#I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN WITH THE SHEER POWER OF CLOWNERY AND DELUSION

[stormyoceans]

last twilight ending with bangkok run for the blind 2027 and mork asking day to marry him fr this time or OR!!!!!! day being the one to propose to mork to fully parallel aon and to really hammer home the fact that day chose mork since the very beginning and that he's gonna keep choosing him and crossing that line again and again without mork having to pull him over it im manifesting im actualizing im rearranging reality

[someoneoffthestreet]

Fruits Basket 2x02

HI I JUST SPENT MY TIME GLEEFULLY TWIRLING THROUGH THIS EPISODE SO LET’S GET TO IT.

Arisa and Kyo’s frienemy status is a beautiful thing. And Kyo seems to have accepted the nickname given by his classmates.

Saki “if anyone’s marrying Tohru it’s gonna be me” Hanajima everyone.

Poor Kyo and Yuki had no idea what they were in for when they were assigned to be Tohru’s primary love interests. Saki and Arisa are the fiercest of mom friends and they will be giving a test at the end of this, study up.

Yuki’s life has been so rigid and stifling that the future leaves him nervous and uncertain. Meanwhile, as is revealed in this very episode, Kyo has no guarantee that even has a future at all.

The sheer joy and adorableness of these scenes at Kazuma’s home are going to make me explode. Kazuma doing his fatherly duty by sharing embarrassing facts about Kyo, while Kyo is totally at home around Kazuma and Tohru. It does a heart good to see him be so open and himself in this episode, especially when paired with Kazuma’s flashback to how Kyo was just last year. It puts Tohru’s influence and just how far Kyo’s come in that time into stark, blessed relief.

Kazuma learns that Kyo cooked for Tohru and is delighted, leaving no choice but for his son to kick him out before the poor boy can lose anymore face.

“You’ve got a phone call... It’s from Kyo’s father.” That’s weird, how is Kazuma calling himself? ((((((:

I’m just kidding (I’m really not) HEY GUYS LOOK THE GARBAGE STAIN ON THIS WORLD HAS ARRIVED.

Like, look at this introductory scene. How Kyo’s bio-father spends the whole time looking almost unhinged. How he consistently, stubbornly refers to Kyo as “it”. THE SELF-RIGHTEOUSNESS AND DELUSION IN EVERY WORD THAT COMES OUT OF HIS MOUTH HOLY CRAP SIR YOU ARE THE ACTUAL WORST.

And then Kazuma- Kazuma does the worst thing he possibly can to this dude: he compares him to Kyo and is absolutely right. Kyo’s bio-father is in the same headspace that Kyo spent season 1 (and arguably most of his childhood) in, focusing all of his anger and hate onto a single source, and perceived wellspring of all his misfortune in a desperate attempt to keep going. But the difference is: Kyo was, and is, a child, focusing on his peer. It makes the extremity of his emotions more excusable, and he’s more malleable to change, just as he’s already started to. Kyo’s bio-dad is a grown adult, and he’s taking this all out on, again, a child, which is bad enough, but also his own son.

“It’s not my fault!” he shouts, and the record player becomes stuck, begins playing the same refrain over and over. It’s not my fault! It’s not my fault!

KAZUMA PROCEEDS TO MURDER THE MAN IN HIS OWN HOME AND LEAVE WITHOUT ONCE LOSING HIS COMPOSURE OR DIGNITY WHAT A BADASS.

Meanwhile, getting back to ~future talk. Tohru, too, is feeling anxiety about the future, but it’s different from Yuki and Kyo. Tohru’s life has been a tumultuous one, presented here with the different homes she’s lived in at different points in her life. In the first episode, Tohru says to Shigure, “I lost my home again.” Now, she’s being forced to consider leaving her home once again, once again being uprooted, once again having to adapt in order to survive. Where will she go next? What will she do when she gets there?

Kyo, perceptive kitty that he is when it comes to Tohru, picks up on this, and instead of letting Tohru sit and stew decides to address it plainly. On the one hand, I relate hard to Tohru not wanting to talk and being embarrassed by crying in front of Kyo like this; on the other, Kyo reinforces that it’s ok if she needs to cry, it’s not a big deal, she can be like this around him and she doesn’t have to be embarrassed.

