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Hey Lyla... Umm I have a fic request.
I have recently read your response fic to an anon request of Jeonghan asking the reader to marry him during a rough intercourse...
I'm a Jeonghan and Woozi bias...after reading it, I couldn't help but imagine how the situation would play out of Jihoon did this..
Can you please do a fic where Jihoon asks the reader to marry him during a rough sex round?
Also thank you for your amazing writingsđŠľ
woozi asking you to marry him during rough sex
WARNINGS: smut, dirty talk, rough sex, hair pulling, mentions of carrying his babies, breeding kink
his hand is tangled so deep in your hair, pulling you back with this raw intensity, guiding you to sink into him, and every thrust makes you see stars. heâs got you so close, youâre practically fused to him, his arm tight around your throat, holding you just right, and you can feel every hot, rough breath he takes against your shoulder, hear every moan he makes.
he feels itâfeels the way you go soft, the way you just trust him to hold you. that soft, open surrender of yours always drives him crazy, with a big want to protect you as his woman.
you are trusting every single rough, desperate pull of his hands. you let your head fall back on his shoulder, feeling his grip tighten, his chest heaving against your back, his jaw clenched in concentration. heâs possessed by the way youâre letting him have you, all open, soft, and trusting in his arms.
and then, out of nowhere, against your ear, a tone youâve never heard before. âmarry me⌠fuck, marry me.â
it shocks you to your core, and you freeze, barely even sure you heard him right. you try to look back at him, but his grip tightens, keeping you there, his body so tense, almost like he canât believe he let those words slip.
you open your mouth to speak, but he just thrusts into you harder, like heâs chasing something, his brows furrowed. âdonât look at me like that,â he mutters, his voice hoarse, almost shy, like heâs thrown off by his own words. âjust⌠just say... yes. just say youâre mine.â
you can feel his heart racing against your back, he holds you there, waiting, his eyes dark and desperate. you nod, not even breathing properly, but you whine; âyes.â
and thatâs all it takesâhe practically whimpers, burying himself deep inside you, pulling you even closer.
heâs got both hands on you, squeezing your breasts hard, his thumbs rolling over your nipples, making you whimper and shudder in his arms. every inch of you is wired, your body trembling and convulsing around him as he grits his teeth. âyouâre gonna be my wife,â he mutters, his fingers digging in as he presses his hips up into you, so deep itâs like heâs trying to brand himself there. âgonna put a ring on your finger and fill you up every single day.â his lips find your neck, teeth grazing, like heâs staking a claim, and he groans, feeling you clench and pulse around him, your entire body wrapped in his.
your body is giving out, but he holds you tighter, hands roaming over every inch, savoring every little sound you make. âyouâre not going anywhere, iâll make sure of it. youâre gonna give me everything, yeah? whole house full of us. youâll look so perfect, carrying my kids, justââ he thrusts deeper, his hands squeezing, pushing you right to the edge. âfuck, youâll be mine, all mine,â he breathes, his voice shakingt. âjust you and me, for the rest of our lives.â his words are all you can hear, that promise echoing, settling in you just as deep as he is.
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Imagine best friend Mattheo being absolutely obsessed with his innocent little Hufflepuff bsf but she just canât tell. Everyone else knows, and it is quite obvious, but she just canât think someone like him would want someone like her. But when she jokingly says sheâs gonna get Cedric to take her virginity he decides itâs time he came clean.
Possibly with some soft smut if you are comfortable with it of course
bsf mattheo riddle x hufflepuff reader
hopefully this matches your request <3 iâll most likely make a part 2 for this because.. youâll see ;) 3.5k words
you lived a rather simple uncomplicated life, attending hogwarts as a hufflepuff with no interest in anyoneâs drama. though you kept to yourself most times you tried to be nice to all your peers maintaining your classic hufflepuff demeanor, despite this there was one thing that was different about you.
you see, you didnât see or understand why people donât like other houses just because of âhouse rivalryâ especially the students who werenât even participating in any sports or point winning. and with this over your years though you had few friends you had one best friend who at first seemed rather impossible to be friends with.. mattheo riddle.
when you two met you were a fourth year and him a fifth, coincidentally you were going on to a few friends about your annoyance with people automatically assuming the worst of slytherin even though you yourself werenât in their house or nearly like one. mattheo overheard this heated- adorable voice coming from behind him and he walked towards you carefully.
he sat down in front of you beside your friend as she gawked faces towards you at his presence. âyou donât think weâre too mean, huh?â he questioned small laugh leaving his lips. âi just think that some people are misunderstood and just because some wizards turned out bad doesnât mean all of them in your house areâ you looked at him answering his question with ease
he smirked in amusement and leaned a little closer to you âhm, hufflepuff eh? what year are you puff?â he sat back examining you and you didnât fail to notice that nickname he slipped in âfourth year but i have an early birthday which is annoying because i could technically be out soonerâ you sighed ignoring his staring.
âwell, seeing as itâs ravenclaw against gryffindor do you wanna watch the quidditch game with me i know the best viewâ he stood up and held his hand out for you, you look towards your friends and theyâre both nodding their heads for you to go so you did.
from that point on you and mattheo had been best friends, sadly he was in his seventh year and now you in your sixth nothing much had changed in your life. living vicariously through mattheo and his stories about slytherin parties and how you should go to one with him before itâs too late, heâd tell you about his sexual adventures and your jaw would drop everytime.
you yourself also confided in him though with much less interesting things, telling him how you feel unlikeable by guys sometimes because they never try to get or talk to you, or how you feel lonely because youâve never had a a boyfriend before. hed always help soothe the thoughts away, telling you that itâs only your brain making those things up , âlisten y/n, anyone who doesnât love you is fucking insaneâ.
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talking to your friend zarah whoâd been there since day one you always told her what you told matt, for the most part. âi just donât get why nobody is interested in me zar, like am i genuinely that uglyâ you plopped onto your bed sighing dramatically. âyouâre not ugly and if you think no guys want you youâre blind i know one in particular that really, really wants youâ she giggled.
you looked at her with a confused expression âi must be missing something because i have no idea who youâre talking aboutâ you awaited her response and she just rolled her eyes and sighed âgirl your practically boyfriend of a best friend you do everything withâ she gave you a duh look and you just laughed. you genuinely couldnât believe sheâd even think heâd like you especially with all the girls heâd been with, âyouâre hilarious, we both know he doesnât want me he wants all the girls he tells me aboutâ you started to compose yourself but zarahâs expression didnât change.
âyou literally must be blind y/n do you need glasses? or should i say puff? letâs talk about how that man hasnât stopped calling you that pet name since youâve met.. heâs in loveâ she rolled her eyes raising her hands in the air. âi still donât think he wants me so thereâs no convincing meâ you shrugged her off and she groaned getting up and leaving your shared dorm.
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âpuff you gotta come to this party, slytherin won agains gryffindor i just know this is gonna be the party you want to go to pleaseeeâ mattheo put his hands on your shoulders shaking you âfiineeâ you attempted to answer between shakes before he let you go âif i wouldâve known it was that easy i wouldâve done that years agoâ he rolled his eyes.
âanyways itâs tonight at like 8 so iâll just get you from your dorm at like 7 do you think theyâll let me in? actually whatâs the password?â he didnât give you time to finish any of your sentences before you just gave him the password âbutterscotchâ you whispered, in response mattheo laughed âfucking butterscotch merlin thatâs hilariousâ you looked up at him and rolled your eyes walking away.
âiâll see you at 7 puffâ he yelled across the hall and you just gave a thumbs up and continued walking. you honestly were quite nervous seeing as youâve never necessarily been to a party before, youâve made small appearances at hufflepuff parties but youâve heard they donât even compare to slytherin.
making your way into your dorm you spot zarah and you pull her up from the common room couch âi finally said yes to a party need help nowâ you quickly mumbled and she quickened her pace âwhen does it start girl i need the info right this second come on youâre talking too long for meâ she rushed and you blurted it all out â8pm heâs getting me at 7 he has the password he will be at the dormâ closing the door behind you two you both stopped to catch your breath
âsooo is it a dateeeâ she shimmied her arm on you winking âi already told you he doesnât like me!!â you replied to her relentlessness. âugh whatever we need to get you ready girl itâs already sixâ she pushed you onto your shared vanity chair and pulled out all of your makeup and a few things of hers, âcreative control?â she asked smirking at you âmm fine but not too muchâ you agreed âweâll seeâ she giggled.
after around 30 minutes she finished your makeup and she showed you the finished product, looking at yourself in the mirror you thought how you never wouldâve put on red lipstick yet you feel really good in it. she gave you a small smokey eye and a small winged liner and you felt you looked more aggressive then you were, but you kinda loved it.
âitâs so much but so prettyâ you admired yourself and the makeup she put on you slowly getting used to the feeling of fake eyelashes on your eyes. âiâm so glad you love it, but we need to find an outfit like three hours agoâ she joked and rushed to your closets âi actually have the perfect dress in mind if youâre feeling the want to rep slytherin greenâ she raised her eyebrows up at you in a suggestive matter âsure why notâ you shrugged
she handed you a velvet body con forest green dress that you were sure was going to be extremely short and you mean in every place. she held it up onto you âthis will be perfect. get it on come onâ she rushed you into the bathroom and you began putting it on âthis is sooo tightâ you called out as you struggled âoh i forgot it was a corset back wait i need to help you can i come inâ she yelled through the door
âyeah come on i need this thing one me alreadyâ you struggled more as she walked in and immediately began to help you loosening the strings of the dress and pulling it down onto you âthere we go now suck in like your life depends on itâ she said half jokingly and began retightening the corset back. with every pull it felt like your chest was spilling out more and more and your ribs were shrinking âokay merlin thatâs enough before i canât breatheâ you huffed and she stopped tying it off in a bow
âstop you look so hot y/n i bet matt will be droolingâ she teased and you just rolled your eyes âwhat do we do with my hairâ you looked at her with horror as you only had ten minutes before he should arrive. you quickly began curling your hair not really caring if it was messy just giving it some body and just as you were spraying perfume on there was a knock on your door.
zarah looked at you and whispered âanswer it go go nowâ she pointed to the door like she was afraid to touch it herself and you walked over opening it to see mattheo in an all black button down with the top few buttons undone and black dress looking pants yet somehow he didnât look overdressed. he didnât say anything for a minute he was just staring at you looking up and down in awe âholy fuck y/n who did your makeup you look woahâ he put his finger on your chin moving your head around examining your makeup
âzarah isnât it prettyâ you smiled and he removed his hand and replied âyeah you are, now letâs goâ he grabbed your hand and you looked behind you waving bye to zarah âheâs so in love with youâ she whispered before the door slammed closed.
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once you got the the party you noticed there were already many slytherins already pregaming and mattheo brought you two to them, âletâs get some alcohol in you little puffâ he winked and poured you a shot of who knows what, you smelled the foul drink and it made your nose burn âcome on do itttâ he cheered on and you held your nose throwing the shot back gagging at the taste. âhow do people enjoy thatâ you made a face at him âlike thisâ he replied taking two shots himself, ânow catch upâ he winked pouring you yet another
âif i didnât know any better id say youâre trying to get me drunk mattâ you laughed and he looked at you amused âobviously thatâs what im trying to do itâs a partyâ he put the shot glass to your lips and you parted them taking the burning substance down your throat, âeugh that didnât get any better the second timeâ you shook your head in disgust. âhm, let me make you an actual drinkâ he grabbed a clear liquor and a red juice mixing them together adding more alcohol than your past two shots and handed it to you
âmatt this smells foulâ you looked up at him, âjust try it trust me the slytherins have the masking drink downâ he winked and you reluctantly took a sip, and to your surprise all you tasted was juice. after taking another few sips you quick began drinking it and mattheo pulled the cup from your lips âslow down there this shits dangerous youâll get so drunk you wonât be able to walk straightâ he chuckled. âitâs not my fault they made it taste like juiceâ you shrugged still sipping.
