#I MISS HER TO THIS DAYYYYY

[froody]

Baby Kitty kneading my back, 2001.

[beeguillotine]

She's THE Hero!!! Happy Birthday Audrey Redheart!!!!!

[artist-rat]

Really enjoy your skyrim Lydia art. i think she’s wildly under appreciated and deserves the fanart!

omg tysm!! immaculate timing too, i've in fact just been working on a new lydia piece after a million years!! i'll try to post it someday soon

[caitlinbueckers]

HI SLUTS!!!!!!!

Miss u guys sososososos much here r some things that have been in my MENTAL!!! :

KK PAIGE AND ICES LIVE THE OTHER DAYYYYY ZHZHSNXHSNSHZHhdbbsdhbdbsjshs ok why . Is kk me like actually don’t piss me off I will make it EVERYONESSS problem <3

But ouch bc . I can tell Paige rly hates thinking ppl r mad at her 😔😔 my pooks plz

Also sorry but….. Caitlyssa </3

Idc what anyone says please suck my balls backwards they actually r so annoying ab each other??? lyss is laying that strap something nasty anywayz

SHIT IM WRITING …..

Cc x reader pt 3

Kate martin angst/smut bcuz idk she just . She’s just looking too good lately i have to make it tragic

Paige reader stuff but idk I’ve been rly think ab pazzi don’t sue me I guess

KINDA WANNA ERITE FOR EMILY ENGSTLER???? Need to see more of her games since she’s doing hella bench work this season 😓😓😓

Ok thatsall. I love u smooches xxx come talk to me on anon

[widestshoes]

After watching Underverse 0.8 part 1 I have a few thoughts on what would happen next.

So spoilers I guess

At the end of the video, Xgaster attacks and (presumably) kills Owners!frisk (i might be getting this wrong I forget the terminology but I’m pretty sure that’s their universe) before ending their partnership with ink.

Now I’ve only watched UV 0.8, once so I might have missed stuff or overlooked things, but I’m pretty sure things can be split down two paths with relation to Frisk, one is where frisk is completely dead, and the other is they are barely holding one, 00.1 health type shit like back in underswap,

If frisk is dead, then the human soul will shatter, thus causing the world to begin to reset UNLESS cause of xgaster’s interference and how the OWNERS universe separated from the normal ut universe could mean it is entirely collapsing, like underswap again. With frisk dead their deal with OWNERS!sans is over (of which I think it’s just to consult each other and to like never reset or something i don’t remember everything) so if frisk did decide to reset in this moment it could have disastrous consequences, the world has been tampered with and is completely corrupted any attempts to change this likely means they can’t especially with Xgaster holding the world in stasis. OWNERS!sans is currently in the mode of not caring for anything, except frisk who is now dead, but if the world is shown to be unable to reset then he’ll (maybe) act as this is his final life, unable to reset then live has new meaning for him cause it’s the first time he knows he won’t wake up in snowdin

However there is still another possibility,

If frisk survived, then the fight continues! While a lot of main people have perished like toriel, there is still hope as Xgaster is making more enemies, he broke his partnership with ink and is using his “creations” to fight for him even while they don’t want to fight for him, Xtoriel was heavily on the edge of giving up her fight until Xasgore arrived and finished off toriel. So in this situation Frisk is alive but heavily weakened, however again because of this universe being separated from the normal ut universe because of xgaster’s medaling the reset function still doesn’t work, and if toriel’s fight nearly broke down Xtoriel with the simple mention of this being fake then if the others unite and fight it’s possible that they will either break or turn the X version of themselves, and this Xgaster will be without his main warriors, except Asriel, cause flowey is dead, rest in maggots bro.

Anyway the point is

Xgaster is doomed, his warrior’s only fight cause he’s making them and if they at any point manage to free themselves with turn, they are in a similar( or I think anyway) to lost souls, the double speech is what gives me the idea anyway, and if they are saved as the original characters were then Xgaster will be forced to act, either like messing them up with the Button thing which I forgot the name of, or just by killing them, still meaning he will be without allies. In both of these Xgaster’s decision to attack the OWNERS universe means his control will weaken from this point of absolute power.

