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thelastunicornflipouts · 2 years ago

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Since I feel too much of a lazy bum today, I am creating a SchmendrickXMolly playlist (under the excuse that then I will have music I can listen to while I study and write the book reviews I must write before the deadline crashes on me).

Somewhere Only We Know – Keane

L’Apprendista Stregone (The Sorcerer Apprentice) – Angelo Branduardi

Sometimes You Can’t Make It On Your Own – U2

Do It Again – Stroke 9 (because they also need some profane love)

Downtown Lights – Annie Lennox version

All The Small Things - blink-182

There Is A Light That Never Goes Out – The Smiths

Fix You – Coldplay

If It Be Your Will – Leonard Cohen

(Just Like) Starting Over - John Lennon

The Book of Love – Peter Gabriel

Il Tuo Culo E Il Tuo Cuore (Your Ass And Your Heart) – Roberto Vecchioni (because Schmendrick is all about singing a love song for Molly while complimenting her booty... the song is much more poetic than the title suggests, I promise)

Just Like Heaven – The Cure

The Wolf Is Getting Married – Sinead O’Connor

Original Of The Species – U2

She Is – The Fray

Abbracciala, Abbracciali, Abbracciati (Hug Her, Hug Them, Hug Yourself) – Lucio Battisti

Angel’s Song – Debbie Harry

We All Go Back To Where We Belong – R.E.M.

Do You Realize?? – The Flaming Lips

Gong – Sigur Ros

Venus as a Boy - Björk

Il Mio Canto Libero (My Song of Freeedom) – Lucio Battisti

#The Last Unicorn #TLU #schmendrick #molly grue #schmolly #schmolly playlist #tried to avoid songs too corny for them #a few are in italian #I can provide a translation #I am feeling too lazy today

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daisymaycries · 1 year ago

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Not much else to say about this one…

#lackadaisy #lackadaisy cats #lackadaisy memes #lackamemey #ivy pepper #freckle mcmurray #rocky rickaby #lackadaisy ivy #lackadaisy rocky #lackadaisy freckle #lackadaisy animation #indie animation #i got too lazy to tag all the characters today #i took a walk at a fancy park clear across town and my legs now feel like jelly #fancytown is not my scene #too fancy #i am a gremlin actually

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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 7 months ago

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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible

#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything #i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by #while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi #i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real #problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about #and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real #or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason #i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place #because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk #negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual #i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed #a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO #i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait #and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life #like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it #just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy #i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy #and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation #because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life #anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is #to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck

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ashmp3 · 1 year ago

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finished (i think) fit for the concert + not pictured black platform boots

#i think i am finished but if you have any ideas feel free to comment #also my makeup will be dark smokey eye that is also decided and my hair is too clean rn and i didn’t wanna use gel #but the slicked back pony with little braids . And i want to put black ribbon i was just too lazy today #anyway i love it 🤓🖤#ok2rb!#fits

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 1 year ago

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i fear knight!sugu will have to wait until tmrw this is my final deadline though ‼️‼️ need this fic to turn out good i cant betray my wives (the moots) :’3

#im too used to posting on saturdays & sundays doing it on a friday just wouldnt feel right ☹️☹️ i cant betray my babies !!#<- (was too lazy to finish the proofreading today)#im also sensing dead vibes from dash …… saturday is safest i just know it . i am receiving suguru’s divine guidance #this gives me some time to catch up on asks before i go to sleep too hehe #ari noises ✩

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hotsugarbyglassanimals · 2 months ago

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it's probably the sunnier weather that's doing stuff to my brain to make me more optimistic but it's so interesting having a brain that craves a lot of self-fulfillment to the point where I can move past some hang-ups around perfection by going "oh I really wanna do that though" and then I do it well because researching how to do it right is also a rewarding part of the process

