#I THINK IM GONNA CRY 😭✨️
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random-twst-things · 2 years ago
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@cancerdust96 🌸✨️🌸
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i stole this from twitter
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thatdeadaquarius · 2 years ago
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With your language AU, I remember watching a video about a guy speaking angrily nonesense in an Indian accent and people thinking he was very angry. Imagine this as the Creator speaks angry gibberish to people and they just assume that the Creator is cursing them or something. (Or like when they speak gibberish to babies and everyone's like, "Aw the Creator is teaching that baby their divine language")
*AUDIENCE DRAMATICALLY GASPS.
✨️I look pretty good for a dead bitch✨️
She's alivveee!!!
Whats up i almost passed away from sheer academic workload, but im not in the ground yet 🥰 And with drafts outta my ass! :D
Hope yall ready for ur regularly scheduled Bullshit Genshin Sagau <3
SANDBEES THATS SUCH A GOOD USERNAME & ALSO SORRY I ANSWERED THIS SO FUCKING LATE JESUSSSSS 💀💀💀
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SORRY ABT THE POLL I CANT BELIEVE I COULDNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DELETE IT IM FUCKING CRYING I WOULD DO THIS-
Well at least i can do polls thru this in the future?? Idk tumblr is ass so we'll see how this accidental test works out...
So these were the first thngs i thought of and its not super long bc ASKERS R GENIUSES OKAY
SOMTIMES I JUST WANNA PROFUSELY THANK U GUYS AS A REPLY FOR SHARING WITH THE CLASS THRU MY BLOG 💖💘💫
Saw the gif and couldnt help but think this is how ppl like Alhaitham or Diluc would react to u "speaking ur langauge"
"Our langauage" aka being a SIM 💀
Stop Albedo would ask you to teach him ur lang/grammar rules 😭
What u gonna do when Zhongli asks you to teach him some words-
OH NO
NO DONT PASS ON YOUR BULLSHIT LMAO
U GIVING ZHONGLI SOME STUPID SIM WORD LIKE
Your ass: "GIGGLABAH means beautiful :) "✨️
Zhongli: "Oh thank you, how different from our own version, so excited sounding..."
You walk by him strolling the harbor and he just smiles at you and says
"You look gigglabah today my liege."
HIS REGAL FACE AND FANCY WALK WITH HIS HAND BEHIND HIS BACK AND EVERYTHING
(honestly ppl paint him as oblivious but he kinda seemed like the type of bastard who seems like he's not aware but sometimes he secretly knows the truth, he's just getting too much amusement out of it to stop doing it, LOL he does shit like the above to see YOUR reaction- LMAO)
You're a maniac pls tell me u dont pass on simlish to all the serious characters-
XIAO WOULD SECRETLY THINK IT SOUNDS GOOFY BUT WANT TO BE INVOLVED BC ITS YOU ANYWAY LMAO
SO HE'S JUST SLIGHTLY SQUIRMING AND GETTIN PINK EVERYTIME HE SAYS A STUPID SIM WORD BC HE FEELS LIKE A GOOF HAHA
(& he's not the only one, others too like Kaveh, YELAN, Ningguang, Nahida, DILUC, AYAKA LMAO-)
Some ppl i could see taking ur gibberish bullshittery and whether they believe its real or not is irrelevant bc theyre using it anyway-
And i dont mean in a good way 😭
LIKE IM THINKING OF VENTI.
CRAZY BARD INCLUDING SIMLISH ASS GIBBERISH WORDS IN HIS SONGS BC OF YOU
"Be cheerful like the hugkukie,
and may your cup never leaky!"
And Diluc loves you.
Really he does, deeper than he thinks-
But his eye is twitching LMAOO
(Ok but if you did like multiple of these language shenanigans thruout the asks ive gotten, Kaeya would literally grow so fond of you and associate you with goofy funny shit that makes him laugh so hard that everytime he sees you he automatically is beaming with a smile, or trying to supress a warm grin- this got away from me but its 1:44am for me rn so i would love a smiley Kaeya rn -)
Speaking language bs I have my 2nd oral exam for spanish tomorrow, pls send whatever good vibes u got and i am also really open to prayers from any religion as well. sobs
Hope anyone got any enjoyment out of my response bc tbh the ask is what rlly matters to me atp lmao
Until the next shenanigan-
Safe travels,
💀♒️
♡the beloveds mwah ♡
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist
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I wanna recreate that scene where simon calls the reader bc he misses her. That scene was gold, it was divine, perfect, lovely, positively aching and so sweet.
So yeah anyway im gonna do it as a comic because there’s a lot to unpack
So here’s a little ✨️teaser✨️
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And in case you’re wondering, yes i’m getting enough sleep and no, i’m not stressing myself out, im just overly creative ✨️😭✨️
Oh god if you draw the rest of the scene I think I might cry qcdgavaubsuabsiabks ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
So good ugh I can’t get enough of these I’m so happy you like it this much to draw it. I’m also very happy you’re okay ❤️❤️❤️ @kaplerrr
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justalildumpling · 1 year ago
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for the ask game >:]] ✨ 👓 🎬 🎯
✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?
GIRL. that's such a hard question, i genuinely love all the comments i've received esp in smaus cause they make me cackle in public😭 i don't have any specific ones but the ones where they're like "i was close to crying" or saying that the ending was worth it (esp these ones because smaus take like 3 months to finish) or honestly bullying my characters are my faves LMAO
👓 What helps you focus when you write?
i dont....... focus tbh. LOJENFOWE ok but when i do lowkey it's when i'm moving around. which sounds so weird now that im thinking about it but the best ideas/words come when im on the train to uni or exercising🤨
🎬 If a movie or show were based on your fic, which fic would you choose and who would you fancast?
OOOOHHHHHHH i like this question heheh😁 ok, weirdly enough all the ones that come first in mind is my wips💀 (they'll be released,,,, asp.........) BUT i would choose 'you can't have me unless' just cause i feel like it's the least reliant on texts and i would love to see the interactions of the two leads develop over time. there's also a lot of backstories behind them and i feel like the movie could touch on that (lol i say as if its gonna actually happen) well for the cast, i mean na jaemin obvs😭 but other than him, i have no clue
🎯 Do you have a writing milestone you’re working towards?
first. ACTUALLY FINISH MY WIPS AND NOT STARTING NEW ONES SOIEOWEIGWO👹👹 anyways😁😁 i really want to upload my first long fic either this year or like early of next year. i've written like half of it so far but i was just rlly stuck but maybe when uni starts and i start going on the train again😭
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threetangerines · 2 years ago
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okay i'll bite again LMAO
one of the things about 3tan that makes me sappy is the relationship between bro and yoongi. i know people have been speculating as to whether or not bro knows or would care, but either way i have faith that they'd work things out. and I'm pretty sure bro knows yoongi has a soft spot for reader and obv really trusts him (and the other guys ofc) with them. :( like, why else would he have felt okay leaving after the whole basketball situation?? he knew yoongi was gonna watch out for reader :(
also smth about bro asking yoongi if he was good after he found out about what went down at dalo 👀
really the relationships between anyone and their friend group makes me soft tbh. i think that's something that some fanfics really miss out on??? obv i love reading about yoongi and reader but i love reading about all of them together just as much </3 just a bunch of bffs supporting and loving each other 🫂
also anytime yoongi/reader calls the other love AHHHHHH. the scene where yoongi washes reader's hair, anytime they're cuddly, SLEEPY YOONGI. the CAT and how yoongi would've immediately gotten anything reader wanted for it. yoongi saying reader makes him feel safe OOOOGFHKFHF.
