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sentientcave · 3 months ago
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You have a treasured object in your car that makes you happy every time you go somewhere.
Hiya Void! I do! I have a little stained glass bluejay hanging from my rearview mirror that I bought when I was thrifting with a pal in my hometown. It's not real stained glass and some of the colour has started to chip away so I've gotta fix it up a bit. But I still love it.
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spotaus · 2 months ago
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Okay, this was long overdue tbh 😔🙏(N Lore (?) Under the cut!)
I've been meaning to make N a new ref for a bit, so here we are! Since she's my skele-sona I kinda want to do a quick rundown on her design elements for fun, then her in-universe lore!
(Note: I refer to her a lot with she/her, she is technically a she/they/he/it genderfluid kinda girly, but I made her before gender tomfoolery registered in my brain so I default to 'she/her' out of habit-)
Design:
Her Halo/Crescent/Horns were initially inspired by wanting her to have metaphorical horns instead of slapping points onto her skull. She's also a shape-shifter, so her human form uses the crescent like a hair clip! Also based on the moon a bit.
The wings/tail are things I ended up w/ in the long run. The wings used to be optional + usually based on specific birds, and the tail was thicker w/ an end piece that looked like a fountain pen tip, but the long windy one abd the black wings were more fun to draw/animate!
Virgin Killer sweater used to be a Grey sleeveless turtleneck, but I just like the aesthetics here better.
Arm Gloves/Leg Socks are half because I hate drawing arm bones, abd half because I thought it brought more dynamic shapes into the design! Also... kibty... (inspired by gloves/socks I own)
Pants: She's always worn snow-pants in her design, and they used to have hanging suspenders, but I removed them. Why they're amarica colored I couldn't tell you... I just like the color combo 😔
Cracks on her face: The forehead crack is inspired by when I tripped and smacked my forehead onto a stair corner as a kid (blacked out, don't remember the hospital trip that followed?). Chin crack inspo is a random scar I have on my chin!
Color on Bones: I actually just added this, but my skin gets blotchy when I'm nervous or embarrassed, and I like the visual that N's magic does that to her Often lol. So! It's like blush! (It's also on her collarbone but you can't normally see it, haha-)
Blue + Purple: I actually don't have symbolism here. Just that I had another oc (B) who was my *other* skelesona insert oc, and *her* colors were blue and purple. N used to have white eyelights I think? Silver? But N and B traded off some traits in a point where I tried to combine them, and the result was this current version of N! Actually...
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Old Art jumpscare...
So, I stole the pattern from her jacket and put it kn her pants, stole the crack in B's forehead and gave it to N, her Halo kept tilting further left, and I revoked shoe privileges?? Idk man, it's been a wild ride.
Oh! Her hands *do* still have holes in them too.
Lore:
N is less like Me and more like a bossy little minion I custom-made to go harass my ocs. She exists anywhere, anytime, and is only restricted my universal laws if it makes a situation more interesting. Very much a mary-sue. Meant to play almost a 'narrator' role!
She has beef specifically with Ichor (because I put hin thru so so much in the early days-) and is very chill with Phishbone and Pretender. She loves to chill in different aus with different people, but she adores just being obnoxious to my ocs specifically. Objectively, *not* a good person 🙏
And yeah. She looks different in has new clothes everytimr I draw her, but this is a good basic design base!
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starsomens · 10 months ago
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Noah and his not so gamer girl imagine cause I'm bored and have a bunch of ideas to share with the world. hey Siri, play Video Games by Lana Del Rey.
you're not the type to spend free time playing video games. it's just not exactly your form of escapism, you prefer listening to music, dancing, watching movies and tv shows, cooking, even crying your heart out over tiktok videos with cute puppies, basically anything. but playing games? not really. and it's not because you suck at it, nah, absolutely not. or is it?
but Noah loves video games and sometimes you're in a mood to share his passion despite the lack of fast reaction, coordination or even gaming experience. it doesn't matter. more so, this is the only time being really bad at something benefits you.
this is his chance to be your knight in shining armour and he gladly takes the opportunty. he's gonna carry you the whole match/round/level/quest/whatever that is if you're struggling without making you feel useless. oh, you can't progress through that one hideous quidditch match in an old Harry Potter game? don't worry honey, he's gonna take care of that while you can sit beside him with you cup of hot chocolate and chill.
actually, this level is worse than he thought, so you sit there for half an hour watching him cursing the game, the broom, the whole existence of the world and it's the funniest thing ever. streamer Noah was and still is your favorite era of his and now you have an exclusive access to it irl.
remember Among Us? this may be the only game you're good at. not just good - excellent, you're a pro mind gamer. whenever you get the imposter role you make sure to either kill Noah first just to mess with him while he's screaming 'I knew it' down the hall or to keep him alive til the very end acting soooo very innocent that it blows his mind to find out it was you all along.
Noah, however, is still in his knight arc so he keeps you alive because he just can't do it to you. that makes him lose all the time because everone knows if you're still running around it's him not being able to kill you again. or when he's a crewmate and gets killed, his little ghost follows you everywhere you go as your little guardian angel. it's sweet but he could be a bit more helpful in his afterlife doing the tasks to help you win sooner though.
you have this love-hate relationship with horror games. you're intrigued and scared as fuck at the same time. Noah is not there to make it any easier for you. he loves to jumpscare you out of the sudden. he swears he's not gonna do it again and still proceeds to scare you one more time when you're fully relaxed and least expect it just to hear you screaming at the top of your lungs. once you got so scared you threw your controller across the room and broke it. he promised to stop doing this shit. of course he lied. this bish!
he's so unserious when you two boot up The Sims. his character never looks like him, he creates the ugliest mf with the weirdest clothing choices and insists to romance your character because who else? then, when you get to make your sim and spend like three hours on it, he patiently waits and says it's cute but not as beautiful as you are even if it's an actual virtual goddess on your screen. then you two sit there and plan how your sims are gonna live and somehow it always ends up with planning your actual real life together - the cabin, the dog, the kids and their names, all this lovely stuff.
ANON AGAIN???? Girl I had a long work day and this honestly helped me to unwind THANK YOU I NEED TO SEND YOU FOREHEAD KISSES. HOW DO I SEND SOME THROUGH THE SCREEN????
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magnuficent76 · 1 year ago
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Jealous of how gracefully you draw mecha stuff,,, do you have any... Advice or tips or?
Howdy-do ! I can certainly try to explain my process !
With mech, I always start with an idea first, and I draw it how I usually do it— Like say, Mephisto's prosthetics ! The first step is to just draw regular limbs first and figure out the individual parts. This is the "it does not need to look good it just has to exist first" stage, and you're basically just doing what you know. [Four limbed Mephisto jumpscare]
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Now, you're gonna take these shapes and try to see exactly how they join together and bend. I like doing it by taking everything apart in 3 groups- The big shape (The "flesh" if you will, basically everything you see on the outside), the lil shape (Articulations for the big shape, basically what allows it to move) and the connectors (The skeleton for how your big shape is going to be structured ! it defines how lifelike or how robotlike your character will feel depending on how bendy or stiff). The simpler everything is, the better for stylizing !
Looking at ball jointed dolls and other such puppet characters has really helped me understand anatomy as a whole, but it's been especially helpful to robots since it has that certain natural stiffness to it, which I personally find crucial in robot designs. Here it is applied to the diagram !
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Then, you're gonna wanna refine these shapes into something more cohesive ! Really string everything together with the same principles, but a little more stylization. These still look like limbs, but you can see exactly how they bend and stay in place through the exposed articulations. Just remember to keep it all relatively straight-edged and using of the skeleton to make sure you don't get too organic looking ! Mech is about geometric designs most of all !
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And finally, once you feel it looks good, you go back in again and carve out your detail ! Add some stuff to that guy ! Make him look more interesting !
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AND you still get to follow principles ! How fun is that !!!
The best way to practice this method imo is to just trace over robots you know and love. Transformers especially is a really good source of inspo for me, since they're made with toy features in mind and therefore allow for greater range of movement. You can do it to basically anything though ! Even more humanoid looking bots ! Here's two I did on Optimus prime and Fl4k from BL3!
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A really good tutorial on this stuff is How to think when you draw: by TheEtheringtonBrothers on DA. Seriously, their stuff is highly informative, and they do a better job explaining than I ever could ahaha. They've got a bunch of tutorials with really good breakdowns of fundamentals and all that stuff up on their pages too, so I highly reccomend you check em out !
But yeah, most of all, practice is your friend. Observe how other people stylize machines and try to replicate it, read up on tutorials, see real life machines, get inspired by your favorite cartoon robots— It's all part of the process ! Like with anything in art, you need to crack a whole lot of eggs beforee you finally learn how to make an omelet you like, but whats most important is that you make an omelet at all. Some stuff is gonna burn or turn out not how you wanted it, and that is also normal, so you need to learn to embrace it and keep on going !
Happy drawins ! Here's a peepaw seal of approval just for trying :]
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teeth--thief · 8 months ago
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Photos of Lyonyd (Leonid?…) Toptunov? I wouldn’t mind rambling on him, also.
- Rodka
I deliberately saved this ask for last (sort of). As a treat for myself and as a threat for everyone else ♡ And for @ur-favorite-basil-enthusiast since he was also interested in seeing The Collection.
I'll have to split this into a few parts - dreaful, I know! - because I can only add 10 pictures to one post while on mobile =( I'll keep reblogging with additional pictures till I run out of things to share. Subscribe for more insane content in the future and don't forget to click that bell icon to...
