#I THINK IM GONNA CRY 😭✨️

[random-twst-things]

@cancerdust96 🌸✨️🌸

@dummiewithcellphone ✨️🌸✨️

@tinyletterz ✨️🌸✨️

i stole this from twitter

[thatdeadaquarius]

With your language AU, I remember watching a video about a guy speaking angrily nonesense in an Indian accent and people thinking he was very angry. Imagine this as the Creator speaks angry gibberish to people and they just assume that the Creator is cursing them or something. (Or like when they speak gibberish to babies and everyone's like, "Aw the Creator is teaching that baby their divine language")

*AUDIENCE DRAMATICALLY GASPS.

✨️I look pretty good for a dead bitch✨️

She's alivveee!!!

Whats up i almost passed away from sheer academic workload, but im not in the ground yet 🥰 And with drafts outta my ass! :D

Hope yall ready for ur regularly scheduled Bullshit Genshin Sagau <3

SANDBEES THATS SUCH A GOOD USERNAME & ALSO SORRY I ANSWERED THIS SO FUCKING LATE JESUSSSSS 💀💀💀

SORRY ABT THE POLL I CANT BELIEVE I COULDNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DELETE IT IM FUCKING CRYING I WOULD DO THIS-

Well at least i can do polls thru this in the future?? Idk tumblr is ass so we'll see how this accidental test works out...

☆

So these were the first thngs i thought of and its not super long bc ASKERS R GENIUSES OKAY

SOMTIMES I JUST WANNA PROFUSELY THANK U GUYS AS A REPLY FOR SHARING WITH THE CLASS THRU MY BLOG 💖💘💫

Saw the gif and couldnt help but think this is how ppl like Alhaitham or Diluc would react to u "speaking ur langauge"

"Our langauage" aka being a SIM 💀

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Stop Albedo would ask you to teach him ur lang/grammar rules 😭

What u gonna do when Zhongli asks you to teach him some words-

OH NO

NO DONT PASS ON YOUR BULLSHIT LMAO

U GIVING ZHONGLI SOME STUPID SIM WORD LIKE

Your ass: "GIGGLABAH means beautiful :) "✨️

Zhongli: "Oh thank you, how different from our own version, so excited sounding..."

You walk by him strolling the harbor and he just smiles at you and says

"You look gigglabah today my liege."

HIS REGAL FACE AND FANCY WALK WITH HIS HAND BEHIND HIS BACK AND EVERYTHING

(honestly ppl paint him as oblivious but he kinda seemed like the type of bastard who seems like he's not aware but sometimes he secretly knows the truth, he's just getting too much amusement out of it to stop doing it, LOL he does shit like the above to see YOUR reaction- LMAO)

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You're a maniac pls tell me u dont pass on simlish to all the serious characters-

XIAO WOULD SECRETLY THINK IT SOUNDS GOOFY BUT WANT TO BE INVOLVED BC ITS YOU ANYWAY LMAO

SO HE'S JUST SLIGHTLY SQUIRMING AND GETTIN PINK EVERYTIME HE SAYS A STUPID SIM WORD BC HE FEELS LIKE A GOOF HAHA

(& he's not the only one, others too like Kaveh, YELAN, Ningguang, Nahida, DILUC, AYAKA LMAO-)

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Some ppl i could see taking ur gibberish bullshittery and whether they believe its real or not is irrelevant bc theyre using it anyway-

And i dont mean in a good way 😭

LIKE IM THINKING OF VENTI.

CRAZY BARD INCLUDING SIMLISH ASS GIBBERISH WORDS IN HIS SONGS BC OF YOU

"Be cheerful like the hugkukie,

and may your cup never leaky!"

And Diluc loves you.

Really he does, deeper than he thinks-

But his eye is twitching LMAOO

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(Ok but if you did like multiple of these language shenanigans thruout the asks ive gotten, Kaeya would literally grow so fond of you and associate you with goofy funny shit that makes him laugh so hard that everytime he sees you he automatically is beaming with a smile, or trying to supress a warm grin- this got away from me but its 1:44am for me rn so i would love a smiley Kaeya rn -)

♡

Speaking language bs I have my 2nd oral exam for spanish tomorrow, pls send whatever good vibes u got and i am also really open to prayers from any religion as well. sobs

Hope anyone got any enjoyment out of my response bc tbh the ask is what rlly matters to me atp lmao

Until the next shenanigan-

Safe travels,

💀♒️

♡the beloveds mwah ♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I wanna recreate that scene where simon calls the reader bc he misses her. That scene was gold, it was divine, perfect, lovely, positively aching and so sweet.

So yeah anyway im gonna do it as a comic because there’s a lot to unpack

So here’s a little ✨️teaser✨️

And in case you’re wondering, yes i’m getting enough sleep and no, i’m not stressing myself out, im just overly creative ✨️😭✨️

Oh god if you draw the rest of the scene I think I might cry qcdgavaubsuabsiabks ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

So good ugh I can’t get enough of these I’m so happy you like it this much to draw it. I’m also very happy you’re okay ❤️❤️❤️ @kaplerrr

[justalildumpling]

for the ask game >:]] ✨ 👓 🎬 🎯

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

GIRL. that's such a hard question, i genuinely love all the comments i've received esp in smaus cause they make me cackle in public😭 i don't have any specific ones but the ones where they're like "i was close to crying" or saying that the ending was worth it (esp these ones because smaus take like 3 months to finish) or honestly bullying my characters are my faves LMAO

👓 What helps you focus when you write?

i dont....... focus tbh. LOJENFOWE ok but when i do lowkey it's when i'm moving around. which sounds so weird now that im thinking about it but the best ideas/words come when im on the train to uni or exercising🤨

🎬 If a movie or show were based on your fic, which fic would you choose and who would you fancast?

OOOOHHHHHHH i like this question heheh😁 ok, weirdly enough all the ones that come first in mind is my wips💀 (they'll be released,,,, asp.........) BUT i would choose 'you can't have me unless' just cause i feel like it's the least reliant on texts and i would love to see the interactions of the two leads develop over time. there's also a lot of backstories behind them and i feel like the movie could touch on that (lol i say as if its gonna actually happen) well for the cast, i mean na jaemin obvs😭 but other than him, i have no clue

🎯 Do you have a writing milestone you’re working towards?

first. ACTUALLY FINISH MY WIPS AND NOT STARTING NEW ONES SOIEOWEIGWO👹👹 anyways😁😁 i really want to upload my first long fic either this year or like early of next year. i've written like half of it so far but i was just rlly stuck but maybe when uni starts and i start going on the train again😭

[threetangerines]

okay i'll bite again LMAO

one of the things about 3tan that makes me sappy is the relationship between bro and yoongi. i know people have been speculating as to whether or not bro knows or would care, but either way i have faith that they'd work things out. and I'm pretty sure bro knows yoongi has a soft spot for reader and obv really trusts him (and the other guys ofc) with them. :( like, why else would he have felt okay leaving after the whole basketball situation?? he knew yoongi was gonna watch out for reader :(

also smth about bro asking yoongi if he was good after he found out about what went down at dalo 👀

really the relationships between anyone and their friend group makes me soft tbh. i think that's something that some fanfics really miss out on??? obv i love reading about yoongi and reader but i love reading about all of them together just as much </3 just a bunch of bffs supporting and loving each other 🫂

also anytime yoongi/reader calls the other love AHHHHHH. the scene where yoongi washes reader's hair, anytime they're cuddly, SLEEPY YOONGI. the CAT and how yoongi would've immediately gotten anything reader wanted for it. yoongi saying reader makes him feel safe OOOOGFHKFHF.

ryen they just love each other so much i am going to cry 😭😭😭

-loona anon ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️🫂

LOONA YOU BIT AND NOW IM CRYING😭😭😭

[withleeknow]

lmao not the big work screen that's brave of you here's another one but less 😵 and more 🥰 vm.tiktok.com/ZGe378eMP/ - genuine q. concerning 🐹/🐈‍⬛: when are we never in the rabbithole??? *complains about the microwave*- *proceeds to feed the microwave* speaking of, hi welcome to your en-o'clock era 👀 this compilation is the most accurate preview of what's in store: vm.tiktok.com/ZGe37yXGA/

icl seungmin and mimo in ate?? still not over that bridge + that genre of mimo? i'm thinking the Δ composition = fwb/fboy!mimo + pining-bsf!seungmin 😶‍🌫️ WT: I CAN HEAR THE COGS TURNING + SENSE THE ANGST FROM MILES AWAY ISTG WOMAN THE REVEALLLL I'M GONNA SCREAM 🕊🦋

“what am i doing with an enhypen album” im crying 😭😭 consider yourself ✨️ influenced ✨️ she really is the prettiest - I didn't realise just how cute/cozy their photoshoot concepts were for inceptio 🥺 also asia!! 💓 whereabouts are you headed?

i'm surprised you're still here bc 🥟's given us not one but TWO ig lives this week 😭😭 AND THE TOUR CLIPS SO FAR?? BANGCHAN??! SMILEY MIMO W/ HIS BLUE HOODIE? THE THUNDEROUS STAGE?!!

i'm already on ep 27 bc i'm a fast watcher lol but YOOOOOOOO why did nobody tell me about niki 😭 he's ADORABLE YO, my new son omg i immediately adopted him. the most precious baby someone protect him at all costs 😭 also i've been looking at sunghoon lol we're pleasantly surprised. i had zero clue about his personality but after watching this, hello....... interesting....... just hear me out - he reminds me of mimo sometimes :o personality wise and also in some shots he looks like mimo to me lolll. ALSO i'm sure you've probably seen this but it came up on my explore page the other day and i watched it like 20 times in a row lskdfhalsd 🤣

2min △ 😭 we need to stop being on the same frequency bc i thought about it once and while a hyunho △ has the potential to run along lines of being in lurv with your buddy's gf, a 2min △ just has to stem from (childhood) best friends :o

i'm equally excited and nervous to post wt7.5 bc while i like some of the bits in this one, idk how people will receive it bc yk... angst. but we'll see in a few days akskjshd 😭

i'm going to vietnam for like 3 weeks hehehe. OH and i keep forgetting to tell you, my friend is going to music bank madrid and she asked me if i wanted to come too. unfortunately i'm out of paid leave and i have a jonas brothers concert (in my defense i bought the ticket last august before all the drama 🤣) a couple days after that, but imagine if we both to music bank together 😭 that... would be kinda insane methinks

🥟 has been so active with his lives lately i'm so in love with him :((( that newlywed life is treating him well i see, i should be their roommate i don't mind thirdwheeling

everything about the tour is driving me crazy. the setlist (although no charmer is a major L for me, rip), the looks, the solo stages (i cannot tell you how in love i am with mimo's hair. i'm still trying to process it), the merch especially the mood lamps and the stress balls (i caved and ordered a foxiny one) and the new skzoos doing UPPIES I WANT THEM SO BAD (and look oh my god they can hold hands) I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WANTED SOMETHING SO BADLY 😭 i love that while everyone else was doing horny numbers and getting freaky on main, seungmin had a mike wazowski guitar moment and mimo had a babygurl stage lolll. ngl i couldn't really focus watching the thunderous performance bc they were SO sparkly lmaooo i love the babygirl-esque fits 😂

[connorsui]

I wanna cry ...I wanna sob ..I wanna turn into a fucking puddle ...I wanna lay on the floor looking at the darkness of the fucking universe cuz this writing yall...THIS WRITING!?!? HELOOO!?!? I NEED COMPENSATION FOR THIS CUZ IM- ....🧍‍♀️💀💔💔

Yall I was not expecting this fic to turns so ...agnsty ...but soo..loving ??..it's like a poem ..an old poem that sum archeologists find randomly in the dirt and see the writing in scripted by ✨️senualothbrok✨️ on the top of the parchment and wonder: dam ..this dude must have been the fucking maester of wisdom cuz I see no lies here 😭🩷

...yet ..just the fact that we are human ...we ...are human ..with someone who is capable of pratically living forever with nothing to worry about ..and us ...having to age ..

With a passed lover who have died of old age ...YALL IT MAKES ME WANNA IMAGINE THOUGHTS....THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD THAT WILL DO ME NOOOOOO FUCKING FAVORS BESIDES DEPRESSIONS💔💔💔😭

Like astarion really be thinking the most about love and us telling him about luv that I bet even with this little scenario he ain't gonna forget about it!? ..AND HE AINT GONNA FORGET HOW OUR PAST LOVER APPARENTLY LOOKED LIKE GALE 💀💀💀💀

My dear author ...u had me thinking agnst and comfort and it's hurting but comforting 😭

Love and beauty

Summary: A few days after Astarion has taken you to his grave, you are lying in bed together. You decide it's time to make a confession.

Musings on beauty, love and death.

Word count: 1.3k

Non-18+. Astarion x female Tav. Non-ascended Astarion. References to bereavement.

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You are lying on your side, looking at Astarion.  Here at the Elfsong Tavern, morning is rousing from its slumber. You are cocooned in the bed you have shared with him since the night he took you to his grave. The sheets are warm and soft beneath you, and in their burgundy shadows, his skin glows like porcelain. He lies on his back, his silver eyelashes fanning out below his closed eyes like silk. His crown is a white maze of waves. Just recently you have noticed the faint threads which form around his mouth and eyes when he laughs, slight indents where his eyebrows meet his nose when he is focused. And sometimes, barely perceptible dimples dance on his cheeks.

You never tire of looking at him. There is always something new to see, and you never know how long you have left to see it.

“I can feel you staring at me.” A lazy eye opens and fixes on you. “Has no one ever told you that it’s rude to stare?”

There is mischief in his smile, and you return it. You run your fingers over his collarbone. He shifts his chin closer to your hand.

