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They hold hands… AS-TR’s glass is so fun to colour
Request from @rats-on-ice
#rolling with difficulty#rwd#E-DN rwd#AS-TR rwd#I don’t think they have tags but now they do#sapphic robots :D#cal’s art
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the far right candidate is winning in my province (in the primaries) and im scared for the presidential elections in october
#my province is important for the elections kfkfkfkf i wanna d*e#that candidate is called “argentinian tr*mp” for a reason#arg politics#<- a tag for anyone to blacklist#delfi.txt
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youtube is suddenly flooding my page with fox news, and they removed the "not interested" from the thumbnail's bullet menu, all they have is "share" and "add to queue"
theyve been adding more and more irrelevant shit to my feed but why tf are they adding this shit to it now. the last like. 10 things ive watched on youtube are old school vk music videos and some drag queens so its not like i accidentally clicked some conspiracy video
#also been seeing more t/e/rf made de/tr/ans/istion videos and thats aggravating#i look up one or two vo/ice tra/ining videos and i get a fuck ton of tr/ans/ph/obic recommendations#gotta emphasize d/et/rans isnt inherently bad but these specific videos are#weird censor bc i dont want this to show in tags
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Like fuck everyday I hate being in this GC more and more cuz I feel so awkward in there
#like its litteraly just those two talking and going in vc together#and I C A N go in but it just feels so awkward cuz i dont feel like his friend??#ive tr i e d being friends with him and talking with him and just trying to invite him to stream and stuff and hes just been sondistant so#i stopped trying#figured he didnt wanna be friends but being in the gc just forces it idk#and again. idk if other friend knows we even broke up and i just ugh#i dont wanna make things weird#but i feel weird#fuck
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#fathericraveviolencecore#i just. feel bad. like i spent so long id'ing as trans and only now do i get keep getting misgendered when ive decided im a girl again.#and like no wonder god i dress like the stereotype of someone you'd see at a university qc night most of the time and its like.#if i start wearing makeup and conforming now i'll feel anti-feminist and like ive lost my principles but god! god.#i want to burn every men's shirt that i own rn and like. i'm just really depressed about this. i didn't think i'd get dysphoria for my agab#and its difficult to talk about this on here because like. i worry im gonna be used as like. poster child transphobic d/e/tr/a/ns stuff#but like! its not! i liked being non-binary when it felt right! now it just doesn't!#god even my friend's done it too just. it hurts im tired.
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what manga should i read / write for??
#✩ ° 。⋆⸜ juknows#please#i have tr and hq basically under the belt and i’ll write some jjk & bnha#anything else#get me into stuff i’m b o r e d
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#juniper#s. t o p b e i ng s o e x ci t e d j u n i p e r.. d o. nt tr a. s f o r m..#b e e e calmmmm
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Emily fox teaching Lovie to read
BOOKWORM - alessia russo x child!reader
just a lil cute blurb as a treat after that wonderful start to arsenal’s uwcl campaign❤️🤍
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“so can you tell me what that word says?” emily asked as she had arranged the colourful letters into a words. she was sat with you helping to teach you to read.
alessia had tried so many ways to try and help you learn to read, she had used ways from google, tiktok, mum groups but non of it seemed to work. you would instead just get bored and rush off to do something else.
many of the other arsenal girls had also tried but you never seemed interested in doing it, instead finding something to avert your attention to.
but you’d been sat with emily now on the coach, a table in front of you for at least thirty minutes doing a letter game, where she would make a spell the letter for you but you had to read what it said. it so far seeming to work.
you sat with a concentrated look on your face as you tongue slightly poked out between your lips as you tried to work out the word emily had spelt for you.
“that’s a t- and a r” you said pointing at the colourful letters on the table as emily nodded on encouragingly with a smile on her face as you were close, “tr-tee no, tree!”
