#I LITERALLY COULDN'T BREATHE
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Had an involuntary ice shower last night
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Thanks, new water heater, you're doing great!
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I WAS WATCHING KQ FELLAZ DANCE PRACTICE VIDEO AND ACCIDENTALLY SCREENSHOT THIS. PARK SEONGHWA WTFFFF AJAHAHAAHAJADKJFGKIGFKJGDKCJDCFKJGFKGIFKFUFKFJDKFJRKFJEKFUDKFJRKFUFKF IM SO SORRY 😭
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I love hypnosis
I love the intimacy it brings
Being on the other side of the world from someone but feeling like you're in the room with them because your minds are so in sync and you've built up all that rapport and connection
You can't convince me it's not magic
#hypnokink#hypnosis#yes I've been hypnotising someone how can you tell#nevermind that when I'm the tist i literally feel in trance myself#had someone breathing in n out and literally couldn't help but follow their “in” with my “out” lmao
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Two Headed Calf
#loz#botw#tloz#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#botw link#my art#This has been in the works for Literal months#tot k wasn't even out yet when I started this#I kept jumping between this and other things#funfact the last image was originally going to be animated#to show the way his vision is going out of focus#but I couldn't get it to look right at first and eventually just dropped the idea
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NANCY and ACE in 4x03 THE DANGER OF THE HOPEFUL SIGIL
#nancy drew#nancydrewedit#nancy drew cw#nace#naceedit#cwedit#tvedit#teendramaedit#flashing gif tw#THE BIG DAMN KISS#THE MOST PERFECT FIRST KISS IN TV HISTORY#like !!!! LOOK AT THEM#LITERAL SPARKS FLEW AT THEIR KISS#if it weren't necessary that they breathe you know that they would not have stopped kissing#i've looked at this 348732573081 times now it's so beautiful#i'm never getting over this#tv: nancy drew#otp: i couldn't lose you#spoilers: nancy drew season 4#creations: gifs
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I am not sure how else to say it, but this gif made Everything™ that has happened since November 5th 2020 worth it to me. If Destiel had to crawl and fight their way to their feet and fall, just so Eddie could run (from the bees) then everything was worth it in the end.
#when i tell you i HOWLED#literally had to stop the episode because i couldn't breathe#i love him#911 abc#eddie#buddie#finally caught up again and not disappointed in the least#gif by buckleyflower#i just found it in the gif search i hope that is alright!
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one of my favorite things about Renegade Nell is that Roxy continues to wear dresses while she and her sisters are outlaws. Nell's default outfit is pants and Georgina tends towards them when they're on the run as well, but there's no implication by the other characters that Roxy's being vain or impractical by continuing to wear dresses. in fact, because she's a common girl and has to do stuff like work in the laundry and in her father's bar, her dresses are cut above the ankle for practical purposes before she goes on the run anyway. she's literally just a girl wearing her usual clothes, and the fact that those are dresses isn't made into a problem in the narrative and I love it.
#I will eternally love a piece of historical fiction that reinforces how women literally worked and lived in the clothes of the day#we view them as like 'oh you couldn't do anything in these but sit around and not eat or breathe' but no#women were doing stuff in them#anyway that's one of the single coolest parts of that show#renegade nell#Roxy trotter#costuming#historical fiction#martianbugsbunny reviews
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1929 — Carlo sends one last letter to his family in Sicily, writing about Xaviero's death. He asks them not to write any more
Who are we to each other? Strangers from different worlds? Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses? Do you know how hard it is — to pull the trigger? This world is so good the second before it explodes.
cont.d: Through the anxious twilight, the smoke of cigarettes, Reflected in the mirror by the nervous flame of a candle. I'm sitting at the table — there's a gun on it I'm playing a game for strong men
I'm laughing at myself — I'm drawing a mustache, You don't know what I'm like for sure
You don't know how serious this is going to be. I have two hours until dawn And one more unresolved question:
Who are we to each other? Strangers from different worlds? Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses? Do you know how hard it is — to pull the trigger? This world is so good the second before it explodes.
You lost your shadow yesterday by accident, And today it's not you, it's her visiting me We'll play a little game here in the dark.
The gun, me and the shadow, try to understand I, alas, don't know how serious it was, Your shadow, unfortunately, cannot answer To this simple question:
Who are we to each other? Strangers from different worlds? Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses? Do you know how hard it is — to pull the trigger? This world is so good the second before it explodes.
We'll punish each other with the ultimate measure of despair, To erase this evening from our memories. There's only one bullet. Don't feel bad. I'm spinning a drum and that bullet is mine
And now I know for sure how serious it all is 'Cause silence is also the answer To my ridiculous question
*** Late at night. Through all the commas finally got to the point. Address. Mail. Don't worry, I'll never dedicate another line to you. Quiet. Sounds. Sounds rarely reach me at night. The letters dance. I write and never expect a reply.
I love without needing an answer.
