#I NEED TO SLEEP BYE GUYS
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Someone kill me im readijg the name Everett
#WHYYYYYY#I GET ONE NAME THAT I FINALLY DECIDE TO HSE#AND ITS NOW ALSO THE NAME OF A JRWI PC#FUCKKKKKK#IM GONNA LOOK LIKE A REFERENCE NOWWWWWW#NOT SAYING THATS BAD JUST LIKE#AGGHHSGGSGEJEGAJSGE#IM GOJJA EAT ROCKS I CANT DO THISGJGHGHGSGJAGW#anyways goodnight guys sorry I didn’t post muhh cj here </3#ughhgggghhhghghghgdgrhgf#yk what this is good sort of because I’m reading the name ‘Everett’ and for a moment I think they’re talking about ME#so the name is STICKING I recognize it as MINE#MAYBE ILL ACTUALLY TELL MY FUCKING MOM I USE THAT NAME TOO!!!! HUH WHAT THEN BIZLY FUCKING PLAYS#FUVKING FUCK YOU#SLASH SILLY#I STILL HAVENT WATCHED THE NEW ONE YET#BUT IM EXITED#I NEED TO SLEEP BYE GUYS
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#ore no kao#gay#i was trying to think of tdcc or vaccines lyrics for this but i need to sleep for the office tmrw 😩#quarterly hair trim announcement it is#did mean to tell the guy not to trim my beard/'stache too much but eh i think it'll grow on me#took a few but liked this one hehe#[also haven't posted one like this in a while#need to do a progress check with the last one hmm]#anyway bye 😴😴#[alternatively would have done red rum club lyrics too]
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lol what if nico finds out bianca was reborn/reincarnated as estelle
#im literally just bonkers guys its 1:06am i need sleep#this is a cry for help#i should go bye#nico di angelo#will solace#pjo#hoo#pjo/hoo#tsats#the sun and the star#rick riordan#riordanverse#riordanverse headcanons#hazel levesque#bianca di angelo#jason grace#percy jackson
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marivam my new child marivam!!!!! adopt i got from @dieselpvnk i am VERY excited about them!! thinking that they're a kind of witch character who brews magical potions, not 100% sure yet though
#these are unfinished and im figuring out how to draw them rn i just got too impatient to wait to talk about them so 4am post it is#if i DO go down the potion maker route i'll probably have to edit some of my other characters who i already have as alchemists#but like ive never done anything with that anyway and it just feels more natural with marivam.#with those other guys i just. kind of slapped that occupation on loll#anyway for backstory (which again not super sure yet) they live with a guardian named gralyth (a wolf person) in the middle of the woods#they were probably childhood friends w bevalon but marivam + gralyth moved away while they were still pretty young#thinking that marivam has. hmm. ominous scary vibes and a standoffish personality but theyre ultimately a good person#maekrenia#oc: marivam#ive already misspelled their name as miravam once and i have a feeling thats gonna happen a lot :skull:#ok i need to go to sleep now bye
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GUYS JUST HERE ME OUT OKAY like think of the possibilities a Marya office au csn bring... i onky have sketches wnd ideas but like imagine it
Tanya's like a really young ceo(dunno how to fit her whole reincarnation thing in this yet) and the members of her squad are her employees! Visha's her assistant, Weiss is a secretary (because i can) and Grantz and Lotte are the newbies/trainees(estagiários). The newbies all love visha cause she's perfect and kind, and buys everyone coffe, everyone at some point in time has had a crush on her, sadly for them she's happily married to Erya.
Mary is a country girl who moves to the city to get revenge after tanya's run her dad's company out of business and that led to him being unemplpyed. She starts working for a rival company, she's like really bad at office stuff but really good at getting sales, she considerstanya her worst rival but tanya doesn't even know why Mary hates her.
Shenenigans happen and they becoms ~ROOMATES~!! Mary knows she should hate tanya but cant stop thinking she hot, and cute aaaand yeah she kinda falls in love. Tanya just thinks the situation is alward and begins to understand why all of Mary's coworkers hate her (she's a force of nature) but begins to soften up to her.
Being x is a cat that Mary adopted and i like to think he acts all nice when Mary's around but likes to be bossy, he is a pest around tanya, cause less nice about the messes he makes and doesn't let hi boss around the house.
