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Thank you for saying what you said about Athena and Hen. They are such good characters and Aisha and Angela play them so well and yet in fandom I often see people strip them of all their complexities and reduce them down to what's essentially the mammy stereotype which as a black fan is so disturbing and disheartening to see. Also thanks for saying that little bit about Maddie because y'all she suffered from parentification and I absolutely hate seeing the abuse she suffered being wrapped in a cute little bow by calling her Buck's real mom. Finally I know you didn't mention Eddie but wanted to talk about how I hate the whole Eddie's a bitch thing. Because yes Eddie is bitchy and I love that but fandom often runs with that one aspect of his personality to the point where it feels they're depicting him as the sassy/spicy Latino stereotype.
I don't think people are meaning any harm by doing this and I don't think they're intentionally being shitty but I don't like how fandom has this tendency to strip women and characters of colour of any ounce of complexity, minimize their other relationships and make them them into one dimensional figures often in an effort to prop up white characters.
I haven't been in this fandom for very long but it's just been really depressing. Like for a show that has a diverse roster of characters and shines the spotlight on each and every one of them it's maddening to see a fandom that is not normal about women, queer people and POC.
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#🫶 much love#I also haven’t been here that long#but in the time I have… it’s been a mess#I think the only difference b/t what you said and I think is that I do believe there are people doing this purposefully#because I *know* they’ve been told#and they’ve doubled down#often thinking they have every right just because they create and share fan content for free#911 ABC
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= The Devil That Brings Disaster =
#trigun maximum#trigun 98#trigun#trigun fanart#Vash the stampede#trigun manga#humanoid typhoon#trigun Vash#Diablo! Vash#fanart#my art#doodles#trying to be more experimental with my work and I’ve been in a big trigun hyperfixation lately#also wow I haven’t posted on here in a LONG time
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and there was only one bed (oh my god there was only one bed)
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#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#khyt.art#I love putting stupid spins on tropes :]#this is specifically 98 because trimax ww would not do this sndhsndhs#and also bc I believe trimax vw are a lot more hesitant with touch. and it takes them a lot longer#but we are not here for pain and longing we are here for *looks under the read more* not that#anyway. enjoy day 5 (only 1 bed) lmao#I think the most impressive thing about this week so far is that I haven’t had to draw vash’s coat once#it would’ve been yesterday but I was busy/needed to let my hand rest x)
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The Rise and Fall of Vash the Stampede and the Worms from No Man’s Land
#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun stampede#illustration#art#finally finished what i started last year!! whew!#i had this long ass title in my mind since last year too lol#this is my homage to david bowie <3#can i hear a little commotion for mullet vash 😌#also hi everyone i haven’t posted in a whileeee! ive been so preoccupied with rebirth lately hahahh#i will definitely post my rebirth art here soon 👁️👄👁️
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Idk what they’ve been going on. But. 🤨
#is it acceptable to post casual doodles on tumblr I haven’t been here long I’m sorry#I will continue#casted#midnight burger#midnight burger fanart#caspar midnight burger#ted midnight burger#we open at six#my art#training myself to not feel embarrassed for posting casted on main#also Leif HATES them#I think that’s funny#caspted
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its like i’ve been operating on auto for hours, i feel so weird. like a piece of my youth has been cut off unexpectedly
#also i have no one irl to talk to#haven’t been here in so long but it feels so warm and familiar#love you all❤️
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Classes started… already sick of this (I haven’t even been to my first class yet). Drew my boys to decompress ✌️😞
