#I HAVE TWO BOYRIENDS
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backstabbing-spook · 1 month ago
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I disapeared for abit and youre going out with the PISSER OF JARS??
You scare me
@eagle-head-charge
@the-red-sniper
Merde. They don't know about how I have two hands...
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murdleandmarot · 5 months ago
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Obv it’s Father’s Day today also so I had to sketch this out super fast but uhhhh HAPPY BIRTHDAY @margo-mania !!!!!!!!
This was the first idea that popped into my head I just thought it would be really funny to have Misto and Razzle talking shit about Tugger.
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lunneus · 2 years ago
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Just a simple ref for Victor (Vic) who si Zisa's boyriend.  Those two are basically he only healthy couple I have lmao the rest are toxic and/or dangerous af.  i might redo this one day. also yes, his colors are based on a aardwolf and bearded vulture while the patterns are based on aarwolf and moon bear!
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yoificfinder · 3 years ago
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hi! can you recommend fics (any rating will do) where Yuuri surprise everyone because he can speak Russian? that kind of fic where he surprises everyone?? i hope my description somewhat helps. A big thank you!!!♡♡
Hello, nonnie! These are the fics that I remember off the top of my head:
Call everything on the ice... by @shysweetthing [E, 50K]
Victor learns Japanese while in Hasetsu. He doesn't tell Yuuri, and things get dicey when he overhears Yuuri and Mari talking about him in Japanese. Repeatedly.
(The subtitle of this fic should be: Victor Nikiforov really needs a hug. Luckily, he gets one. Eventually.)
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“No,” Victor says, skating up to Yuuri on the ice, “you have to push all the way from here, or you’ll never get the height you need for that axel.” He sets his hand on Yuuri’s ass, tracing the muscle group he’s referring to. “Not here.” He taps Yuuri’s thigh. He doesn’t know the words for the muscles in English, only knows how to show him.
Yes, technically he’s grabbing Yuuri’s ass, but how else is he to communicate?
The Boyriend Paradox by @japansace [T, 3K]
For some inexplicable reason, Yuuri speaks Russian.
Now, as everyone knows, there are only two viable reasons why anyone ever learns a foreign language:
1. For school.
2. To impress a foreign love interest.
And Victor can’t quite bring himself to believe that Yuuri would be at all studious enough to hunt down Russian classes in Detroit of all places.
(Or: Victor gets jealous of a boyfriend that doesn’t exist.)
I'm sure there are a lot more that I forgot so other recs are welcome!
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ETA - Other people's rec:
all the missed chances (wait for me, i'm coming) by @carpe-history
Thanks for the rec, @inknpaperlove! ❤
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people have always been kind of like “how is harry benefitting from these fake relationships” when harry has never not benefitted. he has never gotten an unholy amount of hate over any of his relationships, just the women. no one in the gp has ever thought any less of him for dating any of the women he’s dated. most of these women give him a charm, why lie? to the average person, harry bagged taylor, kendall, olivia, and other gorgeous women. that idea has never hurt him in any way
I think there are two points to this - both of which I agree with. The first is that women face far more repercussions for any kind of sexual behaviour (or lack thereof). There's been a thread within fandom that is based on the idea that there was something disgusting or shameful about Harry's image. I don't think there is and I don't think wider society thinks there is. As you say, women have always faced more backlash or being in a relationship with Harry than vice versa.
On top of this lack of negative consequence - I think anyone who thinks that pretending to be in relationships with women hasn't helped Harry's career is deep in denial (or understands nothing about his career). The high profile relationships Harry has had have been crucial, both in making him more well known and increasing the number of people interested him, and giving him space to engage with queerness and explore gender presentation without being outted and indeed being able to build his fantasy boyriend audience.
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"....." Ned lying on the bed inside his own room wearing nothing at all and staring at the wall. His gaze upset.
The door softly opens as Jimbo looks inside. It's too dark for him to see.
"Ah come on...you've been inside here all day long. Don't you finally want to come to bed? I've got a little surprised for my dear kitten...OUCH HELL DAMNIT!!!"
Jimbo taking some steps into the room immediately tripped over Ned's old record player and almost slipped on the boxing glove.
"HECK why you gotta throw everything around that like that?! God damnit this room is more dangerous then traps build by charlies..."
Ned just stays silent, still staring at the ceiling, boiling inside at every single comment Jimbo makes.
"Ned! Do you even hear me??? You're still in here, stop trying to turn invisible! You can't hide that breathing noise!"
Ned couldn't, indeed. And right now he regretted it cause he'd rather disappear into thin air then seeing his husband.
"Hey...." Jimbo's hand finally found Ned, petting over the shoulder down the belly and....
".......hell aren't you cold all naked? Boy...we've got enough blankets...."
"...." Ned bit his teeth together. Get out of my room!
"Alright enough playing dead....!" Jimbo chuckled, wrapping his arms around Ned's chest, hoping his love would join the invitation and wrap his arm and stump around Jimbo's neck and shoulder.
"....." But Ned stayed limp, hoping that if he didn't move, Jimbo would leave him alone. Just like an animal playing dead making the predator lose interest.
"Awwww...is someone being a tired little kitten....?" Other then what Ned had hoped Jimbo let go of him again and ruffled Ned's hair. Soft little boy...
"......" Fuck you, I'm not your stuffanimal...
"Don't worry, Seargant Teddy's already hear to take you to bed...."
"....." Don't you DARE picking me up! Ned moved his lips, but not making a sound.
"Eh......alright. Suppose he's fast asleep." Jimbo chuckled, gently picking Ned up, leaning his head against his chest.
"....." Not again.... Ned let out a mute frown....how could he still be angry feeling this soft warm man....hearing his heart beat...? He decided to try to keep stubborn...though he couldn't help softly rubbing his nose against Jimbo's shirt, trying to remember the smell...
"See? I knew you missed me.....all alone in this terrible stinking room! Heck Ned did you EVER open up the window this year? Or are you trying to preserve that weed smell for all eternity?!"
Ned's eyes opened again. Smell...weed smell. Mhpf! No way he's gonna be a "good" boyriend today!
"You better close you're eyes now Neddy...." Jimbo warned Ned, who he wasn't quite sure if he was really sleeping now or just pretending to as he carefully not to trip again, walked out of Ned's room and into the bright corridor. Ned, automatically closed his eyes, considering he always took off his sunglasses inside the darkness of his 'hippie den'.
Outside Jimbo gently looked down at Ned.... aww...why was his little Neddy frowning?
"You know what, I didn't marry you to see you pouting at me....anyway you're soon gonna smile again, ha I know my little kitten ENJOYS getting one of Jimbo's special massages. Don't you? I know you do..." He went on carrying Ned, who was still pouting, into the shared bedroom, gently putting him on the soft matress.
"Can you imagine the first day I took that massage lesson and how good it felt to you? Give me five minutes and I'll make you the happiest man in all Southpark again!"
"...." How could I ever be that.... Ned thought in his mind, making a fist with his hand. Damn where did he put his voicebox when he needed it? Jimbo /really/ didn't get that he was NOT in the mood for ANY loving?!?!
Dimming the light and lightning a candle (woodland smell) Jimbo crawled onto the other side of the bed.
As he took out the massage oil and rubbing his hands with it he spoke, a tiiiny bit offended by Ned's pretending to be 'dead'.
"Hey...you know it's not that fun when you don't say anything....yeah hell I know, your voice....but you could at least LOOK at me or give me a hand sign........"
"...." Ned clenched his fist even more. Are you blind man??? Here's the fucking hand sign!
"......I know exactly what you need to relax my dear Neddy...." Jimbo grinned, "I'm gonna give you the best handjob in your life just after this....eh, what do you say? Garrison has thought my some exciting new techniques......"
Alright THAT was enough!!!
"Fuck...off...Jim...bo..." Ned opened his eyes, glaring over to him.
"Ah....what...what do you mean...? Look Ned if you're THAT impatient, I can jerk you off /before/ the massage part. No pressure...."
".....Are...you...deaf....?! I...said...."
Jimbo snuggled against Ned:
"Awww come on, give me five minutes and there's nothing to be grumpy about anym...."
SMACK! Ned punched the oily hands away. Then, before Jimbo could complay he sat up, poking his husband in the chest.
"I...said....don't....fu...cking....touch....me!"
Jimbo, frozen, pulled his hands off Ned. Staring between them, and the pissed off small man he gulped, swallowing down tears.
"But....but....but....why are you shouting at me? I....I am....I just wanted to...to give you an unforgettable evening and you....."
"You...know...why...."
"Hell I....I don't! Ned stop accusing me of something! I...I haven't done /anything/ wrong this time!"
".....my....tur..tle...neck...."
"What? Hell what does this have to do with it?"
"Where...is....it...?!" Ned's eyes PIERCED Jimbo with rage.
"I...I don't know what you talk about...."
".....!!!!" Ned had enough of this foolery!
"Give...me...my...pull...o..ver!!!"
"Ned you're being insane!! It's /just/ in the washing machine! Hell you're gonna get it back tomorrow evening now CALM the fuck down! It's just a piece of cloth!"
".....?!?!?!" Ned's eyes widened. JUST a piece of cloth!!! Jimbo had taken it WITHOUT asking first!!!
"Come on, Ned! It's not like I'm getting the smell completely out of it anyway...."
".....!!! May...be...but...what...a...bout...my....nose...?!"
"Eh come on, Ned. Stop treating that damn sweater like it's vital or something. Hell you gotta understand, I'm just SICK of chasing you through the whole house just to wash that damn pullover!!!"
"Then...don't...wash...it...!"
"BUT NED!!! Do you want everyone to think you're homeless?! Cause damnit sometimes it quite well stinks THAT much!!! Can't you fucking smell it?! IT'S GROSS!"
"I...can't...get...it...and...no...not...gross....beau...ti...ful....!!!"
"Ah to hell with you!! You know what?! I feel like I moved in with a /TEENAGER/ sometimes! Damn can you imagine one other person in this whole town with a husband who makes a fuss about a stupid old pullover?! How long do you plan to be pouting? A week? Two?"
