#I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE FOUND ALIVE
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Spoilers for Rule of Wolves by Leigh Bardugo cuz I need to scream rq
DAVID DIED IN HIS FUCKING WEDDING CLOTHES. HE WAS WRITING IDEAS FOR COMPLIMENTS FOR GENYA. WHAT DO YOU MEAN HIS HAND WAS STAINED WITH INK??? IT GENUINELY MADE ME CRY I WAS BAWLING MY EYES OUT IN SCIENCE CLASS THE OTHER DAY.
#king of scars#rule of wolves#grishaverse#leigh bardugo#david kostyk#genya safin#I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE FOUND ALIVE#I OPEN MY BOOK AND ITS HIS FUCKING FUNERAL#WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO?#NOT BAWL MY EYES OUT IN SCIENCE?
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Charles' thing is that he wants to feel alive and that's part of the reason why he decided to never move on to the afterlife right? Meanwhile Edwin thinks Charles will move on and that he'll be alone again because 'he isn't good with people'.
But then when the Night Nurse shows up a second time Charles is ready to go wherever -including Hell- as long as Edwin shouldn't have to go back there, meanwhile Edwin refuses that they be split up, and both are okay with being sent together to the Lost and Found Department to be sorted out later as long as they're together-
#does this make sense#like#charles -> stay on earth#then charles is like -> fuck earth edwin n°1#edwin -> stay out of hell and wander alone ig#then edwin -> stay with charles#although you can argue that charles wanted to stick around the one dude that was nice to him since the start but like#idk how to explain it#he'd rather argue for edwin's case than argue to stay on earth#edwin not going back to hell is his main goal in the discussion#meanwhile edwin's goal is that they stay together + that he doesn't go back to hell#i do wonder what it would've looked like if they'd gone to the lost and found department#do they try to escape it#does charles find out where he was headed#anyways another day of being very normal about this show#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#paynland#payneland#i know that charles' whole motivation isn't just that he wishes he were still alive and that he wish he hadn't had his life stolen from him#but my thoughts are not coherent enough for any type of deep character analysis essay and i would probably mischaracterize him horribly#wonder what was edwin's plan when he came out of hell cuz he went back to his highschool so was he just doing a bit of visiting#“oh hello place where i died”
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as much as i love traditionally married dreamling - and do i - i also have this bruised softness in my heart for 'what we have is outside relationship constructs, define it at your own peril' dreamling, for 'drifting in and out of each other's orbit with each other as perennial anchor point' dreamling, 'i haven't seen you in sixty years but what's that to an immortal, you are always in my heart' dreamling, 'our lives are not quite one but neither are they apart' dreamling. drop in on me, i am always ready to welcome you. and i will always let you go.
hob as a fixture, a constancy, a hearth, and dream as a wild creature coming in from the cold. it cannot be kept, and you would commit no such sin of trying to, but it can be held, warm, before the fireplace for a while. let it go, and trust that it will come back.
hob as a wanderer, life to life to life, and dream as an ancient, enduring kingdom whose protection is reachable just by closing your eyes. continuance impossible in the waking world but offered as easily as a kiss on the cheek.
there is no keeping a dream, is the thing. and dream does not want to be kept, but he does want to be held, held and let go and held again with those arms always open to him. there is no keeping an adventurer, either, and hob is an adventurer at heart, always ready to see, do, the next thing, but adventurers need a home, too, one that doesn't mind when they come back a little bit different.
go where you need to, when you need to. carry my love with you. and come back to me.
that kind of dreamling.
