#I WANT TO HUG THEM SO BAD GUYS
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"Y'know rover, I haven't always been there for my team. But this time, I'll''
JSIAKSJSKS I LOVE YOU PIDGE ššš
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Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#chilchuck tims#kabru#BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry.#Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong:#ādude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of youā. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH.#This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated.#I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them.#Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad.#When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment!#I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug.#Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends)#and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off.#I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi.#obligatory edit because Iām tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc#YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him.#I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference
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I donāt really know how to say this in a better way so imma just say it
If you think John Dory is a bad character then respectfully, you have no idea what being an oldest sibling is like.
He didnāt abandon his brothers. He was pushed to a point of having to be responsible for four younger brothers, ranging from baby to teenager, trying to coordinate and pull off good if not perfect shows, trying to help Rosiepuff raise both them and himself while also dealing with trollstice and the troll tree while also struggling with an ever growing *need* to be perfect. It doesnāt matter how much you love your siblings- if youāre stressed enough, youāre going to snap and youāre going to snap at them. And you know what? He probably hated himself for that too. And for the fact that he couldnāt be perfect. Any oldest sibling knows the guilt of not being good enough and presumably tearing down their younger siblings in the processā¦itās awful. No fuckin wonder he walked away, bro was what, 17?? 18??? He shouldnāt have had to do that. And he didnāt just abandon his brothers knowing what was gonna happen to Branch. From his perspective, he walked away knowing full well Spruce and Clay could step up, and that Rosiepuff would still be there. He had no way of knowing Branch would end up alone and gray, because if he did, he never would have left.
John Dory is not a bad character. He loves his brothers.
Edit: some people are saying he didnāt come back until he needed something. He came back to an empty troll tree- he thought his brothers were dead. He probably only left for a few months or so! He didnāt abandon them. He had every intention to come back and did. His family was just gone.
#idk if this is a vent or an analysis#Iām just so tired of people making him out to be an unloving brother#guys#he thought they were dead#he was *so* excited to see all of them and they wouldnāt even give him a hug#being an older/oldest sibling is fuckin hard#Iām the second oldest of a bunch of kids in similar age ranges to Brozone#when I tell you#I would snap way sooner than he did#itās just not fair to him or his character to say he abandoned them on purpose#or that he brazenly made them be something they didnāt want to be for the band with no regrets#I guarantee you#it kept him up at night when he fought with his brothers#he probably hated himself for making his brothers unhappy#but what else could he do#he was stressed out and desperate#John Dory is not a bad character#heās an oldest brother who didnāt get a chance to finish his own childhood.#trolls#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#trolls John Dory#trolls jd#realizations#rambles#brozone
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offers this to you
Oh my god it IS just them omg
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pata hai last kuch din i was very busy with my project kyunki final dena tha and binding karni thi etc to wo karwayi then i went to the bookfair bekaar tha then parso submit karne jaa rahi to subah accident hogaya (bhai ki bike skid hogayi and we fell down) and now i have a big ass blue bruise on my upper thigh and my parents don't even know lmao and kal ek science conference thi to i had to sit in an auditorium for 6 hours listening to accomplished people speak. that's what you missed now your turn
omg i knew everything in this except for the accident cause i stalk your blog vigorously everyday are you okay!!!!!!!!!! did you get tetanus shots!!!!!!!!!! also on your upper thigh oh no that's where future jiju is supposed to write MINE na as per our beloved song guilty as sin?
