#I WASNT PLANNING ON GETTING THIS NOW ANYMORE LOL

[sooptea]

Thank God payment plans exist

[6mayhem]

but i would give anything for just one day spent in the life i had when i was 15. it may not have been perfect but i felt like i belonged somewhere. and i didn't worry so goddamn much about the big picture

[moose-muffin]

im new here (hiya from the hazbin tag lol) but if you do character + character requests than please PLEASE gimmie a lee!vox with ler!alastor 🙏🙏🙏hear me out... the two are fighting and al (sHocKINglY) wins out, and vox expects to like.. be beaten into the ground as a result, but nope!! he gets tickled!!! to tears!!!! smthn smthn he wasnt smilin and, yk, youre never fully dressed w/o a smile!!!

/nf to do tho ty for reading!!! <3<3

OMG OMG HELLO WELCOME I HOPE YOURE DOING GOOD YIPPEE

SO FUN FACT I WAS VERY LIKE NEUTRAL TO RADIOSTATIC BUT TONIGHT HAS BEEN (HAHAH GET IT) AN ADVENTURE AND THIS ROAD HAS BEEN SUCH A BLAST <3 THOSE TWO FUCKERS ARE SO INSTIGATIVE ITS CRAZY.

I KNOWWWW THIS AS A FIC WOULD GO C R A Z Y!!!!! IDK IF ANYONE HERE WRITE FOR VOX AND ALASTOR AND PERHAPS DOES COMMISSIONS BUT I WILL PAY!!!! PLEASE HIT ME UP OR ILL PROBABLY GO TAKE A PEAK FOR MYSELF TMR <3 AS LONG AS THATS OK ANON. (I WILL ABSOLUTELY LET IT BE POSTED AS LONG AS THE AUTHOR IS OK WITH IT WHICH USUALLY THEY ARE!!!!) IM GONNA TAKE SOME CREATIVE LIBERTIES AS I TYPICALLY DO HEADCANONS!

IM NOT USUALLY A CHARACTER + CHARACTER GIRLY SO BEAR WITH ME BUT I WILL DO MY VERY BEST!!!! HOPEFULLY I CAN DO THIS JUSTICE! IT WILL BE RANDOM HCS THAT ARE UNRELATED TOO. MY BRAIN IS A MESSY PLACE HWBSHWDBD

OK SO LIKE I KINDA MENTIONED, THEY BOTH LOOOOVE TO JUST GET UNDER PEOPLES SKIN. LOVE IT!!! ESPECIALLY ALASTOR. HES SUCH AN ASS (affectionate)

I’D EVEN SAY HE’S KIND OF AN INSTIGATIVE LER???? BRO IS DOING EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER TO GET TO TICKLE VOX LIKEEE IDK IF THAT EVEN MAKES SENSE BUT I KNOW ITS TRUE. HE WILL CASUALLY WIGGLE HIS FINGERS IN CONVERSATION, TWEAK HIS RIBS FROM BEHIND, LITTLE THINGS LIKE THAT. WELL THEYRE NOT LITTLE. ESPECIALLY NOT TO VOX WHO IS SO FLUSTERED BY IT… ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING

BUT! VOX HAS STARTED TO FIGURE IT OUT. AS HE IS ALSO ONE WHO LOVEEES TO GET UNDER SKIN, HE DECIDES HE’LL DO EVERYTHING TO TRIGGER A LER MOOD IN ALASTOR. IF HE CAN TELL HE ALREADY HAS ONE, HE FINDS WAYS TO SUBTLY (WE ALL KNOW HE ISNT SUBTLE THOUGH) LEAVE A SPOT UNPROTECTED. BUT ALASTOR DOESNT WANT TO GIVE HIM THE SATISFACTION!!! HE TRIES SO HARD TO NOT GIVE IN TO VOX BC HE “WANTED TO BE THE ONE IN CONTROL” AND NOW HE ISNT AND HES #PISSED

ALSO VOX ABSOLUTELY IS HORRIFIED OF VULNERABILITY. YET HE IS ABLE TO MOVE PAST IT WITH ALASTOR HERE. SOMEHOW HE ISNT AS WORRIED ANYMORE. MAYBE HE KNOWS ALASTOR WILL REACT. HE LOVES THAT SO VERY MUCH.

AS FOR THE SPECIFIC PROMPT, OH THAT IS SO REAL!!!! ABSOLUTELY YES!!!

I DONT WRITE GOOD ROMANCE BUT LIKE UGH IMAGINE IT NOW. Alastor definitely just got himself to the V’s tower and was planning on fucking with Vox only to see he had already been kinda pissed off. Alastor wouldn’t be as satisfied if he knew he didn’t cause the frustration. He realized he could just stir the pot again. Problem solved, and what better way to solve it than using his weakness against him.. being tickled.

I’m being a little silly but genuinely Vox is so ticklish. Like most ticklish person in hell would go to him if it were an official title. That’s what I’m thinking. That being said, Alastor also knows how quickly he could get him to crumble… but wouldn’t it be more fun to take it slow.

Vox notices his presence almost immediately. He tried to ignore it as he feels his face get warm. He can’t fuck this up. He takes a deep breath and turns around. “Why hello, Alastor! What brings you to our building this evening?” He said in a semi newcaster voice. He wasn’t ready to drop the act

“Well Vox, I came here for a reason of my own but then I walked by your office and you looked so sad!” He began to walk closer to Vox. “You know, t they say you’re never fully dressed without a smile!”

Vox let out a laugh that was quite clearly untruthful. “Yes Alastor I am aware! I was alone in here and so I figured I’d just save up some energy. I’m sure you understand.”

“Quite frankly I don’t,” Alastor paused, “I think maybe I could help you get that smile back.”

Vox didn’t even have to think. He knew Alastor meant he was going to tickle him. You could ask Velvette. She’s seen those two in tickle fights that lasted for DAYS. she knows what they’re capable of, or more so what Alastor is capable of.

Vox puts up a fight for maybe a couple seconds but he just loves tickles more than he can play pretend that he doesn’t <3

It works out well for them both, Alastor gets to fuck around with Vox and well, Vox gets his shit rocked!!! And he loves that more than a lot of things.

OK IM GONNA CUT IT OFF HERE BUT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COME BACK!!!! IM ALWAYS DOWN TO HEAR WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING!! MAYBE ID DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS AGAIN OR LIKE ADD ONTO THIS!!! BUT I AM JUST ALL OVER THE PLACE CURRENTLY HEHE. I HOPE THESE ARE ENJOYABLE!!! (LOWKEY I WANNA ADD MORE TO THISSSS MAYBE TMR MAYBE TMR WE’LL SEE)

apologies if anything is ooc, i just do this for funsies <3

THANK YOU FOR THIS ASKK

[deathbxnny]

Have you ever heard of the saying “If you cant beat them, join them”?