#aka the dynamic of only lovers left alive#auressea if youre out there i saw your comment on the desire fic about relationship anarchy and i was thinkin about it thanks#and then i was reading about it and found the term anchor person and i was like oh.yes#this is not to say they *cant* have domestic married life they can they contain multitudes XD#though the more i think about it the more i think hob would not be happy being permanently in the dreaming#like if dream were to be like hey do u want to come live with me here. he wouldn't want to. unless he was literally going to die or somethn#he can make a second home of it sure and he does love it there but he's a creature of the waking world almost more so than most others#like dream is a creature of the dreaming. or rather is the dreaming#anyway#the sandman#dreamling#sandman meta#idk i guess?#just thoughts#my writing
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on this episode of leanne comes up with the worst and most tragic fic ideas in existence. i'm thinking house of leaves x good omens
#fearandhatred#me 🤝 “the house is alive”#i always find it so interesting that some people found house of leaves like. really psychologically scary#i just thought it was fun but i guess it was also the structure tht made me less focused on the story#and tbh if u are really aware of physical space i can see why it would be scary#oh there was that one part though that was kinda horrifying to me. the part where he drops a coin down the stairwell#and the footnotes calculates the math#that was crazy i liked that#good omens
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thinking about ye hyunwoo again. chapter 621
#i am kim dokja.#but you need to remember that at the same time you are not kim dokja. you do not need to sacrifice yourself to live.#you can survive‚ you will survive‚ no matter what#ye hyunwoo‚ a child. he made a big mistake. he got too in over his head. but he still had good intentions in the end#sure‚ reading orv 50 times is impressive. you can joke it's insane. but have you thought about why someone would read orv 50 times?#if orv is what you needed to live i'm glad you found this story#god. i hope this kid stays alive#stay with pildu and max‚ hyunwoo. you're doing great#and lee hakhyun‚ keep doing what you're doing. keep doing everything you can to keep these readers alive. keep being genuinely yourself#orv side story#orv spoilers#orv#it might sound fake repeating these words so much but maybe someone needs to hear it. you matter. you have value. you deserve to live.#and if you don't feel that way yet then keep going until it clicks. because it will‚ no matter what you think#sorry i am just. filled with love
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OK SPOILERS I GUESS FOR BLACK OPS COLD WAR UNDER THE CUT BECAUSE I JUST DID THE HAVANA MISSION AND "BREAK ON THROUGH" AND I'M LITERALLY SO PRESSED RN??
I AM SO UPSET THEY MADE ME CHOOSE BETWEEN HELEN AND LAZAR WHAT EVEN WAS THAT WHY'D IT HAVE TO BE THOSE TWO THEY'RE LITERALLY MY FAVORITES OF THE NEWER CHARACTERS WHY
TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE THEY HAD CRAZY GOOD CHEMISTRY AND I WAS LITERALLY SITTING THERE THE WHOLE TIME DURING THAT MISSION THINKING "Dang y'all make a good couple y'all got it goin' on" BUT NO OF COURSE NOT THIS IS CALL OF DUTY WHERE NO ONE IS HAPPY AND GOOD ENDINGS DON'T EXIST AND LOVE IS A LIE
I struggled for like fifteen minutes just sitting there on the pause menu trying to pick UGHHH but I ended up going with Helen in the end simply because I think she can bring slightly more value to the team (NOT TO SAY LAZAR IS USELESS HE'S EXTREMELY HANDY AND VERY COOL AND I LOVE HIM) just because of her connection with MI6 and her ability to gather intel and all that good stuff and I'm just ever so slightly more attached to her as a character and I also got the impression Lazar really liked her a lot so I would've felt worse saving him and knowing he missed her like a crap ton so in the end I think I made the better decision
HOWEVER COMMA THEN WE HAVE "BREAK ON THROUGH" AND I'M LITERALLY SO MAD BC WDYM ADLER WAS LYING AND I LITERALLY DON'T EVEN KNOW THE GUY AND I HAD A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT LIFE AND I WAS THE GUY ARASH KADIVAR SHOT IN THE BEGINNING IN THE MISSION WITH WOODS AND MASON AND ADLER LIKE WHAT?? WDYM THOSE MEMORIES IN VIETNAM WEREN'T REAL?? WDYM I'VE ACTUALLY KNOWN ADLER FOR LIKE TWO DAYS AND NOT TWENTY YEARS?? Wdym HUDSON was actually RIGHT to be worried about me going into the Lubyanka building?????? HUDSON?? RIGHT ABOUT SOMETHING?? NUH-UH