“yes! woo” emily cheered on as you sat with a proud smile on your face as emily moved the coloured letters once again, “should we try something a little trickier now?” emily turned to you as you paused for a second to think before nodding your head.
your mummy was watching on from the seats across the aisle, a small smile as she watched you thrive. you were learning and even though it had taken a few attempts with different people including herself she was glad you were finally getting it and having fun while doing it.
emily moved the letters to make a sentence, it going along the table, making sure you could make the words out. “right, you ready?” she asked as you hummed looking at the four words splayed across the table.
“um, t-h-e, the” you sounded the letters out as looked to the side slightly to see emily’s reaction knowing you were doing something right as she had an encouraging smile on her face. “the, d-o-g-, dog!”
“yes! your doing so well, keep sounded the letters out” emily encouraged as she pointed to the next letter of the new word.
“w-a-s.. um. was!” you got out after a few attempts of sounding the letters out as emily nodded pointing to the last letter of the last word.
“uh. u-p… s-e-t?” you sounded each letter out as you looked to emily a little confused as she gave you a few hints. “so try and say them together, up and set”
“upset?” you said a little hesitantly as emily encouraged you to carry on.
“get in tiny! now can you put all those words together to make the sentence” emily asked as you nodded, emily pointing back to the first word.
“the,, dog, was,, upset. the dog was upset!” emily cheered as you finished the sentence, a little face of surprise and shock came across you before a big smile overcame as emily high fived you.
an immense amount of pride filled you as you carried on talking and reading sentence out that emily placed on the table with the colourful letters.
you finishing up the last word of the sentence emily had splayed along the table, “your a superstar! that was excellent!” emily high fived you with two hands as you bounced up and down in your seat in excitement of your new skill.
“mummy!” you called out to your mum who was sat across from you and emily, busying herself with finishing some uni work in the spare time she had where her full attention didn’t need to be on you.
“yes baby?” alessia cooed as she looked up from her laptop with a small smile.
“i can read! emily teached me!” you said with such excitement as alessia corrected you on the word you butched slightly.
“that’s fantastic lovie, i’m so proud of you!” your mummy smiled proudly at you as your small heart felt all warm and fuzzy with a sense of accomplishment. “now you can start and read me a bedtime story” your mummy joked, it being a nightly routine that you wouldn’t fall asleep at home without a story but usually after the first few words you fell straight asleep.
you nodded, before making you way down the bus to tell everyone your new skill that you had mastered on the journey. the entire team being so excited for you.
“how on earth have you managed that foxy?” alessia asked, genuinely curious as the blonde had tried every way possible to teach you to read. emily just shrugging she hadn’t had a technique, nor had she ever taught a four year old to read before so she didn’t really know what she had done differently.
“you must of been a teacher in your past life!”
#woso community#woso x reader#woso#woso imagine#woso blurbs#awfc#arsenal women#alessia russo#arsenal wfc#alessia russo x y/n#alessia russo x reader#arsenal#awfc x reader#awfc imagine#emily fox#emily fox x y/n
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hey! is there any chance you can make the cordless landline phone as a default replacement for the standard phones sims use?
Yes! Here it is!
As requested! A functional mobile phone override version of the Cordless Landline Telephone ! At this point There’s a complete set for the Cordless Landline telephone 😅
You can only have a single phone override in your game at a time, so remember to only download a single .package file!
There are 15 options to choose from. Each phone (and subsequent file) is numbered to reflect the swatches in the picture above. I’ve also provided pictures of phone number 1 (Pink), 6 (Purple), 15 (Blue) and phone number 12 (Green) as a few in-game examples of how the phones look like.
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Download a Default Replacement/Override Phone ⤵️
✦ Ko-fi (Free) Just pick the option to pay 0$ Or ✦ Patreon (Free) Remember to only pick 1 file!
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I F O UGHH5V . R I S KECD MY GOH DAM N E D L I DC F E . a n d f o r q h at ? T h e S A M E H I V E S ??? T h e s a m e l a w n r i ng s , s a n s E V E R Y O N E I C A R E D ABOUT ? A w o r l d w h e r e o bo d y k n o w s m e, b e ca y s e I j u s t v f u v k i n g S H OCW E D U P??? t h e w o r s e b i t i s e v e r y t h i n g e l s e i s tbh e e x a ct g o g dam n s a m e. N o n e o f i t ea nt A N N6BTHING !! T h i s i s n t f u c kni n g " w i n n i n g " .