Or you know the GOAT ERROR ARRIVES WITH GENO AND OTHER CHARACTERS FOR NO REASON JUST CAUSE RHEY ARE COOL OR WHATEVER SND THEY SAVE RHE DAYYYYY

[reinafish]

COGUH how’s your dayyyyy? :> and omg if you have any fav characters or ocs you have you’d like to info dump about or just whatever PLEASE I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR/nf

OMG RAAPNFEQRUHIFERUPHIERWGIUWETGRGTH I LOVE THE ARTT💖💖💖 and my day has been well, especially now!! :000

AND YAYAYY I CAN INFODUMP!

UHH I HAVE THIS OC NAMED NARP RIGHT-

Her name is Narp (“Narp Narp”) and I just used it as a placeholder, also accidentally mispelling “Gnarp Gnarp”- but thennnnn i got attached to it lol

She’s an alien girl scout (galaxy scout? Idk what to name it yet aaaaaaa), and she lives in a space station thing. Uh there’s more in her scout troop thingy and there’s her leader!! Who has a design but no named yet..💔💔

She’s actually not just an alien… but a robot alien :000 Her planet was destroyed when she was younger, and it almost killed her. So they decided to heal her and replace like the missing stuff w robot parts i guess :D

Considering she’s a child… and that happened when she was very young, she doesn’t really remember it :/

Narp loves to travel different planets and galaxies and meet new people!! Unrelated, but she reminds me of Kirby idk I think he was an inspo-

She’s also terrified of water for some reason (noo way sonic reference guys?!?!😱😱/j). Maybe that’s related to how her planet was destroyed… or she just thinks that water is weird ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Some angst: she keeps forgetting to eat. She doesn’t need to as much anymore, being half robot, but she still has to!! But she keeps forgetting (there’s no angsty-er reason, she’s just forgetful)

Hmmmm ik there’s more but I can’t remember right now…

Here’s Narp and the leader girl (who came from an apocalyptic earth w its own lore n stuffff):

The leader gives Whisper vibes tbh

THANK U KNIZUU<333!!

[lifemod17]

Not quiiiiiite sunset but it was getting too bird-y at the beach to wait the next hour so. Here are some pretty skies for my pretty sky

okay im glad you got outta there quickly because a pretty sunset is not worth you having to deal with b*rds and if you did, i would have yelled at you for putting yourself through that

BEACH DAYYYYY WITH THE PRETTY SKYYYYY ugh take me with you please i miss the beach so bad bro 😭 those clouds are GNARLY and so fluffy i am going to eat it up like cotton candy!!! and miss sun showing up like that in all her orange-y beautiful self oh im soft about it 🥺🥺

thank you so much for sharing your pretty sky with me my love!!! ILYSM!! 😘

[quinnigallagherjones]

I MISS WUINNIIIIIIII

ME TOOOOO I MISS HER EVERY DAMN DAYYYYY WHEN WILL SHE RETURN FROM THE WAR

[dad-of-the-yr]

Daddy this is kylie i find yu! i was looking 4 yu every where but i dunt see yu where are yu coming home? 8 i been waiting like allllll dayyyyy to play castels i know yu said no intermet until im big lady but i miss yu so much where are yu?

Kylie- oh god sweetie I'm so sorry I-. . daddy will be home soon okay?I promise,, then we can play all the castles you want- just get off of mommys computer please, I don't need her getting mad at you- I love you, just- behave for mommy okay?

[bubblepopsims]

J: "ahhhhh its been so long since we had a day just us! Mom and daughter dayyyyy !!" Alma chuckled as juju took her hands and walked in front of her towards the entrance of their favorite bubba tea spot in the area. Juju missed days like this, missed the sunshine and heat in the middle of winter, spending days hanging out at parols with her mother and finding all the cute items in the next door thrift store.

Vendor: "Good Morning ladies, what could i get you two today?" J: "can i get a lychee bubba tea with boba pleaseeee, and my mother will have a strawberry melon boba tea, with boba mhm mhm." A: "aww little bear you still remember my order??" juju giggled and nodded happily "of course i do, despite me having a best friend you are my first best friend, i know your likes and dislikes and everything i between.. just like you will forever know me better than anyone." the heartwarming moment was interrupted by the vendor staring at them with wide eyes. "You guys are mother and daughter??" Alma and Juju both looked at him with raised brows answering together "yeah?" V: "wow... i ould have thought you guys were sisters..." Alma blushed and chuckled lightly "no no.. that is my daughter.. but thank you.." J: "yep sorry buddy but this woman is taken mhm mhm."