ryen they just love each other so much i am going to cry 😭😭😭
-loona anon ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️🫂
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LOONA YOU BIT AND NOW IM CRYING😭😭😭
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withleeknow · 3 months ago
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lmao not the big work screen that's brave of you here's another one but less 😵 and more 🥰 vm.tiktok.com/ZGe378eMP/ - genuine q. concerning 🐹/🐈‍⬛: when are we never in the rabbithole??? *complains about the microwave*- *proceeds to feed the microwave* speaking of, hi welcome to your en-o'clock era 👀 this compilation is the most accurate preview of what's in store: vm.tiktok.com/ZGe37yXGA/
icl seungmin and mimo in ate?? still not over that bridge + that genre of mimo? i'm thinking the Δ composition = fwb/fboy!mimo + pining-bsf!seungmin 😶‍🌫️ WT: I CAN HEAR THE COGS TURNING + SENSE THE ANGST FROM MILES AWAY ISTG WOMAN THE REVEALLLL I'M GONNA SCREAM 🕊🦋
“what am i doing with an enhypen album” im crying 😭😭 consider yourself ✨️ influenced ✨️ she really is the prettiest - I didn't realise just how cute/cozy their photoshoot concepts were for inceptio 🥺 also asia!! 💓 whereabouts are you headed?
i'm surprised you're still here bc 🥟's given us not one but TWO ig lives this week 😭😭 AND THE TOUR CLIPS SO FAR?? BANGCHAN??! SMILEY MIMO W/ HIS BLUE HOODIE? THE THUNDEROUS STAGE?!!
i'm already on ep 27 bc i'm a fast watcher lol but YOOOOOOOO why did nobody tell me about niki 😭 he's ADORABLE YO, my new son omg i immediately adopted him. the most precious baby someone protect him at all costs 😭 also i've been looking at sunghoon lol we're pleasantly surprised. i had zero clue about his personality but after watching this, hello....... interesting....... just hear me out - he reminds me of mimo sometimes :o personality wise and also in some shots he looks like mimo to me lolll. ALSO i'm sure you've probably seen this but it came up on my explore page the other day and i watched it like 20 times in a row lskdfhalsd 🤣
2min △ 😭 we need to stop being on the same frequency bc i thought about it once and while a hyunho △ has the potential to run along lines of being in lurv with your buddy's gf, a 2min △ just has to stem from (childhood) best friends :o
i'm equally excited and nervous to post wt7.5 bc while i like some of the bits in this one, idk how people will receive it bc yk... angst. but we'll see in a few days akskjshd 😭
i'm going to vietnam for like 3 weeks hehehe. OH and i keep forgetting to tell you, my friend is going to music bank madrid and she asked me if i wanted to come too. unfortunately i'm out of paid leave and i have a jonas brothers concert (in my defense i bought the ticket last august before all the drama 🤣) a couple days after that, but imagine if we both to music bank together 😭 that... would be kinda insane methinks
🥟 has been so active with his lives lately i'm so in love with him :((( that newlywed life is treating him well i see, i should be their roommate i don't mind thirdwheeling
everything about the tour is driving me crazy. the setlist (although no charmer is a major L for me, rip), the looks, the solo stages (i cannot tell you how in love i am with mimo's hair. i'm still trying to process it), the merch especially the mood lamps and the stress balls (i caved and ordered a foxiny one) and the new skzoos doing UPPIES I WANT THEM SO BAD (and look oh my god they can hold hands) I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WANTED SOMETHING SO BADLY 😭 i love that while everyone else was doing horny numbers and getting freaky on main, seungmin had a mike wazowski guitar moment and mimo had a babygurl stage lolll. ngl i couldn't really focus watching the thunderous performance bc they were SO sparkly lmaooo i love the babygirl-esque fits 😂
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wkemeup · 2 years ago
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Dammit Im crying. That was so freaking beautiful. The way you write is just ✨️✨️. And the way you go right for the heart. God I love the new fic. Im still gonna be thinking about it on my deathbed.
🥺🥺😭😭❤️ thank you!! I do love my heart breaking level angst 😅
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domjaehyun · 3 years ago
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breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new). idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you. that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY. like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe. *cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS). speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg. I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!! i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭 I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care ! the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot.. mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡ also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿 ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck) I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved ❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻
okay i’m gonna. do smth new and make sure i address every part of this by like. quoting it in a way? HEAR ME OUT YOU’LL SEE OKAY UNDER THE CUT :D
okay my responses are in the indented block quotes :D
breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new).
IM SORRY FHFDGDFGS I DIDNT MEAN TO CAUSE BREATHING PROBLEMS!!!!! that was not my intention BUT IM HAPPY YOU LIKED IT :D
idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you.
OMG??? this is so sweet wtf thank you so much 😭😭😭
that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY.
DFHJGSJKLF I’M SORRY your message abt not being ready made me cackle earlier 😭 it took me so long to find pictures i like and i kept finding pictures that spurred OTHER fic ideas it was so painful :(((
like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe.
:’) THANK YOU he’s so fun to write i love him i do i do :’) thank you omg a “masterpiece” PLS ive been worried abt this fic im like . no one is gonna like it …………….. very nervous…….. so this means a lot thank you omg :’) and all these kind words im MELTING PLS THANK YOU 😭
*cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS).
HE IS SO HOT YOU’RE RIGHT !!!!! and yeahhhhh late night adventures are fun and good opportunities to get close to people :D and OKAY YES I WANTED TO MAKE THAT KINDA CLEAR………….. we do not hate lily we do not blame her she just fell victim to his charms even if he didnt know he was doing anything !!!! we are a lil aggravated that she wanted him but we, like you said, cant blame her 💖 #welovewomen #respectwomen aND OKAY NO BC I REALLY LIKE WRITING WHIPPED MALE CHARACTERS IT’S MY LIFEBLOOD AT THIS POINT…….
speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg.
HEHEHEHE i enjoy teasing it’s so fun omg it’s probably like my favorite part of writing 😵‍💫 I LIKE THE EXPLOSION MOMENT I LOVE THAT SHIT!!!!!!!! THANK YOU :D
I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!!
omg i wanted to give jaemin and jeno more screen time tbh but i was really trying to avoid this being as long as it ended up being 😭 i had a whole deleted scene in my mind but it’s gone now </3 so sorry to nomin
i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭
eeeee i love direct men that’s so hot to me and i just think . he’d be upfront about liking you like . he might flirt in convoluted ways but overall if he likes you i firmly think You Would Know 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and YEAH THE TOUCHING. …… *dies* this was self-indulgent of me will be real. will be very real. yes. i like touching 😭
I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care !
it is okay i am active whenever i feel like it so no hour is too late !!!! :D
the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot..