Ned's pout suddenly broke, as he couldn't hold back the tears anymore. But...but....he /needed/ this pullover's smell....it was so....comforting...it made him feel save....and sane....Why couldn't Jimbo just u...u...understand?
"....The hell...and what do you expect me to do? You know what you can cry as much as you want! It's your own fault you hear! Hell there goes my romantic evening....."
Jimbo was pissed off, so pissed off he just turned around letting the tears run down Ned's face and blowing out the candle.
"Night...." Jimbo growled, lying down, facing away from Ned.
Ned couldn't believe it! How? Why?? First his pullover and now Jimbo was just....just....turning around like that?
AH SHIT! SHIT!!! Ned punched into his pillow like mad. Fuck it! Screw everything! If he could he would beat himself into a bloody pulp! How could he have acted so STUPID?! Jimbo was trying to do his best, and he? He messed up! Just because of some stupid, stupid pullover.....
Punch! Punch! Punch! ....
"HELL WILL YOU LIE DOWN NOW!!!!!!"
Ned froze. He hadn't heard Jimbo yell THIS loudly in their bedroom since they first moved in. Feeling kinda.....exhausted, too exhausted to fight any longer he let himself drop on the bed, curling up tightly, and letting his tears fall on his fist. Just not on the pillow...please...Jimbo shouldn't know he'd been crying all night long. How he wished he could burry his face into his beloved pullover right now.
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kookie-for-you · 6 years ago
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REACTION: You’re Cold
Scenario:
You whine quietly to yourself, drawing your knees up to hug them to your chest.  Maybe if you curled in on yourself enough, you’d find yourself warming up a bit.  You know you shouldn’t be cold--your boyfriend was here in the same room, and he seemed fine.  But here you were, shivering on the couch.  You rubbed your arms vigorously as you pouted, hoping to heat up even for a few minutes.
SEOKJIN/JIN:
Seokjin looks up at the first whine that escapes your mouth, and is up like a shot as soon as you shiver.  “Ah, jagi,” he says, striding over and placing a kiss on your head.  “Cold?”  When you sniffle and nod, Seokjin sets to work.  In a matter of seconds, a blanket is tucked around your shoulders.  You snuggle under it, intending to thank your boyfriend, but he’s already gone.
He reappears a few minutes later, two mugs of hot tea in hand.  Smiling, he holds one out to you.  “How about later I make a nice warm soup for us, jagi?” he offers, taking the spot next to you on the couch.  “It’ll keep you nice and warm.”  You nod, grateful as you sip at the tea and snuggle up to Seokjin’s warm side.
YOONGI/SUGA:
“Why are you whining?” Yoongi asks without looking up from his laptop.  “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” you say, then shiver again.  “I’m cold.”
Yoongi’s eyes move for a split second from his computer to glance at you, then just as quickly flick back down to his work.  “One second,” you hear him murmur.  He types a bit more, then sets his laptop aside.  “Okay, come here,” he says, opening his arms.  “You’ll have to come to me, I’m too comfortable to go to you.”
Eagerly, you scramble from your sofa to the wide armchair he’s sat in, fitting yourself into his lap as he wraps his arms around you.  Sighing, Yoongi places a soft kiss on your temple, letting his eyes fall shut.  “I’ve got to keep you warm all the time,” he mutters in your ear.  “You’re more trouble than you’re worth.”
“Shut up,” you reply, snuggling into his chest, loving the body heat that radiates off of him.  “Let’s just take a nap.”
You feel rather than hear Yoongi’s chuckle, deep in his chest.  “I knew I loved you for a reason.”
HOSEOK/J-HOPE:
Hoseok immediately mimics your whine, much cuter and high-pitched than it had been in reality.  He grins when you scowl at him.  “Aw, what’s wrong, jagiya?” he asks.  He leans down to you on the couch, rubbing his hand on your knee.  “Hungry?  Bored?  Sleepy?”
“Cold,” you reply.  You reach out, intending to grab his shirt and pull him down to sit with you.  Instead, Hoseok catches your wrist first, and pulls you up to him.  “Hobi!” you squeal in objection.
“You know what the best cure for being cold is?” Hoseok asks, pulling you out to the center of the room.  “Getting up and moving!  Try dancing with me, jagiya; you’ll warm up in no time.”
Though you try to refuse, Hoseok wears you down quite easily, poking and dragging you around until you give up and dance with him.  He was right--you warm up in no time, giggling along with your boyriend all the while.
NAMJOON/RM:
“You okay, baby?” Namjoon asks, looking at you with concern, already half-closing his book.  “Does something hurt?”
“No,” you say, shaking your head.  “I’m just cold.  Don’t worry.”
Namjoon scoffs quietly at those words, giving you an amused look as he sets his book aside.  “You can’t tell me not to worry about you, baby,” he says, pulling off his hoodie as he stood up.  “That’s oppa’s job.”  He holds out his hoodie.  “Arms up.”
Obediently you raise your arms and let him pull the hoodie over your head.  “Cute,” Namjoon says as soon as your head reappears through the neck hole, booping your nose.  He walks away for a moment, only to return a couple minutes later with a new hoodie on himself and a pair of your fuzzy socks in hand.  Sitting down beside you, he pulls the socks onto your bare feet, then pulls your legs over his lap.
“Better?” he asks with a wink.  He runs his warm hands over your legs, leaving goosebumps of another type.  “If you’re still cold, there’s a couple other ways I can make sure you warm up,” Namjoon adds with a mischievous glint in his eyes.
JIMIN:
A blanket lands on your face, completely blocking your vision of the room before you.  As you try to free yourself from it, another lands on you, and then something larger and more human-like is atop you as well.
“Jimin!” you complain, immediately knowing where this avalanche originated from.  Freeing your head finally from the blanket, you find Jimin staring up at you, his head resting on your chest and arms already wrapped around you.
“Are you cold, jagi?” he asks, looking up at you with that cute expression that would make you give him the world.  “I’m cold too.  Can we snuggle, please?”
Your heart immediately melts at how cute his whiny voice was.  The pair of you were in a constant competition to see which was the cutest, and it seems like today he was the winner.
“Aw, my mochi,” you coo, cuddling yourself into him as well.  Jimin, clearly happy in the knowledge he would get the cuddles he wanted, shifted around enough so that the pile of blankets was on top of the both of you, rather than squished between you.  Snuggled up together, it isn’t long before you’re both cozy and comfortably warm.
TAEHYUNG/V:
“You’re being cute,” Tae says with a giggle.  He rests his chin in his palm, elbow on his knee, as he stares at you lovingly.
“I’m glad my being cold is so adorable to you,” you scoff, annoyed.  Tae only continues to smile and stare.  Annoyed, you scoff and turn away.
In a second, you’re being tackled from behind.  “No, don’t be mad at me,” Tae begs in your ear, still giggling a bit.  He lays himself on top of you, wrapping all of his limbs around you like a Taehyung-backpack.
“Tae,” you gasp out, the sound muffled as your face is shoved into the couch cushions.  “I can’t breathe.”
“Oops,” Tae says, immediately sliding off your back to lie beside you instead.  “Sorry, jagiya.”  As you roll onto your side, facing Tae, he immediately plants a kiss on your cheek, quickly followed by another and another, until your whole face is being peppered with tiny kisses.  You laugh, and he grins as he kisses you even more.  “My love will warm you up, jagi,” he giggles between kisses.
JUNGKOOK:
“Kookie,” you say, nudging your boyfriend with your foot.  Jungkook was sat on the floor in front of your sofa, engrossed  in his game on the TV.  He makes a small noise of acknowledgement when you nudge him, though his eyes and concentration don’t leave the screen for a second.  “Kookie, I’m cold,” you whine.
“’I’m cold,’“ Kookie mimics, making his voice high and whiny, but quickly flashes you a winning smile to show he's only playing with you.
“Come cuddle me,” you demand.
“Hold on, noona, I’m about to beat this level.”
You pout, folding your arms over your chest.  “Do you not love me?  You won’t even cuddle me when I’m cold?  Do you love your game more than me?  I guess I’ll just sit here and die of the cold because my own boyfriend doesn’t care enough to warm me up.”
Jungkook laughs.  “You’re so dramatic, noona,” he says, but then surprises you by pausing his game and setting the controller aside.  But instead of climbing up to join you on the couch, he reaches up and tugs you down to the ground, immediately initiating a wrestling match.
“Kook!” you scream-laugh, attempting to fight him off.  He isn’t even using a quarter of his strength and you’re thoroughly pinned.
“Do I not love you?” Jungkook taunts, his fingers tickling your sides, forcing more laughter from you.  “Hmm?  Why don’t you say you love me first, noona?  C’mon, say it!”
“Kookie, stop, stop!” you plead, laughter causing tears to stream down your cheeks.  “I love you, now stop.”
Dutifully, Jungkook ends his tickle attack, propping himself up over you on the floor.  He smiles down at you, brushing a strand of hair from your face.  “I love you too,” he replies.  He leans down to kiss you, making a shiver run through you.  However, you happily realize as you return Jungkook’s kiss and wrapped your arms around his neck, it wasn’t from being cold anymore.
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staytheb · 5 years ago
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Like Oh 2.0 - Happy New Year
Previous Chapter: Merry Christmas Word Count: 3,458 Summary: The year is about to end and the sisters are thinking of sleeping in on the last day of the year and let the new year just roll in while they’re asleep. Unfortunately for them, Jaebeom and Mark have other plans.
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omg yay! it’s getting closer. just three more chapters! to be honest, i was gonna end the story here, but then realized that the story didn’t include JB’s birthday and so had to put that in there and why the actual 3rd anniversary for the fanmeet happened to. lol but yeah, this is my last update for now and will update the rest later! but other than that happy reading and kthxbai, Admin Lia~
After Christmas neither sister saw the two males or GOT7 for that matter. The group were busy with their schedules as well as preparing for the end of the year award shows for the major stations. Serena got busy with work due to the holidays while Melanie got an early start on preparing for her final year at Seoul National University when spring semester started up again in March. The younger sister didn't want to forget anything like she did last time as she usually put things off at the last minute and was lazy majority of the time as well since it was holidays and she just wanted to relax. Still it would be the first year without the twins and needed to get things into gear.Anyways, it was the last day of the year and since it was also a public holiday the sisters were spending it with their friends.
