#I SPIRALED HARD

[cyani07]

colored some sketches

[kenchann]

teased 🎃⚡

[off-mozzarella]

Just a small boy and his giant hammer <3

[feelo-fick]

chilaios telepathy compilation. btw.

also these ones arent telepathy i just think its fun that they defend eachother + are on the same page about alchohol :

[mohntilyet]

my initial knee jerk reaction to lucanis/spite saying "family, enemies, contracts" was bad because it felt like an oversimplification but actually thinking on it i really love that lucanis forces himself into this box to make things make sense in his life. family is unconditional, enemies are to be killed, but contracts is so. interesting... man who promises mila that he will find her father because he does not fail contracts. the same man who tells effe that he will kill her slaver because he needs to turn her from a poor young woman that he sympathises with, into someone he can make a deal with. it's not kindness, it's not weakness, he's just fulfilling a contract, and crows don't break contracts. if he kills a bunch of racist blood mages during that process, then he's not breaking the rules, just bending them. a very convenient excuse to be a good man while still being a crow and assassin. and of course when spite is forced into him, he gets out of it with something familiar! by making another deal! something he could work with, something he HAS to work with, because being just an abomination is unthinkable. if he can work himself out of this problem like he's done with every other contract in his life, in his mind maybe there's some tiny chance that this becomes another job that he can claw his life back from.

[myuminji]

Doodles of loser behaviour (he gets kisses)

Another loser behaviour (he gets kisses, again)

they bring Roberto a headache on a daily basis

[1alchemistart]

some melindas spawned by the new chapter and a piece from a little while ago :D

[louferrignojrofficial]

wow. hi

[inkprilled]

I'm going to be honest, I'm not happy. Instead I just am. Just here. Just there. I'm, just. I spent way too long picking the colours for this blog instead of cleaning my house, I spent way too long worrying over my poems instead of worrying over the bills, I spent way too long writing about things that have happened and not about what could. I reply with flowers under comments because I'm worried I'll sound too blunt without them, but sometimes it feels fake, because I'm not that person alone, I don't think in pretty colours, happiness doesn't bloom behind my eyelids in pinks and yellows. Instead my thoughts are blunt and apathy stuffs itself into my ears and covers my eyes. It encases me in a womb, and I'm just waiting to be reborn. Into what exactly I don't know, just more awake I hope, less rotting in bed and more laughing in a field somewhere.

[notkakashihatake]

Choza: I hate seeing my kids cry.

Shikaku: Tell me about it. I don't know what's worse; the snot, the slobbering, or the obnoxious sobbing.

Inoichi: And when they try to talk! I can barely understand them.

Choza: No, no. I can handle all that. The thing I can't handle is...

they're the ugliest fucking things I've ever seen in my life.

[blujayonthewing]

This year's big web! This one marks five years of big web!!!

[yesmissnyx]

An Unsexy Post About Censorship

Sooo...gumroad is shutting down NSFW content sales because of Stripe and Paypal. This is also why Wishtender has been down as well, if you weren't aware. And why Patreon is also cracking down on anything remotely kinky.

(If you're wondering why your favorite FICTIONAL sexual content isn't allowed on most platforms, it's payment processors.)

Please be extra kind to anyone who works with NSFW content right now, whether it be art, writing, audio, photos or video. Whether it be tasteful erotica, or the kinkiest BDSM porn you can think of, we're all in the crosshairs right now.

And, judging by trends from these past few years, this is only going to get worse.

Support NSFW creators where you can, whether by tipping or buying our content (where you still can) or just helping boost content on sites where algorithms want to drown us out.

Call representatives where you can and complain about payment processors acting as arbiters of what YOU are and aren't allowed to pay for and enjoy.

This may be about porn right now, but censorship of this caliber doesn't just stop with porn. Any transgressive (read: non-conservative) media is fair game.

Fight against it where you can. Support creators where you can.

Art is important. Reflections of our sexuality are important. We don't want a world where people aren't free to make or see the things they love and enjoy.

[acowardinmordor]

The thing is that Eddie in the spring of 86, after his admirer has vanished, is hurting, and it has no direction because he does not know that he’s the reason it ended. Sure, at first he thought it was him, but X has talked to him before about things Eddie did at school, and he believes that he would again.

And when someone is hurting, they either get mean to themselves or to others. Or both.

His best guess in the spring, based on what X mentioned before in letters, is that the popular kids bullied him or said something. Now, combine that with the freshmen, who are getting increasingly distressed by Steve Harrington. They told Eddie that the guy is great, saved their lives. Dustin announces that Steve is his best friend. None of them will budge on the fact that Steve is their friend and isn’t an asshole. Even Mike says it, with a bitchy tone, but he does say it.

They halfway to mourning, and every time Steve fails to drive them home, without warning, it gets worse.

As Steve pulls away more and more, the kids are hurt. They don’t get why their hero would do this.

Eddie knows though. He likes the guy the kids describe. He sounds fun and funny. He sounds like some kind of knight. But Eddie has been around Steve for five years now, he knows who Steve really is.

He tried to talk to the boys about it. He tried to get through to them that Steve is just like that. He’s a popular kid and a bully. Sure, he can be nice to some people, sometimes, but he’s not a good person at the end of the day.

That goes poorly.

Dustin skips Hellfire over it.

After six weeks of it, Eddie confronts Steve. The breaking point was Mike and Dustin getting shoved around by some juniors after school while they were waiting - hoping - Steve would drive them to the arcade like he promised. Corners him in a hallway and lays it out.

“Look. I don’t know why you were around my sheep. I don’t get why you, King Fucking Steve, would pretend you were their friend, and convince them you care, but you did. They thought you cared, that you’d keep protecting them. But now you’re back to who you really are, treating them like shit. Ignoring them.

“Stop. You’re not pretending anymore, so stop pretending you care. You’re hurting my little sheepies, and if you do it again, I’m gonna make sure they know all about you. I’ll tell them every story from your junior year about what you did to the kids like them. I’ll tell them everything about you Harrington, until they realize you’re bullshit and stop waiting for you to come back.”

It barely prompts a reaction. Harrington flinched when Eddie first found him, but the rest? The guys face went stone still, icy and emotionless.

There’s a second flinch, an almost expression, and that’s the one Eddie thinks about later. He has heard all the kids stories, and Christ he wishes that guy was real.

He was never friends with Steve, he never got saved like the kids did, but he still has this deep grief. Not for what he had and lost, but the potential he lost.

This redemption and hero he wants to see in the world, that for a minute, he thought might be real. That died, just like the idea that his admirer might let them meet someday. He doesn’t know he’s conflating the two, but he is, and that anger festers.

[wistfulvulpine]

saw this dress meme and blacked out

(painting study is based on JC Leyendecker's 'Couple Descending Staircase')

[nixiecat]

i am gonna make it through this year if it kills me

[ceruleanblueshells]

physically im here but mentally im in declan's kitchen looking into his vacant eyes as he drinks coffee just because matthew said the kitchen smells like coffee in the morning