#I FUCKING BAWLED

[lonely-milkcarton]

[sp1n3-ch1ll]

I never thought in my LIFE I would cry over an interaction in red dead...but I proved myself wrong. What made it worse was I was in a crying mood...(This will be long so heads up)

I was just casually just walking past a table where Hosea, Tilly, and Lenny were sitting. Then I heard Hosea mention that he was sorry for what happened to Jenny to Lenny.

"sure, me too" -Lenny

"I know you were sweet on her" -Hosea

"..was it that obvious..?" -Lenny

"Oh yeah, pretty obvious." -Hosea

"I made sure we buried her carefully. I rode back and planted some flowers she would have liked." -Tilly

"...Did you?" -Lenny

"Of course...least I could do." -Tilly

"Thank you.." - Lenny

AND SOME PEOPLE MIGHT SEE WHERE THIS IS GOING (this is a line from Arthur that is kinda popular ((I think)) and many use it in sad edits for him

"When I go, I hope they cover my grave with roses." -Tilly

"When I die, I just want to be buried with friends." -Hosea

"Me too...with friends or with family. I don't think it matters more than that." -Lenny

"What about you Arthur?" -Hosea

"Me? I don't care about that nonsense.." -Arthur

"Come on." -Hosea

"Face me to the west so I can watch the setting sun and remember all the fine times we had that way.." -Arthur

"See Tilly, I told you Arthur had a soul.." -Hosea

THE FUCKING FORESHADOWING

[littlemushrumboy]

Throwback to when my dad told me the movie "My Girl" is a comedy then laughed at me for crying

[somewhereincairparavel]

i will never understand how people have the heart to hate Jason even after they found out that his Ambrosia tastes like fucking sawdust. Ambrosia being tasty is like one single happy thing a demigod can have despite their tragic lives, because it reminds them of the home they once had, but lost. And Jason doesn't even have that, he doesn't even have a home to lose in the first place.

[midoristeashop]

(Late) httyd anniversary screencap study pt. 2 <3 + process video! (I never show mine cuz they’re full of chem equations and jumpscares but this one is ok <3)

Also random toof

I’ll ever stop thinking about them ok BYEE

[yakovski]

You don't get it..... I wish you would get it.....

[thepaladinstrait]

i just sobbed my fucking eyes out what the actual fuck that was the sweetest thing ive ever seen

ALSO YES IT IS BECAUSE OF STRAY. GIVE ME ROBOTS WITH EMOTIONS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

watching the wild robot finally ahdkahxkshkchd

OMFG YES YES YES YES YES PLEASE LET ME KNOW I LOVE THE WILD ROBOT SO FUCKING MUCH

[saturnyukaa]

i think they sleep like a couple of codependant kittens :3

[eternal-duke-of-sadness]

Reading ORV as a...

Writer: OMG THE PLOT THE FORESHADOWING THE CHARACTERS HOLY CRAP THE METAPHORS THE VISION *swoons*

Editor: I don't believe it HOW THE EVERLOVING FCK IS THAT PLOT STILL GOING what did they even do with the pacing? It-- it follows an exponential curve, the prologue is half the length of the book, but it somehow works and how does that kind of foreshadowing exist? C-clearly this isn't real--- AND THAT FCKING ENDING? How. Howwwwww. It's just so... *starts crying* so perfect...

Reader: FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK EVERYTHING FUCK YOU FOR INTRODUCING ME TO ORV FUCK THIS FUCK EVERYTHING MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE FROM NOW ON AND I WOULD MARRY THIS STORY IF I COULD BUT FUCK YOU

[idonthaveacontract]

[jaygayray-gangle]

"Together forever for eternity."

