#I WANT TO HURT SOMEONE

[technoromanticism]

Had one big breakdown and now i keep having many small ones after, enough of that already.

- :)

[fandomly-obsessed]

I'm an angry person.

I have rage in my heart and spite in my bones.

I am born of it.

I spit fire from my tongue and relish in the burns.

But I know restraint. I know when to cast aside emotion for the sake of progress.

I seethe to see others do not.

But I know restraint.

I know to spit fire would only breed more conflict.

So I remain silent,

and let my fire burn me instead.

And I remain silent if only to stop from screaming at the world for being unfair.

But I know restraint,

and while my fingers shake and turn blue at their creeping frost, I burn from inside.

I wonder which of us will destroy me first.

[katsuki-king-of-twinks]

I know what's happening, okay? I see it!

But any posting I do on the subject is going to be minimal, mostly bc I don't have the fucking words... and bc I know others more articulate than I are saying the things that ought to be said.

All I will say is this: I live in a state where I know my right to an abortion will be defended and protected. It would be easy for me, at least for the time being, to feel like this doesn't affect me.

But 1) ignoring the injustice that other people across the country are going to have to fight against purely because I personally will not be affected (for now) is the most selfish, privileged bullshit I can think of.

And 2) this decision is going to have much further reaching consequences than some may realize. The right to an abortion is not the only right being threatened here.

All of which is to say, not posting about these current events on tumblr dot com is okay and allowed, but please don't ignore what's happening. You can come here to escape like I do, into the fandoms you like and the fantasy worlds of your choosing, bc what's going on is A LOT to process... but please don't retreat into them entirely and shirk all responsibility. Take care of yourself, take a step back and forget for a few hours if you need to, but don't neglect to engage in the real world with what's going on. Do whatever you are capable of doing to defend what's right and just.

[virtue-and-beneviolence]

I! wanna! write! need! inspiration!

[killer-beans]

i am literally shaking with anger right now over nothing

[1-800-i-hate-myself]

Repress the rage,  Repress the rage,  Repress the rage,  Repress the rage, Repress the rage, Repress the rage, Repress the rage, Repress the rage, REPRESS THE FUCKING RAGE

[oceansinthedesert]

do you know how fucking desperate I have to be to dry swallow a pill

[declamatory]

Waking up with a heart full of rage 👌

[mystockintrade]

I caved. I started watching Season 3 of The Musketeers BBC and i?’m already eating my feelings and regretting everything. Also I’m already very mad at Sylvie. And i’m barely 3 episodes in… Get away from Milady’s man, Sylvie. He’s not on the market. He’s MARRIED, even if he’s ignoring that fact, he is married. Because his wife, Milady survived the hanging that should have killed her, they are still married, in the eyes of God.

[somecraydude]

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

[freezedriedramen]

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[colourmeinfinity]

I hate you Fuck off You knew better than to send me that shit Fucking asshole You fucking KNEW it would upset me Fuck. I hate you.

[rosiesprite-blog]

why do i switch moods so fast i was just fine and then shit happens and now i feel dead inside and im full of anger

[nicotine666-blog1]

I'm so fucking angry and hostile and UGH I'm so fuck Ed up