…

Im so sorry Yanqing, i love you (platonically ofc) and i have nothing against you but it was a too good of an idea to waste

Im also sorry Jing Yuan but im not as sorry as i was to Yanqing

So can i request Jing Yuan and Yanqing’s reactions towards finally knowing reader’s reason for betraying them and their reaction towards reader’s death. Yes, you read this right, d.e.a.t.h. This is basically the continuation of that post.

So they both got sent a video that has reader talking angrily nonstop towards Kafka about some plan that involved Jing Yuan and Yanqing hurt, like this was not the deal they agreed on. It wasnt until Kafka revealed that they had tricked the reader that shut the reader’s mouth. She revealed that The Stellaron Hunters needed the reader’s betrayal to ensure the best future Elio can predict. And then suddenly the reader gets killed in the video by Blade. You can either make the reader have a painful and slow death or make them just have their head decapitated. Our tears are in your hands

How would Jing Yuan and Yanqing react to this video, this taunt, they got from the Stellaron Hunters?What are their reaction on just finally knowing the reason why their twin/kid betrayed them and then later just watched them die?

:)

- Flower Anon 🌸

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A/N: This is so messed up, it's great lol. Poor Yanqing honestly. Also, thank you for the request and I hope I do well!<3

Content: TW!Mentions of Decapitations, Angst, hurt/no comfort, murder, reader dying, reader is Yanqing's twin, guns, Kafka girlbossing as she usually does

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not fully proofread))

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Yanqing and Jing Yuan were crushed by you betraying them. It made no sense to them. They had so many questions and the fact that they may never be answered, killed them inside beyond belief. They tried to move on however for the sake of their duties. They had no choice after all. It was all they could do and it worked for a while... until it one day just didn't.

It started with a video from the Stellaron hunters themselves. It was signed off by them, a taunt they didn't understand just yet. But once the video began, everything was finally making sense. It started off with you and Kafka talking, or well, you yelling at her in anger. You didn't agree with your family getting hurt. It was against your deal with the Stellaron hunters.

But you stopped, when Kafka let out a chilling, cold laugh. It was demeaning and evil, like she had just heard the most funniest joke in the world. And perhaps she had, as she took a deep breath and looked back down at you with a calm, amused smile. "You didn't think, that we'd seriously keep our promise, did you? You aren't that useful to us... or at least not anymore." She hummed, her head tilting in amusement at the surprised look on your face, as everything began dawning on you. They had fooled you all along.

You were speechless at this revelation, before you felt this looming, familiar presence behind you. Your eyes never left Kafka's, as it was your turn to let out a cold, bitter chuckle. You knew who it was. And that betrayal hurt you even more. "I trusted you." The silence that followed was deafening, the glint of a certain sword clear in the dark room. "That was your first mistake." The sword swung down, just as your eyes met the camera. You smiled, a bitter, regretful one, before your head was cut off perfectly and your body slumped off the chair. The video then came to an end there.

The silence in the general's office was loud. No one knew what to say or do. Yanqing was starring at the black screen with wide eyes, silent tears having unknowingly ran down his face a long time ago. Jing Yuan's face was blank and unreadable, not a single emotion present, except for the dark storm that raged on in his eyes. He put a hand on Yanqing's shoulder, who was now crumbling and breaking at everything he had just seen and heard. Jing Yuan had to be the strong one. He has lost a child already, he won't lose another one.

He turned his head to the awaiting soldiers and generals, who all nodded in agreement to his silent words. This meant war.

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A/N: I hope this is fine! Also sorry that it took so long and thank you again for the request!<33

[sunnyfoxsstuff]

Hey sorry couldnt write Yesterday but im writing today the very first chapter! I thought about it way too much lol

Enjoy ;3

Chapter 1:New beginning

After the event at the black water manor and being stripped from his divinity the former wind master has tried his best to get around and survive, xie lian had offered him to stay at puqi shrine 'til he gets back on his feets he had agreed but he only stayed for a day or two he was more fearing hua cheng than living outside, however xie lian adviced him to try and go see at the royal capital knowing there is some beggar's living there he thought that he'll find refuge over there

The former windmaster of course took the advice and went over to the royal capital however he took atleast two good days to get there because of his injuries he was limping and slow

After getting to the capital he found some beggar's just as xie lian had told him they got along pretty well shi qingxuan had always a talent to get along with anyone he'd meet, a day After he started feeling nauseous he tried to ignore it but soon his body made him know that he was gettin too weak to even move, often he would just lay down Somewhere and sleep it was all he could do after all, the beggar's had a kind heart and couldnt bear leaving him on his own so they tried their best at helping them.

It was a morning when shi qingxuan woke up in the halley way he had fallen asleep at he looked around still weak and Saw his beggar friend's still asleep

he looked at the Sky above his head and closed his eyes shut again opening them soon after he somehow felt more..light felt better like as if he wasnt ill anymore

Looking down where his hands are supposed to be he couldnt see them but he could see his beggar friend's waking up,

He ran up to them excited and happy "guy's look! Look! I Can walk! I Can move im feeling better!!" However they walked passed him to where he was sleeping, confused he followed them, soon enough one of them started to cry another pray for some god's and the other one just went on his way to try and find their breakfast,

when the former windmaster took a look at what was going on he gasped almost all of his air out of his lung's and felt nauseous seeing his own body laying there lifeless and gettin more pale.

The now soul of shi qingxuan stood there watching his own body for what felt like minute's but had been atleast 3 hour's

until he'd look at his right side where there was a ominous shadow with what seemed like two golden eyes looking at his body quickly After leaving, it was he xuan.He xuan had came to check on him? But why? Shi qingxuan was more confused by he xuan coming over than his own situation

After some more minute's of standing there he decided that he wanted to make it up to he xuan for what shi wudu had done to him "atleast try" he said to himself determinated,

for the next couple hour's he'd try to manifest his New form but if anybody could see him all they'd see is a little bouncing spirit

"ugh! Why cant i just get my form to manifest already?!" He said pouting 'bout it, even so he still went on his plan and started to move away from where he had died and stayed for the past day's

He decided to make his way to puqi shrine first often stopping to still try and get his New form or to just stare at everything living in the forest the Sun soon started to set down, shi qingxuan isnt used to not sleep at night or even the no breath needed so he setted himself Somewhere and looked at the night Sky with the glowing star's smiling enjoying the cold air and little glowing bugs standing besides him on the grass.