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"Hiya, Biscuits." Serena cooed as she petted the female toy poodle's head. "How you've been, girl?" She scooped up the small dog into her arms as she sat on Chloe's couch just as her friend returned from the kitchen with two water bottles and joined Serena on the couch while passing one over to her. "Thanks." "Welcome." The duo chugged from the bottle before relaxing once again. "Congrats on getting your own place in Banpo, Clo." "Thanks. I couldn't stay any longer with those roommates, Lina. It was crazy." "I wouldn't doubt it with what you've been texting me throughout the year." "I know right. I could write a book series on it." "Maybe you should switch professions." "You're the writer, not me."
Serena laughed softly as to not disturb Biscuits' peace. "That's just a hobby." "It could be a profession though." "Yeah, but I'm not really into that. I'll stick at the pet center for now." "Yeah, yeah." Chloe finished her water bottle. So you're both dating an idol now and have gotten yourself a K-Pop boyfriend like what the boys would teased you guys about." Chloe said with a knowing look upon Serena having told her friend about the situation a few days after Christmas. "James the instigator that's why. Anyways, I already told you that we're not dating and the idols aren't our boyriends." Serena clarified with a roll of her eyes. "We kissed and confessed our feelings to one another. That's it." Serena huffed a bit as she stared down at the toy poodle.
"Yeah, well I'm still surprised that you and Melanie ended up actually liking each other's bias instead of your own bias." Chloe laughed as Serena nudged her playfully. "Ain't gonna lie though it was weird and what not, but it is what it is." "True. Just like me and Taesuk. I didn't think I would end up dating someone younger than me to be honest." "I know. You over here saying that you'll only date much older dudes. What happened with the whole sugar daddy thing?" "Ha, those are not for me. I honestly can't stand the thought of someone showering me with gifts and buying me this and that. I just can't even if there was no sex involved."
Serena nodded in agreement. "Very true. I can't fathom the idea either. Melanie says she's down, but still in the end won't go through with it." "It's because we're strong and independent women, Serena, that's why." Chloe raised her hand as Serena laughed while high-fiving her friend in the process. "Heck yeah!" Chloe looked over at her friend. "So what are you going to do?" "What do you mean?" Serena asked with a tilt of her head as she absentmindedly continued to pet Biscuits who calmly was drifting off to sleep. "You and Mark. Are you guys gonna start dating?" "I don't know. We haven't really talked since then." Serena shrugged.
"I actually don't think him or I should even start worrying about that. He's an idol. He's going to be busy and constantly." Serena reasoned with an indifferent smile. "So I'm not even gonna think about it." She cast her friend a narrowed look. "Y'know, we're supposed to hang out and just chill all day, Clo. Stop talking about my love life." "Oh come on, Lina. When do I ever get a chance to even talk about your love life? Hmm?" "Never." "Exactly. This is a first for me since you're interested and it's promising. Besides," She cast a sheepish look at her friend, "Taesuk and I are actually gonna go on a date later tonight. So you and I can't really hang out all day." "Och. You could've told me earlier, y'know." "I know. I know. I'm sorry. But, you and I still got a few hours until then." "Fine, but you're paying for our boba run." "Deal!"
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"Chaewon, I can't believe you've been hiding your idol boyfriend from us." Dasol pouted as she, Seolbi, Haeryong, and Melanie were seated at a corner section of A Twosome Place near the Seoul National University with their desserts and drinks. "I can't believe you didn't tell us that there was more stuff going on between the two of you. It made so much more sense now." Seolbi added with a pout while Melanie rolled her eyes as Haeyrong came to her defense. "Give her a break. Won has to make sure to the keep it a secret from the public." Haeryong cast a smirk in her friend's direction. "She can't go revealing that she has a idol boyfriend."
"You guys are so annoying, I swear." Melanie commented. "We're not dating so I haven't kept anything from you guys." "You're not dating?" Seolbi asked in shock at the information. "But, you guys confessed your feelings to one another and even kissed. Right? That doesn't make sense!" "Yeah, he even called you to hang out on Christmas day to confess his feelings!" Dasol added as she was equally shock. "Chill." Melanie told them with a laugh. "We haven't talked since Christmas due to his schedule." "So are you guys gonna make it official when you guys do talk again?" Haeyrong asked as Melanie shrugged. "Dunno. Whatever happens, happens."
Melanie looked at her each of their faces. "Look, guys. He's an idol, remember? I don't think they're allow to date right now either. Also, he's busy. GOT7 is gaining more popularity as of late and so I don't think it's possible." The other three frown upon their friend's word. "You never know, Chaewonnie." Seolbi said trying to keep optimistic as Dasol agreed with a wide grin. "Yeah, Chaewon, you never know. You've guys stayed in contact since March and this year is almost over. There's still time for anything to happen." "I agree with them." Haeryong nodded as she patted Chaewon's back. "There's still time before anything happens."
"Thanks guys." Melanie smiled at them as she ate a larger piece of her tiramisu cake. "Anyways," She began, "Can we stop talking about my love life and talk about something else? That would be greatly appreciated. Something along the lines like how did it go with your guys' group date on the day of my birthday?" Each girl voiced out their displeasure of what occurred beside Seolbi who stated it was good, but not as great as it should have been due to the the males being a bit perverted and immature. "And I thought you guys weren't going to go anymore?" Melanie stated as she pointed at Haeryong and Dasol.
The duo laughed. "I'm still looking for a potential boyfriend." Dasol reasoned as Haeryong shrugged. "It's fun and I get to meet a variety of people." "That reminds me." Seolbi spoke up as she checked her phone. "I forgot that I arranged another group meeting for later today." "Really?" Melanie shot her friend a look with a scoff. "I'm surprised you haven't found a boyfriend yet, Bi." The younger woman shot the older woman a shy smile. "Because I haven't found the right one yet, unnie." Haeryong smacked her on the shoulder playfully. "What are you talking about, Seolbi? What about that one guy from Yonsei?" "Oh the one that wants to be a doctor. Right?" Dasol added with an amused expression. "What happened with him?"
Seolbi shrugged. "I've messaged him, but nothing. I lost count and so I moved on." "Well, you'll find the right one when he comes along." Melanie assured her as Seolbi grinned right back at her. "I hope it's just like you and Jeffrey." Melanine almost choked on the piece of cake she had just swallowed with Dasol thumping her back to help her out as the trio laughed while Melanie glared at them all. "I should have ditched all of you the first time we hung out and I could've avoided all of this." "Haha, yeah right, Won. You know love us." Haeryong laughed as Melanie roll her eyes. "That's what you all think."
"It's okay. You can spend the last hours of the year with your idol boyfriend." Seolbi smiled as Melanie narrowed her eyes at her friend. "Stop." The other three let out a fit of giggles as Melanie finished the rest of her cake. "I'm going home and y'all can enjoy the rest of the day without me." "Don't go just yet. We're just teasing." Dasol laughed as she held onto Melanie from leaving. "Besides, we have one more year with you before you and Haeryong graduate, unnie." "Yeah, yeah, whatever." Melanie agreed as she settled herself back in her seat as she smirked at her friend. "I'll stay if you buy me another slice of cake or two." "Deal!"
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Serena returned to her place first as she flopped onto her sofa upon kicking off her shoes and being too lazy to even walk all the way to her room to flop onto her bed instead. "I guess I can sleep in for New Year's Eve and let the new year roll on in without me actually noticing it." Serena chuckled as she turned onto her back before hearing the front door opening. She didn't bother to see as she knew it would be her sister. "Oh, you're home, too." Melanie said as she saw Serena on the couch while placing her things onto the coffee table. "I thought you were going to spend all day with Chloe?"
Serena sat up so that her sister could join her on the sofa. "Yeah, but it was cut short because she has a date with Taesuk." She explained while casting her sister a tired look. "What about you? Why are you home so early?" "The girls had a group meeting so I came home to let them get ready." Melanie explained as she closed her eyes feeling the tiredness set in while kicking her feet onto the table. "I wanna sleep." "Me, too." Serena agreed as she did the same thing, but instead she crossed her legs underneath her. "Even if we're gonna sleep through the new year, y'know?"
"It's just another day." Melanie stated with a smile as she opened her eyes while slowly rising to stretch herself ever so slowly. "I'm gonna knock out. Wake me up for dinner." Serena rolled her eyes as she also did the same thing. "Ain't gonna wake you up for shit, Mel." Melanie laughed as she made her way towards her room with Serena in tow. "Besides, I'm not hungry. I ate a lot with Chloe." "I guess. I ate a lot of dessert today with the others, but I may be hungry later." "Oh, well then that's your fault." "Yeah, yeah, whatever. Night." "Night and happy new year because we'll be asleep." "Haha, same to you, too."
Both sisters bid one another a good night despite it being only seven as they entered their rooms, changed out of their clothes, refreshed themselves, and went to sleep in on the last day of the year or so they assumed. A few hours later the duo once again received a call while they were asleep from Mark and Jaebeom to meet them in a bit. Both sisters at first didn't want to as it was late and they were feeling lazy and sleepy about it all. Luckily, the boys persuaded the girls to come out since they had free time and wanted to spend the last few hours of the last day of the year with them since they haven't hung out since Christmas. The sisters agreed as Serena would meet Mark at the rooftop and Melanie would meet Jaebeom at Fairy Sweets.
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Serena rubbed her gloves hands together as she leaned against the ledge while waiting for Mark to show up. "What am I still doing out here in the cold waiting for that brat?" Serena voiced a bit annoyed as she brought down her gaze from the night sky down to the city lights below. "At least I still got the scenery." "I knew you would like the view." Mark said with a smile as he came up beside her and also leaned against the ledge. "Pretty isn't it?" "Yeah, it is." Serena turned her head to look at the idol as she eyed him. "You could of just hung out with the rest of GOT7 instead of interrupting my sleep to celebrate the new year like you did on Christmas."
