#I HAVE DEPRESSION NOW

[standard-human]

ok so i just gotta write something bc i watched godzilla 2014 with my fella and im crying

imagine youre one of the only two of your kind left on earth. everything wants you dead, but theres this one being who knows and understands that, and they love you. you were practically made for each other. you finally see them, despite a bunch of smaller creatures trying to kill you, and their immediate reaction to you? nuzzling you, reassuring you, showing you that they love you. you immediately get to work repopulating your kind, and theyre right beside you as you do so. then, the one thing on this earth that could ever truly harm you shows up. your children are destroyed, and then you and your partner, despite doing everything you can, are brutally killed.

you were the last of your kind on earth, and the one other creature that could ever show you love is dead beside you as you fade out.

[teatheif]

..Does anyone have any low calorie, weightloss drinks that don't taste like depression. Why does all the low calorie coffee and tea taste like suicidal thoughts.

FUCK THIS SHIT IM GONNA JUMP.

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[liljafish]

i finished mockingjay

[lalaland-e]

oh god guys Amy has abandonment issues

hey guys do you think amy has abandonment issues or

[lalaland-e]

Me after three days of not reading the Bible:

Hello depression. It's been awhile.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Council of lovefools.

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[stealingpotatoes]

heres a crappy venn (??) diagram explaining the dynamics in the tl4j time travel au bc it's easier than trying to write a full plot

[alchemist-of-life]

I’m curious how binary cant work for admech since day 1. At first, I thought it’s just high speed alternation in frequencies of sounds to denote 0 and 1, just like how computer cable does with voltage. So I wrote a python script to convert natural language to binary code then to sound based on the idea (so that I can curse in binary in ttrpg). However, since the human auditory cortex can only distinguish sound about 20ms apart, the current commonly used binary coding method (Unicode) that requires 8 bits to encode for one letter (16 bits for one character in Mandarin) would make binary cant less efficient than natural language through the bare ear. As a result, binary cant users not only need vocal implants but also auditory implants to receive info (or perhaps cortex implants to decode). Based on these assumptions, binary cant would be able to happen in sound frequencies not perceivable by the original human cochlea so techpriests conversation can be extremely quiet. And more efficiently, just through data cables.

Or it could be the other way around, scientists might develop more efficient binary language without basing it on the symbol system of natural languages (I’m not that familiar with linguistics so I don’t know if this is possible or not).

However, the sound techpriests made in the game mechanicus doesn’t sound like my assumption. There are definitely more than 2 pitches used in the conversations (which makes it less binary...) and they seem to be faster than natural language. I still couldn’t figure out what’s happening here. Do the twisting pitches actually encode more than one bit? Is binary cant actually an analog signal encoding a digital signal? Or is the sound effect just mean to sound better for the game?

The binary curse program (turn the sound on!):

[solhunder]

come to the blanket fort. nothing can hurt you in the blanket fort.

[the-rainbow-of-doom]

(This post was sponsored by a 1+ hour commute)

[xxplastic-cubexx]

crusty evolution redraw. in theory.

[hinamie]

もう一回、もう一回

[stil-lindigo]

scorched earth.

a comic about a princess who died in a fire.

(this is a sequel to bite of winter, a comic about Snow and what became of her after her death.)

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creative notes:

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all my other comics

store

[bobbinalong]

konbart zine pitches. the blacked out one is the one i ended up working on (it's still not done, ugh). go follow @konbartzine to get the zine once it's finished

[maliciousalice]

Blood on your hands.

Idea was made by @baylardo. She provided a little scribble and I messed with it.