Hey sorry imma stop there for the first chapter i feel like its long enough however i already know what im gonna write in the seccond chapter so do not fear it shouldnt take too long until i post it ;p i rlly Hope u enjoyed it atleast im tryin my best to think this through

[anothd]

Tw. Suicide mentioned; calories and ed mentioned

Guess who isn't feeling good and have the biggest stress of life since i got sa'd? YES, MY DUMP ASS! THIS IDIOT OVER HERE. I feel dump, my head is dizzy and fuzzy cause of all this stress. I don't know anymore what to feel, except it's stressful. Maybe i feel worried? Or betrayed? Maybe just sad? Or angry? I don't really know and probably won't know. I'm just tired for now and don't wanna to worry them anymore, yet I know I can't continue living like this. For the whole night i slept not even 3h and woke up scared. Just like i had some nightmare I don't remember anymore. I need to focus on myself cause grandma noticed I slightly tremble. I want to cry and yell for attention and help. Yet I can't. I think I'll go buy some snacks today. I maybe want to loose some weight again and it wont help. Hell with how much i was pissed off when i noticed i ate more than 500 kcal in a day I know it'll sabotage all my progress. Yet maybe something tasty and sweet will help me to calm down. Maybe not chocolate, but an sweet candy soda (if ill get it at my village shop lol. If not then probably monster or black) and crisps. Ngl want to smoke badly, but everyone home so can't. Probably will smoke at night. It helps me to calm down. Maybe I'll buy beer and get drunk again? Last time wasnt good, but at least I wont remember it well again too. I need to calm down. I can't talk now, cause everyone have their problems and is busy, but when we all will ve ready I can't let my emotions control me too much. And now to focus on not puking or loosing consciousness around anyone. I'm so used to the second one i already can feel signs before, so I know I'm close. And well i guess puking in stress like this is common, especially it happened to me once. But oh well, don't want to worry my family. The biggest problem is that I know one of them reads this blog from time to time when worried. I mean i gave them info to check on me if something is wrong. I wanted them to check if they are worried. But not for them to lie they never checked and then send ss and talk about it behind my back. I hoped for confronatation even tho i hate em. I thought if they worry and see something is wrong and they decide to check they'll tell me. That was litteraly the only reason they got the faken info. It was a bad idea. Now idk if I even can trust them? Eh... I already was overstressed and tired from all this fatigue and couldn't do a shit, but oh well my fault. I won't annoy others anymore, i have plan to end it all. But now I'm also worried I'll act like a coward and won't do it. At least before i can do it i have whole week ahead. So I can change my mind, cause won't lie i decided on this way to fast. It will be place withiut much internet (mountains) and I'll only be able to use it in tourist spots and mountain shelters. But if next week after wednesday I won't make any post know I'm not here with you. Or fucking failed and in hospital. I hope they won't see it, and they wont talk about it behind my back and all.

[sanjidysphoria]

Hi agi I'm obsessed with your tags under that tmi post you're my idol please tell us more about bow you ruined this man's life

you know what. theres 30 mins left so i will. so the reason i got with him was is very confusing and it was obviously out of revenge.

back to elementary school when i had a best friend named uhhhhhh kate (not her actual name). so kate and me we were epic bffs because no one else liked us. however for very different reasons. see kate was genuinely just fuckign irritating while i was emo. i kinda actually hated her ass but since i had no other friends i was like sigh this will do. we went to different highschools and i had a friend in another class named dave. now those two through me got to know each other and they started dating. i dont know how cuz again this girl was fucking annoying but anyway. fast forward two years i basically dropped her ass since i got lowkey popular in highschool because i was openly gay and the highschool had a weird straight gay ratio, like i swear everyone was closeted. again fast forward to last summer they break up because dave couldnt take the long distance thing. and kate hits me up. like every day. and i HATE her ass okay she made me miserable through elementary and now for some reason she thinks she can just traumadump on me every day, and i dont mean like "im sad today :(((" she GENUINELY texted me shit like im killing myself today. i called her mom btw i was so sick of her. and she wouldnt leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!! so i go hm. how can i make her not text me ever again. and she gave me a wonderful idea cuz one time she was bitching about how dave never even liked her he had a crush on me like whatever man i dont give a shit. im gay. but then... what if i wasnt. what if i stole her ex man and she came to hate me and blocked me everywhere. this is where my childhood best friend, andrew came into the equation. because see i was nt rlly friends with dave anymore but i knew they were best friends so if i used andrew i could get with dave! again im gay. im just fucking insane and evil. so we start hanging out and this one time me and dave get very close to hooking up but then he says aw man but ur gay. and in my mind im like yeag thats valid but how do i let him know that im not? so i tell andrew hey im bi thinking he would tell dave. he didnt though and one time we got very drunk and he was like can we make out and im like drunk so i go sure......... and then we started like being a thang lowkey but the funny thing is dave didnt back down like???????? and andrew was like super jealous the whole time and im pretty sure i ruined their bestfriendship whatever i kinda always thought they were in gay love idk. but then kate got the idea that me and dave were also a thing despite me being with the other guy and she actually did block me everywhere so the plan kinda worked idk lol thats the lore

[molqr]

i just remembered i can do whatever i want on my blog!

(JB, minecraft oc from when I was 14 who got parasitised and turned into a living blob of slime)

(Jetty Gar, made a few months ago. She's a human lady who was originaly a genderbent version of JB, but turned into her own Thing.)

when i was fourteen i made a minecraft oc named JB (acronym, but it didnt actually stand for anything) and he looked like this (drawings also from when i was 14 be nice lmao)

he started out looking like this though!

as i went on i made him progressively more tortured and old (changing from a 'angry soft boy' to '44 year old man eaten alive by a parasite') and ive sort of outgrown what my big angsty plans were for him but as a summary,

JB used to be a guy with the initials J. B. (technically. francis 'jaybird' diggs, the nickname stuck) he was a scientist but because of the unethical and untested-ness of things he was working with, along with his over-eagerness and a general run of bad luck, some goo got in his system and began progressively eating at him until he was turned into a sentient blob of slime. thats JB!

while he has the memories of the man he used to be, he's disconnected from that man and only really shares the voice and a few vague similarities. he's pretty disconnected from humanity and kind of self-serving first and foremost. i mean, he offed his business partner once he didnt need him anymore. the only thing thats stopping him from sculking off into a cave to become a non-thinking organism is the memories he didnt ask for and the knowledge that he's dying. he's doing everything in his path to stay alive while ignoring what it means to be living, essentially. did i mention francis had a daughter? yeah. phoenix has to deal with dead-not-dead dad-not-dad problems, which sucks.

one of my best friends is expanding on him infinitely better than i could with a personal project of hers so a lot of this is being tweaked for the better but thats what i was rolling with. back when he was still actively rotating in my mind though i planned for him to get fully corrupted by a variation of the thing that turned him into what he is in the first place, before it eats him alive and ko's him completely. i was aiming for some finale big bad villain stuff.

now to the interesting part!

i got bored a few months ago, and remembered jb existed. i thought he was a pretty cool dude but i sort of outgrew him tbh, but thought about how he'd kick total ass as a lady.