N o t h i n t e v e r F U C KI NF CH AN GE S
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Day 5: Tears Unnumbered
A letter from the private archives of Lord Elrond of Rivendell, now kept in the Royal Archives of Arnor.
My d[e]ar[es]t R[uk]o (name uncertain), I have high hopes for the battle to come so tr[y] [n]ot to fret too much (I know it […] like asking A[rie]n not to rise [b]ut try for me.) Here is a token of my [word illegible] to keep you safe (?). With [word illegilble], Fin[no]
Despite the obvious damage, this letter dated to the second half of the First Age is remarkably preserved from time thanks to countless layers of Elven enchantments. All the damage seems to have been inflicted during the lifetime of the person who received this letter (Elf Ruko), probably due to poor conditions of storage. The spots and smudges let the historians think they may be tears, for the paper shows no other sign of water damage, and some words are worn out by what may be frequent touch.
We may make the educated guess that this letter was re-read by the elf called Ruko after the battle as they mourned their friend Finno and was an object of high personal value. The historians of the First Age agree that the battle mentioned in this letter is likely to be the Nirnaeth Arnoediad, the battles of Tears Unnumbered, as it fits in the timeframe this letter is dated from.
Despite its briefness, this letter is a precious and rare testimony of a close friendship between two soldiers, showing that, despite the state of semi-constant war of the First Age, there was an efficient messenger service between the Elven strongholds.
We know not how this letter ended in the keeping of Lord Elrond of Rivendell, nor why he put such care in its preservation, but this is one of the last written primary sources we have from the First Age and we can only be grateful it survived to this day to offer us a brief glimpse of two unknown, long dead Elves.
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Hello good sir, I was wondering if you would take the time out of your day and consider making a headcannon of the TR characters "mikey, izana , sanzu, south" reaction to "there s/o being attacked and beaten for being in a relationship with them"
I would very much appreciate if you made this HC but I do understand if you did not, thanks for indulging me🙏
a/n: it's miss ^^ Sorry for the long wait, I was burn out and tired from work.
↧ next time, for anyone wondering, please specify what timeline you want the characters to be from, especially mikey and sanzu, cuz yk
Their s/o being beaten up because they're in a relationship with them
featuring: bonten!sanzu and mikey; toman!mikey; south terano, izana kurokawa
warning(s): mentions of blood, beating up, reader being hurt, mentions of guns and drugs
n o t p r o o f r e a d !, will be edited in the future.
toman!Mikey↷
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you had a date with Mikey a little bit before a gang meet up, but you were late, something that was VERY unusual of you
he was worried and roamed around the place like a fly without its head
until you came crying to him, bruised and cut all over your body
he froze on the spot and immediately wrapped his hands around you
he was shaking, asking you what happened and all that
you had to calm down and catch your breath before being able to form a coherent sentence about what happened
you were walking to where your little date was going to take place, and a group of gang members cornered you in an alley and started punching you
thankfully, there was a cop nearby who heard your screams and scared away the assaulters
he will be furious, lifting you up and carrying you to the place where you were attacked
asks you to tell him the dudes that attacked you
if you remember correctly and show him who they were, he will start beating them up immediately. He won't care where you are
A cafe? A park? School?? He don't give a damn, he's launching on them like a rottweiler on a piece of meat
after you've successfuly ran away from the cops (if it was a public space) Mikey will take you to his room and start hugging you
He doesn't let go at all. He has his arms wrapped around you while you're laying on him, and groans if you try to move the slightest
very cautious onward. always making sure you're with him or with someone from Toman to protect you just in case
he knew that eventually, he had to face such occasion, but he's not going to let you go - he will make sure to do everything he can to protect you and instill fear in his enemies, so they don't ever touch you
finds the leader of the gang and beats them up heavily, making all the members watch, then he beats them up too
deffo asks you to sleep over for a couple of days so you can calm down and have fresh memories of him hugging you and just loving you
glares at everyone
i'd like to think nobody from Toman knows you're dating, because he is afraid that someone might be a traitor and try to do something to you
and he keeps you even more in secret, making sure you don't even look at any familiar gang faces of Mikey's, but he doesn't dare being sneaky behind your back. you have his heart, after all <3
The boy was hugging you under the dim lights of his room. It was already 8pm, and you were too tired to even bother going to your own home. The past events left both of you shaken, especially Mikey, who held you tight in his arms, as if you were about to slip away from his embrace.