In the heat of her panic, Tohru reaches out for Kyo’s beads like a lifeline, this confirmation that Kyo has his own burden to bear, that he’s just as in over his head as she is, she’s not alone. And Kyo doesn’t freak out. We know perfectly well what happens when those beads come off, and Kyo, while naturally startled, doesn’t panic when she grabs them. And instead takes her hand. I am GOING-

Finally, Shigure swoops in (how long was he listening) to grant Tohru some sage advice. It’s not often that he does this (the last I can remember is with Kyo back in episode 2) but somewhere in that miasma of clownery, deviousness, and shady meddling is a genuinely perceptive person who, on occasion, uses his powers for good.

Poor Kyo, he just wanted to share a quiet dinner with Tohru and she goes and invites the whole household, which just happens to be the two people Kyo cannot stand, because she’s Tohru.

Spoilers under the cut (YES I HAVE EVEN MORE TO SAY!)

Arisa’s met someone at work. I AM LITERALLY CLAPPING IN GLEE.

That cutaway before Kyo’s mom gets hit by the train is so unsettling, 10/10 storyboarders.

“Are you saying it’s my fault?” YES. YES IT IS YOUR FAULT. DEAL WITH IT.

I know exactly what Momiji wants. I know exactly what he’s wishing for and I love him and he actually gets his wish in the end I’m-

MINE AND AYAME ARRIVE IN ALL THEIR GLORY NEXT EPISODE HECK YEAH.

[stormyoceans]

I don't believe LT can fail. I can’t even imagine how it could fail. but if it does fail, I think our boys will get stuck in supporting roles in mediocre projects and never get out. there will be no events, concerns, mv. don't mind me. I’m lying in the hospital, scrolling through Twitter out of boredom and feeling sad.

hi, anon!!!!

first of all, i hope you're okay and that you're not at the hospital for anything serious!!! im sending you my best wishes, a very big hug and all the love!!!!

i honestly don't wanna make predictions on how last twilight is gonna fare because on one hand i don't wanna jinx it, and on the other if there's one thing i've learned in the past two years is that i have WILDLY different tastes from the majority of the fandom so i clearly have no idea what works for people and what doesn't ;;;;;;

i do think last twilight is a very ambitious project: it's an original script that focuses on a main character with disability, and that alone opens the show up to a lot of possible criticism, but that's exactly why it's also so important. im not gonna be a hypocrite and pretend one of the reasons i want last twilight to succeed isn't so jimmysea will finally get the recognition they deserve, but im fully aware that there's also something way bigger at stake here: the show gaining popularity would give a very clear message to GMMTV about diversity and representation and maybe slowly open up the industry to actors with disability as well

anyway, idk if this can be of any consolation but even IF last twilight doesn't become super popular, GMMTV is NEVER gonna be able to downplay or get rid of jimmysea AND IMMA SHOW YOU WHY

OUR BOYS BRING ALL THE DIRECTORS TO THE YARD AND THEY'RE LIKE CHEMISTRY LEVELS SO DERANGED WE'RE GONNA DIE IF WE DON'T GET TO PUT IT ON CAMERA

YOUR HONOR I REST MY CASE [MIC DROP]

[stormyoceans]

it will be a hell of a lot of fun if js are both announced in part 2, but in the end they will not have a joint project, but only minor third-plan roles, and they will be at fan meets for the whole of 2024.

ANON THIS IS NOT THE KIND OF ENERGY WE’RE PUTTING OUT INTO THE UNIVERSE WE HAVE OFFICIALLY ENTERED THE CLOWN ZONE IN THIS HOUSE AND IMMA NEED EVERYONE TO JOIN ME FOR A 24/7 MASS MANIFESTATION PARTY UNTIL WE GET GMMTV 2024 PART 2

but srsly, all jokes aside, maybe i will be thoroughly disappointed, but as i said before at this point im CONVINCED we’re getting jimmysea + p’jojo for part 2, there are just too many signs hinting at it for them to be just mere coincidences, but realistically speaking i do think the first half of the year is gonna be dedicated to the last twilight live stage and hopefully more fan events, not to mention the eventual promotion for ploy’s yearbook and the trainee. to be optimistic i’d say they could start filming for a new series in autumn and that we could possibly get it right before the year ends or at the beginning of 2025

and while having to wait for so long would do irreparable damage to my mental health, as long as we get confirmation of a new jimmysea series then im good. if i survived a whole year waiting for last twilight with only a 4 minutes long mock trailer and our collective headcanons to go on THEN BY GOD I CAN DO IT AGAIN

just please don’t make me wait until the 2025 line up for that series announcement MY LIFE IS ON THE LINE HERE