âhey mattheo have your little hufflepuff take some shots with usâ enzo threw his arm around your shoulders and mattheo pushed them off almost immediately âno she doesnât need any shotsâ he spoke âyou didnât even ask meâ you protested, granted you didnât necessarily want to take any shots you just didnât like being talked for. âoo are you sure youâre not slytherin you got an attitudeâ enzo laughed handing you a shot and you looked at mattheo who rolled his eyes as you took the shot.
throwing the shot back the burning sensation took over your throat and you could feel it rushing down your throat. you coughed a bit and chugged your drink for comfort âpuff youâre going to get shitfaced slow downâ matt fully took your cup this time and you were already feeling it. giggling looking up at him âokay now who was going to tell me partyâs are funâ you continued giggling.
the music started playing and the slytherin common room was now getting more and more packed. you saw fifth year students and up in here, even a few ravenclaw and hufflepuffs your recognized. to your surprise in the corner of the party you spotted cedric diggory talking to a group of girls holding a drink.
pansy noticed your head being stuck in a certain direction and followed your eyes âoh em gee, someoneâs got their eyes on a certain hufflepuffâ she winked shoving her shoulder at your âshhhhh heâs just nice to look atâ you giggled at her and she giggled along âyou two would be soo cuteâ she added dragging you back to the drinks
âletâs take some shots!â she exclaimed handing you two , you took them smiling and shot them back with her, a woo leaving her mouth. âhere chaser, chaser!â she shouted handing you another drink this time what looked like a lot of the punch, downing it all she laughed âgirl weâre gonna be goneâ. looking around you were seeing doubles of everything but didnât want the night to already end.
âso, are you a virgin?â pansy shouted over the music making your already alcohol flushed face even redder âpansy!! you canât just ask that!!â you shouted back flustered at the intrusive question, âiâm only curious girlâ she giggled and gave you begging eyes âcome onnnnâ she shook you till you gave in âfine yes i am but donât tell anyone!â you replied back as lowly as you could over the music
âwho would you lose it to?â she giggled âi lost mine to blaise hehe sshhhhâ she winked, considering she just told you her secret you felt obligated and just looked around âi mean i guess cedricâ you giggled as she pointed at him after your response. before she could say anything else you felt a pair of hands wrap around your waist and drag you off. trying to kick your way out was useless and they brought you to an empty dorm.
through all of this you couldnât tell who it was kicking and screaming for them to let you go till you heard mattheos voice âpuff calm down itâs just meâ he sighed putting you down on what you now assumed was his bed âwhy did you bring me in here that was so scaryâ you huffed trying to gain your composure. âdiggory?â he scoffed not answering your question.
you looked at him confused as to what he was on about âwhat do you mean? what about cedricâ you cocked your head to the side in confusion âyou lost your virginity to him??â he questioned stepping closer to you looking rather.. pissed. you just laughed in response âme? lose my virginity to cedric?.. youâre funnyâ yeah you fantasized about it but it certainly wouldnât happen.
âwhat were you talking to pansy about then??â he looked at you unconvinced, âshe asked if i lost it and i said no, but id let him take it.-â you shrugged âbesides you know i tell you everything matt iâve never even had a boyfriend let alone a guy be interested in my virginityâ you sighed laying back onto the bed now feeling upset.
you heard mattheo sigh and you picked your head up to look at him, his eyes stared back at you in silence before breaking it âbelieve me thereâs a lot of guys who want to get in your pantsâ he rubbed his fists and you gave him a confused expression yet again âwhat are you on about matt?â you were getting sober just from all of this extra mystery.
he walked over to the bed sitting beside you, âlisten when we met you were just.. blooming completely and i would be lying if i didnât say i first went up to you because of your looks.. well overtime you know we became friends and i noticed other guys staring in ways they shouldnât have been so i had to teach them a lesson.â he looked at you and yo didnât know how to respond to something like that.
âwhat exactly are you saying matt?â you didnt understand what he was poking at, did matt mean to say he basically likes you? were you reading too much into this? âlook y/n, no one else in this school fucking deserves you. hell i donât deserve you but i know i can treat you how you need. donât ask me what took so long to confess to you y/n, but do you feel even remotely the same?â he let it all out quick and fast, and your mouth dropped.
âyou want.. me?â you looked at him in disbelief and he just smiled âthatâs what that whole speech was about, yeahâ he chuckled nervously awaiting your reply âwhy?â you sighed still slightly unconvinced âhave you fucking seen yourself puff? youâre so undeniably gorgeous, i donât know how i hold myself back from you everydayâ he leaned in closer to you making this all seem more real. without thinking you allowed yourself to lean into him, faces and lips meeting for the most magical first kiss you couldâve ever imagined.
âyouâre so fucking beautiful y/nâ he grabbed your face pulling you closer to him till you straddled over his lap sitting down continuing the now makeout. âthis is so much better than.. imaginedâ you huffed through the kisses. you could already feel mattheos member growing beneath you and you never thought youâd be the one experiencing this from your best friend.
youâd be lying if you didnât admit to a fantasy or two about him in the past but this was already one thousand times better than ever imagined. mattheos lips kissed their way down your neck leaving small marks tiny moans leaving your mouth, âi need to hear more of that, y/n, let me eat you out.. please i need a tasteâ he continued his kisses along your neck bringing them back to your lips âiâve never- mm yesâ you replied as his fingers began making circles over your underwear.
âyou sound so good fuckâ he groaned pulling you off of him and getting off the bed, âyouâre sure of this?â he questioned one last time and you just nodded impatiently awaiting his next move. next thing you knew he was yanking you to the edge of his bed and slowly removing your pants and underwear looking up at you from below. âholy fuck puff.. youâre fucking soakingâ he breathed out over your pussy sending tingles down your spine.
without warning his mouth met your untouched area and you felt things never imaginable. his tongue made its way around your bulging clit, flicking it up and down and making his way to your entrance sucking and licking âyou taste so good holy fuckâ he huffed going right back in not even looking up at you, âcan i put two fingersâ he spoke from your pussy and you couldnât even properly answer âmm y-yesâ you replied between your moans.
you felt his slender fingers teasing your entrance and he slowly began inching one in and out teasingly, âmattheo-â you huffed and he chuckled shoving both fingers in, loud moan escaping your mouth and this new feeling. he did a few different moments trying to figure out what makes you moan the most, soon his tongue was sucking expertly on your clit as his fingers twisters and curled inside of you.
âmatt i want to.. tryâ you moaned at this pleasure wanting nothing more than to feel him inside of you now. âmm but youâre not ready yet puffâ he continued devouring your pussy simply divulging in it as if heâd never eaten anything before. his pace on everything quickened and you were already near your own orgasm, âif you donât s-stop iâm gonna cumâ you moaned loudly trying to control yourself.
âlet go for me sweetheartâ he sucked harder on your clit, the nickname and action forcing your orgasm to flood over you harder than youâve ever been able to make yourself experience. your body was shaking and you couldnât hold your reactions back, mattheo slowly licked your gushing area clean before standing up âmm now i think youâll be ready soonâ he smirked leaning down over you, grabbing your chin and giving you a kiss.
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f!reader x bf!vernon | m.list | wc:0,8k
request:hii can i please request a vernon imagine where svt doesnt believe theyre dating reader because hes so nonchalant but svt finds them either in a sweet or sexual position or something? its up to you! thank you <3
a/n: I apologize to the person who wrote the request. your request was deleted because the tags did not work in a way that I did not understand and I have to repost it...I hope it works this time.
I added a little texting at the end to make it a little more fun, enjoy reading!
"From the world to Vernon." Vernon looked up at Seungkwan's call "Oh sorry, were you saying something?" Kwan rolled his eyes, turned to the front and started muttering to himself "Oh really...What's wrong with this kid, his mind has been elsewhere lately." Jeonghan who entered the room answered him "Don't mess with him, he's probably texting with his girlfriend." It was obvious that the sentence he said was in a mocking tone and a few members laughed at this but Vernon didn't care and continued texting you. He didn't feel the need to prove to anyone that he was dating you because he didn't want to deal with it, and deep down he knew that they were all wrong and he was going to continue this as long as he could.
The rest of the day was spent both texting you and chatting with the others. When it was evening the next day, you were going to his house to surprise him because you missed him. In the meantime, a few members were gathered at his house watching a movie, unaware of everything. Dino, who was bothered by the notifications on Vernon's phone, whined "Yah! Either turn that sound down or answer." Vernon picked up his phone and smiled when he saw that the message was from you.
'I'm outside the door.'
'I missed you...can I see you for a few seconds?'
He cleared his throat and stood up, drawing attention to himself for a moment. "Go on without me, I have something to do, I'll be back." When he realized that they were continuing with the movie without questioning it, he went to the door. You ran to him as soon as you saw him and wrapped your arms around his shoulders. His arms that had been waiting for you found your waist and pulled you closer, burying his head in your neck and breathing in your scent. "I missed you." He mumbled, you chuckled and when you pulled away, he kissed you on the lips. "Did I come at the wrong time?" You knew the others were home so you didn't want to disturb them, but your longing for him got the better of you.
Vernon shook his head, one hand moving to your cheek, feeling him stroke it with his thumb. âItâs okay, after all, they wouldnât believe me even if I said my girlfriend was here.â You laughed at that, he would send you a few voice recordings when they talked about Vernon lying, and it was definitely worth listening to. âSo..When are we going to prove this to them?â you asked, although you didnât mind it, you were curious about how far he would go. Vernon closed the gap between you again, his hand on your cheek moving to your neck, slowly pulling you closer to him as he murmured âI donât really care if they believe me or not. All I care about is you right here with me, so just let me take care of you.â
His lips brushed gently against yours, and you couldnât wait any longer because of your longing for him, and wrapped your arms tightly around his neck, kissing his lips more passionately. He laughed at how hungry you were in between the kisses, and didnât hesitate to respond. He sucked your lower lip gently and his hand started to roam your body to feel every part of you that he missed. You opened your mouth and brushed your tongue against his-
"WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING??" Hoshi's shout echoed in the dark street, you backed away in fear and turned to the owner of the voice. His shout must have caught the attention of the other members because some of them opened the door and moved towards you while others settled at the window. "I think it's time they believe us now." You looked at the eyes looking at you as Vernon spoke as if nothing had happened. Dino was the last one to leave the door and complained "The movie is half-finished, can't you be surprised by this later?" When the others ignored him, he muttered a curse and went back to watch it alone. Kwan pursed his lips and folded his arms "So you weren't lying the whole time?" Vernon frowned in disbelief "Why would I lie about this?" And you guys tried to understand what he was saying by stealing glances at each other as Kwan continued to rant.
Once the strange event was over, you were invited to watch the rest of the movie. You were curled up on the couch with Vernon, your head on his chest. His hand was on your shoulder, he kissed your head, and still unused to this situation, the others exchanged strange glances. At least he wouldnât be made fun of anymore, even if it was in a strange way.
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i haven't been back to CT since the accident.
which is to say I hate driving in CT, every time i have to go through it to get to NYC i spend the whole time holding my breath and hoping nobody acts stupid. there are exactly 2 things in CT worth preserving: rein's deli and the mystic seaport museum - and that second one only because my grandpa loved that shit.
now, i am not particularly familiar with the specifics but it just feels like CT is not an appropriate place for a christmas tree farm. when i got The Call, Roger on the other line called it "your standard CTF" and i had to say my what and he said "you've never heard that? CTF? christmas tree farm? CTF? - or haha, if you're woke, maybe holiday farm? haha".
i hung up after that for like 12 minutes just to take a deep breath and do a 10-minute meditation so i don't peak my blood pressure. and then i said sorry my phone died and ignored him talking while i googled. oregon has the highest number of CTFs per state. most firs and standard christmas trees are in zones 4-7 and CT is mostly a 6 state, so actually maybe i was just being biased against CT when i assumed you simply can't grow the spirit of christmas down there.
i like the name balsam fir and i keep repeating it to myself. i didn't know there were so many species of christmas trees. meanwhile Roger is still talking a mile a minute. "you don't gotta come in with force but really stick it to 'em. that's what Kevin and Herb taught me - none of that nice-guy stuff, okay? we're talking quick-and-easy. get in, hand 'em the folder, get out. it's efficiency that's the matter here."
i tune him out and then eventually get the pleasure of hanging up.
