#I am feeling too lazy today
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thelastunicornflipouts Ā· 1 year ago
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Since I feel too much of a lazy bum today, I am creating a SchmendrickXMolly playlist (under the excuse that then I will have music I can listen to while I study and write the book reviews I must write before the deadline crashes on me).
Somewhere Only We Know ā€“ Keane
Lā€™Apprendista StregoneĀ (The Sorcerer Apprentice) ā€“ Angelo Branduardi
Sometimes You Canā€™t Make It On Your Own ā€“ U2
Do It Again ā€“ Stroke 9 (because they also need some profane love)
Downtown Lights ā€“ Annie Lennox version
All The Small Things - blink-182
There Is A Light That Never Goes Out ā€“ The Smiths
Fix You ā€“ Coldplay
If It Be Your Will ā€“ Leonard Cohen
(Just Like) Starting Over - John Lennon
The Book of Love ā€“ Peter Gabriel
Il Tuo Culo E Il Tuo CuoreĀ (Your Ass And Your Heart) ā€“ Roberto Vecchioni (because Schmendrick is all about singing a love song for Molly while complimenting her booty... the song is much more poetic than the title suggests, I promise)
Just Like Heaven ā€“ The Cure
The Wolf Is Getting Married ā€“ Sinead Oā€™Connor
Original Of The Species ā€“ U2
She Is ā€“ The Fray
Abbracciala, Abbracciali, AbbracciatiĀ (Hug Her, Hug Them, Hug Yourself) ā€“ Lucio Battisti
Angelā€™s Song ā€“ Debbie Harry
We All Go Back To Where We Belong ā€“ R.E.M.
Do You Realize?? ā€“ The Flaming Lips
Gong ā€“ Sigur Ros
Venus as a Boy - Bjƶrk
Il Mio Canto LiberoĀ (My Song of Freeedom)Ā ā€“ Lucio Battisti
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daisymaycries Ā· 1 year ago
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Not much else to say about this oneā€¦
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selfinflictedgunshotwound Ā· 5 months ago
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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ashmp3 Ā· 1 year ago
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finished (i think) fit for the concert + not pictured black platform boots
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dreamyprinx Ā· 2 years ago
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heā€™s performing a gay ass magic act
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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat Ā· 10 months ago
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i fear knight!sugu will have to wait until tmrw this is my final deadline though ā€¼ļøā€¼ļø need this fic to turn out good i cant betray my wives (the moots) :ā€™3
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iceeericeee Ā· 1 year ago
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I wonder how many tags i can add on to this
#there must be SOME kind of a limit otherwise posts would get suuuuuuper duper long like is it just 30?#idk but i'm going to find out by simply maxxing out the character limit for each tag and finding out the limit of tags for each post lololo#this is gonna be great. i just have to remember to type without ever using the comma. it shouldn't be too hard right? fuck i almost typed#the comma i'm already bad at this smh my head. also if your still here i commend you. you have a better attention span than i do.#i'm already starting to get bored holy shit this is not happening. i gotta power through this. FOR SCIENCEEEEEEEEEE. or somethinggggggggggg#but fr idk what else to say. maybe just saying that i don't know what to say will be good enough? but does that even count?#I don't even know anymore. ffffffffuck. this is gonna be a while huh? also holy shit if you're still here omg u deserve like. a prize or#something because u definitely didn't have to stay and read all of this bull shit. lololol i typed out bs but decided to just spell the who#thing out just to make it go by faster. i'm so lazy. this is only the nineth tag HOW will i make it to 30. i am sobbing the adhd is adhding#very hard rn. are you still here? bruh this is insane. i have somehow managed to keep ur attention this long and it's just me spouting#absolute balderdash. wait do you know what balderdash even means? i don't care if you do already i'm gonna tell you anyway. balderdash is#basically just another word for nonsense. boom. you learned something new today. balderdash equals nonsense equals this damn post.#why did i decide to do this in the first place. it was a dumb idea. i don't know if i can even keep going. this is only the *counts tags*#it's the 14th tag. we've got a long way to go boys. men. soldiers. comrads. friends. besties peeps. marshmallows.