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Ever since I had top surgery (happy six months) I've been bouncing on and off the idea of getting bottom, but... It's not that it's scary, it's just that it's a lot of work, money, operations and post-op treatment (like medical tattoos) to make it look how I would want it to look.

Lile yeah I do want a dick but I don't rrrreally want the dick that phalo will give me even under the best possible circunstances (not that there is something wrong with it, I just don't vibe with how it looks).

I'd love to hear if any other trans people have thoughts on this tho, I just want to hear some opinions on the matter

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I gave him friends (other party members)

Vicious (left) belongs to @lplatinum-witchl

woe. catholic gnoll be upon you

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woe. catholic gnoll be upon you

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The urge to create another in-character RP ask blog is speaking to me again like the green goblin mask

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Dad duties

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Another Hvass fact is that he likes sewing. Not only making his own clothes (which is more a necessity than a hobby) but actually making then presentable and beautiful.

He doesn't have a great sense of style or artistry (self-admitted) but sewing simple patterns is a great way to pass the time when winter nights are 16 hours long

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I've done a lot of wolf dad but what about... wolf kid

His cloak/pelt is a "regular" one unlike Hvass, which means he can take it off, but it's still needed for shapeshifting. He doesn't quite have the hang of it tho

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The more I think about Hvass setting, the less interested I am in defining gender and sexuality with current terminology.

Is he bisexual*? Absolutely. Would he have the knowledge, self reflection and cultural background needed to self-label himself that? Absolutely fucking not

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On my tattoo artist's studio she had on the wall a huge mural depicting geishas and samurai fucking nasty BDSM style and one of them had a huge dragon tattoo over her entire body, ending on a dragonhead-shaped strap. I need to get on her level

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Ref sheet for my Beastkin (Artic wolf) Hvass. He's a "loner" AKA a guy who voluntarely left all social pack life to go live on the wilds on his own. A freak, culturally speaking.

Beastkin (Beastfolk or Hombres-Bestia as I got them in writing), especially Wolfkin have complex social groups and rules that very clearly define your place in the social hierarchy and how you must act with people that are higher/lower than you on that scale. A lot of that includes micro-expressions and body language; things that are... hard for others to understand when you're always in a half-feral form. Hvass doesn't like to show his face to strangers, so he's seen as "rude" because others can't infer further meaning other than strictly literal. That's not his intention, but that kind of behavior is often tagged as cagey at best, and outright lying at worst. His wolf head actually emotes and does facial expressions, but people aren't usually able to interpret them and ask to see his "real" face which is, in contrast, very inexpressive.

Living on your own is only seen in teenagers and early adults trying to find a new pack or create their own groups, and it's a behavior that is expected to end when someone becomes an adult and settles in a group. When you live in a Monster Hunter-esque world in terms of wild danger, big groups mean a bigger survival chance. Being an adult without a pack subtly means that "no one wants you in their group" and it's seen as a personal failure; though it's sometimes romanticized in storytelling (in a similar way that werewolves or pirate romance stories are, "Oh what if this hot and mysterious stranger took me").

Hvass has tried and failed for most of his early adult life to make it work with different groups, but it never did. He's BAD bad at reading social cues and cannot physically imitate the body language of others (dog heads don't work the same way as humans do). There have been times when he thought he was doing fine and then discovered people didn't want him there anymore and he was just supposed to Get It and leave. All of that distrust in people made him become very quiet (which was also bad! now you're just a wolf-headed freak whom people think can't talk!) until eventually he decided to fully live on his own.

He's "friendly" though extremely cautious and has built a lot of walls around himself. He's learned that he doesn't know how to tell when people are lying, so he keeps his distance until you can prove that you're trustworthy. Still, he's not a talkative person even when he likes you.

He has an adoptive bio kid. He's 90% the child is his (found him abandoned near the path of a pack he spent some... time with in the past) and he shares the same quiet "weird" behavior that he does. He's a great dad, but having to raise a kid made him stop and think for a long time what he was going to tell him about the world. You cannot tell a kid that others are scary and will lie and hurt you, and that people are weird and complex and you cannot understand them. You can't tell a kid there is no hope. But he cannot just lie, it's a complex problem for him.

Claws and (wolf) jaws are natural weapons, but he needs to use ACTUAL weapons to hunt. That's not an issue when you hunt in groups, and certain hunts or particularly traditional packs forbade their use. Why are you (as a beast) using tools.

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Almost 8 hours, damn

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Im tempted to try to make a MTA but I'm struggling to find interesting things to say about the artist (me) that are not the usual "Likes: good things. Hates: Bad things"

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Still on my paladin era, working on a redesign of a dude I made in 2019

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More wolf dad content

his swagless attitude and autistic demeanor have bewitched me body and soul

Unnamed dude that I used as protag for a oneshot smut piece but kinda evolved into its own thing. In no particular order:

Werewolf-Selkie thing. The wolf skin IS part of him and can express emotions with it accordingly. Human face is INSIDE the wolf's jaws but will never show it unless he trusts you implicitly. Whole coat can be removed and will probably give you the same type of control over him as regular selkies. Idk don't quote me on that.

Literal DILF. Has an adoptive biological son. it's complicated

NOT a fighter my man will run away from any conflict it's literally not his problem. He is just a hunter, every tool he has is designed for survival not battle.

Beastmen are social creatures (at least the wolf subtype) usually organized the same way as a pack (Reproductive couple, their children, and their eventual partners if they want to join). He decided he wanted to have none of that + chronic lack of awareness of the social cues that are indispensable for interpersonal pack interactions so he just. fucked off into the wild

bisexual

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Doing new slots for chibis so I can save some money for an improv camp this summer.

Open to anything from OC to Fanart, but feel free to DM me if you have any questions!

Payment through PayPal only, Simple Background/Backgroundless added with the price.

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Doing new slots for chibis so I can save some money for an improv camp this summer.

Open to anything from OC to Fanart, but feel free to DM me if you have any questions!

Payment through PayPal only, Simple Background/Backgroundless added with the price.

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I will make ANYTHING into a big dude. The character on my banner is a fucking stout that I humanized. Believe in yourself