#I feel like I haven’t drawn bad haircut Liam in a really long time#(it’s maybe been a month)#but this ‘era’ of them if you will is my favorite because it’s kind of when their roles in the relationship just get uprooted#and the relationship gets tested </3#Liam going through an Existential Crisis™️ because he essentially became a god and Finn just out here living his best life after dying#Finn canonically dies idk I feel like I don’t talk about that enough (he got over that tho. chillin now)#ALSO ALSO Liam is very morally dubious this entire time because his entire worldview is dramatically altered!! love that for him!!!#they paint each other’s nails and it’s COOL#haha yeah I love yapping about the Lore™️ in the tags it’s for Real Ones to read#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#procreate#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#drawing#oc artwork#artwork#original character art#original character#oc art tag#oc art#oc portrait#digital artist#digital drawing#original charater art
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Some ocs being silly :>
Clover: she/her Eli: she/any
#this is REAL late for lunar new year but I forgot to post this here :/#I have kinda been secluding my oc art for my insta and pwish for here#I do what to know if you guys would like more art of my characters bc I have a tiny bit more to share#I haven’t had these two for long but I’ve been doodling them a bit :>#lunar new year#happy lunar new year#digital art#art#oc art#oc#mangos ocs#also wtf tumblr#why do you crunch the quality so much T-T
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actually gotta go my own way is so. like a massive part of troy & gabriella’s relationship is built on that initial connection they had with other, where neither of them had anyone they had to be so they were just being themselves. and that vulnerability and genuineness is what they both really value about their relationship & it means so much to them. and gabriella sings ‘i’ve got to move on / and be WHO I AM’!!!!! she doesn’t feel that same connection with troy anymore. she feels like she has to hide parts of who she is whilst troy is also faking who he is!!!!!! and in bet on it troy sings ‘did you ever / LOSE YOURSELF to get what you want?’. hsm is integrally about being yourself & the genuine connection and joy that comes with being true to who you are. troy loses himself but gabriella serves as a reminder to who he really is
#THIS HAS BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR SO LONG HELLO#i think a normal amount about high school musical yeah don’t worry about me#everything’s fine#i’m normal about love and connection and joy#i haven’t watched hsm in a while but. troy pfp i miss you everyday#high school musical#high school musical 2#gabriella montez#troy bolton#troy x gabriella#troyella#hiiii new mutuals/followers. i’m also insane about hsm on here <3
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By the way I’ve had this “mha definitely doesn’t have that much planning in long-term and horikoshi just makes it up as he goes, and that creates contradictory story beats like… all the issues with the ‘saving’ villains plot” idea of a post in my head for YEARS PLURAL and um. Does. Does now seem like a good time to write it?
#even if shigaraki lives my point still stands#(ramble in tags. keep in mind I haven’t been reading this in a long time so I’m not entirely caught up)#because let’s be honest here. if the story hadn’t been so confusing about what it wanted to do to the lov there’d be less controversy#around all this. like it feels the story has written itself into a corner with the lov#like it seems horikoshi wanted the cool and tragic villains who ultimately are defeated by the heroes who surpass them#like unlike you who use your pain to hurt others I will use it to help them etc etc#but ALSO made the lov representative of the victims and outcasts of hero society so#saving them would represent surpassing those issues— yknow. contradicting the whole killing them idea#yet he chooses to try doing both instead of picking one of those options and sticking to it#so he ends up failing in both#bnha critical#<- I have to tag this as SMTH after this long ass ramble#boku no hero#mha
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okay, so its officially been a year since i posted my first milex fanfic and i just wanted to say the most MASSIVE thank you to everyone who’s left comments/kudos/messages on it over the last twelve months 💗 writing this fic pulled me out of long drought of writer’s block and truly restored my joy in writing, and i am eternally grateful to alex and miles and their wonderful music (and ridiculous exploits) for inspiring me, but also to everyone who supported and encouraged me to keep writing. whether you left comments on this fic right from the start, or just started reading it last week - i truly can’t begin to adequately express how much it means to know that something you’ve written is being enjoyed by or means something to other people. thank you all so SO much 💖
#please excuse the soppiness#i’m just feeling a little emotional over this#thinking about me a year ago posting the first chapter of this and having no idea where it was going to take me#ie back into the kind of inspiration and joy in creativity i’d been missing for such a long time#but also into the most wonderful fandom that i’m so so happy to be a part of 🥹#here comes the sun#(also to readers of four walls i promise i haven’t forgotten about the next update - i’m just recovering from a cold rn but will post asap)#milex#lulu posts
