#I am completely miserable
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What’d you think about the latest chapter (155) of csm
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As far as I care, he's only the worst Wolverine because he's not supposed to end up happy and at home at the end of the story
#logan the worst wolverine#let him embrace the title. let him reform the title the same way bucky did for the winter soldier#let logan keep the title#let wade use the title as bragging rights “Yeah! He's the worst! isn't it great”#wolverine is supposed to be Miserable. Heartbroken. Adrift. Lost.#not waking up at sunrise to make his roommate coffee#not walking their dog#not making fun of his roomate with their other roommate who is blind#wolverine isn't supposed to have a family. and that's why he's the Worst#am i onto something#i feel like I'm falling short#Deadpool and Wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#poolverine#deadpool 3#deadclaws#deadpool 2024#need Loki to validate em saying “🤨 yes you ARE the worst wolverine. the chance to choose happiness and family was presented to you#and you took it. the wolverine is not so courageous. until you.“#the problem with this logan's self loathing is he took that title to mean “worst of the wolverine heroes”#NO KITTY. worst of the wolverines! worst of the miserable playboy heartbreaker male gaze adamantium grafted survivors wolverines!#because you you comic accurate costume king. you went the complete opposite direction
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is it really a crush if u don’t have their merch ???
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its mutual ^-^
#transformers#maccadam#megatron#skywarp#starscream#thundercracker#megawarp#i broke my hand doing these btw#the first three specifically#there was an alt version but i ended up not liking it#so i had to Redo it completely#luckily i hadn’t gotten to lining the Merch section otherwise i think i would’ve given up#maybe doing more megawarp stuff ??? if i’m in the mood to make myself miserable trying to figure out what to draw#it’s hard :( . i want to provide for the ship but literally only bc so few people are doing it#i am so very bad at drawing relationship stuff
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Cosette is better than me because if my weirdo recluse father suddenly showed up with a massive, festering burn scar acting completely unconcerned and telling me to call a vet for him instead of a human doctor, I would have simply started killing.
#we talk about Valjean's saint-like qualities but what about Cosette man. that's a feat of mental strength.#also I'm reading the Donougher translation and I presume 'dog-doctor' means something like a vet? truly wild.#Valjean's wretched self-image strikes again#brick completion sprint#anyway Victor Hugo really set out to hurt me with the Jvj & Cosette dynamic in the chunk that I read today..#the bit abt why he hates Marius + the chain gang + the wound back to back to back?? evil. i am unwell.#cosette fauchelevent#jean valjean#les miserables
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Every time I think about Kawoshin my heart aches and I have to log off and reconnect with nature and empty my mind in order to stop myself from breaking into tears. Like I’m being so serious when I say I don’t think I’ve ever been so emotionally impacted by a fictional ship in my life 😭
#neon genesis evangelion#nge#neon genesis evangelion spoilers#nge spoilers#spoilers upcoming in the tags be careful I’m warninggg youuuu warning warning warning#so I’ve completely finished the anime and am watching the rebuilds now#and I’m at the part where Kaworu is abt to die and i fr had to shut off the show like idk if I’ll even be able to finish it 😭#like I’m genuinely distraught#yk what I don’t think I’ve been this impacted by a characters death in a WHILE#like usually I get sad but I power through#but this has me in such a state of devastation that I genuinely don’t know if I’ll even be able to finish it 😭#when the story is so good it has you in a state of genuine emotional distress and panic#I should reblog this when I actually get through the rebuilds bc I bet you I’ll put it off for months#they are happy and alive in my heart 😞#lorddd the piano scene gutted me. and them watching the stars#CRYING WEEPINH……GOOD LORDDDD THEY MAKE ME MISERABLE 🙁🙁#kawoshin#kaworu nagisa#shinji ikari