#where was i going with this? oh yeah. trying to max out the limit for tags. dang i almost typed a comma there. i haven't done that since#i think the third or fourth tag. dang that feels like such a long time ago. not for you guys probably. it feels longer because i have to li#type it all out and stuff. so it's definitely gonna feel longer for me. are you still here? good lord don't you have better things to#be doing than reading all of this? we're already on tag number 18. it feels like i should be on the thirtyeth by now. or however it's spell#'toast' you might be wondering 'why are you typing out the names of the numbers instead of say '9' or '5'?' well you see. young one.#this is a strategy i'm using to make each tag slightly longer. even if i don't know how to spell it. it'll make it just a little bit longer#anyway. i got off topic. not that there was ever a topic to begin with. unless it's about making this as long as i can.#which i am apparently good at doing. i guess. are you STILL here? do you seriously have nothing to do? i guess i'm flattered you stayed thi#whole time. instead of reading something else you stayed here. with me. listening to me talk. on the twenty-third tag. oh yeah its tag 23#except now it's tag twenty-four. how crazy is that. this little talk is almost over. only 6 tags away if memory serves right. this's strang#i kind of don't want this to end. but i know it should. after all there is a limit. but all things must come to and end at some point i gue#i'm running out of things to say. it's probably a good thing it's almost over. hahahahah............... but i don't want to go. i don't wan#to leave this post. i've worked so hard on it. and for what. just for it to end. are you still here? yes? good. i'd hate to end this alone.#thank you for indulging me and my craziness. the end is only 2 tags away now. you can go ahead and leave. i'll be okay on my own. really...#...you're still here? i- i don't know what to say. i suppose a toast is in order. perhaps. for this journey. this stupid dumb post i though#would be fun. i'll make it short. it's the last tag after all. this was fun. but i will never do it again. so long as a i live. i'll miss y
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ijustwannaloverobots Ā· 1 year ago
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just me and my dear bipedal robot dancing
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violetsareblue-selfships Ā· 3 months ago
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good morning!! <33
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p-a-r-a-n-o-i-d-c-y-b-o-r-g Ā· 4 months ago
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when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool) šŸ’š
Thank you! šŸ–¤
Here are some i have been listening to a lot lately:
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soonhoonsol Ā· 4 months ago
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you guys... if you have the means to seek help for mental illness, please do it. it's not a waste of money I promise.
don't be like me, a person so riddled with anxiety and executive dysfunction that I cancel on job interviews just because I cannot fathom being perceived and judged by people I potentially have to work with for the next 10 years or so
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kulliare Ā· 1 year ago
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my hobgoblin boy be. gobblin
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skzoologist Ā· 11 months ago
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Mom: this hairstyle looks good in you
Me, with Hyunjin's signature hairstyle: thanks, you should see the original
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godblooded Ā· 2 years ago
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quick itā€™s 7 am push your enby-in-high-valyrian trans rhaegar agenda.
this explains it way better than me.
#headcanon. rhaegar targaryen.#headcanon. rhaegar targaryen. more god than man.#[itā€™s 650 am#and I have been awake since uhhhhhh 4 am and I am dying of a migraine. I pray the excedrin helps. I have my next after school today. Iā€™m so#nervous. but I didnā€™t come here to whine about education I came here to be awake way too long because my dog doesnā€™t feel good. and I stayed#awake all night just holding her so she could sleep comfortably. her poor ear. itā€™s fine tbh I can nap when Iā€™m done later. I got D&D later#with my brothers.#ANYHOW apply logic here as in: donā€™t.#if I remember correctly kryptonian lends itself strongly to neutral pronouns and also another gender binary entirely.#and I donā€™t recall it high Valyrian does the same but I believe it does. and if it doesnā€™t Iā€™m gonna figure out how to conjugate it.#(ixian is a language kitty speaks it and I could even write it but I donā€™t want to follow my own conjugation rules)#(Iā€™m lazy and tired itā€™s 6:54 am)#rhaegar favors high Valyrian sometimes for his singing as well because the commonfolk arenā€™t exactly fluent in high Valyrian and he can#be whatever he wants in that language and have it not be noticed.