Sorry if this seems obssessive it's because it is, this au has lodged it self around my brain and i cant stop thinking about it
#digital art#fanart#sketches#youjo senki#tanya degurechaff#saga of tanya the evil#tanya von degurechaff#mary sioux#mary sue#why am i drawing marya now#guys it was not a conscious decision#but like#yeah#office au guys#office au#please writers of this fandom#please#i need a fic bout this#i need this#ok gonna obsses about this on my sleep bye
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hey. Sleepyheads. c'mere a sec
when I say I have insomnia or that I can't sleep I mean for real. I mean. I have chronic insomnia. so all the normal things you could do to help induce sleep (peppermint or chamomile tea, melatonin, dyphanhydramine however you spell that, no blue light, warm milk, asmry beloved, rain or white noise, etc) they don't really do anything for me. they might make me feel sleepy, but nothing helps me actually sleep. whatever phase my insomnia is in is however I'm sleeping. so either wake up every hour or so, sleep through but only get 2-3 hours, sleep through the normal amount (5 hours) but have vivid dreams, wake up only one time but I'm awake for ages, I only want to sleep at 7pm, I literally can't sleep at night, etc. and I can't change that.
I'm mentioning this because my boss knows I have chronic insomnia and still asks me if I can take melatonin or whatever to help. I mean, sure. I could take it. But melatonin is weird to me and dyphan-whatsits might work but only the one time and I can't use it again for like a month. tea is nice but it's just nice.
caffeine does not necessarily keep me awake unless it's coffee caffeine, but I do avoid that. blue light from my laptop or phone does not affect me. I mean. it probably does but not my sleep. it's a wonderful dream to think that if I just didn't use screens before bed and drank chamomile tea and went to bed at exactly the same time every night that I'd get good sleep. but uh, I've tried that. and my insomnia doesn't care. it does what it wants.
at the moment I am following up my least favorite phase with my second least favorite phase: vivid dreams was last week and this week I've slept 7 of the past 76 hours. this happens. I can't change it. I just live it until the cycle switches out.
so um. this isn't even a rant, really, it's just a hopefully one-and-done post because people are very nice, but while taking magnesium will probably be good for me, it's not going to cure my insomnia, random customer. it might’ve cured your son's regular, temporary insomnia, but it will not cure my chronic condition, the one I've had since birth. just ask my mom.
okay so this was a rant. forgive me. I haven't slept.
#sleepy says#i sound frustrated and that's 'cause i am#but also im chill. it's just my chronic insomnia guys. don't worry about it#yeah. i didnt sleep. what elese is new#i need you to understand that i am joking but im being so serious right now#k thanks for reading bye
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hello i just wanted to send you an ask bc even though i freak out in ur tags daily i still feel like im not conveying the depth of my appreciation for ur work. i scroll through ur blog and go insane in my head frequently. in a positive sense. your art is delicious and your brain is huge. also is elmtwig a hc last name or is it canon?
AHHH THABK YOUUU.💖💖💖💖 and elmtwig is canon!!!
bestowing upon thee this one thing they posted on twitter sometime last year i think, in which they drop a bunch of in-universe book titles…
PEEP THE LAST NAMES!!!!! I’m extremely normal about their last name being elmtwig btw. I definitely have not overanalyzed the symbolism here to hell and back (lie) (im also extremely normal about aristotle and arthur writing a book together btw I HATE THEM SO BADDDDD i love them. goodbye)
#checking the mail#did u know that apparently elms can symbolize melancholy and death because their branches can drop at random#and without warning#ERRM HASHTAG NORMAL!!!! IM NORMAL ABOUT THAT!!!!!!#i have a comic idea where id love to use that as a core motif? but i think its a comic better left for post-release ;)#i also used that specific symbolism in december ‘04 if anyone noticed that!!! TEEHEE#i have more but i’ll spare you. im normal#NEVER give the guy who loves plant symbolism a CANON plant to use for symbolism#also chat can i just. elm . elmtwig elm WOOD. yknow whos made of wood#FANTOCCIO. CHECKMATE I WIN. ELMTWIG SIBLINGS FOR LIFERS#OKAY SORRY ILL STOP BEING AUTISTIC IN THE TAGS I NEED TO SLEEP BYE
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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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note that i will only ever call mithrun "stupid" jokingly. by "stupid", i only mean "frustrating behavior that i am immensely familar with". seeing him do something that makes me groan aloud, closing my eyes, sighing "stupid (affectionate, mournful)". like when he fucking... his dumbass "i don't want to [use the bathroom] right now, so it's fine." oughh. i know you! i know you! that's not how that works!!! and he's smart!!! he's so smart... but god, god... he's kind of an absent professor. he's kind of a cloudcuckoolander. i love him dearly. he gets called a dummy, a little idiot, and i flick his forehead, a little bonk of hard-heads, like "try again, idiot. that's not how bodies work." and "ooh, 'that's not going to work'. yes it is. shut up, stoopid. stubborn little man, my god." rolling my eyes forever.