“I can’t help it.”

He stretches, long and languid, a fang peeking out on his lower lip.

“I know, darling.” He turns onto his side to face you. “It’s why you’re here. You can’t get enough of my devastating beauty.”

The words carry no edge. He is still himself, not the masked imitation. He twirls his fingers around a strand of your hair as it caresses your shoulder.

“You are devastatingly beautiful, it’s true.” You play with a curl at his temple, tracing the edge of his ear. You consider for a moment. “But you know, all of that… it only goes so far.”

“Oh?” He regards you quizzically.

“Well…” You turn the thoughts over in your mind. “I’m human, Astarion. Even humans blessed with devasting, soul-crushing beauty, like yours – most of us don’t live that long. We get old and grey. We get wrinkles.”

He scrunches his nose. You laugh.

“I know, disgusting, those wrinkles. But when you have to contend with ageing, and with death… it’s different.”

You are not sure he understands what you are saying. You yourself are not entirely sure.

You nuzzle your nose into his. He slides his arm under your head, circling it around your shoulder. You curl into his chest. There is a silence, but it is so light, like being bathed in morning sun.

Maybe it is because every day draws you closer to the Netherbrain. Or maybe it is because he has shown you where he died, and has shared with you his rebirth. Now, you feel the last bastion inside you can come down. This last pearl you have hidden from him, you can now give, trusting he will not cast it away.

“I had a husband once,” you say.

You have not spoken about him for a long time. It surprises you that it does not hurt anymore to mention him. To remember.

“It was a lifetime ago now. He was beautiful too, when we met. Though nowhere near as beautiful as you.” You brush your lips across Astarion’s skin. “He was smart. He had a way with words. And he was kind.”

You are relieved that Astarion does not say anything. He does not tense in shock or anger. There is no judgment. He only listens, holding you.

“He actually looked a lot like Gale. Sometimes when he speaks, Gale even sounds like him.”

Astarion bristles at this. “So you’re telling me that one of our travelling companions, one of our closest allies and friends, is the spitting image of the love of your life? And you’re telling me this, why?”

You are not entirely surprised by his reaction. And maybe you find it endearing that Astarion could feel even a prickling of jealousy about a man you loved and lost so long ago. You chuckle, reaching up to kiss him lightly on the curve of his jaw. He eases with a huff.

“This isn’t the point of my story.”

“Well, you best get to it soon,” he shoots back, but he does not pull back his embrace.

There is a softness, a playfulness, to his irritation. You nibble his ear lobe gently and he sighs. He waits. You go on.

“He was a lot older than me. When he got sick, I took care of him. He died in his sleep. I laid him to rest. By that point, he was an old man. And he’d lived a good life.”

You remember your husband’s face through a haze. His papery skin, so thin you could tear it by mere touch. Frosted hazel eyes, and snaking veins on hands that you clasped so tightly against your wet face after he had breathed his last. The years of love that had filled the hole he left, buoying you through the grief.

“There’s something about that kind of love. Through age, and sickness, and everything in between. The long and boring days. The petty arguments. The stupid things we joked about. Everything we shared together.”

You heart fills as you speak of him. There is no more sorrow when you think of him now, only gratitude.

“I loved him till the end. That kind of love - it went well beyond his beauty.”

Astarion is quiet and still for a long time. When he moves back to look at you, you cannot read his gaze.

“But I won’t age,” he says. “I won’t die.”

You nod.

“I’ll be like this forever.”

“Forever beautiful, forever young.” You glance at the scars and ripples of your flesh, and you cannot help but feel a pang of envy.

He frowns. In the pause that follows, you wonder where he has gone. You wish he could take you with him.

“How will I know, then?” he asks suddenly.

“Know what?”

“How will I know…” He struggles, as though each word is a heavy load. He clears his throat. “How will I know what kind of love it is?”

There is an emptiness in his eyes now, like a kind of sadness. A loss. You reach out and press your palm to his heart.

“Are you asking me whether I would still love you-“

“If I wasn’t beautiful.” He grimaces. “If I was old and grey, or sick, or…” He trails off briefly. “If I had wrinkles. Like Gale.”

You laugh, and you see that it gives him comfort. Because Astarion still cannot help but mask a plea with a jibe.

“What do you think?” you ask.

He hesitates. His eyes caress your face, drinking in every detail, every line and curve, every shadow and blemish. A balm spreads through you as he sees you, just as you see him, since the very first time you promised to be his mirror. You know he can see your answer.

But he is uncertain, and he is still afraid.

“Without a doubt, Astarion,” you breathe.

He turns away. You wait. It no longer weighs on you when he withdraws. You know now that he will always return. You will give him time, now. You will give him space. He will come back when he is ready.

But then, so abruptly, he clasps you against him. You are enveloped in the coolness of his skin, the warm wetness of his mouth, the blanket of his body around you. The moment is a world in itself, swirling and gathering and expanding, holding you fast.

It ends as it began. You lie there, tracing circles in each other’s souls. Morning has broken, and muffled voices are bustling through the bedroom walls. Slowly, you edge to the side of the bed, and he rises to join you.

“I don’t think he was the love of my life, by the way.” You say it like an afterthought, but it is not.

“I damn well hope not,” he counters, sharp and fast.

But the gentleness in his gaze tells you all you need to know.

[wkemeup]

Dammit Im crying. That was so freaking beautiful. The way you write is just ✨️✨️. And the way you go right for the heart. God I love the new fic. Im still gonna be thinking about it on my deathbed.

🥺🥺😭😭❤️ thank you!! I do love my heart breaking level angst 😅

[domjaehyun]

breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new). idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you. that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY. like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe. *cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS). speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg. I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!! i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭 I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care ! the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot.. mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡ also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿 ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck) I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved ❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻

okay i’m gonna. do smth new and make sure i address every part of this by like. quoting it in a way? HEAR ME OUT YOU’LL SEE OKAY UNDER THE CUT :D

okay my responses are in the indented block quotes :D

breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new).

IM SORRY FHFDGDFGS I DIDNT MEAN TO CAUSE BREATHING PROBLEMS!!!!! that was not my intention BUT IM HAPPY YOU LIKED IT :D

idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you.

OMG??? this is so sweet wtf thank you so much 😭😭😭

that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY.

DFHJGSJKLF I’M SORRY your message abt not being ready made me cackle earlier 😭 it took me so long to find pictures i like and i kept finding pictures that spurred OTHER fic ideas it was so painful :(((

like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe.

:’) THANK YOU he’s so fun to write i love him i do i do :’) thank you omg a “masterpiece” PLS ive been worried abt this fic im like . no one is gonna like it …………….. very nervous…….. so this means a lot thank you omg :’) and all these kind words im MELTING PLS THANK YOU 😭

*cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS).

HE IS SO HOT YOU’RE RIGHT !!!!! and yeahhhhh late night adventures are fun and good opportunities to get close to people :D and OKAY YES I WANTED TO MAKE THAT KINDA CLEAR………….. we do not hate lily we do not blame her she just fell victim to his charms even if he didnt know he was doing anything !!!! we are a lil aggravated that she wanted him but we, like you said, cant blame her 💖 #welovewomen #respectwomen aND OKAY NO BC I REALLY LIKE WRITING WHIPPED MALE CHARACTERS IT’S MY LIFEBLOOD AT THIS POINT…….

speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg.

HEHEHEHE i enjoy teasing it’s so fun omg it’s probably like my favorite part of writing 😵‍💫 I LIKE THE EXPLOSION MOMENT I LOVE THAT SHIT!!!!!!!! THANK YOU :D

I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!!

omg i wanted to give jaemin and jeno more screen time tbh but i was really trying to avoid this being as long as it ended up being 😭 i had a whole deleted scene in my mind but it’s gone now </3 so sorry to nomin

i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭

eeeee i love direct men that’s so hot to me and i just think . he’d be upfront about liking you like . he might flirt in convoluted ways but overall if he likes you i firmly think You Would Know 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and YEAH THE TOUCHING. …… *dies* this was self-indulgent of me will be real. will be very real. yes. i like touching 😭

I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care !

it is okay i am active whenever i feel like it so no hour is too late !!!! :D

the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot..

LOOK SJFJSJJDSJDJS they were temporarily not of sound mind and body cut them some slack </3 the horny took over </3 BUT if it’s any consolation i imagined haechan parked like. in a relatively quiet area like there aren’t even many houses so the chances of someone coming out were low !!!

mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡

EEE THANK YOU i’m obsessed w mutual pining it’s so cute and fun 🥴🥴🥴

also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿

that is totally okay weed isn’t for everyone!! he’s rly so . so fine like i just think Hyuck Sexy—

ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck)

YEAH YOURE RIGHT THEY DIDNT SAY OUTWARDLY “i like you” at any point for real but they get at the point in other ways !! like when haechan says he likes her too much to be mean to her yknow?

I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved

🥺🥺🥺 thank you omg and yeah i kinda hoped? ppl would react like that? bc i wanted it kiiiinda open ended? possibly bc another song inspired another part to this fic but idk . idk 🧍🏽‍♀️ idk!!!! but it’s safe to assume they’re like . basically together at this point BUT they’re still kinda toying with each other!!

❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻

THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO 😭😭😭 IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT GENUINELY!!

[sungbeam]

xnonie present‼️ (a PERFECT name btw)

the more i learn abt this fic the more i get excited for it omgggg it's gonna be soooo worth it 🙏🙏 also now that u mention the rest of svt also being mutants (and yn being nightcrawler inspired?!?!?) i'm going more feral by the moment HSHSHCKCNS 😭 ur doing so much to make this fic great

SPEAKING OF hot mv!jeonghan he REALLY DID REMIND ME OF ANGEL- like it looks a bit TOO much like his metal wings in the apocalypse movie 🥱🥱 u have such a big brain for catching onto that beam ahdksjdj

+ lastly, u have a great taste in mutants ✨️ rogue, quicksilver, and magneto are very really correct answers and i stand by that 💞

AHHH XNONIE (^_-)-☆ WELCOME <3

skfnkejdkd im so excited for it as well tbh i just gotta write it 😅😅 it's actually quite angsty lmaoo and i'm sorry in advance for making kwannie cry 🤐 maybe sometime soon i'll just put out there who i've matched up w who 👀👀 lmao i have no clue who else would be interested tho, or at least be as invested as you and me >.<

FRFR OMG I WAS LIKE WHY ARENT THERE MORE FICS ABT HOT MV!HANNIE ?!?);#(2 like ,, , ig not a lot of people have watched x-men to make the connection :/ so i wrote it myself >:3 of course hehe lol i could not get that one scene of angel in rafters of that abandoned warehouse home of his from apocalypse out of my head, so now i've claimed that for our archangel hannie :')

KDBEKD LMAO THANK U XNONIE !! nightcrawler is also a very correct answer like he is top notch cool mutant status 😩🙏🏼 rogue bc i think her power is super op and i like her hair/attitude, quicksilver bc he is comedy gold and underrated, and magneto bc he's powerful asf and his back story from apocalypse made me really sad and sympathetic (i love a villain who's a villain for good reason ekfnsknf like screw around w my moral compass and you've got me @_@)

[connorsui]

MY LUV MY BELOVED MY FAV MY PERSON🩷🩷✨️U HAVE COME BACK TO US WITH UR WRITING AND IM CRYING 😭😭😭...I'll admit I missed seeing ur beautiful parchment letters hitting my screen with your aegon fics and idk how long we gonna have u with this fic but I just hope u doing okay 🩷🩷🩷

ANNYWHOOOO ON OUR WAY WITH (READER) ON THIS ONE ...this girl really tried not giving fuck about aegon following our ass for who knows how long saying its our destiny being together 💀💀...like honey ..u think walking away and going back home after our sis disappeared is gonna make the situation go away? 🤡🤡

Aegon: ight u may not know me ...but I know u ..and u are gonna be with me for eternity 🧍‍♀️

Reader: ...BULL..SHIT..WITH THE LIES WITH YOU ...YOU DEMON..YOU FOLLOWER OF THE LORDS

Aegon accepting it⏬️. Reader trying to be sane through all of it like. ⏬️⏬️

But imma be for real here ....we gonna disobey daddy dearest for the rest of this fic cuz he gonna see that same wolf with sheep's clothing become his son in-law and nothing else 🤪just wait til hit and u will forget about anything he did in the past 🤡💅🏻

Anyways I missed u and I luv u 🩷🩷

The Wolf & the Stray Girl. Chapter #1 The Grieving.

PAIRING: Werewolf!Aegon ii Targaryen x fem!Reader [Little Red Riding Hood AU]

WORDS: 1942.

SUMMARY: Nestled in the outskirts of a desolate village, it was known that the woods were a dark, fearsome place not to be ventured. Yet something enchanting lived amongst its shadows, you were certain. And some may call it your bold willingness or others, your naive curiosity, would ultimately uncover the truth.

WARNINGS: mentions of stalker tendencies, mentions of murder/intrusion.

A/N - apologies for the long wait, I took some time away from writing. I sometimes feel my place in this fandom is non-existent. I realise now, that it does not matter. I came here to write for characters I love... that is what I intend to do. thank you for your patience, to those that continue to support me x

The long, treacherous road that laid ahead of you, the further you would venture into the dark, enchanted woods was not one to be taken lightly. Although, far from harm's way so long as you remained stagnant in your pathway: not befallen to whatever temptations lurked in the shadows beyond the winding, cobblestoned thoroughfare. Your final destination was intended to be a quick visit to your beloved grandmother, with the hopeful, pleasant exchange of goods. Her cinnamon cookies were divine, especially when and almost always freshly baked.