#did u have fun at the conference it must've been cool huh women in stem and all that#bookfair being bad is so sucky i was so excited for you to go i thought you'd send pictures too of books we like#also u already know everything i posted everything and every thought#i ate chinese but it didn't feel that good because my sister isn't here and we didn't eat it together watching#koffee or splitsvilla and i realised that it's not just the chinese food it's the whole hanging out that i love sm :((#kal well i told you pata hai the brownie place we met it's kinda new and cool types so uske bathroom mein#there was a button and it said press at your own risk and when we did it became a dj like the lights went out and#there when flashing spinning disco lights and party songs were playing mere mein wo aaya hum toh naye andaz hai apna purana#it was sooo cool im adding it to the list of places you'll visit when u come here!!!!!!!#also the food was soooo shockingly reasonably priced everything was under 200 rs!!!!! which is big for a dessert place here#and like great quantity great taste too my stupid people from office used to say it's awesome but i didn't believe them and never tried it#because they're all losers lol but i grudgingly admit that they were right#also ummmm hmm okay pata hai i realised ki oh okay im happy with who i am#like bachpan mein i used to feel very sad and loser like because dad was too strict to let me go out raat ko and everyone in school would#go to this club we went to kal and i always felt i was missing out and i wanted to be all cool and fun too#but it was kinda so boring and normal and i was like wow okay i didn't miss out i was spending days and nights reading books being in#fandoms and i was actually very happy!!!!! so like yay idk small thing bt yk i realised that oh it was okay and everything will be okay too#i kinda want to talk to that guy now like i weirdly feel like im longing for what could've been? which is ridiculous because#we were 11 and i barely talked to him back then because shy and friends would tease and i didn't realise it was a crush#i don't want to DATE him because like tbh i already know we're very different people but like wouldn't it be fun to idk make out once#then i got the urge to download dating app but i resisted the urge and won i don't think im made for casual things#me and my bestie were laughing about this yesterday too she was like i just don't understand how people can have sex one day and then#not give a fuck about each other the next day like idk if we have sex im having your kids and i was like ikrrrr like bhai sex is toh very#big im going to be attached if we hug i literally did!!!!! so we decided no more casual/situationships for us#phew okay more rambling on whatsapp love u bye this became too long#saumyuuuuuu
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asian american haley and emily ....
#stardew valley#sdv emily#sdv haley#fuck it I DONT CARE ANYMOOOOREEEE#[ASIAN BEAMS THEM WITH MY MINDS EYE]#i keep thinking abt that girl who cosplayed haley and hc her as asian it literally made my heart flutter soooo bad#and the time i talked to my friend 50 and told them i wanted to make emily asian american but i wasnt sure what#and they said 'how about taiwanese?' and my third eye opened š³#idkkkk i feel so much closer and happier having something in common with them like heritage or culture and stuff#i love this idea. this is MY ver of haley and emily [puts them near my heart and hugs] š¤š#there arent a lot of people of color in the valley i just wanted to have more guys to relate to šš#i hc more than half the marriageable ncps as mixed /poc now haha hoho#anyway im just talking to myself bcz i couldnt sleep lmao gn
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really also wendy's "good ending" centering around a beautiful (presumably terrible as usual) Family(tm) Meal is sure like, an expression of that idea that it's beautiful & not terrible of Superiors to just pay any kind of attention to their Inferiors....wendy gets to have family dinner As Deserved because these are Her Kids who have gotta show up when she feels like it's family dinner time, not even a question that they wouldn't. and despite that, even as the "good" parent of the two, wendy's attention to her children is of the "minimal maintenance / occasional Exceptional demand" kind, it sure Is that "good" that wendy chooses to do any of that ever, or to be like okay we're having this family meal now with me because i want that. like it was Good that chuck sr. wants to do whatever he does to his son because, right there, that's His Kid, so. family as a hierarchy is definitely beautiful, why not psuedo marriages like when some epic guy with true claims to being a Real Man is like yeah sure i guess i want to have this woman, therein lies perhaps some beautiful redemption for that man if this woman is magnanimous & not like too inadequate or selfish as to not motivate him to Better himself, or not Try to do so. wendy sure won't break with axe fully ever no matter what, which would've been selfish of her (had to be a reason she didn't go to superhell with him that Didn't damage his ego, as is apparently always the case in turning down any winner around here. Taken For Granted you will of course grant them access to whatever they want, like dragging you along on their banishment when like, has this guy talked to his ex wife about his kids before doing this? who knows. or that one kid he projected on? well that doesn't count, nice of you to do the Performance of being unconditional support man, but no problem if you forget he exists. that's not Your Kid in any way that's supposed to play into your power like Your Family (ft. kids you own))