#mithrun#i'm not devaluing his intelligence#i feel like both can be true - that someone can be really smart but also take really stupid actions conversely#i fucking KNOW i do all the time#and i don't think there's anything particularly wrong with the word#it's not that his intelligence is compromised in any sense or that i think he's incapable#and it is solely#the fact that he is a stubborn little guy who doesn't listen and just goes 'that won't work' / 'i don't want to' / etc.#like... BUDDY...#buddy BOY#dummy#you are NOT a good judge of this ok?#zip ya lip little man#i know what you are#and i ain't fuckin listening to ya!#god. 'that won't work'. blah blah blah. okay sleepy. see you next panel.#fuckin knew that was going to happen#'i'm not tired' (his body stops working and he doesn't know why)#oh. OH. you're NOT? buddy i KNOW what happened ok? you need some fuckin rest#like - i'm gonna kick your legs out from under you + you're going to fall gently into bed + i tuck you in and smooch you#but i also fucking complain because OF COURSE YOU'RE TIRED ! you bastard ! go sleepy bye#it's his poor decisions and i know why he does them - because he doesn't know - but by god#it's also a little like please... listen to yourself...#on the one hand he doesn't know and never will#on the other hand ... you have been awake for hours and hours without sleep... please get some rest...#but yeah as someone who forgets needs and has little sense of that it is like... objectively a stupid experience#and i don't say that with judgement in my heart but it feels REALLY stupid when your body does something and you don't know why#it's not the disability though that makes me say as much - it is fully the fact that he is SO STUBBORN! SO STUBBORN!!!!#you say you're not tired and fall down? hm? then maybe you are? i know you don't know but whatever. let's get you to bed boy. ok?#caring for him + shaking my head like i get it so much but you gotta sleep! 'this won't work'. ok liar... i already know it will.
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Okay but the life of the legendary Shovana Narayan altered my brain chemistry, a superb academic record hold, a maestro in kathak and then also a civil services officer with a long distance marriage and motherhood
If she could do this in the 50s and 60s, wtf is stopping me from doing so, when I have never wanted just one thing to define me
#samridhi speaks#also to my ex who told me things likw your relationship will never work out with him because of different life goals#lol this woman married a diplomat and they managed a long distance marriage too#her husband paved doors foe collabs with the West with Indian dance back then#this is the kind of love I want sure physical intimacy is needed and what not but God I am never giving up all of this to marry#and I still remember him saying you give those soft mothet vibes who is a part time mother and dancer#bye I will girlboss all my life and be all right in front of guys like some of my cousins who think we girls his sisters will just marry#and settle down amd to my ex too for thinking I will be easy and live out a simplw life#fuck everything the only understanding men in my life have been my father brother and my boyfriend at this point#weird that he never grew up around sisters but still is so aware and understanding of women and our desire for dreams#lol I am ranting but yes I have an exam in 6 hours my sleep got over by 2.30#and then I was googling gpat niper prep#yeah it's first sem but I keep wanting to updatw on the info#and God knows what struck me to google dancers randomly who were into civil service academia and still being legends in the arts#then shovana narayan came up
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#i am highkey full of fear but i didnt wanna scare you guys so. we stay sily hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha im so scared#long story short my dad lives in florida. on the west coast. thats all i have to say#ok wow as im making this post my mom calls and says she's going back home too. ok ok ok ok ok#on one hand im so relieved theyll have each other but im also even more scared for both of them#like they stayed thru ian last year which was a FIVE and there was just damage to the house outside#i feel like ive been crying since last night. the moment she told me she was going back to florida i broke down. i just#i feel so selfish for being in hysterics when im not even in harms way but gghhh. gjgjghghghghghghhgghhghg#i need to go back to sleep but i cant stop thinkinnnnngggg i cant stop thinking ugh uuuugggghhhhh#im sorry i probably shouldnt even be posting this but i just had to vent i feel like im losing it#ffffffffffff ok gonna eat something and then sleep bye bye love y9u bye#i might... not post for a few days. but ill be around. bye love u bye#delete later#vent