And wdym PARK KNEW THE WHOLE TIME LIKE GIRL I THOUGHT WE WERE BESTIES WHAT IS THIS!! YOU HAD ME RISK MY NECK FOR YOU INSTEAD OF MR. LOVER BOY AND NOW I FIND OUT YOU WERE FRICKIN LYING TO ME THE WHOLE TIME TOO LIKE?? I'm aware it was for the greater good and that technically it was good for Bell too bc now she's a good guy and isn't a bad guy (I play with female Bell to be clear because that's awesome and I love that that's an option) BUT Y'ALL STILL LIED TO ME?? I'm gonna keep an eye on those two for REAL now like watch as Adler frickin tries to offer me up as some sacrificial lamb at some point I just KNOW he will UGH
Idk I'm still holding out hope Lazar is alive somehow because technically I didn't actually see him die he was just lying there and I felt so AWFUL UGHHH
Anyway I'm going to carry on pretending he's fine and he got out and everything is hunky dory and great and he and Helen went on that date and they're together and everything is fine and wonderful
#call of duty#black ops cold war#cod black ops cold war#anyway if any of y'all have played it don't y'all dare give me spoilers i wanna see this for myself#i already got it spoiled that woods was miraculously perfectly fine and unscathed after black ops >:(#i do think it's hilarious though that they didn't even treat that like a big thing or anything. he's just immediately there and fine#like brother how did both you AND kravchenko survive that?? i would like an explanation but this is cod and i likely will not get one#also kinda wild bc kravchenko being alive means reznov didn't get his wish uhhh#if he's alive which he technically could be bc it says they never found his body (which is odd considering he supposedly never escaped)#then maybe he'll come back!! (<- is delusional)#black ops has had the most wildly out of pocket plot twists that actually ended up being crazy cool#between mason being a sleeper agent programmed by reznov and reznov not being real in black ops (at least after the gulag part)#and now bell's deal in cold war this is literally insane i'm going insane#i'm extremely excited for the end of the game it'd better be good#also if you're wondering during break on through i did follow all of adler's instructions up until the third go round in which i ignored hi#and bell went absolutely insane and zombies in a cave were involved and clocks on the wall and infinite hallways and junk#he was very upset with me but i thought it was funny so
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just had a fucking brain wave about my qrystal gems au. maxo as the equivalent of rose quartz and then trumpet or sofia can be steven
#.txt#is this. like does this. does this make sense#this does mean maxo would already be dead by the time we get to the like. ‘modern’ part of the timeline#but like he founded the ordo theoritas it makes sense#and i can’t rlly decide between trumpet and sofia because like#okay trumpet came first#and i could make dan a human so that that works#and also alive#and honestly dan could have greg vibes. maybe. idk enough about him to call that#but i do also wanna incorporate sofia *somehow*#OH maybe sofia could be lion…#or something maxo left behind in his room for trumpet#… i could make pierre like pearl. aypearl. lmao#idk idk these characters aren’t my area of expertise so thoughts welcome if anyone has any
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Advent calendar prompts
Reference +pose
#spnadvent23#dean winchester#spn fanart#my art#dean winchester fanart#sasanka27 art#spn art#spn#tfw in silly tees#the shirt was supossed to be a normal shirt but i think it ended as pajamas#anyway dean is enjoying the holiday season´#well after some coffee#they are all together and alive so he is enjoying every second#cas is very enthuistiac as a fresh human he wants to try everything people do in the holiday season#had fun withthis hehe#day 4#xmasnatural#found the tee print on pinterest i laughed and then thought yea it dean would wear that
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I love how each season of Young Justice, the characters just fucking lie to each other somehow, and each season its uncovered, the characters obviously get consequences and bad reactions for their lies...and each season, the characters lie to each other again anyway, not learning at all from the prior season. And by love, I fucking hate this and wonder how the fuck the character's don't have true issues to the max with each other.