Despite having travelled this familiar road many times before, both with the thorough guidance of your father and your now presumed late elder sister, it never ceased to feel eerie. A nauseating sensation in the deepest pit of your stomach would always churn and writhe with suspicions that curious, watchful eyes lingered over your every move, your every trail. A terrible suspicion that some of these eyes intended to harm you.

The harrowing, cold tone of your father’s stern words had been etched into your malleable mind, like a carving in stone.

“Stay on that path, girl… Or we have lost you already.”

Your father had grown much old and weary of late, since your elder sister had been declared missing. He scouted relentlessly day and night himself, into the woods. Only to return empty handed, with proof of his exhausting endeavours saturated across his seldom face. His eyes once so lively that gleamed bright with joy: a man that could once smile with his eyes, now only distraught with the strained look of grief and despair.

It took you countless attempts to persuade him otherwise, to allow you to venture the journey yourself, until he finally agreed, although with great reluctance. He knew you were much more diligent and obedient than your elder, always adhering to orders without the temptation to cross a boundary. Your father trusted you, however he did not trust whatever creatures laid abed in the lush dark green canopy of the woods.

“Stay on the path, Y/N, my dearest… Or else I cannot bear to live a life where I lose you too.”

The luminescent indigo pigment of the petals had immediately caught your attention. Your active eyes would wander with marvel, fleeting from the defined path that laid ahead, to beyond the stretch of woods.

"Ocean tears" You breathlessly whisper, your eyelids widening with intrigue as you lust over the rare sight. Ocean Tears were a sacred commodity to come by so naturally: used for medicinal and curative remedies, your mind immediately soared to the sickly, malnourished state of your father. The toll of his insomnia, poor appetite and overall dejected state had been taxing to his health, since the disappearance of your sister. He was not the once formidable, strong man he had once been in the previous years...

The treasure itself was only a few short paces off the pathway itself. Your mind began to scatter, trying to outweigh the risks against the pros. Despite wearingly trying to convince yourself to stay on path, desperate to strain every brain fibre to obligate your body to adhere to your father's wishes, you unconsciously felt your body pacing forward, reaching the very edge of the elevated path. Your eyes darted from each side of the vast forest vicinity: delicately scanning every inch, crevice and shadow of the engulfing green and wooden shrubbery [with the Ocean Tears being the only source of colour in the portrait].

"Forgive me, Father," You utter beneath your breath, before taking a careful leap forwards. Now both feet firmly planted on the soft, soiled grown, the earth beneath felt somewhat alleviating. Having spent a few solid hours, with nothing but the rigid, uneven rocky stones beneath your feet, walking uphill and down, this mundane sensation was a relief like no other.

Only a few seconds had need passing, as you slowly began to regain your instinctual senses, realising the daunting extremity of your decision. Without wanting to spare precious seconds more, you hastily pace forward towards the vibrant flower, basking in the alluring scent, as you push aside the straightened flaps of your crimson red hooded cape. Delicately you begin to pluck at the petals, one fallen strand landing into the base of your woven, wooden basket.

Disciplined in your actions, your once whole and lively senses had once again melt away, unaware of a figure creeping up from the shadows.

"It seems someone has lost their way from the path..."

The unthreatening tone was low and husky, and yet its sudden volume shattering the vast, swallowing silence was frightful: dire enough to freeze your entire being in time.

Your fearful eyes met the immediate, still gaze of the strange man: a handsome, ethereal looking one, nonetheless. With moonlight tinged hair, short, silver strands almost blinding in the radiating beams of sunlight, his unfaltering lilac orbs were encapsulating. Conflicted to stare, yet unable to maintain constant contact. Although there was some distance between you both, you could tell he was a few, solid inches taller than yourself, his physicality sturdy, and robust appearing. There was no doubt, if he caught you in his midst, it would be meaningless to fight agains him. He practically oozed might. Although his facial features softened, almost angelic like, the healed yet evident scars slashed across his pale skin, made him look rugged: proof that he was no stranger to brute savagery.

He took a cautious, slow step forward, almost hesitant to, yet determined. In rhythm, you took a step back instinctually, causing him to take no further step closer.

"I wish not to harm you, I only wish to speak to you."

Although the nerves rattled you, his tempting words had somewhat puzzled you.

Who was this stranger? Had he been watching you from afar this entire time? Why the desire to speak?

"And why would I do that? Do you think of me as some naive prey? You are nothing but a stranger to me, what makes you think I will take your word?"

His endearing glare remained fixated on you this entirety, although you struggled to reciprocate, its enticing nature was captivating. His stout chest heaving generously, before exhaling a defeated sigh.

"You have no reason to trust me, Y/N... Although I have been watching you from the distance, since the moment you departed. I know where you sleep, I know where you seek solace... If you think you can wave me off, just know, I will be lingering. Your scent-"

Once more, he takes a solid pace forward, although this time with a dark, menacing tinge in his eyes, as he looms his head down to your eye level. Another pace further, as you try to maintain the distance between, taking a step back, as you firmly grip your basket's carved handle.

"W-What are you? W-Who are you?" You shamelessly stutter, your skin growing cold, sensing a drop in temperature in your body.

"I could smell you from miles away: that intoxicating scent. First hit me, when you first ventured these woods, that year ago. No matter how hard I tried, and I had tried to fight against it, yet I could not bear to ignore it any longer. From the countless sleepless nights, and long days, I had no choice... And seeing you now... You did not disappoint."

"G-Get away from me!" You recklessly shout: your yells could either result in aid working in your favour or against, drawing more unwarranted attention from dark figures. Your head paced backwards and forwards, from where the man stood ahead of you, inching in closer and closer, as you desperately tried to move yourself back to the footpath.

"I am no ordinary man, Y/N. I am Aegon. And you... You have no ordinary fate."

"Do not speak of my name again, fiend! Leave me alone!"

As you hastily turned your back, taking a risky lunge forward, planting your unsteady foot on top the solid ground of the pathway. You had only turned momentarily, and yet as you resumed your stance once more, you were faced with only the empty, glooming green of the forest, and its chilling silence. A few solid minutes had passed, your attention spanning across the shrubbery, inspecting every inch, for an ounce of proof that this Aegon, remained close by.

Although your body felt rigid and tense, sensing the hot blood coursing through your vessels. Your dense breathing felt heavy and restricting across your chest, as you tried to regain control.

Without a second to spare, you resumed your stroll, although with greater speed. Your mind fled to the echoing, harrowing voice of your father's words, and the guilt began to stir. You rebelled against his advice and the repercussions were close to fatal.

As your mind pondered over Aegon's words, your body carrying itself with each heavy step: your only intent was to make it in one piece...

The sight was unlike anything you had ever seen... The dark, dried traces of blood smeared across the walls and homily furniture, the broken pieces of wood and stained glass scattered messily across the floor, each careful step, an audible crunch beneath your weight. All details pointed to an intrusion, you had conceded. Your broken voice hopelessly calling out for your grandmother, as you slowly paced across the hallway, eyes peering across the vicinity for a remote sign of her. And yet, only silence had responded.

The hot tears swelling in your eyes had blurred your vision, as you took in each inch and crevice of the household. The day had been a harrowing one indeed, and to be met with this tragic fate, did no justice to ease your mind. As you crept towards the end of the hall, the familiar door to your grandmother's cosy chamber slightly remained unlock, only the disappearing sunlight lurking through. As you steadily pushed over the door, creaking in its hinges as though the house had not been vacant and unkept for years, you were met with a horrifying sight indeed. A pungent, horrid smell wafted through your nostrils, as you captured a glimpse of her unmoving, blood curdling body across the flood board. Suddenly, your vision had darkened into an abyss, the sight disappeared.

"Y/N-" The call of your name was unforeseen, yet its voice sounded eerily familiar. The hand that was stationed over covering your eyes, was sudden yet brought some relief, sparing you the gruesome sight. Your hand clutched at your heart, above your tender breast, as you felt your body being handled, gently guided to turn towards the direction of the voice.

"A-Aegon-" Eyes widening in disbelief as the hand released its clutch over your eyesight: you felt numb towards his presence as the over-looming sense of grief drowned you, otherwise. Your father had suffered enough anguish thus far, you could not bear to bring him the burden of more sorrowful news.

What has become of your family's fate? Had some curse plagued your family? Had some ill-minded person wished nothing more than to bestow such affliction unto you all?

"Y/N, dearest- You need to come with me, right now-"

With no caution to his actions, his warm hands, its raw texture rough felt against your soft palms, as he held your cold peripherals tightly. Reassurance oozed from him, as his large hand further reached over, tenderly brushing aside a fallen, misplaced strand of hair from your face, before his thumb caressed the fallen tear away.

You knew better than to show an ounce of trust towards Aegon, and yet, you felt somewhat protected in his presence.

"Y/N, please-"

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[redcharacter]

I was already in the second chapter when I realized that it's 11k, if I have something to write about this, I should just do it while I'm reading, I really won't remember if I don't

But first of all, this is already making me laugh? And not in a OMFG I'm gonna die, but in a tragic romcom? Like, pff what a time to be alive kinda thing? And I don't say "ah, "this cat is the devil", because he isn't, cats are a reflection, and if he is like this, there's something worse behind it.

Well, kinda is your problem tho yn, not gonna lie

IM GONNA TELL YOUR PARENTS DKDKDKDKDK they're funny if they thinks this is going to do something with this beast of a boy

"You who are making your own life difficult, now if you'll excuse me, I need to go" THAT WAS WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY YUMA, he's not a devil or a beast, he has a brain and a cat, anybody with a cat would react like this I can tell you

EUIJOOO😔✨️😭💓💔💓💝💓💝💓❣️💌💞💌 I'm his fanboy (boy isn't even my bias)

HEHE glasses, this isn't euijoo, it's enzy for you

Well, I'm advocating for the kitten, he is just doing kitty things, cats do this, it's ✨️natural✨️ I'm team Shiro

Euijoo you're a king, yes, it's just an excuse for both to be as childish as they can

"I don't have anything to declare", no no, you don't have more arguments that is

I feel like I'm becoming a yn hater at this point... sorry girly, he has a cat

HE IS A MAN WITH A CAR???? I really am a euijoo enthusiastic

Nah, he's just pretty, admit it, you can't look at him because without the cat you can see he is 💞pretty💞 and you find him 💞pretty💞

Koga bobba eyes agenda ����

HAHAHAHAHA I love Yuma I swear, the boy has nerve, charisma and talent

IMBECILEEEEE yn has some words

Wow this is going to be so bad... i love it

HES GONNA LET THEM ENTER???? Character development, we like to see it

I'm feeling like throwing up just by imagining it, the cheetos flavored bedroom

NOT HIM LIKING THE THREAT KSKWKAKSKS I love this boy too much already (not my bias, again)

Oh no they're crying... hate tears, but oh no no crying

Yn... what type of thief knocks on the door? Please answer me

YUMA DONT CRY TOO IF YOU CRY BECAUSE OF YOUR CAT IM GONNA CRY

These two can't come up with a threat better than "I'm gonna call the police"????

He's not stupid, it's his cat, have some empathy for the rich kid

Ugh, I like Yuma, but oh how I hate the bourgeoisie

Just tell us you kinda like how he is moving the world so he can take his billion dollar cat back, we will understand you yn

Shiro is a baby, we all love Shiro in this household

Oh no, don't fall for the laugh YOU SAID YOU WOULDNT YN, but we all know, we all have a thing for pretty smiles

I love this "I HATE YOU > I BARELY know you > you are the only one who tolerates me" kinda route

But really, I am really liking that these characters have personalities??? Like, it's something silly to like, but I really appreciate realistic characters, that aren't good or bad, not even relatable sometimes, but they are there to resemble humans? I like that about your imagines

"mIXeD SiGNs" 🤨🤨 YOU ARE NOT DUMB YN

Awwww they're connecting about the fucking cat that yn hate

GO PUNCH HIM OR SOMETHING IDK BUT THIS IS NOT DOING IT

This is getting so serious I'm just forgetting about adding notes, I swear I AM FOCUSED

I love Shiro, did I already say that? I love

THEY ARE SO CUTE I'm yn×yuma for life

"It wasn't nice" bro you throw a fucking tantrum, you sounded like a bitch the whole time wtf

My stomach just made a 🦋🦋🦋 when I read "A beautiful person, I said"

Wait, it wasn't a compliment, what a bitch

HONEEEUEBSUWJWIQOSIDIEIE8E HONEY????? HONEY??!?@?@?@?@ HOOONNEEEEYYYY

"Shiro is at home" 💀💀💀💀 boy

Well, he is really direct, that's something we can't argue

FUCK YOU DESCRIBE KISSES WAY TOO WELL 🤒🤒🤒

My cheeks are burning I swear IM NOT RHIS SHY

You describe euijoo so well???? Full imagine when

HE IS SO FUNNY EVEN I DIDNT EXPECR RHAT

Ooooh boy is mad, we like that

9 ALREADY???? I didn't see it pass I swear

Well, you're being kinda of an asshole rn

I already knew by the moodboard... BUT BICKER!YUMA???? We like that too

OH I LOVE THE COMSENT HERE I SWEAR "I should?" THUS WAS SO HOT

My love, it's not childish, you just don't like to compromise YN GET IT TOGETHER THE BOY IS HOT AND HE WILL DISAPPEAR IF YOI DONT DO ANYTHING

The dialogue in this is so strong???? Wtf I'm literally steaming hot rn

Not much to say about the smut, it was perfect like always, the descriptions were all in the right places and it did make it interesting to read, and a good point to end, I really appreciated every second of this imagine, thank you doka, for another masterpiece

I was just transferring this text from notes when my tumblr just shut itself... he too is steaming hot ig

• 中耒田悠真 / Your Fucking Cat!

