#I am emotions

[sibmakesart]

:OOOOOOOOOOO

[singwith-love-at-our-throats]

i rewatched OMWF today and forgot that the last thing that Spike says to Buffy before she goes to confront Sweet is that he hopes she burns and dies, and now I can’t stop thinking about Spike from Tales From A New Body by @thisisoffyourbird being haunted by those words for the next 20 years and I am distraught 😫😫

[justablix]

Freddy der sich um Max kümmert

[imstalkingurblog]

Episode 5 part 2 of the walking dead season 2 is up! The game really goes into the life and death theme with this one 🫠

[wildeoscars]

1989 / 2023

[thatbuggygirl]

You ever think about how someone you've never even met can impact your life in deep ways?

Like, I had this internet friend that I was super close with, right? We met, of all places, through fanfiction dot net over twenty years ago, because we had fandoms in common and she liked my writing. We started chatting pretty regularly over AIM and became really good friends.

She was a few years younger than me, but we got on well. Our relationship developed into something akin to sisters -- we were both middle children, sandwiched between two brothers. For nearly four years, we talked pretty much every day, usually through IM, but occasionally on the phone. We roleplayed, wrote fanfic together, and just talked about our lives. We sent each other birthday and Christmas gifts. She had some mental health issues that -as a teenager in the early 00s- she was struggling to deal with, and I, being older, was often a listening ear for her.

We talked about meeting, someday in the future. It seemed plausible, because she lived only a few states away at the time (maybe Maryland, IIRC?) and it wasn't a huge amount of miles between us. That never happened, though, because her family moved across the country towards the later part of our friendship.

Staying in touch became harder, with time zones between us. We still talked and emailed and occasionally called. Her mental health was deteriorating then, too, and she spent some time in thr hospital. It was really hard for me, wanting to help, but knowing I could do nothing other than be a listening ear for her. I really tried my best, but I too was a young adult and there was an retire country between us.

And then one day, after a period of contact that was sporadic at best...she just didn't get back online. I just...never talked to her again. I feared the worst. I hoped for the best.

This was, like, seventeen years ago.

And I've never forgotten her.

I've tried to find her online over the years; we'd exchanged our full names by that point. I've never located her. If she's out there, somewhere, it's in a space I can't reach. But I've never forgotten her.

And right now, I'm getting misty-eyed just typing this, because that's how profound the mark she left on me was. I still worry that something happened to her and I'll never know. I still hope that she's been able to get the help she needed. I hope she's out there somewhere, living her best life.

And somehow, if you stumble upon this...If your name is Cat and you have two brothers and once upon a time had an online friend named Misha that you affectionately called "Sissy"...

Know that I never stopped thinking about you. That I never stopped hoping we'd someday reconnect. That I've wished, all these years, for nothing but good things for you. Wherever you are, whoever you grew to be, I hope you're living a life of happiness.

You touched my heart all those years ago, and left your imprint there, and I will always be glad you were my friend.

[thefatiguedfatale]

MY👹 LOVING👹 ACE👹 ZINE 👹BUNDLE 👹CAME 👹 IN 👹

[mildelectrocution]

Inspired by Darwyn Cooke's iconic Batman & Robin illustration, and the New Batman Adventures.

[iscariotapologist]

today in church one of the priests referred to trans people as "those who are growing into the gender they were called to be" and i'm kind of enjoying the idea of like....divinely ordained top surgery

[melxhunter]

I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

[t-hirstreview]

[egophiliac]

doylist explanation for why Gidel is only in Fellow's non-idle lesson animations: probably something about space constraints and making sure two sprites in one seat aren't covering anyone else when they're not in focus

watsonian explanation for why Gidel is only in Fellow's non-idle lesson animations: he snuck in and is hiding from the teachers, don't give him away 🤫

(I've reached my limit of unsuccessful attempts at pulling them before I need to save keys for Halloween, so I've been living vicariously through youtube videos...but the fact that Gidel just pops up from under the desk to wave his arms around happily is really testing my resolve. D: I'm gonna die when they finally get to do alchemy...)

[artsymeeshee]

Sometimes a hug is all that’s needed

[romaencepardner]

Saint Applebees, champion of Cassandra, and Sir Applebees, Knight of Cassandra.

(please pick this future Bucky, it's the one with better friends and a sick mullet)

[peachpopfizz]

pov you are jorge rivera herrans 5 minutes after causing your fans severe psychological damage

[potatoescanbesadtoo]

my alive gay goth son????