#like i thought S4 they didnt lie at all#but like they dont tell miss martian superboy is alive which ultimately leads to a lot of shit happening at the end#zatanna doesn't tell her apprentices of the idea she got with switching hosts with fate until the end of her arc#like those are the two i can name#also like on S3 of the lies revealed and just#you feel bad for black lightning and beast boy the most in their reactions to the lies#as black lightning had hoped to retire to deal with his ptsd from a mission in space#but then of course some of the team and JL came up with their plan of lies and dragged black lightning back into hero stuff anyway#let alone he then has to deal with the betrayal of helga#like he didnt get a break in the episode#let alone beast boy learning of the lies and being obviously upset as he had thought he founded the outsiders away from the league#and to be the people's heroes only to learn the heroes in on the lies meddled there too including miss martian#like dear god the fact that no one learnt from s1-2#s5 i wonder what lies they would have done there#because it'd be surprising if they learnt from s3-4
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Older Omega?
AAAHHHHH IT IS
She looks amazing 😭🥰 :'DD
AAAHHHHHH OLD HUNTER
Awww the rebellion :'))
You better survive girl xd
She's not a kid anymore :'))
AUGH she just said that
Nahh but they still will
AAUUUAGHHHHHHH THEY SAID IT 😭😭😭💔❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰 SHE'S THEIR KID :'))))
You guys aged a lot better than Rex xD
Give us a redone appearance Rex LOL
AAAUAGAHHHHHHH YES YOU WILL BE THERE 😭❤️❤️❤️
AAAAHHHHHH OMEGA :'DDDD
AUAAGHHHHHH THE GOGGLESSSSS 😭😭😭💔💔💔❤️😭😭😭❤️❤️
Awww :'))
Okay that was a really good ending 😭😭😭😭💔❤️❤️❤️🥰
Gosh
I'm so glad everyone's okay 😭❤️
I love this show so much :'))
I'm really gonna miss it x'd
So sad it's over <33 but so glad it happened and ended happily :'))
Thank you, The Bad Batch <333
#what an amazing show#the bad batch#tbb#oasis's tbb chatter#sw#oasis's sw chatter#never gonna get over these idiots :'))#also echo totally comes back and lives with them like a week later lol#jsyk 😌😌😌#anyway hunter must have found the cure to the enhanced aging bc he seems fine xD#they all reverse it to me 😌😌#also turns out my brother (haven't watched any of this season together except this episode) also thought one of the operatives#would be tech xD#and they'd only find out after killing him lol#anyway he's still alive to me#show's over they can't prove he doesn't show up two days later 😌😌#who's writing it :D#anyway#I love this show so much guys#you're all awesome#thanks for being here with me :'))#such a great fandom (even though I'm not around much I've felt it)#such an amazing show#I love you all :'))) ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 :D <3333#byeeee :))) 🥰🥰🥰 <333!!!!
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Charlotte come home
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#where did you go are you ok?#they put you in the obituaries but you cant be dead they just dont give a shit#nobody there gives a shit they didnt care about me and now theyre not caring about you and fuck what if theyre the reason you dont come hom#they keep talking about oh she was depressed like no shit look at the world we live in nowadays but thats not whats going on here#and they seem like theyre ready to give up already and they cant do that they cant#we're supposed to ditch everyone and go move to salem together she cant just be Gone#charlotte is the thing holding us all together she cant go away shes still alive they just dont care enough to look too much work#shes just a nobody right charlotte lancaster is just a nobody this is bullshit#i thought my brother would be better but even he's not trying as hard as he could i know hes not#he cant be or he'd have found her by now#shes not dead shes not you arent dead charlotte come home please#fuck me i didnt wanna cry and now here i am crying i hate it here
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cheese is presumed dead :(
#he is gone and i cant find him anywhere im so sad#did he stay out of water for too long....??#did another mob kill him#but ham is still alive so idk#i thought the pond was big .... maybe not ?#how much space do axolots need.....#i found them in like. two blocks of water so idk#ill just make the pond bigger just in case.....i dont want ham to die too :(((#guess ill search for another axololt idk how to speel#minecraft why would you do this to me#im actually so disheartnened....... .i think ill play later i miss cheese
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trying to think about the most ironic and twisted thing that could possibly happen to me regarding my family situation and I think my dad getting cancer is truly the most nightmare scenario I could imagine
#cancer ment#this is real btw i found out last night#i dont talk to my family EXCEPT my dad he texts me like twice a year to catch up and make sure im alive#he wont use my name but he wint deadname me either#whereas any conversation with my mom immediately devolves into desdnaming and relentless misgendering#anyway i always thought it would be ironic if my MOMs cancer came back#that would manageable i would know how to feel about that#but my dad?????#like fuck how am i supposed to feel about this#i cant process it at all
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my brain got hooked on asra today for some reason and, since i have a new dnd boy to torture (sorry celeste), i made the executive decision that asra and alexa got their happy endings cause they more than earned them.