so then i drew him as a lady

but then i got attached, coming up with concepts i didnt have for jb, making her look way different (mainly the human aspect)

and it spiralled out of control and before i knew it,

she was her own lady!! she's called jetty because her forehead juts out, like a jetty.

the main concept for her started as a vbros oc, sorta, i thought it'd be really funny for the monarch to have an unintentional 'rival' because before 21 gets hench (lol) the henchmen are sort of in a state, and easily swayed. word gets around fast if another guy pays better AND you get insurance, yknow? usually this helps on getting rid of lower level villains who are getting places but ultimately getting In The Way, because they are not smart enough for the bandwidth they have behind them. she's not "officially" a part of the guild so she can go after non-guild villains who've been a thorn in their side, this means the monarch has been victim of this many many times, because he wasnt even with the fucking guild until. like. season 3? forgot. need to get on my rewatch.

but naturally she's evolved into her own thing once more (excerpt from my fake wiki google doc thing)

this big important villain guy named lionel knew jetty in college (you see the vbros influence here already) and had a bit of a schoolboy crush on her despite having a girlfriend at the time (? specifics here to be added.) his girlfriend wanted a baby, or something, but lionel couldn't or wouldn't do that. so he asked jetty to get him a kid. so she grew a test tube baby for him (more vbros influences you can see) but by the time she was done cooking, lionel had fucked off and didnt want the thing anymore, and left jetty with a newborn while she was year four into her phd in science. not being able to simply shuck this kid off to somebody else (and maybe not even wanting to, because she got attached) because she's lionel's bio kid and thinks that will end up fucking up this kid for life (lionels Reputation or Ties, or something), so she takes some credibility for what she's done and raises her. she loves her kid despite it all but that and various other things lionel did sort of set her on the path of vengence, including some petty college bullshit. shes not normal you know.

she joins the villainy business partly because its a really good business venture and its an untapped market, i mean, you buy cheap parts and make cheap weapons, that are likely going to be crushed within 72 hours because saturday morning cartoon types never get far in their schemes, and sell em for a high price. its always the rich idiot types buying shit like this. she can obviously do serious work too but she doesn't fuck around, she makes this stuff but she doesn't engage with it, it stays within work and theres a harsh line for her. well. besides the vendeta to work her way up through name alone to get to lionel and kill him without having a pin automatically put on her back. you know. normal things.

all in all i really like her

[cocomanga]

*Spoiler Alert* Solo Leveling Ep. 22 Review

*sigh* Late again posting my review... my review that's been sitting with all these words, incomplete for the past 4 days😅

Although this is long enough as it is, I removed a portion that really just needed to be applied to a separate post.

Nevertheless...

The. DRAMA!!

This episode was SOOO GOOD. That needs to be said FIRST and foremost. As a follower of the series and lover of all things Jin-woo, I am SO HAPPY with most of what they've done.

Baek and Cha... Ah!! I love them, they're so fire.

Each of them being paired with one of the Japanese S-Ranks was perfect, as it gave us more opportunity to see their fight styles in depth / gave Jinwoo a good look into what they're capable of live and in living color.

Aaaand... the way they displayed their strengths was so much fun since we got to see them in MOTION! Any time I see the fight scenes that I loved so much from the Manhwa bloom in action aaagh!!! I get SO EXCITED!!

Baek's fighting is FIERCE, and this wasnt even him at full power. I love him as a character, and as a hunter. He's just an all around great guy! And of course, HOT

Seeing him fight, reminded me of the old school Thundercats animated show (showing my age). Hehehee! He's giving Lion-O.

All day... A hot modern version... Raawrrrr!

And Cha... WOW!

As far as I'm concerned, the way they animated her movements and the technique they used to emphasize her fighting style was just beautiful to see in motion!

They LITERALLY had her dancing. It was fabulous!

Cha tagged sis, and was on her way to help Baek, but this guy ran up on her. She reacted instinctively, and for good reason, by beating the crap outta him... only stopping after she bloodied his face...

Unfortunately he was triggered and nearly killed her.

Jinwoo stepping in to protect her was so cool because first of all, nobody told him he was in charge. 🤭haha!

But secondly, I love that he's always using his powers for everyone else's benefit. *ahh... my man. I love him so*... anyway -

He practically swoops in like a superhero in a sleek black cape like... "Yall need to chill..."

Dude didnt listen and ended up getting slammed to the ground and restrained by Jinwoo ... restrained in a way that made me a little jelly... (I'd start a fight just so he could do this to me😭)

Now the next scene caused a little ... no... SO much drama with followers of this Manhwa/Anime, and in my opinion, rightfully so.

But before we get into that part,

Ryuji's arrogant ass (who, I just viewed as kind of a jerk, having zero to do with his nationality contrary to popular belief) decides to challenge Jinwoo, and preconceives that he has a leg up on him, and plans in advance for Jinwoo to be hurt. LOL

Check Jinwoo's face. hahaha! Looking at him like, "Ninja Please". 😆

But this... I sincerely appreciate the way they animated this clip... his beautiful smiling face aaaaaggghhh!!! I could literally EAT him!!🤤

The way he SMIRKS is EVERYTHING...

Aghasodhfsjdhfkjasdhf;ajsdf omg I can't!

He's not even remotely phased, but just as he began to speak - and this part legitimately scared the crap outta me - Ryuji attacks immediately...

LOOOOOK at how CLOSE it was!!

That close, and he STILL dodged it!!

Ryuji gets pissed, and goes in even more aggressively in an attempt to "expose" Jin as much more than a mage type (as if he's hiding anymore anyway).

But he just smiles again.

The animation of Jinwoo dodging was so 🔥, and it only reminded me of how much negative yapping this anime was getting during season one. I even saw someone say the studio didn't have the chops to animate because of the "light show" they saw during the fight Jinwoo had with Kang, although that imagery was created in the Manhwa and was expertly executed.

That just goes to show that people rarely have enough info to back up claims they make prematurely, especially when they haven't even given the show time to cook... but I digress...

Here's where I was ready to beat Ryuji's ass, yet applauded him for being capable of such a feat...

He drew blood from our Jinwoo, and was promptly warned that he was getting a little too excited, and to be careful.

Now, here's the thing ...

I had a conversation with someone in a group during season one, taking into consideration that the source material for this work is Korean, and the studio that adapted it is Japanese.

She posed a question during our discussion about the specific scenes/panels noted below, and some that come up later in the story where some Japanese characters weren't exactly depicted as honorable, certain dialogue in the manhwa was geared toward Japan in a less than positive manner, and even some very light jokes were made at their expense. These points also came up in some online discussions that I engaged in as I read the Manhwa.

The woman questioned whether A1 would maintain the integrity of the story and leave those conversations/scenes in, or if they would remove them. I completely understood that concern even with the little I know about the historical tension that has existed between Korea & Japan, and told her at the time that I hoped they wouldn't change anything.