#only kind of breaking with this in axe Actually materially & in spirit supporting taylor going off & doing their own thing. last second.#wendy supports this insofar as she has forgotten taylor exists / is not interested like whatcha doing lately. great. don't tell her#wags just also Definitely stays after s5 because uhhh. scooter never breaks with prince until he's taken down anyway; great#& can walk away himself b/c Family protected him after him just no problem like yeah i believe in this guy So Much i'll consider murders#in between explaining he's not racist while he's right there to explain that for himself i'm sure. while redditors go why was this gay#just little Nonstop Backup Sidekick Eternal Enabling ''partner'' things there for sure. what; like how women are supposed to do?#obviously we just Assume rian has no issue w/taylor forgetting she exists. & that's correct. taylor who also Must see her off though#just Good Dynamics on billions.series#winston billions#meanwhile if you're as inferior as winston you can get another Gracious Gift of Contempt on your way out#and then taylor will lead the way hurting you (only to then take a back seat b/c wags is Superior) & rian need only be asked to twice#while there's about half a dozen reasons she should be upset at wags &/or taylor over that but no. & she's now forgotten winston exists#which; yes; is fine as usual. if you're barely less inferior? you're so Peersy as usual that maybe you live together now. nobody cares#as per ben & tuk like eugh the kind of Cringe Gay dynamic men who aren't Tough Enough deserve. wendy's ''care'' for everyone is#beautiful; in that she forgets they exist but wants to be god of their life whenever she feels like it. ben & tuk caring about each other#when they don't Have to as part of some Status Difference & when they care about Others & want to hug them? Bitches in a Bad way#wendy's a girlboss who wouldn't care about Feelings the way that the Ungirlbosses do. she cares abt superior mens' & then telling others#what their feelings should be & what to do with them. & she cares about Feeling like she should get to have dinner with her kids today
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i just had a thought so
basically
i'm listening to bnha ost albums and getting emotional over them and thinking abt how much i fuckin love yuki hayashi's soundtracks and how they're why i can never really hate the anime at all even when i see people complain abt things with how it was adaptedāand yeah i'll acknowledge when things are cut and be annoyed too but. to say i hate the anime over it?? no i couldn't
and anyway it made me think of how i used to listen to the sao and naruto osts on youtube and sometimes i'd read the comments and it was usually a bunch of dudebros in their late teens-early 30s roughly (iirc lol) talking abt how the soundtracks were so good and how they brought up nostalgia from when they were 7, 9, 12, 13, etc etc. and i just thought. like damn
so many people on my side of fandom spaces may hate on dudebros in their fandoms but like. many of them are just here enjoying the story yk??? and like. we're such different people and yet we love the same story and (in my case example specifically) all appreciating the music from that same show and reminiscing the same moments and well. maybe we're not so different after all yk and isn't that beautiful???
me personally it makes me want to cry a little
bc we're such different people but at the end of the day we're also two people whose hearts were both touched by the same story, two people who love the same storyāand through that, in that wayāeven though we're so different at a face levelācan't we still understand each other??? can't we still find a way to reach each others hearts???
#augh#orv-coded thoughts lol#orv permeates everything for me so. well. yeah#bnha#naruto#sao#sword art online#rq rambles#bnha ost#yuki hayashi#anime#anime ost#orv-esque#fandom#on fandom#if u embrace ur fandom dudebros some of them will embrace u back <3#one of my middle school friends who i'd still consider a friend even if we're not as close is your basic straight guy anime watcher#and he's rly chill and fun and cool to hang out with#grahhhh ik people are referring to a certain category of dudebros when they talk abt ādudebrosā in fandom#and i've used the term in that way sometimes too#but damn. we're really all just people#and if we're hostile to them how will they engage with fandom outside of spaces with other dudebros??#like. idk we push them into these spaces together where they're just gonna learn all the bs the shitty kind of dudebros (Dudebrosā¢ļø) do/say#ngl i think this especially bad in the bnha fandom#bc some guy will draw some cute izuocha art of them hugging or smth and then he gets attacked and called homophobic which is just. ?????#raghhhhh that kind of shit actually makes me so mad lol#bc wow y'all wtaf let people ship who they want to ship???#anyway i feel this edging towards rant territory and these tags are already way too long so ima cut myself off here lol
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Also kinda related to my last post but. When I went to get my orthopedic consultation it was in this HUGE medical building with a whole ass physical therapy division. I canāt really describe what I felt when I walked into the gym and saw all these people working with specialists to help train their muscles or to walk again or to strengthen parts of their bodies that had undergone trauma from an accident or whatever else. It was kinda sad but also very hopeful to see?? Idk I just felt really emotional seeing that nfjkandvnj