I only really work for this stupid place because i need insurance for my fucking laundry list of chronic "hysterical woman" issues (EDS, POTS, PCOS. probably something else with a fun acronym, why not). i fucking hate it here, except that it's actually been, like... fine? since the top 6 account managers kind of (i guess) disappeared - including my 2 bosses, Kevin and Herb.
most of us are just like, still doing our job. we still have meetings. there's less weird jokes. the meetings are much shorter. we just present our stuff and go home. so imagine how i fucking feel getting in my stupid honda civic and driving the 3 hours down from boston to bum-fuck just to... check on the boys.
i grew up on a farm, so im not too surprised when the road suddenly turns from "gravel" to "makeshift" to "shut the gps off, it's just confused at this point." no worries. a guy in a torn flannel drew a picture for me at the last gas station. he had leaned over and sniffed a little while sipping his Dunks. they got good trees.
they do. after a little white picket fence, suddenly the entire road is swarmed by them. firs on all sides like a coat. red twine marks off alleys of pine; cute little bows shine on the top of many. bells and white plastic deer and each branch dusted with glittering pristine snow. ornaments and little santas peeking out of present boxes.
i lean over the steering wheel and glance upwards. "aw shit. it's fucking cute here." in my passenger's seat, TERMINATION OF ACCOUNT is a red folder. i don't feel fucking good about this. i don't want to fucking do this. there's a freaking hand-painted sign saying family-owned! with handprints on it and tiny little names scrawled under it. jesus christ(mas). i'm 1000% going to hell for doing this.
on the other hand, Jen was one of the 6. like, losing the men was fine. but it is weird that jen never came back last month. i'm like, too feminist to feel okay with that. obviously yes quit your job and walk out but like - she had a life before she left. apartment and everything it sounds like.
i give up trying to bump my car over the potholes and end up walking the last 1.2 miles. it's been getting warmer these years, which i hate - but it's a lot colder here than i expected. the weather app said 54F. it feels maybe 21. the smell of snow warns me before i glance upwards - sure enough, decadent fresh flakes come tumbling down.
aw fuck. if it was gonna snow i should have put my windshield wipers up. i nestle closer into my jacket and pointlessly check my out-of-service phone for the 125th time. i realize only now i fucking forgot the folder in the fucking car.
the little house-barn-store is too close and i'm too cold at this point, so fine. the whole thing is covered in warm white lights and cute decorations. old christmas music is coming out of speakers placed at the end of the tree aisles.
i practice what i'm going to say. hi. i'm with Herrington Asset Management. we have sent, like. a lot of representatives. what did you do with the 6 entire human beings that came down here.
wait, why am i just now realizing our acronym is HAM? okay, so i'm going to say -
a man with a bright smile and a red flannel comes out from behind a work shed, wiping his hands on a rag. he's pretty, the way men can be pretty sometimes: rugged and approachable, blue eyes, 5'oclock shadow. he fills out that flannel well. "didn't hear ya come in, my apologies! what can i do ya for?"
i'm with HAM and I'm here to shut down your CTF. "hi."
"hi." he smiles wider. "welcome."
"um..." i sniff a little, feeling stupid. i keep thinking about my parents and how fucking hard it actually is to keep a farm. like, they say it a lot in movies, but it's genuinely like really very hard. fucking A, man. I don't want to do this.
he squints at me. "you from around here?"
i try not to bristle - is that because i'm fucking hispanic and allowed outdoors in CT - and suck in a breath. "no, i, um..." i decide to tell the truth. "a guy at cumby's told me where to find ya."
he laughs, and the sound is a sonic boom in the stillness. "that'd be Ron. he's a looker, huh? no, i recognize all our regulars, is all. don't recognize you."
HAM is located in Jersey and i work remote, so i take a second pass at radical honesty. my yoga teacher would be so proud. "i'm from boston, actually. just swinging through."
"oh? for real? laurel's from boston - she's my fiancĂŠe. how 'bout that. small world. can you believe - she left the big city for a dunce like me and now i get to marry the best lady around."
i do the little appropriate chuckle you are supposed to do when someone you don't know is also from the same major metropolitan area that you are from. also, that's extremely sweet to say about his partner. i am a sucker for wife-guys. "no kidding?"
"how are you liking conneticut? it's beautiful this time of year."
"it's..." fine? "more snow than i expected. weather said clear through 'til like thursday."
he offers me a warm hand. "i'm nick. what brings ya down here?"
i can't remember the name on the account. maybe it's in her name. and didn't i just say i was passing through? i flash him a smile while i think of the easiest way to warm him into the idea of shutting down his personal business. fuck. "um, just had some stuff to handle."
"that time of year, huh?" at my noncommittal smile, he waves a big, meaty paw. "come inside, i'll getcha some hot chocolate. laurel just made cookies."
he leads me into the store part of the building, and i stop for a second to pick up a tiny ornament shaped like a cottage. okay, this shit really is very cute.
"christmas really is the best holiday of all of 'em," he sighs. "wouldn't you agree?"
no, that's halloween. "sure," i say. i hold up the ornament. "this is nice." i glance around. "this is all... very rustic."
"sometimes you gotta just hit the brakes and slow down. this town is so perfect for that. places like this are so rare, ya know?"
oh i really fucking hope he doesn't know i'm from HAM. literally that would be such a vibe killer. "very rare," i agree.
i follow him into the back. i pause at the green velvet-rope stanchion that blocks off a hallway presumably leading into the "house" portion of the building. "oh. i can stay out here...?" because i am not going into this man's house. alone.
"don't be silly." he wraps his arm around mine like a gentleman and i almost scratch his damn eyes out, except i'm genuinely so fucking shocked by the boldness of the action that i just sort of follow him down the hallway. "i won't letcha leave without a cookie."
he walks me into a simply stunning kitchen. the ceiling skyrockets into a beautiful, tinseled roof. the living room folds out to the left of the kitchen island. a fire is roaring, and a massive christmas tree winks cheerily at me. outside the huge windows, the snow peacefully rests in perfect layers.
well, there's part of their money problems. they need better insulation because paying for heat in a building with this many windows has got to cost an arm and a leg. nevermind how much dust must collect on those exposed beams. why do people design houses like this - have they never cleaned?
also, they need to stop spending half their budget on christmas decorations. surely not every surface needs to be frosted with pottery barn items. it is dangerously close to a modernized cracker barrel in here. i wander into the living room, trying not to be jealous of the casual wealth.
nick stands next to me and chuckles. "this kinda weather always makes me want cookies. but that's what laurel's here for, i guess."
"you have a pretty place," i say, because i am clearly staring.
"oh, i don't know. needed a woman's touch." he winks at me and goes behind the granite kitchen island to wash his hands. "you shoulda seen it before laurel."
"oh yeah?"
he nods. "had some money troubles. 'course, she is an angel and organized a whole fundraiser. mind you - she's only been here but a second when she does. i proposed to her right then and there."
i can't help it. i genuinely fucking love that. "that is incredible," i say. "how precious to find love like that."
"she's my answer to all life's problems. truly."
"honey?" a warm voice greets us and a lady comes around the corner, one hand in an oven mitt. "do we have a customer?"
i stop moving.
her hair is darker now. her smile is wider. something opens a pit in my stomach and i fall through myself. i put my hand on my stupid useless phone and take a step backwards.
"oh!" her white teeth shine. "hi there. you're not from around here, are you?" she picks up a tray of cookies. "i recognize all our regulars."
the man laughs. "rob is tellin' on us again." she laughs too, tinkly and high and beautiful.
of course she doesn't recognize me, we're remote and don't work on the same accounts, i was never high up enough -
nick gives her a little slap on the back that makes her stumble. she laughs and wipes a little bit of flour on his nose affectionately.
maybe i'm not being fair. she could have legitimately found love and dropped out of our shitty job. he wraps his arms all the way around her and buries his nose in her hair. "my girl," he says.
"i'm laurel," she smiles at me. "i'm his fiancee. come inside, let me getcha some hot chocolate."
he picks up a cookie from the counter and waves at me. "i'm gonna go whack on a tractor for a few minutes, but i'll leave you in the capable hands of my beautiful christmas girl," he promises. "warm up, and then let's go back out there and pick you out something nice."
i force a smile at him and at her and watch him leave. i do not move. i stay perfectly still, like an animal. because here's the thing: her name isn't laurel.
maybe she's conning him?
i stare at her. she doesn't seem to notice, instead taking a bag of white icing out of the large, beautiful fridge. "how are you liking conneticut? isn't it beautiful this time of year?"
"jen, what the fuck is happening."
she arranges a single gingerbread man on her countertop and starts icing him. "how are you liking conneticut?" she repeats. "isn't it -"
"it's beautiful this time of year," i say.
"christmas is the best holiday of all," she sighs, "wouldn't you agree?"
"sure," i say. i put the phone in my pocket. i stand up straighter. "i am really just..." going to leave now. maybe i should try subtlety. "don't i know you from somewhere?" like, ya know, work?
the cookie is too hot and the icing is melting as she draws the outlines on the gingerbread. a bead of sweat trickles down her nose. "i'm from the big city," she says. "but now i am going to be married to the best man around. i'm his beautiful christmas girl."
"right, but which big city?"
"i'm from the big city. how are you liking conneticut?"
there is ice in my gut. i am getting the pure, foreboding sense of fuck that which i am pretty sure is genetically engineered in me. in spanish we call it espookies. i try to make it look casual while i walk closer and closer to the exit. i pretend to look at the decorations closely. "i'm just wondering because your partner said you're from boston?"
she laughs. the cookie icing is pooling on the counter. "sometimes you gotta just hit the brakes and slow down. this town is so perfect for that. places like this are so rare, wouldn't you agree?" she pushes the gingerbread to the side and starts working on the next one.
it's hot in here, i realize. too-hot. sweat licks down my back. i watch it slide down her neck, down her arms.
she outlines a melting gingerbread man. "what brings you down here?"
"i had..." i feel my voice crack. the hallway back into the store is within a few steps at this point. "...some stuff to handle."
"that t-"
"that time of year," i finish for her.
she stares at me. the icing has burst out of the bag and is melting down her wrists and over her apron. "doesn't this weather make you want cookies?"
i put one heel into the hallway, trying to back up as subtly as possible.
she looks up at me. icing melts over the counter. "doesn't the weather make you want cookies?"
i'm so close to making a bolt for it. but when i look at her and the icing and her perfectly applied lipstick i just fucking can't. my heart breaks for her. i need to at least fucking try.
"jen - laurel - whatever," i hiss. "i don't know what fucking happened but - we need to fucking leave." i glance behind me. "jen, this isn't fucking okay. whatever he's doing to you - we can get out of here. call the cops. something."
"it's beautiful this time of year."
"jen. come on girl, i will put you in my fucking car. but we got to go. i don't know if it's like a cult thing or -" i hork down a breath and feel dangerously close to crying. "please."
"doesn't the weather make you want cookies? that's what i'm here for!"
i take another step backwards and a hand comes down on my shoulder. when i jump, nick is back, and laughing.
"sorry about that." tucked under one arm is a huge ax. nick wipes his hands on a rag. "low on oil. you get a cookie from the missus? that's what she's -"
"balsam fir," i blurt. "i'm looking for a balsam fir."
he puts the axe over one shoulder. "oh? i love balsam. good choice. didn't expect a city slicker like you to know much about christmas trees." he lets out a laugh and so does she.
sweat is beading down my back. "i grew up on a farm," i feel my voice come out creaky and high.
he laughs again. "when you came in, i thought - this lady is corporate. you know how we take to that."
"money troubles," jen says from the kitchen. "we had money troubles."
my lips feel dry. i manage to slide by him, closer to the store. i force a watery smile. "oh. no, sir."
"they come in with a folder, talking about our CTF. i said i've been doing this for years."
my heart is slamming against my chest. i take another step down the hallway. i throw a look to jen.
she opens the oven and sticks her head inside.
"you know," nick says. "the firs are out by where you left your car."
i didn't tell him where i left my car. "oh, great." i say. "must be a sign." i take another step. and then another. i feel the weight of the velvet rope behind me and jump a second time.
"from the big city" jen says, her voice muffled by the oven. "how are you liking conneticut? this place needed a woman's touch."
at the other end of the long hallway, Nick swings the axe to come home in his hands. "it needs a woman's touch," he says.
yeah, absofuckinglutely not.
i turn and bolt, wiggling past the rope, stumbling into the many, many ornament displays. above me, white christmas rings out while i run-walk through wreaths and bobbles and reindeer. tears prick at the side of my eyes but being raised on a farm teaches you the professional art of being incredibly good at a panicked run-walk.
behind me, i hear nick pacing the store. the rope must have slowed him down. he's bigger than i am - he doesn't weave through things as easily. thank god.
i throw myself against the front doors and burst out into the chill and immediately feel a cough in my chest. the snow whips through the air. i dash past handmade right this way to holiday cheer! signs and tinsel. behind me, like a ghost, nick stomps his way ever-closer. i dart into the thickest part of the trees, hoping he will lose me in the snow and branches.