J: " i cant wait to tell dad you are breaking hearts out here." A: "yeah and i guess i will be telling Izzi the same!"

juju laughed and turned to embrace her mother with a squeeze. J: "i love you ahaha you silly mom." A: "aww i love you too little bear. lets go sit in our spot."

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[chososcamgirl]

HI SIGMA ALPHA IYAAAA HRUUU??? PRETTY SURE ITS MORNING FOR U.. SOOOOO… RISE AND GRIND‼️💪 U ALR KNOW THE DRILL POOPOO😈 I DIDNT FIND MY AIRPODS… BUTTTTT TODAY I WAS IN CLASS AND THIS GIRL DREW ME LIKE OMFGG IM SO SKIBIDI AND SHE MADE ME LOOK SO PRETTYYYY I WAS SO HONORED AND I SWEARRRRR I WAS ABT TO START BARKING AND SIGMAING ON THE SPOTT!!! HOPE UR HAVING AN ALPHATASTIC MEORNING GANG🙏🙏TELL ME ABT THE MALL 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ ALSOOO UPDATEEE I STARTED HAVING SMALL CONVOS WITH PPL WHICH IS IMPROVEMENT (introverted/mysterious/nonchalant gang 😔😔) BUT LIKEEE SHOULD I REMAIN MY NONCHALANT OR START SHOWING MY ALPHA SELF IDKKK I DONT WANNA SCARE OFF THESE BETAS… anyway have fun eating with the koalas gangly gang (HOW DO U FEEL ABOUT THE DAILY(?) YAPS/CHECK-INS I LOVEEEEE DOING THEM BUT ILL REMAIN A SILENT NON YAPPER IF U THINK I YAP TOO MUCH..) heh.. feeling like revealing my identity soon… (maybe… perchance…. By DMs…. Idk gang should I remain the sigma alpha anon…?) ANYWAYYY TELL ME ABT UR DAYYYYY 😈💗💪

-🐺

HI ALPHA !!!!!🐺🐺

i am just going thru my asks now bc i literally had NO time this morning and during work (i am so tired i went to bed at 2am and woke up at 6:30 kill me)

NAURR i hope the airpods turn him soon💔💔 AWW that’s so cute that she drew u wtf how sweet that is totally sigma🙏 omg the mall w my bff was so fun we went shopping and i only spent like under $200 this time which i am proud of and then we got the cutest photobooth pics but it felt so short and i miss her already </3 YAYY so proud of u for stepping out of ur comfort zone (dw ur still mysterious and nonchalant) LMFAOOO i think u should gradually show ur alpha side… oh! thanks.. will do… (I LOVE THE DAILY YAPS AND CHECK INS THEY MAKE MY DAY HONESTLY I LOVE YOU ALPHA) if u want to reveal ur identity trust i will keep it a secret… (TAKE UR TIME!!) TY ALPHA ILY!!!

[emmyrosee]

Daddy Roman saying “Where’s daddy’s good girl?” After you were a brat all dayyyyy

minors dni!!

It didn’t take long for you to shed your evening gown from your tense frame, your makeup scrubbed from your face and your hair washed clean from the stiff and crunchy hairspray in a scalding hot shower that you’d desperately needed to get your head back on straight.

It had been a meeting with some of Godfrey industries investors, a celebration of a new miracle product or whatever- to be honest, you hadn’t paid much attention when he’d told you about it, and you couldn’t bring yourself to care. All you had wanted was to stay home with your fiancée, after weeks of being apart, merely enjoying each other’s company rather than stress about work.

Instead, that seemed impossible.

And in turn, you’d allowed yourself to be ruthless. Shrugging his hands off of you, interrupting him in the middle of his discussions, refusing to return his affections and just being a general brat the entirety of the night. You could feel his aggression and frustrations building as you embarrassed him in front of his colleagues. But you seemingly couldn’t care less.

Until now.

Now, you’d been craving his affections and his relentless love. Now, you’d wanted his large arms to wrap around you and haul you to bed, your head on his warm chest and your eyes fluttering to a sleepy close with the dull heartbeat thumping in your ear.

“Daddy?”

The small word slipping from your lips makes a chill run down your own spine, his shoulders rolling back as a deep exhale slips past his nostrils, though his eyes refuse to leave the papers in front of him. “What.”

The lack of any pet names, nor affectionate lilt makes you whine softly, and you dig your toes against the smooth, hardwood of his office, your arms crossing lowly across your chest. “Will you be coming to bed…?”

“Not soon.”