[stormyoceans]

MONICA SET THE ALARM FOR APRIL 23RD!!!!! WE'RE GETTING PART 2!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN'T BELIEVE GMMTV 2024 PART 2 IS ACTUALLY GONNA HAPPEN AND IS NOT JUST A FEVER DREAM I WAS STARTING TO BELIEVE WE ALL COLLECTIVELY HALLUCINATED THAT BUT NOW MY CLOWN SHOES ARE ON MY MAKE UP IS IN PLACE MY WIG IS SECURED I WILL BE SHOWING UP ON THE 23 WEARING MY JIMMYSEA SERIES WISHLIST AS A SCARF AND MY DELUSIONS AS A CROWN

IN THE MEANTIME I'LL BE WAITING Y'ALL AT MY PLACE TONIGHT AT 8 FOR OUR DAILY MASS MANIFESTATION PARTY WE'RE REARRANGING REALITY WE'RE ACTUALIZING WE'RE MAKING ALL OF OUR HOPES AND DREAMS HAPPEN WITH THE SHEER POWER OF CLOWNERY AND VIBES

[stormyoceans]

GOOD MORNING I'M SO READY TO DESCENT INTO MADNESS WITH YOU I CANNOT WAIT FOR PUENTALAY TO RETURN TO US <3 what is top three things that you want to to see in their our skyy ep the most?

HELLO FRIEND IT’S GONNA BE AN HONOR TO LOSE OUR MIND TOGETHER!!!!!!!!

bold of you to presume i can pick only three (3) things i want to see in the vice versa episodes tho I HAVE A WHOLE LIST AND A BINGO CARD HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE!!!!!!! but okay, let me see what i can do:

1) BEACH WEDDING. listen i know it’s not gonna happen but also what if IT DOES im actualizing im manifesting im rearraging reality im speaking it into existence i’ve planted that seed and i will see the harvest i have a vision board on pinterest and im making it happen through the sheer power of delusion and clownery alone!!!!!! i’d be more than okay with a private rings and vows exchange with only the sky and the sea as their witnesses AS LONG AS THEY GET OUT OF THESE EPISODES MARRIED THEN IM GONNA BE ECSTATIC AND I SHALL NEVER ASK FOR MORE. however, im not gonna be too disappointed if it doesn’t happen as long as we get……

2) DOMESTIC FLUFF GALORE. i don’t wanna see any angst or sadness in these episode i only want tenderness adoration reverence devotion LOVE THE LIKES OF WHICH HAS NEVER BEEN PORTRAYED IN TELEVISION HISTORY, i want puentalay watching movies with puen resting his head on talay’s lap and talay stroking his hair, i want them bathing and cooking together with talay drying puen’s hair and puen feeding talay, i want them slow dancing in their living room with the light of the sunset coming through the windows, i want them falling asleep every night holding each other and waking each other up every morning with soft kisses, i want them wearing each other’s clothes, i want hugging and haldholding, i want hand kisses and forehead kisses and cheek kisses and sniff kisses and quick pecks and deep make out sessions, i want parallelism romanticism soulmatism, I WANT TO HAVE AN ENTIRE MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS INTERVENTION TEAM HOLDING ME DOWN AND TRYING TO SEDATE ME BY THE TIME I GET TO THE END OF THESE EPISODES

3) i honestly could put a number of different specific things here (like talay being more open with his affections and shy!puen), but i think im gonna go with puen and talay being surrounded by the love of their friends and family. of course im glad that they have each other, but they also had to sacrifice a lot when they decided to get back to their universe, so i really want to see how their friendship with tup and tou has grown, and idk if we’re gonna get this because i don’t think we saw them on set, but i also would love to see gyo being close to puen and talay’s mom doting on him too