"you're from boston, right?" he shouts. "my ex was from boston. small world."
i dart across the wet snow and almost slide on the black ice underfoot. fuck fuck fuck fuck i cannot run a fucking mile in the cold. see above multiple chronic reasons for this. my bones and joints are already fucking hurting as i try to shimmy my way through the boughs, alternatively running and hiding. if i survive this, i wont be able to move for like a week.
if. good fucking lord. if.
"it's a nice place," he calls. i can't locate him in the whip of the snow. "it just needs a woman's touch."
thankfuckinggod im used to snow and blizzards because otherwise i would be utterly fucked. i try to keep any amount of calm in my body while i manage the slide-waddle of running on black ice - the backwards lean and body-tilt that i've practiced many times over farmland. the kind of tilt-run that is only possible if you've done it before. thankfuckinggod i'm not a city slicker - the trick isn't to rush.
but fuck it would be nice to rush right now!
over the speakers, white christmas restarts. i fork my keys through my fingers into a sharpened fist. i pause only for a second to pick up a particularly swingable gnome and then i keep fucking running. my chest feels like liquid fire. i can't stop coughing. christmas trees rise up on all sides of me. i can't get a breath down. the air feels like a fire hose. every step i take fucking echoes. go go go go go go.
i dart, he laughs, i freeze. i dash my way forwards. a branch cuts into my cheek. my nose is full of the smell of pine. my hands are sticky with sap and i'm covered in green needles.
i keep going. if i fucking die on a christmas tree farm i hope i poison all of the trees and end christmas. i run and hide and run and hide. i have no idea where that fucker is but i am not going to be caught relaxing for a moment.
my knee makes a particularly sharp turn and i know for a fact i've just done some serious damage. i slap my hand down onto it and hide inside the branches a particularly thick tree, trying to catch my breath for a second.
a family owned! sign winks up at me. the little handprints are the names of children, but the big ones say Steve and Piper. the date on it is from this year.
i simply do not have the time to care about that. i shiver through several calming breaths, trying to force my body back into running. i stumble into a clearing and recognize it as the road i took in.
something loud and banging starts and i know in my bones it's the sounds of a tractor starting up.
my heart drops and i seriously think about just laying down on the ground and letting him run me over.
except there is my car, blanketed peacefully in a white layer. i should have put the fucking windshield wipers up.
what-the-fuck-ever. my hands are shaking too much. i just need to get inside the fucking thing and go. i will ruin my suspension but i will take every pothole dead on if i must.
the tractor lights slice through the blizzard, heading right towards my car. it bounces jovially over the snow and potholes, unhindered.
nick is on the back of it, swinging his axe, laughing.
over the hum of his engine he calls: "how are you liking conneticut?"
Sending my most reliable corporate staffer to Connecticut to shut down a Christmas tree farm. Wish me luck
#spilled ink#warm up#she gets out safely btw#im the author and i decided that#this somewhat informed by 1. i love those movies#2. just something to take my mind off things rn#like i said i had a few people die in my life recently so it's been. ruff#3. i just think if ur any type of person who does any real thinking#u should get to live thru these scenarios#like she figures it out as being creepy EARLY and just plays along to get the fuck out#we love that for her#bc i hate when in movies it's like. GIRL HE GOT AN AXE? LEAVE??????????????????????#(the wife intentionally pretty much only speaks in his words btw.)#(that's how the main character recognizes there's something fucked.)
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Paranoia - November 2 - jegulus - @taylorswiftmicrofic - word count: 372
Okay, so he was a little anxious. Pacing around the room, wringing his hands and biting his lip, he kept second-guessing everything in his entire life that heâd known to be true up until that moment.Â
âI canât do it,â he sighed, slapping his hands on his thighs and turning to face Sirius, who seemed to be both impatient and entertained.Â
âWhy?â his best friend asked, a dubious smile on his face. âAnd donât say itâs because you could have imagined the whole thing, because youâre not that creative.â
âNo!â James shook his head. That was ridiculous. âNo, itâs justâŚwhat if the whole thing was platonic?â
Sirius took what seemed to be a long-suffering deep breath, pressing his fingers on his temples and closing his eyes. âPlatonic?â
âYes,â James nodded, hands shaking. âPlatonic.â
âProngs. Progsie. James. My best friend. With all of the love in the world, you are paranoid as fuck,â Sirius said, his voice gentle.Â
But that wasnât true! âHow do you know for sure?â he nearly-whined, frowning. âYou never know! He could just want to be really good friends!â
Siriusâs strangled laugh sounded like a dying animal. âJames, this is Regulus weâre talking about! He hates affection! Heâll literally kill someone to avoid physical touch! He despises being vulnerable, and yet for the past fucking month, all youâve been able to talk about is your disgustingly sweet moments together! Itâs been awful for me, by the way. Like, please stab my ears out! But I mean, moonlit walks? Stargazing? Fucking kissing in the rain? Friends donât do that, mate!â
James stopped pacing and faced his friend, sighing. âSo you really think he might fancy me? That he might actually say yes if I ask him out?â
âYES!â Sirius shouted, throwing his hands in the air. âGods, if he doesnât then just murder me, because I wonât be able to survive any more pining, for Merlinâs sake!â
Deflating, James sighed, nodding to himself. âAlright. Alright, Iâll ask him. Iâll do it.â
âThank Godric,â Sirius sighed, flinging himself back on his bed and sounding exhausted.Â
But a thought occurred to James that he had to get out. âButâŚ.what if I did imagine it? I am very creati-â
âI hate you.â
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A Husband's Duties
Marcus Acacius x Reader
Summary: After a small injury, you decide it is better to not burden your husband, and hide it from him. But of course, when he finds out and he is less than impressed.Â
As you prepare dinner in the warm glow of the kitchen, a sudden surge of pain shoots through your body.Â
In an instant, you feel a sharp pain in your side, causing you to wince and clutch at the source of the discomfort.Â
As you try to shake off the pain, you can't help but worry about how Marcus will react when he comes home and sees what you've been hiding.
The minutes tick by slowly, each second feeling like an eternity as you desperately try to compose yourself.Â
You know that Marcus will be upset if he finds out you've been injured and kept it from him. But deep down, you also know that you were only trying to protect him, to spare him from unnecessary worry.
Finally, the sound of the front door opening echoes through your home, signalling Marcus's return. Your heart races as you continue to work in the kitchen, your movements becoming more strained with every passing second.Â
You can hear his footsteps approaching, growing louder with each step.
"My Love, I'm home," Marcus calls out, his voice filled with a mix of fatigue and excitement.Â
But as soon as he catches sight of you, his eyes narrow, and concern replaces the joy on his face.
"What happened?" he asks, his voice tinged with anger, his eyes fixed on the pained expression etched across your face.Â
You take a deep breath, struggling to find the right words to explain yourself.
"I... I didn't want to worry you," you stammer, your voice barely a whisper. "I thought I could handle it on my own."
Marcus' anger softens, replaced by a mixture of worry and frustration. He crosses the room in a few strides, gently taking your hand in his.Â
"I appreciate your efforts, My Love, but you should never have to face something like this alone. Tell me please, what happened?" he says, his voice filled with a tenderness that reassures you.
You let out a long sigh.
"I fell. I took the wrong step and fell up the stairs. I hurt my side when I fell on the stone steps."
He carefully tends to your injury, his touch gentle and comforting. As he wraps a bandage around your side, you can feel his relentless support, his love flowing through every action.
"My Love, I might just have to follow you everyone to make sure you are safe and sound."
"I do not wish to keep you from your duties."
"Being your husband is my greatest one." he said and you smiled at him.
For the next couple of days, Marcus becomes your rock, taking care of you with such love and care.Â
He cooks, cleans, and ensures that you have everything you need to heal. But more than that, he listens to your fears and worries, offering a steady hand to lean on during your recovery.
Through it all, you learn the importance of openness and trust in a relationship.Â
You realize that keeping secrets, even with good intentions, can only lead to misunderstandings and unnecessary distress.Â
Marcus's anger reflected his concern for your well-being, a reminder that the strength of your bond lies in open and honest communication.
As you heal, you grow closer and closer, cherishing the deep love between you.Â
In the end, your injury becomes a trigger for strengthening your relationship, reminding both of you of the power of compassion and teamwork in overcoming any challenge that comes your way.
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Davrin's past and his Dalish clan and his vallaslin (all mentions I could find)
So much in the game is hidden behind banters between companions (which is ahhhh a bit annoying) so I compiled all the banter and information I found about Davrin's past.
Not really plot spoilers, just Davrin spoilers.
At the end I will summarize everything in a bullepoints list.
Bellara and Davrin banter:
Text here (link)
There are also a few other banters I did not record where it is implied Davrin does not care about the gods or some other late game revelations. The only thing he cares about (and mentions again later in game, in a main scene) is how people see Dalish and elves, and how to minimize the risk of humans hating elves even more.
Taash and Davrin's banter (text in description for each image)
Davrin's quests information:
Here are other mentions from Davrin first quest: Rook: How did it go? Davrin: Poorly. They felt like I rejected them. Rook: Did you? Davrin: Yeah, I suppose. Clan life wasn't for me. I had to get away. Rook: So then what happened? You're out in the world, looking for adventure⌠Davrin: Got my ass kicked. Went broke. Davrin: I couldn't go crawling back to my clan a failure. Doubt they'd take me back. It forced me to figure out what I was good at. Always had a knack for hunting.
Other info we get from the Halla quest is that: Davrin spent summers tending Halla as a kid alongside Eldrin, who is not his uncle, but like an uncle. So this is a case of Davrin wanting to spend time with Hallas, or being made to by his clan. Eldrin's vallaslin is Ghilan'nain:
So it could be that Davrin's new vallaslin might be Ghilan'nain too. But I think it is Andruil's or a mix of the two.
Davrin could have gotten the vallaslin to honor Eldrin (we know he is the only member of his clan - if he is part of his clan - Davrin has no trouble contacting, even if they seem to have not met each other's in a while). But we also know Davrin was a hunter.
Eldrin was also the one who taught Davrin what to hunt basically. In his first quest Davrin says "When I was a kid, I'd hunt just about anything. Rabbits, deer, fox. Eldrin gave that purpose. Taught me the Way of Three Trees. The Way of the Arrow, Way of the Bow, Way of the Wood."
This is from Andruil and if we look at all three vallaslin:
Emmrich and Davrin:
(they have some discussions about Davrin not believing in the Fade or liking it, this is the one which mentions the Dalish clan)
There are also a few other banters at the Lighthouse that mention the Fade and the sky. Mainly they are about Davrin being uncomfortable with the open space and stuff about him disbelieving the Fade: "Good. Because it's not the sky. Emmrich says it's the Fade. Me, I don't know what to think."
Final banter with Davrin:
So basically, the summary of what we know for certain is:
Davrin left his clan voluntarily because he felt restless, he did not care about tradition and lessons, and he wanted to see the world
He felt like he did not fit in his clan since he was a kid
He was also hunting everything he could find until Eldrin taught him the way of the Three Trees and to protect life by hunting darkness (monsters)
Eldrin is like an uncle for him and lives isolated (unsure if he is part of Davrin's clan) and Davrin used to spend summers helping him with the hallas
Davrin feels like he pissed off his clan, he rejected them and both Davrin and Bellara agree it would be hard for him to go back
In another dialogue, he says he actually did not think the clan would take him back at all even if he crawled back asking for help ("Like a failure" he says)
He does not regret joining the Grey Wardens and looking for adventures, but he seems to regret that came at the cost of leaving the clan and not being able to return or keep in contact with them
Also, he says the outside world was different from what he imagined
PART 2 HERE
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Did you see the clip of Joe yesterday?
Is it a clip now? Oh lord....was it funny at least?
It was the first time he ever used the F word in a conference.
He cursed? Y'all lying...I be trying to get him to curse, he don't curse when I'm talking to him...
