#I SENT THAT SO CONFIDENTLY TOO
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
when you and bestie have been up for way too long
#we're so DUMB#I SENT THAT SO CONFIDENTLY TOO#WE'VE BEEN UP#FOR A VERY LONG TIME LMAO#I THINK IM IN THE SHADOW REALM#my soulmate#snail talk
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Look I know it’s probably just a retcon or continuity error and it’s a very small scene so who should even care (me, I do) but in season 1 when the kiddies are picking hero’s names there is the oh so famous flashback to Mic giving Aizawa his hero name and in that flashback (which I Presume happened their first year) Aizawa seems extremely confident in what kind of hero he wants to be. He even says I’m going to be an underground hero so it doesn’t matter. Which is in complete contrast to second year Aizawa who is just kind of listless and unsure of himself and what he wants yo be. An Aizawa that depended on his best friends to give him confidence. Where did that confident Aizawa go? The Aizawa that was just a miniature of the Ine we have now. And on some level I know the change is just because it’s a more compelling story to travel back in time to see are steadfast unshakable mentor figure as an unsure and insecure teen. But for a minute let’s pretend it’s not a poorly thought out retcon/continuity error it leaves us with the question of what could have possibly shaken little first year Aizawa so greatly that he’s lost all confidence in himself by his second year?
I am utterly fascinated
#Aizawa#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero headcanons#my hero acedamia#these ones just hit different to me tho.#throwing thoughts to the void#I think this actually fits well#with the theory that the powers that be decided erasure was too useful a quirk#to be sent to general studies#and so they just put him in there#and so he’s pretty confident but then he just kind of get relentlessly bullied#like we saw in the school days are#any other theories or guesses?#present mic#oboro shirakumo#mha school days#my thoughts
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
hi sorry i went an entire week without posting i've got a lot of shit going on irl like A LOT of shit. but unrelated to serious stuff, im not playing skyblock till a new update so i dont have anything to talk about that's blog themed, splatoon event is coming up so im ever more laser-focused on that rn, and i got addicted to roguelike poker KJGFHG
#expect another week or two or three idk#i log in to see if anyone's @ me or sent me asks but that's about it#reblog the first post i see that interests me and dip kjfhg#irl stuff isnt anything i wanna talk about btw so dont ask but slightly less serious im trying to get certified at my job wahoo#i am. not confident! but i recently got told im a favorite so even if i dont pass im good lol#i'll just be down a lot of money 😔#both from the raise i will get from passing and also the $100+ to actually take the test...#i wanna say where i work so bad bc i Genuinely love my job and wanna talk about it but it's slightly too identifying#i've posted just enough info about myself online that you could probably just look me up KJFHG#so uhhh no thanks. stays on priv where half of them know my entire address anyways 😭#just from ark's comms and im gonna be mailing someone something soon. im not just giving it out or something lmao#chat
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
> [ What did you eat today? ] > [ What author is your fav? ] > [ Where do you go on weekends when you wanna get away? ]
> I didn't eat a thing. > But that's how it should be. > No matter what they ask me, > I won't tell them anything!
#Pokemon#Pokemon Black and White#Pokemon Black and White 2#Gym Leader Cheren#My Art#((He is so so tiny. I just wanted to doodle him in his regular colors..))#((I love how his cardigan tends to look inconsistent when I draw it but. It's definitely fluffy rather than plaid or with patterns..))#((Also I intended to draw him without his fluffy outer but I LOVE his poofy sleeves but! His polo underneath has long sleeves too :] ))#((The ruffled kind probably!))#((Aspertia City's angel that gets a reputation for being a heartbreaker because he turned down every confession ever-))#((-and once got so annoyed that he sent over Nate to rain on them and use thunder.))#((Caption is Trickle's cover of Idol! Funnily enough it is a Slater song to me. Somehow.))#((It's the whole 'avoiding interviews and questions about his personal life' thing))#((Even after post-BW2 and Relic Castle he absolutely REFUSES to tell anything about himself.))#((So there are many rumors surrounding him. The best friend/beloved of The Hero of Truth. Mentor of The Hero of Ideals.))#((Confidant of Bianca Alabaster- the professor's assistant and up and coming researcher.))#((Trainee of Hilda Weiss- battle prodigy and Battle Subway's shining star.))#((Mentor of Hugh Obsidian- the Team Plasma hunter who was chosen as Grimsley's successor.))#((Mentor of Rosa Whitefield- the new Pokestar Studios starlet and Skyla's possible successor.))#((AND he's Grimsley's brother.))#((The Heart reborn! The ghost of Undella Bay! The pure vessel of Kyurem!))#((And yet he stays silly. Divorced. Live laugh love. Cringe even.))#BW/BW2 Rewrite - Blur / Blight