Living in inner cities usually tend to be quieter, away from traffic, busy life. You've lived your whole life in that sleepy seaside town in Japan, where nothing tended to go out of the ordinary, where you lived your life normally as a student and part-time worker. But nothing that an atypical cat and his insufferable owner can't make everything hell in your life for the next month.

Contain: afab!reader // Enemies to lovers // slow burn // neighbor Yuma// Biker Yuma

Warnings: Cursing// making out/ eventual smut // fight // threats// mention of alcohol// minor do not interact // unprotected sex// oral

11.0k moodboard

Author: it's a long time since my last post, I missed you guys a lot, I want to apologize for my dissappear and I hope you all enjoy this ♡ English it's not my first language so may have some grammatical errors, I'll read again later and proofread properly, also feedbacks are apreciate

I - The cat

You didn't hate cats in general, you've never been the type to hate animals, not least because you've had some throughout your life, even if at that specific moment you didn't have any. But that cat needed to look like it had a serious problem with you, almost personally, as if for some reason it had been trained in this kind of art. Your house was never a den or attraction for any type of animal, whether domestic or not, you had been living there for a few months since your parents moved, so everything still didn't seem to fit, even more so to raise a new pet.

you also started to want to learn new habits, after so many years of your life as a person who barely leaves the house, you began to understand that you should open the windows more during the day, to ventilate the house and not give you that feeling of abandonment constant you felt after your parents moved to another city. it sounded like a great idea anyway, you felt more motivated to study, even to do your homework and also to do housework more often.

It all started subtle, the first time you saw the white cat he was in your backyard, he was casually hunting some birds and the general problem was not him making your backyard a private bathroom, but the curiosity to know where the cat came from took on a great proportion when he learned to invade your house through the windowsill that faced the kitchen. The mess he starts to make trying to steal food and then finally the stage where he breaks into your room and starts stealing your things, including your makeup and socks, which you know you'll never see the pair again.

From there his mission began, to find this cat, where he lived and who he belonged to, so that he could end that problem once and for all, or at least find your lost objects. But it wasn't an easy task, the cat usually doesn't appear by default, most of the time he's always appearing, coming out of random rooms making you think that it could be some kind of hallucination. In the end, it was up to you to keep your eyes very sharp because you couldn't bear to lose your things to a mischievous animal.

Some neighbors mentioned some hypotheses when you occasionally mentioned the problem with this cat, saying that it was not common to have stray animals there and that even if it was the description of the animal, it implied that it was not there because it was looking for food or shelter of something, so it turned out that you couldn't get anywhere. that same week you didn't see him either, but even though he was attentive he seemed to understand that he was being watched, since he didn't even show any signs of life, because of that you ended up letting it go at that moment, you already had too many things to worry about.

II - Nakakita

you spent the whole morning on a process, in addition to your ordinary activities you had this damn plan that you spent the entire last morning replanning, after all you were still interested in knowing where the animal came from and you were absolutely sure that it would resurface at any moment. Soon the attentive eyes in each and every room in the house were a mere detail, from today's date that should not pass. all the windows in the room were open, you were at your computer doing some work when the figure of the white cat appeared, it took you a few seconds to notice its presence, but it was inevitable when he jumped to your desk and from there pulled one of your socks Brazenly, he swore he was being subtle as he moved, but in your peripheral vision you saw everything, ready to capture him for good.

you were about to move when he started running and you, as a hopeful act of getting this resolved, ran following him to the exit of the house.

you followed him without a second thought. dropped the computer and onto the bed and started running out of the room, the cat went down the hall and into the living room, you did the same route trying to keep up, but already starting to lose pace with him. the cat advanced through the living room window and you took the way through the exit door, stopping a second before putting on your slippers, it took a few seconds of you looking from side to side in search of the feline. until you saw him following the sidewalk on the right side, you shouted for him as if you were a thief and desperately started to run through the empty neighborhood, also in the way you could since the animal ran a few good steps ahead.

When the run started to get tiring was when you noticed that you had run a block after that damned cat, this one that had already fled from your eyes, ran somewhere, and at that moment your body gave in to tiredness and you forced yourself to stop , the unbearable heat made your body sweat and in a flash you could see the cat cross with the sock in its mouth into a house, casually, through the front door and then disappear. Perfect! You could finally put an end to this hell that had been your life for the last few weeks. With hope and confidence that he would finally be able to have some peace in his quiet life.

You walked to the garden, still out of breath, the letterbox clearly marked with the last name Nakakita, you sighed softly, took a deep breath when remembering that it was the family you repeatedly heard some neighbors complain about misbehavior, not the whole family in general, but from the only son who recurrently shows the lack of manners with the others, well, it was up to you to try to create some sympathy and get your stuff back.

They were also the kind of rich family on the block, the ones with the biggest and most expensive house, even if rarely seen. the providers were almost anonymous, uncommunicative and you would really like to have something to say, but all you had in your power was what you heard from others out there and the only thing you would want was to ensure that their pet stopped haunting the your life.

You walked along the stone path, stopped in front of the wooden door and rang the bell, your tired body showing the abandonment that almost made you go back home, but that in the desperate and unpresentable act you were there for the sake of a good coexistence. which was right to point out, you wouldn't want to get in trouble with anyone, let alone people with such high status.

The door opened suddenly, the cat was on the boy's lap with a confused expression. The time it took you to shoot the cat with your eyes, was the same time it took that boy to analyze you from head to toe, the slipper, the pajamas, the tired sweaty face, the tangled hair, all of this was tattooed on his eyelids what directed a somewhat mocking smile from his lips, there you already understood what kind of spoiled boy you were about to deal with.

"May I help? " A tone came out from under him, as if the problem there was you for disturbing his and the feline's day.

"Ah... I came here to ask you to be able to don't know, put protection screen in your house, your cat is invading my house and stealing my things " You tried to be cordial, even if it didn't seem like it, you know your reasoning had already abandoned you "I'd also like to ask for my stuff back…everything he stole, please."

A dead silence grew, the expression of mockery seemed to grow in it, which made you frown and then take a step back, hoping that was a beginning of apology and problem solving. But deep down you already knew no, the look of someone who dared say something to annoy you was clear.

"If you have a problem with Shiro, then you should leave your doors and windows closed... I can't interfere with his freedom" The boy left a simple caress over the cat's white fur and then sighed putting him on the ground, like this the feline started to rub himself on his legs. "He's a good cat, I'm sure he's just coming in to play with you, he would never steal anything."

It cost you a lot to believe that he was serious, it didn't seem like a plausible comment and you didn't even know how to get around the situation because it seemed obvious that he didn't care about your request dearly. you needed to take a deep breath to compose yourself, to understand that it wouldn't be smart for you to act like you were about to explode, even if the other one started asking for it at that point.

"So you're telling me it's my problem? " You asked

"Exactly, no one but you seems bothered so you should solve it yourself " He replied "Do you have anything else to say?"

The way he looked completely nonchalant made your blood boil in dimensions you'd never felt before.

"Are your parents at home" You ask again

"Why do you want to know ?"He asks

"Because I want to talk to them" You answer

"You don't have to, I already gave you the solution, solve it yourself" he continues.

"Do you really want to make our life difficult?"You question

"You who are making your own life difficult, now if you'll excuse me, I need to go"

And then he simply closed the door, without any warning, without any education and you stayed there, planted, not understanding how you would do it then, if it was pertinent protection screen your house, and then the realization that then it would be war, between you and the damn cat owner, because until that was resolved, neither of you would have peace and you weren't willing to change your lifestyle because of an animal that wasn't yours.

III- The Beach

"His name is Yuma, from Koga's group who lives causing headaches to the neighborhood people" Euijoo said with the glasses lying on his face, this one that he adjusted with his fingers, thus directing attention to the cell phone next to him move in a relaxed way, as if this whole issue wasn't causing enough headaches. " Although Koga is not a problem, others will not always be too"

koga definitely not, once it used to be someone close to him, when younger, your mother and his mother were school friends so you could say with all the words that he was someone docile enough. however very impartial, he would never be able to question his own friend for the shitty behavior they has with people, unfortunately, he wasn't useful to you at all.

"Damn it, how can he say it's my problem if it's his fucking cat? Are you aware of the damage? He's stealing everything!" You rubbed lipstick over your lips and then checked your appearance in the mirror " It's not going to look like this."

"Certainly, a waste of time, you should just put protection screens, you won't lose anything with it " Ej rolled his eyes and turned away from the screen to your vision in the mirror, this one that was already staring at him with indignation " besides an amount Of money"

"I won't give in, if you had seen how he treated me " You grumbled and then got up looking at the time on the phone "not to mention that the cat is not mine…I have no responsibility."

"So it turns out we're not going anywhere…it's just a debate to see who throws the most tantrum"he gets up bored, stretches his back and waits for you to finish.

"Honestly…I don't have anything else to declare" Without much more debate you left, for the first time to unwind some mutual friends called you to some kind of social party close by the beach, same as usual, drink beer, talk, nothing too much and at first everything was great, you managed to forget about the cat story while discussing the latest gossip around the small town you live in.

The weather was very pleasant, there weren't that many people and despite the relatively loud sound, Euijoo managed to find somewhere close to the sand, along with his car. You were now on the passenger seat, the door open and a pleasant conversation, making you laugh again and again as you remembered random moments that ended up happening in college during the last week before the holidays.

Then the troupe appeared, seven people with a very specific appearance, but which you didn't bother to meet, besides Koga with the same figure as every other party and the hot owner who caught you from afar with that smug face. He seemed desperate for that, even though you had no further contact with him besides, it seems he tattooed your face so that every time he saw you he could create that extremely heavy mood.

Your clear discomfort turned your attention to the other side when they started to arrive and greet everyone and without any question showed sympathy, the circle grew considerably when everyone started talking and in a way you avoided any possible eye contact with Yuma, due to the discomfort of the more resolved situation and the fact that he was just looking for the opportunity to say something.

Genuinely, it wasn't his intention to touch on anything, because everything already seemed pretty clear on both sides, so all that lack of sensitivity of yours due to the fact that he was so rude to you even without knowing you made you believe that, yes, he was completely capable of doing much worse, so your intention was to leave without a fuss. But like nothing in your life seems simple so you moved to leave the voice from the bottom of your soul cut the subject

"Where are you going?" Koga, the face of someone who was ready to add fuel to the fire, you knew him well enough to understand where that would lead, even because those dark eyes hardly showed anything " did something happen…?"

"Leave y/n alone, the story of the cat still seems to hurt their feelings" Yuma commented, letting the silence disturb between you two again.

"The problem is not the cat, the problem is the imbecile owner who doesn't know how to take care of him" You replied with the anger that had already accumulated since the last week "and I don't need to justify why I want to leave"

"I know how to take care of my cat, now I can't do anything about his adventures inside your house " He continued "I already said that it's not my problem"

"Certainly not, maybe I should fix it and disappear with the cat " You released the last sentence and before any plausible threat you left Yuma without the chance to return the answer and left. And for obvious reasons he sneered at the futile threat of saying he'd put an end to that cat without definitely meaning to, you just wanted some peace of mind.

obviously you ended up not going home alone, some time alone was enough to clear up, you always hated feeling subjugated and this way of yuma approaching you is something that sounds very offensive despite the very little coexistence, you were trying to deal with it in a good way, but he insisted this kind of behavior and you hate it.

IV - The Necklace

You had already been looking for your necklace for hours, a gift from the family, more specifically from your mother, she had given it to you as a present for your 16th birthday and you carelessly took it off so you could take a shower, making sure you would be on top of the desk. But as soon as you left the bathroom you noticed that it was no longer there, causing an incessant search for the necklace, both in the room and in the whole house, that was already getting on your nerves, you really didn't want to have to make an effort and go to the yuma's house, but you didn't have any other choice, Shiro could only have stolen it and in a way you still had the pretense if you confronted him

you move again, it was almost night when you started walking towards the nakakita's house, an absurd silence, nothing very inviting, but it was no more than five minutes walking until you reached that specific house, entering the stone road and stop in front of the door, where the bell rang. Again he received you, this time more casually than he usually shows, yuma was certainly focused on something else when he realized that it was you at his door.

"What now?" this one said

"not to interrupt, but I want my necklace back, and I know it's in there somewhere" you answered his question briefly, trying your best not to get into so many arguments " would you please fix this… or I will have to report you."

yuma seemed very surprised by the way, normally he would have a quick answer, but before calculating any syllables he just pushed the door for you to enter

"enter and look for yourself then " yuma said with some disdain. you looked at him suspiciously and then you shrugged, entering the house slowly, paying attention to every expensive detail that house contained, from the wooden floors to the color of the ceiling, the style of decoration, a perfectly organized house, it was like if no one lived there " if you can find something I'll give my arm to cheer"

"I will, I think it's good to start thinking about your apology" you turned to him, in a smug smile and then looked around again "where is your room?"

"You won't go in there" yuma said

"So it means it's there " you countered, making him roll his eyes and then walk inside, following the corridor on the right and going to the end, where his room was. you followed him, not forgetting that now it looked like someone lived there, the room a bit messy, like someone who spends so much time trapped , food packaging and an infernal mess, at this moment you regretted having agreed to go in to look for it "it is serious?"

"What? it was you who asked…I'm not responsible for anything" he said leaning against the doorframe, smiling right after.

"I don't know who I hate more, I swear, Yuma, fix this fucking cat, and find a way to return my necklace, or I'll kill you two" the threat was clear, Yuma's eyes sparkled in happiness, he knew you wouldn't be able to do anything but swear, but he was starting to like your hot temper.

"Don't make me laugh, y/n" he replied in his passive-aggressive way "you love to joke, but I already made it clear that I'm not going to do anything about Shiro, if it wasn't like that in the past, it won't be like that now"

you took a deep breath, pulling all the air you had out of your lungs, the eye contact was intense, the hostile atmosphere showed how much you were willing to give yuma a good punch in the face, but contained everything within yourself so as not to end up being arrested.