... Unfortunately, they did ...

Ryuji's pride ended up being hurt by Jin-woo's show of power, which ignited his intent to actually KILL Jin-woo.

Jin's sensor went off, warning him of Ryuji's "Murderous Intent", similar to the way it did with Kang Taeshik in season 1.

But, of course, Jin didn't flinch. He smirked gain😍🤭mocking Ryuji by grabbing his hand and not his wrist.

He kept the fight going, knowing there was a chance that the system could eventually instruct him to kill or be killed.

And of course, that's when his friends Cha and Baek stepped in to end it, warning him that Ryuji was needed for the Island raid.

Sidebar, I love that they are all deepening their relationships with these interactions.

That brings into question the part of Jinwoo's humanity that he knows has been slowly dwindling throughout his journey.

Before all of his battles, and before having to actually kill humans, he might have stopped this fight before it came to that, maybe... but then maybe not, considering how he mentioned in season one that he was insulted by the arrogance of his fellow hunters, Dongsuk and his comrades in particular, assuming they could just beat him.

Clearly Ryuji was no different, whether from Japan or not, nearly got his whole ass handed to him by Jinwoo, and was this 🤏🏾close to getting an opportunity to work for him. 👻😌😆

Even after all of that, Jinwoo still sent one of his soldiers into Ryuji's shadow for extra protection.

Ryuji was so terrified after Jin-woo walked away that he was rendered speechless. But they neglected to show us that part.

Which I think was a mistake.

Scenes like this are an integral part of cementing Jinwoo's character development and maintaining a sense of that within the context intended by the original authors.

What this looks like, in the eyes of a black woman who's experienced and lived through more than enough experiences with racism, is an individual bully, even if he is being depicted as a Japanese bully (who may or may not be exactly like someone real), ended up scared of the guy he underestimated after he tried to kill him.

I'll say more about that later, and if you're interested in my take, you can read it in my other post. If you do, I'd like to know what you think💖. But for now...

Moving ON>>>>> 😅

After the sparring session, and as an answer to the Chairman's ask, Jinwoo decided not to go to Jeju Island.

It was a logical decision on his part at this time, considering that he assessed that not only did they have what he believed were more than enough A and S rank hunters on deck for the battle, It was simply a bad time for his family.

His mom has just come home from being sick and in a coma for 4 years, and as we all know, his family comes first. 🥰

Now, It'd be remiss of me not to mention this woman, who makes an appearance in this episode... and...

I was not thinking - "Yaay!!"🙄😂

Not at all. LOL

All I'm hoping is that if she plans to help them fight, that she doesn't sit on the sidelines crying, and ACTUALLY fights or helps heal the people and/or hunters that need the help.😓 My understanding though, is that she becomes a better support throughout his story. Hopefully that's what we'll see.

- Anyway ...

The hunters go to the island, and its all hands on deck for what's next.

Most hunters on the mainland and many of the strongest surrounding the island.

Choi, another of the greats, came in 🔥🔥🔥BLAZING yet again, with an fiery show of power, making it safe for them to land as the swarm of ants attack their flight.

He's another stunning and powerful nerd. Gotta love him, too. 🤓🥰

Unfortunately, the threat lurking in front of them is absolutely not anything to sneeze at... This creature, the one we've been waiting to see, is a whole problem.😭

And we got a GLIMPSE of just exactly how big a problem he is when the hunters showed up to the island and the Japanese group was formally introduced ... 🥶YIKES!!!😬

I ABSOLUTELY LOVED the cliffhanger, and the way it was executed was just BRILLIANT! The imagery, the way they clipped their reactions as if we were reading the Manhwa. So dope!!

Yet... We've got a lot more to be worried about where he's concerned, and more than just a few of our comrades, Korea, and Japan alike are gonna be affected by this newcomer.

They left us yearning for what's next, and baybeeeee!!!! Let me tell you, we're gettin down to some SERIOUS BUSINESS!

If you thought Solo Leveling was going crazy this season...

JUST YOU WAIT!!!

See you tomorrow!

If you're interested in reading more of my perspective on this episode of the show, check my next post!

[anonzentimes]

when i played danganronpa i got so fucking fixated on it that i was spending entire nights awake playing the game cause i just couldn't stay away from it which resulted in being too tired to understand what was going on sometimes and people like you who are insane about the franchise are the reason i can make sense of a lot of stuff that i wasnt able to get due to playing at 7 in the fucking morning after going to bed the night pror at 5am (i plan on re playing the games at a normal persons pace sometime later lmao)

OH MY GOD!!!!!!! KIND OF SAME? Okay. well not exactly the same. For Danganronpa 1 I watched GameGrumps play when the episodes were coming out so it was a good pace. Skip to Danganronpa 2? I watched it all in 5 days with barely any breaks. I genuinely had a headache when Chapter 6 happened and it took a really long time to process everything that happened in the chapter. Honestly same thing with v3 I also got a headache playing that game haha! But most prominently I barely understood the entire Izuru concept for a while LOLL!!! 3 years later I'm a lot better at articulation, understand it all perfectly, and am able to combine those to make mini essays as an outlet for my passion about the franchise. I totally relate and honestly I can't even remember how I got to the point of knowing everything so perfectly anymore, I just love it so much and am just here. Like people talk about the comical fact of once you enter you can never leave, but people don't mention when it's so bad you can't remember how you truly got to this point 😭!!!

And the funniest thing is I haven't actually fully rewatched Danganronpa 2 or Danganronpa 1 before. I've always seen little scenes again and analyzed things to death but i haven't fully seen them again. Danganronpa 1 I think my memory is slightly fading so I should rewatch/replay it but I remember all major events and characters, Danganronpa 2 I want to play myself and mostly remember everything because well duh, and Danganronpa v3 I actually got to play and replayed half of it when I was sick at some point because I just felt like it Lol. I've wanted to actually play Danganronpa 2 myself for like 3 years but haven't gotten around to getting it BUT A MUTUAL GIFTED IT TO ME ON STEAM FOR MY BIRTHDAY JUST A FEW DAYS AGO????????????? SO I'M GOING TO GET TO PLAY IT MYSELF AFTER SO LONG??????? (I'm trying to get my Splatoon 3 catalog finished before I start playing though haha) I am genuinely so excited about it you have NO CLUE AGHRHRHDHSJ

Anyways, personal rambles and relating aside I'm really happy I can help you understand things about the franchise! I know I certainly wished and sometimes even now wish people could just articulate things for me when I'm struggling so I can understand things better about media I like Lol. It's an honor to assist people understanding one of my main special interests :)

[tsams-au-confessions]

Ok finally I'm not too tired to dive a bit into the lore I'm giving the silly horses

I'll probably start off with the smaller parts of the lore since it's a whole mess at this point lol

