGED TO CREATE A POSSIBLE SOLUTION, maybe not a solution an architect would have chosen to do from scratch, BUT A PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE SOLUTION.
AND I PLAN TO, SOME DAY, MAKE THIS IN 3D TO SEE IF I'M FUCKING RIGHT OR JUST REALLY REALLY TIRED AFTER SQUEEZING MY BRAIN FOR 4 FUCKING HOURS TO DO THIS SHIT.
#sally face#i am loosing my mind#who made me do this seriously like#what part of my brained looked at a puzzle i didn't like and went “sure#let's make a 3D model plan for this shit“#you know?#I am so tired rn#I have my final exam of the year tomorrow and this is what I am doing just some hours before it#also i am replaying Sally Face and it's GREAT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT IT'#it's going to make me cry so hard again I just know it#last time i couldn't get over it even a little until several years later#why do i do this to myself#sal fisher#larry johnson#steve gabry#if there is something wrong with my writting here don't you dare to point it out my brain is melting rn i just burnt it
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Goretober 5&6
prompt: priest
since ive been on a Magnus Archives bandwagon all month, this prompt would fit very well with that one priest who ate that kid then claimed ot was a demon.
drawing that would be both fitting and quite gorey for the art challenge.
that would fit my aesthetic and overall patterns throughout the month, too
so thats the sensible and predictable choice, right?
WRONG!
IT'S NICHOLAS D WOLFWOOD MOTHERFUCKERS!!!
and i am so goddamn proud of this piece right now!!!
this is the prompt list i am following this year
#i am definitely NOT loosing my shit over how awesome this came out rn!!!#and i am 100% NOT sobbing over narrative damnation either <_<#art#lgbtq artist#lgbt art#goretober#cw: gore#art challenge#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d. wolfwood#dont u love it when they're doomed by the narrative?#“all my tomorrows”#AGAHAGAGAGAGAGSG#i am completely normal about this#i am SO NORMAL about nicholas d wolfwood#i promise#BUT AGAHAGAGAHAHA THIS CAME OUT SO GOOD TEHE#bullet wound#multiple gunshot wounds actually
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Just saw the popular vote results... yeah, no more playing nice. I need Kamala Harris to beat the shit out of Donald Trump like Wendy did to Cartman in that one South Park episode.
#tw politics#Supposedly the election is not over till December or someone concedes#Kamala#sweety#do. not. fucking. concede#There's still a chance#a very tiny chance but I need to remain delusional right now so I don't loose my fucking mind#But yeah#I'm not a massive South Park fan but I watch that episode when I need to feel something#I need to see that woman beat the shit out of that orange fuck#I know it's violent and not the American way and blah blah blah#but gods#if she cannot win at least let me see her (or any other woman tbh) beat up Donald Trump so I have catharsis for the next four years#Fuck everyone who voted for Trump btw#The fuck do y'all hate women so much that you'd rather a felon elected?#Embarrassment of a fucking country I stg#i hate it here#FOR THE RECORD#AND FOR THE FBI AGENT IN MY LAPTOP#I am NOT suggesting violence or starting a riot#I'm making an (admittedly bad) joke to cope#We shouldn't beat up political candidates... at least in the same way we shouldn't drink on dry campuses#I need to go rewatch that episode#I need to feel something
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Don’t you love it when your friend is active on tumblr but won’t text you when they get off there plane.