#Shima speaks#It's about the human nature of wanting to help others. You know??#It's about seeing all those people work so hard and being like. Yeah. You guys are AWESOME. You went through smth to get to this point#Probably a lot of pain and suffering#And now you're doing smth to make it better and there's someone with you to guide you on that path#It gave me the warm fuzzies. I wanted to give a hug to all the people in there and tell them they're doing so so fantastic and great#People are amazing!! Humans are really very resilient creatures!! Smth bad happens and we fall down but we get back up again!#Sometimes with a bit of help!! And that's okay too!! Bc that's part of our nature! We help people!!!#Catch me being emo on a Friday morning about the PT division. Pshh
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Call that a Cave Story.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen chao#wang lingjiao#mianmian#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#I had to cut the comic with JC 'holding WWX back from fighting the Wen Assholes' but it is with me in spirit.#It reads (to me) a little bit like JC is scared of Core Melting Hand and wants to have an excuse to hold on to WWX for comfort.#As far as I can recall they are around 15-17 in this arc.#And a guy who can rip out your golden core? The thing we know JC truly puts so much weight upon that he feels meaningless without it?#Yeah that's pretty terrifying. I hope WWX hugs back (he will not)#I have a lot more thoughts on Wang Lingjiao and Mianmian but I will keep them for later.#WLJ is a character I feel got done a little dirty because she has a ton of interesting potential that gets pushed aside for Mean Villainess#Let's be fully honest. Wen Chao and Wang Lingjiao are *THE* characters the Protag of one of those 'Reincarnated as the villain!' stories#Set up to be assholes to the main character and meeting a horrible end in retribution.#Do you think MXTX thought about that? How Wen Chao is basically the original Shen QiugQiu?#Who's going to be the brave soul who writes A transmigrator in wen chao's body (accidently makes wwx fall in love with him) story?#Though If we are going with āany mxtx character sho dies transmigrates to another bookā WHO is the transmigrator?#Hear me out. I think it should be Original Liu Qingge. I think he and wwx would make a funny duo and I want to see it so bad.#AND the contrast of womanizer Wen Chao VS 'What is a woman' LQG.
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Constantly thinking abour karen wheeler btw but in a way that makes everyone here super madsies
#my problem is that when ppl say they like their female characters problematic they mean#'i want them to have flaws that i can blame on the nearest male character' and tbh thatd so boring and also. pretty infantilizing?#tbh to the point where its like do you guys even get karens character or. anyways.#like So Many Thoughts#like shes either the narc emotionally abusive mother or a victimized angel š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ neither of which is true btw#im so pretentious i like to think that i get where karen fits in the fabric of st's themes#i think positioning her as a 'freak' kind of defeats that? bc karen to me always seemed like the opposite#shes attrative skinny formerly a cheerleader charismatic white and suburban. shes literally a white boomer named karen.#all of that is complicated by the fact that shes also a woman who was raised in the veryyy conservativ era of the 50s#shes very much someone who is smart but also follows the tides and only really rebels when its the popular counter culture to do#like her at the pool in s3 with all her other housewife friends#and its like so easy to get what ppl say about her mothering skills but it often gets pushed into very black and white discourse#like karen obviously cares about her kids but its a case of actions mattering more than words and performance#like karen will TELL mike that she wants him to talk to her and shell hug him when shes supposed to (performance) but when mike had symptoms#of ptsd? karen punishes him. but also ptsd was not super well known back then#but what im saying is that karen PERFORMS but is she actually a safe person to go to? i think thats what her arc is about#like thats why the mikekaren hug at the end of s4 was important bc not only does she hug him hut she also makes it clear she doesnt want to#lose him#its that reassurance after a traumatizing event from a parent that kids and teens need!#i think karen does what she thinks she is supposed to do but also i think shes the typical white boomer who lacks a lot of self awareness#in how she treats ppl#doesnt make her a bad person. honestly i think shes a good person#i think when all characters are humanized and flawed what separates a good person from a bad person in st#is whether they like to inflict pain (like brenner) or if theyre just a flawed human beings (good but nuanced)#girl whos been thinking abt karen all day <- me
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It still doesn't feel right to sleep alone...
But I don't remember what or WHO I had with me before...
(( aughhh mod got hit with another wave of missing Steph and instead of trying to just SLEEP I decided to make this. I dunno why. but it exists. soooooo... yep. ))
#Evan speaks š” š#not asks#evan emh ask blog#evan rp blog#goodnight guys#but i'm not even kidding. I miss her so bad it's not even fun at this point. it's me one moment away from collapsing & sobbing over my gf.#like AUGHHH Jesus!!!! LET ME SLEEP. I KNOW she was great I WANNA SLEEP-#I just wanna kiss her again. :[[[[#or hug her. anything! :'(((((((#mod is talking about kin shit#Evan Myers kin#emh kin#mod whines about Steph#cw scars#cw scarring#my artwork#poorly drawn scars. :| again#yes there are two different toned scars for a reason#yes his socks are mismatched.#yes he wears socks to bed.#yes. he has blankets I just didn't want to draw them here.#cw sh implied#< what the different colored scars are for#< the darker ones are the ones HABIT keeps around to tease him#< the ones on his leg are self inflicted...