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www!reader WILL call batman a pussy for not killing on her private twitter. she does it like every other day. its cathartic
#sophie speaks#series:www#all of the batfam: i have a very complicated relationship with the idea of killing as i follow a code that i know has caused thousands of-#lost lives and hurt people. but i still follow it because i know its the right thing to do#reader and jason: what like a baby???#i actually wrote www!reader to reflect all of the guys like... worst traits#shes obsessive like tim ignores her problems like dick is completely consumed by vengeance like jason and just generally petty like damian#hand in unlovable hand#and you havent seen readers more petty side yet but believe me you WILL#her and damians interactions always crack me up because they're just so.#genuinely miserable around each other but both too stubborn to concede any ground#damian: i think ur here to cause trouble and steal things#reader: i am literally working at a soup kitchen. ur only allowed to bitch if u help#which of course he does hes a good boy but the soup kitchen definitely has a weird vibe when the two of them are around#u dont have to worry about ur own problems look at these two obviously emotionally incompetent people bickering with eachother#anyways what was i saying
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most of all i hate the govt for letting everyone in our parents generation drink lead contaminated water so that i (uncontaminated) have to deal with my parents and in laws completely insane unhinged detached from reality decision making and thought processes
#im not being mean they are fucking insane#my mom asking me to drag my toddler across the ocean in a 20 hour plane ride and complete time flip to attend a wedding#and this is only a few weeks after im supposed to move my entire family and all my things across the country??? are you out of your fucking#meanwhile my mother in law is like hey can you drive your toddler 6 hours in one day to see me for an hour so i can show off my grandkid in#front of my fuckass bitch family who is in town for god knows what#are you both out of your minds???? what the fuck is wrong with you all??????????????????#fuck!!#imagine being so selfish that you don’t even see how unreasonable all this is lol like yeah im gonna put my toddler through all this when#nobody’s visiting her or calling to ask how she is she’s not a fucking accessory or a pet she is a person#fuck the world#also my parents put me through so much as a kid to visit people and travel and i was miserable I am NOT putting her through that too#they are useless#fuck the govt fuck the boomers fuck the world goodbye
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We could have been… us.
I forgive you.
#iztb#good omens#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#aziraphel#crowley#ive yet to recover#completely destroyed is what i am#unwell#i went on a two hour breakdown while drawing this right after fininshing the last episode#of course that was after another half hour of cryung and bailing and cursing and hexing everything and everyone and feeling miserable#and yet feeling so alive more than ever#innefable husbands#INNEFABLE DIVORCE?????#WHO MADE THAT TAG?????#A SICK JOKE THAT IS#SICK AND TWISTED#innefable divorce#i hate everything and everyone#god i owe mr gaiman my soul
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with all the side quests the man has completed at this point, it’s a small wonder no one’s made a les miserables video game rpg where you play as jean valjean trying to accomplish various increasingly minor and buckwild tasks while avoiding the main plot with a passion
#les miserables#les mis#jean valjean#btw this is about the#les mis letters#from a few days ago#i am lying on the floor in despair at today’s letter :D#idk you could have multiple endings#jvj truly is that one player trying to get a 100% completion rate that just skips all the dialogue
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took myself on a little shopping trip yesterday in the city where i used to study in hopes of lifting my spirits but by the end of the day i felt so disheartened. wandering the same streets 10 years later and not much has changed. i’m still the same lonely unlovable girl.