So Sun and Moon had come across Misty (Earth) when the three were very young, and they took her in as their sister. Beetle (Eclipse) and Silkworm (Lunar) are brothers and grew up in the Changeling Hive, didnt meet Sun and Moon until they were all adults. Crimson, Scarlet (Bloodmoon Twins), Flare, and Night (KC) live in the Badlands, where they live in this giant ass cave system and dont usually leave it. Emerald (Monty) is a dragon that lives in ponyville and owns a golf course. Dim (Solar) lives in ponyville and works as a Mechanic, and was later adopted into the main family. Castor and Pollux are the main Alicorn siblings and live in Canterlot. And Abnormality (Ruin) lives in the Everfree Forest. But Abnormality isnt important rn

Lore time. This is gonna be a pain to summarize LMAO

(Warning for anyone who isnt a big fan of verbal and physical abuse. As well as limb loss and head trauma since theres a moment of that too)

Basically, Sun, Moon, Misty, and Emerald just lived a normal life until Beetle and Silkworm came along. Sun and Moon got captured and locked away in some underground labyrinth cave system, and the two changelings took over their lives, disguising themselves as Sun and Moon. This entire arc being reference to the October takeover. Emerald convinces Silkworm to stop working with Beetle after Beetle proves that he would hurt Silkworm to get what he wants. Silkworm helps Emerald and Misty locate Sun and Moon, and all of them fight Beetle and get rid of him for good. Or so they thought <3

Beetle later conjured up a plan to absolutely fuck up Suns life. For context: Batponies in this au are able to bite other ponies and turn them into batponies as well. So basically Beetle convinces Crimson and Scarlet to attack Sun when hes flying a bit after dark, in exchange he would give them food. They agreed and didnt really care all that much because they literally have never met Sun or Beetle before this, but they'd do anything for free food. They bite Sun, and now Sun has to deal with the problem of turning into a batpony at night. Moon would've absolutely come up with a cure for it if Sun had told him what happened, but he refused to tell anyone, so he had to deal with that problem alone. Beetle then disguised himself as Sun and taunted Sun when he was alone, causing Sun to think he was going crazy and hallucinating due to stress. The constant taunting, as well as the whole batpony thing (and having to get used to a bloodlust like the twins have). Beetle later got him to start killing other ponies, and Sun just went completely off the rails after that, and got stuck as a batpony entirely. So he didnt switch back to a pegasus when the sun came up anymore, and he ran away from home right after that happened

After like. A month of this, Dim was wandering around one night looking for Sun, and caught Sun in the act of killing someone. He tried to fly away, but Sun very quickly tackled him and ripped one of his wings off, so flying away wasnt an option anymore. He severely injured Dim and just assumed he had killed him, but he didnt. He then turned on Beetle, and attacked him as well. The main injury he received from that was getting his head knocked into a tree that made him fall unconscious. Sun then left the scene after that, luckily for Dim, Misty was searching in the general area that he was too, and found him and Beetle (who was still disguised as Sun, so she thought he was Sun) and were able to help them both recover from that. Tragically she could not help Dim with his wing though

So now Misty, Moon, Emerald, Dim, and Stormy (Silkworms new name) were all living with Beetle again and have absolutely no idea

This won't be my last ask abt this au cuz it's not the end of the lore dump, I just need a break from typing it lol

The lore dump...it gives me LIFE 😩

[w1f1n1ghtm4r3]

followup fun facts about together, to that promised aquarium

this is gonna be just kinda a disorganized post of random things so uh. dont mind that.

the event title is actually a double reference ^^ its both a callback to 1dt with 1c promising to find time to do things as friends despite getting busier (even if theres no ichika this time), and also a reference to harusakis first kizuna!

colopale you still havent given us that aquarium they said theyd go to. theres a reason i had to do it myself. the fact that theres not an aquarium event in general is a crime tbh i know theres some romantic connotations with a pair going to an aquarium but theres very easy solutions to avoiding that? sending a group of 3+ characters together, having them run into other characters while there, inviting someone else along (even if they cant go, it helps make it feel more like a friend thing i think). i did a bit of the latter two, as you mightve noticed! in general though its just SUCH an obviously fun event theme i cant beleive we havent had one yet

while i am a known harusaki shipper, i kept the story pretty light on the stuff that could be read as explicitly shippy, since when im trying to make fake events, i like to think about how itd work in canon, which means keeping it low on explicit ship content. plenty of stuff that could be taken as ship food (as id like it to be!) but nothing that would alienate non shippers from enjoying the story too.

i actually didnt write shizukasas presence as intended for ship content at all though, but im definitely okay with people taking it that way lol they can be on a date too if you want them to be. my plan with them was simply theyre childhood friends too but dont get to spend time together that often anymore -> their schedules line up with a free day and tsukasa heard about the aquarium from saki, decides to invite shizuku to go there with him as a part of hanging out together -> surprise encounter with harusaki!

also both of them were scoring quite high on the form when i decided to lock in the lineup (tsukasa was absolutely sweeping the 2* category, and while shizuku wasnt winning anything, she was a pretty popular choice) and theyre very easy to work into a story together and also into a story that is focused on harusaki (╯▽╰ ) the benefits of siblings and unitmates

(tsukasa 2* poll sweep at the time of me solidifying my lineup)

the event and gacha names actually both came to me one night while i was about to fall asleep. struck by inspiration so strong i had to grab my phone and write them down in my notes app. and they actually worked very well! also heres the transparents of the logos if you want them i guess

the card/skill/costume names also mostly came to me in similar ways, in the last couple nights before i finished everything. i think only saki, luka, and shizukus skills didnt come to me that way.

while the rui fish in tsukasa card might be obvious, theres actually more animals referencing other characters too! theres a group of three fish in sakis card that are the colors of the rest of leoni, the sneakiest of the bunch, and also not quite as sneaky but maybe not as obvious as the rui fish is the airi and minori sea slugs :)

i did think about giving tsukasa fish to be emu and nene too, but that many differently colored fish in a 2* seemed like too much, so i didnt do it... at least of the units involved, 2/3 of them are fully represented in some way!

and now most importantly probably, is that this is in fact my second pass at an aquarium event! the original one i started back in 2022 and......... i think you guys can figure out why i couldnt just reuse it when i decided to go for making an aquarium event again this time.

yep, youre seeing that right. 4/5 of the characters i chose are the same as what ended up being 1dt, all i got wrong was the vs. thats pretty crazy, honestly. im still not fully convinced colopale isnt just stealing my ideas after val3 happened too /j

it was also saki focus actually! i had written out a rough idea for the story back then too, and while theres some similarities to the current one, it obviously went through a lot of changes when revising the lineup and also with everything that has happened in the story over the past two years. it was definitely a bit more explicitly shippy than my new attempt, although i still tried to keep the shipping stuff toned back somewhat

i only ever made one card for that set though, just lukas 2*... but thats the original reason i made the old 2* backgrounds! its always those fake events throwing me into the graphic design trenches (fist shake) i had been trying to do a more canon-accurate style to......... mixed success. its not terrible, but i definitely could not have done the full set like this. theres a reason i did promised aquarium in my own style!