He knew there will be more occasions like these, and that he had to protect you. Looking at your relaxed expression, his gaze softened, and his calloused hand gently stroked your cheek, then brushed your hair with his fingers.
-I promise to protect you with everything I've got, even if that means I have to sacrifice myself.-he muttered to himself, placing a peck on your forehead.
bonten!Mikey↷
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sitting on his chair in the gloomy office, lit only by a fucking hanging light that barely even illuminated anything, he was contemplating his life choices
his peaceful thought process was ceased by sanzu, who was carrying you in his arms bridal style, barging inside the office
"boss, someone attacked y/n. i managed to save them before it's too late."
mikey abruptly got out of the chair and rushed to you, pushing sanzu away and holding you close to him
asks you over and over again how you're feeling, his voice shaky and his eyes wide
he'd immediately place you on his lap on the chair and order the members to try and find them
you'd spend the rest of the evening snuggled on his lap, and he won't let you go
always, a l w a y s sends someone by your side when you go outside
he wants these bastards' blood to seep into the carpets, floors and even curtains of his office
he'd fucking torture them in his own office, savouring every single moment and even recording their screams to play on an mp3 or sth
most of the time, he'd coax you into spending the entire day with him and not go outside, especially when there aren't any Bonten members available to accompany you
he'd definitely try and teach you self defense, though
he'd also contemplate breaking up with you for the sake of your own health, because he KNOWS this will happen again in the future, and you might even end up dead
in the end he can't let go of you and decides to fight until the end
might take a whole week off just to stay in his apartment with you, eating the meals you prepare him and talking with you on the balcony
Chilly breeze sent shivers down your body. The night was young, the bustling streets of the city and the neon lights of the nearby clubs illuminated your faces with different colors. Mikey's gaze was fixated on you, or more precisely - your face. There were still quite a decent amount of scars and bruises on it, making his heart shatter.
You were snapped out of your thoughts when Mikey placed his hand on your lower back, the other one gently massaging your arm, pulling you in for a kiss. Without overthinking it, you returned the kiss, your arms gently placed on his shoulders.
-Nothing is ever going to separate us, my love. No matter how many of them attack, I will always be your shield.
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boy oh boy
izana is usually always with you, no matter where you go. he'd either glue himself to you or not see you all day
anyways on one particular evening while going to the convenience store, you were cornered and ganged on by a group of hoodlums who seemed to have not so good intentions with you
thankfully, you always told izana where you went, since danger lurks everywhere, especially because you're stuck with him
since you were not replying to his messages for too long, he wasted no second and rushed to the said store
you were hugging yourself as various other people were around you, trying to calm you down. he pushed them all away and started interrogating you (affectionately)
izana is posessive, and he will always keep you under his surveillance and won't let you go anywhere without him
if you manage to give him clear explanation who the dudes were, he'd visit their homes and beat them up with their parents one by one
takes you everywhere with him, including meetings with Tenjiku, fights, or simple hang outs
treats you like a royalty though - buys you new clothes, buys you food and etc.
a very good listener. can listen to you ramble about random stuff all day and does so, if it means it will make you feel better
treats your wounds himself, he has some decent knowledge in this aspect, at least
often takes you on rooftop dates
he basically forces you to live with him, but it's okay because he's spoiling you and you never lift a finger <3
writes songs about you and plays them on his guitar (he can't sing that well but he tries and you like it).
buys new fish for his tank and names them after both of you
Watching the fish in the tank, you were deep in thought as the two fishes Izana got for both of you move alongside each other, as if they're fallen deeply into the hazy clouds of love.