#it was so fun to draw#m2#carlo & anna#carlo falcone#anna falcone#first lyrics go to anna! not carlo. 2nd is for carlo#“I'm spinning a drum and that bullet is mine” -> bc no matter what it's anna (and xaviero and their parents) who will be the victims#“I love without needing an answer” -> i think it's clear that it's bout prefering delusion instead of reality#carlo would rather live with the vague memories of his family than with them as real living & breathing people#avart#sometimes i think fuck i could've write them soo differently like real family (literally couldn't think of it before lmao) but#this ridiculously fucked up dynamic of family who're victims of the mafia in sicily & mafioso son in usa ia so firmly entrenched in my mind#<- literally such a cliche i genuinely hate it & cringing from it but alas#+ smth about carlo and anna who remain a mystery to each other probly forever fucks up my brain sm
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I saw the fnaf movie and what can I say... This was one of the best days of my fucking life.
God I am so so happy. I saw a lot of people in cosplay at the movie theater and it was so cool, in fact I also went with a closet cosplay that I was able to do at the last moment!
Everything that happened in the movie was everything I could have wanted and more. Me and my past self from 2014 were not expecting this at all, and I really thought that nothing so shocking to me was going to happen. And here I am, not believing everything that just happened.
It was truly an experience that I will never forget just like all those beautiful memories I have with this game.
my life would be nothing without them <3
I'm so happy
#this movie is PERFECT#in the sense that it was enough for me and to make me feel this way#they gave me more than I thought they could give me#and I'm just so happy#and yes the character I was squealing the most and shaking my legs for was definitely foxy my friend can tell you that#this was too much for me#I will not stop saying that I am too happy#I have many things to say about the movie but writing is not enough#I was literally sweating dying from the heat and I couldn't control my breathing for even a second#I love fnaf and I love that it has become one of the most important things in my life forever#fnaf#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's movie#five nights at freddy's movie spoilers
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Jame Somerton is awful but I really wanna say the anger I feel over the flat out lies about the very actively harmful politics of JK R*wling to justify and write off concerns people have about still giving her money. Saying she actually had a very pro trans streak till recently is just flat out erasing the very real harm she pointed towards trans woman all the way back to 2016 that people have been trying to bring awareness to before she flat out said it now with the edge of spreading harmful lies about trans men. These lies are made to make people that still give her money or want to not think about her pass works implications shrug off any self reflection and also the very real pain me and other trans people feel when talking to others about the harm she does to the trans community. When I tell people that it's not ok to be buying licence Harry Pot merch and give money to a video game that lead developer abused a women because there's better things out there that doesn't directly fund the harm of my community a James Somerton ass talking points come out about "who's to really say what's goin' on" and the infantilizing of a grown woman that's asking for me and my friends to disappear not really being that bad when she's very much a hand directing englands politics.
That man does a lot of downplay to lying about the harm other queers face that aren't a gay cis man. This part showed me how much of it was just for his own benefit. He wants to not think and eat up JK garbage so he's gonna lie or believe anything that's saying it's not a big deal.
#hbomberguy#james somerton#tw abuse#tw transphobia#what made me see red for a but was him talking about how the demonization of lesbians wasn't that big of a deal#literally saying that the same predatory imagery that people used for lesbians was more harmful if then used for gay man#like oh I didn't know we were piting our homophobic propaganda against each other James he'd you factually make that happen#I couldn't breath I was so stressed from that so very big lie and down playing of harm lesbians face#I can't even get my words straight I simply don't know how to describe the harm he put into so many of his videos#todd in the shadows
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My new hobby is skimming through seasons of Ninj//ago to induce a fever dream like state in my psychese
#I've always had kinda like....petty beef with ninj//ago just cause like. EVERYONE compares it to monkie kid#When they r just not comparable beyond the surface level observation that its legos#Like ninj//ago contributes to the idea of an Asian monolith and uh. It's annoying to me.#It's also so thematically empty and they just reset shit whenever and it barely has characters. It's not good#Which makes me feel crazy when lmk is SO good. Like so so so good#Let it be known I've seen all that's out of drag//on rising#the first 3 seasons of the og show. And I skimmed through possession seabound and both crystal king parts#Gotta say. Sea Nya slaps like what the hell#Ninj//ago isn't good but that was legitimately like. Awesome#So there are officially 1 and a half episodes that I find thematically banging#I'm always a sucker for there being no good choice but still having to choose. Like I am. What decision can you live with#But Nya losing herself to the Sea? Losing her own breath and inhaling the sea to remove the water out of Jay's lungs?#The fact that she only became the water ninja because her friends needed her which eventually pushed her into this fate#Making it so she couldn't remember who she was or what her loved ones meant to her?#Her convo with nyad was like#duuddeeeeeeeeeee. brooooooo#Like she became eternal and endless. A force of nature but there was still a small part of her that remembered what ''good'' is#The part of her that would save a sailor who had gone overboard even if it went against the natural course of the ocean#Because there is no right or wrong there. Except in the small drop of Nya that was left#Like what the FUCK that's CRAZYYY BRO#Like she literally had to pull herself out of herself (the sea) to keep ''Nya'' together like. oh my god. How the cookie crumbles I guess#ninjago critical#anyways I've been losing my mind about Sea Nya and how nothing else in ninja//go is like it I needed to get it off my chest#sea nya
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I AM SMART!!!!! i am very smart, i am done with bringing myself down I AM A SMART PERSON... and i am ESPECIALLY smart for medicine.