the original theme for the set was kind of like..... performers at an aquarium? along with living water sculptures of animals. it was a fun idea, but i think i was much better suited to doing the underwater scenes of promised aquarium and also we have plenty of performance themed trained sets already ^^

considering i also technically kept her from the original set (plus she was also winning the vs poll), i gave her a higher rarity card this time around for fun. and also because i knew none of shizuku tsukasa or luka would have super significant roles in the story, and i thought it would be fun to design a lim hairstyle for her!

one final random fun fact: the thing that kicked me into gear making promised aquarium was the fact that haruka wasnt on beautiful sound. i was just a little mad that they had an underwater set WITH A PENGUIN COSTUME and there was no haruka. sometimes petty beef brings out my craziest motivations and then i proceeded to spend the better part of a month planning and making it happen.

[bambaooo]

30.

I know for a fact no one is on here anymore, but doing this has been on the back of my mind for about a week or so.

But I just turned 30. My last almost 15 years of life have been recorded to some extent on here. From my 20s to now my 30s life has been fucking nuts. From going to feeling invincible, to feeling that like everyday is a new challenge of what im going to go through. I remember in like elementary school and middle school, i was like embarrassed of being on the younger end for my class. I would always lie and say that i was born in 93 instead of 94. Such a weird thing. and before i turned 21, i wasnt pressed on going downtown to the bars and clubs cause i know when my time came it would be fine. But gdamn, my 20s are gone. I cant help to reflect on the life ive lived. From college, to my first real job, first time living on my own money, relationships, covid, grad school, and to the last major things of buying a house and getting engaged. like what tf am I doing, in the back of my head im still that one kid that eats a shit ton, works out alot, and smokes hookah. But in reality im not that person anymore lol. i used to be very resistant on change but, i know its inevitable but it does still bums me out a bit. I think it bummed me out before because up until recently, ive been very deprived from my friends. I felt bad reaching out, and I felt like i was being a burden hitting them up. But like now, id rather reach out and see them rather than feel like im missing out. But ive seen more friends in the past few months than I feel like i have in the past few months combined. I know social connection is a big part of being healthy, but i didnt realize it was like that for me. But it makes sense, for almost almos the whole time i was in richmond, i was constantly around friends. but as a real adult that shit is kinda hard, gotta cross reference everyones schedules and shit. but like honestly its better than nothing, and i dont think i could do that shit for a extended amount of time lol. and life is just so fucking different know, fucking mortage and house stuff. and still trying to exercise regularly and be an adult.

i almost never want to plan anything for my birthday cause i dont like that feeling of being a burden or w/e. But it just happned to be that arvin moved back home and we got lunch the day before with matt. and that night we hung out at a hookah bar. Ive been so scared with the random health shit ive been dealing with but hookah actually calmed me down a lot for some reason. and Im trying really hard not to get back into the habit of smoking on a regular basis. after smoking for 10 years man, that shit would fuck me up. not the smoking, but feeling reliant on something. Shit addiction is fucking real. Im blessed to be able to pull myself away from shit like that, but i know in the back of my head i know that shit would feel so nice lol. Even when i was vaping, that shit didnt hit as good as a hookah lol.

but yeah life is different. getting settled in the house, gonna plan for a wedding of some sort in the near future, trying to get the house figured out. life is just fucking wild to me right now.

the 20s i definately learned a shit ton. I feel fucking old talking like that, but like its fucking true. the kids in their 20s now have like no idea how to live like we did. i hope i can get to a point where i can be good mentally and physically to live life a little bit of what i used to. I always hear that the 30s is like your 20s with more money, which makes me hella excited. but yeah, im 30 now, idk the next time ill be on here. ill probably come on here once in a while until it dies off forever. I lowkey want to go back into my shit and read some stuff, but i honestly cant bring myself to dig through that shit lol.

until the next.

[bonesandthebees]

HELLOOO i am SO TIRED today was another not great day (emotionally, daddy issues amirite) BUT IT'S OKAY BC THE FAMOUS BONESANDTHEBEES UPDATED GLASS AND IT WAS AMAIZNGGG

It was not what i was expecting at all omg there was so much sandduo... so much i wanted to cry and scream but alas i couldn't so i just aggressively keysmashed at my friend instead

We got a NAME REVEALLL FINALYYDJSSOODJF GOGUOGGUFOGIPSDIDOFODJGKGF EXPLODES SBI MAKE ME SO ILL SO SO ILL OGUGODIFISIEJFJFKSJSKFKD can phil and techno adopt me pls they are sosososofogisjskf<3333 explodes again

That whole scene fucked me up so bad it was so good im shdfkdhsflfkz<33 i love them i love them sooo bad im ejflfjskflfjdj<33

Tbh i am now pre curious about the tntduo scene... mayhaps i Will dm to see it

Ough Tommy's reaction hurt me so bad they are so brothers and they are in it together for better or for worse im gonna cry i am so scared bee ohkvydo

My jaw DROPPED when they revealed the plan i was like "aint no way theyre about to say what i think theyre gonna say" they DID im so scared this is like . Stars level fear i cannot imagine this is going to go well ohkyfuckingofdkajddjffjff

It's so interesting that like the moment Wilbur officially says he doesn't want to be the Pythia anymore, he's gonna have to be thrown back into that position omg it's gonna be so traumatising for him i am so so scared plsss the only thing keeping me sane is that u pre much always write happy endings bc literally . Istg the odds DO NOT look good ohkgudo

Shoutout to rainduo their friendship means so much to me

I gotta bookmark this chapter too to reread it was ssoodosososooo lovely your writing is always sososododoo comforting i love it sm bee youre genuinely sososososo cooll

Sorry this ask wasnt as long (or maybe that's a good thing lmaoo) but i hope ur having a nice day!! I really enjoyed the chapter :D

awww I'm sorry you had a bit of a rough day but I'm glad my update can help cheer you up!!