#again love love loveeee this style of press conference where they get joe to talk about ja'marr a lot the first day#then report everything he said back to ja'marr the next day#truly they do have to communicate with each other in the MOST indirect convoluted ways#exhausting! just make them do these together!!! can you imagine them arguing about whether ja'marr's ever asked for the ball like that??#but still. this version of reality is also Very Good.#is it a clip now?? oh lord... just so wife embarrassed about husband coded if i'm being honest!#like 'oh what did he say now!! i hope it was at least funny!'#and then not believing that joe cursed (just like he didn't believe joe winked earlier in the year)#constantly trying to figure this man out <3#you know he's going to be on joe even more to curse now#the thing is i feel like joe probably doesn't curse much in casual conversion. midwestern polite boy and all that#but he's a grown-ass man so i'm sure he DOES curse occasionally#but maybe knowing how much ja'marr wants him to...he purposefully does it less around him to mess with him#that's a dynamic i fully believe for them#ja'marr chase#joe burrow#joe'marr
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First sounders is here! I got the shining version, his visor lights up! Literally the coolest thing I own right now
Look at him! Yours has Lazerbeak, too!
Mass displaced mech 18+ đśď¸
Everything Is Alright Pt 57
IDW Starscream x Reader, Soundwave x Reader
⢠Staring at you as you hide your face against his servo youâre still clinging to, heâs frozen. You like him? As in a friend or something more? Needing to ask, but afraid of the answer. Months ago he would have scoffed, likely said âof course, you do.â Now? It matters, you matter. âYou like Soundwave, too â he mutters not meaning to say it, but unable to stop himself. Remembering the otherâs scent on you and how at ease you are around the communications officer. Your little face gets even redder, hands going white knuckled at how hard youâre holding into his servo. Wants to stop, let it go instead of trying to find a problem. Sabotaging himself like he always does.
⢠Throat dry in a mix of humiliation that youâre almost sure he didnât quite understand what you meant and embarrassment because you do like them both and you have no idea how to explain it to him when you canât even understand it yourself. Wanting them both, falling in love with them both for different reasons. Itâs not like you can help it, you didnât ask for any of this. But heâs just staring at you, disappointed or angry. Youâre too afraid to look up and find out.
⢠Your silence is answer enough and he tips his head back. Remembering Soundwaveâs offer to share. Is that why? Doesnât want to imagine you in Soundwaveâs berth, but canât help it. Jealousy twisting through him as he mass shifts even knowing fully well he doesnât have the energy reserves to go back later. That heâs going to be stuck and at the mercy of whoever finds him, but needing to touch you. Needing you. You make a startled noise as he catches you to him, burying his face against your throat. âStar, I thought you said you couldnât,â you murmur words trailing off when he kisses you, servos fisting in your hair. Needing to feel you against him, to prove to you and him both that youâre his.
⢠Thereâs nothing gentle about this kiss, his mouth bruising against yours, all heat and demand that you feel yourself respond to. An arm curling around his neck as one of his big hands grips your butt to crush you to him. Denta nip you bottom lip as he rumbles, dragging you down with you him and shifting over you. Thereâs no hesitation when you spread your thighs for him and he stretches out on top of you. That mouth leaving yours to press kisses and bites against your neck before pulling away. Thereâs an angry edge in his optics, in the faint trembling of his wings, that mixes unease with anticipation. Then heâs pulling your pants down over your hips, not even bothering with the closure or your shirt. Just reaching to cup you, stroking with his servos until you tremble.
⢠Servos sliding against you, he frees his spike and shifts between your thighs to bury himself deep in that welcoming heat. Hips rocking as he lets his head drop against your shoulder, enjoying the way you feel under him. Wanting so much more. Has Soundwave had this? Felt your tight heat gripping his spike? Those little noises youâre making as he props himself up and lazily thrusts, have you made them for anyone else? For Soundwave? Your hands find his wings, stroking over them as he ruts against you. Calming himself with the feel of you under him. Sharing? This is his. Youâre his.
⢠Head thrown back, lips parted you lose yourself in the feel of him moving against you, stroking deep inside you. His venting growls, snarls and hitching groans twining with the wet sound of his spike stroking inside you. His mouth brushes your jaw, your mouth, the crook of your neck as you cling to him. Feel his hand gripping your hip as he goes up to sit with his legs folded under him, dragging your hips up, servos tightening as gets rougher, more urgent. Feeling every deep drive of his spike inside you hitting right there at this angle until youâre crying out.
⢠Wings shuddering as you tighten on him, milking his spike, he manages a handful more thrusts before heâs coming apart and driving deep to fill you. One of his hands hitting the berth near your head as he bows over you, the exertion of mass displacing and then this catching up and dragging at him. Venting raggedly as you curl your arms around his neck, trying to draw him down to you even as heâs trying to not just collapse on top of you. âStar?â
⢠Somethingâs wrong, heâs shaking against you, optics glowing dimmer than normal. Head sagging until his helm is pressed against your shoulder and he mutters what you suspect is profanity in Cybertronian before heâs pulling away enough to slump beside you instead of on you. Head turning to stare at you as panic claws up your throat.
⢠Rumble and Frenzy still havenât returned from patrol. Servo tapping idly on his desk, Soundwave glances at where Ravage and Lazerbeak are resting. Knowing the two likely know more than theyâre letting on. Heâs about to wake them and ask when your panic crashes into him, a living thing tearing through his processor. And heâs on his feet, his chair falling back as he strides from his quarters and down the hall. Not running, but focused on that panic realizing itâs not for you. Youâre safe, but terrified. Needing him.
⢠Hands nervously fluttering over him as he raggedly vents, you donât know what to do or even whatâs wrong. Heâd said he didnât have the energy before to mass shift, but heâd done it anyway. Does he just need energon? You have no idea where to get that and canât even get down from the berth anyway. Hating being so small when all his stuff is so big. âStar, tell me what to do,â you murmur, leaning over him as his optics shutter, open, shutter again at your touch.
⢠Drifting from energon deprivation, itâs the sound of his door sliding open that rouses him. Tears a snarl from him as he tries to get up, hooking an arm around your waist to drag you behind. Or to try anyway. And then he realizes itâs Soundwave, because of course it is. Baring his denta at the other Decepticon, because like this? He canât defend himself. Canât defend you. Canât stop Soundwave from ending him and just taking you.
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Day 14: Cuckold
Jisun x Male Reader x OC
Kinkvember Day 14
The sun was setting as I poured myself a glass of wine, the warm amber liquid swirling in the glass as I stared out the window. My wife, Jisun, was in the kitchen, humming a soft tune as she cooked dinner. She was a vision in her apron, her raven hair cascading down her back, her almond-shaped eyes sparkling with life. She was everything I could have asked for in a wifeâbeautiful, intelligent, and incredibly sexy.
The doorbell rang, and I smiled, knowing who it was. I walked to the door and opened it to find my old friend, Jake, standing there with a grin on his face. "Long time no see, man," he said, clapping me on the back as he stepped inside.
"It's been too long, Jake," I replied, leading him into the living room. "How have you been?"
"Can't complain," he said, sitting down on the couch. "Life's been good. How about you and Jisun? Still living the dream?"
I chuckled, "Absolutely. She's amazing."
Jisun walked into the room, her eyes widening slightly as she saw Jake. "Jake, it's been ages," she said, her voice soft and melodic.
"Too long, Jisun," he replied, standing up to hug her. "You look incredible."
I watched as they embraced, a flicker of something primal stirring within me. I had always found Jake attractive, and the thought of him with Jisun sent a shiver down my spine.
"So, what brings you to our humble abode?" Jisun asked, sitting down next to Jake on the couch.
"I was just in the neighborhood and thought I'd stop by," he said, his eyes lingering on Jisun's face. "You know, catch up with old friends."
I smiled, "Well, we're glad you did."
The three of us chatted for a while, the conversation flowing easily between us. As the night wore on, I noticed Jake's gaze shifting to Jisun more and more often, and I saw the way her lips parted slightly as she talked to him. I could almost see the tension building between them, and it was intoxicating.
"You know," I said, leaning back in my chair, "I've always wanted to see you two together."
Jisun's eyes widened, and Jake raised an eyebrow. "What do you mean?" he asked.
I smiled, "I mean, I've always thought you two would make a great pair. Jisun, you're so beautiful, and Jake, you're so... manly."
Jake chuckled, "Well, I can't argue with that."
Jisun blushed, her eyes flicking between the two of us. "I don't know," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Come on, Jisun," I said, standing up and walking over to the couch. "You can't tell me you haven't thought about it."
She looked up at me, her eyes filled with a mix of desire and uncertainty. "I... I don't know what to say."
I smiled, reaching down to stroke her cheek. "Say yes," I whispered.
She looked at Jake, her lips parting slightly as she took in his strong jawline and broad shoulders. "Yes," she whispered.
Jake's eyes darkened, and he reached out to tangle his fingers in her hair, pulling her closer. She let out a soft moan as his lips crashed down on hers, his tongue sliding into her mouth. I watched as they kissed, my cock hardening in my pants as I imagined what was to come.
Jake broke the kiss, his breath ragged. "Fuck, Jisun," he murmured, his eyes locked on hers. "You're so fucking sexy."
She smiled, her cheeks flushed. "So are you mmhhhh" she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
I watched as Jake stood up, pulling Jisun to her feet as well. He pushed her up against the wall, his hands roaming over her body as he kissed her again. She moaned into his mouth, her hands gripping his shirt as she ground against him.
I watched as Jake's hands slipped under her dress, his fingers tracing the edge of her panties. She let out a soft gasp as he slipped a finger inside her, his thumb rubbing against her clit.
"You're so fucking wet," he murmured, his voice ragged. "I can't wait to taste you."
He dropped to his knees, his hands gripping her thighs as he pulled her panties down. I watched as he buried his face in her pussy, his tongue licking and sucking her folds. She let out a loud moan, her hands gripping his hair as she rode his face.
"Fuck, Jake," she breathed, her eyes locked on mine. "That feels so good."
I watched as Jake's fingers slipped inside her, his tongue fucking her as he brought her to the brink of orgasm. She let out a scream as she came, her body shaking as waves of pleasure washed over her.
Jake stood up, his cock hard and ready as he kissed her again. "I want to fuck you," he murmured, his voice thick with desire.
She smiled, her eyes locked on his. "Yes," she whispered. "I want that too."
I watched as Jake turned her around, bending her over the couch as he positioned himself behind her. He slid his cock into her pussy, both of them letting out a loud moan as he filled her completely.
"Fuck, you're so tight," he murmured, his hands gripping her hips as he started to move.
I watched as they fucked, my cock aching with need as I imagined what it would feel like to be inside her. Jisun let out a loud moan, her body shaking as Jake pounded into her.
"Harder," she breathed, her voice ragged. "Fuck me harder."
Jake obliged, his hips slamming into hers as he brought her to the brink of another orgasm. I watched as her body shook, her pussy clenching around his cock as she came again.
Jake let out a groan, his body tensing as he came inside her. He pulled out, his cock glistening with her juices as he smiled at her.
"That was amazing," he said, his voice breathless.
Jisun smiled back, her eyes locked on his. "It really was," she murmured.
I walked over to them, my cock rock hard as I joined them on the couch. "I want you to suck my cock," I said, my voice thick with desire.
She smiled, her eyes filled with lust as she knelt in front of me. She took my cock in her mouth, her tongue swirling around the head as she sucked me deep. I let out a loud moan, my hands gripping her hair as I fucked her mouth.
"That's it, baby," I murmured, my hips moving as I brought myself closer to the edge. "Suck my cock."
She let out a moan, her mouth filled with my cock as she sucked me harder. I could feel my orgasm building, and I knew it was only a matter of time before I came.
"I'm gonna come," I breathed, my body tensing as I filled her mouth with my cum.
She swallowed it all, her eyes locked on mine as she licked her lips. "Mmm," she said, her voice filled with satisfaction. "That was delicious."
The three of us collapsed onto the couch, our bodies slick with sweat as we caught our breath. I looked at Jisun, her eyes filled with lust and desire as she smiled at me.
"That was amazing," she said, her voice soft.
I smiled back, my hand reaching out to tangle in her hair. "It really was," I said, my voice filled with satisfaction.
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hiii Iâd like to make a request for LADSđ
scenarios for the boys (specifically the original 3) when you meet and youâre already dating someone (maybe eventually you leave them for one of the boys). like. i can imagine raf and xav having a hard time keeping their cool about it and perhaps zayne acting the way he did in neon night since he doesnât remember but fjdjsksm
You actually sent this a day before I got Neon Night, so I was able to reference it in real time and not look up the card on YT or anything, I'm so happy-- This was actually super fun, thank you so much for the request!! I hope you enjoy <3 (I'm gonna warn you tho, I made it a bit angsty--)
LaDS men when you're already dating someone [for now-]
Rafayel -
Rafayel is... upset.
to say the least.