Mark chuckled as he turned to face the female. "I could've, but I didn't want to." He cast her another smile. "I wanted to spend it with you, Serena." Serena turned her head to face forward again upon hearing him said that to her as she grew shy at his words. "Shut up, Mark." Mark laughed again as he playfully bumped shoulders with her. "C'mon, I haven't seen you in almost a week and this is how you greet and treat me?" "Um, yeah?" "Maybe that's one of the reasons on why I like you." "Oh, Mark, please don't. I don't want to hear all the reasons on why you like me." "Then how about you tell me all the reasons on why you like me, Serena?"
He cheekily smiled as she shook her head vigorously. "Nope. Stop." Serena said as all the reasons she liked Mark flashed across her mind causing her to smile unconsciously. "You don't need to know." She felt Mark's hands turning her body to face his so that she wouldn't be able to escape, but that didn't stop her eyes from looking elsewhere. "Could you look at me, please?" He asked as Serena turned to stared into his eyes to which he smiled. "Now, isn't that much better?" "It would be if it wasn't so freaking cold, Mark." Serena countered causing Mark to laugh at her response. "I know, I know. I'm sorry, but I hope this suffice for now."
Mark moved his hands down to her own so that he could placed them into his pockets while pulling her in closer within his embrace. "Is this better?" "I guess, but it just seems more awkward." "I think you should get used to it." "I don't think I'll ever get used to having feelings for an idol to be honest." "Don't think of me as an idol then." "That's kind of hard when every lady wants a piece of you." Mark burst out laughing as he pulled Serena even closer against his chest. "I can't believe you just used that on me." "It's true." Serena said as she snuggled within his warm embrace unconsciously.
Mark laughed heartily and Serena could feel it rumbled from his chest. "Does that mean you want a piece of me, too?" "Nope." She laughed pulling away just to be pulled back. "Wǒ xǐhuān nǐ." Serena heard the idol tell her he liked her in Chinese. She looked at Mark surprised as he smiled at her and repeated those words once more as he cupped her faced while rubbing his thumbs against her cheekbones. "Wǒ xǐhuān nǐ." Mark repeated with a tender look as Serena told him that she liked him back in Chinese with a shy smile. "Wǒ yě xǐhuān nǐ." They shared a kiss as fireworks went off in the background to signaled that twenty-sixteen was gone and twenty-seventeen had arrived. "Happy new year." They wished each other before kissing again.
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Melanie entered the bubble tea shop and was greeted by the warm atmosphere. Melanie sighed in relief upon welcoming the warmth while making her way to the counter. Melanie was debating on what to drink when she felt a tap on her elbow and turned to see who it was. "Uh, hi." Melanie greeted the stranger with a small smile. "Do you need help with anything?" She saw the stranger shake his head as he offered her one of the two boba drinks in his hands. "No thank you." She declined with an awkward smile not wanting to take a random drink from a random stranger. "I was about to buy myself one."
"Not even if it's from Jeffrey, Melanie?" Jaebeom teased as he used his other hand to bring down the scarf that had practically covered his face to show Melanie it was him before slipping it back up. "I already bought you one." Jaebeom informed as he shook the offered drink out towards her. "Hi." Melanie greeted back although shocked that she still didn't recognize him in his get-up. "Thanks." She took the offered drink before narrowing her eyes at him. "Hey, didn't I tell you to stop buying me things?" Jaebeom shrugged with a laugh as he placed an arm around her waist and led them to the back to sit at a secluded table.
"So why here, Jeffrey?" Melanie asked once they had settled and used his English name to tease him a bit longer. Jaebeom chuckled as he brought his scarf down enough for only the female to see his face and that he could speak with her better. "Well, Melanie," He stressed her real name, "I remembered you liked guava bubble tea and thought we could have a bubble tea date." Melanie laughed as she took a sip of her drink. "A date, huh?" "Yeah. Do you not like it?" "No, it's okay, but since when did we agree that we would start dating though?" Jaebeom looked alarmed before letting out a nervous laugh as he rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly.
"I thought I would make it up to you for not contacting you for the past week due to our schedules, Chaewon." Jaebeom admitted with a shy look as they returned to using the others' Korean names. "I was just teasing, Jaebeom." She smiled. "It's a nice first date, but I thought you guys couldn't date?" "Well, technically that's true, but that doesn't mean we can't do it in secrecy." Jaebeom smiled as she cast him a half-hearted one and he frowned. "Is something the matter?" "Not really, but I honestly would rather have an open relationship instead of a secret one, but I know that can't happen because of your status." She admitted with a soft sigh.
Jaebeom took her hands in his has he rubbed his thumbs over the back of her hands in a comforting manner. "I know it's not the most ideal thing to do, Chaewon, but give it some time and I'm sure it'll all work out in the end." Melanie squeezed his hands back with a nod as a small smile graced her lips. "Alright, Jaebeom. I guess I could give it some time." "I knew there was another reason why I liked you." He said with his signature smile as she eyed him. "You have more than one reason on why you like me?" "I do. Don't you?" "I think so?" Melanie laughed as Jaebeom rolled his eyes. "That sounds so reassuring." "Sorry, not sorry."
Melanie laughed lightly as Jaebeom smiled and leaned more than halfway across the table. "Y'know, Chaewon, at first I was kind of nervous with all of this, but I'm glad that our feelings are out in the open and I'm happy to have spent the last day of the year and soon the first day of the new year with you." Melanie filled in the rest of the gap as she leaned closer towards the idol with an even brighter smile. "I feel happy, too, Jaebeom, even though it's still a little unbelievable and I'm trying to get used to it." The two shared a kiss just as fireworks went off to signaled that twenty-sixteen was gone and twenty-seventeen had arrived as they broke away to stared at the colorful lights shooting in the sky. "Happy new year." They wished one another before sharing another kiss.
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mermaidsirennikita · 5 years ago
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June 2019 Book Roundup
I so wanted June to be a typical summer reading month for me, full of rom-coms and perhaps thrillers.  But for the most part, the novels I read were kind of lackluster?  The standout was Marriage of One by Ella Maise, which was exactly what I needed.  Let’s hope July is better!
Blackberry and Wild Rose by Sonia Velton.  2/5.  When pious Esther Morel sees Sara Kemp--a poor woman forced into prostitution--on the street, she is “overcome” by Christian kindness and takes her in.  Gradually becoming Esther’s lady’s maid, Sara resentfully bears witness to the hypocrisy of the Morel household; meanwhile, Esther is desperate for her weaver husband to recognize her own talent.  But his dismissal leads her to seek guidance from one of his journeyman, adding on to her many secrets and leading the two women down a path that they won’t be able to walk back from.  The prose here is good, but I was never really caught up in the book.  Most of the turns taken were fairly predictable, and I didn’t really.. find much reason for the story.  Why write this, I suppose?  If it was meant to a commentary on women’s relationships, I didn’t connect with Esther or Sara enough for it to work.  I think other people would LOVE this, but it was beyond me at this point.
The Cactus by Sarah Haywood.  2/5.   Forty-five-year-old Susan values control in all aspects: control over the flat at which she lives alone; control over her job; and control over her detached relationships.  But the loss of her mother, corresponding to a surprise pregnancy, throws her life into flux.  The introduction of Rob, a friend of her irresponsible brother’s, doesn’t help matters...  This is another book with an interesting story, which may very well be enough to catch someone else’s interest.  Susan’s cool, unremarkable voice failed to connect with me.
Passion on Park Avenue by Lauren Layne.  2/5.  Naomi finds herself the victim of a classic cheater--her boyriend was not only married, but juggling another mistress.  In the wake of his sudden death, she finds friendship in his other paramours, and they form a supportive trio, out to make sure that they don’t fall for the same traps.  As her jewelry company is on the rise, Naomi finds herself at odds with Manhattan’s elite, including Oliver, a son of the family her mother used to work for.  Trading barbs with Oliver, Naomi finds herself falling for him too--but can they find a way to put aside their preconceived notions?  This book had a cute idea, but there was absolutely no flavor to it.  Love the idea of the women supporting one another, but the romance was lifeless.
Marriage for One by Ella Maise.  4/5.  Rose would love to turn a property left to her by her late uncle into a coffee shop--the problem is that she can only collect on her inheritance if she’s married, and her fiance recently left her.  So she feels both shocked and lucky when lawyer Jack offers to marry her in order to--ostensibly--share the property with her.  He needs someone on his arm, and she wants her coffee shop.  They marry out of convenience, but are inevitably drawn to each other--despite the fact that Jack is keeping quite the secret.  First off--yes, much fun is made of the Rose and Jack thing.  This book is so cute, and it makes the most of its leads’ chemistry and tropes.  Yes, there are some iffy moments, and the secret everything hinges on really did not have to be a secret.  But overall, it’s a fun, romantic read.  Special note has to be made of the fact that Jack LOVES Rose wearing her wedding ring.  It’s great.
The Friend Zone by Abby Jimenez.  2/5.  Kristen is more than ready to be the maid of honor at her friend Sloan’s wedding--though she can’t help but be very attracted to the best man, Josh.  Despite the fact that she’s awaiting the return of her enlisted boyfriend, Kristen and Josh have a connection that’s hard to resist.  The problem?.  Josh wants a baseball team’s worth of kids someday--and thanks to her excruciating uterine fibroids, Kristen is planning on having a hysterectomy soon.  There was a lot I really liked about this book!  It wouldn’t be much special, to be frank, if not for the fact that it confronts Kristen’s health problems head on, and doesn’t spare us the details.  It’s hard to find books that discuss periods at all, let alone bad ones.  But the ending kind of messes up a lot of what the book was going for, author’s note at all.  Therefore, I can’t really recommend it.
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You just started dating Artem but everything becomes complicated when you meet his the best friend, Kostya. At first you and Kostya don’t get along well but later a bond between you two start forming dangerously fast. Where will it lead the three of you?
Part 1
Group of five or maybe more people was sitting on sofa in front of table, full of drinks and snacks. Two girls looked at your direction when you entered a pub with Artem. He took your coat and hung it on a rack. You always felt that he would be a great boyriend before you even became a couple. That day you was meeting his best friends for the first time and you felt a bit of tension when all eyes stopped on you, when Artem introduced you. Boys clapped and made weird noises that sounded like cheering.