asmodeus made asra the archdevil of avernus, mostly just to see what would happen, which lasted approximately a day because being an archdevil gave asra access to his ninth level spells in his deck and he simply Wished himself and alexa (and their pet hellhounds) out of their contracts and back to life consequence free
he and his husband are currently in their island sanctuary era and are unreachable
#asra's last words to asmodeus seconds before finishing the cast were 'play stupid games win stupid prizes'#because he had to go out on icon behavior#i feel like asmodeus wouldn't even try to come after them bc he probably thought it was fair game like they found a loophole#i mean he wanted to see what would happen and he saw#now all devils are getting extra lessons about including clauses in their contracts that prevent them being broken by wish though#the description of wish is like you can basically do whatever you want as long as your dm is nice enough#and seeing as i was the last dm in charge of asra and alexa i say#it worked perfectly and they are free and alive and no longer beholden in any way to the nine hells#and they kept their pet dogs#bc i couldn't leave yarnball and buttercup behind#doodles#real sketchy doodles#i'm tired#i did some yard work and it's like a billion degrees out#fel's ttrpgs#devil went down to faerun#oc: asra#oc: kealii malo#man. i really hope i stumble upon a name for the waterdeep campaign as good as dwdtf#cause that's just the perfect name
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In your opinion, why is Niall flopping? He seems to have pretty good connections with big stars. He seems pretty well-liked by the industry. But it seems he's even less popular than Zayn who hasn't done anything significant and whose music is also a flop, but doesn't bother to promote it the way Niall does.
Honestly, Niall is doing just fine.
He was never gonna be as successful as Harry because frankly, he's never inspired the same level of obsession Harry manages to bring out in people.
#and I mean OBSESSED#the girls I went to school with#and from similar schools#I was wondering why some girls were always frequenting this fairly mid smoothie shop#turns out Harry goes there a lot#among other really mid places they frequented#also one of my closest friends' fam owns or is a part owner of all the exclusive clubs/bars in LA#as well as the little members club lmao#those girls manage to convince my friend to bring us to the backrooms#for the funsies#mind you we werent 18 yet#I didn't know their plan my friend brought us along since she thought it was some teenage rebellion phase we needed#my mum would never let me leave the house alive if she found out#and the horror when I saw my brother snogging someone#I needed to get out asap before he sees me and uses it as potential blackmail
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HOHO after so long of deeply pondering a certain short story I was reading I finally figured out the underlying message and purpose behind it, FEELS GOOD!!!
#king in yellow#the mask#i was so puzzled because it was truly a harrowing and tragic story right#which is to be expected when stupid unreliable narrator reads cursed book but#when genevieve turned out to be alive#i was so confused like#this ending isnt as tragic as i thought it would be#in the end even though Alec lost his closest friend and mourns him deeply#he still has genevieve#until i realised#Alec is not the protagonist of this story#unlike castaigne the book prior#Alec is only an onlooker watching the madness from the outside#the true protagonist is Boris#as it was Boris who read the book first#Genevieve probably read it before Alec found it#hence why Boris was doomed to die in the same way the author of the play and castaigne did#THE PLOT THICKENS#This book has an iron grip on me#i havent finished it yet tho so maybe im grasping at straws and have it all wrong#is it worth blogging a king in yellow analysis?#tw lovecraftian horror#edit: forgot to mention#this means we have two perspectives of Hastur's curse now#one from the pov of the cursed and the other an outsiders perspective
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