A sudden melody shot you awake from the daydream, whipping your head to see your boyfriend sitting on the couch playing his guitar, gesturing you to sit next to him. You do so and embark yourself into the melody he's performing, swaying your body left and right.
-I will never let this happen to you, again.-his voice echoed through the room as he strummed his final note.
bonten!Sanzu↷
being the fucking ass he is, he got "high" once again and accidentally got lost
actually, you lost him
you began searching every nook and alleyway, until a group of people recognized you and began ganging up on you
luckily, sanzu was near and heard your screams, and even in his drugged state, he launched himself at them and first beat them up, then blowed their brains out in front of you
you were covered in blood, and the fucker just whistled and began carrying you bridal style to your shared home
behind the walls of your own room he breaks down and starts searching your body for any bruises, cuts or wounds. Frantically asks you questions and holds you close to him
will not let you leave your shared home until he feels like it is safe
he's paranoid as hell and oftentimes expects someone to barge inside your home and hurt you again, so he's gonna patrol the home like a guard dog
always makes excuses to go with you in places. "Uh, I ah- I need a new shampoo!" "Oh, I just wanted to choose the tomatoes today!" and shit he usually would never do
Watches you in your sleep, deffo
when he prepares for work, he always leaves a small note with "take care" written on it
asks mikey to let him clock out sooner until his paranoia fades away
takes you on night rides, but the fucker has a terrible driving tactic and always makes stupid mistakes (not serious but enough to make your stomach drop)
Parking his car in a random empty parking lot, Sanzu caressed your thigh gently, fiddling with the hem of your shorts, drawing circles on your thighs, or even slightly tickling you.
Sanzu looked into your eyes like you were a renaissance painting, completely mesmerized by how perfectly the car lights illuminated your features and how immaculately your hair fell in front of your face, so much so he wasn't capable of resisting the urge to kiss and touch you on the spot.
-I will never let anyone tarnish my angel again.-Sanzu's voice was low and sensual, as his hands traversed your neck and collarbone.
South↷
you had a fight with him and stormed off your shared apartment, tears urging to escape your eyes
you knew it was risky, but fights with south are always ugly and tormenting, so you decided i'd be best for you to calm yourself down before facing him again
you visited your favourite spot where you frist met him, but unbeknowst to you - there was a surprise waiting there
south couldn't sit straight, especially after letting you go out alone in this late hour
he knew you always visited this particular place when you were upset, and thank god he arrived there on time
the last thing you remembered is him throwing the dudes into a tree and swinging them around like they were some potato sacks
you woke up in your shared apartment yet again, with south's back facing you
the hospital was far away, and he tried to take care of you alone
thankfully you weren't hurt too bad
from that day on, south kept his mouth shut more often, not daring to say anything that might upset you even the slightest and cause you to storm off the apartment alone yet again
he seemed more affectionate than usual, always carrying you around the house like royalty and insisting on doing all the chores instead
makes you bubble baths and does your hair care/body care routine for you
sings for you (it's canon he's the no 1 best singer), especially your favorite songs while he dances with you around the apartment
submerges you in gifts as an apology for causing you to get beaten up
he's feels extremely guilty, but he's not good with words, so you're stuck with him gift-giving you
Laying under the huge pile of toys South had bought for you to cuddle when he isn't around, inhaling the scent of one of his T-shirts that you were wearing - the anticipation of your lover to come back home and hold you was growing stronger and stronger.
The sun rays illuminating the room and hitting your body overwhelmed you, and you felt yourself slowly drifting into slumber, cuddling a pink bear that held a heart with South's name sewn onto it.
-Where darkness first beckoned me.-South's voice was deep and gentle, singing the lyrics of one of your favorite songs while gently brushing your hair.
the song he sang is ''into the void'' by twin tribes, chosen because it is one of my favorites
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Downtown Girl Outfits Lookbook CC List:
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A Date to the Yearly Work Trip Event // B L A C K E D I T I O N
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Remaking this post because this site hates the poor.
