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hello anyone possibly following this account how are ya

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hi. I deserve to be burned

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I'm so fucked up somebody euthanize me please please please please please please please KILL ME RIGHG NOW

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I want to paint my walls red

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I missed the taste of blood

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nobody likes me nobody wants to spend time with me or be my friend this is just one of the few simple challenges I, a simple piece of shut, face on a daily basis

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hi I'm Felix and I crave Death

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I'm so fucking angry and hostile and UGH I'm so fuck Ed up

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am I allowed to feel this way

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I don't know what to believe anymore

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why do you even bother you know they don't wanna see you

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ifucked up

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think imgonna call into work so I can go to the hospital or somethjng

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I'm sorry for not wanting to share my feelings but I am legitimately scared that it will ruin multiple friendships please understand that I don't want that I don't want to lose you as a friend like ever I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

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I want to burn myself set myself on fire bathe in gasoline then light up a cigarette all I do is piss people off I don't even know what I did wrong maybe I should stop existing altogether maybe then the world will be a better place

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yeah well GUESS FUCKING WHAT when you delete someone off every single social media site they're not just going to assume : oh they just had a panic attack and are just trying to save them self from doig something stupid NO OBVIOUSLY MY BPD ASS IS GOIG TO THINK RIGHT AWAY THAT YOU HATE ME AND DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WOTH ME

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I'm convinced everyone hates me and I want to fucking destroy myself I've been crying in bed since I woke up I just want to die I want to die I wANT TO FUCKING DIE