"I already warned you, I want my things as soon as possible or I'll denounce you." you turned around again, following to the exit of yuma's house

"Don't forget to knock on the door!" he shouted from the end of the corridor and you did the favor, slamming the door before returning to your residence, with ready tears of hate, running down your face, thinking that thanks to yuma and that cat now an important gift had been lost.

V- Missing cat

Since the unfortunate occurrence no more than a few days had passed, everything was pretty calm by the way, the threat seemed to have worked when the cat stopped appearing, even though you didn't get your belongings back still your life was getting back to normal, everything seemed have settled in and you would never deal with yuma's presence in your life again. What was happiness, everything perfect, far from the arts of that animal. The day was very sunny, bringing a good feeling, the rest in your living room and then the bell rang and without waiting for your answer they started knocking incessantly, with the urgency of being answered you got up and went to the door, opening it and wish it was a demon, a thief, you'd be less nervous than having to deal with Yuma's enraged face.

"Where's my cat? I swear I'm capable of kill you now" The threat sounded genuine, which left you with a question mark over your head.

"Have you gone mad for good? What the fuck?" You didn't understand, nothing had happened for days and that was why?

"You were very clear in implying that you were going to disappear with my cat, give him to me now or I'll call the police for you!" the tone of voice began to rise in an absurd way

"Fuck you, Yuma, did you really think I was going to disappear with the cat? What's your problem?" you questioned genuinely, even if irritated "I'm the one who should call the police"

"I want my cat now!" Yuma acted like a spoiled child, when he invaded his house and started searching for his cat "Shiro!"

You followed him without understanding, if that was what he considered plausible then you would let him break face. What exactly happened, you were wasting time fighting and he, apparently, was paying with his poison, even if he didn't wish the animal harm, could wish Yuma's harm, even a little

"Did you even notify the neighborhood? I warned you that something could go wrong" You said while he went through your room looking for the cat. literally going through everything as if you had stolen the most expensive jewel in the world, apparently it was becoming a habit to go through each other's house

"No, you said you were going to put an end to him" He replied stopping what he was doing to look at you "so I know who's to blame for that."

"I said I should, not that I would, are you stupid?" You rolled your eyes, crossed your arms in front of your body and in an accelerated radius he approaches to be able to put you against the frame leaving you in a very confused expression, he was so panting that he started to scare you, it looked like he had run a marathon before getting there " Excuse me ?"

"I want my cat and you will help me find it" He threatened

"What if I don't want to? Apparently it's not my problem " You whispered by the bold proximity he took returning in kind, making it clear that he wasn't going to leave your residence for nothing

"Then we are going to have a very big problem. That cat costs more than you and this whole house, you don't want to pay compensation or even end up in jail, do you? It's good to start helping" Yuma at this point didn't seem scary in general, you could see a certain desperation in his eyes, maybe a very implicit plea and a way of saying that he needs to solve that and he would be capable of anything to solve it . " or I'll make a point of spreading the word to the neighborhood that you mistreat my cat"

"you what?" you asked "are you crazy?"

"I'm serious!" and indeed he was, you could see the expression in his eyes, making it clear that he would do anything to get that animal back, and you were the target.

"Okay, but only because I need to prove that I wasn't the one who stole your cat" You said walking away, following the path out of your room.

It was already very late when you started looking, in a silent truce, you still felt the heavy mass, but you limited yourself to giving time to the few hours of daylight looking for the cat, going to places where you two could consider he was or went through. Yuma said at some point that they were all keeping an eye on the cat, that if by chance they had any sign he would be immediately notified. Your tired feet again gave no truce, you and Yuma wander with some caution through the places, imagining where the cat could be safely, even if at that time it seemed strange that he had disappeared so suddenly.

"I didn't steal it, just making it clear…"You were sighing low looking under some cars that were parked on the street, but without much success, walking normally back to Yuma who was walking ahead.

"I know" He replied a little more centered, look straight ahead, in fact he seemed way out of his center, kind of giving up "You wouldn't be an imbecile at this point"

"Then why make this hell?" You asked

"You are the only one besides me who knows him well enough not to confuse, Shiro is selective, he would certainly come to you just as you would to him" Yuma shrugged and sat down at a bus stop near the end from the street "You chased my cat for a block, he's not even recognizable to your eyes"

You rolled your eyes remembering the atrocity of going all that way after the feline thief of things, without any enthusiasm to debate it, but agreeing that Shiro was like family to you.

"Definitely " You said quitter "Is the cat really more expensive than me?"

"Yes, without a doubt" He laughed, it was the first you saw that, outside of that mocking expression, making your stomach turn, somehow that prominent fang was too attractive. You diverted your attention, turned to the empty street and already only lit by the light pole "But my parents tend to be like that, maybe that's why he needs to be found. I'm going to be disinherited, I had a job and I managed to do it wrong, he belongs to my mother, and she likes him more than me, trust me"

"So you should close everything so he doesn't run away" you continued

"I tried, but he's leaving for a very specific place which I don't know what it is…so it's kind of impossible to contain him…sometimes I don't even notice" at that moment you felt like a clown, yuma giving that whole speech of not interfering with the cat's freedom, since it was something much simpler to justify…it was all pranks, as expected.

"It turns out that we don't even know which direction he went after all" you didn't get too involved in this melancholy conversation, you just stood up, looking directly at the boy from the gray hodie " Let's go, this is getting macabre in the dark, if Shiro goes back, will definitely be home"

You started walking in front, going all the way back to your house, tired from that walk. Yuma didn't take too long to follow, walking in the not so deadly silence anymore, and certainly you needed that respite, it had been a few hours since you had been in that unbearable search for a cat that would most likely appear soon and even if your feet were already calloused from so much walking , the final energies were reserved for the entrance of your house where you sat down to rest and drink some water looking at the empty sidewalk, thinking deeply, resting.

"Relax, there's not much we can do now " You said as you hugged your own legs, keeping your gaze fixed on the sidewalk, hoping at some point to see the white shadow emerge from beyond to put an end to that agony.

"Hm," he replied without much else to say, putting the water bottle aside, half consumed.

"Seriously, maybe he's just having a little fun" You said again

"Why is you being so kind? Doesn't look genuine" He commented right after

"Excepting the part where you threatened me, maybe I did it spontaneously " you replied without looking at him

"I just wanted to say that first of all it's your fault" he accused, and you thought it was ok, but then you fell again, to his provocation

-What? Fuck Yuma, I'm trying to be nice - You complained as you turned around and looked at him, found him smiling at you, his fang prominent again and then poked your forehead with his thumb.

"I'm going now, anything…call me" He said stretching his hand waiting for your cell phone. Without much reaction you just handed it over, not understanding what those mixed signals were. As soon as he picked up his phone, he left the number written down and left, disappearing into the street, without looking back, but if you had been in his shoes you would have known how much he was shaking, just like you yourself without noticing.

VI - The influence you have on me

The other day everything still seemed melancholic, you had barely slept, thinking about the cat, already early in the morning you sent messages to Yuma hoping for good news. But he responded briefly saying he hadn't found it yet. Maybe you found each other again, looking for Shiro, all attentive in the hope of finding him and so you followed the path you had left, but without any hope of finding him, in a frustrated and already hopeless dynamic. he was small, very specific, him disappearing like that meant he wasn't as easy to find, so you didn't feel like you could do anything but wait.

"This won't lead to anything, let's just rest a little, Yuma" You promptly slowed down, already tired of this whole trip without any hope "Let's go back, you can wait at my house if you want, you seem exhausted"

In fact, his eyes didn't lie, Yuma was dying, but he kept his face down, he didn't want you to know that he had continued to look for the cat alone, late into the night, in a way he was doing it for relief of conscience, but without saying a word he accepted the return home, now in that same state he remained seated on his sofa, and you, a little worried, joined him.

"Everything is fine! Let's stay like this for now" You whispered leaving a light touch on yuma's shoulder and then he looked at you nervously

"I'm fucked, y/n, you have no idea, if that cat doesn't show up, I'm dead " The tone came out with eminent despair along with fox eyes filling with tears

"He's going to appear! He must just be lost, Yuma, it happens, sure he'll show up soon" You encouraged

"This false optimism shit is pissing me off already," he commented irritably.

"I'm trying to be positive since you freaked out on me ! Now don't take that shit out on me when I tried to warn you" You let go of the cart from his shoulder, mumbling in the corners

"Of course the good Samaritan, I don't need your advice, I need the solution, y/n."

"And how do you assume I have one? I already told you that I don't know where he is" you snapped "there's nothing I can do but try to help"

"I'm tired of your face, I'm leaving. Thanks for nothing"

He just left, leaving the vacuum after the door slammed, indeed, you were sensitive but his lack of tact left you a nervous wreck, your head hurting like never before, but somehow everything seemed to hurt much more this time, you didn't quite understand, but you accepted that maybe they never had all that intimacy, not to the point of becoming close, you were just going crazy, afraid of any reprisals for Yuma thinking you had killed his cat

That same day Shiro had appeared, starving to death at the door of Yuma's house. You could even have congratulated him, but you were in the deepest sleep, the day had been deadly tiring, so you kind of blacked out. But it wasn't as if Yuma had bothered to let you know about it, Koga out of consideration left the message, and also from what he had seen on social networks, you just decided to leave it alone, you hated each other, there was no reason to have contact.

It was what you tried to accept. This annoyance of yours wasn't because you ended up insisting too much, certainly not.

Yuma by himself found his help too pertinent and so after that he disappeared without a trace, returning to his normal life. You did the same, your friends everything, occasionally. Sometimes you would meet him for fraternizations, Taki's birthday, Jo, but nothing more than very few bumps and a hostile atmosphere seemed to be created. Too uncomfortable to create any truce, you still sounded extremely upset when you brought it up, so people just let it go. Now that matter had been resolved, you should just move on.

but for reasons not very clear it seemed to torment you like a ghost, it was weeks like that, considering that all this time in contact even if restricted, you felt that maybe you had gotten used to the idea of yuma's presence and the problem he brought , now everything seemed too peaceful and you didn't feel comfortable that way anymore.

VII - Finding Cat

You were in your bed as usual, finishing up some reports to send to the college, everything within normality, a silence, the mild climate and a pair of white paws on top of your desk, rummaging through your things. Stubborn, demonstrating that in fact nothing has changed, the now more docile cat let you approach and pick him up, carefully, a caress was deposited on the white fluff and a sigh emerged from your lips. It was the first time I saw him after the disappearance, he left a few licks on your arm and a soft bite of greeting, which made you complain and then chuckle when thinking about how much your relationship with him seemed to have evolved since the chase.

"I'll take you home " You took your way to the exit, put your shoes on and went down the street, the same common route, you could clearly remember that race as if it were yesterday, it hurt you to feel the tiredness, the pain in your legs, it was funny to think that now Yuma's house didn't seem as far away as before.

You approached the house, entered again, went to the entrance and rang the bell, you didn't wait too long, the door opened showing a clear view of yuma who was not understanding why you were there, at least until you looked get down to the cat on your lap.

"Next time I won't bring it, I think you'd better be more responsible than that" You stretched the cat towards Yuma who took it in his arms. You turned to leave already longing for the comfort of your home when he spoke

"Want to come in? For a drink of water…you walked a long way" it sounded funny compared to the other times you've been there and the path wasn't that far either, but your feet refused to leave, deep down you felt he had something to say . So you entered, of your own free will.

"Your parents are never home?" You asked, still stopping at the entrance of the house, noticing the silence that always lives there

"Rare occasions" He replied returning Shiro to the ground, this one who took the path to the food pot " we found out where he was leaving…it will take a while until they come to fix this passage, so he may appear more often in these days."

Yuma seemed very centered, you stayed static when he passed you and went to the kitchen to get some water. Not that you asked for any satisfaction, but a heat rose in your body when he did it of his own free will.

"Hm…okay?" You replied awkwardly as you took the glass and drank what was offered to you "But why are you saying that to me?"

"Because it's your house he goes to every time" Yuma shrugged, he was also embarrassed, you noticed, that was bullshit, you knew well what he was doing and you don't need to make an effort

"What you want?"You asked

"Nothing…" he replied.

"Lie" so you asked again "what do you want?"

"I…I wanted to apologize, for before…it wasn't nice" He started " You were just trying to help, i was tired and I ended up being an asshole."

"Okay… I guess, I was also very tired " You replied " It's part of"

"Yes…hm,I have something to give you" Yuma made a sign that you should follow him, and you without understanding the purpose, put the glass in the next most suitable place and followed him down the hallway of the one-story house. At the end was the wooden door which he opened and entered, you established your limit there, over the entrance while the boy searched the room, finding a specific box, not very big, but considerable. "Here"

"What is this?" you opened the box noticing familiar items over there, all yours, which took a while for it to sink in that in fact Shiro stole to bring home,you were surprised, you thought you'd never see your stuff again " Are you telling me that you kept all of this?"

"Yes, I knew someone would show up to get it " Yuma said "shiro likes to give me presents sometimes"

"Did you know?!" You replied indignantly "Are you telling me that you had this with you all the time?"

"Yes" he replied.

"Damn, you're crazy" you continued

"It's not that " Yuma started, opened the box that was in your arms, searching what was inside "These are things that could only belong to a beautiful person"

"One what?" you took a while to assimilate, maybe even expecting an offense right after, or even some mockery with your face. it was yuma, you never expect too much from him.

"A beautiful person… I said" he smiled again, making some rude butterflies appear in his stomach wanting to demonstrate how yuma unexpectedly changed his attitudes towards you "When you first showed up, you weren't the most personable, so I couldn't let you take my gifts away."