#it comes with the double edged sword of dropping projects as soon as they become a bit more involved/difficult #or when they don't feel fulfilling #but maybe it's better to take a break and come back to something with new knowledge ?#maybe it's good that my brain has a built in 'if it sucks hit da bricks' function ?#i just wish that i had more stamina for these things when they start lacking intrinsic rewards #it just feels like compared to my other family members i lose steam very very quickly and since we all have the same disorder i should be-#- 'just as capable'... but honest to god my under-activity feels SO severe #it honestly feels like compared to others my threshold for mental exhaustion is half the normal benchmark it should be #you know how there were studies done that found that 4 hours is the maximum amount of time people can work before a decline in efficiency?#i swear to god when the activity is something i have no internal reward for it takes 1-2 hours for that decline to start. and my brain -#- crashes HARD. my eyes start to glaze over. i start forgetting how to speak. my brain starts acting like it's 2-3 am and that i need to -#- sleep. i don't push myself not because i coddle myself but because i perform WAY worse. my work becomes unintelligible #or if it's some other kind of task (such as cleaning) my brain desperately tries to take shortcuts in order to get it done #i am trying to avoid a situation where i have to fix up the shitty job i did after the fact!#it's just kind of crazy to me how this is viewed as laziness LOL 'you did a bad job!' because i was pushed past my limit!#not to mention... i get burned out for DAYS if i push myself too hard. i am trying to conserve my efficiency #if you want me to do a better job... i need more time. and trust me: i'll do an excellent job if you let me rest #i am a very smart and capable person who cares about doing a good job - and i have a fine eye for smaller details as well #the trade-off here is i'll need some time to find joy and fulfillment somewhere else for a little bit while i rest. let me excel ok?#idk where this high self esteem came from other than like. realizing i wrote an entire research proposal in such short time #while receiving positive feedback with very few notes for improvement. i just sat down an added another section today based on -#-feedback and realized like 'wait. i know what i'm doing and i probably care about this far more than the average classmate'#i've been having a lot of thoughts lately and i sort of want to get to the bottom of how i have a difficult time coping w/ burnout #and i also want to figure out how to offset the costs of the stuff i need to do... it's a process

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voxxian · 2 months ago

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i literally only come here when i have a meltdown occasionally lol i miss when i was a happy kid on this account but that will stay where it was made like 3000 pages ago

#i think i have a few thousand pages but im too lazy to check i can only make an educated guess lololol #i remember being so enthusiastic in my posts #now i am DEPRESSED and a total downer LOL #like i had 3 arguments today i totally cried for each one of them too #same person #definitely in prooobably the lowest part of my life. maybe second lowest? im not living out of my car anymore so yea second lowest ig #plus im not actively being cheated on so yea second lowest #still lower in some aspects tho life is shit #ik its morbid to mention but #another #suicide mention #is like i routinely think abt how im going out and its like everyone thinks its so sad and depressing but its such a relief and joyous tho?#i guess the happiness i tie to dying is just depressing to normal people or people who care a little bit about me or just care abt stranger #cuz i get sad when i see strangers tlk about dying by their hand but its also like... i want u to feel relief and happiness n the only way #is dying??? lol #for some of us not all but im like #the type that is so sick of EVERY aspect of life and nothing is worth it. at all lol living and waking up is so mf difficult #breathing is a chore blinking is a chore washing and moving and ugh #then there's jobs and trying to survive and stability and taxes and people who will get you jailed and cause trouble #yea too many layers to life i would rather not #it's not a sad thing tho its just a relief i cannot waaaaait to breathe my last breatg #breath #i hear all these great things about people with NDEs who feel relief and happiness during dying like bruh let me have that

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theloveinc · 2 months ago

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Really in the the mood to have a freak useless boyfriend today

#my roommate is moving out and lord yall… my house…#first she shit on the floor and now she’s not leaving me with any toilet paper …#what in the world #she was supposed to leave by now #like lowkey im laughing bc he plans are all a wreck and I don’t feel bad for her #but also like. I am helping her get thru it #I just wish I had a lazy boyfriend to l #p*ss her off more #like dabi or jabber LOL #I’ve been craving shinso so bad too cuz of mint #anyway wish me luck I’m glad you’re all not me today #caitie blabs

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iceeericeee · 1 year ago

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I wonder how many tags i can add on to this