Part 1
He had manifested to me in a dream when I first started researching Chernobyl, have I ever mentioned that? Well, he has. Which was truly an anomaly because I almost never have any dreams at all... but about that some other time, perhaps.
I am going to put the pictures of him under the cut so nobody gets jumpscared by my Collection of Five Billion White Guy Pictures. And I'll also include some relevant information! Or as relevant as I can make it, at least.
Just to be clear (and safe): I found all of these out in the wild, on da internet. I am, however, pretty sure that at least the collage of his pics from uni times is from @/toptunovleonid on Instagram. So, just to be very clear: all credit for at least that goes to her.
Semi-chronologically, his pictures go like this:
Ignoring that one picture that is barely visible and out of frame in a few pictures of the photo album it's in, because he looks about 10 there and I feel slightly weird about sharing it specifically.
We're in... Tallinn, middle school number 11!
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Second boy from the left in the second picture is him. That is he. He who was 15 then. And a 16 year old Lyonya in the left picture, of course.
From this time, one of his classmates remembers him as follows: At school he was quiet, unnoticeable, very shy. I remember he was always hanging out with younger kids. He was chubby. They'd now say he was a "nerd". Alright, we get it, he was a sweet child... Teen? Both? Or was he like this all his life? Either way, please stop before I die from all that sugar...
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He's (10th grade) the guy leading the little girl (1st grade). His shapeless hair has charmed me. What's his hair routine and will it work on my curls? Mhm, didn't think so. And first in the second row from the bottom in the small pictures, in case you can't recognise his face yet.
As a bonus - his school certificate from the school in Tallinn he attended until graduating in 1977:
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The grades were from 2 (you didn't pass with that one, so that's an F) to 5 (an A, I suppose?). So as you can see, he certainly studied well. What a nerd (affectionately).
Uni territory now! Moscow calling 📞 or, rather, Obninsk and the MEPhI
If you weren't born in any of the USSR countries during The Soviet Times, it'll come as a surprise to you but the students had mandatory... field... work... classes...? if you can call them that. They had them digging potatoes and what not. Nothing screams socialist spirit like making uni students do free labour in the field, I guess?
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Pictures with his uni girlfriend, how cuuute! (And Sasha Korol hanging from the roof in the background... for reasons unknown)
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Lyonya pretending to drive a combine harvester. And next to him, obviously, Sasha Korol. When I first saw this picture, I thought he was on some kind of a scaffolding but alas - it's one of those old beasts, like our Bizon. But that's not a Bizon because those had roofs. Nobody here cares for USSR combines talk - not even me - let's move on.
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Not too sure when these two are from but they look uni enough to me - probably from the very beginning and sometime closer to the end, judging by his stache doing significantly better...
Mandatory military service because a REAL MAN in the USSR needed to know how to shoot a gun, obviously. Even when that meant military service interrupted your uni for a short while. I say that as if no other countries before or after had mandatory army time... don't question it, I'm doing a bit.
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Lyonya is second in top row in the picture on the left and third from the left in the top row in the other pic. Korol is there, too, he's fourth from the left in the top row in the first picture and second from the right in the bottom row in the other picture.
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love-killed-the-superstar · 8 months ago
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The Last Ronin 2: Re-Evolution Issue #1 LIVEBLOG
SPOILERS ABOUND. I'M NOT GOING TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS IT'LL PROBABLY GET SUPER LONG
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Okay so Casey Marie's muscles are something I'm never going to get over. SHE LOOKS GOOD!!!!! Her getup is feeling a little too reminiscent of a cape-wielding superhero for my tastes to be honest - I really loved the more practical outfits she wore in TLR Lost Years, especially in issue 4 when she was running the training mission for the kids. But ah well, I'm sure this will grow on me. It may not be practical (edna's law of no capes is coming to mind, also PLEASE TIE YOUR HAIR UP WHEN YOU'RE FIGHTING GIRL!!!) but it's very cunty anyway which I appreciate
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Straight up thought she killed this guy - what was that sound effect if he's still able to walk??? I fr thought she snapped his neck
IDK if we needed a whole 8 pages of punching and kicking to exposition dump what we kinda already knew from what's been shown in the lost years (esp the lost day special) but IT'S FINE IG... NOW ONTO THE BABIES
SORRY, SORRY. TEENAGERS NOW.
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GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET. We're ALREADY getting the leo-v-raph adjacent dynamic with these two and I'm living for it. if one of them drops a stone cold 'fearless leader' jab i will lose my shit
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HI? HELLO, EXCUSE ME, MIND-TALKING? PICTURES IN HEAD? ARE WE A FAMILY THAT LUCID DREAMS OR SOMETHING?!?? I DON'T REMEMBER THIS BEING SOMETHING THEY COULD DO?? every new speech bubble here is like a punch to the gut, wdym telepathy wdym secret lair wdym honouring everything master splinter taught you???? (although i'm proud that when this panel dropped on news sites i was immediately like THAT ISN'T THE KITCHEN FROM LOST YEARS. turns out it was a Secret Lair TM)
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Teenage Mutant Ninja Seance -- TURTLES COUNT IT OFF!!
not gonna screenshot the whole backstory but they're basically doing a telepathic puppet show explaining the backstory and it's pretty much the mirage origins with a bit of extra tlr flair. as always it HURTS ME seeing the turtles dying so thanks for that tlr2 :'')) icb these kids watch a mind movie of their uncles dying every fucking night. yall are messy
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SOBBING AND CRYING,, I WISH YOU'D ALL HAD THE CHANCE TO KNOW HIM TOO!!!!!! I WISH YOU'D GOTTEN TO KNOW ALL OF THEM!!!!! (tlr splinter doesnt count tho because hes a dick)
there was a cool sequence of them rooftop hopping n stuff but i wont cover it bc we already saw it in a bunch of news articles weeks ago
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i just did the SHARPEST INHALE. casey marie you and your beautiful muscular arms have aged like the finest wine
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YI NO!!!!!
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lmaooo moja is JUDGING your taste in women u two
lots of text... blah blah blah jobs, crimerates, blah blah... jiro in pig uniform jumpscare.. casey marie i thought u were going to fix him :(((
YESSSSS KIDS ARE GOING ON A MISSION WITH THEIR MOM, LETS FUCKING GOOOOO
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MY BABIES ARE KICKING ASS!!!!!
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....,.HUH
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WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY BABY BOY ODIE!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DID THIS TO HIM!!!!!!???? WHAT??!???? HUH/1?!!? EXCUSE ME????
I'M . LIKE WHAT DO I EVEN SAY TO THIS. IT CAME OUT OF NOWHERE??? WHAT IS GOING ON!!!
FINAL THOUGHTS:
dude that first issue was wordy but the kids were ON POINT. they were so fun!! their dialogue is fun and they kick ass.
i loved yi announcing the punishment for casey while the others were like NOO SHE DIDNT MEAN THAT DONT LISTEN TO HER. we're getting more of their personalities and it's great!! it was a nice throwback to issue 2 of lost years when they were cleaning - yi refused to help because of how strictly she was following instructions. im picking up that she might be neurodivergent but i did get that from the lost years too - only doing things within strict instructions, getting frustrated at teaching odyn chess, not because of him playing horseys with the knights but that it was Against The Rules Of Chess - and now not picking up on some social cues. It's nice to see!! I love her very much, but it feels like besides rehashing the origin story she took a bit of a backseat to the other three.
i want to know more about why uno said being a rebel was moja's 'thing', since she didn't seem to be any more rebellious than the other three in this issue. we didn't get any unique interactions between her and casey marie which is what i felt was lacking from lost years but i wonder if this is hinting towards a more turbulent mother-daughter dynamic with them... I REALLY HOPE SO!! her and uno butting heads in a leo-raph way is very fun - i don't mind one or two prior group dynamics leaking into the new turtle siblings because they're all so different from the original 4.
uno seems to be taking on slightly more of a leader role than moja so i think he won the title of fearless leader. which is fine, i think it'll be fun to see and he's definitely less of an asshole now than when he was growing up in lost years. still picking on odyn a bit but seems to snipe at moja just as much. even when he was commenting on yi's storytelling he didn't make fun of her, though - i think she may have inherited the 2k3 don ability of being Completely Unbullyable.
i was really pleased that odyn felt more involved!! i feel like he took the backseat a few times in lost years - it was fun seeing more of his personality shine through! he and yi seem to get on the best, and i giggled at them rolling their eyes at moja and uno's raph-leo schtick. i didn't expect him to TURN TO FUCKING STONE THOUGH, so i'm nervous about that. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? WHO DID THIS TO MY BOY? IS HE GOING TO TURN BACK NEXT CHAPTER OR IS HE OUT OF COMMISSION UNTIL THE END OF THE RUN??? (if it's the latter i'll be a bit annoyed - don't take odyn away from the equation please!!)
I do wonder if by introducing casually that they can PSYCHICALLY CONNECT, the turtles will use that as a technique to reach odyn's mind to make sure he's still in there and piece together what's happened to him. i mean, their casual telepathy has gotta be some sort of chekhov's gun right?
and shit.... april was so fucking mad casey took the babies out so she's going to EXPLODE when she finds out what happened to her baby boy, her beloved favourite, her baby odyn :''(( im giggling rubbing my hands together waiting for the fallout but also if she cries i might cry too. speaking of april, she seems to be working on a new project and i saw nano particles mentioned - are we going to have a roninverse version of nano in this run???? I NEED MY ROBOT SON
as always, casey marie... u have aged like fine wine. u are stunning. disappointed that ur still believing that jiro can do good as a cop when their entire police force and government is corrupt as fuck. just feels very naive of her. i'm excited to see her break down at the concept of losing odyn - in fact i need everyone to mourn this beautiful kid. they tell us so much that shes a super clingy helicopter mom and i am picking up on the strict part, but it would be nice to see more of her just... hugging her kids. holding them. i get why she didnt in this issue but id love more mama casey squishing their cheeks and kissing their foreheads.
i have zero fucking clue what's going on with odyn. im wondering if it's somehow related to nano, or to whatever project April is working on - she says it's to do with clearing the tunnels, but I''m not convinced. who knows, there might be some ulterior motive happening.