He'll act rude and obnoxious to whoever it is you're dating at the time, to an uncharacteristically high level of sass and snippy comments. You have to try and ask him what's gotten into him, but he won't answer you.
Further meetings will go just as smoothly, so your current partner will just chalk up to you having an oddly rude friend.
He'll say something that comes across as weird to you at some point- a biting comment during a completely unrelated argument about how he waited so long for you, searching high and low for any trace of you returning again, and you didn't even have the courtesy to wait for him.
He'll leave angry, but he'll stand in the hallway regretting it, because he knows. He knows you don't remember him, and he can't keep faulting you for that. But damn-
It hurts.
It hurts to know that he did everything he could to find you, to protect you- to keep you safe until he could see you again. Talk to you again. Love you again.
But here you were.
Just out of reach again.
Xavier -
You're trying to handle a toddler now, not a grown man.
He's so upset, it's borderline ridiculous.
It's like any comment or conversation starter your current partner tries to toss at Xavier, it doesn't even make it out of the hangar before it's shot down.
Any attempts you make to be friendly with him are also met with snippy remarks.
He did not travel as far as he did, do every single hard thing he had up until this point- just to lose to some average every-day person who was currently enjoying holding your hand.
His jealously is through the roof.
His pouting face is actually pretty cute, though, so there's that.
After sulking for a long time, he'll start inviting you places more frequently, under the guise of wanting to hang out more as coworkers.
His actual motives are trying to make you see just how good of a partner he could be for you.
Yes he's trying to steal you out from under your current partner's feet.
Is it working...?
Sylus -
He's not surprised.
He's also not threatened.
What, was Sylus supposed to suspect that someone with no recollection of him or your previous time knowing each other would hold out for him, until you met again?
He tries his best to be a rational man, as there would be no rationality in getting upset at you for something you have no knowledge of.
He's hurt, but he also has a mild sense of confidence coating his doubts and pain.
He knows you'll come around to him eventually- it's everything that fate had destined, he'll muse jokingly to himself.
Still, he can't help a little doubt itching in his subconscious. He doesn't have any way of outwardly handling it, though.
He isn't the type to flaunt what he has in front of other people in order to appear better. It's gaudy to him, and shows just how little someone actually is worth if they're so desperate to put themselves above another through a dollar amount.
Treats your current partner with the same level of respect he does towards you, and shows them similar levels of care.
They make you happy, and he doesn't want that ever taken from you.
No matter how badly he wants you all to himself.
Zayne -
If it bothers him, you would never be able to tell.
Always the epitome of kindness and civility no matter who he's dealing with as long as they aren't unkind to those who matter to him- namely you- the person you're dating is treated no differently.
That is, as long as they're treating you properly.
He's no overprotective psychopath, but he does have his own concerns given some of the patients he has treated in the past. As long as certain basic criteria are met, he doesn't see any issue with it.
Still he's... a bit sad.
He blames himself wholeheartedly, for going away for so long. For leaving you alone. It's his own fault for missing his chance with you, and while somewhere deep inside of him is praying on your current partner's downfall- it's a very small portion in the back of his mind. Something dark he'll never truly humor.
He wants you to be happy, above anything else. Above personal feelings, his own wishes, anything. And if your current partner is making you happy, then that's all he could ever wish for.
Even through the sting.
He's happy as long as you are.
#love and deepspace#.writey#lads#lds#x reader#sylus x reader#rafayel x reader#zayne x reader#xavier x reader
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JUST AN WRITING IDEA.
I just had a weird writing idea. Imagine you are a daughter from a very influential and wealthy business family. Your parents want to set you up for an arrange marriage with a powerful family just like yours. So to escape from this arranged marriage you came up with a plan. You told your parents you like yandere and want to marry him only. And your parents loved this. Because after all yandere has everything power, status, reputation, money, everything. But how come you are ready to marry him? What's the sudden change of heart? After throwing so many tantrums and rejecting numerous grooms.
Well few days ago your best friend told you that yandere likes only men and might be in a secret relationship with his male secretary. And he doesn't tell about his sexuality to anyone because his family who has most of the shares of company is homophobic.
So you made a plan. You told your parents you want to marry yandere only and no one else and yandere doesn't like women so he will obviously reject you and you will cry over the rejection and postpone your arrange marriage for some months in the facade of heartbreak.
Your plan began. To show your family and people that you are badly down for yandere you did many things. You flirted with him like a shameless every chance you got.
Would tell everyone how you are madly in love with him and will marry him one day. While people thinking that you are the most delusional person on this earth.
You would crash into his office uninvited and act like a cute girlfriend which you totally are not.
Would call him the most weird and chessy names like "My marshmallow, my sweet pea, love of my life, my future husband" in front of everyone while yandere ignores you like it's a daily occurrence which actually now has become a daily occurence.
"Won't you give your girlfriend a hug or a kiss?"
"I know your way of telling me that you love me is ignoring me"
One day you brought a huge ass size flower bouquet for him while saying "Since you don't give me flowers one of us have to do this babe"
You quite enjoyed teasing him. And did I mention you also teased his secreaty with yandere's name. By saying "Yandere is quite good looking good choice secretary. Have a nice night" while winking at him.
You are hundred percent sure that yandere thinks you are one of his crazy delulu fangirls just like thousands of many. But is only tolerating you because you are daughter of one of his important person.
Until one day he drags you into a corner at an event. Traping your back infront of a wall with his arms from side towering above you.
"Are you really that desperate to marry me, huh?" He asked.
"Well of course after all you are the love of my life " you Said smiling staying in your crazy fangirl character.
"Then marry me this weekend " he said with the most straight expression.
"Wait. Aren't you gay?" You said being totally surprised.
"I have always liked women y/n. "
Little do you know yandere ignored you in start but as the time passed now you have got him stuck with your thoughts 24/7. And there is no way backing out now. He is going to have you no matter what.
This is just a idea I got into my mind and shared it with you. Hope you liked it. If you want a longer version let me know through comments.
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HOW HE LOVES | d. wayne | 0.4k
SYNOPSIS: how does damian wayne show his love for you?
ANON: âhi author!! wanted to just make an ask to see if you would write something with damian? if it's okay with you, may it be sfw and romantic? hc's or not, whatever you prefer!!â
A/N: i did some research about his culture and found some interesting facts about how love and endreament is shown in the arabic languages. if i made any mistakes while turning the gendered phrases gn, please let me know.
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REDAMANCY: The endless labyrinth of your minds has been unlocked and explored by both of you. Words are unnecessary for Damian to understand what you want and need. Your presence has left an indelible mark on his heart. Itâs the way the two of you gradually reshape your speech, crafting a language of your ownâhow a glance across a crowded room signals that you want to leave, and heâs at your side in an instant. Your hand finds his. Together, youâre out the door. He knows your routine by heart. He knows youâll come home tired, so heâs already queued up your favorite show on the DVR, snacks spread out on the table.
ACTIONS FOR YOU: In the beginning stages of your relationship, Damian doesnât express his love through words or elaborate phrases woven with sophistication. His love shows in his actionsâthe subtle ways he tries to brighten your everyday life. Itâs the way he washes your hair when youâre too exhausted, how he wakes up early to prepare you something to eat, how he ties your shoelaces when they come undone, how he straightens your outfit with care.
âIâll do it. Only because you asked me to.â
ONLY YOU: Damian only sees you. The crowd fades to a dull blur, while you stand out like the sun. Youâre his choice, the one he wants to share every moment with. Waking up, getting ready, cooking, strolling to the grocery store, wandering through the park at duskâall of it is with you. He canât imagine it any other way.
âYouâyou are the exception, ya hayati.â
THE DETAILS: Nothing escapes his notice. Itâs the way he brews two cups of coffee for you both, the way he listens to every word you say as though itâs etched in his mind, even if itâs as simple as how your day went. After particularly hard days, he stays close. He peels a piece of fruit, splitting it in half to share, because everything tastes better when itâs with you. Damian cares for the small things.
âYouâre definitely the only person Iâd do this for.â
WORDS LIKE AMBROSIA: As your relationship deepens, Damianâs promises become like whispered prayers on an altarâa vow etched into his soul. With his words, he assures you that heâll be by your side, if youâll have him. Softly, he tells you, âBahlam feekumââI dream of youâeach night, a phrase that carries weight in its quiet way. To dream of someone is no small thing; itâs a gesture of devotion.
Š ROBINSFILM ďš I do not give consent for my writing to be posted or used on any other platforms without my permission and proper credit.
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âËâĄâĄâËâš.Lunch Rush.âšËââĄâĄËâ
[CEO!Husband!Yunho x BlackFem!Exec!Reader]
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âĄđ ࣪ Ö´ÖśÖ¸âž. Where you and Yunho wanted to start trying for a baby, and with a long lunch break in your schedules, you decide to pay him a visit to try your hand at conception.
content: car sex, semi-public sex, thigh riding, cloth-ripping, piv, unprotected sex (wrap it up irl pls), cowgirl, doggy, full fledged backshots, like 2 creampies?
word count: 3.4k
a/n: This fic cost me 5 FUCKING DOLLARS TO MAKE?!?!?! I had to pay to use a fake text generator, so if any of you have a site or app that I can make fake text messages FOR FREE then PLEASE let me knowđ. This was self indulgent but I wanna dedicate this fic to all my fellow HotteoksđŤśđž And the bitches that fantasize about getting nutted in and getting it poppinâ in the back of the parking lot (in theory of course)! WwaBRiM (if you canât tell from the fact the reader is rocking soft locsđ)
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To this dayâŚyou and Yunhoâs BIGGEST regret in your relationshipâŚis and ALWAYS WILL BEâŚ.agreeing to go to the christening of your friendsâ 6-month old baby boy.
Everything was beautiful. The ceremony, the cathedral, the way the baby nestled into Yunhoâs arms so naturally, and reached out to play with your bangles with such curiosity and wonder. It altered both of your brain chemistries, and you werenât sure if it was for the better or not.
Your friends didnât help either, saying things like âParenthood would look so good on you two!â and âI canât wait for your baby shower invitations.â.
How could theyâŚâŚ.
After you pushed your meetings back to later in the week. After Yunho gave his team a free day when they couldâve been in the office perfecting the play-through on his new game before its release. Two very busy people with very busy work schedules, and you carved out time to come support your friends and their son, and they pay you back withâŚâŚ.
BABY FEVER?!?!
You and Yunho planned your futures out to a T. Go to university, get your respective degrees, join a company that you interned with, work your way up, become the boss, get married, honeymoon in The Maldives and spend your paid vacation days in The Swiss Alps.
Starting a family was definitely in there somewhere, but everything fell in line so well that it got lost. Youâre at the top of your gamesâŚYunho, figuratively and literally, with his gaming company being the best in the country and allâŚand you became the creative director for a top cosmetic brand. It really was all good. But it was lacking. And you both felt it. Ever since that christening.
You felt it every time one of your work partners went on maternity and paternity leave. Every time there were children in the offices on âBring Your Kids to Work Dayâ. Every time Yunho saw posts or videos of kids around the world dressing up as characters he helped create. Every time your homegirls would send you milestones of their babies taking their first walk, or biting into a lemon for the first time. You two worked hard and accomplished everything you wanted to, everything except starting a family. It resonated for days after that christening.
For Weeks.
Months, even.
The energy around the house shifted. Yunho would steal glances at you as you did the simplest of routines, imagining your belly being round as you sip your favorite tea in the kitchen, waddling from room to room barefoot and pregnant. And youâd watch attentively as heâd play his video games, envisioning a child full of joy as he teaches them how to defeat their first villain. After a while it got to a point where neither of you would hide it. It became all too real, too wanted. And why not? What was stopping you two?
Everything was green lit once you and Yunho put it into the atmosphere and finally discussed it. You both were just about ready to start baby proofing the house and nothing even happened yet, becoming more proactive than you already were. Tracking apps were monitored, routines were tweaked, and everything seemed to be doableâŚbut your work schedulesâŚyour jobs were the biggest obstacle. Just when could you slip away for a bit to see each other? When would be the right time to make a ba-
âHey, Iâm picking up my kid so we can go to lunch. Iâll be back in 2 hours!â
Your Editor in Chief pops their head in your office briefly before heading down the hall to the elevator, snapping you out of your rambling thoughts.