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
it's funny cause I was in the process of formulating a post predicting that in about 2 months we'd get an Escalator limited theme set for itzy along with the song being added and then after that they'd go back to regular itzy themes since Escalator is the last non solo song on the album but then I wake up to this
#i sent my friends a message about it too i was so confident#but hopefully im right about them going back to adding more kill my doubt songs#maybe now we'll get kill shot AND psychic lover#superstar jyp#itzy#dalcomsoft#txt post
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
read the sunshine court and have never been more impatient in needing a second book my god
#tsc#tsc spoilers#tagging bc im talking in the tags but holy fuck im ngl i came into the book as a jerejean shipper but now im shipping him with EVERYONE#him and renee were so sweet god i cant#him taking her photo and thinking about rainbows 😭#but also excited for my man Jeremy bc he's got layersTM like an onion#need to know why he doesn't like his family and if he ever confides in Jean to convince Jean to confide in him#but also them oggling each other was hilarious#jean said his name once and had jeremy kicking his feet and twirling his hear#jean's braim shutting off whenever jeremy is shirtless avdhdj#need them to get together but i love Jean and his story and im so glad i reread aftg before reading this book#obsessed with jerejean as individuals and i love how much Jean appreciates the othrler Trojans#GAAAAH#also heart was in my ass when Grayson attacked Jean and thank god my boy neil sent out a hit on that fucker#also people realizing neil looks insane to other people like um yes...literally everytime he opens his mouth even in his POV#he says some scary shit bro 💀#adding more tags bc i forgot to talk about kevin but i also can't get over their angst its just so good#their time together at evermore and jean teaching him french only for it to be the used against him by accident#they're too fucked up to ever really be friends again but they've both got their own support systems now#thinking about them meeting to do the interview ... chewing on glass#i have to go ravage ao3 now
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
had the second worst great clips visit of my life today but thank fucking gd my hair turned out Okay despite the other horrors
#there are 2 in relatively close proximity to me & the one I like more had like 90 minute wait times#as opposed to 15 at the other place#and I knew it would be awkward & bad bc it always is at that location no matter who the stylist is#And Then It Was#stylist repeatedly misgendered me to her coworker who was giving some other guy almost an identical haircut to mine#said coworker did too despite me checking With My Name Which Is Marcus#& then she accidentally nicked my ear w the clippers#& I think she was worried abt doing it to the other ear so I had to trim around it a little when I got home#very stilted conversation which was mostly my fault and isn’t a crime#but she kept telling me I should try a specific style after she’d already started#& I was just like oh haha maybe next time. like three times over the course of 20 minutes or w/e it was#and ALSO sometimes the great clips employees do not really help you get cleaned off#I was spoiled last time the stylist gave me a dry washcloth to get all the little Bits off my face#but todays stylist just sent me out into the world after using the blow dryer for about 10 seconds#got out to my car. hair all over my face. itchy. nothing to wipe it off with.#anyway. worst time was when someone gave me an extremely incorrect haircut bc of a language barrier & I wasn’t really mad about it#but I did cry in my car after bc I felt So ugly & dysphoric#also last complaint abt this poor person#she seemed to have Very little confidence in her choice of tool and changed the guard on her clippers and what clippers she was holding#like 3x more than was necessary & I know this because I get basically the same haircut every time w very little variation#& it just made me anxious that it was going to look bad bc her behavior was#making me feel like she wasn’t very experienced w the kind of haircut I was asking for#marc.txt#last last complaint for real not abt her#her coworker who was also misgendering me cut my hair last time I was there 😔
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
the desire to text the girl that i'm seeing
#she hasn't responded to the texts i sent yesterday and i am. so worried#even tho i'm just a lil depressed and everything's fine but like. idk. i like her too much i'm feeling very vulnerable#she likes me too tho our last date she was so absurdly nervous and it was adorable but like. i'm worried bc when i get nervous#i just kind of shut down and act over confident so i'm worried she doesn't think i like her or. idk. whatever.
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
…wonder if being silly and trying to coax someone else to be silly is what makes me attractive? (Even when it’s honestly a defense mechanism on my part… thumbing my nose. Being belligerent to norms. Norms have always made itchy and depressed and anxious so I Ain’t Doin’ That Anymore, Deal With It.)