@helpimstuckinariver
@rivershyperfixations
@chaoticgayscholar
#my friend concern me#why don’t they tell me shit#am I over protecting or am I just annoying#this was totally not targeted at someone I know#am I overreacting or something else#really random but River did you finish tma yet#let me guess you haven’t have you#im loosing my mind help
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why do fire alarm batteries
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ever need replacing when you are dead fucking asleep
did i enrage god? does she hate me now as i too hate this creation of ours? when will she replace MY batteries
#THEYRE ALWAYS CONVOLUTED AS SHIT TOO 'oh 1 beep this 3 beeps this its plugged into the wAll but also has batteries and you can press this#'button to make it stop beeping for a min but only MAYBE cos it might also just make it start shrieking or speaking in a very loud voice#how do you *get to* the batteries you ask? it would make perfect sense if you were awake but theyre only going to go off middle of sleeping#so!! who knows. this says you need to insert a pin for batteries but theres a label over it but the label has a handy little dot printed#where the tunnel for said pin is under so u can just push through the label ig. but where tf do i get a pin-#*remembers i have actual like pushpins. is unsure if thatll be long enough but all i can think of without further bothering either roommate#*they are not long enough*#*digs into closet trying to be quiet to get to my sewing box for a needle cos thats the Only thing i can think of that might work and#that i know definitely where it is* needle fits but fits....loosely-#*reexamines the beep machine* the pin. for some reason. is supposed to be inserted to LOCK the battery tray so it doesnt open#why you need to Lock a battery tray with a little stick on a device that is already going to be up on the ceiling or top of a wall idk#but in my soggy state i became jared 19 and could no longer read#anyway the reason i hadnt been able to just pull the tray out was because fool that i am i tried to just pull it..yknow....out? but#its a fuckin swivel out to the side thiing#AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT IT OPEN YALL. YALL. MOST RIDICULOUS SIZED FUCKING BATTERY THAT WE DO NOT HAVE. SO WE CANT REPLACE IT RN.#istg istG#THERES NO REASON THAT THESE THINGS CANT BE MORE UNIVERSALLY SIZED#BATTERIES WALL PLUGS PHONE AND LAPTOP CHARGERS AND PORTS#CONSISTENCY *ESPECIALLY* ESPECAILY ESPECIALLY FOR SHIT THAT IS IMPORTANT AND CAN BE LIFE SAVING LIKE THIS#WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STUPID DIFFERENCES FOR NO REASON oh good the devils lettuce has hit me praise be thank fuck#SMOKE DETECTOR<<<<thats what theyre called i rememebered ik it was smth different#anyways#just me#smoke detector#no muscle memory this ones not goin in queue jail for 2 months it is free
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And maybe you'll be like "but if you don't trust businesses, how can you trust welfare?"
I fucking don't. My mom trying to get on food stamps fucked me up because a lady I never met without my permission got my SSN from my mom and started editing my files. My heart still races to this very second whenever I think about it, it kinda messed me up bad and I'll never ever ever see any kind of recourse
And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose my medicaid just cause I inherited some money from my grandpa
And I've never even applied for disability cause it kinda doesn't matter finding out if I'd qualify or not cause of my depression, when the rules are so restrictive I don't know if I've even be allowed to keep my house
I do not fucking trust these things on a personal level. I feel like out of a lot of people I have the most to fear from them cause I'm on the edge of having things work, and that gets you punished
...but I need medicaid in order to have insurance (and when you strip out the finance side of medicaid, I love medicaid... they're honestly incredible insurance... I just... I just... dental is like 90% of why medicaid is so important to me, ever since I found out this state pays for it I've actually been able to do cleanings which is important to me cause I can't always get myself to brush)
And I think things like disability and food stamps are pretty damn important on a personal level, and honestly are also good for the economy cause they get people spending... it's practically a free cash infusion into the economy, cause these are people who need to buy stuff
There's just so much important stuff welfare does that it's worth dealing with government
No, what I want is more accountability so if someone gets my SSN from a 3rd party like my mom they're held to HIPPA styles standards where that's not ok to access my files without my permission (She changed my fucking address and tried to get medicaid to investigate me for fraud! Never even met me)
Like have some accountability there and in every situation
Secondly I want less punitive focused rules. I'd frankly prefer bezos get on disability than smack down some poor sod cause they got $2000 in the bank or cause their friend lets them live with them for free
If there's gonna be a cut off on these programs, it needs to be a solid step above the poverty line, cause... by definition I assume poverty line denotes kinda the minimum expected income people can reasonably live off of, and if you take away benefits people are gonna lose a chunk of money to covering that stuff themself, so you need a buffer before you kick people off
I don't fucking trust the government for a second, I've actively been fucked by them and on a personal level I avoid everything but medicaid and only that cause everything but the money is pleasant to deal with and I kinda need it (honestly if I was rich I'm not even kidding that I'd rather give medicaid like $400 a month than some insurance company, I sincerely like them as insurance)