LOOK SJFJSJJDSJDJS they were temporarily not of sound mind and body cut them some slack </3 the horny took over </3 BUT if it’s any consolation i imagined haechan parked like. in a relatively quiet area like there aren’t even many houses so the chances of someone coming out were low !!!
mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡
EEE THANK YOU i’m obsessed w mutual pining it’s so cute and fun 🥴🥴🥴
also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿
that is totally okay weed isn’t for everyone!! he’s rly so . so fine like i just think Hyuck Sexy—
ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck)
YEAH YOURE RIGHT THEY DIDNT SAY OUTWARDLY “i like you” at any point for real but they get at the point in other ways !! like when haechan says he likes her too much to be mean to her yknow?
I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved
🥺🥺🥺 thank you omg and yeah i kinda hoped? ppl would react like that? bc i wanted it kiiiinda open ended? possibly bc another song inspired another part to this fic but idk . idk 🧍🏽‍♀️ idk!!!! but it’s safe to assume they’re like . basically together at this point BUT they’re still kinda toying with each other!!
❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻
THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO 😭😭😭 IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT GENUINELY!!
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sungbeam · 2 years ago
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xnonie present‼️ (a PERFECT name btw)
the more i learn abt this fic the more i get excited for it omgggg it's gonna be soooo worth it 🙏🙏 also now that u mention the rest of svt also being mutants (and yn being nightcrawler inspired?!?!?) i'm going more feral by the moment HSHSHCKCNS 😭 ur doing so much to make this fic great
SPEAKING OF hot mv!jeonghan he REALLY DID REMIND ME OF ANGEL- like it looks a bit TOO much like his metal wings in the apocalypse movie 🥱🥱 u have such a big brain for catching onto that beam ahdksjdj
+ lastly, u have a great taste in mutants ✨️ rogue, quicksilver, and magneto are very really correct answers and i stand by that 💞
AHHH XNONIE (^_-)-☆ WELCOME <3
skfnkejdkd im so excited for it as well tbh i just gotta write it 😅😅 it's actually quite angsty lmaoo and i'm sorry in advance for making kwannie cry 🤐 maybe sometime soon i'll just put out there who i've matched up w who 👀👀 lmao i have no clue who else would be interested tho, or at least be as invested as you and me >.<
FRFR OMG I WAS LIKE WHY ARENT THERE MORE FICS ABT HOT MV!HANNIE ?!?);#(2 like ,, , ig not a lot of people have watched x-men to make the connection :/ so i wrote it myself >:3 of course hehe lol i could not get that one scene of angel in rafters of that abandoned warehouse home of his from apocalypse out of my head, so now i've claimed that for our archangel hannie :')
KDBEKD LMAO THANK U XNONIE !! nightcrawler is also a very correct answer like he is top notch cool mutant status 😩🙏🏼 rogue bc i think her power is super op and i like her hair/attitude, quicksilver bc he is comedy gold and underrated, and magneto bc he's powerful asf and his back story from apocalypse made me really sad and sympathetic (i love a villain who's a villain for good reason ekfnsknf like screw around w my moral compass and you've got me @_@)
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connorsui · 1 year ago
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I wanna cry ...I wanna sob ..I wanna turn into a fucking puddle ...I wanna lay on the floor looking at the darkness of the fucking universe cuz this writing yall...THIS WRITING!?!? HELOOO!?!? I NEED COMPENSATION FOR THIS CUZ IM- ....🧍‍♀️💀💔💔
Yall I was not expecting this fic to turns so ...agnsty ...but soo..loving ??..it's like a poem ..an old poem that sum archeologists find randomly in the dirt and see the writing in scripted by ✨️senualothbrok✨️ on the top of the parchment and wonder: dam ..this dude must have been the fucking maester of wisdom cuz I see no lies here 😭🩷
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...yet ..just the fact that we are human ...we ...are human ..with someone who is capable of pratically living forever with nothing to worry about ..and us ...having to age ..
With a passed lover who have died of old age ...YALL IT MAKES ME WANNA IMAGINE THOUGHTS....THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD THAT WILL DO ME NOOOOOO FUCKING FAVORS BESIDES DEPRESSIONS💔💔💔😭
Like astarion really be thinking the most about love and us telling him about luv that I bet even with this little scenario he ain't gonna forget about it!? ..AND HE AINT GONNA FORGET HOW OUR PAST LOVER APPARENTLY LOOKED LIKE GALE 💀💀💀💀
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My dear author ...u had me thinking agnst and comfort and it's hurting but comforting 😭
Love and beauty
Summary: A few days after Astarion has taken you to his grave, you are lying in bed together. You decide it's time to make a confession.
Musings on beauty, love and death.
Word count: 1.3k
Non-18+. Astarion x female Tav. Non-ascended Astarion. References to bereavement.
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You are lying on your side, looking at Astarion.  Here at the Elfsong Tavern, morning is rousing from its slumber. You are cocooned in the bed you have shared with him since the night he took you to his grave. The sheets are warm and soft beneath you, and in their burgundy shadows, his skin glows like porcelain. He lies on his back, his silver eyelashes fanning out below his closed eyes like silk. His crown is a white maze of waves. Just recently you have noticed the faint threads which form around his mouth and eyes when he laughs, slight indents where his eyebrows meet his nose when he is focused. And sometimes, barely perceptible dimples dance on his cheeks.
You never tire of looking at him. There is always something new to see, and you never know how long you have left to see it.
“I can feel you staring at me.” A lazy eye opens and fixes on you. “Has no one ever told you that it’s rude to stare?”
There is mischief in his smile, and you return it. You run your fingers over his collarbone. He shifts his chin closer to your hand.
“I can’t help it.”
He stretches, long and languid, a fang peeking out on his lower lip.
“I know, darling.” He turns onto his side to face you. “It’s why you’re here. You can’t get enough of my devastating beauty.”
The words carry no edge. He is still himself, not the masked imitation. He twirls his fingers around a strand of your hair as it caresses your shoulder.
“You are devastatingly beautiful, it’s true.” You play with a curl at his temple, tracing the edge of his ear. You consider for a moment. “But you know, all of that… it only goes so far.”
“Oh?” He regards you quizzically.
“Well…” You turn the thoughts over in your mind. “I’m human, Astarion. Even humans blessed with devasting, soul-crushing beauty, like yours – most of us don’t live that long. We get old and grey. We get wrinkles.”
He scrunches his nose. You laugh.
“I know, disgusting, those wrinkles. But when you have to contend with ageing, and with death… it’s different.”
You are not sure he understands what you are saying. You yourself are not entirely sure.
You nuzzle your nose into his. He slides his arm under your head, circling it around your shoulder. You curl into his chest. There is a silence, but it is so light, like being bathed in morning sun.
Maybe it is because every day draws you closer to the Netherbrain. Or maybe it is because he has shown you where he died, and has shared with you his rebirth. Now, you feel the last bastion inside you can come down. This last pearl you have hidden from him, you can now give, trusting he will not cast it away.
“I had a husband once,” you say.
You have not spoken about him for a long time. It surprises you that it does not hurt anymore to mention him. To remember.
“It was a lifetime ago now. He was beautiful too, when we met. Though nowhere near as beautiful as you.” You brush your lips across Astarion’s skin. “He was smart. He had a way with words. And he was kind.”
You are relieved that Astarion does not say anything. He does not tense in shock or anger. There is no judgment. He only listens, holding you.