Don’t pay attention to these idiots. Girl next to you said.
I’m so proud of you, man. One of Artem’s pals said and grabbed both of his arms and kissed his head.
Dude, don’t. He said shortly and moved his head away, looking at you. They’re all crazy but you will get used to it. He added with smile. When waitress came, you ordered strawberry milkshake and ice cream and meantime you told girls how you first met Artem. He tried to add something to our story when his phone suddenly rang.
Sorry, guys. I need to answer this one. He said and walked away after few seconds when he clearly wasn’t able to hear a caller from the other side of line. Meanwhile group of friends brought some story about their trip by train and there was some inside joke that you didn’t understand so you just smiled. Blonde guy looked at you, probably seeing your confused expression.
Dasha, I don’t think that X understood the joke. He said. Right?
Yeah.
You knew him well because he won X-factor and sometimes some kids who noticed him in your group, approached him to get autographs. His name was Kostya but he was actually using his stage name, Melovin.
Are we going for bowling? What do you think? Dasha suggested.
I sign up for this! But where’s Artem? Kostya asked, looking around.
He’s sitting on a bench. Right there. You pointed at Artem after noticing him from afar. I’ll tell him.
You walked away and stopped in front of Artem who still talked by phone. He was searching for something on his tablet and nodded.
Ok. Let’s check out this date..
We’re going for bowling. Are you finishing? You whispered quickly to his ear to not to make too much noise. It became your way to comunicate with your boyfriend when he was very busy. He confirmed a date of concert and ended conversation.
I changed the date of concert. It wasn’t easy to convince them because Mel was meant to perform the other day.
My hardworking baby. you caressed his hair and sighed. You know, it’s Saturday. You should have a time for relax.
It doesn’t work this way, baby. When I get a call, I need to answer it. It can be someone important.
You’re really amazing friend. You said. But I thought that we all will have a good time today. Yesterday.. it was a nightmare with those many calls.
I know. But I promise it will be calmer soon. It’s just like this after Kostya won that show. Artem said and kissed your lips.
So.. You heard a voice behind you and you saw Kostya. It’s not that I listened to you both but I just naturally heard you, coming here. If concert is reserved, then leave this phone and let’s have some fun, Artem.
You felt umcofortable, knowing that Kostya knew what you thought about this situation. Especially when his face expression looked annoyed.
Did he just gave me a death stare? You asked Artem when you already joined a group and kept walking behind the rest of friends.
No. He can look like that sometimes but he’s a good guy.
You took him by arm and put your head on his shoulder. Bowling time was really amusing and nice. You kind of gained more respect from Artem’s friends when you scored the best results.
Do you play it often? Kostya asked you when you sat next to him on sofa.
No. I’m naturally talented in bowling. You said playfully, sticking your tongue and you heard Artem laughing. It was his turn to play. Kostya smiled but you still felt there was bit of distrust in his gaze.
About what I said.. You started. I didn’t mean anything bad. It’s just sometimes tiring when we can’t spent some quality time because he’s just busy.
I get it but you will get used to it. Kostya said and it was so unexpected answer that it made you speechless.
Isn’t it a bit too harsh? That answer stayed in your mind for another hour and you just said it to Kostya when you had opportunity to stay alone. The rest of friends left and three of you went on a parking. Artem was just paying for stopover when Kostya turned to you with his hands crossed on his chest.
What do you mean?
Just get him some slack. I only mean weekends. Why did you said I would get used to it?
Because it’s his job. What makes you think that I give him any orders? Calls from others happen. Trips around the whole country happen. He said with strong tone. You wanted to say something but he continued: He’s good in it and he likes this job. Maybe you didn’t get know much yet but we’re the best friends and he was always there for me. Big House Melovin is not just team. We’re all friends and we’re enjoy what we do. I doubt it’s troublesome for Artem but maybe for you. So try to be more understanding for him.
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When he starts talking, it never ends. He makes me feel like the worst girlfriend and some stranger. So it doesn’t matter how I feel about it. I don’t get anything so I’m the bad one. You explained Artem your reason why you didn’t want to come to their atelier.
You didn’t start well but don’t take his words that much to your heart. He said surronding you by his arms.
He seemed nice. You said he’s nice.
Because he is. He may be short-tempered but this job is his whole world and he might feel too fast judged by you. Artem added softly, kissing your cheek. So just like I said, let’s go there for a while and then we will go out to eat something, ok?
At first you kept talking to yourself to act nice but you knew you couldn’t just pretend that everything is fine. So you decided that you just won’t talk much. You just sat on a chair on studio, looking on screen of your phone while Artem was discussing with editor about new Melovin’s song. Melovin himself was in recording room and you could hear him singing some song that caught your attention.
It’s nice. How is it called? You asked.
We still doesn’t have a title but it’s was finished today. Editor said.
Kostya entered the room with his shades on and smiled.
What do you think? We added new things to chorus. He asked Artem. Oh.. Hi, X. he welcomed you in warm tone when he noticed you. It surprised you because he was different than the last time.
Good job. But what do you want me to do for today?
Let’s make it my entry for Vibir preselections.
Really? Artem smiled.
Wow. You said out loud without thinking. Good luck with this. It sounds really good.
You even didin’t try to be nice because you shared your honest opinion.
Thanks. Kostya smiled wide to you.
Ok. I’ll make a call. Artem said with smile.
And I’ll go to smoke. You mouthed to him, knowing that it will take a while before he will finish his conversation. And you was already hungry so waiting for him was making it more difficult. There was an empty yard on the back of studio. Perfect place for lonely smoking. It was your first time being here. You sat on a low wall and when you smoked your cigarette, you heard a sound of opening door and someone pressing a lighter.
You’re smoking too? Don’t. It’s so unhealthy. He said with cheerful voice.
Really? Is it why you smoke?
He exhaled a smoke from his lips, almost laughing.
You know, I’m actually shocked today. You added when he stood in front of you.
Why?
You seem so harmless today. You’re not angry with me anymore?
Come on, my anger passes after five minutes! He said loudly with smile. You looked at him with disbelief.
So I was expecting you to be like that all the time and I was angry with you and I was even going to call you a mean jerk and probably use even worse things.. And you’re saying..
Kostya’s laugh stopped you from ending your sentence.
What?
You’re seem very straightforward. I like it. He said. I thought that you will talk mean things about me to Artem.
Who do you take me for? You said, almost with resentment.
How could I know? He said with serious tone. I saw you for the first time..
Oh, here it is This! You said, pointing at his face what made Kostya surprised. Mr. Pouty Face comes back.
Before he realised what you meant, he made confused expression that turned into another smile. His laugh was cute and you felt a little awkward, feeling that you started to like him in so short time and because of such little things. Kostya’s blue eyes were sparkling with happiness. He was obviously in good mood and he seemed really nice person just like in Artem’s stories. Artem..
Oh, right.. I’m hungry. We were going to eat something with Artem. You suddenly changed the subject and threw away your cigarette.
You think I’m not hungry too? He asked you in playful way. I was in recording room for the whole morning. I’’ll order something for all of us.
We.. You started but you thought it would sound rude to refuse and explain that you wanted to be alone with Artem. Ok. Let’s do it.
Your boyfriend seemed confused at first but you all ended up eating ordered sushi.
Take the last one or I’ll eat it. Kostya warned you with smile and tried to take part of sushi from you by his chopsticks. But wait.. I changed my mind! Give it to me!
No way! You laughed and ate it fast. I like it too much!
I like it too. Why would I care that you like it too? He kept mocking you.
Because I was more hungry!
Bullshit!
You laughed at him and then your eyes met with Artem’s eyes.
Look at yourself. Two five years old kids. He said silently like he used to. Do you finally get along?
No. There was some drug in these cigarettes we smoked that made us act friendly towards each other. Kostya said and pointed at you with grimace. When I wake up tomorrow I will still hate her. I’m sorry, Artem. I tried.
Your jokes are so lame. Seriously. You told Kostya. You couldn’t stop sudden laugh after seeing his face expression.
It was good idea to take you here. Artem said and stroked your arm. He was moody lately. He’s finally stupid himself.
Kostya grabbed a pillow next to him and threw it at Artem who moved his head away on time.
Good for you to have someone who cheers you up. He said after a while, looking at bottle of his cola.
I know. Find yourself a girlfriend too. Artem laughed.
Oh, mind your own business. He said playfully and looked at you shortly. For some reason you felt uncomfortable. If you just knew..
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cinnamayroll · 7 years ago
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Okay but yes I think we need lots more love for Okamura and Taiga so how about them reacting to seeing their curvy girlfriend Wearing a bikini for the first time? You’re a gem
Ahhh, that’s so lovely! I’ll actually try to write some scenarios this time since I feel like I can to these two ^^
Also thank you so much anon, you’re so sweet
-May
Kagami:
You were a little nervous when you stepped out of the changing room in at the swimming pool, not quite daring to meet his eyes. Every time you two had gone swiming untl now you had always worn a one piece bathing suit that covered way more of your body than this tight fitting bikini did.
It was only when he wouldn’t say anything for an uncomfortably long time that you finally gathered the courage to look up to him.
You found him staring at you, mouth open and face bright red.
“Stop staring, Taiga! That’s embarrassing, this already feels weird enough!” you mumbled and shot him a glare. It took him a few more seconds to actually have the mid to answer.
“You look so beautiful, ___” he blurted out and turned even redder. “I’m not even sure if I want you walking around like that in here where everyone can see...”
He took a step towards you and and hesitantly too your hand. “Let’s go swimming, yeah? I don’t know if I can deal with that for too long.” sheepishly grinned.
Your boyfriend was such a dork, but he was your dork after all.
Okamura:
“Kenichi, do you really want me to wear this? I look so exposed you whined from inside the small cubicle at the beach. You had been really excited when your boyriend had invited you for a date at the beach, but as soon as he had presented you your swimming wer, you weren’t too sure anymore. Frankly, you didn’t think you’d ever exposed that much skin to him.