âŚâŚâŚâŚ..Lunch Break.
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You reverse your sedan into the space next to him before hoping out and swishing towards the driverâs door, knocking softy. Your ears perk up at the sound of r&b playing and a silent laugh escapes you. The dark windows of the door lower, revealing Yunho in the driverâs seat, fully reclined with the top buttons of his shirt undone and the silver crucifix you adorned him with for your anniversary gleaming.
âFor a second I thought you were backing out on me.â He smiles at you, his voice deeper than usual, evidence of a brief stolen nap. âTraffic was hell, I wouldâve been here in half the time otherwise.â The door unlocks and you climb in, grazing over Yunhoâs body as he adjusts the driverâs seat sitting up slightly, he grabs ahold of you to help you straddle him and closes the door back behind you. And like clockwork, you lean in, beginning your onslaught of abuse on his lips.
Snaking your hands into Yunhoâs hair, he moans, deepening the kiss, his tongue dancing ever so eloquently with yours. âI missed you.â He says breathlessly between kisses, âYou saw me this morning before I left boo!â You tease him, fixing his glasses back up the bridge of his nose that slid down in the midst of your passion, âThatâs too long.â He pokes his lips out, and you console him with light pecks to ease his playful angst. âYouâre so needy, you know that right?â âAnd you love me for it.â
Yunho starts to undo his shirt more, a sinister smile on the corner of his lips as he looks you over. âCome here,â You lean into him, your hand placed against his bare chest, the rock on your wedding band a flashy contrast to his skin. âLift up for me baby.â You lift off of Yunho for a second as he helps you readjust yourself, now straddling one of his thighs. The pinstriped black skirt you wore for work today riding up your thighs. You let out a huff, immediately feeling the pressure of Yunhoâs toned thigh on your bundle of nerves. Your black tights and panties not serving as any sort of buffer to the sensations. Your pussy lips spread apart feeling the course texture of his slacks. You let out a staggering sigh, reality finally setting in what you were about to do. âThatâs right, youâre gonna ride me and come all over my thigh, and thennn~â Yunho begins to rock your hips back and forth on his thigh. You lurch forward, your right hand immediately planting on the interior wall of the Rover, âDamn, feels good right?â âYeah, yes it does. Fuck.â
You place your other hand on his shoulder, stealing support as you rock onto him quicker, a few front strands of your freshly done soft locs coming undone from the high pony you put them in this morning, to his delight. Yunho enjoyed the sight of you working yourself on him, he loved how neat you looked before you climbed in the suv with him, and is obsessed with the thought of how disheveled and fucked out youâre gonna look when heâs done and you climb back out. Fuck, itâs all heâs thought about since you mentioned it in the texts. He couldnât wait to get his hands on you, to touch you, to feel you, to fuck you, to ruin you, to caress you, to make love to you, to put a baby in youâŚâŚfinally.
You watch Yunho as he closes his eyes, deep in thought, mindlessly guiding your hips against him, as if heâs immediately feeling all of the pleasure that you are in that moment. You begin to rock against him quicker, an impending climax moments away. Yunho opens his eyes, watching you as your moans get louder, less polite, more shameless. You lean your head forward trying to compose yourself as much as you possibly can in this situation, and he smiles at the sight. âIâm closeâŚâŚâŚ..fuck, Iâm close.â Your hand now caresses his face as you lean your head on his shoulder, hunching him like a bitch in heat. âYouâre close?â âYeahhhh~â âFuck, youâre gonna come all over my thigh like that?â âYeah!â âYeahhh, just like that?â âYes! Yes! Just like that!â Yunho bounces his leg softly as you continue to rake against it, riding out your high as a warm dampness spreads on his designer slacks. He moans at the feeling, damn near coming untouched just from witnessing your pleaser unfold before him.
You steady your panting for air. Embarrassed, you pat at the wet spot you left on your husband, âI did not expect that I-â âI did, youâre ovulating.â Yunho caresses your cheeks fully heated with shame, and kisses you, laughing into the kiss. âI donât think you understand how hot that was, donât apologize my love.â He gestures to the passenger seat, helping you off of him and guiding you there to sit tight and catch yourself for a second. He then leans the drivers seat back fully again, stepping over it to sit in the spacious middle seat. He unbuttons his shirt the rest of the way before removing his glasses, tossing them somewhere far in the back seats. He holds one of his hands out to you, patting his thigh sharply with his other, ordering your immediate presence.
You crawl over the front armrest and take Yunhoâs hand as he helps you towards him. You start to kneel down in front of him and he stops you, âNooo no, no, none of that today.â âBut I really want to.â âI knowww, and you do it so well, but weâre kind of on a fixed schedule.â Yunho gestures behind you to the time on the soft glowing screen on the dashboard. You sigh in agreement, âI wanted to get you ready too.â âOh babe,â He begins to undue his belt buckle and pants, his fully hard cock slapping against his lower abdomen as he slides his pants down lower freeing him. âDoes it look like I need to get ready?â Your mouth waters, his cock glistening as precum trails down the tip, and you moan at the sight. âOh my God.â He laughs at your eager demeanor, âCome here baby,â he pats his thighs again signaling you to straddle him once more, your legs on either side of him cushioned by the materials used to adorn the luxury car seats.
Yunho hikes your skirt up higher, sliding his hands underneath to trail down your sheer-tights-clad inner thighs and up to your panties. Your breaths were short, shallow, hesitant. You closed your eyes as Yunho felt you up, getting you worked up again in the process, unbeknownst to himself, or was this all part of his plan? âThese werenât too pricey, right?â He pinches at your tights, âNo they werenât, why?â
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You gasp as you feel the force from Yunho ripping your tights right down the middle, smacking his shoulder. âThey werenât pricey but they were my favorite!â âShhh, Iâll buy you 10 more.â You lean your head on his shoulder, poutingâŚuntil you feel his slender hands move your panties to the side. Your breath begins to get shallow again, feeling his warm tip slide up and down your wet folds. You moan involuntarily, âAwww, come on baby I havenât even put it in yet.â âI knowww, I donât know whatâs wrong with me today.â âI do,â You feel him slowly push into you, leaning your head back as you cry out. âThis cunt was just waaaiting to get fucked, because today is a little different than the other days,â He picks up his pace, fucking up into you steady but firm, âToday your pussy is a little bit more needy for me,â the recoil of your ass sending vibrations through your lower body as Yunhoâs movements are relentless. âToday youâre gonna let me get you pregnant.â
And there it was. Your brain immediately shuts off. âIâm gonna fuck you so good, and so hard-â âUnnnnhhhhhooohhhh my Godddddd!â âYeahhhhh, yeah let me hear you baby,â You grip the disheveled collar of Yunhoâs shirt, completely at his mercy, taking what he gives you. âIâm gonna cum all in this pretty fucking cunt and get you pregnant, Iâm gonna make you a Mommy.â âYunho Please! Pleaseee~â âPlease what my love?â Yunho lifts your chin up to meet his gaze, your dark brown eyes staring several miles into his own, communicating beyond a frequency that sound couldnât even capture in that moment, and he understood every bit of itâŚbut figured it would be fulfilling just to hear it fall from your lips, âPleaseeee? What.â âPlease make me a Mommy~â In seconds, he snakes an arm around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest as he drills into you. âAhhhhhh!!!!â The sound of your screams, bounce off the interior of the car, and you pray that the seats absorb it all.
âYesss, yes! Let me hear you Mama. Fuckkkk let me hear you!â âFuckkkk!â âUh huhhh~ Fuck! You sound so good taking my dick like this! Ughhhh~â You both were a mess, fully enraptured in pleasure and no longer prisoners to time. You place your forehead against Yunhoâs now eye to eye as he continues to lean into you with force, your breathing syncing with his, both chasing your highs. âYouâre gonna cum, arenât you.â He asks you with dark eyes, almost as if it wasnât a request. Suddenly youâre whimpering against his lips, âYeah you are gonna cum, youâre close, so close for me.â âIâm-â âIâm gonna-â He mocks, imitating your whines, âYouâre gonna what, cream around me and take this cum like a good little wife?â All you could do was gasp at his sharp remarks, âYouâre gonna cum for me like a good little wife? Hm?â âYeah!â âYeah? Youâre gonna take my fucking cum like a good fucking wife?â âYes! Yes! Ye- Yes! Yes! Yes!â You gush around him, repeating your words like a mantra against his ear. He returns the favor, âGood Girlâ replaying in his surprisingly vulgar vocabulary as he finishes inside of you. You collapse against him for some time. Aligning your heaving chest with his as you both come down. Clammy from the altercation. You swivel around some assuming it may help with the progress, and he moans a little.
âWhat are you doing?â Yunho laughs at you endearingly, watching you be an unintentional menace. âI donât know I just thought it might do something.â You giggle some, lifting off of his softening length with your combined messes drooling out of you and down your inner thighs. Yunho takes it all in, shaking his head in amazement at the fucked out state of you. Just as he imagined it, better than he imagined, even. Staring him down, you study his body language, how he looks subtly exhausted but not TOO drained. Almost as if on a bodily timer, your temperature starts to rise again, âYouâre plotting.â you narrow your eyes at him. Sucking in a sharp breath between teeth, Yunho helps you up, only to place you over the front armrest.
You squirm as your stomach and breasts make contact with the cold leather. âSee I KNEW you were plotting!â âOh hush, donât act like youâre not excited.â Yunho makes light work of your tights, pulling off and discarding what was left of it, and sliding your panties off of one of your legs in order to spread them further apart. Your breathing catches at the gust of air that hits your pussy. Yunhoâs cock inches away as he works his hand over it. He reaches his hand around holding it out to your mouth, âSpit.â, and you oblige him. He continues to work himself hard again, one hand bunching your business skirt up your waist, exposing your bare ass. His hand slides down to caress it, before landing a harsh smack, resorting back to soothing over the stinging spot. All marks undetectable on your brown skin, he lands a few more smacks on both cheeks, knowing heâll be safe. You jolt and whine at the barrage of sharp pain and he leans down to pepper the side of your face in kisses, rubbing your attacked spots to soothe the pain.
âDonât forget to breathe my love.â You didnât realize you werenât until he mentioned it, immediately offloading a heavy breath. Yunho clicks his tongue as he braces one hand on your shoulder to hold you in place, fiddling with the bunched up hem of your skirt. Your body stiffens as you feel him use his fingers to collect your cum and push it back into your pussy. You shudder in pleasure, still recovering from your last high, not too far from another if touched too much. You feel him shift behind you again as his cock teases its way past your entrance one more time. âMmm, You wore this skirt on purpose Mama?â He glides into you with ease, bottoming out effortlessly, and you sink into the armrest, your moan resembling that of a pornstarâs. âYou knew you were gonna see me to get this pretty pussy filled, Hmm?â Yunho immediately picks up the pace, keeping his hand firm on your shoulder, guiding you back onto him. âOoooohhhhh~â âYeahhhh? You wore this skirt because you knew you were gonna get knocked up with my babies? Huh?â Yunhoâs words started to slur as they turned into shameless moans, âYeahhh~ keep moaning for me, itâs just us here, keep going, I wanna hear youuu~â even he started sounding pornstar-like, it was music to your already ringing ears.
He began to pound into you with fervor, your tits now hanging over the armrest, bouncing violently as you grip the seating of the driverâs and passengers seat to avoid going headfirst into the dashboard. âOh fuckkkk Iâm gonna cum again, shit- shit- shittttt~â Yunho plants a foot on the flooring of the suv to steady himself as he leans flush against your back, engulfing you. âYes, yes, yessss~ come inside of me pleaseeee~â Your final plea sends him over the edge, ultimately setting off a chain reaction that makes you cum around him all over again.
You shudder with each thrust as he slows his pace gradually before coming to a complete stop, staying in the same position as he bear hugs you from behind over the dashboard. You laugh to yourselves as you match your breathing once more, an exercise you both had been doing since the start of everything. Thank God workers at Yunhoâs job actually took advantage of leaving the facility for lunch, or else your windows definitely wouldâve been knocked on. Sure, the 5% tint helps, but youâre sure the car rocking wouldâve given enough away.