“He actually looked a lot like Gale. Sometimes when he speaks, Gale even sounds like him.”
Astarion bristles at this. “So you’re telling me that one of our travelling companions, one of our closest allies and friends, is the spitting image of the love of your life? And you’re telling me this, why?”
You are not entirely surprised by his reaction. And maybe you find it endearing that Astarion could feel even a prickling of jealousy about a man you loved and lost so long ago. You chuckle, reaching up to kiss him lightly on the curve of his jaw. He eases with a huff.
“This isn’t the point of my story.”
“Well, you best get to it soon,” he shoots back, but he does not pull back his embrace.
There is a softness, a playfulness, to his irritation. You nibble his ear lobe gently and he sighs. He waits. You go on.
“He was a lot older than me. When he got sick, I took care of him. He died in his sleep. I laid him to rest. By that point, he was an old man. And he’d lived a good life.”
You remember your husband’s face through a haze. His papery skin, so thin you could tear it by mere touch. Frosted hazel eyes, and snaking veins on hands that you clasped so tightly against your wet face after he had breathed his last. The years of love that had filled the hole he left, buoying you through the grief.
“There’s something about that kind of love. Through age, and sickness, and everything in between. The long and boring days. The petty arguments. The stupid things we joked about. Everything we shared together.”
You heart fills as you speak of him. There is no more sorrow when you think of him now, only gratitude.
“I loved him till the end. That kind of love - it went well beyond his beauty.”
Astarion is quiet and still for a long time. When he moves back to look at you, you cannot read his gaze.
“But I won’t age,” he says. “I won’t die.”
You nod.
“I’ll be like this forever.”
“Forever beautiful, forever young.” You glance at the scars and ripples of your flesh, and you cannot help but feel a pang of envy.
He frowns. In the pause that follows, you wonder where he has gone. You wish he could take you with him.
“How will I know, then?” he asks suddenly.
“Know what?”
“How will I know…” He struggles, as though each word is a heavy load. He clears his throat. “How will I know what kind of love it is?”
There is an emptiness in his eyes now, like a kind of sadness. A loss. You reach out and press your palm to his heart.
“Are you asking me whether I would still love you-“
“If I wasn’t beautiful.” He grimaces. “If I was old and grey, or sick, or…” He trails off briefly. “If I had wrinkles. Like Gale.”
You laugh, and you see that it gives him comfort. Because Astarion still cannot help but mask a plea with a jibe.
“What do you think?” you ask.
He hesitates. His eyes caress your face, drinking in every detail, every line and curve, every shadow and blemish. A balm spreads through you as he sees you, just as you see him, since the very first time you promised to be his mirror. You know he can see your answer.
But he is uncertain, and he is still afraid.
“Without a doubt, Astarion,” you breathe.
He turns away. You wait. It no longer weighs on you when he withdraws. You know now that he will always return. You will give him time, now. You will give him space. He will come back when he is ready.
But then, so abruptly, he clasps you against him. You are enveloped in the coolness of his skin, the warm wetness of his mouth, the blanket of his body around you. The moment is a world in itself, swirling and gathering and expanding, holding you fast.
It ends as it began. You lie there, tracing circles in each other’s souls. Morning has broken, and muffled voices are bustling through the bedroom walls. Slowly, you edge to the side of the bed, and he rises to join you.
“I don’t think he was the love of my life, by the way.” You say it like an afterthought, but it is not.
“I damn well hope not,” he counters, sharp and fast.
But the gentleness in his gaze tells you all you need to know.
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connorsui · 1 year ago
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MY LUV MY BELOVED MY FAV MY PERSON🩷🩷✨️U HAVE COME BACK TO US WITH UR WRITING AND IM CRYING 😭😭😭...I'll admit I missed seeing ur beautiful parchment letters hitting my screen with your aegon fics and idk how long we gonna have u with this fic but I just hope u doing okay 🩷🩷🩷
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ANNYWHOOOO ON OUR WAY WITH (READER) ON THIS ONE ...this girl really tried not giving fuck about aegon following our ass for who knows how long saying its our destiny being together 💀💀...like honey ..u think walking away and going back home after our sis disappeared is gonna make the situation go away? 🤡🤡
Aegon: ight u may not know me ...but I know u ..and u are gonna be with me for eternity 🧍‍♀️
Reader: ...BULL..SHIT..WITH THE LIES WITH YOU ...YOU DEMON..YOU FOLLOWER OF THE LORDS
Aegon accepting it⏬️. Reader trying to be sane through all of it like. ⏬️⏬️
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But imma be for real here ....we gonna disobey daddy dearest for the rest of this fic cuz he gonna see that same wolf with sheep's clothing become his son in-law and nothing else 🤪just wait til hit and u will forget about anything he did in the past 🤡💅🏻
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Anyways I missed u and I luv u 🩷🩷
The Wolf & the Stray Girl. Chapter #1 The Grieving.
PAIRING: Werewolf!Aegon ii Targaryen x fem!Reader [Little Red Riding Hood AU]
WORDS: 1942.
SUMMARY: Nestled in the outskirts of a desolate village, it was known that the woods were a dark, fearsome place not to be ventured. Yet something enchanting lived amongst its shadows, you were certain. And some may call it your bold willingness or others, your naive curiosity, would ultimately uncover the truth.
WARNINGS: mentions of stalker tendencies, mentions of murder/intrusion.
A/N - apologies for the long wait, I took some time away from writing. I sometimes feel my place in this fandom is non-existent. I realise now, that it does not matter. I came here to write for characters I love... that is what I intend to do. thank you for your patience, to those that continue to support me x
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The long, treacherous road that laid ahead of you, the further you would venture into the dark, enchanted woods was not one to be taken lightly. Although, far from harm's way so long as you remained stagnant in your pathway: not befallen to whatever temptations lurked in the shadows beyond the winding, cobblestoned thoroughfare. Your final destination was intended to be a quick visit to your beloved grandmother, with the hopeful, pleasant exchange of goods. Her cinnamon cookies were divine, especially when and almost always freshly baked.
Despite having travelled this familiar road many times before, both with the thorough guidance of your father and your now presumed late elder sister, it never ceased to feel eerie. A nauseating sensation in the deepest pit of your stomach would always churn and writhe with suspicions that curious, watchful eyes lingered over your every move, your every trail. A terrible suspicion that some of these eyes intended to harm you.
The harrowing, cold tone of your father’s stern words had been etched into your malleable mind, like a carving in stone.
“Stay on that path, girl… Or we have lost you already.”
Your father had grown much old and weary of late, since your elder sister had been declared missing. He scouted relentlessly day and night himself, into the woods. Only to return empty handed, with proof of his exhausting endeavours saturated across his seldom face. His eyes once so lively that gleamed bright with joy: a man that could once smile with his eyes, now only distraught with the strained look of grief and despair.
It took you countless attempts to persuade him otherwise, to allow you to venture the journey yourself, until he finally agreed, although with great reluctance. He knew you were much more diligent and obedient than your elder, always adhering to orders without the temptation to cross a boundary. Your father trusted you, however he did not trust whatever creatures laid abed in the lush dark green canopy of the woods.
“Stay on the path, Y/N, my dearest… Or else I cannot bear to live a life where I lose you too.”