“When?”

“When I do.”

“But daddy-“

“Don’t call me that.” He snarls, still refusing to look at your deflated figure. “Not right now.”

Hot, embarrassed tears bite at your waterline, and you sniffle softly at his cruelty. You had been bad. But has he really neglected to see why? Would he really be this unwilling to understand that his little princess needed him? 

At your sniffle, you see his hard figure falter slightly, but he still refuses to face you. He doesn’t want to give into you, he won’t, not after the way you’d treated him tonight. Stay strong, he scolds himself as he briefly contemplates coming to your rescue. She had this coming. Brats get treated like brats, she can’t just flaunt you her puppy eyes and always expect you to give in-

He cuts his thoughts off as you shyly toe to stand next to him, fiddling with your fingers. He tosses you a gaze, silently impressed with the absolute nerve you have to not obey him right now. It feels good, embarrassingly good, to have him look at you. To look at you with a strange fondness, rather than disgust that filled his voice.

Fuck, you hate how much you need him.

With a thick swallow and a heat that reaches your cheeks, you timidly wrap your little fingers around the waistband of your sleep shorts, slipping them off your hips and down to pool around your ankles.

He chuckles, “you’re a bold little slut, aren’t you?”

“Only for you, daddy,” you whimper, your bottom lip trembling.

As if he read your mind, he always seems to know exactly what you’re thinking, and for the first time that night, he has mercy on you and pushes himself out from his desk slightly. He pats his thick lap, and obediently, you lay over him, adjusting yourself to get comfortable.

“There’s daddy’s good girl,” he hums, gripping your underwear and tugging it into a wedgie, pulling the fabric up high into your ass crack. You whine and fist your hands tightly, your nails biting into your palm.

“Mm, I missed my girl,” he sighs dramatically. “Where’s daddy’s good girl, hm? Where did she go?”

Before you can say anything else, a massive, heavy palm comes down to smack against your left ass cheek, groaning as it jiggles back against his hand. Already, the sting of the spank bites into your nerves, and your teeth sink into your lower lip to hide your little whimpers.

“Where’s daddy’s good girl? Why was she such a fucking brat today?”

Another sharp, painful spank claps against your cheek, in the same spot as before, and you lurch forwards with a high pitched cry. The same cry gets lost in your throat and replaced with a confused moan when the tips of his fingers toy with your folds peeking through the pulled slit of your panties.

“I’m s-s-sorry, daddy-“

“Save it,” he growls. “You’re not going anywhere for a while, and you’ll need to save your voice for those screams. Understand me?”

“Yes, daddy…”

[xsarcasticwriterx]

Slurred Confessions

Summary: Secrets often never remain a secret long around a team of profilers

warning: Alchohol mentions, uhhh thats all and a shit ton of fluff,

Pairings: Spencer x reader

Notes: Yall seemed to have really loved the last spencer fic i wrote so heres another less angsty one. This one is a shorter fic but i still hope yall enjoy.

Being in the BAU meant your whole life was put out for the whole team to know. If you wanted to travel you had to let the team know, if you wanted a break you had to be questioned on why, and if you wanted to simply go out garcia wanted to know where when and why. This meant every secret was on display for the team to know. Well almost every secret.

You and spencer had been together for 5 years and unofficially living together for 2. unofficially due to you pretty much living with spencer but not on forms and still having your own apartment. although you only go to that apartment when you must. It was one of the few secrets that has stayed a secret with the team only thinking you and spencer have a crush on one another but the other doesn't know. You two hated keeping a secret from the others but it really felt like the only part of your life that you two had to yourselves.

Things only got difficult as Garcia pushed for you to tell spencer of your feelings as she was certain he felt the same back. And it really got difficult when garcia tried to push you two to date by just "happening" to have you two left in the conference room alone and on team outings by just "coincidentally" leaving you two at the table. Of course it was great as you two got to spend more alone time together but also it was difficult to hide yalls feelings from the others even small things like sitting close to each other or even holding hands purely out of habit. Through everything you two managed to stay a secret, until morgan got involved.

After a particularly difficult case, which you had to sit out on due to feeling sick, the team went out to a bar to go have a few drinks. Spencer didn't even plan on drinking but morgan insisted he have a small drink and one turned into two and before spencer knew it he was completely wasted. "morgannnnn" spencer said walking, well more like stumbling, to morgan across the dance floor tripping into his arms. "whoa pretty boy I think its time we get you home." morgan said stabling spencer back onto his feet. "I miss y/nnnn" spencer said with a pouty face. morgan gave a small laugh "she'll be back tomorrow she's only sick" he said walking spencer out of the bar and to morgan's car.