Anyway, that's the end of my liveblog!! thanks for reading all the way to the end... go read it wherever you read ur comics!!!
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vestaclinicpod · 1 year ago
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Audio Drama Sunday - 23rd July ✨
This week has been such an amazing week of listening! I’ve found three new shows that I absolutely adore and I can’t wait to tell you all about them ✨
Spoilers ahead!
🌲@hellofromthehallowoods (126) FIRST OF ALL 🚗🚗🚗 BEEP BEEP GET IN LOSER, WE’RE GOING TO GET MOTH 🚗🚗🚗 So glad to hear from you again, Ray!! This line: “the devil’s a better man than I am” had my eyebrows disappearing into my hairline and that’s all I’m going to say at this time. It’s always a risk listening in public, because the scene on the beach made me want to cry a little. I hope in my heart that they’re all going to make it out of there but I have no idea how right now! 
📻 @monstrousagonies (106) the first letter this week made me laugh so much! I was fully expecting the ‘moocher’ to be a brownie or someone like that, so it was a fun surprise to hear of a demonic midnight snacker! I may have to use that excuse when my baked goods don’t turn out so baked or good . . .  
🎞  Tiny Terrors (021) What a welcome VA jumpscare from Mx Wellman!! I loved the story (I, too, would feed the mega-toad to make it happy) but the surrounding footage was really creepy... I sure hope the gang goes to investigate the Riverside Institute. What’s the worst that could happen?? 👀
🌍 OOH the most recent episode of @lastechoespod was genuinely empowering! The political pressure the Archivist is under seems to have ramped up this ep, and reading @skyfullofpods’s thoughts on it last week makes me want to listen to it all again with fresh ears! 
🧛‍♂️ @re-dracula What a great week! Alasdair Stuart nails it as the Captain of the Demeter. His voice in the first ep is the calm surface of the sea, hiding the teeming mass of life and death below. The Renfield arc honestly unsettles me so much, but I, too, would love a kitten if there’s one going spare … 
🧬 Regina Prime (ep 4) The revelations!! I loved the sound design of the getting ready montage in this ep but I loved the lore drop even more! 300 clones?! And cloning is something that’s happening commercially? Damn. The last line actually made me grin, Epsilon is quick-witted and brave (or stupid!) and I like her a lot. Every episode I get more enthralled by this show and everyone needs to be listening! 
 💫 Wolf 359 (20-22) Hot damn. The tension aboard the Hephaestus is something else… the paranoia is written so well, you’re listening with your most suspicious face trying to unpick it and getting nowhere. I love how I have no idea where this is going but I know the ride is going to be BUMPY. 
🎩 I started @ethicstownpod this week and it deserves ALL the hype. The show uses a well-loved audio drama trope to bring us a very interesting new story. The writing and voice acting are spot on from the get-go, and the sound design choices feel fresh despite the radio format. Most podcasts make me feel, but this one makes me think as well! I really love it!! I’ve been following the development of the show on Tumblr for a while and I remember the creator being so excited about January’s VA and yeah, I totally get it. Amazing. Hard to believe the role wasn’t written for him. 
SPOILERS: I love how the main ethical issues are presented while January currently seems oblivious to the ethical quandary of keeping important information from someone and who has the right to make that decision . . . ALSO Artemis and Grace are very close in age . . . imagine if they became friends . . . and then Artemis found out . . . . HOO BOY. 
🥾@doyoucopypod The first two episodes are very promising! In the first ep, the pod-within-a-pod recording leads to some fun & cheesy dialogue which contrasts well with the jaded but wary interludes from [REDACTED]. I love a spooky woodland mystery and I’m really hoping for a Blair Witch style descent into terrifying found-footage chaos! The second episode really tugged on the old heart strings. I need a Does The Dog Die for this show bc I’ve had Wilson for 8 minutes but if anything happened to him I’d make that Dead Zone REALLY much more dead-er. 
🏴‍☠️ @levianpod This show has dropped its anchor right into my heart!!! DAMN. I’ve listened twice this week. I can’t recall the last time I was so immediately ALL-IN for an audio drama. I mean, firstly, that cover art is GORGEOUS. I genuinely think this show has it all, there’s LORE, there’s spiciness, there are sea captains who are also sea monsters (a GIFT for the wlw, thank you 🙏), there’s a teenage romance gone WRONG. Then there’s the voice acting!! Incredible performances right out of the gate. It’s safe to say that I am OBSESSED. Why are you still here? Go fucking listen to Levian. 
🎧 In the most recent ep of The First Episode Of, W Keith Tims talks to Packhowl - a creator I greatly admire. I love these interviews! It’s so fascinating to hear how other creators came to audio drama and it’s shed some of the brilliant The Madness of Chartrulean in new light for me. I miss grumpy space Jesus. 
That's it from me! PLEASE go listen to Ethics Town, Do You Copy and Levian!!
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ahyesthesufferingoftvteens · 2 months ago
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Hi again! :3
Before reeve's reveal in the fic and once moon fever was mentioned in the fic and how it affects those who have it, I had (and still do kind of have) this little theory where not only can moon fever mess up with you and throw in hallucinations at you, but can also affect your physical appearance as well... here it is!
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fun fact: when I finished doing the silly on the left I called it a night and went to bed. Then the next day i finished putting on my uniform then came here and check the latest in the hollow tag, only to be jumpscared by a depressed old man that looks like he could die from sleep deprivation at any moment XD
(it also BRUTALLY debunked my theory but let me be delusional for a bit if you don't mind)
The reason why they have galaxy-like spots is pretty obvious, because it's MOON fever, I took it literally and got carried away. moon fever is of course related to jackawock but it could also be related to the moon and stars......and galaxies..... ye
the spots act kind of like vitiligo but not really since they follow a pretty specific pattern before making their entrance
sometimes and entire limb or more can be full of these spots, but it's not that common :p
they also have horns, because yes, horns are pretty cool B) (I have a little hyperfixation with horns if you could not tell)
jackawock shapes the horns for those who are bound to be cursed, if you get a set of horns that is like on the side of your head or prevents you from sleeping in a more comfortable position.... then it must suck to be you I guess xd
there are very few times the horns can be perfect to sleep with and not be a burden, but it's very rare
jackawock can make a human's appearance as fucked up as he wants it to be if he feels very silly one day, but a beautiful kind of fucked up
because of this, those who are cursed use illusion stones to help cover up their appearance in order to not scare others
the only downside to these stones (that I can think of atm) is that their effect only works during daytime, and wears of at night
because of this, it's best to sleep during the day since that solves the issue of being stuck with an unfortunate set of horns and help them to at LEAST get some sleep, it's like the horns were never there to begin with! :D
the patterns will also be covered
by the looks of reeve's design, I'm just gonna assume those who are accursed with moon fever all have eye bags under their eyes and look like they haven't slept in a g e s XD
the galaxy spots can morph into weapons like the example in my doodles, because it's cool B)
although I said the lil guy on the right's horns might be what reeve's horns could look like, I feel like the appearance of the guy on the left is what reeve would look like without the illusion stone, just a bit more fucked up looking..... just a small portion. A part of me wants to believe this theory could come true in later chapters (i'm delusional :3 :heart_emoji:)
alright enough of me rambling, after thinking about how cool and terrifying of a concept moon fever can be, at what age does it usually develop? cause if remember correctly, reeve's case started when he was still a teenager or when he became an adult (speed reading is bad for your memory guys), if that's the case then MAN he's been tormented by hallucinations for a long.. LONG time.
why do I always wait till last minute to start doing things like drawing?
reeve needs a hug, lots of love and affection too! Vanessa will be there, right? :[
speaking of her, are they like..... engaged?... married??.... are they dating or hanging out??? I'm confused :""v
I'm sorry if this is too much for you to answer or give your honest thoughts and opinions on, I'll get out of your hair now GOODBYE!!! i'm going to bed :3
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW TOUCHED I AM I'M LITERALLY CRYIIIIIIINNG?!?!
You don't understand how little The Hollow fandom engages with each other. Someone drawing things for my AU? A dime a dozen! This is the highest order of a compliment to me!!! Please do this more often?!?! I don't care if this was just debunked theories I literally love all of this and I'm debating if I should add some aspects to this in the fan-fiction after all! Your art gave me an idea for Reeve having hallucinations of having a monstrous appearance. It would fit his issues perfectly!
To answer one question for you and those on my blog. Vanessa and Reeve in Realm of The Forgotten are not necessarily dating. They are friends with benefits. RTF Reeve and Vanessa are both very sad 30-year-olds that hold immense guilt and shame and disgust and feel they share a responsibility with what happened with Adam and what happened after Adam was comatose. They view themselves as Lilith and Brutus. They're both very stuck in the past. They drink mead and get together every family gathering and then mostly write each other letters otherwise. They do care for each other, it's just...very much closely platonic, but also they are "comforting" each other. Plus Vanessa really really really wants a child and Reeve is willing to help Vanessa achieve that goal; He heavily isolates himself in his temple. He's a man that wouldn't mind relieving some stress.