"Oh my god, don't remind me that shit again" you took a step back

"I also need to give you this" he said getting more closer

He took his hand out of the pocket of the pants he was wearing and stretched out the necklace, the gold pendant along with the chain, it was your necklace, right in his hand, right in front of you.

"it took a while to find… but it's there" he said opening the lock, getting closer to return the heat to your neck "it would be good if you didn't take it off while Shiro was out there…"

You pressed the box against your chest, not understanding the reason for this apprehension of dealing with Yuma. while he kept himself very close just like that, stopping right in front of you, preventing him from approaching through the box on your chest. Had his lack taken you for good? or because he said he made an effort to find your necklace wherever it was… that touched you deeply.

"I need to go home " you whispered softly trying to disengage "You're acting strange ?"

"Because of the pretty person thing? it wasn't like I was talking about you…maybe that's why it took me so long to deliver this…I wanted to make sure it was you" he said with an overwhelming certainty, it made your face burn and you even thought about cursing, but you gave up, you thought about turning around to leave, but you couldn't. Yuma held you in place like it was nothing " it was a joke honey, it was just a joke."

you were looking forward to it, like it consumed your insides completely, which sounded funny. you're seething with anger and remorse, but then it's suddenly gone, leaving everything in dead silence. Yuma approached slowly leaving you trapped there, and when his lips rested on yours, your knees wanted to falter, make you almost fall over and accept that caress like the big imbecile that was there to fall into Yuma's trap.

the contact was simple, seals stopped without too many evolutions, yuma tastes like coffee, specifically coffee candy, the smell of cologne invading your senses, you were touching him in the most intimate way possible, feeling the feelings overflow, showing the true face of that incubated anger. you were willingly accepting it as if you had been waiting for this for so long and in fact, you felt everything in you tremble without any effort and yuma noticed it easily, both at that moment knew they had a problem there, and it wasn't the Shiro's adventures

VIII- What are your intentions

the week went by like that, you started to think that Yuma was letting the cat get away on purpose, sometimes so you could stop at his door, or he at yours. obviously the intentions were the tables, including you up late together around, kissing, exchanging affection, without anyone knowing, because for some reason you thought you should continue to pretend to hate each other to your friends, but on empty afternoons in the neighborhood it was yuma in your bedroom as you kiss until the air is out of your lungs, touching and caressing each other like true lovers.

You were already weak in your legs, practically on top of Yuma when you broke the kiss in a rush, the air consumed your lungs making it burn and as a response from the other all you received was a murmuring complaint and then soon his lips touching the skin of yours jaw so he could kiss your neck.

"You didn't come here looking for Shiro…?" You were a little breathless, Yuma twisted the position now going on top of you, your hands arranged on his shoulder and the other's full lips touching your skin, leaving delicate seals in the region, making you shiver and sigh. "Yuma"

"Hm? No, Shiro is at home" he said, stopping what he was doing with some regret so he could look at you " I thought i tell you , they already fixed everything, even put protection screens in the house… they kind of found out what happened"

"So does that mean you've been coming here with that excuse for one week ? " You asked

"It's not an excuse, we live on the same street, you should know… and the problem? It's not like we've been doing this for a while." He was bold like that all the time, always making your face burn in embarrassment for being caught accepting Yuma's affection. " What?"

"n-nothing" you replied a bit awkwardly, trying not to show too much that you were enjoying this new yuma. Not that he needed that certainty, just look at you and he would just be sure.

With a low laugh he just took your lips again, a more intense kiss, the thin lips contoured to yours, you mumbled low between, returning without reluctance, moving the touch up his shoulders to the nape of his neck, where you found the hair smooth, leaving a simple affection there. Everything started to grow like a spark next to gasoline, his hands started to go up touching your body, hips, legs, torso, in that instant he was between your legs, kissing you like a hungry man, sucking your lip and pulling more and more. It was the first time you'd felt him so engaged, and you held back, trying to keep up, feeling everything inside you tremble, the sighs getting heavier and heavier as he took your lips more and more, you again running out of air but with no intention of stopping.

"Yuma…slowly, please " You begged in the separation of the lips, trembling between his arms, but there was no answer, he just directs the blurred eyes, thin as blade capturing your expression of pure pleading. You heard a low curse fall from his lips and then he took you again, invading your mouth with his tongue without warning. You moaned low, reciprocating, feeling your skin crawl and lose your composure, putting your muscles to battles for dominance, spilling all that tension that always seemed to build and never stop, everything overflowing, showing the implicit intentions in each of you, his hand was warm and comfortable, you didn't want it to end, that eternal battle, the saliva mixing in a contact that only got more and more intense, you needed more, no matter how far it took.

"y/n!" Euijoo, you were sure, even though it sounded like a mirage, you didn't wait for any confirmation, the kiss broke in a rush, with you pushing yuma by the shoulders, to pull away.

"Hides…"You whispered

"Why?" He asked, disoriented.

"Go on" You grumbled and then, displeased, Yuma got off of you and moved into your closet.

You needed some time to compose yourself, you sat on the bed awkwardly and still panting watched Euijoo enter the confused quiet.

"Are you with someone here?" He asked confused, feeling the sudden heat that was in that room

"No…"You replied

"Then who were you talking to?" He asks again.

"On the phone..with my mom" You said again, trying to get around it, Ej sat on the bed next to you, while Yuma slipped into the cramped closet. "What are you doing here?"

"I came to see you? I always come" He said a little offended "It's hot here, you're acting strange, what's going on? Was it the nakakita's insufferable again?"

"Hm? No! I'm just tired... it's been a day, full so to speak " you commented

"I know... I still don't think that's it, but since you're not going to tell me anyway, I'm just going to go" Euijoo sighed, still acting suspicious by the way you were all confused, with your senses shaken "I just came to see if you were all good"

"Ah yes, all in peace...nothing much has happened anyway You smiled at him, stiffly and watched him get up

"I'm going then" Euijoo said before leaving the room, you waited for the front door to close and then exhaled and yuma came out of the closet

"Why hide? It seems like a shame" He commented muttering low

"It's not that...it's just that I know that if he finds out I'm fucke-"

"I KNEW IT ' You jumped, seeing Euijoo already at the door of your room indignant "Shame on you both!"

Yuma laughed softly and then crossed his arms, looking at you as if implying that he had warned you of the danger of this "secret" relationship

"It wasn't my intention I swear " You whimpered " It was his fault"

"My? Fucking no, you were the one who said you shouldn't tell anyone" Yuma countered

"It's obvious, you know how many people I made it clear to you that I hated you" You replied

"And you don't hate it? "Euijoo questioned

"...I don't know "You replied

"God, you are disgusting, for God's sake don't keep hiding him like that it's weird" Euijoo said "Now I'm really going, bye"

And then he left, this time for real, you stayed there, looking like you expected any response to that act of yours that even in your opinion, sounded pretty stupid.

"Do not know? "He started

"No… I'm still not sure of my feelings, they aren't clear yet" You said still a little embarrassed, you wanted to apologize, but you wouldn't have that courage either

"So look for me when you have it, I'm going now" For obvious reasons he seemed offended, you were about two weeks away, that's all, even if today it almost got out of control, you still couldn't say how you felt , because everything was still messed up, not long ago you attested with all the words that you hated him, assuming that you like him are two poles that you didn't know how to manage so quickly.

Of course you let him go, maybe you needed space anyway, even with your lips tingling from the touch of his as soon as possible, there were things that should be made clear, your uncertainty couldn't lead to anything good, it just proved today, Yuma didn't has a very exemplary temperament, you had to manage.

You didn't feel bad in general, you kind of didn't have much to do, you barely had time to think properly, so you just considered taking that little time for yuma's tantrum to pass and then you could do something about it, because even If you made that decision the next day, he would still be a little hurt by it all.

IX - After Party (smut ahead)

which was possibly a mistake, because not even three days later you ended up meeting yuma, in another one of the casual encounters at some party where euijoo usually dragged you close to the beach as always and you were coping well, you felt that that time was necessary for some clarifications, it also appears that you wanted to give a little of the poison that one has been serving for weeks, you preferred to remain silent for a while.

You were close to the sand as usual, sitting and talking to some people when the little group appeared again, with the same as always, because koga and his group would never let any event go unnoticed.

Obviously Yuma was one of them, he arrived with his gaze directed at you, as if questioning your audacity to be in front of him after you had simply disappeared for three days, it wasn't like that at all, you both knew that, he was mad at the fact that you hadn't followed from him that very day, but how could you? a lot was running through your mind, you guys hadn't even thought about the consequences of things before simply doing it, it was a moment like that when you remembered why you didn't like yuma, he's always too impulsive

For your misfortune, being cold-blooded was already something of the yuma personality, eye contact although frequent, it was for a short time but it was enough, he wanted to know about you and it was necessary that you were alone for that. Of course he wouldn't be the one to suggest it, even if desperate to the same extent, you consider taking the first step towards stroking his ego.

"juju… I'm going to the bathroom over there" you indicated with a smile at him and he looked at you with an expression that was not at all skeptical

"hm… call me later " he knew you wouldn't come back, he knew you enough to know, with that he just made it clear that you should be careful with what you were going to do

you smiled at him and made your way to the sidewalk, a little further away from the others and it must not have taken too long for yuma to appear beside you, as if he wanted nothing more than to stay there. you stayed in that silence for a while, not considering any contact, just looking at the deserted street as it seemed to be a habit of the two of you to do when you felt that the weather was not very suitable for jokes

"Are you going home? " he asked

"yes…"you replied

"thought about what I asked you to think about?"he asked again

"Maybe"

"decided?"

"Maybe"

Yuma took a deep breath trying to contain the situation. he was not used to attitudes like his, this brazen way of challenging him made yuma go completely crazy as he had been feeling like he had been for a while

"Can I walk you home?" he asks

"Yes" you answer with a smile, following him wherever he went, seeing him stop near a motorcycle, handing over the helmet he had "is it really yours?"

"Who else would it be?"he asked as if the answer was obvious, well, in fact you didn't know much about him, but it was definitely something you was trying to improve. picking up the helmet you put it on and waited for yuma to get on the bike so that he could do the same.

the smell of his cologne made butterflies rise in your stomach, the hug given around his waist as the vehicle moved forward and that whole feeling of running away from people's eyes so you could have more time with yuma, it makes you laugh in absurd ways , because never in your life had she imagined yourself with someone as specific as yuma.

the journey was fast, living in a small town had certain privileges, even if few. you got off the bike as soon as it stopped in front of your house and then removed your helmet.

"At home" he said stretching his hand expecting to receive the helmet, but you didn't deliver.

"Do you want to enter ?" you asked

"I should?" he asked and you nodded in agreement.

"Just a little…"you said earnestly

yuma turned off the bike in an instant getting off and then followed you inside, subtle, you seemed anxious because you knew how much you missed each other, even if in a few days of separation, both already seemed desperate. Inside the rooms you let Yuma enter first to do the same, you closed the door right behind and deposited the helmet on the floor next to the door, with the subtlety that you felt you should approach him and hugged him through the trunk, keeping

"I don't understand why you're so angry Yuma-kun, we were doing so well" You commented quietly, feeling his hand touch your hair

"You know well, I don't like explaining half relationships to people, you treat me like it's a secret " He starts "I don't like indecision"

"I'm not indecisive, I'm just trying not to rush" You mentioned, let go of Yuma to put yourself on tiptoe "You know you can be very cruel when you want to."

"Wow, I was going to say that about you right now," he said next.

"I'm just giving you back in kind" you snatched, smiling, your eyes shining in his direction, and then left a soft saddle on his lips "don't you think this whole discussion is childish? I just wanted to kill the longing I'm feeling for you"

In some moments of this whole adventure, Yuma was certain that you were some kind of witch, for all the times you appeared in front of him from the beginning, some reactions were already very clear, the way you make him anxious was destructive , Yuma falls easily on your lips and doesn't need more than that, then he holds you tight by the waist and then takes your lips, taking you to the first place he can to hold you there.

The same taste as coffee, the sensation raced through your body in a shiver and you gasped as he skipped a hundred steps to thrust his tongue in your mouth. You reciprocated and got involved like never before, his hands firm on your hips and then yuma lifted you to put you trapped in his lap, now held by your legs yuma pinned you completely against the wall, muttering like a desperate animal by the way you pulled subtly the hairs on the back of his neck.

"I need you" You whispered by separating your lips for a mere second, Yuma watched you and then smiled satisfied, turned his body and took you with him into the bedroom, where he placed you on the bed

"Don't you ever dare say you're confused" He warned with an authority that you didn't let him have, but which you allowed on occasion, without questioning."don't even question what we have, for even a second."

You didn't answer, just after receiving back the touch of his lips, intense, the firmness now of the tongues touching each other again, the half light from the street lamp entering your window that was open only disposed by an almost transparent white curtain, Yuma didn't it took a while to hold the hem of your shirt and pull, gently parting your lips to remove your clothes. The kisses now tracing their way down your neck soaked singles and bites with no intention of marking, but that deep down yuma was just testing the waters, trying to know what could cause you the most reactions at that moment, even with you already looking like a complete mess.

"you are mine" He went down gently, feeling the shivers of your skin at the touch of his icy fingers, caressing your mass up and down without much hesitation. Yuma kissed down your jaw, shoulders, between your breasts, traveling all the way down your body, listening to sighs and whispers without any coherence, trying to follow the touch of his wet kiss.

your feverish body wanting to know what his next step could be, your mind in a tailspin and your only option was to keep your fingers over the dark threads, maintaining a contact between you since at that particular moment you felt you no longer had any capacity to do something for yuma, he was already self-sufficient to the point of only requiring you to be the focus that night. His hands wandered to the waistband of the pants you were wearing and then he looked up at you, catching your expressions to be sure he should move forward, you nod without much courage to say anything yuma just smiled at your lovely figure and then he released the button right after the zipper, pulling it by your hip, giving the destination of that piece to the floor next to the bed, your body trembled with the wind that came out of the window, but it was purely momentary.