Yunho peels himself off of you and helps you up, sitting you down next to him in the middle seats. You lay your head on his shoulders, the both of you visibly fucked out, his shirt open and hanging off of one shoulder with a button or two missing, crucifix chain crooked yet still sitting proudly on his chest, even after such a sinful act, your soft locs fully down, and splayed along and running down the side of Yunhoâs torso, your skirt and his pants still undone, your blouse surprisingly still somewhat presentable. You both sit in solitude and enjoyment of each other for a little while. Yunho looks down at you lovingly, watching as you pull your phone out to do something. âAre you doing what I think youâre doing?â âLetting the Editor in Chief know that Iâll be out of the office for the rest of the day? Noo, I couldnât possiblyâŚâ âOh well thatâs a shameâŚâ You look at your husband, waiting, âBecause I told the team to take the rest of the day off.â THATâS why the deck looked so lifeless. âI canât believe you set me up!â He peppers your face in kisses one last time.
âAlright, letâs get out of here, we definitely need to change. Weâre celebrating tonight.â âTonight? Forrrrr?â âFor theeeeâŚ..you knowâŚ..â Yunho gestures towards himself then your stomach, and you grin knowingly. âThe lunch rush?â âExactlyyy, the lunch rush.â He says before pulling you in for one last kiss. Yunho helps fix up your appearance before assisting you out of the Range Rover and back into your car. Kissing you for the last time yet again. âIâll be right behind you.â He starts back to his vehicle, looking over to you, âOh, feel free to put me in your schedule whenever you have an hour or two for lunch. Just to make sure it takes.â Yunho winks at you, getting back in the car as you both leave work for the day.
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âJust Breatheâ
Yoongi x Reader
Summary: You're nervous about meeting Yoongi's parents for the first time
Warnings: angst/comfort, brief mentions of toxic family life, not proofread
A/N: Thanks to @vicky-chaos for this request! I hope you like it!
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The late afternoon sun warmed your back as you walked down the street hand in hand with Yoongi, the familiar hum of street noise around you a welcome soundtrack that you hoped would distract from the anxious thoughts that had been filtering through your mind all day.
Normally you loved going on errand runs like these with Yoongi, finding comfort in the mundane routine, but today you had found yourself unable to relax fully and enjoy yourself, even now fidgeting with the handles of the shopping bags in your free hand.
Yoongiâs parents were coming to visit for the weekend, and he had asked if you wanted to help him cook dinner on the first night so that you could meet them. You had been touched that he wanted to introduce you to them at all and had agreed to the plan eagerly enough at first, but inside, there had been a growing tinge of âwhat if?â.
If this evening didnât go well, you worried how it would affect you and Yoongiâs relationship going forward.
Yoongi had noticed your growing nerves and had tried to reassure you that things would be fine, even giving you a crash course on his parents' personalities and interests to help make you feel more confident and give you something to talk to them about.
â-And Dad likes reading, so just keep conversation focused around that if you canât think of anything else.â He finished as you were headed back towards where he had parked the car.
âRightâŚâ You replied distantly, chewing on your lip.
âItâll be fine, donât worry.â He assured you, squeezing your hand gently.
You nodded, but you couldnât stop your heart still anxiously skittering around your ribcage, seeking out escape.
âHey,â His tone was much softer now, drawing your attention back to him with a gentle touch on your cheek, letting his fingers just brush over your skin in the same way that he did as you fell asleep at night. âJust breathe, okay? Everything will be fine. Theyâre gonna love you.â
You hesitated for the briefest moment.
âWhat if they donât?â Your asked quietly, breaking his heart at how small you sounded.
He knew his parents werenât the easiest to get along with, especially his father, but he had faith that they would see what a beautiful and remarkable person you were. He couldnât imagine anyone meeting you and not immediately falling for your warm heart and infectious personality.
But no matter how many times Yoongi tried to encourage and reassure you, your anxieties over what could possibly go wrong persisted.
He knew your fears werenât entirely unfounded; it was no secret to him that the relationship between you and your own parents was difficult to say the least, leaving you with more than a few emotional scars that you were slowly trying to heal. But he was not so secretly hoping that this might be the start of a better relationship with parental figures for you, that you might start to view his family as your own. He just needed you to believe.
âIf they donât like you, then thatâs their problem and theyâll have to get over it.â He told you matter-of-factly.
âYoongi-â You started, but he stopped you.
âI mean it, if they know me and care about me at all, then theyâll make the effort to get along with the person I love.â
Your eyes shot up to meet his in shock, making him realize his accidental admission.
âYou love me?â You asked.
âYeah, of course I do.â He said, trying to ignore the creeping redness that he could feel coloring his face.
âItâs just-, youâve never said that before.â You pointed out, still staring at him.
âIâve felt it for a while, Iâd just been trying to find the right time to say something.â He replied quietly, suddenly finding the pavement very interesting as he scratched at the back of his neck self-consciously. âAnd itâs no big deal, you donât have to say anything ba-â
âI love you too.â You cut him off.
His head snapped back up, his dark eyes filled with cautious hope.
âReally?âÂ
You nodded. âI always have.â
Before you could blink, Yoongi closed the gap between you, crushing you to his chest in a hug that nearly knocked the wind out of you.
âI love you.â He mumbled into your hair. âI love you so fucking much, and nothing anyone says can ever change that. Not my parents, not anyone.â
Your eyes stung at his words, trying to fight back the sudden wave of emotions that threatened to overtake you.
âI love you too.â You managed, blinking away the wetness in your eyes.
It was moments like this that reminded you of just how thankful you were to have Yoongi in your life, always willing to make room for you, to protect you, to fight for you.
After a long moment, he pulled away enough to meet your eye again.
âWe got this, yeah?â He asked. âWeâll be okay.â
You nodded, a small, genuine smile creeping across your face for the first time today.
âLets go home.â He said, catching your hand in his again and giving it a slight squeeze.
The two of you walked on together in comfortable silence, savoring the feel of the shared warmth of your joined hands, keeping away the autumn chill that tried to chill your fingers.
Everything would be okay. So long as you had each other to hold onto, you could face anything.
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Not sure if you are taking request but can we get an angst with Matt where like reader and him are dating for years but recently comments have been getting to her or people have been following her home and eventually she decideds to break up with Matt but Matt takes things to in his hands where heâs tells ppl to stop and they get back together?(Lol sorry if it didnât make sense but thank you)
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You are the only thing I want - Matt Sturniolo
Sumary: You and Matt had a secret relationship and when you decide to make it public everything goes wrong...
Warnings: angst hate messages towards reader, this is just angst with a happy ending
A/n: Leave me ideas to write in my inbox because I'm running out of ideas. I'm sorry if something is misspelled or not understood. My first language is not English. By the way, what do you think of my new theme, in my opinion, it's very cute like the baby pink and light brown. đŠˇđ§¸
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It had been exactly fourteen months since the first time you and Matt kissed. You hadn't imagined then how important he would become in your life, nor that being with him would be so complicated. Because, although you adored each other and the bond between you grew every day, that relationship had to be kept secret. It was a mutual decision, made for practical reasons. At first, the thrill of secrecy made everything more exciting. But now, you both felt exhausted.
You had spent too many nights talking secretly in the car, dates arranged down to the last detail so as not to be seen, or moments of solitude where, instead of shouting to the world how much you loved each other, you had to hide it like a forbidden secret. The situation was starting to weigh on you.
That night, you were on the couch at Matt's house. He was holding you, and your head was resting on his shoulder while you felt his fingers playing with the strands of your hair.
"Aren't you tired of this?" he asked quietly, breaking the silence.
You raised your head and looked at him, searching his eyes for what he really wanted to say.
"What are you talking about?"
"About having to hide⌠about not being able to tell anyone how amazing you are." Matt smiled, but his eyes reflected a sadness that you shared.
"Of course I'm tired. Sometimes I wish we could be a normal couple".
"Then let's do it", he suggested, giving your hand a squeeze. "Let's make it public. I don't care what others say. I want to be with you, and I want everyone to know it."
The idea made you feel butterflies in your stomach. The love you had for Matt was bigger than any fear, and the fact that he was willing to share your relationship with his fans made you feel special. You decided to announce it on social media.
When Matt uploaded the first photo of the two of you together, you felt a mix of excitement and nervousness. The image showed an intimate moment, a selfie of the two smiling on the beach, with the sunset in the background. The caption was simple but powerful: âOver a year together, and weâre just getting started.â
For the first few hours, the response was overwhelmingly positive. There were comments from fans congratulating and supporting them: âThey look beautiful together,â âFinally someone makes Matt happy as he deserves,â âWhat a great couple they make!â
But over time, other types of messages began to appear. âHer? Is he really with her?â, âSheâs not enough for him,â âSheâs only with him for fame, Iâm sure sheâll use him to become famous,â âPoor Matt, he deserves someone better.â
At first, you tried not to take them seriously. But every time you checked your phone, more of those comments appeared. There were people criticizing your appearance: âSheâs too basic for someone like him,â âSheâs not even pretty, how dare she date Matt?â, âMatt deserves someone more attractive.â
The words cut you deeply. You knew you shouldnât let those comments affect you, but you couldnât stop the doubts from starting to poison your mind. Every time you looked in the mirror, you started to see those flaws that others mentioned. Insecurity began to invade you in a way you hadnât experienced before.
Matt tried to comfort you whenever he noticed you looking down. Sometimes, during the night, he would catch you reading the comments on your phone, and he would simply take the phone away from you and hold you, whispering that he loved you and that was all that mattered.
âYou donât need to listen to those people, babe,â he said, looking at you with a sincere expression. âThey donât know anything about you, they donât know how amazing you are.â
The comments didnât stop, though. Every day they became crueler and crueler. Rumors began to circulate suggesting that you were only with Matt to gain followers, or that you were using his fame to make yourself known. People commented on every aspect of your life, from how you dressed to how you looked without makeup. There were those who said things like, âItâs obvious that she dresses like that to get attention, canât she dress up better?â or âShe should thank Matt for giving her a chance, sheâs just an ordinary girl.â
At some point, comments were no longer the only thing. People started following you home, taking photos of you without your permission, and even trying to get close to you to ask you invasive questions. You felt watched and judged at every turn, and little by little, you started to believe that you weren't enough, that maybe all those people were right.
The pressure began to be unbearable. Your self-esteem plummeted, and every time you looked in the mirror, you saw someone who, according to the world, wasnât enough. Matt tried to cheer you up, to remind you how much he loved you, but you couldnât stand it anymore.
One night, after one of your most difficult conversations, you asked him to meet you. Matt came over to your house, and as soon as you saw him, he knew something was wrong. He stared at you in silence as you searched for the words to say to him.
âMatt⌠I canât do this anymore,â you whispered, your voice shaking.
âWhat are you saying?â he asked, frowning, clearly worried.
âI canât be in this relationship anymore. The pressure, the comments⌠theyâre tearing me apart. I canât take it anymore.
Matt looked at you, unable to process what you were saying. He was trying to understand, but the pain in your eyes made it clear to him that you were really hurt.
âBut⌠I love you, and I donât care what other people think. They donât understand what we have.â
âI know, Matt. I know you love me, but I canât go on like this. Iâm losing myself in all of this.â It's getting harder and harder to get up and pretend everything is okay.
You took a deep breath, trying to hold back your tears. âMatt⌠I canât keep going like this. I canât handle the pressure, the comments, the people following me everywhere. I feel like Iâm losing myself, and I donât want to drag you into this. I think⌠I think itâs best that we break up.â
The goodbye was hard and heartbreaking for both of us. In the days that followed, Matt stayed away from social media, not mentioning anything about what had happened. He isolated himself, trying to understand how the love of his life had to walk away because of the cruelty of others.
Weeks went by as you tried to get over the situation, even though you felt empty. However, one afternoon, while you were checking your social media, you noticed a post from Matt that surprised you.
It was a photo of you and him that Nick had taken, and the message was clear and direct: âI don't give a shit what others say about my girlfriend. I'm with her because I love her, and that's never going to change.â
Matt's public statement was not only a message to his fans, but a promise that he was willing to stand up for what they had. Feeling a torrent of emotions, you decided to call him. When he answered, his voice trembled with emotion.
"I can't go on without you" he said quietly, while you tried to hold back your tears.
"Me neither, Matt⌠I love you."
That night, they met again, and between tears and hugs, they knew that this time there would be nothing and no one that could separate.
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