whoneedsname501

[donkey-hyuck]

[srlkiller]

you don’t have to answer this if you don’t want to but what personality disorders have you been diagnosed with and why was your ask thing turned off for so long?

omg i didn’t even kno it was lol idk if i did that myself on accident or what n how long it’s been like that for :// my bad. dam u want a list?? wen i was under 18 i was told i was ‘dependant’ n ‘avoidant’ n something about ‘attachment’ all that but that psych never ever used the term ‘personality disorders’ most likely bc i was so young or mayb bc he was still tryna pin me for which he thought idk? i jus remember when i was under 18 my clinical notes were diff to now... shit changed when i was an ‘adult’ n also each new assessment n shit can sumtimes b real whack wen u get sum1 who think they got u all worked out n they rlly don’t kno shitttrt i hate those ones omfg it also gets soo confusing for me... often i end up finding out about ‘what i have’ or whatever jus by being in hosp getting an operation or in the ER for sum completely unrelated n the doctor will blurt out my clinical notes and im like ok tru i have that now? had no idea but thanks!!! i had to look into it all myself n do the research bc i wanted to learn tbh... it all started out as random ass words n sum of the shit i agree w sum im like yeah that guy did not kno me at all to diagnose me w that shit lmao cuz i b talkin to them for 20 mins sumtimes.... but as for ‘personality disorders’ it is actually pretty interesting if u look into it deep enough on sum real shit... basically there are 3 main clusters they can b categorised into (as in the DSM-5) but i was like what if i hav more than 1 lol?? (Apparently cooccuring disorders within the same clusters is extremely common as the symptoms can often overlap ect)

Cluster A (personality disorders are characterized by odd, eccentric thinking or behavior)

schizoid personality disorder.

schizotypal personality disorder.

paranoid personality disorder.

Cluster B (personality disorders are characterized by dramatic, overly emotional or unpredictable thinking or behavior)

antisocial personality disorder.

borderline personality disorder.

histrionic personality disorder.

narcissistic personality disorder.

Cluster C (personality disorders are characterized by anxious, fearful thinking or behavior)

avoidant personality disorder.

dependent personality disorder.

obsessive-compulsive personality disorder.

Diff Psych’s have told me diff things over the years n obviously everyone is going to evaluate differently n im sure idek half of the shit that’s in my notes yet lmao.. majority of them got lost anyway. I’m mostly cluster B but still got C and also A :/ idk

[valkurious69]

My Sweet Sacrifice CH. 6

Okaaaaaaeeeeeey so it’s a chapp. I’m wrtoin tia haff aslep so don blame me if its kinda croozy. I was jus lek DOEET an my brains like cool k cmere fone

--------------- “Hay I’m vex how’s your sex lyfe gurl”

“Wot??” I screech as he pulls me in2 his car. Wed just laft the hot docs palace not evun1 min ago and alrady dis guy was all up in ma groll. Topical. I know what it means whena men asks bout my sexy life.

They wan in.

“It jus lookt like I was interrupin some sorta lovers spat back dere,” he clericfied, starting up his all black chargr w chrome metal detaling sides. The seat wee all black velvet leather and the stealing wheel was all black sude w chains warped a round and connected in the centre by a sliver skull head. Even tho I apprech the goth, I was still sorta salty about bein quest shunned an abdicated by wannab Cry Bby. (AN: SUCKA DICK)

“Pffbt lover squirrel...” I repped, foldn me arms and scootn down in teh set. “f U mean how I was been attacked by her lover than shore. It was a Quirrell.”

“Ey feet offta dash!” He chapped, snappin his fingers and suddenly movin my feet magically 4 me bak to da floor. That got my attendance. Butt ass soon as I opera my mouth, he filed it. “Ah so ur dee otha womun... that explanation it” he mused vexingly.

“Ex plane what? Liek how you can contorts mah boody??” I wasn’t about 2 let dat go so ease lilly. “Oar who u really arr??”