Her heart stopped when she felt him so delicately open your legs, even with your intimacy still covered, you couldn't help but feel so exposed, your underwear already getting damp from the mentions and thoughts that Yuma made pop up in your head at every touch. His tongue scraped across the fabric without warning and a moan slipped from your lips in fright, he was kissing and licking the entire covered area as if there was nothing between the two of you already. Your pussy closing around nothing making it even a little painful, the way his patience didn't seem to shake at all, Yuma was torturing you even without you realizing it, your body retracted and now trembling his advances, and when Yuma sucked and stimulated your entire vulva through the tissue that gradually became too thin to be felt

"Y-Yuma…please" You whimpered

"Shh, I'll take care of you" he let out, you may even have cursed in thought at that moment, but you preferred to be safe, clearly remembering that the command of your body was all in his hands at that moment. Your little meows made the vibrations run straight to his cock, but every moment all you had was yuma's still figure, dragging your clothe to the side and then diving into your taste.

His tongue was hot, gliding easily, with deadly gentleness, the touch all over the region until it reached your point made you moan something, grab your fingers in his hair so you wouldn't end up taking it out on closing your legs. Yuma grumbled against your center vibrating against your button and then you moan once more, feeling the heat take over, make your chest rise and fall desperately, feeling every inch of you wanting to melt.

Yuma is complacent, keeps his hands firmly on your thighs trying his best to keep them open for him, pushing with his fingers, marking the area, taking care to have you completely open so he can get the full view, eyes sharp like a fox, sliding his tongue back between your lips he seeks your entrance, passing the entire tip of his tongue along the edges and then starting to fuck you with the muscle, in moderate rhythms, Yuma now thrust his tongue almost inside you, while watch you lose yourself in just mouth.

Your eyes darted to the back of your head and your body slid off the mattress as your hips tried with all their might to move forward and make more contact with his mouth.

"F-fuck" You whimpered like a bitch in heat "I need more p-please"

The words came out as a whimper, for Yuma to serve as an imminent victory for all that wild tantrum you had been building up to each other for the last month. You knew it couldn't last too long, but even so it seemed to have no end, Yuma made the same paths exploring you , sucking your coitus that was already starting to get sensitive from so much stimulation, your body and shoulders shaking desperately, you were close, very close.

"I…I'm going to come" You warned, within seconds, you were feeling the heat rise and the air go out when he stopped and the sensation subsided just as quickly "fuck…"

You were out of breath, through a party of light you could see his evil gaze supported by a smile.

"I'm in charge" he whispered to you removing his own shirt, soon helping you to take off your underwear. You moved up a little more giving room for Yuma to climb.

He didn't take too long to get rid of his clothes, he was subtle, the rush made him a desperate man and you, without thinking too much, welcomed him into your arms. You meowed again when felt the hard member dragging your intimately and then moaned as he slid inside, both of them humming each other's names. Yuma left some of his weight on top of you and then laced his arms through yours, keeping you tied to him.

And then he started to move without much anticipation, he was trying to deal with your intimacy by swallowing, contracting around him desperately, one had to let his head rest on your shoulder as he found himself fully inside you, he knew he couldn't last too long so he needed some time to contain himself, soon the attacks were slow, without much rhythm. you sang low into his ear, slurred moans and pleas for more came out in a funny mix, your hands on the strands of his hair feeling the softness, the scalp starting to sweat.

“I'm ready…just do whatever you want with me” you whispered in his ear, again taking vibrations straight to his cock, yuma whimpered and then started to move more freely, opening and scraping on your walls, bumping his hips now so that everything started to become a complete mess. His heart started beating fast, you called his name first and then clung to his body.

yuma soon begins to mark your skin, passing the tip of his tongue over your neck and shoulder and then begins to suck, leaving marks on the skin, nibbling, and leaving almost unconscious for the sensation that it brought. little by little the assault became more persistent, more violent, making the bed shake, yuma once so silent starts to mutter against your skin, panting and moaning in that unique tone of voice, the kind that makes you lose your mind

“fuck” he whispered against your skin, you battling to contain your orgasm that insisted on coming all the way that he went deeper inside you now became a very difficult battle to fight alone, one kept the body rigid, without shifting too much positions and you needed a single signal, such was the way he started to moan so painfully so you could let everything inside of you spill out, the sounds mixing in the air, the violent way he thrust inside you and then the silence, the heavy breathing, the weight of yuma's body was now all over you, both of you bewildered, tired, you felt your body in pure ecstasy, after so long without anyone, the fact of being yuma, everything it left you completely confused. You hated it, mostly because of that, because of those feelings that he was definitely the only one capable of causing in you from the beginning.

“yuma…I can't feel my legs…” you said a little embarrassed, while yuma got out of you to go to the side, letting all that mess overflow, both of you not understanding, looking at the ceiling of the room, as if he had just relieved a tension of years lingering.

“you made the biggest mess” you complained

“it was you who asked for it” he replied looking at you “or will you say you faked your orgasm”

“I didn't say I didn't come” you directed your gaze to the window, embarrassed by the way he approached the situation

"so don't complain about the mess" murmured yuma, sitting on the bed, his vision was one of the best until then, his hair damp with sweat, his white skin sweaty and pink with effort, he was definitely the most beautiful person he had ever met, despite the obnoxious personality. "what?"

“nothing” you frowned with shame to admit that you were admiring it all this time, wondering about so many atrocities and thoughts that always pass so quickly through your head, especially when talking about yuma and the mixture of things he makes you feel

yuma grumbled stretching his hand to you, soon he pulls you to sit down

“come on, I'll help you clean up” you smiled at him and followed him willingly, I try the freedom of being able to share a shower with yuma, no big deal, you felt your legs trembling from the effort despite not having left the room corner, yuma once or twice made it clear that you were too weak, that you would never be able to put up with him, but shut up was enough, during that short time of relationship you discovered that the best way to shut him up was always having your lips on his.

yuma is awesome but only when he's doing things quiet.

[hakunoluvr]

MAN CHARLIE I LOVE THIS SO MUCHHH this is such a treat to wake up to??? ICB I GOT THIS MANY I FEEL SO SPOILED 🥰🥰🤧💖💖💕💞 AND I LOVE IT!!!! was gonna scream at my tags as per usual but i alr knowww it can't contain all the words i wanna scream out so i'm just gonna scream here because AAAAAA I LOVE THESE DYNAMICS IM HOLDING THEM SO CLOSE 2 MY HEARTT ❤️❤️

^ offers u a rare smiling hakuno too bc ily 🥺 but also bc it kinda goes along with the kaeya icon u have there 💖 her gushing abt the darknight hero while he's just chuckling mayhaps ?? (hakuno vc he's so cool..!! ✨️✨️) (kaeya vc yes yes he's soo cool~ /_^) (meanwhile, diluc in the bg like 🧍‍♂️)

okokok but can i just sob over the KAEYA and hakuno dynamic real quick I LIKE THEM SM T__T it's so neat for them to have someone they can truly be open with even though they may not know just how to be open, hell yes!!!!!and i like how it's not all sunshine and rainshows, it's simultaneously both a relieving yet unnerving experience for them because they're just. not used to it! they have a really funky dynamic methinks but i'd say it's good for them to have that! i really think they can be someone to rely on for support but also someone that won't be afraid to call them out give them that necessary push when things go a lil tough. overall i'd think they'd really help each other grow a lot! anddd maybe even find themselves, maybe :,) i need u to know that the khaenri'ah stuff is a whole nother thing to get into bUT I'M VERY 👀👀 AT IT OKOKOK the topic of home would be another theme with these two hoho and i'd be excited to explore that too!!! i'm just constantly vibrating as i think of them okok -I EAT MY HANDS-

i also Need you to know that hakuno's as genuine as can be but she's the kind that "lies" because she's so bad at understanding herself — the type to say she's fine when she's not! legitimately not trying to hide anything, she's forcing herself and convincing herself that she's fineee which is why i think it'd be neat for kaeya to be able to look through that too!! hakuno being able to look past kaeya's "lies" and kaeya being able to look past hakuno's "truth".... :chinhands: HIM HELPING HER OUT WITH HER IDENTITY IS MAKING ME SOB BTW 😭💖 prepping myself for Pain tho bc- hakuno's entire arc of finding herself is sadd. real quick talk about it here here: a huge motivation for her was always about finding herself. she doesn't see any worth in herself, doesn't know her place in the world and she really just has nothing. being an amnesiac sucks but that gave her the hope of finding those answers once she remembers but yeaaaah-

ultimately she finds out that there was nothing at the start and she's just a nobody with nothing,, so it's a very crushing revelation, as you can imagine :,) her outward reaction to it hurts too bc she's dying on the inside but on the outside she's just *trying to hold herself together and keep calm* doesn't cry or say anything because hakuno's the sort to just bottle it in and suppress all her pain to the point where she just feels numb SO YES PLS HOLD HER HAND THROUGH IT KAEYA SHE WOULD NEED IT SM 😭😭 she'd cry if he did which you'd think is a bad reaction but no, she should!!! i think i mentioned alr how she's the type to cry alone so yes pls let her be comforted and open about her vulnerablities for a change 🙏 and with her and kaeya's whole underlying thing being their conflict abt identity it'd just be so perfect methinks??? IDK THE DETAILS BUT I JUST KNOW I WOULD SOB AND LOVE IT SM 😭💖

AND ABOUT THE DARKNIGHT HERO STUFF OH MY GOD AGFKSHFKSBFNSB they need to talk about it in front of diluc methinks. THEY NEED TO. hakuno's figured out who that diluc is the darknight hero so she's not going to fangirl gush on main, but she doesn't know that kaeya knows methinks, so if he's insulting the darknight hero? it's just banter between brothers sgjfhsjd but hakuno's there liKE >:T which is just going to amuse kaeya and embarrass diluc even more methinks HFKDHFJDJSHD

oh my god but i'm gonna have to apologise to DILUC for this because this girl is just. honesty hours always and is not going to sit still if anyone slights the darknight hero LIKE- SOME RANDOM DRUNK PATRON COULD JUST BE CALLING HIS NAME CHEESY AND SHE'D BE >:TT "the alcohol is clearly clouding your head... hmph, the darknight hero would never show such an embarrassing display because he—" stops herself from saying he doesn't like alchohol. "—is surely a responsible citizen and drinker and would know when to call it quits..!" (<- ends up lecturing the drunkard on how they should drink responsibly and asks if they can walk themself home properly bc that's just how hakuno is) (but not before she tells them that they can tell her just how cool the darknight hero's name when they're sober-) but also imagine that while escorting that person back, hakuno just tells them abt all her experiences with the darknight hero and the next time they drop into the tavern they're just like TT___TT THE DARKNIGHT HERO IS SO KIND!!! SO COOL!!! ✨️✨️✨️

ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE THOO the hero aspect would be hella neat to explore with (and this obviously would apply for your mha muses ofc!!) because the reason hakuno admires heroes so much is because- she has a terrible view of herself and thinks of herself as horribly selfish, so she really admires those who selflessly fights and does their best for others! she's kind of a hypocrite like that, but hakuno is different from a hero because while she does share the same kind and selfless nature, she's more motivated by her own personal values and the people she strongly cares about. it's also her making up for her self-perceived flaws!! there's a lot of her issues involved ahfkshdh bUT YEAH THIS MAKES ME THINK- hi diluc is the darknight looking for a sidekick haha.. asking for a friend--

sHE'S NOT GONNA SAY IT LIKE THAT BUT LIKE 🥺 a moon lady would offer to help in those gruelling nights.... she'll do her best!! it's also fun too because of that same goal but differing motivations :thonk: and that's more reason for hakuno to want to get to know diluc!! would also gives him the chance to find out that she's a little (a lot) more troubled than what her strong stoic front may appear to be... AND OH MAN OH BOY LONELINESS IS SUCH A HUGE THEME 4 MY HAKUNOO but hi omg hello i am now thinking about diluc's whole reputation as the uncrowned king of mondtsadt.. him being held in high esteem while hakuno's more of the opposite... a nobody that's looked down down :chinhands: but they're both just lonely ppl underneath!! so big yes to them chatting whenever and wherever :,) even if it's just small talk she'd enjoy it a lot!

thinking about CHILDE just makes me facking hurtttt agfksgjf THAT HC HURTS SO MUCH BTW CHARLIE I'M SOBBING?? she really would've gotten along with ajax 😭 but also hi, i would really want to have hakuno see the way childe is towards his family and how he was at his story quest with teucer because thaat's just gonna complicate ber thoughts on him even more!! i think she'd want to dislike him,, would obviously be extremely hurt by a betrayal and being used but GOD SHE REALLY IS THE PERFECT PERSON TO BE USED HONESTLYY hakuno's the type to blame herself!! would beat herself up for being used like that and beats herself up some more for wanting to still spend time with him 😭 hakuno by default has always been lonely.. what experiences she has is her being belittled/insulted/looked down on, so you can see why she'd be so desperate for a positive relationship! is also the type to repress and ignore her own wants and needs, which just ends up in a very deep and repressed longing deep down... it's not even anything outrageous, she just wants those normal average things like friends and to live a happy life so like!!