#i was born to do this i literally just had a mini breakdown but to have so many people look at me#and see that spark in me and for me NOT to see it i am fucking DONE#the only thing that could sabotage me here is my own self#and i am DONE DONE DONE. i am milessss ahead of my younger self in turns of confidence#because this school showed me that there is a place where people like me can belong#and i learned how to do every boring little human thing and i am sooo proud of myself for that#because that is more difficult to me than any exam i could possibly take#it's just. i am good. i am good. this is my place this is where i belong this is MY STAGE#and i am gonna pass these exams. and i am gonna have such tremendous fun doing that#okay. i couldn't breathe for a good while and now i am gonna get stupidly drunk. see you later#jo in the tardis*
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Watching a friend stuck on a really hard modded map of Celeste for 2 hours
It's late, we're both very sleepy tired and she refuses to go to bed until she beats the thing
We end up talking about how you sometimes achieve this incredible flow state after that long, where you stop thinking about any of the inputs or anything, you just feel yourself do the thing, you can read everything perfectly, it's like you're so tired you're unable to process thoughts anymore and you're just living the game
"It's like unlocking ultra instinct!"
"Yeah it's exactly like that actually, ultra instinct is from celeste actually"
"Oh yeah, that's also where Akira Toriyama got the idea to have super saiyan change hair color too, that's from Celeste"
"Oh and Goku is trans"
#that just hit me like a truck#literally couldn't breathe#i swear it was the funniest shit#celeste#dragon ball#joke#gayming
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When I was reading The Animators Survival kit and Richard Williams started dissing The Yellow Submarine movie I felt like my parents were getting divorced
#is this too niche#where are the beatles/animation fans#other than tedzillow#my autism couldn't handle that one my breath literally caught in my throat#FUCK YOU MEAN PEOPLE LEFT THE PREMIER#LIKE YEAH THE ANIMATION IS BAD BUT SHE'S SO DEAR TO ME#AND IT'S FUNNY AS FUCK#The Beatles#The Animators Survival kit#richard williams#I haven't finished the survival kit actually
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worst day of school ever ❤️
#levi's ted talks#not ninjago#back pain was HORRENDOUS#teacher gave me a pill and then it kinda worked but then my back hurt again ❤️#literally cried man ❤️❤️#not even kidding when I say I couldn't breathe it was genuienly that bad#thankfully I feel a little better now but ❤️ it still hurts ❤️
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I'm working on a project on my computer and vaping, this is the closest I've been to my normal pain level in days. I know it won't last, especially not when I'm trying to sleep later.
Trying to ignore the guilt of disappearing from work for three days, when the last time I did that it was my mental breakdown two years ago.
#it's not like then#not really#I mean it is and it isn't#my physical health was/is in a point of decline and the fear of pushing myself too hard became/is becoming too much#but I've grown so much in the last two years#I'm not gonna lie#sometimes I wish I had quit the work force back then#I obviously couldn't have predicted the sharp decline of my physical health over the course of this calendar year#but it happened#so the day to day question becomes now what?#now what do I do with myself/my life/my time/my energy/my independence/my god knows what else#nothing I am physically capable of doing is going to fulfill me and the things that fulfill me are now out of reach#so what fucking now?#I think this is it folks#I think it's time to start planning my exit strategy from the work force#and I don't know how the fuck I'm gonna do that when we literally just bought a condo#and I have therapy tomorrow too so I get to try and relay all this to my therapist in just half an hour lol#I don't regret dropping down to maintenance sessions#but sometimes you just need more time#tomorrow I'll get on the phone and be like ohmygodjoshitsbeensuchafuckingweek#ihadaflareupsobadicalledoutofatotaloffourdaysofworkandleftearlybythreehoursoneday#andnowimhavingcompletefearsaboutbeingsocompletelyincapacitatedthatillneverleavethehouseagain#and he'll be like well first of all BREATHE#second of all there's nothing indicating that this is unlike every other flare up that you've managed to fight through after a week plus#and then I'll be like butwhatifimstuckhomewithkaren24/7andshedrivesmebatshitwhenicantleaveonmyown?#and then he'll be like what did I just say about breathing?#but then he'll point out that the point of us moving is so we can get more space and be able to separate ourselves from her more#and then I'll cycle back to but she won't see reason and take the downstairs bedroom now instead of god knows how long down the line#trust me we do this every two weeks lol
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