#there must be SOME kind of a limit otherwise posts would get suuuuuuper duper long like is it just 30?#idk but i'm going to find out by simply maxxing out the character limit for each tag and finding out the limit of tags for each post lololo #this is gonna be great. i just have to remember to type without ever using the comma. it shouldn't be too hard right? fuck i almost typed #the comma i'm already bad at this smh my head. also if your still here i commend you. you have a better attention span than i do.#i'm already starting to get bored holy shit this is not happening. i gotta power through this. FOR SCIENCEEEEEEEEEE. or somethinggggggggggg #but fr idk what else to say. maybe just saying that i don't know what to say will be good enough? but does that even count?#I don't even know anymore. ffffffffuck. this is gonna be a while huh? also holy shit if you're still here omg u deserve like. a prize or #something because u definitely didn't have to stay and read all of this bull shit. lololol i typed out bs but decided to just spell the who #thing out just to make it go by faster. i'm so lazy. this is only the nineth tag HOW will i make it to 30. i am sobbing the adhd is adhding #very hard rn. are you still here? bruh this is insane. i have somehow managed to keep ur attention this long and it's just me spouting #absolute balderdash. wait do you know what balderdash even means? i don't care if you do already i'm gonna tell you anyway. balderdash is #basically just another word for nonsense. boom. you learned something new today. balderdash equals nonsense equals this damn post.#why did i decide to do this in the first place. it was a dumb idea. i don't know if i can even keep going. this is only the *counts tags*#it's the 14th tag. we've got a long way to go boys. men. soldiers. comrads. friends. besties peeps. marshmallows.#where was i going with this? oh yeah. trying to max out the limit for tags. dang i almost typed a comma there. i haven't done that since #i think the third or fourth tag. dang that feels like such a long time ago. not for you guys probably. it feels longer because i have to li #type it all out and stuff. so it's definitely gonna feel longer for me. are you still here? good lord don't you have better things to #be doing than reading all of this? we're already on tag number 18. it feels like i should be on the thirtyeth by now. or however it's spell #'toast' you might be wondering 'why are you typing out the names of the numbers instead of say '9' or '5'?' well you see. young one.#this is a strategy i'm using to make each tag slightly longer. even if i don't know how to spell it. it'll make it just a little bit longer #anyway. i got off topic. not that there was ever a topic to begin with. unless it's about making this as long as i can.#which i am apparently good at doing. i guess. are you STILL here? do you seriously have nothing to do? i guess i'm flattered you stayed thi #whole time. instead of reading something else you stayed here. with me. listening to me talk. on the twenty-third tag. oh yeah its tag 23 #except now it's tag twenty-four. how crazy is that. this little talk is almost over. only 6 tags away if memory serves right. this's strang #i kind of don't want this to end. but i know it should. after all there is a limit. but all things must come to and end at some point i gue #i'm running out of things to say. it's probably a good thing it's almost over. hahahahah............... but i don't want to go. i don't wan #to leave this post. i've worked so hard on it. and for what. just for it to end. are you still here? yes? good. i'd hate to end this alone.#thank you for indulging me and my craziness. the end is only 2 tags away now. you can go ahead and leave. i'll be okay on my own. really...#...you're still here? i- i don't know what to say. i suppose a toast is in order. perhaps. for this journey. this stupid dumb post i though #would be fun. i'll make it short. it's the last tag after all. this was fun. but i will never do it again. so long as a i live. i'll miss y

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ijustwannaloverobots · 2 years ago

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just me and my dear bipedal robot dancing

#robot art #robot love #robot x human #ive said robot too much today and it doesnt seem like a word anymore lol #also how tf do you draw robots #too lazy to learn yet have the great need to draw them more precise and good looking #I've recently found out about the robots that peeps of the robot community are simping for and am deeply invested #might make art of them too in the future if i feel like it #have u noticed that i am unable to draw hands that well #doodle #robofucker #robophilia

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violetsareblue-selfships · 5 months ago

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good morning!! <33

#i'm so glad i don't have to do anything today #like i slept better last night but still under the weather #so more laziness #i /am/ planning on watching the raf card from misty invasions tonight (since i didn't manage to pull it)#i'll watch xavier's tomorrow (kinda hoping it kicks him back into my mind palace a bit more bc my attention's been waning on him lol)#other than that- i'm gonna finish up the hsr event as i promised #i /should/ have the energy to do that at least #i honestly should be more excited about the genshin update but I'm too tired #hopefully i'll feel better tomorrow so i can actually start exploring & whatnot #but anyways i hope today/tonight is kind to you! <33 #morning rambles

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p-a-r-a-n-o-i-d-c-y-b-o-r-g · 6 months ago

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when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool) 💚

Thank you! 🖤

Here are some i have been listening to a lot lately:

#asks #and i have way too many faves so since i don't want anyone to feel left out #and also because i am feeling way too lazy today ngl #all my moots can feel free to share their 5 songs here if they would like to ♥

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soonhoonsol · 6 months ago

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you guys... if you have the means to seek help for mental illness, please do it. it's not a waste of money I promise.

don't be like me, a person so riddled with anxiety and executive dysfunction that I cancel on job interviews just because I cannot fathom being perceived and judged by people I potentially have to work with for the next 10 years or so

#personal #cancelled a job interview today bc it was in a location i have ptsd from #which sucks cuz the environment looks great (through the website) and the job description is great too #but location give me ptsd so in the end i cannot even get up to change clothes bc of how f king scared i am #i wish i had money to get a legal diagnosis so ppl would stop calling me lazy and shit #but i have to save my money for my brother's and mum's medical bills bc they always have appts #i cant afford to get help for myself bc then who's gonna pay for theirs #i feel so bad too... my mum is so understanding letting me take my time to find a job #but then any f2f interview i get i panic and shut down and cancel it... like... why do i do that #for real guys if you're mentally unstable but can afford to get meds or therapy or anything JUST DO IT #i promise it'll be better for you in the long run

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kulliare · 1 year ago

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