“Of course! You’ll look sp pretty, c’mon!!!” he shouted from the outside. You smiled to yourself. He could be really adorable.
As soon as you set a foot out of the small room, he was showering you with compliments.
“Oh my god, ____! I told you you would look beautiful!” he said and thouroughly looked up and down your body.
“Thank you Ke, but do you really think so? I think it’s a bit tight...” you said quietly, tugging at the bottoms.
His expression immediately changed from surprised to loving. He quickly pressed a kiss to your cheek and whispered: “Of course. But honestly, you would look good in anything.”
He didn’t evewn let you answer properly, but started to chase you towards the water, making you laugh and forget your prior doubts.
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andshesbarleybreathingg · 4 years ago
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Dear Stranger, I know it has been a short while since we last spoke to each other. As a matter of fact, I know emotions and ill feelings are still probably harbored towards me on your behalf, as they should be. The last time we spoke to each other wasn't a pleasant interaction. I remember it vividly as if it had just happened yesterday. We were on the phone speaking with one another and we did what we frequently did towards the end of our relationship which was argue. I argued with you, you argued with me, and we both seemed to be getting tired of the same old problem. We had promised each other we would no longer continue to argue so that we could coexist peacefully to just enjoy each other's company, but neither you nor I stayed true to that. One minute we would be perfectly fine laughing about in each other's presence, the next minute we would be going at each other's throats like two ravenous dogs. So back to that night, which I like to look at as the "boiling point"of all our infamous fights. I being my typical overreactany, douche bag self was just thinking what I could do to piss you off and I snapped. I did something so cruel and hurtful to you that to this day, I still feel regret towards. Not only did I feel bad about the fact that you cried that night, i knew deep down in my heart i had caused someone i genuinely care about and wanted nothing but to cherish and love him more than anyone in the world, to feel an insurmountable amount of pain. You were utterly shocked that i, the girl who promised to never hurt you, the girl who said you could always trust her, the girl who literally told you she loved you and that you were one of if not the best thing that has ever happened to her, me, that girl, undid all the things I meant in a just a matter of seconds by hurting you the way I did. The pain you felt that night still lingers in your heart, because if it didn't you would forgive me and realize just how heartfelt and sincere I am at this very moment. And you know what? You have every right to still feel hurt over how I acted towards you. I know you probably (about 90-95% of you) still hate me at the moment. So much so that you might not even read this letter, which is okay. I don't deserve your forgiveness, because quite frankly I was wrong. No excuses whatsoever. Why should you forgive me? I promised to never hurt you. I repeatedly told you multiple times I wouldn't yet I did. I lied to you and worst of all I broke a promise to you that I had sworn to keep. In life sometimes you make mistakes and some of those mistakes hurt a lot worse than others. I made plenty of mistakes with you, but my biggest mistake was instead of coming to you and leaning on your shoulder with what I had going on at the time, I decided to take my frustration out on you which in essence caused me to lose you. I know you've experienced your fair share of losses in life . think about someone you lost. Think about how you would do anything to see them again, hug them squeeze them tight, and tell them you love them. I know you're still alive but that's exactly how I feel with you. Believe me, I try not to think about you. I've done everything possible to distract myself of the thought of you. I hang out with my friends, I pick up activities, and have tried some pretty cool lifestyle changes. It's helped a bunch, but I still feel empty without your presence sometimes. Especially late at night when I have my thoughts to myself. I miss being around you. I miss your smile, the way you laugh, the way you liked to cuddle with me and how you would press my head against your chest and rub my hair. I miss your quirky ways and the way you liked to always farted. You were so awkward, unusual, and yet I adored every bit of it. You were imperfect, stubborn as a mule, and you easily let others influence you. Despite all your flaws, I still think you're the most handsome guy i’ve ever laid my eyes on. I realize the errors of my ways and I know I can't undo the past. But believe me when I say I do still love you. You still are the best boyriend I ever had.
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raviposting · 7 years ago
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JANIE my trash brain just thought of the Starks on family feud. They'd be both the worst and the best.
Robb and Rickon are super excited and they make their own rap for when they introduce themselves on the show. 
The intros are all normal and then Rickon is the last one who introduces himself and he’s like “hold up we have a rap HIT IT ARYA” and Arya just starts beatboxing and Robb and Rickon start yelling. 
“WE’RE THE STARKS AND WE’RE GONNA WIN THE WAR-” (Sansa: “Shouldn’t it be feud?” Cat: “Let them be honey.”) “GONNA WIN AND BE A STAR” (Bran: “There’s…more than one of us.”) - “NED AND CAT, THEY’RE THE BEST, BRAN AND RICKON, THE SECOND BEST” (Ned: “Did they rhyme the same word?”) - ROBB SANSA, COMIN’ AT CHA” (Jon: “Oh god”) - “BUT WAIT, THERE’S MORE: JON, BRAN AND ARYA!” (Arya kicks herself bc she realizes they’ve done “bran” twice but she can’t stop so they go on).   
It went on like this for 3 more minutes.
So their opponents are the Forresters (shout out to my Telltale GOT fans) and Bran is kind of looking back and forth from both families and he’s like “uhh..isn’t it a bit weird that we both have two sons, then two daughters, and then two more sons? In that same order? And the weird family issues with the second child, and the love he lost? And the youngest kid being kidnapped? And the oldest girl having time in King’s Landing and being close to Margaery? No? None of these life parallels are weird to you guys? Just me? Okay.” 
Poor Ethan lmao Sansa is in post-Joffrey stage of her life. She got a question about breakups and she went “Well, since SOME people want to be awful boyriends, I can answer this,” and glared at Ethan. 
Ethan: “I…I don’t know you…?” 
 Jon found out that he’s afraid of public speaking. While on the show. He gets asked a question and then blanks and goes “uhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH” and finally mumbles so quietly that no one can really hear him and Arya will yell it out for him. 
The host is like 98% sure this isn’t allowed but at this point he’s Tired and allows it. 
 As per your own headcanon, Theon wants to punch Steve Harvey in the face. He sits in the audience glowering at Harvey the entire game (except for one moment, when Robb blows him a kiss and Theon being the dork he is unfolds his arms, fake catches the kiss, leans in to the guy next to him and loudly whispers: “THAT’S MY BOYFRIEND” and then resumes glaring). 
Sansa, Cat, and Bran are bosses who get the choices right every time it’s their turn (so is Jon, but again, way too quiet). Robb and Ned are right like 75% of the time. Rickon and Arya are a bit of a mess. 
Question: “Name a top selling suit brand.” Rickon: “CAMPBELL’S CHICKEN NOODLE SOU-Wait. SUIT.” 
Q: “Name something your current partner wouldn’t appreciate hearing about your ex partner.” Arya: “THEIR NAME IN BED.” 
Every Stark eye goes to her and she goes “uhhhhh…not…that…not that I would know. Sex? What is…what is that? I don’t know - ROBB’S THE ONE WHO DID IT WHEN HE DATED TALISA HE YELLED THEON’S NAME.”
Robb: “aRYA” 
From the back of the audience: “THAT’S MY BOYFRIEND, LOVE YOU ROBB!” 
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my depression (tw for depression and selfharm)
let's start with my first issue, depression. i had minor depression for as long as i can remember but this year it got really bad. i had only ever cut once until a month or two ago, i had one of my worse breakdowns and grabbed my screwdriver. i only did a few scratches that didn't bleed but recently, i found a shard of glass and was able to draw blood and since then ive been having urges constantly, ive been able to stop some of them but others i haven't. im getting worse and worse. and then my breakdowns, they can happen at random, but certain things can trigger them. most of them are minor but some are really bad, like, im the type of person who rarely cries, but sometimes these makeme ball my eyes out. honestly, i dont know what to do anymore, i cant ask people for help cuz i feel like im bothering them, i cant even ask my boyriend for help even though he understands what im going through, thus why i came here.
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letters-from-alex · 7 years ago
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Dear Friend,
June 5, 2017
I’m finally back home from my vacation.  I got in yesterday from Austin with one of my friends over the weekend.  The five hour drive was so boring. There’s nothing to see in Texas the more you travel south - no hills, no mountains, nothing. I almost fell asleep on the road. It was my fault because I didn’t sleep much the night before.  I was up too late being a slut with my friend.  Maybe I’ll tell you about my night with him... To be honest, it was one of the hottest nights I've ever had with anyone.  I was really turned on by him - more than usual at least. I don’t know if it was because he has a girlfriend or because he was being more kinky than usual with me.  There was so much dirty talk.  I never realized how much I liked it until now.  I guess I should keep trying new things.  I was greeted by my mom as soon as I got home. When I arrived, I opened the garage and she immediately came outside to give me a hug.  I don’t blame her - I was gone for two weeks after all.  I unloaded all my luggage from the vehicle and walked into my room to unpack. That’s when I was greeted by my dad and my dog Zoey.  My dad gave me a hug and said he missed me being here.  I tried to give my dog Zoey a kiss, but she’s always a bitch.  She wasn’t even excited to see me.  She just cares about my dad. 