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The luminescent indigo pigment of the petals had immediately caught your attention. Your active eyes would wander with marvel, fleeting from the defined path that laid ahead, to beyond the stretch of woods.
"Ocean tears" You breathlessly whisper, your eyelids widening with intrigue as you lust over the rare sight. Ocean Tears were a sacred commodity to come by so naturally: used for medicinal and curative remedies, your mind immediately soared to the sickly, malnourished state of your father. The toll of his insomnia, poor appetite and overall dejected state had been taxing to his health, since the disappearance of your sister. He was not the once formidable, strong man he had once been in the previous years...
The treasure itself was only a few short paces off the pathway itself. Your mind began to scatter, trying to outweigh the risks against the pros. Despite wearingly trying to convince yourself to stay on path, desperate to strain every brain fibre to obligate your body to adhere to your father's wishes, you unconsciously felt your body pacing forward, reaching the very edge of the elevated path. Your eyes darted from each side of the vast forest vicinity: delicately scanning every inch, crevice and shadow of the engulfing green and wooden shrubbery [with the Ocean Tears being the only source of colour in the portrait].
"Forgive me, Father," You utter beneath your breath, before taking a careful leap forwards. Now both feet firmly planted on the soft, soiled grown, the earth beneath felt somewhat alleviating. Having spent a few solid hours, with nothing but the rigid, uneven rocky stones beneath your feet, walking uphill and down, this mundane sensation was a relief like no other.
Only a few seconds had need passing, as you slowly began to regain your instinctual senses, realising the daunting extremity of your decision. Without wanting to spare precious seconds more, you hastily pace forward towards the vibrant flower, basking in the alluring scent, as you push aside the straightened flaps of your crimson red hooded cape. Delicately you begin to pluck at the petals, one fallen strand landing into the base of your woven, wooden basket.
Disciplined in your actions, your once whole and lively senses had once again melt away, unaware of a figure creeping up from the shadows.
"It seems someone has lost their way from the path..."
The unthreatening tone was low and husky, and yet its sudden volume shattering the vast, swallowing silence was frightful: dire enough to freeze your entire being in time.
Your fearful eyes met the immediate, still gaze of the strange man: a handsome, ethereal looking one, nonetheless. With moonlight tinged hair, short, silver strands almost blinding in the radiating beams of sunlight, his unfaltering lilac orbs were encapsulating. Conflicted to stare, yet unable to maintain constant contact. Although there was some distance between you both, you could tell he was a few, solid inches taller than yourself, his physicality sturdy, and robust appearing. There was no doubt, if he caught you in his midst, it would be meaningless to fight agains him. He practically oozed might. Although his facial features softened, almost angelic like, the healed yet evident scars slashed across his pale skin, made him look rugged: proof that he was no stranger to brute savagery.
He took a cautious, slow step forward, almost hesitant to, yet determined. In rhythm, you took a step back instinctually, causing him to take no further step closer.
"I wish not to harm you, I only wish to speak to you."
Although the nerves rattled you, his tempting words had somewhat puzzled you.
Who was this stranger? Had he been watching you from afar this entire time? Why the desire to speak?
"And why would I do that? Do you think of me as some naive prey? You are nothing but a stranger to me, what makes you think I will take your word?"
His endearing glare remained fixated on you this entirety, although you struggled to reciprocate, its enticing nature was captivating. His stout chest heaving generously, before exhaling a defeated sigh.
"You have no reason to trust me, Y/N... Although I have been watching you from the distance, since the moment you departed. I know where you sleep, I know where you seek solace... If you think you can wave me off, just know, I will be lingering. Your scent-"
Once more, he takes a solid pace forward, although this time with a dark, menacing tinge in his eyes, as he looms his head down to your eye level. Another pace further, as you try to maintain the distance between, taking a step back, as you firmly grip your basket's carved handle.
"W-What are you? W-Who are you?" You shamelessly stutter, your skin growing cold, sensing a drop in temperature in your body.
"I could smell you from miles away: that intoxicating scent. First hit me, when you first ventured these woods, that year ago. No matter how hard I tried, and I had tried to fight against it, yet I could not bear to ignore it any longer. From the countless sleepless nights, and long days, I had no choice... And seeing you now... You did not disappoint."
"G-Get away from me!" You recklessly shout: your yells could either result in aid working in your favour or against, drawing more unwarranted attention from dark figures. Your head paced backwards and forwards, from where the man stood ahead of you, inching in closer and closer, as you desperately tried to move yourself back to the footpath.
"I am no ordinary man, Y/N. I am Aegon. And you... You have no ordinary fate."
"Do not speak of my name again, fiend! Leave me alone!"
As you hastily turned your back, taking a risky lunge forward, planting your unsteady foot on top the solid ground of the pathway. You had only turned momentarily, and yet as you resumed your stance once more, you were faced with only the empty, glooming green of the forest, and its chilling silence. A few solid minutes had passed, your attention spanning across the shrubbery, inspecting every inch, for an ounce of proof that this Aegon, remained close by.
Although your body felt rigid and tense, sensing the hot blood coursing through your vessels. Your dense breathing felt heavy and restricting across your chest, as you tried to regain control.
Without a second to spare, you resumed your stroll, although with greater speed. Your mind fled to the echoing, harrowing voice of your father's words, and the guilt began to stir. You rebelled against his advice and the repercussions were close to fatal.
As your mind pondered over Aegon's words, your body carrying itself with each heavy step: your only intent was to make it in one piece...
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The sight was unlike anything you had ever seen... The dark, dried traces of blood smeared across the walls and homily furniture, the broken pieces of wood and stained glass scattered messily across the floor, each careful step, an audible crunch beneath your weight. All details pointed to an intrusion, you had conceded. Your broken voice hopelessly calling out for your grandmother, as you slowly paced across the hallway, eyes peering across the vicinity for a remote sign of her. And yet, only silence had responded.
The hot tears swelling in your eyes had blurred your vision, as you took in each inch and crevice of the household. The day had been a harrowing one indeed, and to be met with this tragic fate, did no justice to ease your mind. As you crept towards the end of the hall, the familiar door to your grandmother's cosy chamber slightly remained unlock, only the disappearing sunlight lurking through. As you steadily pushed over the door, creaking in its hinges as though the house had not been vacant and unkept for years, you were met with a horrifying sight indeed. A pungent, horrid smell wafted through your nostrils, as you captured a glimpse of her unmoving, blood curdling body across the flood board. Suddenly, your vision had darkened into an abyss, the sight disappeared.
"Y/N-" The call of your name was unforeseen, yet its voice sounded eerily familiar. The hand that was stationed over covering your eyes, was sudden yet brought some relief, sparing you the gruesome sight. Your hand clutched at your heart, above your tender breast, as you felt your body being handled, gently guided to turn towards the direction of the voice.
"A-Aegon-" Eyes widening in disbelief as the hand released its clutch over your eyesight: you felt numb towards his presence as the over-looming sense of grief drowned you, otherwise. Your father had suffered enough anguish thus far, you could not bear to bring him the burden of more sorrowful news.
What has become of your family's fate? Had some curse plagued your family? Had some ill-minded person wished nothing more than to bestow such affliction unto you all?