But I'd trust them a lot more if they were less punitive, less out to hunt me down and gut me cause someone handed me a fiver or cause I started to get on my feet, and if government employees had concrete rules they had to follow that were actually transparent and enforced
Like 90% of my problems with welfare go away if they're held accountable and there's less "catch the welfare cheats" mentality going around
I don't trust the government in the slightest, but sadly there some jobs it kinda has to do, so I'd just rather force it to be an open book where the public can keep an eye on it and if they step out of line there's consequences (sort of like I don't trust most mega corps but happen to sometimes need stuff from them... did you know literally every cell service provider has been illegally selling shit like your location data to random people like bounty hunters, and the FCC just slapped them with a fine that's 0.02% of their yearly incomes and debated even doing that? I even can offer a source on that)
...I don't trust much of any authority cause they constantly fail me and kinda screw me. Don't trust doctors either, but I still gotta go to them, you know? ...they're just... they're real bad at listening... so many systems need systemic change
(You know who I really don't trust is the cops. I could point to so many examples. My uncle doesn't trust cops either, and he's an ex Fire and SWAT paramedic, he worked with them and we still got into a long conversation where he basically tore into them far better than I can)
(I don't trust authority that's not accountable)
#anyway; if I'm a lousy cheat or whatever least they can do is give me a gun so I can solve that problem#shit makes me wish I was canadian so I could take advantage of their sick implementation of assisted suicide#what should be a system that gives people a choice about the quality of their life; and I don't think should be relegated to terminal illne#...there was... think he was dutch; had been burned by his girlfriend all over his body; was in constant pain#and he ended up using assisted suicide in the end cause he was just in constant agony... think that's his choice to make#but of course the canadian system concretely pushes people; mostly the poor and disabled; to kill themselves#not theoretically; as in literally says word for word to them 'you should really kill yourself; just sign here'#it's sick; it truly is#but for any americans that want to dunk on it; I'm telling you we're no better#we have the exact same miserable desperation and people (again; mostly poor and disabled) into despair#only difference is we don't offer assisted suicide#the underlying issues in the US and canada are so damn similar; so much of what's happening ends up being the same#you can't act smug just cause you only make people want to die instead of also offering to help#that's like saying that you're the good guy cause while you did everything you could to drive someone to the brink#get them fired; slash their tires; just cartoon level villain stuff to personally harass this person... at least you won't hand them rope#we have such similar systemic issues to canada; and I am explicitly telling you that like the people in canada that have said#'I can't take it anymore; disability doesn't cover my expenses and I can't get any help... I'm at my wits end so I'm gonna go die'#I'm telling you that I feel that same way; just without any eugenics agency I can call up#I'm really working to get things stable; but it feels like I'm teetering on the edge of falling into permanent failure#and... and I'll actually tell you the amount even though I don't like to mention money... makes me feel guilty#my gramps left me $27k; which sounds like a lot; but I got 20 windows that need redoing (house has a lot of windows)#...if they ended up being 1k each; that's most of the money gone; if they end up being more...#and I got a whole lotta other stuff I've been putting off like plumbing around here; need to replace that faucet#it's an amount of money that helps; but it's an amount of money that isn't gonna last#...that's like a year of bills; and my mom already needs me to pay like $400 to the propane bill since she got behind#I want to use it to... to try and really get my feet on the ground; but it might loose me my insurance... it makes me want to die#and not to be a selfish bastard; but if I could I'd like to try and take and invest a bit to maybe build some passive income#given that... that a job never seems to work out for me cause I fucking suck and cause like... my insomnia has me up at 5:30 am right now#mm tag so i can find things later
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help girl i got too silly <\3 (overthought every interaction ever)
#im okay i think#(lying)#hoooh boy#ill be alr but girl (/gnc) what the fuck is this#nahh i could’ve had a NORMAL FUNCTIONING brain but yknow what i got instead ?#a sentient lump of meat. that likes to imagine scenarios that will *never* happen and form ideas of what people think of it#even if like. yknow. ITS IRRATIONAL AS FUCK AND LIKELY WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING#see. if i was a house cat i wouldnt have to worry bout this shit . just be kitty. lick paw. take nap. eat. in whatever order i desire.#oh and be silly and cute.#‘’embarrassing myself in front of a customer? overthinking what a coworker said?’’#‘’eeerm. oh? you wanted to carry on about your day?’’#‘’too bad. here’s the underlying feeling of dread for the next few hours. have fun!’’#I HATE BEING SENTIENT RAHHH RAHHH#I COULD HAVE BEEN A LITTLE GUY DOING LITTLE THINGS. WHAT IS THIS!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!#i know i should be a big guy and act like it. but sometimes you gotta like. be a little insane.#okay anyways anxiety rant over. if for some reason you read my rant while i was Probably loosing my mind um.#1. i am sooo sorry you had to witness my illposting#2. i give you a little smooch (/p) for sticking with me . I bite you . (/pos)#kazzy complains#me when im cringe on main
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