Anyway, it felt really good to be home.  I missed my parents and my dog (even though she didn’t miss me). I missed my friends - more specifically, Josh. I missed the smell of my house.  I missed my own bed. I also missed the food here.  I missed everything.  I needed this vacation though.  It made me let go of so many things - or at least it helped.  I’m not so mad and angry all the time.  And when I think of the people that aren't in my life anymore, it’s easier just to push those thoughts to the back of my brain and forget about them again. My problems were gone while I was away.  It’s like I left them here.  I spent so much money - money I don't have; I used my credit cards. I honestly did not care about that.  Money comes and goes for me.  And when I’m having a good time, it’s just easier for me to spend money and not care or worry about it.  So, I’m glad I did this.  I did a lot of reading, writing, and a lot of thinking.  I took a lot of time to evaluate myself and think about what I need right now in my life - get my priorities straight.  I had fun going out to cafes and parks and just reading with my friend Marie.  I also wrote when there was a lot on my mind.  For example, I wrote about my days with Marie - like things we did and how much fun we had.  I also wrote letters to her and Keith.  I did write one letter to Josh as well for his birthday.  Lastly, I wrote a letter to Voldemort.  I guess I had so much on my mind to tell him because my letter to him ended up being eighteen pages long - all handwritten. I didn’t write it in one night.  I paused in between and it took me three days to write it.  I wanted to make sure I said everything I needed to say to him.  And the saddest part was that even though it was eighteen long pages, I still feel like it wasn’t enough. I updated him on my life and what was going on with me.  I told him about my ex-boyriend not paying my (and his) car. And that he’s going out of the country for a few months and that I can’t rely on him or his mother anymore to be paying it. I was tired of getting so many letters from the bank. So, I told him that I took it away from my ex-boyfriend, and now I’m stuck with a car that I can’t afford. I think that was the only real problem that bothered me as soon as I drove up to my house and saw the car parked outside.  A part of me just wished it was gone so I wouldn’t have to worry about it anymore.  Well, hopefully that will be solved soon. I’m going to take it back to the bank so they can repossess it.  Sadly, it’s the only option I have and I’m going to have to suffer the consequences that come with it - bad credit and getting sued by the bank to pay the difference of the note.  Wish me luck. Hopefully this problem doesn’t drive me to depression again.
I told him where I was and what I was doing there. I wanted to make sure that he knew that I was safe.  I don’t know why I felt the need to do this but I did.  I let him know that I was happy and had been spending a lot of time with my friend; swimming, shopping, writing, reading, and watching television and movies.  I told him how much I missed him. I had so much to say when it got to the part where I kept writing about him, him, and him. I wanted him to know how much I think about him. I wanted him to know how important he is to me; even now.  I wanted him to know how hard it is for me to get over him. I needed him to know how much I still love him.  It was so heartbreaking for me to spill all these thoughts to him.  I let him know how angry I was and how much he hurt me.  I also told him I didn’t deserve any of it.  I just had so much on my mind.  I let it all out.  When I re-read the letter to myself, not even halfway through it, I started to cry.  I couldn’t believe it; honestly... I had never cried over my own writing before this one.  I could feel my own sorrow; my own hate; my own hurt; my own pain;  my own misery; I could feel my own heartache.  It was devastating.  I had to stop reading it for a moment just so I could regain my composure.  After a good few minutes, I finished reading my letter to him.  I cried again during and after I read it.  Marie was next to me while I did. She knew how much pain I was in and gave me a long hug and let me cry on her shoulder.  I have to make sure I remember that moment forever.  Because it was such a great feeling to have someone there for me when I really needed them; and she was.
I had to wait a few days to send the package to Voldemort because I finished it the night before memorial day, and the post office isn't open on holidays. I sent him - actually Marie sent him the letter with two gifts that I got him.  I didn’t have the courage to actually get down to send him that stuff because I was slightly regretting it; I thought it was a crazy idea.  But I knew it had to be done. 
One of the gifts I sent him was this metallic looking glass with a logo of The Flash’s villain Zoom. It was black and gray with a metallic red on the inside.  I found it at Spencer’s. To match it, I bought him a lanyard of the same logo.  I thought it was cute gift to get for him since I bought him a wallet and a cap of Zoom a few months back.  Now he has all these things to match each other.  I sent this package last week to him.  I checked the tracking on it - it was delivered to him on Friday. It is now Monday.... I still have not received anything from him.  Not even a text saying thank you.  Sigh. I honestly wasn’t expecting anything from him.  I just did it for myself.  And I’m glad I did because I think it really is helping me move on from him.  I just wish moving on from someone was that easy... I’m trying to get over someone else that was important in my life.  I’m not really upset with him, I’m more upset with the situation.  He’s an old friend that I should start calling a stranger that is dating my ex-boyfriend.  I don’t condone it at all.  Mostly because this friend of mine led me to believe that he loved me more than him.  I could tell that he was very infatuated by me when we first met.  He was obsessed with my legs which I thought was very funny because I think that is the one body part that I hate the most about myself.  But.... he loved them, along with the rest of my insecurities.  I loved everything about him to until he hurt me.  His name is Jesus.  He lives in another country.  I met him on Tumblr over a year and a half ago, then I met him in real life in December.  Now, I don’t want to talk about old memories for they still hurt me and open up healing wounds, but I will say something that was haunting me even while I was on vacation.  In total, I believe I had about six dreams about him while I was on vacation.  Those days were the worst - especially when I had dreams with him and my ex-boyfriend together.  But most of them were about him being here again and trying to talk to me and making me feel better.  I can’t remember most of them but they weren’t significant.  They were just mostly about us talking.  I had three dreams about him three nights in a row.  Then, the next day, my mom texted me.  “Hey. Jesus sent you something in the mail today. It feels like a T-shirt.” My heart clenched.  My stomach sank.  My throat closed up. My blood raced.  My head hurt.  Why? I asked myself.  Did he get me something for my birthday? Is it a gift from him? Or is he returning something to me? Maybe the shirt I gave him?  Honestly, it could be that he returned a shirt to me.  If he did, that would make me feel even more heartbroken.  I want things to be okay between he and I, but I just don’t want to know where we stand anymore.  I’m afraid to open the package.  I told my mom to hide it from me.  I don’t want to open it.  Whatever it is, I’m sure it can wait.  Even if it’s a few months.  I just can’t open it now.  It still hurts too much.  I want to tell him thank you, but I can’t.  I shouldn’t...  After this incident happened, I had three more dreams about him.  I think that was the only real problem that gave me anxiety while I was away.  All the other problems just stayed here in my hometown.  I’m just really happy that I had a great time.  I cleared my head of so many bad things.  I relaxed.  I learned new things about myself.  I spent time with friends.  I let loose.  I got drunk. I had fun...  I mean... How could I not have had fun? I had sex with a “straight” guy. What are the odds of that? Now... I’m home. I’m finally home!  Drinking a sweet lemonade and listening to Deadmau5. I can’t really sleep.  My brain is too wired at the moment.  I’m back to reality... Working, going to summer school, and doing my same old routine as before.  I wouldn’t say my life is boring on a day-to-day basis, but I would say it can get a little crazy when I let it.  I just hope nothing bad comes my way anytime soon. I was feeling depressed, worthless, and lazy before my vacation.  Now I feel careless, adventurous, and happy!  I almost feel content.  After this weekend comes and goes, I will let you know what happens about my vehicle being repossessed.  Incidentally, my birthday is coming up this week and I can’t wait to have more fun with my friends.  I invited a few of them to a BBQ my parents are having for me.  I hope everything goes well...  I want to have a good time, be happy, and forget about everything.  At least for one night.  Love always,  Alex
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the-damnedest-creature · 7 years ago
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G.L.A.M.S at Magnificon, Kraków - 2017/05/27
As per usual - this is part report, part diary entry. Read at your own risk, may contain some unrelated things or not be all that objective :) The report is divided into sections, so if you do not care about the entire thing, just scroll to the ones that interest you.   I have not betaread this - I really do not have the stamina to betaread these like 12,000+ characters after writing it for hours, lol. You will live.  Enjoy. 
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This is the first concert we were attending in this tour, we are supposed to see them twice this year, going o Prague this Thurday too, since they are FINALLY coming to Czech Republic. Overall it was my 5th time seeing Mikaru; 3rd time with G.L.A.M.S. (once I only saw him solo, once with DIO.) 
Once again I was reminded how ridiculously happy this man makes me. I fucking love him. I am literally incapable of being anything other than overwhelmed with joy when he is nearby. Precious guy. 
Planning, journey, arrival - Friday 
We’d decided to spend 2 nights in Kraków. Even though we’d known for the longest time that we’d be going, we only bought everything (train tickets, hostel) like a week prior to departure, and... actually heavily underestimated planning, or we are too dead inside to care, not sure. Since like 381927983 things kept getting fucked up all the time, lol, and we got lost in Kraków like 5 times.  I left from Olomouc on 12:41 on Friday, was joined by Durcenwe 30 minutes later at her stop.  ..We spent the 5+ hour journey laughing at stupidly dirty stuff (because on the inside we are old men), and making retarded jokes that seem ridiculously funny to me still (like calling Bidoh from Elysion Bidet, the theory that Aryu → Ryoga →Bidoh(...Bidet) is a Pokemon evolution of Tsuzuku’s potential boyfriend, each with an increasing chance of punching you in the face if you slap his ass). Over the weekend we may have also conjured a new personal meme. Or three, even.  We arrived at around 6pm, and set out for our hostel. Met a really damn cool cemetery on the way, like REALLY cool. Mana needs to come to Kraków. He’d dig this shit. 
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We were planning to go to the convention right after tossing our bags, since it seemed we’d need the 3day tickets. A very nice Polish organiser (love herrrr) promised to help if we had any trouble, but fortunately, we had none!  ...Bullshit, took us 2 hours to get to the expo center, because we’d decided to walk it, it was like 6-7km, and we got insanely lost /twice/. But with the entry we had no trouble,... and fortunately it started raining only AFTER we’d gone inside. Like ... we got our convention entry bracelet thingies (I forget if those paper one-time waterproof festival bracelets have a specific name or not) in like 3 minutes it started pouring like fuck. Lucky we hadn’t gotten MORE lost, aha. 
We spent a while just getting accustomed to the convention grounds,.... buying a couple pieces of absolutely useless Jojo bullshit like the Dio cup holder thing I am now the owner of, and being JJBA trash with every cosplayer in sight. 
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-When you pose so hard it almost blows your Johnny away in the blast 
It wa a little challenging to get back to the hostel, but we managed. (Bus, tram, walking.) We even played some G.L.A.M.S on the way on my phone, it was sweet. 
Saturday - before the first meetup with the band 
It took us a litle time to find the tram stop we needed to get back to the convention, because we may be just a little bit retarded may have been underprepared.  We did a little walking around the historical center, made a meme out of calling all nuns a good or bad Kyo cosplay, and we were at the convention at approximately 11. Merch stand not yet up, so we went to do our make-up and eat something.  There were supposed to be a short band meetup at ca 1pm there.  By 12:15 we were plopped by the merch stand watching them unpack, or not really even watching kinda just sitting by the official banner they had there, doing nothing much aside from laughing at seeing ourselves at the banner and listening to the sound check.  Behold. 