My name is Valentine and I'm trying to raise money for my spouse to come with me for my upcoming court date on February 7th, 2024.
Long story short, I am trying to get my childhood abuser prosecuted for CSA. This requires me to travel to my home province and testify everything in court. While the provincial victim services program will cover my expenses, they will not cover my partner's as she is not the one testifying.
I desperately need her to come with me, otherwise I don't think I will be able to face what is possibly the hardest thing I'll ever have to do in my life.
Me and my wife are currently living off of one disability cheque, and do not have any savings. I'm asking family for help, but I'm limited in who I can ask since not all of my family knows about what happened to me.
My goal is to raise $350 before the beginning of February, half for her bus ticket, $40 for cabs, and the remaining amount for food for the week long trip.
If you have questions please feel free to DM me or comment here.
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Levi and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
TW: mentions of rape and childhood sexual abuse
Throughout the course of Attack on Titan, and even before the canon timeline, Levi experiences innumerable traumas, not the least of which are repeatedly experiencing the deaths of his closest friends and comrades. By the end of the series, Levi has lost every single person he had been close to, being the last of the Survey Corps' veterans. Given the truly immense amount of traumatic events Levi suffers, it'd be difficult to believe that he wouldn't have post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), and indeed, he does display several key features of the disorder.
Paraphrased, the DSM-5-TR PTSD criteria are as follows (American Psychiatric Association, 2022, p. 301):
Criterion A: stressor (one required)
The person was exposed to: death, threatened death, actual or threatened serious injury, or actual or threatened sexual violence, in the following way(s):
Direct exposure
Witnessing the trauma
Learning that a relative or close friend was exposed to a trauma
Indirect exposure to aversive details of the trauma, usually in the course of professional duties (e.g., first responders, medics)
Criterion B: intrusion symptoms (one required)
The traumatic event is persistently re-experienced in the following way(s):
Unwanted upsetting memories
Nightmares
Flashbacks
Emotional distress after exposure to traumatic reminders
Physical reactivity after exposure to traumatic reminders
Criterion C: avoidance (one required)
Avoidance of trauma-related stimuli after the trauma, in the following way(s):
Trauma-related thoughts or feelings
Trauma-related external reminders
Criterion D: negative alterations in cognitions and mood (two required)
Negative thoughts or feelings that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):
Inability to recall key features of the trauma
Overly negative thoughts and assumptions about oneself or the world
Exaggerated blame of self or others for causing the trauma
Negative affect
Decreased interest in activities
Feeling isolated
Difficulty experiencing positive affect
Criterion E: alterations in arousal and reactivity (two required)
Trauma-related arousal and reactivity that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):
Irritability or aggression
Risky or self-destructive behavior
Hypervigilance
Heightened startle reaction
Difficulty concentrating
Difficulty sleeping
Criterion F: duration (required)
Symptoms last for more than 1 month.
Criterion G: functional significance (required)
Symptoms create distress or functional impairment (e.g., social, occupational).
Criterion H: exclusion (required)
Symptoms are not due to medication, substance use, or other illness.
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I've indicated the symptoms that apply to Levi, or that I believe likely apply, based on canon content in purple. Let's go one by one.
Criterion A: stressor
During the canon timeline, Levi was exposed to both large amounts of death and threatened death, primarily due to titan casualties, but also due to the circumstances of poverty and deprivation in the Underground. Notable examples include witnessing his mother die and decay while he starved as a young child; Furlan and Isabel's deaths; the deaths of Petra, Oluo, Gunther, and Eld during the Female Titan arc; the loss of Kenny; Erwin and the new recruits' suicide charge against the Beast Titan; and Hange's sacrifice.