LOL YEAH when I was writing it i knew you were gonna love the sandduo. it's one of the most important chapters for sandduo in the entire fic

the name reveal was SO stressful to write just bc I wanted to make sure it came across exactly how I wanted it to. but I'm very happy with how it turned out :) it's such a high-strung emotional scene and I had to balance so much with the dialogue but it was worth it in the end

yuppp that's certainly A Plan they're going to do. this can only end well 🙃

yup! as soon as wilbur finally accepts that he doesn't want to be the pythia, he has to get thrown back into it. in a way it's only fitting. he wanted to go back for so long, but he can only go back once he's hit a new kind of self-actualization. now he might be going back into a very bad situation for him, but he's progressed so much he's better equipped to deal with it than he would've been had he gone back earlier. at least that's what you gotta hope.

this means so much to hear I'm very glad my writing is so comforting to you <33

and yes I had a very nice day thank you for asking :)

[goremet-chef]

also excuse me i wanna talk about my little mirror family so bad its not even funny. im like. because of my own inhibitions concerning family, i rarely ever plan out and embrace my characters families but these fucking guys.....

okay so as i said, we have fjord as well as kestrel 👇

the both of them were left alone for quite some time like it was JUST the two of them which is unusual since mirrors prefer to be in large packs but the clans they were born in didnt have any other mirrors. they met eachother out scavenging and it was like LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT okay like im so cheesy cuz they are cheesy in a brutal mirror way LOL so they decide to run away together after visiting a few times cuz they naturally are just drawn to other mirrors.

kestrel was unsatisfied with the glimmery landscape of the starfall isles and honestly she is just. shes a girlboss never forget that she loves to hunt loves to run, loves the thrill of surviving and making a place for herself in the environment but arcane flight is full of little fuckin NERDS so she proposed the idea to go back to where they belong. and fjord obviously loved the idea if you couldnt tell. he wasnt bored but he would follow her literally anywhere 💀

they founded their own clan there and it was quite lonely for a while. until they found tarren

despite how he may look, tarren is upbeat and jolly, and he believes that you shouldnt just survive and come out on top, you should thrive. you should be happy. fjord and kestrel honestly found him a bit annoying at first since he was so uncharacteristically chatty for a mirror, but eventually they let him stay since he knows the land better than them and is genuinely helpful

so time jump their clan is definitely not thriving but they are still alive and thats what matters. things start looking up once the other carrions come together to lead the scavengers, their clan is nursed to health and is actually functional. YIPPIE!!

except i have 2 other mirrors!!!!!!

throughout their history kestrel and fjord have tried to expand their clan and start a family but it never worked unfortunately. both were too emaciated and not adjusted to the sickly landscape they now called home. they had always been really sad about it but fjord was out scavenging one day and he was looting through some corpses to take whatever they had that they clearly didnt need anymore and he found a plague egg. clear as day, alone in the cold clutch of what he assumed to be its parent. the sight was gut-wrenching to him, and considering how badly he and kestrel had wanted children, his decision was made quickly: he would take the egg and pray that whatever was inside of it had survived whatever killed its parents.

surprise! it absolutely was and they got this girl :]

crypt!!! their adopted daughter WAHHHH !!!!

and then it gets better, they actually managed to have an egg a few years after crypt hatched

adder!!

THEY they are such a tight knit family like they were INCREDIBLY protective over both adder and crypt while they were younger, to the point where theyd bare their teeth at their own clanmates if they got too close LOL

it paid off tho cuz they both survived and have grown up and theyre. THEM AND THEIR LITTE KILL SQUAD theyre great hunters naturally as mirrors but MAN they are a force to be reckoned with. a lot of mirror packs split randomly and merge whenever so im assuming MOST those mirrors dont actually know each other. hunting with yr little family tho? they look out for each other and keep each other safe which makes them more efficient

crypt is pretty quiet and more observant which she probably gets from tarren (who both her and adder consider to be their uncle). she mixes well with the other scavengers and is agreeable, if not a little odd. she usually spends time with adder, and is the levelheaded one in their duo.

adder on the other hand is just like her mother, aggressive and snappy. she'd get into more trouble if she didnt have her family looking out for her.

they are just. THEY ARE SO SILLY I LOVE THEM SM

fjord and kestrel quickly embraced the plague flight once they abandoned the starfall isle, especially since their breed originated from underneath the wing of the plaguebringer, so it just felt natural to them. fjord found a way to apply his magic abilities, adapting them to take after the plague element. its good contrast when kestrel is a very physical fighter, they compliment each other well.

okay thats all i feel like talking about for now but i just needed to get it out cuz i love them im having a lot of fun planning this shit out

[vanishintoyou]

ok this goes under readmore

i be thinking damn i know transition periods are super stressful n scary, and i had a very fucking bad final semester in all ways, and im superfucking stressed about the [redacted], and i am supersuperfucking stressed about the [the future career things in general which i do nothing abt rn bc *gestures at the beginning of the post* and then i become even more mega stressed] like i get that MAYBE having a break IS kinda necessary lol but then also i feel like im running out of time and i get scared that i will be stuck in a loop of not doing anything ever and ever again and all that. and i feel like it's trueeeee i gotta do SOMETHINg at one point but im fucking exploding so icannot do anything in general

and anyway what i be thinking is this: i know all THAT ^. but also like i said I gotta get past all that and Move... BUT.... then i think i literally have been showing so very bad physical symptoms of anxiety due to all THAT ^. like. very bad i think I've been having panic attacks but im not sure and i dont wanna assume????? but i had that feeling for the first time in may when all that shit was happening like i thought i WAS gonna have a heart attack or something genuinely. and it's been fine in general after mid-june but then....... this last 1-2 weeks all of THAT^^ have been becoming too much in general for me i guess. and now i get that feeling very very often like i had it 2 times (???) today and last night i couldnt sleep lol.

and ANYWAY then i think to myself please get your shit together whatever the fuck has been happening to you have been happening but like. let's move on okay. you're being pathetic and loserlike and you just have to move on like what u gonna do be jobless for the rest of time and do nothing in general like? what IS your plan babygirl perhaps we should move on and i DO think im right about this

BUT...... then literally everyone i see in the last week has been getting worried abt me like. it just makes me realize more and more that this is not just another stressful week i have to move through bravely maybe. idk what im supposed to do but it's BAD i know that i realize that. i know ive been staring at the Nothingness a lot more and i know i havent been sleeping that much and it's not for working reasons anymore so i have no reason literally (and it's not for fun purposes either like watching movies or reading or playing or whatever) and i know I have shortness of breath and a Lot of shakes and a lot of trouble with trying not to vomit and just existing in general or doing anything. and it shows in things like hand eye coordination too i have been breaking things constantly and when it's useless stuff it's whatever but like i just straight up dropped a fucking LAPTOP to the ground and it wasnt even mine i feel literally so bad abt all this i feel like all these stuff must also be worrying and or annoying for other ppl (thankfully the laptop is generally fine but the usb of the wireless mouse was totally screwed thanks to me :/) oh and I've been crying a lot but it's nothing new i guess

anyway i wrote all that to say Something has been up with me certainly but like. i am still feeling paralyzed in general so not doing anything about anything but i SHOULD. i should move on from whatever the fuck is this weird mind phase i just need to get myshit together and be NORMAL and like do the things i must do without crying and screaming and throwing up and then having a panic attack on top of that lmao

(and the worst part is all of this is literallyjust normal life stuff in general like ijust cant cope with normal stuff i guess then what the fuck am I supposed to do then)