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never stops being funny to me how everyone at the gym assumes im FAR more competent than I actually am without question. went to a roped sesh w one of my clubs bc they asked for novices to come along so the ppl training for the climbing qualification could get some hours in teaching ppl the basics & I wanted to learn. two climbing friends ask me if I've memorised the handbook for the assessment yet and are genuinely surprised when I tell them I'm not on the course. the instructor running the qual course (again, who I'm friends with) goes around and points out who's on the course and who's here as a novice to the assessor who had just dropped by, gets to me and goes oh yeah you're on the course too right? nope. then he goes ah but still they're a competent climber. nope again. pure novice. literally here bc I don't even know how to tie in and belay mate, u know that bc you've rope climbed with me before and had to fill out a supervision form bc im not signed off!! theres not even that many ppl DOING the course i dont know why he associates me with it. the first time I rocked up at one of the rope sessions the same guy (who, btw, has a hyperfixation on climbing safety & gear and is a fucking stickler for it & calls literally everyone else out abt it!!) asked if I could lead belay him - IM NOT QUALIFIED. TO LEAD CLIMB LET ALONE LEAD BELAY!!!!! then today they move on to gear and everyone is surprised I don't have my own belay device or harness. IM NOT SIGNED OFF. TO BELAY. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW. THATS WHY IM HERE. I EXCLUSIVELY BOULDER. YOUVE NEVER SEEN ME DO ANYTHING ELSE. WHY WOULD I OWN ANY ROPED GEAR???? also bear in mind I'm a solid 10-15 years younger than the instructor & most ppl doing the course like where the hell are u getting this impression from guys 😭😭
#i know these ppl thru bouldering at the same gym & im a solid climber but i have no formal training whatsoever#ive never sent a v5 (difficulty level) yet and EVERYONE IS SURPRISED WHEN I SAY THAT. ive been bouldering w u guys for MONTHS#if i could climb v5 you wouldve SEEN ME DO IT !! im not holding back !!#ppl gush abt my technique like girl let me state again i have zero training no knowledge and am intermediate at best. youre all insane#ppl outside of the gym rly assume im a 14 year old boy while ppl at the gym assume im in my mid 30s and a grizzled climbing expert.#zero middle ground. maybe its just bc im butch and generally come across very confident & self assured in person....who fucking knows#im not a bad climber and i think ive naturally picked up some technique bc good technique makes climbing smoother n easier but pls...#had to put my birth year on the form for someone to supervise me today and she was like oh my god youre a babe. i thought u were my age#GIRL YOU JUST TOLD ME U PUT A MORTAGE ON A HOUSE DOWN TODAY. WE ARE IN CONPLETELY DIFFERENT LIFE STAGES#not mad or anything i think its rly funny just so baffling ajdkfjfk#ANYWAY I NEED TO SLEEP IM SO EXHAUSTED GOODNIGHT LOVE U ALL BYE BYE BYE#.diaries
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囧rz
#jujutsu kaisen#nanami kento#gonna cry myself to sleep hugging my Nanami plush#I’ve never watched or read jjk and this is the reason#i pick things up through my sister because she watches/reads it#and Nanami Kento is my one and only#also I watched JJK0 in theaters just for fun :)#He was the highlight of the movie 😌#yuuta was pretty cool too I guess#and inumaki#anyway you guys don’t need to be reading this#imma leave now bye#oh wait also I watched the episode where he fights the stitches guy#and it shows younger him with the bread store
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Imma leave bro it’s too late for this
Heh… Sebek out 🤓😎 *smirking TikTok emoji*
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ourghhhhhhh
#first all nighter ^_^ I am experiencing so much in uni ^_^#and I’ve got someone else’s hoodieee (the guy I stayed up with it’s his he’s. Bigger than me I am. Disappear)#very comfy it smells nice alsoo……. I feel. A new feeling I think. It’s not really bad. Hm.#he fell asleep should I wake him up the intention was to reset and get off Vancouver time and on Toronto time#but sleeping at 1:30 I think will not help that.#but also he’s. really grumpy. And supposedly hits ppl in his sleep if they try to wake him up— oh he’s up cool.#todays diary entry is. Mostly ourgh and also he smells good (platonically. I am so platonic about this.)#oh nap time 4 real. I don’t think the reset is going to work no. Alas.#^_^ I have class I need to stay up a bit more…#Hmmmmmm. I. Got some work done I think I stayed up just 4 fun. Cuz I haven’t done it bf. And he wanted to 4 some reason.#Well. I’m gonna chill 4 an hour then go 2 class.#good bye 4 now…
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#guys somebody pls slap me in the face#i’m falling in love with one of my friends#who literally just got out of a serious relationship#but we were both drunk tonight and he kept making these jokes that we should go home together and ‘don’t test me cause now i’m single’#and god i was sitting in the taxi next to him like PLS KISS ME#especially tonight that we were drunk he was flirting so much with me and it was so hard to stay strong#bye the way he just texted me rn#i need to go to sleep and stfu#good night besties 🫡#alcohol tw
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