#high Valyrian isnā€™t explicitly neutral but I remember reading it works by solar and lunar genders (solar= male and lunar#=female) and itā€™s similar to Greek or Spanish where words are masculine or feminine. (the ocean is a lady in Greek and a dude in Spanish).#English doesnā€™t have that. English doesnā€™t possess a male or female pronoun system.#but like for example. in Greek if it ends in ā€˜oā€™ itā€™s masculine and ā€˜aā€™ itā€™s feminine. but what about other words???#ā€˜Iā€™ is a plural at the end! so it is ā€˜masculine pluralā€™. which means ā€˜skiloā€™ (dog) (masculine) becomes ā€˜skilƬā€™ (dogs)#but the basic assumption default is often masculine. so in high Valyrian ā€˜princeā€™ (if you take the prince that was promised prophecy for#linguistic reference) ā€˜princeā€™ is not a ā€˜princeā€™ as in ā€˜masculineā€™ but a role. the gender is automatically assumed -in English-. in high#Valyrian however ā€˜princeā€™ in the prophecy is ā€˜gender neutralā€™ as inā€¦ basically a job. itā€™s a job. like ā€˜teacherā€™. you can be any gender#teacher. you can be any gender prince. okay. guess I just reconfigured high Valyrian how I wanted to.#(donā€™t come for me my old url was gelenkadarilaros and rhae rhae is my child) also I havenā€™t watched hotd or read anything that came out#after dance with dragons. Iā€™m woefully unlearned but this ^^^ is called ā€˜itā€™s my blog I do what I want.ā€™ and rhaegar gets described so#femininely that cersei uses 7000 ā€˜girlyā€™ adjectives to describe him. rhaeā€™s just -beautiful-. itā€™s his main trait other than sorrowful. I#adore him and would kill for himā€¦ except heā€™s dead so guess thatā€™s off the table. THANKS FOR KILLING HIM BEFORE THE ACTUAL PLOT AND ONLY#GIVING ME VAGUE BITS TO GO WITH GEORGE I APPRECIATE IT. Iā€™m so tired oh my god.#anyway rhaeā€™s a ā€˜princeā€™ (neutral) and Iā€™m not saying he Is The prince that was promised itā€™s just the example. I have ANOTHER hc explaining#my thoughts on that one. itā€™s over somewhere. okay Iā€™m going back to sleep.]
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thedreadvampy Ā· 2 years ago
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aaaaaaaaaaa work is so overwhelming just now I feel like my brain may explode
#red said#i can't tell if i have too much to do or if I'm just being disorganised in doing it!!!!!!#but i was meant to have a full data report done by tomorrow and i haven't found more than 20 straight minutes this week to look at it#the new boss keeps ASKING ME THINGS and ASKING ME TO DO THINGS#and the fucking. readability argument filled up SO MUCH of Monday and Tuesday with both back and forth and silent seethe#i have to be in all her meetings and she's sending me a bazillion things for social media#and my colleague's off on leave so I'm picking up his social channels too except I'm NOT cause i don't know what to PUT on them#need to put together a new video ad by next Friday#need to do like 5 more blogs#and the staff newsletter! gotta get that out by lunchtime!!!! haven't started it!!!!!!!#3 meetings today. gotta do vo recording tomorrow. and both today and tomorrow are short days#cause i have therapy today and I'm taking kofi for a Birthday Treat tomorrow afternoon so i gotta knock off at 12:30#it's all very well to say work to live not live to work AND I DO but the expectations remain!!!!!!#and i feel like I'm failing and being lazy if i can't easily do everything that's asked of me. is my problem.#it's very important to have a manager who understands that their job with me isn't too drive me forwards#but to manage the amount of work that hours my desk because I WILL try to do all of it and i WILL usually manage#but it will absolutely fuck me long term#crying wailing i miss my manager šŸ˜­ 10 months!!!! come back!!!!!!!#we don't always have the most idyllic work relationship but she knows me very well and i trust her to help not hinder with my stress levels#and also like if i tell her i am spiralling like this she would always help me prioritise#but i don't yet know or trust the mat cover well enough to talk to her about overwhelm. and i feel the need to establish myself first.#like I gotta prove that I'm hardworking and reliable and that when i say i can't cope i mean it and I'm not trying to dodge work#which. boy. working life as a disabled person sure does colour your thinking huh.#gotta first prove I'm EXCEPTIONALLY committed and hardworking and Good At Job BEFORE i can allow myself to struggle
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neganium Ā· 13 days ago
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I had a haircut today and have not showered yet so I am presently shedding little dark brown (looking basically black in the yellow light of my lamps) hairs all over my person and things.
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