His laugh echolocated thru da car frondly. If I want so mad iwoosa bean aroused. Wit his accent it sounded pretty nice, like a posh cackle. Maybe he was a hot warloxk. Aloe east a sorcererr. Whatevs he was he was def dork.

“I’m surpassed u don kno me,” he chortled after a whale, smiling w his eyes while sterling w one hand, resting an arm on the windoe. “Or at least remembers me. Does is this mean has widdle Tamskn forgot all aboot her fave babeh sitter?”

I grasped loudly.

“Yor MY vex!??” I creamed, jumpin up in ma seat. I hadn seen that guy sense I was jus starting in the valk acadmy!! He locked hlla diff tho, which is why I din reckon eyes him. (AN: sum ppl look soups diff after years laterrre!!11!111? It’s not wired is grown up!!) I laffd in my head at it, he was such a prepp b4!! Used 2 where polos an jeans an no makup. An now...I guess sum ppl do find their tru image l8tr.

Even added an accent an everyfing.

“The 1and only lovie,” he grinned chekilh. “And lucky lil you, u get to refresh ur mammory all over again, cuz guess who’s back in da bay sitting biz for today only!” He winks and fingergummed at me.

I razed an eyebro. “So u R kinaping me.” I wasn’t evn mad anymor honestly. Anything 2 get outta class. “Who sent u? My mom?”

He cukled, voix deeper than ush. An kinda hot, tbh. Maybe I culd make an assception n screw mah bbysister. While I was imagering what kinda things he could occupy my time w, he spoke again. “moar like mumsy’s BfF, the mighy miss morrigan”

Ok w that I turned 2 lock @ hymn.

“Woa whoa woah...” I razored my eyebrows all da way up, hands out in teh backup jest you’re. “U mean 2 tell me that da Moron asked u to kidnape me??”

“Kid nap is such an ugly term,” he mused cryptology, smirkn two himself in da review mirror as he adjusted it. An then his goat tee. “I perfer ta think of eat like... temperately acquired. I beleaf the morrign’s extract words were ‘relive the joys o yer previous employ meant’.... which, no offense to mumsy, I’m not exactly keen about doin”

“Niece 2 sea you wan 2 hang out sooooo bad,” I equipped snidely. “Not extractly hapee myself bout it...” even tho in secret truth I was axtually warmed up 2 him now. Kinda evan exited to catch up some. I mean, he did turn out petty cool n all..

“Well..” he fished, censoring my poutiness. “wot would u rather, I drop u back off at dear ol doctors so you can finish gettin ur eyes clawed out in a catfit, orrrrr...” he snerked knowingly despite my fold armed stare. “Stick wiff me an get an all-expensive paid shopping trip courtesan of the Morgan?”

An dats how we found ourselvs at a nearby Hot Tropic.

“OMF!!!11!11” I squelled, grabbing a thousand peaces an thorin them behind me 4 him 2 catch. “I cant beleaf dey got da new rave line out already!! it want even supposed to be available til next month!!!//!!”

“Yah yah...” he rolled eyes from behind a mountain of sequels and hollagraphic prints. “Butt listen, if ur gonna rally blend in2 that concert so u can catch Dysome.. (AN: She told him in da Carr bout this sick as concert dyson was gonna B @ and her plan 2 catch him while thur. Plus it’s leik her faaaabe alt indie underground band so like. Two birds w 1 Gaston) then u shuld leave this 2 the professional” He jerked a thumb at hisself.

“Woowwwwwwwwwwwwx100” she reptiled, turning on him w hands on hips. “Way 2 assume u can out-dress a girl!” (AN: she’s a FEMMIKNITS, okaaaayyy?? All vaklurers are all bout women over men, got it?) “Weigh two assume u no how 2 dress @ all!” he snerked back, already grubbing some peaces off there hangars. I pooted an gave him my beast glare b4 he thru all my close to the flooer an pushed his picks in2 my surprised arms. “Now git yer a$$ into da changeling room so u can give Ol’ Vexxy a proper shipping montage grrrrrrrrrrrl!” *snap snop*