Levi experienced multiple instances of serious injury, with the most significant being his injuries resulting from the thunderspear explosion and the Battle of Heaven and Earth. Given the nature of blast injuries, it is likely Levi suffered from internal damage—in particular, rupture of the respiratory and hollow organs, such as the lungs and bowels. We're also shown he suffered complete separation of the index and middle fingers of his right hand, as well as ocular damage to his right eye. A concussion and perhaps a traumatic brain injury following the blast is also likely, as well as hearing damage. Following the Battle of Heaven and Earth, he also experienced significant injuries to one of his legs, necessitating the use of a wheelchair three years post-Rumbling.
In regard to actual or threatened sexual violence, Levi was born and lived in a brothel, in which his mom was a prostitute. It's not an exaggeration to say Levi was likely the result of rape. Given the circumstances of his upbringing, it's also likely he witnessed the sexual encounters between his mother and the brothel's patrons and was perhaps sexually abused himself when his mother was unable or unavailable to protect him. Given the Bad Boy panel previews, we also know he was directly threatened with sex trafficking on at least one occasion.
Only one stressor is required to meet this criterion, and Levi meets all of them. He very much fits the profile of someone with complex trauma or C-PTSD, although that diagnosis has not yet been added to the DSM.
Criterion B: intrusion symptoms
Canon evidence of intrusion symptoms is a bit harder to find, given the heavy plot focus of Attack on Titan; however, I do believe there is enough to make some inferences.
During the Uprising arc, Levi takes note of a starving woman with her baby on multiple occasions, who appears to remind him of his mother. This indicates to me that he thinks of his mother and the circumstances in which he grew up with her with some regularity.
When he later confronts Kenny in the same arc, he specifically questions Kenny regarding the relationship he had with his mother, again indicating that Levi's mother took up significant space in his thoughts.
While we know Kuchel chose to keep Levi (rather than abort him), thus indicating Levi was a desired baby, it's evident that Levi's upbringing overall was damaging and distressing due to the severe poverty, food insecurity, and violence he endured as a young child. Accordingly, it's safe to assume that these memories related to his mother were likely to be both unwanted and upsetting.
We also have this panel during the War for Paradis arc, during which Levi ruminates on the deaths of his comrades and the purpose behind having saved Eren's life so many times. His facial expressions are truly crushing and filled with deep despair.
In terms of nightmares, we know that Levi experiences some truly disturbing dreams from the "Smartpass Good Night, Dear and Sweet Dreams Vol. 02" short story, in which he envisions his closest comrades all morphing into a sea of blood on a red carpet. Clearly, the affect of his dream has been influenced by the specter of death constantly looming over him.
Criterion C: avoidance
The full phrasing of this symptom (trauma-related external reminders) is, "Avoidance of or efforts to avoid external reminders (people, places, conversations, activities, objects, situations) that arouse distressing memories, thoughts, or feelings about or closely associated with the traumatic event(s)." Similar to the unwanted upsetting memories symptom under Criterion B, there is not direct canon evidence, but I do believe there is enough to make some inferences.
Primarily, what sticks out to me about Levi is the fact that no one near him seems to have knowledge of his past, which indicates he does not talk about it. When his past is brought up, it's always people who have some direct knowledge about it speaking on it (e.g., Kenny or Erwin). This is shown both directly in canon, such as when Petra speaks to Eren regarding the rumors of Levi's recruitment into the Survey Corps, and in supplemental Smartpass content, like the Close Up interview with Erwin and Levi.
This comes across to me as an effort to avoid conversations, and thus, reminders and memories about the topic.
Criterion D: negative alterations in cognitions and mood
There's quite a lot of evidence for these in canon.
In terms of overly negative thoughts and assumptions about oneself or the world, Levi has plenty. He appears to have the persistent belief that he only exists to be of service and use to others; he views himself as a tool, one which has no value if he is not directly contributing to something. This is exemplified by the following panels:
When Erwin asks Levi if he would be willing to be in charge of keeping the titan serum and determining whom to use it on, Levi answers with, "Why would you bother asking me?" This shows that Levi has no regard for his own personal feelings.