I'd be willing to answer some other questions, but that requires Mutual Access, which comes with the added benefit of knowing some of the non-revealed plotpoints...so @shadowx16 hurry up and become my mutual already! You're so coooooool!!! I wanna be your tumblr buddy! ^O^
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yanderefairyangel · 11 months ago
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How one "love confession" can change your persepective
I made it no secret to anyone that I am not big fan of the Fell Xenologue's story, mainly cause of some of the twist regarding Rafal.
And while it's been very, very long since I have dissected by beloved old grumpy tsudere dragon, I remember that one of the main complain about him regarding "Nil"'s character dev was that the whole plot point about Nil finally becoming a dragon was thrown out the window because of the Rafal identity plot point. And while I initially used to agree with this, Op's post about love made me reconsider that idea. And then I ended up realizing that it was a wrong logic. All of this thanks to that one little sentence "Nil" told Alear in the DLC.
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"I like you Divine one !"
Yep, that's this one line that made me reconsider the whole dragon plot point.
As OP noted, Rafal tells Alear he likes them twice. The first time is in chapter 3 of the DLC. The second is in chapter 5, when he revealed his plans.
In chapter 5, Rafal is obviously being ironic when he says
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" That's not fair...even though I have always like you, Divine one !"
I mean, in case the dramatic animation and the tone didn't speak enough.
However, you might ask yourself why he tells Alear that he likes them. Well, this scene in chapter 5 is meant to echo the one in chapter 3 and in chapter 3... At first, I though he was just trying to get on Alear's good side but now...I think he actually is being genuine here.
This might seems contradictory with how Rafal is but don't forget. Rafal is not Rafal in this moment, he is Nil. And that's it. Rafal knows Nil as well as Nel does. When you talk to him in some maps after some battle and in the Somniel, he will tell you that Nil used to like watching the stars and he was used to sleep outside with Nil watching them, or talking about how Nil liked flowers etc. He knows Nil, he knows what Nil likes. Therefore, it is logical that he acts as if he liked the thing that Nil liked.
Rafal telling Alear he likes them is genuine because he truly believes Alear to be the kind of person Nil would like.
Alear and Nil are pretty similar : they are kind, sweet, friendly, caring. Rafal genuinely believes that Alear is a person Nil would like, that it is the kind of person Nil appreciate because Alear correspond to much of the things that Nil enjoys. Nil likes thing that a gentle person would like, so Rafal, from having noticed that Alear is just as kind and sweet deduced that Nil would like them.
By that token Rafal is completely impersonating him. Remember ? Rafal think he stole Nil's spot. He isn't just replacing him to preserve Nel, he is living in as Nil because he doesn't accept that Nil died instead of him. He wants to compensate Nil's life by followin what Nil would have like, what he would have wanted etc.
Therefore, the turning into a dragon arc isn't about reaching his dream... it's about Rafal wanting to fufill Nil's dream in his stead. He is Nil, therefore, he wants the same things as Nil wants to pay homage to his dead brother and only friend whom he think should have lived in his stead, whom he think should have been the one to survive and wait, wait a second ...
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Dominique de Sade jumpscare.
Anyway, Rafal's desire for acknowledgement also pushed him to follow the same dream as Nil had, to fufill it for Nil, because he accepted to throw away his identity for him, he accepted to let "Rafal" die and to pursue Nil's happiness, to make Nil live through him.
Rafal might have forgotten his real goal, but didn't he said it himself ? Him wanting to protect Nel was because Nil's wish ended up becoming his own. Rafal also interiorized Nil's wish to become a dragon, his dream. This is why his transformation as a dragon that looks like Xenobron hits differently : pursuing Nil's dream ended up turning him like his father (I mean it in every possible way), his will to rivalize with Xenobron to prove his worth echoed with Nil's.
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Him becoming a dragon is him granting Nil's wish.
After all, Nil himself cried because he couldn't become a Great big dragon like Nel and his father could. And considering that Rafal himself used to emulate Sombron seeing how in the Xenologue this version of Sombron seems to speak like in the main game; this reinforces this idea
However this also pretty much contrast to when Rafal turned into a dragon.
@elysianstars made this analysis of his Great Fell dragon
"And then he transforms into the body horror version of a dragon. When Sombron becomes a Great Fell Dragon, it doesn't look too different to his basic form, because he's showing his true self all along. Rafal, on the other hand, has a Great Fell Dragon form that looks nothing like his basic form, or any others of his kind. It's disproportionate, there's a huge pale exoskeleton weighing down his head instead of sleek black scales, and clusters of rock-like growths on his shoulders and tail, and his wings are just thin scraps of flesh between elongated fingerbones. It's like an expression of all his pain and alienation, bursting to the surface."
If you remember, in the Fell Xenologue, we are shown baby Nel and Nil talking with Nil saying "Why can't I turn into a big dragon like you and Father ?"
This means that in some way, Nil wanted to be like Sombron in seeking this dragon form. However, for Rafal to grant this wish and become like Sombron (that's litteraly what happens) it's actually a downgrade presicely because Rafal is not like Sombron, they are different. Their only common point might be the arrogance but even that is to be nuanced since Rafal's arrogance is mainly an act to compensate with his deep insecurity self loathe and self acceptance issues.
I keep repeating that in the entire Xenologue, we never see Rafal's true face, but only a mask he has to put and the game back this up pretty much.
Here is his face as Nil.
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His expression is soft and kind, his eyes are less sharper then usual and rounder
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However when he engage in battle agains the ennemy, his expression becomes stern. Nil is a kind person, so this expression fits with how he dislikes fighting.
In chapter 5 of the Xenologue
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He bears an absolute cruel and sadistic psychotic smile
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When he engage in battles, his pupill are even more diluted and his smile is even more cryptic
And once he joined you at the end of the Xenologue
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His eyes have become sharper, he doesn't smile but stay composed instead.
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When he engage in battle however, he smiles.
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But this smile as you can see is completely different from the one he has in chapter 5. His pupill are more rounded and less diluted, his smile is more discrete. This fits more with what we know of Rafal's competitetive nature.
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The difference between Rafal's different expression is notable. The only time where he ever shows the same face in those 3 different situations where he shows a different persona is when Rafal is gravely injuried
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(If I showed you those pictures out of context I bet you would not noticed that in the one on the left Rafal is supposed to pretend to be Nil)
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The only moment where some glimpse of Rafal's "true" face comes out in the DLC is when he is injuried and let his guard down
I also checked and from the moment where Rafal says "You can end me, please... big sis", the moment where he lets in the Xenologue is true personality show up we do not see his face. He is shown from the back and when he is shown from the front, he keeps his eyes closed. And when he is being overwhelmed by the pain again, you can see his expression is the same as when he is injuried.
In reality, even in chapter 5 he wasnt showing his true face, he was still embracing a personna and one that made him look like his father... Nil's wish. For Rafal, someone who despite his rather arrogant and grumpy nature is in reality a pretty selfless guy. He stayed by Nel's side pretending to be Nil for 1 000 years, as Nel herself said, without him, she might have drowned into complete despair and while she returned the care she received, Rafal never felt more alone then he used to be because he always felt that those feelings were directed at Nil and that he himself felt that he stole Nil's place and that he did not had the right to claim something that belonged to Nil anyway. He wanted to protect Nel and in truth he knew what he was doing was wrong even if he did it anyway but just hoped that someone, Nel, would stop him.
So if for Nil becoming like Sombron/a dragon was actually a sincere wish, for Rafal it's more of a curse since he isn't like Sombron and that's precisely how this Sombron is shaping him in his likeness even beyond death because of the spell he put on him that Rafal ended up committing those crimes that made him want to die before you beat him in chapter 6. As a result his Great Fell dragon form is how he views himself, as a monster and a deformed one. Dare I say 異形兵 ? Ultimately realizing Nil's dream of becoming a dragon is realizing Rafal's nightmare/decadence, becoming like Sombron is a fall for grace for him, leading to his redemption arc.
Kind of crazy how a simple "I like you Divine one uwu" can change your view on his character
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doodle17 · 1 year ago
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Just got back from the fnaf movie
!!SPOILERS SPOILERS SPOILERS!! TRUST ME THIS MOVIE IS SOOO WORTH WATCHING WITHOUT SPOILERS JUST HOLD OUT A LITTLE LONGER I BELIEVE IN YOU
Please remember if you reblog go tag with every fnaf spoiler tag you can think of btw!
Anyways
This
Movie
Was so... godamn...
GOOOD!!!!!!!!
DUDE, I KID YOU NOT THIS MOVIE FUFILLED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF 10 YEAR OLD ME'S EXPECTATIONS AND DREAMS AND IT FILLED MY CURRENT ONES TOO
You guys it was just- AHGAYAGAHWHOWWHOSBSOANALENSLSN
First of all: absolutely loved how it wasn't overly violent. I'm not a prude, but when it comes to gore and violence, I'm very particular. Everyone who follows me knows I'm not a fan of gore, and luckily this movie had none!
It was still pretty gruesome. Like the guy getting his face eaten by Mr. Cupcake and that one girl who got bitten in half by Freddy. But even then, all you could see was the silhouette and her lower half fall to the floor. And 90% of the other scenes you do see, but they kind of let the sounds of what's happening fill in the gaps as the camera goes somewhere else, like with Mr. Cupcake.
Even when you see their bodies later on in the parts and services, the end results of what happened earlier aren't even that bad! Tbh it's almost too dark to even see anything
I loved that! It made it perfectly fine for me to watch and not squirm uncomfortably or feel sick. It actually shocked me! Most gore just makes me roll my eyes and want to gag but this stuff literally made me say "WOAH that's MESSED UP" (enthusiastically) out loud a few times!