"Y/N, dearest- You need to come with me, right now-"
With no caution to his actions, his warm hands, its raw texture rough felt against your soft palms, as he held your cold peripherals tightly. Reassurance oozed from him, as his large hand further reached over, tenderly brushing aside a fallen, misplaced strand of hair from your face, before his thumb caressed the fallen tear away.
You knew better than to show an ounce of trust towards Aegon, and yet, you felt somewhat protected in his presence.
"Y/N, please-"
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MAN CHARLIE I LOVE THIS SO MUCHHH this is such a treat to wake up to??? ICB I GOT THIS MANY I FEEL SO SPOILED 🥰🥰🤧💖💖💕💞 AND I LOVE IT!!!! was gonna scream at my tags as per usual but i alr knowww it can't contain all the words i wanna scream out so i'm just gonna scream here because AAAAAA I LOVE THESE DYNAMICS IM HOLDING THEM SO CLOSE 2 MY HEARTT ❤️❤️
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^ offers u a rare smiling hakuno too bc ily 🥺 but also bc it kinda goes along with the kaeya icon u have there 💖 her gushing abt the darknight hero while he's just chuckling mayhaps ?? (hakuno vc he's so cool..!! ✨️✨️) (kaeya vc yes yes he's soo cool~ /_^) (meanwhile, diluc in the bg like 🧍‍♂️)
okokok but can i just sob over the KAEYA and hakuno dynamic real quick I LIKE THEM SM T__T it's so neat for them to have someone they can truly be open with even though they may not know just how to be open, hell yes!!!!!and i like how it's not all sunshine and rainshows, it's simultaneously both a relieving yet unnerving experience for them because they're just. not used to it! they have a really funky dynamic methinks but i'd say it's good for them to have that! i really think they can be someone to rely on for support but also someone that won't be afraid to call them out give them that necessary push when things go a lil tough. overall i'd think they'd really help each other grow a lot! anddd maybe even find themselves, maybe :,) i need u to know that the khaenri'ah stuff is a whole nother thing to get into bUT I'M VERY 👀👀 AT IT OKOKOK the topic of home would be another theme with these two hoho and i'd be excited to explore that too!!! i'm just constantly vibrating as i think of them okok -I EAT MY HANDS-
i also Need you to know that hakuno's as genuine as can be but she's the kind that "lies" because she's so bad at understanding herself — the type to say she's fine when she's not! legitimately not trying to hide anything, she's forcing herself and convincing herself that she's fineee which is why i think it'd be neat for kaeya to be able to look through that too!! hakuno being able to look past kaeya's "lies" and kaeya being able to look past hakuno's "truth".... :chinhands: HIM HELPING HER OUT WITH HER IDENTITY IS MAKING ME SOB BTW 😭💖 prepping myself for Pain tho bc- hakuno's entire arc of finding herself is sadd. real quick talk about it here here: a huge motivation for her was always about finding herself. she doesn't see any worth in herself, doesn't know her place in the world and she really just has nothing. being an amnesiac sucks but that gave her the hope of finding those answers once she remembers but yeaaaah-
ultimately she finds out that there was nothing at the start and she's just a nobody with nothing,, so it's a very crushing revelation, as you can imagine :,) her outward reaction to it hurts too bc she's dying on the inside but on the outside she's just *trying to hold herself together and keep calm* doesn't cry or say anything because hakuno's the sort to just bottle it in and suppress all her pain to the point where she just feels numb SO YES PLS HOLD HER HAND THROUGH IT KAEYA SHE WOULD NEED IT SM 😭😭 she'd cry if he did which you'd think is a bad reaction but no, she should!!! i think i mentioned alr how she's the type to cry alone so yes pls let her be comforted and open about her vulnerablities for a change 🙏 and with her and kaeya's whole underlying thing being their conflict abt identity it'd just be so perfect methinks??? IDK THE DETAILS BUT I JUST KNOW I WOULD SOB AND LOVE IT SM 😭💖
AND ABOUT THE DARKNIGHT HERO STUFF OH MY GOD AGFKSHFKSBFNSB they need to talk about it in front of diluc methinks. THEY NEED TO. hakuno's figured out who that diluc is the darknight hero so she's not going to fangirl gush on main, but she doesn't know that kaeya knows methinks, so if he's insulting the darknight hero? it's just banter between brothers sgjfhsjd but hakuno's there liKE >:T which is just going to amuse kaeya and embarrass diluc even more methinks HFKDHFJDJSHD
oh my god but i'm gonna have to apologise to DILUC for this because this girl is just. honesty hours always and is not going to sit still if anyone slights the darknight hero LIKE- SOME RANDOM DRUNK PATRON COULD JUST BE CALLING HIS NAME CHEESY AND SHE'D BE >:TT "the alcohol is clearly clouding your head... hmph, the darknight hero would never show such an embarrassing display because he—" stops herself from saying he doesn't like alchohol. "—is surely a responsible citizen and drinker and would know when to call it quits..!" (<- ends up lecturing the drunkard on how they should drink responsibly and asks if they can walk themself home properly bc that's just how hakuno is) (but not before she tells them that they can tell her just how cool the darknight hero's name when they're sober-) but also imagine that while escorting that person back, hakuno just tells them abt all her experiences with the darknight hero and the next time they drop into the tavern they're just like TT___TT THE DARKNIGHT HERO IS SO KIND!!! SO COOL!!! ✨️✨️✨️
ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE THOO the hero aspect would be hella neat to explore with (and this obviously would apply for your mha muses ofc!!) because the reason hakuno admires heroes so much is because- she has a terrible view of herself and thinks of herself as horribly selfish, so she really admires those who selflessly fights and does their best for others! she's kind of a hypocrite like that, but hakuno is different from a hero because while she does share the same kind and selfless nature, she's more motivated by her own personal values and the people she strongly cares about. it's also her making up for her self-perceived flaws!! there's a lot of her issues involved ahfkshdh bUT YEAH THIS MAKES ME THINK- hi diluc is the darknight looking for a sidekick haha.. asking for a friend--
sHE'S NOT GONNA SAY IT LIKE THAT BUT LIKE 🥺 a moon lady would offer to help in those gruelling nights.... she'll do her best!! it's also fun too because of that same goal but differing motivations :thonk: and that's more reason for hakuno to want to get to know diluc!! would also gives him the chance to find out that she's a little (a lot) more troubled than what her strong stoic front may appear to be... AND OH MAN OH BOY LONELINESS IS SUCH A HUGE THEME 4 MY HAKUNOO but hi omg hello i am now thinking about diluc's whole reputation as the uncrowned king of mondtsadt.. him being held in high esteem while hakuno's more of the opposite... a nobody that's looked down down :chinhands: but they're both just lonely ppl underneath!! so big yes to them chatting whenever and wherever :,) even if it's just small talk she'd enjoy it a lot!
thinking about CHILDE just makes me facking hurtttt agfksgjf THAT HC HURTS SO MUCH BTW CHARLIE I'M SOBBING?? she really would've gotten along with ajax 😭 but also hi, i would really want to have hakuno see the way childe is towards his family and how he was at his story quest with teucer because thaat's just gonna complicate ber thoughts on him even more!! i think she'd want to dislike him,, would obviously be extremely hurt by a betrayal and being used but GOD SHE REALLY IS THE PERFECT PERSON TO BE USED HONESTLYY hakuno's the type to blame herself!! would beat herself up for being used like that and beats herself up some more for wanting to still spend time with him 😭 hakuno by default has always been lonely.. what experiences she has is her being belittled/insulted/looked down on, so you can see why she'd be so desperate for a positive relationship! is also the type to repress and ignore her own wants and needs, which just ends up in a very deep and repressed longing deep down... it's not even anything outrageous, she just wants those normal average things like friends and to live a happy life so like!!