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just found out that jungkook interacts with people who aren’t me
#cold cruel world out there tsk tsk#also lil life update friends !#working full time n going to school full time n also doing extracurricular activities is really not the move#i struggle w toxic productivity and it’s really really destroyed my mental and physical health#so ive busted my behind to save up enough money#to be able to support myself on a part time work schedule until i graduate woohoo !#hoping to have more time to indulge in hobbies#which includes being on here and writing and interacting#i miss you all dearly#ty for everything#like the fact that yall still send sweet things in my inbox when ive been p inactive for like this whole year is super nice and sweet and ye#im sorry i haven’t been responding#but i read them and they do make my day and i love you#and i hope to pick things up again soon#glimpse of us is going to be a banger i fear#ive sat on it for so long that ive perfected this storyline#from metaphors to small details to foreshadowing to non linear storytelling that all forms together in the ends yep#just need to write it which is the hard part 👉👈#but im excited#this the type of story to leave you in a funk for a few days lol and im so excited to share#hope you’re all doing well#and you are also prioritizing your health and well-being#you deserve time for yourself#not even deserve tbh#it’s legit a necessity like pls#you deserve it
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Currently thinking about what a missed opportunity it was that I didn’t write a quick scene of Cartman being put into that police car at the end of EWILY.
Just imagine, the cops settling into the front and looking back at Cartman in the mirror so disappointed and disgusted by his actions. They could hit him with the “Well, you’ve traumatized your classmates, gotten several immigrants severely injured or killed and are probably going away for a long time. Was it worth it?”
And Cartman, ever the goddamn romantic (I hate him) glances back at his friends as they emerge from the doors of Casa Bonita, Stan and Kyle hand in hand. He turns to face front again with a satisfied smile and utters that one goddamn word.
“Totally.”
Anyway everyone just pretend I was smart and funny enough to actually include that in the fic. Okay? Cool.
#yes I’m still thinking about casa bonita mi amour#the ending sent me to oblivion and im a little sentimental about it#but also we all know cartman is always proud of his dumbass actions#can you imagine reading this post NOT having read ewily omg#this is…. a huge spoiler for the end of the fic#but i think its been long enough#like if you haven’t read ewily what are you even doing here#jk jk love you all mwah#eric cartman#ramblings
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hey just letting you know, i think your tumblr website is broken (https). You can't access anything and the custom layout is pretty much gone as well. No idea what's going on or if it's just me lol
Looks like my theme somehow broke and I’m not quite savvy enough to fix it. Was able to find another decent looking theme to slap on there so that it’s at least readable. Thanks so much for letting me know!
#mari muses#also yes hi I’m still here#I still exist#just haven’t written anything in a long while#been kinda considering coming back?#but who knows#I have no idea what the tumblr landscape is like lately#or the BNHA and JJK fandom
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okay don’t jump me for this i just logged on. but i think buck’s name taking the place of midge’s on the poster is less about tim outright saying that buck is in love with eddie/will realize it and that’s where the story is going and more about him taking midge’s place re: questioning eddie’s obsession over chasing shannon’s ghost—saying this is not healthy and you’re driving yourself into an obsessive spiral over something that doesn’t exist the way you’re seeing it. like i think the subtext that buck is in love with eddie is there, and any way you cut it he’s going to be acting out of love for eddie! but the choice to ‘cast’ buck as midge is more about framing him as the voice of reason and eddie’s anchor to reality than being an outright admission that buck is going to realize he’s in love with eddie during the vertigo arc. do you feel me.
#have not been on tumblr long enough today to see if this is the take people even have on here but it’s def what i was seeing on twitter!#also i haven’t watched vertigo in years so if i’m missing nuance here. well. oops#911 spoilers#911 abc
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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