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#on this random monday evening I'm feeling salty how growing up in my family any touches were strongly discouraged#and although I was and am loved by my family members#hugs were only for special occasions like bday or xmas and that's it. very short and impersonal#I grew up understanding that no one would want to touch me unless required by social norms#we would eat at the same table as a family also only twice per year for xmas and easters#even birthdays were āhere's your slice of cake take it and go playā#affection was through service and food and care but hugs are so nice why would anyone hate hugs from a child ;-;#I don't think I ever heard and actual āI love youā from my parents either#and I tried to say ilys myself instead but it so visibly makes them uncomfy it's not even funny#too bad I'll never have my own kids to break this dumb tradition#but anyway guys tell your loved ones they're loved#it's better to say it more often than not at all#(also even my cat doesn't like to cuddle š„² what sort of military family is this eh)
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Sometimes I wonder about the limits of vampire spawn healing and then I remember Cazador and get really sad for all of his spawn.
#astarion#baldur's gate 3#cazador szarr#we know he tortured them horrifically#but have yall ever thought we might just be getting the cleaned up/friendly/simplified version#and what they all went through could be much much much worse than originally thought#i want to hug all the spawn#we probably know only the tip of his cruelty#spoilers#bg3 spoilers#i was thinking sweet at least there is some sort of upside for these guys#and imagining how useful vampire spawn could be in fights OR in risky situations#since they could take so many more risks a living humanoid can't without worry#and then I remembered it could also be a bad thing#the benefit of POSSIBLY being able to walk off an evisceration does not outweigh having to obey a master like cazador#because you know that sadist would probably abuse the hell out of that no pun intended#like if you ripped out part of a spawns spine would it regenerate as if nothing happened#if you chopped off a hand?#where does their regeneration end?#if you cut them exactly down the middle would you have 1 dead vampire spawn or 2 pissed vampire spawns#are they like starfish????#could a spawn in theory regenerate brain faster than a tadpole could eat it if the tadpole couldn't repress this ability
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In the silence of the night,
Flow my cold hard tears.Ā
The ones that could not do so,
During the noise of the day.Ā
I gasp for air while breathing well,
For I have always been a contradiction.
āBut god, did it have to hurt this much?ā
I write transparently on the wall.
How do they all do it?Ā
Living and laughing while dying inside.
While I struggle to keep a simple smile,
Much less, hold my head up high.
#I donāt feel like I can do it anymore#Sometimes I want to cut so badly but Iām trying so hard not to#Iām tired#I feel like Iām crumbling#I canāt deal with people#my friends would think that I keep my cheery mask for them#But no#I keep it for me too#Because if I fall#I fear that I will loose this battle#so I pretend that everything is okay and that Iām doing extraordinarily well#Meanwhile I canāt even get out of bed#I hope you guys like it#poetry#more poetry#depressing life#depressing shit#sad poem#sad poetry#sadperson#I donāt want to do this anymore#please#Please#I need my sisterās hugs so bad#fuck everything#fuck love#fuck life
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Me watching the og Trigun anime after starting trigun stampede 2 moths ago: oh gee those fucking cries sound so realistic and full of pain and hurt. You just dont get that kind of genuine quality very much in newer animes. I hope Stampede delivers the same quality
Me now, having just watched episode 11 and then rewatched it just to propperly process everything: SCREAMING AND CRYING THROWING UP KICKING MY LEGS SOBBING FUCKING BAWLING MY EYES OUT DYING VIOLENTLY SHAKING-
#trigun stampede#The og trigun anime got intense but stampede really hits a whole other level#ooh god#the manga is gonna wreck me just as bad isnt it#on one hand im actually thankful for once to have a whole week to just. process and internalize what the fuck just happened#but on the other hand i want vash to be ok so bad. i want him to get a nice hug and a couple boxes of donuts#and far the fuck away from his brother#Nai I love you honey but What the Ever Loving Fuck are you doing#Someone oughta shoot this guy#Episode 11 freaked me out so much#the body horror? yea ok i can deal with that#its disturbing but like i was expecting it to get worse on that front#the whole. Vash's situation?#im so uncomfortable and thoroughly disturbed#THE GIANT REM PLANT THOUGH#ALSO SOMEONE POINTED OUT WOLFWOOD DIDNT DISSAPEAR INTO THE GERANIUMS AND AND AND#THAT SCENE WHERE THEY MADE IT LOOK LIKE VASH HEARD HIM FROM HIS MINDSPACE?!#Im picking these things apart and rubbing my grimey bloody little hands all over them
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