"I miss herrrr and herr pretty hairrrr and pretty smile and cute laughhh" spencer said stumbling. "Spencer why dont you tell her this?" he asked. "I doooo every dayyyyy every momentttt every secondddd I tell her I love herrrr" spencer said as morgan helped him into the car. "You told her you love her?" morgan said confused. spencer gave an over dramatic nod. morgan was taken back by this. sure he knew spencer had feelings for you but that he loved you? and he told you this? "and what'd she say?" morgan asked while getting into the driver's side. "She always says she loves meeeeee" spencer said looking out the window dreaming of everytime you said those words that he adored so deeply.

Morgan was simply in shock at this new knowledge and unable to hold in his shocked expression. "so you've told her you love her and she says she loves you too?" morgan said making sure he got his facts straight. "Yessss" spencer slurred. morgan remained in silent shock trying to figure out what exactly was going on. Soon the boys arrived at spencer's apartment. Morgan helped spencer up the stairs and propped him on the wall "keys?" morgan asked. As spencer aimlessly patted himself down morgan sighed "just knockkkkkk" spencer said knowing you'd probably be inside. "knock, spencer you live alone" morgan said concerned for the young man. "just do ittt" spencer said slowly slipping to the floor. morgan groaned sitting spencer back up before knocking.

You were watching tv with a warm bowl of soup in your hand. You heard voices outside and assumed it was spencer. soon you heard a loud thump and quickly got up as you got to the door you heard a knock. immediately opening the door you faced a confused and stunned morgan as you stood with a blank face, and soon tackled by a drunken spencer. "hey baby" you say pulling slightly from spencer. "baby?" morgan asked. "morgan, come on in" you said ignoring his confused face. morgan came in sitting on your couch looking around and seeing all the obvious signs of you around. "i missed youuuu" spencer said kissing your face. "Your drunk" you said giggling. "yesss I am but I still missed you" he said smiling sleepily. "I missed you too, love" you said kissing spencer. Morgan simply watched mouth open in shock of all of this. "come on" you said bringing spencer to Yall's shared room. you grabbed a pair of sleep pants and a white shirt "here get changed and i'll bring you some water so tomorrow isn't too bad" you said pushing Spencer's curls out of his face. spencer nodded as you left the room.

"so. bet you have some questions" you said finally addressing morgan. "Yea. like, what?" he said confused by well everything. "It happened soon after I joined the BAU. I figured out spencer had feelings for me and so I asked him out for coffee. After that things just fell into place. We decided to keep it between us because, well really because yall know everything about our lives we just wanted to have this for ourselves. Then I just slowly kinda started living here but obviously couldn't officially due to documents which garcia and hotch would see and well Garcia tells everything to everyone as much as I love her." you said explaining it all in a very vague way. morgan took it all in and nodded "that makes sense. So i'm the only one who knows?" he asked. you nodded "yep, although maybe we should start telling others. ill talk to spencer about it in the morning, thank you for getting him here safe." you said hugging morgan "Of course. And hey if you two decide to keep between yourselves thats cool too i'll keep it a secret" he said hugging you back.

You walked morgan out and walked back into your and spencers room to find a passed out spancer face flat in the pillow. you gave a small laugh before crawling into bed too. soon you felt spencer spoon into you and hold you. "I love you" spencer said sleepily. "I love you too spence now get some sleep."

[37q]

guys i think im getting back into playing music :') so many different instruments ahhhhhh i need a keyboard... and i need to fix my clarinet and restring my guitar... but most importantly. my lifelong lover the flute is back at my lips. i missed herrrrrr 😭😭😭 i could play her all dayyyyy and i remembered what made music so appealing to me!!!! the repetition and change!!!! its fascinating

[la-paritalienne]

Eve!!!! Need your thoughts about Taylor's album!!!! 💓💓💓💓💓💓

i love getting asked :”(((((( :”))))))) thank uuuuuuuu. let’s get to it. as usual, it’s an almost-first impression (normally i write my basic thoughts during the first listen – yeah i’d started doing it before getting this, you know, just in case – and then i review them w a second one, where i also select my favourite passage). sooo, let’s go