me thinking about childe gifting her this candy she was eyeing at- she has a major sweet tooth ok!! but also, is so bad at understanding herself, she didn't even know she wanted it. so for childe to notice and get her that, she'd be more touched and grateful at the act rather than the gift itself 🥲 SO YEAH THAT JUST MAKES THE BOMBSHELL THAT MUCH MORE PAINFUL TOO AND I HATE IT (LOVE IT) i want them to talk about bonds tho... hakuno's a simple person!! her nature is literally stated to be "pure and innocent" and i think i mentioned how she's pretty awkward despite appearing so put together and elegant- but the world is hella complex! people can be cruel and relationships are just hard </3 still thinking about his warning about her heart btw...... that shook me to my core!!!! makes me wanna maximize the pain tho... seeing how observant and "understanding" he is,,, maybe some day, Some Day, hakuno could reach her limit break down a lil in front of him idk!! all her frustrations and complex feelings bursting out mayhaps 💃💃 her just asking what she did wrong,, why she's just being used and abandoned and why she'll always end up alone,,, at that point she's just venting tbh SHE HAS A LOT OF ISSUES OKIE IM SORRYYY </3
but yea childe to hakuno is just Confusion and pain galoree !! hakuno already has a very natural want to understand others, but i think she'd def want to know what tf childe was feeling with all of this ^_T it'd be extra hurtie if this happened on a separate verse from diluc or kaeya or hell, even with al haitham- because hakuno hates being used or play into someone's grand scheme! but at the same time, she's so grateful to have someone notice her and offer her a "friendship" when she's never had her wants and desires noticed by others and diminishes it herself 😭 gsbdakchsjfhs iT'S JUST TOUGH!!! can imagine her just bluntly asking him if he even cares about her or their "friendship" if he offer her anything after that bombshell :,) much pain,
OKOK LET ME HEAL MYSELF AFTER ALL THAT SGFKSHDJSJ ohh BENNETT 🥺🥺 PLS!!! THAT FAMILIAL DYNAMIC WOULD BE SO SWEETT 😭🙏💖💖 hakuno has a soft spot for anyone younger than her and bennett's sunshine-like aura (read: Wholesome Vibes) would endear him to her instantly. they'd be like that kid who gets into all sorts of trouble (benny's bad luck.... F) and his cool and quiet older sister— only yeah, despite the elegant ladylike image, she's pretty clumsy herself! my geographic knowledge of monstadt is failing me rn but he could ask hakuno about her darknight hero encounters and she'd tell him all the deets! then proceeds to get the realization of huh that's terrible actually. am i that clumsy? slam into her like a 999mph mitachurl and just. proceeds 2 repeatedly bang her head against a wall in embarrassment (<- something she canonically did too btw GDFFSHDJGDB)
ooh and i wanted to make a post about this but adding to hakuno's doll-like motif! her skin's porcelain and perfect, has no scars or anything no matter what kind of injuries she gets into. it's perfect to the point where it's unnatural, makes her seem hardly human to others (andd ahaha she's not) and adds to the alienation she feels wherever she goes. she always feels like an outsider :,) tHE POINT OF ME SAYING THIS THO!! i feel like her and bennett are both the type to not care about what happens to them and fuss over others instesd so 🥺 them being like that to each other mayhaps,, (that fact about her is also why she's Extra reckless and has 0 concerns for herself, she's already a very self-sacrificing person but this just enables it to an unhealthy extent tbh-) anddd on the topic of health!! she's also very unhealthy in that aspect-- often skips/forgets meals so that charred egg would be very appreciated and needed!!! 💪 hope bennett likes sweets because i can imagine her giving em to him with a pat to the head ✨️
SHE'D ABSOLUTELY BE SO DAMN SUPPORTIVE OF HIM!!! absolutely believes in bennett's adventure team and would join herself if it weren't for her not-an-adventurer status! you know that one dynamic of sunshine and sunshine protector? that's absolutely bennett and hakuno respectively. i remember this one rude ass adventurer in his hangout event that was mean to bennett and hakuno would Not stand for that attitude, he's gonna be scolded so bad!!! aww the trinkets from his adventures are gonna be cherished sm btw 🥺 hakuno doesn't have much (literally a nobody with nothing huh 😭) so she'd really appreciate it! if she has a secure place to live, she'd put em up for display because she'd like em so much <3 also pls consider hakuno going on a hunt for a four leaf clover for him !! and pls know that if lady luck was real she'd beat her up for giving bennett such horrible luck fr fr-
I REALLY LOVE THE LOGIC VS EMOTION ASPECT OF HAKUNO SO LIKE her and AL-HAITHAM would be hella neat methinks!!! i feel like they could have this weird alliance because they do have the same goal — to understand hakuno, but they don't necessarily have the same idea and intent. which is also hella neat!! just as he's curious about hakuno (tho more on the logical side of how she is i think), hakuno would be curious about him too (but on the emotional side of things!) hakuno can be pretty blunt as well but al-haitham takes it to a whole nother level methinks- hakuno's got thick skin but hit her where she's weak and 😬😬 she would be Weakkk. BITES MY HAND makes it me wonder wtf's gonna happen at the reveal bc yeah it's interesting to the observer, but actual "person" going thru it hakuno is 😭 not having a good time!! it's the support from the ppl who care about her regardless is what helped her accept in and not be completely mentally fucked up so like!! :chinhands: what would happen with this pair i wonder.......
WANT 2 SEE EM WORK TOGETHER IN STUFF THO LMAO they could bicker a lot methinks 🤼‍♂️ hakuno's hella patient and understanding tho and most of all, she wants to get along. she'd want to be friends tbh 😭 pls befren her she lonely...... hIM LOSING HER IN A BAZAAR IS ABSOLUTELY KILLING ME BTW SGJJDGEJD sir!!! she's 160cm/5'3 tiny lady!!! UR NEVER GONNA FIND HER ONCE U LOSE SIGHT OF HER 😭 /J okay but also, i can imagine her being the one to lose him too because she got distracted when she saw a lost child. cue her entire side quest of helping that child return to their parents! and at the end of it, she gently reminds them that the bazaar is really crowded so they shouldn't wander off away from their parents n_n ............. and then 0.1 seconds later, she realizes that she has indeed wandered off away from al-haitham (hakuno vc Hm.) he's really tall so she'd have an easier time finding him, probably 😭
OH AND HER ATTITUDE WOULD BE SO DIFFERENT DEPENDING ON WHO LOST WHO. if alhaitham lost her cuz he forgor then she'll be pouting the rest of the day bye- later holds onto a part of him out of spite tbh !!! would deadass loop their arms like the most goofy ahh duo 😭😭 and if he gives her a look or seems peeved by it?? Good because that's her intention :stoicsmughakuno: but if she's the one who lost him then her attitude would be soooo different sgfkhsf apologises profusely and asks if he was alright and all,, probably holds onto his cloak thing next time they go somewhere crowded which does sucessfully prevent him from losing her as well! only, hakuno is hakuno and next time she comes across anyone in need of help, the only difference is that she'll just be dragging al-haitham along in that side quest ✨️
👫 but like- looks at all the possible dynamics we've brought up. looks at u. SGHDGDJS THIS IS JST ME WANTING TO HEAR UR THOUGHTS ON ANY OF EM TBH 😳✨️✨️
okay so let me just like write a little something for everyone then dfkjdsfk
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KAEYA: Kaeya gets to go first because we’ve talked the most about them but honestly like Hakuno is one of the few people he’s good to be around without the show??? because she sees through it anyway and sometimes its too much and sometimes he needs to not be around her because then he doesn’t feel like an entire lie but sometimes its just relieving to not have to be what’s needed of him and just be y’know? And Hakuno’s good for that. Also he’ll help Hakuno work out her own identity using all his contacts and he’s going to be there to hold her hand if it turns out to be something they couldn’t have imagined. He’s protective of her, he’s scared of her and has a whole host of other feelings as well. Doesn’t get her deal with Diluc though and WILL tease her about her superhero having to swoop in to save her while lowkey / highkey insulting Diluc depending on whether he’s listening.