​That idea came off my mind after I watched the movie and I tried to hold my tears because the song Mis by Alex G wouldn't stop playing in my head 🥲

(I'm a Dog Man kinnie now)

[firstprinced]

firstprince through hand holding (or henry letting himself have the love he deserves)

[lonisaiou]

GUYS HOW ARE WE FEEEELING 🎤🎤

[slymanner]

God dude these two scenes and how roxie moves hurt my heart so so bad 🥹

it's like a mix of anger, feral, emotional breakdown, and complete sadness that just fucks me up soooo fucking bad.

it's like she's a pet who got abandoned by their owner but they see them again after years of sadness and depression of them being gone and leaving them like that and all that anger and sadness just manifest's into one bundle of emotion's towards them they cannot control.

roxie baby ur gonna be okay u deserve better :[

[moonspirit]

[randomness-is-my-order]

something about wei wuxian and wen qing’s relationship is so profoundly heartening and i think it’s because, in that first life, they were each other’s confidants in the sense that they voluntarily allowed the other person to see them at their most vulnerable and trust the other to take care of them. wei wuxian trusted wen qing to carry out the golden core transfer and trusted her when he was helpless on that bed, his core cut out from him. and wen qing could think of no one else but wei wuxian to help her when she was in her most dire circumstances, trusting him to help her and her family out when no one else would.

“all that pride–all gone.”

at her lowest, wen qing went to wei wuxian and allowed him to see her that way. partly because her family was so much more important than a game of saving face and partly because if there was someone who would see her in such a state and not think ill of her and continue to respect her, it was wei wuxian. because he’s also been at his worst, circumstantially, and it was exactly in those days that their initial bond/friendship was forged.

there is alot of talk about debts when wwx and the wens are concerned but i think the way they helped each other transcends the obligation of debts. of course, you simply cannot overlook who was owed what, given the setting but it’s interesting that we have this passage to make us reflect on the true nature of wei wuxian and wen qing helping each other:

when wei wuxian had bid her farewell, carrying jiang cheng on his back, wen qing had told him this: “no matter how this war ends, we do not owe each other anything from now on. our debts are cleared.” her haughtiness was clear as day in his memory. but last night, she had clutched his hand in a death grip and almost dropped to her knees as she pleaded.

“wei wuxian…wei wuxian…wei-gongzi. please help me. i have no one else to turn to. you have to help me save a-ning! i really have no one else, i can only come to you!”

it’s the way that following wen qing’s refuge of wei wuxian and jiang cheng, there was a sentiment of: oh the wens did this to you and now we, also wens, have helped you just to compensate a little. let’s settle these debts and leave them behind. and this is despite wen qing clearly stating that the wen clan’s actions do NOT reflect her own and that she’s only ever saved lives, not taken any. and yet she declares “our” debts as cleared as if she had taken some accountability anyway. it’s part that and part her attempt to obscure what her actions towards wwx and jc truly were: an unconditional show of support and help. and wei wuxian knows this and it is only reasonable and honorable to still see the help as a debt owed later down the line.

and the same thing repeats itself when wen qing comes to wei wuxian and explicitly asks for help. there is a sense that this isn’t about some give-and-take or reciprocation of prior debts. it is simply a person reaching out to someone in their most desparate times, hoping their hand will be held. and wei wuxian does hold her hand and they remain each other’s staunch supporters through the rescue and the hellish survival in the burial mounds that follows.

wei wuxian trusts wen qing with his wounds and wen qing opens up her most loved ones to wei wuxian’s care. for two people who spent their lives looking after their loved ones, shouldering massive burdens and going through the destruction of their respective clans, their intrinsic understanding of each other makes their bond so special, so grounded. they both took massive risks to help each other out and they both did what was right over what was easy to extend that help to each other.

despite my fair share of problems with the cql, i appreciated that scene with wq and jc where wen qing made it clear that she couldn’t pursue anything with jiang cheng because he wouldn’t stand by her. he simply didn’t have the guts. and this is reflected in the novel canon, in the sense, that if debts owed are the metric to measure who could have helped wen qing, jiang cheng was also on the list and he was obligated to aid her as much as, if not more than wei wuxian (and i say this because the whole reason wwx ended up staying under wen qing’s extended care was because jc was injured. he would’ve left as soon as he was discovered had he been alone). and yet wen qing doesn’t ever approach jiang cheng. her only option is wei wuxian because she knows, deep down, that he would truly help her and go to greater lengths for her than any debts would warrant. that he would understand.

and thing is, despite being the outliers of their clans, they both (+wen ning) embodied their mottos. “attempt the impossible”/“knowingly do what you know you cannot do” for the jiangs and “every kindness should be returned” for the wens (very hilarious ik) and that is just one amongst the hundreds of commonalities they shared.

and all of this doesn’t even account for the fact that they basically died for each other. if this isn’t platonic love at its best, most brutal, most beautiful, then what is?