me thinking about childe gifting her this candy she was eyeing at- she has a major sweet tooth ok!! but also, is so bad at understanding herself, she didn't even know she wanted it. so for childe to notice and get her that, she'd be more touched and grateful at the act rather than the gift itself 🥲 SO YEAH THAT JUST MAKES THE BOMBSHELL THAT MUCH MORE PAINFUL TOO AND I HATE IT (LOVE IT) i want them to talk about bonds tho... hakuno's a simple person!! her nature is literally stated to be "pure and innocent" and i think i mentioned how she's pretty awkward despite appearing so put together and elegant- but the world is hella complex! people can be cruel and relationships are just hard </3 still thinking about his warning about her heart btw...... that shook me to my core!!!! makes me wanna maximize the pain tho... seeing how observant and "understanding" he is,,, maybe some day, Some Day, hakuno could reach her limit break down a lil in front of him idk!! all her frustrations and complex feelings bursting out mayhaps 💃💃 her just asking what she did wrong,, why she's just being used and abandoned and why she'll always end up alone,,, at that point she's just venting tbh SHE HAS A LOT OF ISSUES OKIE IM SORRYYY </3

but yea childe to hakuno is just Confusion and pain galoree !! hakuno already has a very natural want to understand others, but i think she'd def want to know what tf childe was feeling with all of this ^_T it'd be extra hurtie if this happened on a separate verse from diluc or kaeya or hell, even with al haitham- because hakuno hates being used or play into someone's grand scheme! but at the same time, she's so grateful to have someone notice her and offer her a "friendship" when she's never had her wants and desires noticed by others and diminishes it herself 😭 gsbdakchsjfhs iT'S JUST TOUGH!!! can imagine her just bluntly asking him if he even cares about her or their "friendship" if he offer her anything after that bombshell :,) much pain,

OKOK LET ME HEAL MYSELF AFTER ALL THAT SGFKSHDJSJ ohh BENNETT 🥺🥺 PLS!!! THAT FAMILIAL DYNAMIC WOULD BE SO SWEETT 😭🙏💖💖 hakuno has a soft spot for anyone younger than her and bennett's sunshine-like aura (read: Wholesome Vibes) would endear him to her instantly. they'd be like that kid who gets into all sorts of trouble (benny's bad luck.... F) and his cool and quiet older sister— only yeah, despite the elegant ladylike image, she's pretty clumsy herself! my geographic knowledge of monstadt is failing me rn but he could ask hakuno about her darknight hero encounters and she'd tell him all the deets! then proceeds to get the realization of huh that's terrible actually. am i that clumsy? slam into her like a 999mph mitachurl and just. proceeds 2 repeatedly bang her head against a wall in embarrassment (<- something she canonically did too btw GDFFSHDJGDB)

ooh and i wanted to make a post about this but adding to hakuno's doll-like motif! her skin's porcelain and perfect, has no scars or anything no matter what kind of injuries she gets into. it's perfect to the point where it's unnatural, makes her seem hardly human to others (andd ahaha she's not) and adds to the alienation she feels wherever she goes. she always feels like an outsider :,) tHE POINT OF ME SAYING THIS THO!! i feel like her and bennett are both the type to not care about what happens to them and fuss over others instesd so 🥺 them being like that to each other mayhaps,, (that fact about her is also why she's Extra reckless and has 0 concerns for herself, she's already a very self-sacrificing person but this just enables it to an unhealthy extent tbh-) anddd on the topic of health!! she's also very unhealthy in that aspect-- often skips/forgets meals so that charred egg would be very appreciated and needed!!! 💪 hope bennett likes sweets because i can imagine her giving em to him with a pat to the head ✨️

SHE'D ABSOLUTELY BE SO DAMN SUPPORTIVE OF HIM!!! absolutely believes in bennett's adventure team and would join herself if it weren't for her not-an-adventurer status! you know that one dynamic of sunshine and sunshine protector? that's absolutely bennett and hakuno respectively. i remember this one rude ass adventurer in his hangout event that was mean to bennett and hakuno would Not stand for that attitude, he's gonna be scolded so bad!!! aww the trinkets from his adventures are gonna be cherished sm btw 🥺 hakuno doesn't have much (literally a nobody with nothing huh 😭) so she'd really appreciate it! if she has a secure place to live, she'd put em up for display because she'd like em so much <3 also pls consider hakuno going on a hunt for a four leaf clover for him !! and pls know that if lady luck was real she'd beat her up for giving bennett such horrible luck fr fr-

I REALLY LOVE THE LOGIC VS EMOTION ASPECT OF HAKUNO SO LIKE her and AL-HAITHAM would be hella neat methinks!!! i feel like they could have this weird alliance because they do have the same goal — to understand hakuno, but they don't necessarily have the same idea and intent. which is also hella neat!! just as he's curious about hakuno (tho more on the logical side of how she is i think), hakuno would be curious about him too (but on the emotional side of things!) hakuno can be pretty blunt as well but al-haitham takes it to a whole nother level methinks- hakuno's got thick skin but hit her where she's weak and 😬😬 she would be Weakkk. BITES MY HAND makes it me wonder wtf's gonna happen at the reveal bc yeah it's interesting to the observer, but actual "person" going thru it hakuno is 😭 not having a good time!! it's the support from the ppl who care about her regardless is what helped her accept in and not be completely mentally fucked up so like!! :chinhands: what would happen with this pair i wonder.......

WANT 2 SEE EM WORK TOGETHER IN STUFF THO LMAO they could bicker a lot methinks 🤼‍♂️ hakuno's hella patient and understanding tho and most of all, she wants to get along. she'd want to be friends tbh 😭 pls befren her she lonely...... hIM LOSING HER IN A BAZAAR IS ABSOLUTELY KILLING ME BTW SGJJDGEJD sir!!! she's 160cm/5'3 tiny lady!!! UR NEVER GONNA FIND HER ONCE U LOSE SIGHT OF HER 😭 /J okay but also, i can imagine her being the one to lose him too because she got distracted when she saw a lost child. cue her entire side quest of helping that child return to their parents! and at the end of it, she gently reminds them that the bazaar is really crowded so they shouldn't wander off away from their parents n_n ............. and then 0.1 seconds later, she realizes that she has indeed wandered off away from al-haitham (hakuno vc Hm.) he's really tall so she'd have an easier time finding him, probably 😭

OH AND HER ATTITUDE WOULD BE SO DIFFERENT DEPENDING ON WHO LOST WHO. if alhaitham lost her cuz he forgor then she'll be pouting the rest of the day bye- later holds onto a part of him out of spite tbh !!! would deadass loop their arms like the most goofy ahh duo 😭😭 and if he gives her a look or seems peeved by it?? Good because that's her intention :stoicsmughakuno: but if she's the one who lost him then her attitude would be soooo different sgfkhsf apologises profusely and asks if he was alright and all,, probably holds onto his cloak thing next time they go somewhere crowded which does sucessfully prevent him from losing her as well! only, hakuno is hakuno and next time she comes across anyone in need of help, the only difference is that she'll just be dragging al-haitham along in that side quest ✨️

👫 but like- looks at all the possible dynamics we've brought up. looks at u. SGHDGDJS THIS IS JST ME WANTING TO HEAR UR THOUGHTS ON ANY OF EM TBH 😳✨️✨️

okay so let me just like write a little something for everyone then dfkjdsfk

KAEYA: Kaeya gets to go first because we’ve talked the most about them but honestly like Hakuno is one of the few people he’s good to be around without the show??? because she sees through it anyway and sometimes its too much and sometimes he needs to not be around her because then he doesn’t feel like an entire lie but sometimes its just relieving to not have to be what’s needed of him and just be y’know? And Hakuno’s good for that. Also he’ll help Hakuno work out her own identity using all his contacts and he’s going to be there to hold her hand if it turns out to be something they couldn’t have imagined. He’s protective of her, he’s scared of her and has a whole host of other feelings as well. Doesn’t get her deal with Diluc though and WILL tease her about her superhero having to swoop in to save her while lowkey / highkey insulting Diluc depending on whether he’s listening.

DILUC: Diluc, as The Darknight Hero, might seem exasperated by his swooping in to deal with whatever Hakuno has gotten herself involved in, but he doesn’t mind all that much. It is nice to feel appreciated when she thanks him for his work, and really it makes a change from the more gruelling nights of chasing the abyss order. I think unconcsciously Diluc resonates with Hakuno’s loneliness and though his is of his own making, he defintiely finds himself chatting to her at the bar/wherever they encounter each other. When she compliments The Darknight Hero in Angel’s Share he has to do his best not to show himself to be flustered, but he does go quiet.

CHILDE: Childe thinks if he was just Ajax still then maybe they could have been friends. But he’s not Ajax and she’s got information he needs. Because of that, he’s gentler than he may have otherwise been in the way he lets her down and reveals his manipulations, but in someway his kindness is crueler. Despite that he’ll still greet her after its happened, still offer spars and dinner, because well this is him she can take it or leave it. He’ll offer to spar with her if that will eliminate the bad feeling for her. Childe before the reveal is an attentive friend, he’ll buy her little gifts he’s seen her eyeing up from weeks ago, recall pieces of information she told him over dinner etc. It just makes it hurt all the more when he drops the bombshell. And he doesn’t stop being attentive after, either, but there’s a new light on it that shows how well he studies his targets tbh. 

BENNETT: oh man he finds Hakuno so soothing. She doesn’t get mad at him when his luck messes up her day. She’s kind to him and she’s honestly a bit prone to disaster herself (he’s heard stories of her being saved by The Darknight Hero at least). She feels encouraging and welcoming and he treats her like his big sister. He’ll make her (charred) eggs and try to bring her trinkets from his adventures (that usually end up lost, broken or an injury to himself for the attempt) but his heart is in the right place and he still has a story for her at the end of it.

AL-HAITHAM: He’s a complete ass to Hakuno a lot of the time. Logic vs emotional go head to head constantly. He can’t deal with the emotional outputs so will just get his book out and read to ignore her. He can be insensitive in his chase for truth and does not always realise the impact of the revelations their discovering on Hakuno (foolish man, it is her life) Hakuno deserves to get mad at him constantly for this. Also because Al-Haitham often forgets to clue her in on his thought path, and in the middle of them walking through a bazaar will just disappear walking off to chase a lead and forgetting to pull her along.

GILGAMESH: if i’m honest idk what this dynamic would be like beyond Gil is Gil and Hakuno is dealing with it but you mentioned something about Hakuno summoning him and getting along with him and I like that vibe for them. Or you know giving them a little bit of pain with him not being the version she summoned and while he’s not entirely different he’s different enough and she still has to build that bond again. I imagine there’s a lot of teasing involved on his part but actually its thinly veiled approval.

ACHILLES: He’s going to be encouraging Hakuno to try new things and I think they encourage each other into chaos from fun. At the same time the more Achilles is around Hakuno the more she chips away at the armour, the more she sees behind the dudebro because at heart he is emotionally driven, just as she is, and there’s only so long he can keep up his guise. He doesn’t cope well with being called out by her for pretending and will go off on his own and comes back with a new escapade, but slowly over time she’ll chip away enough he can confide in her.

ROBIN HOOD: Feels understood by Hakuno more so than other people so he’ll spend time around her (unless she’s telling him things like another version of him trying to kill her in a way that lacks honour and then he’s off to brood somewhere). nothing and the faceless is just an interesting dynamic to me and I think there’s a lot to explore. At the same time, I want Robin to invite Hakuno to the archer card game and for them to spend early mornings / late nights talking about things that are either important and vulnerable or ridiculous and almost nonsensical.

MAKOMO: Makomo makes Hakuno flower crowns every time she visits her. She’ll also braid flowers into Hakuno’s hair if Hakuno will let her. She’s soft and gentle and constantly ethereal, offering advice to Hakuno when she needs it and sitting quietly and listening to her otherwise. Makomo would ask her things like “Well who do you want to be?” when Hakuno talks about identity/lack thereof and encourage her to seek it but not stress over it. Makomo takes the approach that Hakuno is her friend, and that’s all she needs to know. Any flowers Hakuno gives her are kept so safe and treated so preciously. Makomo also asks her to tell her stories about the world.

TANJIRO: Well firstly, here’s Tanjiro’s fate verse for you because I haven’t used it yet and I think it would be neat for them to interact in it. They’re sweet and so lost, they’re like a servant but still trying to work out what their deal is. They definitely take to Hakuno though and they’ll make food for her, and ask her to help them learn more about being a servant. Also they could talk about identity because she has none but they have two being both Tanjiro and Sumihiko.

EIJIROU: Eijirou’s the type who would just start talking to her. Maybe he catches the lonely vibes on a patrol for his internship, maybe he spots her on a day off, maybe he rescues her on a mission, whatever it is, he’s going to start speaking. He’s personable and he definitely is a lot better at reading emotions than he lets on. HE WILL CALL HER MANLY and catch that vibe, he will invite her to train with him when he’s going for jogs or drop by to see her regularly so he feels like he’s doing something to help her be less lonely. If he ever has to miss a meeting he’ll send a note with a friend until they eventually trade numbers for ease.

SHINSOU: Met Hakuno in a cat café when he was avoiding UA after the Sports Festival. Stressed about not being part of the hero course, wanting to follow his dream but not able to do so. He’s not expecting to talk to anyone, but either something a cat does makes them both laugh or he nearly stumbles into her and they end up becoming friends. She’s encouraging in the way he needs and he feels like he can talk to her and his quiet presence makes him someone easy to talk to as well. He makes regular visits to the same café after that so they can bump into each other. She’s one of the first who finds out about his transfer to the hero course.

NAOMI: Naomi is cool and collected but also calm and reassuring. She’s logical but not in the Al-Haitham way so she’ll give Hakuno space to voice her feelings and choose the best course of action between both of their ideas. This is your girlboss detective duo who work in different ways between the two of them they’ve got a lot of areas covered. A lot of respect between them I like to think.

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