♡♡♡♡

the 1 — such sweet yet heartbreaking lyrics... very soft sound, if it sets the mood for the album im 100 per cent in! This one didn’t stick w me after one listen, but after the second i was like wooow! I love how she says waking up alone ughhh. 8

fave lyrics: persist and resist the temptation to ask you / if one thing had been different / would everything be different today?

cardigan — !!!!!!! the sound has that bittersweet something that gets under your skin and makes you nostalgic for something you can’t even pinpoint. it reminds me of the softest lana, especially in nfr (eg bartender!!). i’m in awe. instant obsession!!!! the ending takes you to another plane of existence – ‘cause i knew everything when i was young... i knew you’d miss me... you’d come back to me. also i’m crying. 10+

[it’s hard to choose bc the whole song reads like poetry but i’m especially obsessed w] giving me your weekends; once in twenty lifetimes; tried to change the ending / peter losing wendy; you drew stars around my scars

the last great american dynasty — storytelling on pointttt and sound, too! telling the story of someone she bought her house from?? the genius jumped out. she paints it like a romantic portrait, mad woman pacing on the shore, but then also gatsbian, the crazy parties, dali... and then takes it back to today w the key lime green dog, idk, iconic. i want to know this woman. this song truly takes you somewhere else, i thought it was a bit repetitive but then the bridge came in and the final vocals plus i had a marvelous time ruining everything, i have to stan! 8+

there goes the maddest woman this town has ever seen / she had a marvelous time ruining everything

exile — ok wow, bon iver’s voice is something else!!!! i was kind of ignorant when it came to him, i admit. his depth and rasp paired with how angelic she sounds... heavenly. sound-wise, but also thematically, this vaguely reminds me of tomorrow never came w lana and sean ono lennon. (one of my fave songs of all time maybe?). the way they enunciate i think i’ve seen this film before is literally a work of art all in itself, not to mention – well i’m mentioning it bc it’s worth it! – the you never gave a warning sign vs the way she goes over it w i gave so many signs. god this makes me feel sooooo sad and like, involved. it’s so beautiful. 10

you’re not my homeland anymore / so what am i defending now?

my tears ricochet — ok wtfffff??? everything about this speaks to my soul. the airy voice, the way she sets the scene... sunlit room, the funeral metaphor, you turned into your worst fears. i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace speaks to me more than anything, but just, everything about the lyrics. truly something else, cursing my name / wishing i stayed gives me chills everytime she says it. the beat that gets more insistent towards the end, with the bridge....... the high notes that then fade..... just wow. 10

and i can go anywhere i want / anywhere i want, just not home / and you can aim for my heart, go for blood / but you would still miss me in your bones / and i still talk to you when i’m screaming at the sky / and when you can’t sleep at night you hear my stolen lullabies

mirrorball — love the lyrics, maybe a bit less the sound? i mean i do love the sound, so far i’m loving how softly produced and coherent this album is, but this one i wouldn’t listen to on repeat and maybe there’s something a bit whiny that i don’t love. powerful meaning tho, and who’d use a mirrorball as a metaphor for feeling like you’re fragile, trying too hard to be a people-pleaser and no one sees the real you? 7

i’m still trying everything to keep you looking at me

seven — ah........ i started crying as soon as this one started, pleeease picture me in the trees, i hit my peak at seven....... like ok there’s no need to go that hard??? it’s so dreamy and like... naïf? in a perfect way. the way she says i still got love for you...... and everything else... she mentions folk songs... the purest love described in the purest way. i don’t think i have enough words to descrive the way this song moves me. like i want to listen to it again and again, to be able to feel like that again, but also i’m almost scared to listen bc it touches me too deeply. i still will tho hehe. 10+ (also just realised this is track 7 ok makes sense but my mind is blown. 100)

[this is literally deeper than a shakespeare sonnet so everything literally is my fave but, having to choose] and i’ve been meaning to tell you / i think your house is haunted / your dad is always mad and that must be why / and i think you should come live with me / and we can be pirates / then you won’t have to cry / or hide in the closet / and just like a folk song / our love will be passed on

august — i love the contrast between the lighthearted, happy singing and guitars and the sad lyrics. the story it tells is so simple and yet there’s so much poetry in that... plus it reminds me of fearless or even speak now?? which are like. the taylor that gets to my heart, tbh. the bridge and the outro made the song for me. 8,5

for me, it was enough / to live for the hope of it all / canceled plans just in case you’d call