Also the parts with the animatronics playing with Abby.... GOD that really filled a void in me that I never knew I had... Watching them play and build a fort and be goofy... Really made me smile so hard!... Uh, as if they didn't kill a bunch of dudes earlier.... Hmm..
All the little references made me point at the screen and squeal! That MatPat cameo my goodness! It made me laugh too lol, which I was pretty surprised about! I wasn't expecting to laugh, smile and cry in a scary movie but here we are!
Every Balloon Boy jumpscare got me, because even though it was, as all those video game critics say, "a cheap spook with a loud noise" I can guarantee a lot of other people did too
AND FELLAS WE GOT IT!!! SPRINGLOCK FAILURE BABYYYYY!!!
I think I was pretty pleased with how they did the springlocks. The reveal... The way Abby said "They can see you now." As they turn to William... Their real Killer... HOT DAMNNNNN AND THEN HE SAYS THE FUCKING LINE AND PUTS ON THE HEAD JUST- CHILLS DUDE (I should probably mention how loud this movie made me btw)
And that part legitimately made my eyes water too! When they dragged him away, the music and him twitching... All I could think was "JUSTICE!"
And I love that they made William a horrible father from what we saw when he talked with Vanessa. It always irks me the wrong way when people try to portray him as a sad parent who lost his daughter and that's why he did what he did. Like- no. He wasn't okay in the head you guys, he was NOT a good father, EVER. I'm sorry but no, he literally neglected, emotionally, and possibly, physically abused his kids.
And I love what they did with characters too! I like how the movie just did its own thing that to me, felt like What fnaf REALLY is.
I never like fnaf lore as it is now. I like when the premise was simply: "guy kills kids, hides their bodies in suits, ghosts posses the animatronics, and want to take revenge but don't remember their killer, so they kill anyone they think is him." Before all that sci-fi stuff got involved. And the Movie is just that! "guy kills kids, hides their bodies in suits, ghosts posses the animatronics, and want to take revenge but don't remember their killer, so they kill anyone they think is him."!! It was awesome!
And I like how it explains that there's the possibility that while the kids posses them, they also have somewhat minds of their own. At least that's what I got from some stuff revealed. There's ways been a part of me that thought the animtronics themselves had minds of their own, so to see that it could be a possibility (in the movies canon at least) was really cool!
Also... Living tombstone fnaf 1 song :) in end credits!
And to end this off, sadly there wasn't a post credit scene sadly (unless you count that CoryxKensin getting jumpscared by the BB toy after the fancy credits)
But!!!! Did anyone else notice the fnaf 2 music box playing in the end credits? And the one noise that says the letters and stuff during the secret fnaf 2 minigames...?
I mean, Matthew did say he signed for 2 more movies... So who's to say we won't get a Fnaf 2 movie based off the evidence of what we heard there, huh? Just a little thought I decided to leave here before we end things off :)
FORGOT TO MENTION that both me and Cherri SCREAMED the lyrics for the fnaf song at the end lol,and two girls next to us started recording us lol (not in a mean way we all talked and ranted for a good 3 minutes afterward it was fun!)
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causenessus · 3 months ago
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GOOD MORNING NESS!! <3 i hope you have a good dayy :) the brown and green additions to the blog are so cute omg😋 it looks super cute!
i have picture day in a couple hours im literally tweaking out.. it's probably gonna be fine tho but THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME LOOK LIKE AN EGG TOO like they'll tell me "okay push back your hair a bit, brush your bangs to the side..." girl the bangs are the only thing keeping me from looking like a helipad NO NO NO GET AWAY 🤺 so yeah im here in my bedroom stressing about what to do w my hair and what to wear as i lay in bed, actively avoiding doing anything ☺️
ALSO AFTER YOU SAID A BIT ABOUT THAT PLAY I HONESTLY WANTED TO HEAR MORE?? like you accidentally BIT your phone and cut your finger? 😨 what else happened during that play??😭 AND ALSO kinda gave me flashbacks to being a theater kid when i was in elementary bc i would always do plays and musicals EVEN OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL i was a little nerd LMAOAOA but those plays were soooo much fun and in one of them i even got to wear a big poofy dress that was such a vibe... (no it wasn't i was so overstimulated after a while BUT THE DRESS WAS CUTE) i should go back to theater (no i shouldn't)
ANYWAY I HOPE YOUR SCHOOL DAY GOES WELL AND YOUR WORK (if you have it today, idk 💔)!! HOPEFULLY WE CAN TALK MORE LATER TODAY! MAKE SURE YOU EAT AND DRINK WATER AND DONT FORGET TO TAKE YOUR MEDS‼️
THANK YOU SO MUCH SAV!!! I MAY LIKE TAKE A SCREENSHOT OF IT TO MAKE IT LIKE A DIVIDER IMAGE YK </33 bc it looks perfect at least on my phone screeen and i think it's cute on my computer screen too!! but ik it's not like completely centered and everything if that makes sense 😭
NOT THE HELIPAD 💀💀 I HOPE YOUR PICTURE DAY WENT WELL LOVE!! LMK HOW IT WENT!! i remember there was one time my picture was so bad I COULD NOT HANDLE IT like literally could not tolerate it it was that bad i actually went in for like picture retakes bc usually like i don't care that much BUT THAT ONE WAS SO BAD 💀
AND OMG YES LET ME TELL YOU THE STORY so i've talked about this play a lot on here i think!! it was the one where my director got really mad and yelled at people backstage and the asm back there put his headset mic down so we could be nosy and listen in LMAO (while we were all hiding in the booth and then got jumpscared when his bald whiny head appeared outside the window) etc. it was that show!!! so also what happened was that bc i'm a little catwalk monkey lights kid freak i was always up there or asked to go up there to help with things!! and sometimes i have to do not osha safe things like climb on the batons!! (allow me to find a picture for reference)
OKAY I ALMOST COULDN'T FIND A PIC BUT THEN I FOUND EXACTLY WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR (i'm going to guess my school is just especially unsafe LMAO like when our theatre was constructed it was NOT done right we have so many violations and like not all of our channels work...some of them are double channeled...etc SORRY THIS IS ME RANTING DW ABOUT FOLLOWING ALONG)
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OKAY SO ANYWAY IF U SEE HOW LIKE THESE "BATONS" ARE JUST THESE METAL RODS LITERALLY JUST SECURED BY CHAINS??? WE HAD A BUNCH OF THESE ON OUR CATWALKS (so not all of them had these curtains on them!!) and sometimes we'd have to hang lights on ones that were far out (like not easily accesible) so what i would have to do is climb over the railing of our catwalks and step onto these little tiny poles and basically sit on two of them (yes there was a lot of space between these batons. that's why it was not safe and not a job we trusted a lot of people to do. yes my director forced me to try and wear a harness my last year of hs [after an entire year of not wearing a harness doing this stuff] and no he did not succeed or actually care that much [so i basically never wore a harness risking my life LMAO]) BUT ANYWAY so basically during this show i needed to go out onto these batons to hang a light!! but i was just thinking about where i wanted to put the light and everything and i needed to hold my phone!! so instead of putting it in my pockets or on the floor like a normal person i held it in my mouth!! which i had done multiple times but apparently this time i bit it a bit too hard and so the screen broke and would no longer register touch!! a wonderful time honestly!!! and so then i had go back to my super ancient phone bc i didn't feel like trying to get the screen fixed and didn't even know if it was worth it but that phone was always on its last life and started giving out this summer so then i finally got it repaired yay!!! (AND ALSO FOR REFERENCE old phones were built different yk. like my old phone, the show right after this play where i bit and broke this other phone yk, i accidentally dropped this old phone from the catwalks bc my hands were really shaky one day and it SURVIVED LMAO)
tw for blood ofc!! so about my finger!! so also during this show!! in the catwalks we hung up a little curtain that reached like halfway to the ground or so so that we could project cute little patterns onto the curtain (this was a horror show btw. very cutesy. very demure.) but after we did the show, i was sent up there to take the curtain down, well that curtain had been a BEAST to hang in the first place like it had taken i think two separate groups over the course of two weeks to get that thing secure so like there was wire wrapped around one of the catwalk bars a thousand times PLUS there was tape all around all that wire so i'm like tearing through this all trying to get the wire undone but then it cut me!! :( so my thumb started bleeding and so one of my kids kept a blood covered wire (my blood ofc) as a souvenir and i left my bloody thumbprint on that bar :)) and then i think we literally just put like spike tape around my cut it was a crazy day but that happens often!! i remember moving a bed once and then i was like "EW WHY IS THE BED WET" but it was actually bc my finger!! was once again bleeding 😭 I HAVE TONS OF CRAZY STORIES ASK ME ANYTIME ABOUT THEM!!
AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY DAY SAV!! MAKE SURE YOU TAKE YOUR MEDS AND EAT PROPERLY AND DRINK ENOUGH WATER ILYSM!!!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OR I'LL HAVE TO POP OUT OF YOUR SCREEN AND DO IT FOR YOU!!
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theduckofindeed · 11 months ago
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An Overly Long Rant Concerning Sun from FNAF: HW2
I don’t normally do these kinds of rants, but I wanted to get something very silly and unimportant off my chest.  When I found out that Sun was going to be in Help Wanted 2, I was both super excited to see more of my favorite boy and nervous that they would make some…undesirable changes to him.  I mean, I already knew Moon was going to be in the game, and I wasn’t concerned too much about him, as he’s already aggressive.  And then there’s Sun.  He has a whole minigame dedicated to him.  And I know how these minigames end if you get a game over.  So what…are we finally going to get an actually fatal jumpscare from Sun?  Is my dear, sweet ball of sunshine going to finally outright murder someone when he’s remained one of the only animatronics in the series that never kills you?