#tiger’s musings#…I sent a hellmo burnaway cake reel that was actually a rickroll#got a ‘gosh I love elmo’#’cause well. a rickroll’s a rickroll. but also they made a hellmo jackolantern so…2for1??#and…I swear it was right about when I just went. FUCK THIS. wore jewelry and converse and my denim jacket over the ghibli or flower print#because I had finally had ENOUGH!! of church being not just Don’t Say Liberal/Gay/Feminism#but outright a Free Platform for Right Wing Politics#and one speaker going on a tirade before RoevWade was officially disolved#about how evil and selfish women are. how ‘freewill’ in general doesn’t exist and is Sin Actually#and No One spoke up against it quietly in private or otherwise#I…yeah. I had enough#amped up my Manic Pixie more than ever#I will ONLY be ‘liked’ for my singing and because I’m a worker and generally kind#but nothing will ever be real. so I am DONE playing by THEIR ‘stumbling block’ rules and being socially controlled to ‘keep peace’#and yeah. became Marginally less anxious and depressed as a result of FUCK. THIS.#and…I swear that’s when I finally became noticed#because while I Can’t Dare to openly talk about MY values and what me and my friends are Actually#I CAN become Ms Frizzle and silently DARE someone to protest it or swallow a sour grape#and…y’know. gain actual confidence vs bravado#by laughing when someone else is Silly Too.#and looks so damn pleased they made me laugh without feeling selfconcious for laughing and laughing ‘too loud’#because…yeah. I Have been scolded. SO MUCH. for ALL my emotions being Too Intense Too Loud.#INCLUDING laughter.#but…Silly is my rebellion.
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
worried . about one of my friendships what if i explodeddd rn... like actually. am i going crazy
#⠀mika’s chatroom !⠀#she sent me 116 messages abt hsr only (she’s the type to send loads of them) and i just got home from school then so i was especially#exhausted. texted her like haii i’m not in a place to talk much now bc of X & also x#(i had that animation project / homework / another presentation / other)#and then she was like ya that’s fine blah blah. then she texted me again a few days later to see if i was okay & i updated her and#reassured her (bc i think i was going through it LOLL) and she did the same for me too (like yeahh its fine etc.) but but but i texted her#again like a day or two later with another update and then actually replied to all her prev messages but she just went online#read my messages and then disappeared — so i am near confident i did something wrong but i just don’t know what it actually Is
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
someone needs to bully me into working on my thesis
#for some reason it’s so much easier to force#myself to get up and do an experiment#than to force myself to face the data analysis and writing#even tho the data analysis is the part that’s actually interesting#but alas i cannot do an experiment right now because we fucking ran out of toluene.#AND [other chemical i’m working with that someone in another lab has to make for us]#i can’t even bug my PI with my incessant questions bc she’s not here. probably busy with meetings or something. i sent her an email.#who knows when she’ll respond#not that she ever answers my questions anyway!!! she’s always like ‘well what do you think?’#ik she’s doing it to build my confidence and bc she trusts my judgement but it’s kind of infuriating sometimes#anyway all this to say it’s just me vs. my word doc#plus a mountain of disorganized .txt files and even more disorganized corresponding .csv files#several google sheets#a handful of unprocessed FTIR spectra that theoretically i should know how to process and analyze (but really i haven’t the faintest clue)#and my reasonably well-organized lab notebook which somehow still feels like a nightmare to navigate because it’s in chronological order#and not organized by type of experiment#i do love my mad scientist job but sometimes it just feels like too many things#also surface science is not really my passion and i’m looking forward to doing something different in grad school#screams into the void
1 note
·
View note
Text
https://www.tumblr.com/beatingheart-bride/718796278743678976/beatingheart-bride-theheadlessgroom
@beatingheart-bride
“O-Oh, it’s like anything, really,” he shrugged affably with a smile-he was unused to being asked about his art, so this question briefly caught him off-guard as he looked up to face her, giving a little shrug as he said, “Y-You know, practice makes perfect and all!”
He’d been drawing for a lot of years: Although he was never formally taught, in some ways, Randall picked up this skill from his father, who was a casual sketch artist himself, having come to the States with a sketchbook in one pocket and a guidebook to the English in the other, oftentimes sketching his surroundings when he wasn’t practicing a new language and, later on, sketching his wife and son when he had a free moment. When Randall was a boy, and Wilhelm was in recovery, he would sometimes sketch things (at least, when the shakes had stopped) between sips of iced tea, and so, Randall himself found himself following in his footsteps, first drawing little pictures in the dirt with a stick, before graduating to sketchbooks of his own the older he got. He still had some of his old ones kicking around in his room, and still carried one with him to work on between customers.
As for painting, well, that was a bit more of a recent thing: He’d managed to save up for a paint set (a relatively cheap one, but he didn’t mind), and had been practicing off and on during the weekends; he wasn’t exactly sure how good he was at it, honestly, but Emily seemed to like it, and that was enough for him.
After giving it a moment of thought, he then looked to her with a smile, asking, “W-Would you like to give it a try?”
