#I HATE THIS I HATE THIS

[no-tengo-ojos]

Arthur is such a whore for the horrors

[putuponpercy]

I'm supposed to be working on a sequel to All Talk and other things but I keep getting distracted by stupid shit like

Gordon DiCaprio

[aiscapades]

it's 80° in november. and all the leaves haven't even changed yet. shit's still green

[cowboycannibalism]

so overwhelmed at work!! not even by the customers but by my coworkers!! I'm going to start biting people!!

[moderndaymadscientist]

Fuck shit fuck shit fuck shit I need urgent help.

So, I have Trypanophobia. I’ve been practically begging my parents for therapy to help with this. They always say that “oh, it’ll take months.” Or “No, just suck it up.” They’re having me get immunizations really soon, and I have ZERO coping strategies. I think I’m going to throw up. I don’t know how to deal with this, when things like this get near I always think really bad thoughts, and paired with some other issues I have… I really just wish they’d show some support or understanding, but no. I’ve asked them for a month to prepare, but I’m scared that they’ll go behind my back and book me for next week. I just want a month to gather some coping strategies, something, anything to help. I just really fucking need some help.

Please, even just someone to talk to about this would be great.

I’m so fucking scared.

Shit, they booked me for next Thursday.

I just wanted a month…

Fuck this shit.

[tobyig]

just snapped at my friend and made them upset i think this might actually be the end for me

[oetscop]

every aspect of schizophrenia is generally so bad but the worst. is that every single time someone looks at me it feels hostile. people will be talking in the breakroom and it feels like its about me. or theyre laughing and its at me. staring at me. glaring. its so exhausting

it extends to also seeing anything in my peripheral vision as someone staring at me. even if i looked and its literally just someones bag or something. the second i look away again my brain goes back to "nah thats a person and theyre staring at you because youre a freak." like NO. THATS A SOCCER BALL IN THE RESHOPS BIN THAT WE JUST LOOKED AT. BITCH

[twinksintrees]

what if i do such a bad job they kick me out and never let me back in the theater again

[siflshonen]

God it hits me today, right now, that people just hornyposting about whatever is about to become even more of a radical act of resistance than it was before

[ghostboyhood]

oughh

[there-is-purpose-after-all]

I want to explode every time I remember I can't search for all posts with a specific hashtag on instagram

[medicatedmenace]

see you can tell the author is burning themselves out riiiiiight there see they stopped using italics and the sense of dread for deadlines sets in right about here

[angst-is-love-angst-is-life]

My lips are dry af but chapstick is sensory hell. I hate this.

[narashikari]

You wanted Keiwa to get his dark side so badly huh?

Well you got it. All at the low, low price of his character being trashed on.

I hope you're all fucking happy.

[seventytwoowls]

I wish I could be better in the one fucking space I feel safe in I’m always fucking it up shit shit shit why I am I like this