Well, in Sun’s jumpscare, he has red eyes, so maybe Moon’s starting to take over at this point?  I dunno…even Glamrock Freddy kills you, and I still love him, so maybe that’s fine.  Plus, one of his quotes implies he remembers you, so canonically, I guess you can lose the game and not die.  Anway, what bothers me the most is Sun’s personality.  I just feel like something is…off about him, y’know.
Most people like that Sun has become more sassy, but I seem to be one of the few people who isn’t too fond of the changes they made to his personality.  I want to make it clear that I don’t have a problem with Sun having depth.  In fact, I prefer it that way.  It’s just that a lot of Sun’s appeal to me was that he was sweet and kind.  He just struggled with anxiety and could get a bit crabby when people don’t follow the rules.  That’s not a flat “perfect angel that can do no wrong” type of character.  It’s just a character with a good heart and good intentions who also has flaws.  Moody and sassy is one thing.  In fact, a lot of this new side of Sun’s personality matches my headcanon for him fairly well.
I mean, I’ve always felt that Sun was the type to give someone the silent treatment if he was especially mad at them.  It would probably be short-lived, but I don’t think he’s exactly above being childish and grumpy, like a normally well-behaved kid who’s had a particularly bad day.
In HW2, Sun getting aggravated when you do a bad job or purposely mess with him makes sense.  That fits the Sun we already knew.  As an example, he gets very aggravated at Cassie if she reaches him in Ruin without turning on even a single generator, saying, “No, turn ON the generators!  Why aren’t you listening?”  (Not to mention an even more obvious example…angrily banning Gregory from the Daycare, an action I have always strongly defended.)  He clearly doesn’t like when his instructions are ignored, which makes sense for someone who needs to keep naughty kids in check.  I mean, of course he’s going to get pretty ticked if he tells a kid not to eat glitter glue, and they do it anyway, just like a parent would get angry at a child for running into the street after being warned a million times not to do so.  It’s his job to keep the kids safe, so if someone is thwarting his efforts to do his job properly, he’s going to get mad, both because he cares about the kids and because it reflects poorly on him.  (Plus, he has the added stress of possibly getting decommissioned if he does a bad job, but the implications of that don’t fit with the scope of this post, so...)
I’m also okay with Sun telling you to go away, both in his sad little song in Ruin and in HW2 because he’s depressed and just wants to be left alone.  Again, that doesn’t make Sun a bad person.  Some people just don’t want to be bothered if they’re upset or in a bad mood.  And a little bit of rudeness is understandable under certain circumstances, and I’d say Sun’s situation, where he’s fighting with a second, very aggressive personality that has full control when the lights are out, makes this behavior very justified.
And sure, I can understand that Sun might be more rude and impatient with staff (though he calls you a “bad kid”, which seems odd as you shouldn’t be a kid, plus I don’t see Sun yelling at the kids and calling them “bad” like that).  I like to think that Sun is sweet and (mostly) patient with the kids (the ones who don’t really push his buttons).  Nevertheless, while some of his dialogue can be dismissed as being annoyed at a grown adult for messing up or doing dumb things that an adult shouldn’t be doing, I can’t get over the fact that some of his comments feel outright…
Mean.  Yes, mean.  I’m okay with Sun being moody, childish, and easily irritated when he’s being ignored or mistreated.  But I never, not in a million years, ever thought that “meanness” would be a trait I’d ever associate with Sun.  But that’s seriously how he came across when he tells you that your art is “bad”, or it “stinks”, or how it makes him “feel dumber” just by looking at it.  That just feels totally uncalled for.  Or his random little line at the beginning of Moon’s carousel level (dude, stop hogging the spotlight; Moon deserves some love, too) where he says that, if it was up to him, he would have fixed the carousel by now.  I know that’s certainly not the worst thing for someone to say.  It just felt totally unprovoked and out of nowhere.  I mean, you had just started the minigame at this point.  Where was Sun’s crappy attitude even coming from?
He’s also rather pretentious in this game, as well, another new trait I'm not too fond of.  I don’t think Sun has to be super humble or even self-deprecating, but this level of arrogance seems more befitting of Roxy or Monty, not Sun.
Maybe I’m nitpicking over a few lines of dialogue when the majority of it doesn’t even contradict the Sun I’ve already had in my head.  It’s just that those certain lines of dialogue feel so very out of character and make Sun look like a mean-spirited, cold-hearted creep when the Sun I thought I knew was sweet and kindhearted and gentle.  (It would be like Glamrock Freddy getting really mean out of nowhere for 10% of his dialogue.  It would be really confusing and jarring!)  I mean, I sure hope he never says any of those things to the kids!  He’d make them cry!
Sun was just my little ray of sunshine.  Even in my headcanon, he was definitely not a perfect angel.  (If you’re interested in a little bit of insight into a fan fic I’m writing, please check out another post I’m writing soon.)  And considering some stuff I’ve been going through in recent months, I really needed a sweetheart like him in my life, even if he’s fictitious.  Now it feels like I’m seeing a decidedly ugly new side of a close friend, making me question who this person was this whole time.
I just read another post that I reblogged where someone was concerned that we’d lose the softer, sweeter Sun that many of us had grown to love.  I had the very same fear.  Just before, I scrolled through countless pieces of new fan art where Sun is being unkind to children over their mediocre art skills.  I know people are just interested in this new side of Sun that we’ve never seen before, but I hope sweet Sun isn’t going away.
This is why I was concerned about Sun’s inclusion in HW2.  Before, we had just a small insight into his character, leaving plenty of room for interpretation.  Now, I feel like his personality is becoming more set in stone, and soon enough, there won’t be any wiggle room left to fill in the gaps unless someone wants to outright ignore canon.  Sure, I can write Sun any way I want, but I prefer him to be as accurate as possible to the games, and now I no longer like canon-Sun as much as I used to.
On a more positive note, a lot of Sun’s new dialogue is very funny, and Kellen Goff delivers them perfectly!  I love his adorable giggles and I'm particularly fond of the lines related to you getting ulcers and indigestion from eating the supplies.  I'm also happy that Sun stands up for himself when you mess with him.  It's good to see he doesn't let people take advantage of him.  I guess I just find it so weird that Sun is surprisingly polite (even if clearly annoyed) when you're purposely bring a jerk to him, and then he gets randomly mean when you simply paint a picture wrong.  Seriously, did someone else write this portion of the dialogue?
Okay, the way I see it, my Sun’s still a good boy.  He’s just not as oblivious as we all were led to believe, as he’s probably more than aware of how crappy adults can be and deeply dislikes them.  I'm just going to believe that he was having a bad day in HW2 and leave it at that.  Because I really want to believe that Sun is genuinely a friendly and sweet guy who loves the kids and just can’t stand adults.  I mean, his little sad song in Ruin definitely implies that he misses the Daycare and doing arts and crafts with the kids.  He himself has clearly drawn a bunch of pictures in glitter glue (I just don’t see those being Moon’s) and has kids’ drawings hanging up in their room. That doesn't sound like someone who hates working with kids or who would look upon a child's drawing, no matter how bad it is, with disdain.
TLDR: Most people prefer Sun’s new sassy personality in Help Wanted 2.  I just felt like he came across as mean, and I don’t feel like it matched his personality in Security Breach and Ruin.  I know Sun can be anxious, childish, and bad-tempered.  I don’t expect him to be a perfect angel.  I just don’t like how mean he can be in HW2, especially when it feels unprovoked.
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ym021 · 7 months ago
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Spirited Away (2001) by Miyazaki Hayao - Blog 23
Spirited Away (2001) by Miyazaki Hayao is a Japanese animated film produced by Studio Ghibli. The story begins with a little girl named Chihiro, who is traveling with her parents to a new home. They encounter a tunnel and explore through it. The parents turn into pigs as a consequence for eating Yubaba’s guests food. With the help of a mysterious boy, Haku, Chihiro becomes contracted with Yubaba in order to survive the spiritual world by working. She uses this opportunity to find a way to return her parents back to normal and return to their world. Towards the end of the movie, Haku is gravely injured from stealing from Yubaba’s twin sister, Zeniba, and Chihiro ventures by train with No Face, Bo, and Yu-bird to return Zeniba’s stolen good. Then, Haku goes to retrieve Chihiro and Bo after waking up from his short coma. At the end, Chihiro was able to break the contract, bid her farewells, and return home with her parents.
It was my first time watching Spirited Away. I remember vaguely that I might have watched it half way through when I was younger, but I believe it was because I did not understand the film as much compared to being older. So far, I really like the film’s storyline and the art. The music was nice along the way too. When Chihiro was going down the stairs to the boiler room, the moment she broke through the step, it gave me a big jumpscare. The encounters with the susuwatari were very cute. The way that they realized Chihiro could carry the heavy rocks for them was adorable. Despite their job being in possible risk, they quickly enjoyed Chihiro’s presents and defend her against Kamaji. After Chihiro started working, she has a few encounters with No-Face. My thoughts on No-face is he is like a lonely kid. He is always alone until he met Chihiro who showed him a small amount of kindness. Although it was a bit shocking to me to have seen the outcome of him after getting rejected by Chihiro, but watching him become back to normal and follow her just as he used to made me feel like things are getting back to normal again. 