this is me trying — oh god... lyrically this song is so raw and honest, it gives me chills! i do have to say, i don’t love how she says i just wanted to know (like metrically?? idk, im weird) but these are really just small comments on amazing songs, bc i feel like all i’m saying is wow this is great, lyrics and sound, but it truly is a complete and consistent work of art, easily listened to top to bottom each time. 8-

they told me all of my cages were mental / so got wasted like all my potential / and my words shoot to kill when i’m mad / i have a lot of regrets about that

illicit affairs — ok this goes without saying but i love storyteller taylor, it’s the taylor i grew up loving and singing to in my room. the thing about most of these songs, this one included, is that they probably grow on you after a few listens, bc they’re not made to be catchy, the production and backgrounds are always very soft and some i love more than others. this one musically maybe isn’t my fave but the narration is on point, and the bridge?? the fuckkkk. plus it has one of mt favourite themes ever which is so rarely spoken about, which is the fact that language you only speak w a particular someone you love, makes you miss them even more when they’re gone. or well not exactly this but i can’t put it into words, she did tho. 8+

you taught me a secret language i can’t speak with anyone else / and you know damn well / for you, i would ruin myself / a million little times

invisible string — the color theme!!! the guitar strumming!!! and the idea of an invisible tie w someone special... i do think she outdid herself w this album. again, not my fave soundwise, maybe slightly whiny when she goes meEeeEee? but, lyrically adorable and moving. 7,5

one single thread of gold / tied me to you

mad woman — maam...... this is iconic shit........ how could she say stuff like this w such a dreamy, breathy voice. musically i get huuuge lana’a nfr vibes again (which i mean. goals) but i also adore that lyrically it’s so taylor, no one would say this shit the way she does. adore how she sings to wrap your news around and bonus for women like hunting witches too, i do love me a nod to the fact that some women are so deeply filled w machism that they’re basically men in disguise. 8,5 

every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy / what about that? / and when you say i seem angry, i get more angry [isn’t this just womanhood condensed in a few lines]

epiphany — aw! it sounds like a lullaby, maybe it’s slightly ‘boring’ for my taste? meaning i get distracted which is surely a shame bc the words seem beautiful, but it’s so soft i just drift off? but reading the lyrics – for focus hehe – i’m moved. 7+

only twenty minutes to sleep / but you dream of some epiphany / just one single glimpse of relief / to make some sense of what you’ve seen

betty — okay byeeeeeeeeee. this is taylor at her finest! countryyyyyyyy, storytelling, lesbian jdjdfk no yeah I know I knowww, romance went sour. gut wrenching and beautiful, this feels like... watching a sad teen movie but w a sepia filter, idk. i dreamt of you all summer long oh my......... it’s like og taylor from her iconic first couple of albums came back but w all her baggage and growth and experience and better than ever. also why does taylor sing so wel about being in love w a woman????? well. 10+

betty, right now is the last time / i can dream about what happens when / you see my face again

peace — ..........yes yes yes. the high notes, the honesty, the syncopated parts where she says so much so quick and yet it still hits you. it’s not even a short song but it ends too soon, it goes by like that..... a poem. omg it just hit me this has flo vibes! especially from high as hope, for example grace or south london forever?? i mean... taylor doing alt folk country pop...... queen. give you my wild, give you a child?? ok ok. 10

all these people think love’s for show / but i would die for you in secret

hoax — weeeell the lana inspo jumped out w that piano!!!!! and like. mood. and lyrics...... this reminds me of wuthering heights or of lana’s tormented love stories (shades of blue.....). a powerful closer. poetry. 9

i am ash from your fire

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okkkkk this was a flattering review, very well deserved imo since the review is mine gjgjhkhk i agree w myself. thank you again and as i always say, feel free to come back w your comments! and have a great dayyyyy! much love

[xxautumnivyxx]

Leg dayyyyy~~~~

Focused on leg press and some Romanian deads today. Definitely will feel it later. :'D Feeling solid for a Monday though. Let's kill it today guys~

Also, in before all of the "HeR BrA DoEsn'T FiT"

To be clear, it fits perfect and if you are focused on that of all things you're missing the point. I'm flexing, gaps happen. 💪🤷‍♀️ Losing almost 50 pounds can do that lol, gotta focus on the good stuff! ^0^ I am stoked and proud for all of you who have taken up a journey and are doing your best to stay focused. You have GOT this!!