When Erwin and Levi are discussing the plan to take down the Beast Titan during the Reclamation of Wall Maria, Levi expresses his agreement with the plan by remarking that taking down the Beast Titan will act as him "[making] amends for failing to kill that armored brat earlier." This shows that Levi viewed it as his responsibility, and thus, his failure to take down Reiner. He placed an undue burden on himself here, casting blame for outcomes that should not be solely attributed to him.
And then there's this panel in the lead-up to the final battle, in which a severely wounded Levi is being reprimanded by Armin for being reckless and not resting, in light of his injuries. Levi responds, "... You want me asleep in bed? You're going to forget I even exist if I rest any longer." Levi suffered truly disabling injuries, and yet, he shows complete disregard for himself—concerned that no one will remember him if he is not actively fighting. This shows a projection of his own lack of self-worth onto how he believes others view him: if he is not useful, then he does not matter. Levi also shows disdain at the concept of resting and having been asleep, as if that's somehow a sign of laziness on his part, which is of course, untrue. No one would have faulted him for resting—he truly needed and deserved to rest.
We also know that Levi blamed himself for Kenny leaving him, which can be surmised from interviews with Isayama and the expression on Levi's face when Kenny abandoned him. Levi also asks Kenny why Kenny left him, which shows a certain preoccupation on Levi's part, wherein he worried there must have been something inherently wrong with him to make Kenny leave.
On the topic of Kenny and Levi, Isayama is quoted as saying:
"Levi still had the experience of being separated from Kenny during his childhood. He was constantly troubled by the thought of "Kenny left because I couldn't fulfill his expectations." When the Uprising occurred within the walls, and he confronted Kenny again as an enemy, Levi sought to meet what couldn't be satisfied previously." (x)
Regarding both negative affect and difficulty experiencing positive affect, Levi's expression and mood is frequently shown as depressed. There's a great post by @cosmicjoke on the topic. In terms of the latter, Levi laughs and smiles so infrequently that it's a significant moment at the conclusion of the Uprising arc when he smiles after Historia playfully punches him.
For decreased interest in activities, the full phrasing is, "Markedly diminished interest or participation in significant activities." Levi's character is contrasted with all the other characters in the series in the sense that he has no dreams of his own. Both Armin and Hange have that greater curiosity about the unknowns of the world, represented by the sea and titans; Erwin is similar in that he desired to validate his dad's theories about the outside world and the existence of other humans; Eren craved freedom above all else; etc. Levi, on the other hand, is never shown as having those same dreams and ambitions. Hence, I would say he demonstrates a markedly diminished participation in significant activities, as even though his complete lack of self-interest is immensely admirable, it is also deeply tragic—particularly as dreams and ambitions are often crucial for one's psychological well-being.
And then we also have feeling isolated, for which the full phrasing is, "Feelings of detachment or estrangement from others." On the topic of Levi and relationships, Isayama is quoted as saying, "It’s likely because he is afraid of forming close relationships. Because he exists in a world where one can be eaten by a Titan at any time, he consistently avoids building 'family'-like connections with others." (x)
This manga panel is a good example of how Levi views himself as detached from others. Pay attention to the phrasing: "And I doubt normal people think about these things on a daily basis... So that means I'm abnormal... Probably because I've seen far too many abnormal things."
Criterion E: alterations in arousal and reactivity
With all of the above laid out, Criterion E becomes very easy to meet.
For irritability or aggression, this is one of Levi's known character flaws, borne as a result of his upbringing.
For risky or self-destructive behavior, we have clear instances of Levi engaging in battle to the detriment of his physical well-being.
For hypervigilance, the last manga panel I attached provides a good example of that.
For difficulty sleeping, Levi is famously an insomniac, often quoted as getting 2-4 hours of sleep a night.
Criterions F, G, and H: duration, functional significance, and exclusion
Have the duration of Levi's symptoms been greater than one month? Yes.
Do the symptoms result in distress or functional impairment? Yes.
Are the symptoms more attributable to the physiological effects of a substance or another medical condition? No.
Thus, Criterions F, G, and H are met.
Citations
American Psychiatric Association. (2022). Trauma- and stressor-related disorders. In Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (5th ed., text rev.).
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