There was one scene I thought was interesting. While Chihiro, No-face, Bo, and Yu-bird are on board the bus. There is one shot where you can see Chihiro facing the side against her reflection in the window. In her reflection, her eyes and skin looked empty. It looked like we were seeing her soul in the reflection, while she is manuevering her somewhat soulless body.  I am pretty content with the ending of Spirited Away. I would like to rewatch the Dub version sometimes eventually. It is not my first time watching a film produced by Studio Ghibli. My childhood favorite film produced by them is Ponyo. I’ve watched it in both dubbed and subbed. I am hoping to watch more of their films in both translations.
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i-am-hoo-iyam · 2 years ago
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Where’s Freddy, a fnaf story.
This takes place in my old friends au. They always loved the stories I wrote them and we were good friends but they had bad mental health and one day they cut me off and I haven’t seen them since.
If you don’t know who no music no reason to live is then you don’t know. If you know who I am then send me a sm here and we can take it to doscord from there but I miss my old friends.
So I’m this au theres 3 night guards. Mike, serous and ‘manly’, just there for the money and now he can’t leave cuz it’s fazbear, phone guy, literally an old style circle dial phone for a head, who came back cuz Mike couldn’t handle fazbear don his own and he kept falling asleep at the day shift and risked getting fired. And Vinecent, bacon loving, goofy, mysterious origins he just showed up one day iz all I know. He is a version of Mike before he was Mike so he’s purple and zombie Irish not rotting like inbetween dead and alive. He’s not Mike he’s his own charicter. Take all this with a grain of salt this is what i remember from an au and ocs that are not mine but are really fun to write for. And my friend dissapeared years ago and they loved when I wrote for them so I hope they don’t mind.
Onto the story
Mike checked all the cameras. Chica and Bonnie were on stage, and foxy was uh… frozen in place with his hook caught in the curtain. “Hey phone guy I can’t gif Freddy on any of the cameras”. Phone guy grabbed his hatchet and a flashlight and headed out to check the kitchen, where the power was faulty. ( phone guy tried repairing the wires but then Chica ate them like spaghetti).
He turned the flashlight on and peered around the kitchen. A fly made him jump out of his skin and startle Mike with the sound sof him faking backwards. He rushed out. “Hey don’t leave me alone with these thh things!” Cincent followed. “Go back watch the cameras we can’t have the office unmanned”. “You go back then” “dude it’s scarier out here”. Vincent realized that and headed back to the office.
Mike found phone guy running his head. “I found a fly.” “Are you ok?” “Yeah I got jumpscared by…a fly…”. Mine chuckled. “No Freddy?” “No Freddy.” “Well there’s three more places to look. The bathrooms, the storage closet witch is a death trap for us, and under the stage in the controll box where Freddy couldn’t fit in i don’t t think” “let’s check the bathrooms first”.
Phone guy looked in the woman’s room. No Freddy. There was some lady who had hidden from the crazy swarms of kids in a stall and fell asleep. Phone guy got her out of there and thanked his lucky stars she was alive. Mike checked the boys. A faucet dripped. No Freddy.
“Let’s check on Vinecent and then go check the closet”. “Do we have to”. “I’ll go first. I have the weapon”. They went back to the office. Vincent was rooting around in the little mini fridge they stored their coffe and stuff in. ( how else do you think they get through the night? They have their own generator to run it that has just enough power for the fridge and a backup lamp if the power hits 0). Freddy was standing silently behind him. “Hey kids!” Vincent jumped ten feet and cling to phone guys head. “GAH VINCENT GET OFF! Why wernt you watching the cameras? You coulda been killed”. “W-well everyone was in their places when I last looked”. Phone guy sighed. “Get off my head”. Vinecent climbed down. Mike had shoved Freddy out the door in the time they spent arguing.
“I did find some bacon though!” “Dude that bacon has a black fungus crawling on it”. “So?” Ohonenguy hsd ti stop him from eating it anyways.
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tteokdoroki · 3 years ago
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streamer dreamer. | k.bakugou. ʚ !! ɞ
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❧ ; SYNOPSIS. after joining a twitch stream hosted by his celebrity crush— professional and number one fanboy, katsuki bakugou's plans for writing a smut fic about her, end up getting a little out of hand.
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❧ ; cpu characters. katsuki bakugou x fem!reader.
❧ ; word count. 2K
❧ ; genre + rating. fanboy!au, celebrity!au, college!au, smut, 18+, minors do not interact !!
❧ ; game warnings. - proceed with caution !! characters are in their twenties, reader is shorter than bakugou, smut, cum tributes, sex dreams, dry humping, unprotected sex, creampie, male!masturbation, oral sex fem!recieving, degredation!kink, breeding!kink, dacryphilia!kink, size!kink.
❧ ; streamer commentary. hey cuties!! today i bring you another comm of mine from the lovely @angusmoko, thank you so much <3 i miss writing for bkg :(! thanks to @cellotonins for beta reading !! enjoy <3  m.list. + tip jar.
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NEW TWEET from @yndreamsOfficial: streaming tonight!!! we’re going to be playing a bunch of horror games this time around, make sure to join me on twitch at…
the notification had bakugou rushing home from class in a flash, desperate not to miss out on you going live and rejecting an opportunity to hang out with classmates...yet again. kirishima’s words rattle around in the blonde’s skull ‘he’s dying to go home and watch his little girlfriend again tonight. he’s not gonna come.’ as he takes out his laptop before throwing his backpack down by the door and rolling into bed, pulling up your twitch url along with your twitter and tabs for writing the latest fic he had been working on.
bakugou had been a fan of yours since the day your band, dreamers, had first debuted about two years ago. he’d been there when your fandom was small and your group of y2k-esque music artists were completely underground— the blonde remembers scraping by for group content, finding crumbs left by other fans on social media until you were rocket launched into fame thanks to one hit single.
out of all members in dreamers, you were definitely his favourite— you were always the most down to earth in interviews, interacted with fans as best as you could ( like you were now with your twitch streams during promotional cool off periods ), you even followed him back and he had almost all of your merch. so it was only natural that the blonde fanboy took to writing fanfiction about you on tumblr and ao3, running a regularly posting fan account for you on twitter too.
he has another, private and hornier account too, with cum tributes posted in your honour.
but only bakugou needs to know about that one.
NEW TWEET FROM @yndreamsOfficial: stream starts now! we’ll be doing a listening party of my bands new album too @DreamersOfficial <3
@dynamightdr: can’t wait to see you. @yndreamsOfficial
bakugou tweets out, vermillion eyes searching through the trending tweets mentioning your name as your twitch stream loads up on one of his tabs. his heart skips a beat when you like his tweet before starting.
“hey guys! welcome, welcome! i missed you...is everything working?”
your voice filters through bakugou’s dorm room, providing the spark of inspiration he needs for the exposition in his fic. the words fly onto the google doc as you speak and greet your viewers, blab on about upcoming music and tour dates— get into playing the game and the blonde can’t help but stare, taking in your excited expression, the way you tug on your lip as you concentrate on not fucking up your quest.
you’re so beautiful, so perfect and the image of you bleeds into katsuki’s brain and consumes his thoughts whole— helping him get on with the small smut drabble he’d intended to write. ‘ah, fuck!’ you whine at a sudden jumpscare you encounter, the sound pulling the fanboy’s attention right back to your stream. it’s probably more lustful than you intended...but the innocence and airiness to the sound shoots straight to bakugou’s cock...the smut he has planned doing nothing to help either. “if any of you clip this, my managers are gonna kill me. my band mates will never let me live this down!”
shifting away from the tab he’s writing on, bakugou desperately searches the twitch chat to see if anyone’s clipped the sound of you whining— thanking the stars when he finds it, replaying the heavenly sound you let out as his cock throbs beneath his sweats, eyes fluttering shut as he imagines you making that sound for him. pictures: you whining in his laps before the clothes come off, your skirt hiked up over your fleshy ass and cotton panties grinding against katsuki’s soft grey pants— leaving a darker spot on his bulge, wet and sweet just like your gasping whines.
the thought has katsuki hot all over his body, burning underneath his skin while your voice from the stream echoes in his mind— turning up the volume of lust filling him.
“fuck, you guys...don’t do that!” you complain, plump lip between your teeth while your stream teases you and katsuki’s fingers grasp at the material of his shirt— stuffing it into his mouth while the rest take the trek down his carved, washboard abs and into his underwear, grasping at his thick girth as it springs to life. blonde lashes hit his cheeks with a soft whimper, katsuki squeezing the base of his cock as the pre drops against his knuckles and shame pricks at those very same cheeks for jerking off to the sound of you. “you’re so mean! what…? you like the sound of me crying?”
katsuki definitely fucking does, jamming his thumb into his tip that bleeds arousal— spreading it across his angry and bright red tip. he wants to make you cry, fuck that... he’d love to make you cry. if he had you the way he wanted, you’d be sobbing before katsuki even had a chance to sink into your pretty little pussy, rough fingers drawing circles on your clit to make you cum at least twice before he bullies his way into your insides— rubbing your slit up and down, pinching between your thighs and fucking just the tip...just the tip into your hole struggling to take him.