#((they really could have! they could've totally taken solace in the fact that they were not as alone as they thought))#((and they could've perhaps confided in and supported one another during their own shared struggles!))#((and honestly; i think all three of them actually died around the same time; thought i don't think dorian registered the loss))#((while emily's death undoubtedly made the news; i think that dorian was too deep in his downward spiral to notice much))#((he might've sent his condolences to her family; no doubt sent flowers to them; but i don't think it wasn't long before he died too!))#((obviously if he knew about randall's death/the accusation of him being emily's killer he would've taken HUGE umbrage))#((at that notion; he would never believe that his best friend would be a murderer; the gap in time be damned!))#((i have no doubt that he was thrilled when he met randall and emily again in death; i think he was over the moon))#((to see his best friend happily married; especially to a nice girl like emily!))#((although some of that joy would be mitigated by learning the circumstances of their deaths; he would nevertheless be happy for them!))#((i am SO excited for this rp; this is going to be really; really interesting!!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Part of Your World
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
i love my girlfriend . so so so much. shes so incredible………. i miss her so bad i want to get a little kissie from her NOW
#erinposting#truly i have never felt safer around someone . ever#shes so kind…. and normally i can barely do anything w someone without feeling like im doing it wrong#but when im talking to her i jsut feel. good. and confident. bc i know she loves me#and bc when ive apologized in the past for ‘not being good enough’ at whatever it was. shes so sweet about it#aaaaaa. we fuck stuff up so often and sometimes its a bit awkward but god its fun in a way i didnt know relationships Could be#she really does stuff for me that i didnt even realize would help. like i had a panic attack mid school event and she gave me a play by play#-of what was going on so i wouldnt miss it. and took pictures#like shes just SO kind and sweet to me….. need to hug her for an uncomfortable amt of time again#oh and she’s gorgeous too FUCK. she sent me a picture of her with her hair in a new style and . uhm. erm. 😳#shes so cuuuuuuute….. aaa i miss her so much#when will my girlfriend return from the war (tests and internship stuff)#i love her so muchh . erin i love you so much.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
,
#rant incoming.... ugh#so i need a letter of recommendation for my application to study in korea#and basically i haven't had the teacher i asked for it in class for a while so she said she doesn't remember too well how i was doing#so basically i sent her an email in korean for her to see but the thing is#i not confident in my korean at all#like i know i can say simple stuff#but the real problem is that i also know i still make many mistakes but I CANT TELL WHAT THE MISTAKES ARE#and that's such a horrible feeling to me#plus i keep feeling like i'm not good enough to even deserve to apply ????#and i can't even calm myself down by saying i've been studying hard and so if my skills aren't good enough i did everything i could#because i don't#i can't motivate myself unless i'm super stressed#and i keep trying to start studying but i know after a few weeks at most i#i'll lose interest and stop#i know i'm still doing my best in a way because i can't change the way my brain works and that it refuses to do stuff that's not fun enough#unless i'm under pressure#but on the outside it looks like i'm being lazy and not even doing the bare minimum and it's very hard to unlearn these patterns#of internalizing what i've learnt growing up is expected of me#and unlearning expectations i simply can't meet
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
"One would think that for a literal dragon-person, the heat wouldn't bother me. And yet here we are..."
#;the song that the world needed to hear. (melody)#I am suffering from the heat so Melody must suffer too#our AC stopped working properly and the one maintenance guy they sent was like:#'I'm not confident enough to be messing around with your furnace so you guys will have to wait till monday so my supervisor can hold my han#I am internally screaming
0 notes
Text
Hey, umm... uhh... past Aria... What the Fuck does these names Mean??? I was looking through my OC Writing thread in a private discord server (where I practically dump everything), and I wrote a message with three names... Ainsley, Calytrix (makes for a nice twin name with Calyx) <- yes it was written like that, Lynwen.
Okay so first off-- Who is Calyx??? I tried searching for any other messages where I mentioned those 4 names and came up with Nothing else other than the initial message I wrote (except for calyx where I mentioned twice under a different context tho). Past Aria... WHO ARE THESE PPL???????????
#aria rants#i have too much confidence to myself bout being able to remember but then i just keep forgetting the fact that i am#Horribly forgetful so i dont know why i was so confident bout just Knowing who those ocs were cuz i Sure dont remember rn#that different context is predictably hsr considering how the material farming areas are called calyxes#it also doesnt help how before i sent those names i was talking bout alec's family And the au family turned new ocs#i was changing up some of the names of alec's family (specifically his dad and the second oldest)#and above that name planning was me talkin bout that one au in which is set in the future and that family is like#descendants of alec's family (altho i got attached to em so i picked em outta the self-indulgent au to srsly work on em)#so like-- Who?????? is ainsley calytrix with a possible twin named calyx and lynwen??? who are those ppl gurl what
0 notes