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If you by chance do not remember what I look like, I’m the blonde idiot in glasses by Mikaru’s head. (This photo is from his solo live in Poznan last year.) Easy way to tell if I was at the concert, lol. Do you see a blonde idiot by Mikaru’s head? Y/N. Yes => I was there. 
The first signing session started at approximately 13:30.  They came out all... without their costumes, looking representatively hungover as fuck and a little grumpy.  I was worried Mikaru would be grumpy all day, but it took him exactly one (1) whole fan to cheer up and shine like a little sun. Precious.  When I approached them for signing (there weren’t all that many people at this time), I asked them if they’d slept well... they told me they had, I choose to believe them, although they did probably lie. XD  I finally asked Mikaru the burning question me and D had had since last autumn - whether DIO’s band name was based on DIO from Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure. He didn’t understand at first, I had to repeat the manga title in Japanese, Jojo no Kimyou na Bouken, for him to get it. Then he denied it, laughed, and laghed even more, all surprised, when I told him about Erina’s name being the same as the name of a character from JJBA: Phantom Blood & Battle Tendency...I’ll need to ask Erina about it in Prague.  “Oh no, no, but I like Jojo no kimyou na bouken!” “Oh really, you’ve read it?” “Yes! I read all the parts.” “Really?? Which Jojo do you like best?” *thinks for a sec* “I think.. Jotaro is my favorite.” I think this is how that piece of convo went. Made me really happy, as Jotaro is my fav Jojo too, alongside Johnny. 
...Mikaru also couldn’t get any damn marker to work, it was cute. “Careul about it,” he told D after he signed her thing. ...And gave her the marker. As if to pass it on? Lol. We shook some hands~ ....This was overall very brief, they went to have lunch soon... But not before we got to laugh at Mikaru’s characteristic silly shoes. 
Before the concert 
We spent the day mostly ... fucking around.  Sitting outside studying lyrics while looking stupid on the grass, eating and making jokes about “chicken-or-fish” (...Mikaru joke), ...hunting for a power outlet... Also eating curious but quite tasty burgers with pickled ginger. Nice.  Another new meme. Shambala Bimbala this time. (Stemming from literally no one being able to sing Mikaru’s Salagadoola mechicka boola with a straight face.)  ...At approx 18:30 we went to secure our spot at the main stage by seeing two program panels before the live and boi was that excruciating.  First we had to stand through this ... concert of .. varying questionable moral judgment (not good, not good), then by the time the cosplay contest started, we were in the first row as intended, behind a buncha photographers.  It started at around 20:40? I’ve never been more bored out of my skull than I was at that cosplay contest.  The only highlight was he masterfully acted The Witcher scene. If those guys didn’t win, there is no justice in the world. 
Because of various reasons, the concert was about 50 minutes delayed. I kept being worried they’d have to cut it short or Mikaru would come out grumpy because of the problems. Fortunately, no such thing.  I was in the first row, center - with about a 1m gap from the stage that we were told to keep. We watched the guys frick around with things on stage for a bit while they connected everything. 
The live itself 
First thing that occured to me after the announcement.  The audience... didn’t scream at all. There were people there who’d clearly come for the live knowing Mikaru, but nobody made any sounds!! Here we are, me and D yelling, one of the organisers/staff whispering to me to scream, and there’s the crowd... just not joining in.  ...Guys. Don’t do that. Fortunately it took them about 2 songs to warm up and start making some fuckin’ noise, but ... don’t do that!! I hate this ‘the band will come out anyway’ mindset. Make them feel wanted, dang it. 
First thing that came to my mind was regarding Denka, honestly. (I have a problem with calling him Syu, since I and Durcenwe call him Zdeňka as a joke and it stuck XD) - he was looking weirdly hot that evening. Like sexy hot. Not sure who did his makeup and hair, but BOI I’d never been attracted to Denka before, now I seem to be.  ...Idk what song it was for (I think 12:00AM?), but he couldn’t find the correct set of drumsticks for a while and it was midlly funny and cute. :D 
They played... all G.L.A.M.S. songs, I think. Three DIO songs.  I don’t remember the exact order, They opened with The Other Side of Th Moon, Call My Name and 12:00AM.  In the main program they played one song by DIO that I do not know, and Carry Dawn, in between scattered G.L.A.M.S songs. The main program ended with Be Alone, I think.  For the encore they played God Forsaken, and ended the whole live with The Light of My Life. 
Highlights/observations from the live?  -Mikaru jumped around like crazy, several times he almost tripped over the mic wire. He did do his raptor mating ritual dansu. (For reference, see minute two of Forgive me MV) Did it a lot, actually.  -He’d watch me and D a lot, saw me sing and dance with him, and it made him grin a lot. He was clearly very amused by that.  -He wasn’t very contact during the live; made no effort to reach into the crowd or anything. However, he seemed to be enjoying himself VERY much and was very hyper, and frequently went to the sides of the stage, even to the very right side to sing to the staff. He also made eye contact a lot.  -Tetsuto seemed very disinterested through the live  -Before Let’s Fly Away to the Stars: “This is a love song. I want you to listen to it with your boyriend or girlriend...” -In one song he noticed that I was unintentionally copying hi with my dance. He seemed very amused and immediately began making silly moves to see if people would copy that. We did. This made him laugh.  -Before he taught people the Our Freak Show chant, he asked how many times we’d seen him. Also think he said some stuff in Polish somewhere.  -”I hope to return to Poland... wait we’re doing one more live in Poland..?” or something of the like, haha. “1st... no, 8th of...” ....then he proceeded to forget the word for June.  -He asked people to sing the funky parts of Be Alone with him (bibbidi-bobbidi... you know.), so if you don’t know the lyrics yet, go check them out ;3)  -He introduced the members, but not himself. “WHAT’S MY FUCKING NAME?!” .. the crowd did successfully yell it back at him. -Before the encore, Denka Syu whipped out such a powerful erection-inducing drum solo that I think I’m a drumsexual now. I didn’t even know he had that in him. Erina and Tetsuto joined him soon, and Erina showed off on guitar too. Then eventually Mikaru came back out with a “DO YOU WANT SOME MOTHERFUCKING MORE? THEN MAKE SOME F U C K I N G N O I S E !”  We did.  -When they went to take a photo, everyone came up to the stage. I could smell Mikaru’s hair. Not like creepily sniff it, o k , he just came up real close. It smelled so goddamn nice. 
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-From Mikaru’s FB. I’m not sure what is it that Erina’s doing with his life over there, lol. Probably trying not to look short 
Also - My new sexuality is Mikaru’s thighs and ass. So much running has been paying off. Legs to die for. Damn.  I’malsoconvincedhehadabonerthroughouthalfthelive 
They tossed some stuff, we didn’t catch anything, doesn’t matter much. Signing and cheki were next. 
The signing & cheki session
We were worried that they’d rush the session because they had to be in Germany the next day and would be leaving very soon 
Fortunately, this wasn’t the case, and they were being major cuties, talking with everyone and being sweet.  First we took cheki. Mikaru and Denka Syu told me a really cute Hi when I wen to stand between them for the pic.  I was the first to hug Mikaru too, somehow it hadn’t occured to anybody before, aha. After that, hugs became a standard for the cheki takers.  For not being very contact on stage on his own (from experience I know that he does not pull away from touch if you do touch him, though.), he’s really sweetly huggy.  For the signing session they were sitting at first, then they stood up so that they could hug people.  When I went up to the table to get my cheki and CD signed (At the first session I only had the photos signed), Mikaru greeted me with:  “You know a lot of songs! Awesome!.” ...I thanked him. It made me so fuzzy though, omg. I asked him about coming to Prague and what he’d like as a present. He said something along the lines of “Yeah, Prague ! I’m excited to come finally! See you there!”I asked him whether he remembered the “Czech” themed present we’d given him in Poznan (October 2016). He did!!! Even said, “I liked your selection.” And said he liked czech beer.  I hugged him.  When I hugged Tetsuto and told him (in Japanese) that the live had been awesome, he jumped in surprise, lol. Did the same with Erina too, minus the WTF NIHONGO lol. When I was saying See you in Prague, Denka Syu suddenly goes, “Oh, you’re coming??” ...Sweet. Told him yes, we’ll see each other on Thursday. Hugged the little guy too. Or not so little. Actually this live made me realize that Denka is a little taller than I used to think. Probably because he hung out next to Erina. Ahaha. 
They spent a while talking to a group of probably newly gained otaku fans in Japanese, then bowed a lot and walked out. I and D were watching from nearby (at one point I walked up to them to see what language they were speaking, Mikaru made a surprised smiley face). We sat by the barriers on the floor, chilling, so they’d pass as they were leaving. Mikaru laughed at us a bit, told us a surprised baibai, and we finished that off with some see you in Prague.  Sweet guys. 
My cheki: 
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..My knees were bent a bit, usually Denka is barely taller. Taller, but not much. Jeez I even look shorter than Erina here, ahaha. 
Return & Final thoughts 
....We walked. It seemed somehow shorter without getting lost. Our train left at 10:20 the next day.  I’d write more, but it’s all unimportant things, my hands are legit tired from typing, and my PC has reached the temperature of approximately Satan’s asshole, hah. 
Final thoughts - totally fucking worth it.  Mikaru makes me so happy. I love the guy. Like not even that fangirl omg daddy fok meh kinda type, I just adore the guy, I love making him happy (knowing songs, being a dedicated fan) - if you do not have Mikaru in your life, you are missing out. He is a treasure. And the rest of G.L.A.M.S are lil treasures too~ I wanna be their friend T ^ T 
If you can still catch a concert, since only three took place so far, definitely do go! Mikaru is so so so worth it. If you need songs or lyrics to prepare for the live, shoot me a PM, I’ll provide you with all. 
I bid my farewell with some silly pictures from Saturday of me and D being stupid :) See you in Prague, if you’re comin’~. Or at MO in Wroclaw~. 
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-...Kono Dio ga....! 
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-Ginger burger 
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-Damn u, sun!!! 
(owo)/~~
-N.
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