“you think i’m pretty when i cry too?”
the blonde’s hand is slick, coated in his milky precum that helps him guide his hand up and down his throbbing dick smoothly and wetly— it makes him shake, thighs trembling and chest heaving. “y’so pretty baby...love it when you cry f’me.” he says as if he’s talking to you, words heavy on his tongue as they get lost of the saliva building up there. “cry f’me to fuck you hard, till yer creamin’ cummin’ all over me—shit!” his voice, always so gruff and timbre cracks at the end as bakugou fucks up into his wet fist. his brain is foggy, covered in a hazy sheet of desire thinking about finally dropping you down on his length, filling you to the brim and leaking white against your ribbed insides while your nails tear through his skin until blood is gathered underneath them and red marks are stricken down his back.
you’d keen into his touch, dainty fingers running through sweaty blonde locks as you tug bakugou’s hot mouth onto your chest— moan for him as he sucks your pebbled nipple into it while his strawberry tongue rolls desperately over the flesh. he bets you’re as soft as you look, like peach in his hands— juicy like one too. dreaming of you is like taking a bite into forbidden fruit and now his mind is running with the thought of getting a taste of what’s between your strong thighs.
would you wrap them around his head if he ate you? cunt gushing against katsuki’s tongue as he dips it into your sweet hole, slurping the nectar from your puffy folds— every gasp you let out over stream fuels his dirty thoughts, his palm around his fat cock pressing down hard on the forked vein on the underside… imagining it to be you spasming around him, whether it be a pair of his fingers searching for your gummy g-spot or his shaft plunging deep inside of your warmth, soaking him in your essence and all that is you.
“fuck...i love you,” you giggle at something a fan of yours says over stream. it’s such a pretty sound. i love you. and katsuki knows it’s meant for the fans that you adore but all he can think about is how you’d wail it to him, how much you love him and how much you love how the precious blonde fucks you until you can see the shape of his cock in your tummy and his finger prints are marking the insides of your doughy thighs.
“y’love me baby? f-fuck! yeah you do…” he stutters out, squelching sounds overlapping with the audio of your stream— bakugou’s fist slap loudly with the weight of his balls heavy with cum, drooling thick arousal everywhere and anywhere. you’re making him a mess and you’re not even with him, you have him in a tight grip— skin flushed red, shirt soaked through with sweat and the cotton of his actual sweatpants completely stained and darkened with precum. “y’love me… you love me s’much. shit baby, yer gonna let me cum, right? g’nna let me fill that p-pussy up with all my cum..”
bakugou chants at the screen while you play your games, looking so sweet and innocent over the screen. he knows that he’d taint you, ruin you— you wouldn’t even be able to take all of the cum that katsuki bakugou has for you. there’s too much of it, too much pressure in his lower stomach and he’d fuck so much of his seed into you that your stomach would swell and you’d squirm beneath him to stop. fuck, the way your hips would run away from him because of his size, because you can’t take any more and your face is hot with those beautiful tears you have— katsuki knows your height, shorter than him, easy enough to break. his thick girth would have your hole stretching over his tip alone, choking him out for the better and for that, he’d have to breed you.
make you take it, make you take all of him.
no condom with all the warmth of your cunt, the slick arousal running down your thighs as he pounds you.
all of these thoughts are near enough to kill a man, drag katsuki bakugou under a pool of lust and drown him. the way he jerks himself off is fast paced and lazy, palm of his hand running smooth circles over his cockhead over and over until he’s warranted himself useless— body slumped in his bed, sweat dripping down his back and nothing but you and his lewd moans and dripping cock filling his ears while blood rushes through.
he’s losing his mind, losing himself to pleasure.
“y’my pretty whore, you’re gonna take all my fucking cum.” he manages, eyes locked onto the screen as you say your timid goodbyes to the stream, telling everyone you love them and you’ll see them soon and bakugou can’t help but imagining you underneath him with shaky, shy i love you’s pouring from between your kiss-swollen lips as you finally cum for him— all over him, like a fountain of euphoria.
when his laptop screen goes black, the damn breaks and the blonde cums the hardest he ever has in his entire life— thick white oozing from his tip in marvellous streams, running down his shaft at a pace faster than his shallow breaths. tears are large and bold in vermillion orbs and they fall against katsuki’s pink cheeks, his thighs quiver with every cum shot he makes, all over his hands and legs and both his hands shake as he takes a snap for his nsfw account— his usual stream of likes pouring in with flattering comments from mutuals which he doesn’t care for, only you.
a cum tribute, dedicated to you, your name in the caption.
one from your biggest fan.
the blonde’s mind is still swimming, google doc still blank as his brain, body sticky with the drying cum and sweat— bakugou doesn’t even think as he pulls up your latest tweet asking if everyone enjoyed the stream, barely double checking which Twitter account he’s on.
@dynamightnsfw: thanks for a fun night. @yndreamsOfficial
he should have double checked, for a minute later, a dm from your official account pops through— making his heart jump out of his chest and that orgasm charity shining through.
you send him his latest tweet, his golden skin covered in his own cum with your name and a thank you note in the caption.
“i guess you really enjoyed the stream, huh?” your message reads.
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definitelynotafurinasimp · 3 years ago
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Meeting your secret admirer
characters: Hu Tao/Keqing x gn!reader (seperate)
warnings: english isn't my first language... yada yada... there might be some grammatical errors
a/n: I didn't really intend on writing today, but I got a sudden surge of motivation, so thank me later. Or not.
Anyways, hope you enjoy!
Hu Tao
You couldn’t remember when you got your first letter, but it probably was months ago. They always came in the middle of the night when you were sleeping and trying to catch the perpetrator was as successful as trying to see the monsters from the stories your parents used to tell you when you were a little child and they didn’t want you to come home late.
But it wasn’t as if you didn’t like the letters. They were always full of nice compliments and never failed to make you blush. It was such a shame that they never came with a signature.
Just when you had accepted that you would never get to know the writers identity, a new letter arrived, inviting you to meet them alone, outside the city when the sun had already set.
You arrived to the location given to you in the latest message, luckily for you the moon gave of enough light for you to at least see where you were stepping. You waited for five, then ten minutes, then half an hour and slowly began thinking about the whole situation.
You were outside the city, at night, alone and didn’t tell a single soul where you went. You were about to get mugged, or murdered, maybe even both. Just when you realised it would be a great idea to turn around and leave something sprang out from the bush next to you and you instantly summoned your sword to defend yourself. But instead of a robber, Hu Tao stood in front of you.
“Relax, It’s me!”, she shouted and instantly backed off from you. It was then when the tenseness left your body and you instantly let your weapon disappear.
“What are you doing here?”, you asked. This wasn’t the first time she played one of her little pranks on you, but this time she did it at the worst possible time.
“What do you mean? We agreed to meet us here”, she said, trying to sound as if you didn’t just nearly strike her down with a sword. But when the only reaction she got from you was a completely confused stare, she elaborated further.
“The letters, they’re from me”, this little confession was enough to dishearten you completely. “So in other words, all the letters were just one big build-up so you could jumpscare me in the middle of the night?”, you had to admit that even for Hu Tao that seemed like a little bit too for just a prank.
“I did write them, yes. But not as a prank”, she stated as if was the most obvious thing in the world. Her words were followed by the two of you just staring at each other for what seemed like hours before she finally spoke up again.
“Are you still alive? Don’t get me wrong, new customers are always appreciated, but there are much better times to kick the bucket than during a confession”, she waved her hand in front of your face, that combined with her admitting that it was indeed a confession was enough to make you blush.
“I-I just thought you were going to say something. Isn’t speaking important when confessing?”, you shot back and hoped you didn’t stutter too much. Meanwhile Hu Tao’s irritated look was replaced with her typical mischievous smile.
“I wrote everything in my letters, what more is there to say? So, what’s your answer?”
Keqing
Some would call working for the Liyue Qixing an honour, others would say that filling out the seemingly endless amounts of paperwork would be boring. But for you it was everyday life. Everyday life that, with the exception of two gods attacking the city, wasn’t too eventful. That was until love letters and small gifts started appearing in your office. Since the first one didn’t mention who it was for, you asked some of your colleagues privately if it were theirs and they accidentality left it there. But they all denied it and the next one was clearly addressed to you.
And so started a chapter of your work-life where you would sometimes go on break only to come back to a message or small gift. You obviously never found out who sent them and decided to leave it at that, since they’d probably show themselves, once they wanted you to know them.
There were many papers on your desk which needed to be done until nightfall, which meant that you decided to cut your break short and only went to take a quick breath of fresh air. But when you re-entered your office you were greeted by Keqing quickly turning around and hiding something behind her back.
“Oh Lady Keqing, do you need something from me? I’m sorry that I wasn’t here, I just took a quick break”, you greeted her with a polite smile. It would be a lie to say that you didn’t found it weird that her face was as red as a tomato, but your job was to do paperwork, not to question your superiors.
“I was just…”, she paused and quickly looked around herself until her eyes fixated on the stack of paperwork on your desk. “… Bringing you new documents.” Once again you didn’t question the usually so composed Yuheng acting so nervous. That was until the thing behind her back fell on the floor. It didn’t take long for her to pick it up again, but you had already seen the letter. One looking suspiciously similar to the ones you got for some time now.
“Lady Keqing, did you write those letters?”, you decided to ask directly. It would definitely become hard to look her in the eyes ever again if it turned out to be an awkward misunderstanding, but that was a risk you were willing to take.
Over the next ten minutes or so the Yuheng started rambling about how she just randomly saw it on your desk and decided to look at it for a second, but then changed her story to her being asked to deliver the letter to your office by a co-worker, only to finally let out a frustrated sigh.
“Fine, it was me all along. But don’t you dare even think about tell anyone else”, she admitted and shoved the letter in your face. She didn’t even look in your direction, instead choosing to look to the side and fold her arms. You stared at her in silence for a while until you had finally opened your mouth to say something, only to be instantly cut off by her.
“So? Are you just going to stare at me and say nothing? What’s your answer.”
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