#might b going 2 the zoo with my grandma tomorrow if it doesnt rain surely that will make me feel better
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#im feelin. so awesome#i think. its because i have not eaten since breakfast. and ive gone on two hour-long walks.#during one of which i got soaking fucking wet in the rain#idk#feelin. bad#might b going 2 the zoo with my grandma tomorrow if it doesnt rain surely that will make me feel better#<< guy who is ashamed to show their face at the zoo bc ive gotten turned down by jobs there twice now and oh god what if they recognize me#its fine. j would like 2 see the sharks. i havent seen them in like 2 years now#sigh. i would like a hug. real bad#i dont even know what it is this time im just. sigh#im tired. im exhausted. ive officially spent too much time at home#bc ive started referring to myself as a girl again both out loud and in my head out of instinct and that just does shit to the dysphoria#i knewww this was coming. the last like. 2 or 3 days ive felt ok abt where im at in life it had 2 come crashing down eventually#as in. rn#aaughghhh#i dont want 2 vent im not going 2 vent i refuse 2 vent#i will instead be screaming into a pillow and crying while i fold stupid laundry and listen to music too loud#delete later
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