#i just wanted to have a good time and not rot in bed for once on my work free weekend but of course my brain can’t let that happen#it was such a lovely day actually the weather was sunny and windy it wasn’t too hot or cold ideal weather to stroll through the city#i had delicious food and found some comfortable clothes but at the end of the day i just felt so empty and worn out#seeing all these couples and friend groups and families and i’m still all by myself after so many years#tbh i’m even lonelier now than i was 10 years ago back then i at least had a few friends#idk what i’m doing with my life tbh.. i just want to be happy but even when i take myself on a cute little date i end up feeling miserable#bc it just hits me how truly lonely i am#i fear i’m incapable of forming any genuine relationships anymore bc i had so many bad experiences that i just stopped trying to connect..#with anyone.. even though i crave community friendship companionship and love i completely shut myself off from the world#i’m not even sure what i’m trying to say with all this.. i wish i knew how to be a person in this world#i wish i could be happy#tbh ever since i got back from my italy vacation i’ve been feeling depressed bc life could be so beautiful if i didn’t have to sacrifice..#almost all of my time for work#the post vacation depression is too real…#realizing you can only spend a very limited time traveling and enjoying yourself bc you have to work most of the time just to afford living#let me stop.. i keep rambling and my thoughts are falling like a waterfall#idk what’s wrong with me… i should have breakfast and put my phone away#sorry to anyone who actually reads all this word vomit#☁️
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#okay guys i'll be completely transparent and honest here:#i could use some birthday wishes#i am sick for the 2nd time in 3 years on my birthday (by my mother's fault - again)#and since it's covid all of my family and friends are staying the hell away which. good! they should!#but they seem to have forgotten they can also y'know. WRITE to me.#so yeah i'm not having a good one#this is not a guilt trip btw i don't expect anyone to cater to my pity party#i am just throwing a line out in the void because i am feeling a bit miserable and lonely and i find being open and reaching out#is the best policy in such instances#i could use a little bit of love and so i am asking for a little bit of love
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#i'm in a very tough spot mentally#idk what to do#anxiety is driving me nuts#and at the same time i feel completely numb#like my soul is curled into a tiny ball hidden somewhere inside my chest#i'm so tired#so so tired#why am i like this#i feel so pathetic and miserable#weird web#weirdcore#oddcore#strangecore#orange#abstract art#pics that make you go hmm#2000s internet#2000s web
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#why am I always the one who ends up miserable#I get dumped and my ex is doing so much better than me#they’re happy and living the life they said they were missing out on whilst being with me#and now I’m alone#my ex best friend is engaged and travelling after she manipulated me and ruined friendships I had for 11 years#and I don’t have a best friend#idk what I did in this life or any others to just have bad things constantly happen to me#but I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done#I just want to be happy and skinny and attractive and loved#I hate hating myself but idk what else to do#I really fucking hate being here sometimes I want to start over completely different#I just want to be loved
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I feel like the absolute worst possible combination of Martin Blackwood and Micheal Distortion
#it’s because I’m very lonely and also totally deranged#it’s because I wear bright colors and write poetry about how gay and miserable I am#it’s because I’ve lost my grasp on reality completely and yet#tbh I think a Martin/micheal combo is just Mabel Pines so yeah that checks out#tma#the magnus archives#sunshine thoughts
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*watching Resident Alien season 3 undermine and almost completely sideline one of the core friendships that made me fall in love with it*
#resident alien#there was some great stuff in season 3 I don't want to write it off completely#there was development for Asta and D'arcy both independently and in their relationship to each other#I liked Joseph (but I don't think I've ever complained about seeing Enver Gjokaj on my screen)#Jay meeting Asta's side of the family and going through her getting ready to leave home growing pains#The Mike & Liv as well as Mike & his detective girlfriend scenes were firing on all cylinders#and I thought that the Ben & Kate plot was heart breaking and compelling too#there was a great setup for season 4#but all the Harry stuff was miserable#at this point the worst thing about Resident Alien is the resident alien and that makes me real sad#I should cut them some slack. season 3 was probably rushes and weird due to the strikes#but fell in love with season 1 so hard and I watched the whole show so fast that it feels like a left turn off a cliff#I also miiiight be having an outsized reaction because I am going through a thing
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i am fighting for my life, i am so tired of my neck trying to destroy me lol
#when will they let me get my stupid surgery 😩😩😩#i think i did actually get a good grade in having a tongue at my last appt though#i am now able to do things i was completely unable to do in my initial exam and i don't think i was expected to get that pre-op#so I'm cautiously optimistic that after this next one or maybe the one after i could get the greenlight#my ability to eat has been improving too i think actually but that has been miserable because my body is so not used to it lol#and it kinda comes and goes#the more relaxed i get about it the better i do overall but then i also choke more often fjsjd so you win some you lose some#and i once again cannot sing AT ALL#that also comes and goes but it's completely unpredictable for me#there's also nothing that can be done about the breathing for now it seems#i definitely handled it all a lot better when i didn't know what was wrong but now that im so aware and know there's a solution#it drives me completely crazy lol
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