DILUC: Diluc, as The Darknight Hero, might seem exasperated by his swooping in to deal with whatever Hakuno has gotten herself involved in, but he doesn’t mind all that much. It is nice to feel appreciated when she thanks him for his work, and really it makes a change from the more gruelling nights of chasing the abyss order. I think unconcsciously Diluc resonates with Hakuno’s loneliness and though his is of his own making, he defintiely finds himself chatting to her at the bar/wherever they encounter each other. When she compliments The Darknight Hero in Angel’s Share he has to do his best not to show himself to be flustered, but he does go quiet.
CHILDE: Childe thinks if he was just Ajax still then maybe they could have been friends. But he’s not Ajax and she’s got information he needs. Because of that, he’s gentler than he may have otherwise been in the way he lets her down and reveals his manipulations, but in someway his kindness is crueler. Despite that he’ll still greet her after its happened, still offer spars and dinner, because well this is him she can take it or leave it. He’ll offer to spar with her if that will eliminate the bad feeling for her. Childe before the reveal is an attentive friend, he’ll buy her little gifts he’s seen her eyeing up from weeks ago, recall pieces of information she told him over dinner etc. It just makes it hurt all the more when he drops the bombshell. And he doesn’t stop being attentive after, either, but there’s a new light on it that shows how well he studies his targets tbh. 
BENNETT: oh man he finds Hakuno so soothing. She doesn’t get mad at him when his luck messes up her day. She’s kind to him and she’s honestly a bit prone to disaster herself (he’s heard stories of her being saved by The Darknight Hero at least). She feels encouraging and welcoming and he treats her like his big sister. He’ll make her (charred) eggs and try to bring her trinkets from his adventures (that usually end up lost, broken or an injury to himself for the attempt) but his heart is in the right place and he still has a story for her at the end of it.
AL-HAITHAM: He’s a complete ass to Hakuno a lot of the time. Logic vs emotional go head to head constantly. He can’t deal with the emotional outputs so will just get his book out and read to ignore her. He can be insensitive in his chase for truth and does not always realise the impact of the revelations their discovering on Hakuno (foolish man, it is her life) Hakuno deserves to get mad at him constantly for this. Also because Al-Haitham often forgets to clue her in on his thought path, and in the middle of them walking through a bazaar will just disappear walking off to chase a lead and forgetting to pull her along.
GILGAMESH: if i’m honest idk what this dynamic would be like beyond Gil is Gil and Hakuno is dealing with it but you mentioned something about Hakuno summoning him and getting along with him and I like that vibe for them. Or you know giving them a little bit of pain with him not being the version she summoned and while he’s not entirely different he’s different enough and she still has to build that bond again. I imagine there’s a lot of teasing involved on his part but actually its thinly veiled approval.
ACHILLES: He’s going to be encouraging Hakuno to try new things and I think they encourage each other into chaos from fun. At the same time the more Achilles is around Hakuno the more she chips away at the armour, the more she sees behind the dudebro because at heart he is emotionally driven, just as she is, and there’s only so long he can keep up his guise. He doesn’t cope well with being called out by her for pretending and will go off on his own and comes back with a new escapade, but slowly over time she’ll chip away enough he can confide in her.
ROBIN HOOD: Feels understood by Hakuno more so than other people so he’ll spend time around her (unless she’s telling him things like another version of him trying to kill her in a way that lacks honour and then he’s off to brood somewhere). nothing and the faceless is just an interesting dynamic to me and I think there’s a lot to explore. At the same time, I want Robin to invite Hakuno to the archer card game and for them to spend early mornings / late nights talking about things that are either important and vulnerable or ridiculous and almost nonsensical.
MAKOMO: Makomo makes Hakuno flower crowns every time she visits her. She’ll also braid flowers into Hakuno’s hair if Hakuno will let her. She’s soft and gentle and constantly ethereal, offering advice to Hakuno when she needs it and sitting quietly and listening to her otherwise. Makomo would ask her things like “Well who do you want to be?” when Hakuno talks about identity/lack thereof and encourage her to seek it but not stress over it. Makomo takes the approach that Hakuno is her friend, and that’s all she needs to know. Any flowers Hakuno gives her are kept so safe and treated so preciously. Makomo also asks her to tell her stories about the world.
TANJIRO: Well firstly, here’s Tanjiro’s fate verse for you because I haven’t used it yet and I think it would be neat for them to interact in it. They’re sweet and so lost, they’re like a servant but still trying to work out what their deal is. They definitely take to Hakuno though and they’ll make food for her, and ask her to help them learn more about being a servant. Also they could talk about identity because she has none but they have two being both Tanjiro and Sumihiko.
EIJIROU: Eijirou’s the type who would just start talking to her. Maybe he catches the lonely vibes on a patrol for his internship, maybe he spots her on a day off, maybe he rescues her on a mission, whatever it is, he’s going to start speaking. He’s personable and he definitely is a lot better at reading emotions than he lets on. HE WILL CALL HER MANLY and catch that vibe, he will invite her to train with him when he’s going for jogs or drop by to see her regularly so he feels like he’s doing something to help her be less lonely. If he ever has to miss a meeting he’ll send a note with a friend until they eventually trade numbers for ease.
SHINSOU: Met Hakuno in a cat café when he was avoiding UA after the Sports Festival. Stressed about not being part of the hero course, wanting to follow his dream but not able to do so. He’s not expecting to talk to anyone, but either something a cat does makes them both laugh or he nearly stumbles into her and they end up becoming friends. She’s encouraging in the way he needs and he feels like he can talk to her and his quiet presence makes him someone easy to talk to as well. He makes regular visits to the same café after that so they can bump into each other. She’s one of the first who finds out about his transfer to the hero course.
NAOMI: Naomi is cool and collected but also calm and reassuring. She’s logical but not in the Al-Haitham way so she’ll give Hakuno space to voice her feelings and choose the best course of action between both of their ideas. This is your girlboss detective duo who work in different ways between the two of them they’ve got a lot of areas covered. A lot of respect between them I like to think.
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