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HELLO TUMBLR I have once again imbibed some alcoholic beverages and now I am here to show you this frog I got at a thrift store a couple weeks ago

I call him Four Dollar Frog because he cost $4

He’s 100% without a doubt haunted, but not by a malicious ghost! He’s my best friend!

(Pic under the cut)

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as a classics/history double major that does not dress anything like what a classics/history double major is "supposed to" dress like, I am begging all of you to stop putting yourselves in boxes for literally no reason

I don't dress even remotely dark academia (though I tried to briefly when I was younger) and I still love my field of study lmao

I wear bright colors and fun makeup AND I study at the library sometimes! Best of both worlds!

If you want to dress dark academia (or any other style), more power to you. BUT! don't feel like you HAVE TO dress or act a certain way to study a certain thing.

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I’m a young queer kid and I really needed to hear this so I’m sharing it so other people can see it too

So, I guess as a middle range millennial, I now get to tell all you young queer kids that what you are feeling right now is exactly how it felt in 2004 when we re-elected George Bush, and not only that but many states put in bans against gay/same sex marriage at the time.

This is probably not comforting, but it is true, and it helps me when I feel hopeless: For every revolution there is a counter revolution, for every step forward there is a step back, that things may not be good forever but they will not be bad, either. That we clawed our way to get where we are and we can claw our way forward from here, too. Talk to your queer elders, the ones who have been here before and will be here again and who threw bricks at Stonewall.

When I was a child, if you got AIDS it was a death sentence. Now it isn't. Now you live on.

So I'll quote angels in america: You are fabulous creatures, each and every one. And I bless you: More Life. The Great Work Begins.

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Fucking wasted at a live showing of rocky horror picture show at my college and thinking about how much I want to hold freshman year me in my arms and tell her it’s going to be okay

If you’re younger than 19 and going thru it right now, hold yourself in your own arms and tell yourself it’s going to be okay until you believe it. I promise you’ll be okay.

Sincerely,

A 20 year old with way too much drunken authority

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I am what would happen if you took a person, stuck them through the distortion, and then took the result of that and dropped it in the lonely forever

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I feel like the absolute worst possible combination of Martin Blackwood and Micheal Distortion

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Weird Autumn 🍂

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Embryo Draft Two

All this love I have is killing me. It’s running me ragged, leaving me to snap at my own

heels like a dog turning circles on the living room carpet. Sometimes, when it gets to be

too much, it starts to leak out of me. My eyes, my ears, my nose. Bubbling, churning

out of my throat, dark red and sticky as it drips from my mouth like a lazy river of

desire. Obsession has me on my hands and knees, obedience a collar around my neck,

as I desperately beg for someone to hold the leash. Caught in the haze, I sift through the

fog in my mind until I find you. You gut me and I lay in bed bleeding poetry hoping that

the words coming out of me are pretty

enough to make up for the fact that I love

you. You could pull my heart out with your teeth if you wanted. You kiss like a ghost,

like you’re made of smoke. Still, it is not enough to remove this clot inside of me.

I am slick with blood and pleading for mercy. I squint at the ceiling and think about the

time I took my glasses off while watching someone commit suicide in a movie,

and for just a moment, I could almost pretend it was a sex scene.

-m 10/08/2024

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The most bisexual thing I’ve done recently is crochet an entire bumblebee shirt in under 48 hours to impress a cute girl who invited me to a bug themed party. I don’t even know if she’s single.

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i can’t remember what six year old me was wishing for throwing coins in the fountain and blowing on dandelions but i hope the person i am today was at least one of them

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“I want to know you in the same way I’m able to navigate my hometown in the dark: intimately, recklessly, permanently”

-lines from poems I never shared with anyone, by me

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My crowning achievement is my fanny pack full of loose stickers that I carry around with me and hand out to random people on campus and also my drawer full of loose stickers in my dorm room which has even more stickers

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mabel helping martin out with his workplace romance

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bro ocd is such an ancestral curse wdym she gives me the endurance to have 7 hour long panic attacks