#I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY IM AAAAAAAAAAAA
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scatterpatter · 1 year ago
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hey! i love your random quotes generator, ive literally been using it for years! im curious on if it will ever have more quotes on it some day >:) i really appreciate that lil thing being made, its helped me with countless artistic things and i just wanted to let you know that i appreciate it big time!! love your art as well<3
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WH,,,, ANON I AM GIVING YOU A KISS ON THE FOREHEAD /P AAAAA,,,,
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madame-mongoose · 1 year ago
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no matter what u doooo i only wanna be with uuuuuuu
hey i ac tualy almost threw up for real lookif at thjis im still trying to keep it down i. oh my god. okay. ydh okay
okay.
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storm-of-feathers · 2 years ago
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#minor vent? i guess#but i fuckign aaaaaaaaaaaa#my next three or so weeks are going to be BUSY and i fjjfjsgjejaonfjif#this is like my Last Week of Peace before it all#my next three weekends at least are busy#im actually sort of grateful the plans i originally had for yesterday fell apart bc idk if i could have like. dealt w that#a bitch needs their PEACE#and part of the issue is like. no seems to... believe me when i tell them im busy?#like people keep saying shit to me like ''well you cant be THAT busy bc xyz'' and its like#my busy is different from your busy. if i can only manage a few things in a day and then i have things in the day#then yes. thats busy for me.#even when i was employed at any job i almost never took any pride in the idea of me being overworked#bc it was terrible for my mental health both to be overworked and to see it as a virtue.#and in some jobs it was straight up dangerous.#ig. maybe thats why#people know what i used to do or what my busy used to look like. and compare me to that#idk. idk. idk why anyone does anything but its hard not to like#take it personally. sometimes.#when people are like ''well you dont have a job and you dont go to school so you cant be THAT busy or tired''#while not understanding how exhausting it is to hear that i shouldn't be exhausted. like fuck off.#okay minor vent turned into major vent oopsie#thank you if youve read this far and this doesnt apply to anyone who can read this#im just so tired. and people keep talking to me like i dont have any right to be.
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contraryclock · 5 months ago
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stupid ass Don Quixote ramblings
hi this is my first tumblr post but i really wanted a good place to put this
spoilers for all of current limbus company, including Murder on the warp Express, the Don Quixote book (( kinda )), and a musical (( i'll get there ))
please humor this deranged rant about a character i havent read the source book of
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so basically ive had a theory since Don was even teased that she's less so based on book Don Quixote and moreso based on the Man of La Mancha musical which is. an insane thing to suggest but hear me out here (( ive since changed how i word my stance to the much more mild "it will most likely delve into the themes of both works and reference both" because suggesting they would discount the book entirely is TRUE insanity ))
her quote (( from teaser tweets that i cannot find anymore? they seem like they were deleted which sucks )) was "To reach the unreachable star!" or something which is notably not a quote from the original book ((as far as im aware at least?)), and suggests. a lot i think!
One of the most notable differences between Man of La Mancha and the original Don Quixote is their tone and attitude towards Quixote. In the original text, he's shown to be a fool who is ignorant to the vastly more interesting world around him, and prefers to instead sink deeper into his delusions of reality equating to chivalric literature. This makes sense as Don Quixote was written as a parody and mockery of the genre
La Mancha is, notably, much more forgiving on Quixote's character, showing that while still a fool, and his insanity often detrimental to those around him, he is still a good person at heart and that he truly wishes to pursue this justice he posits
I usually say it as "Don Quixote is about how reality is beautiful, and La Mancha is about how sometimes one should strive to make reality a little more fantastical" although i dont know if that. is the most accurate comparison. both Don Quixote and La Mancha have a lot of themes and stuff going on
one of the things that made me scream was learning about "Miguel" being written on don's LCB combat spritesheet instead of her listed name
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which if you've seen or read a summary of la mancha is a huge alarm bell
In La Mancha, the whole thing is shown as a Play within a Play
Miguel de Cerventes is sent to prison, awaiting trial by the inquisition, and is tasked with defending himself in a mock trial with the other prisoners so they dont take his belongings. His defense is Don Quixote, Man of La Mancha! With the prisoners acting out the various roles he assigns them, and him acting as the leading man, Don Quixote himself!
that was most of the things that made me think "Oh, maybe it'll be La Mancha!" and then this happened
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and i sort of lost my god damned mind
because like what if this is miguel... what if shes simultaneously playing out her life as don quixote as a her delusion, and as her dream, but also as a statement...
idk but this isnt JUST about Man of La Mancha bc i think this has a few implications for how don's canto is going to go
In both don quixote and la mancha, they send someone to cure quixote of his delusions
The final thing they try is setting up an act where a "Knight of Mirrors" duels with Quixote, which ends up working.
The Knight forces Quixote to see how he is perceived by others, to see the truth that he is no knight.
ignoring the stuff with vampires and mirrors for a second, i feel like this could be more mirror world shenanigans, where either the knight IS a mirror world don quixote, or is someone who will show her mirror worlds. Whatever that will imply!!! i dont know its exciting!!!!!
Her being absurdly old and powerful, plus bloodfiends having a whole familial adjacent hierarchy makes me think theres a LOT of bloodfiends out there that would want her back
I dunno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im insane!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! i just wanted to get my thoughts out before her canto actually happened so i can say that i did indeed have an opinion on this
-limbus assets taken form Lunartique's asset google drive go look at it -text written by me and not proofread
ok thanks bye dont follow me byeee byeeeeee
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kokosnusslos · 6 months ago
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BRO I WANNA KNOW HOW LONG YOUVE BEEN DOING ART FOR CUZ AAAAAAAAAAAA IM IN LOVE WITH EVERY LINE YOU MAKE!!!!! Any resources, tips & tricks, general wisdom you have for fellow artists? :) your dynamic poses and perspective are so impressive ;7;
hey ahhh thank you so much i appreciate it!! i honestly drew my entire life but ive taken it seriously for 7 yrs id say? and for advice... i'd say keep drawing what you love and you'll always improve at art even if you dont really focus on improving yourself. as long as you draw it'll come naturally. however, i do recommend art videos such as the ones from sinix design and if u wanna go further some art books.
im flattered by your comment and i hope you have a wonderful day ^_^ also i love your name btw haha
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scrybe-of-death · 5 days ago
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ramble on :3
ooouuu
literally everything about her is impossibly perfect. i know shes probably going to embarrassed by me posting this but i just cant help but want to scream her name into the sky,,, everything reminds me of her
i save every drawing of hers to my phone, i save all of her pictures and all the videos that remind me of her,,, i save cat photos and stuff so i can send them to her and just say "this is us" and i stare at all of the art for what feels like years on end,,, id love to stare at her for years on end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shes literally so pretty and smart, shes so talented, she always holds herself to such high standards but!!!!! shes already perfect,,,,,,, shes literally already all that i want and all that i could ever need
she soothes all my aches and helps all my hopes, she feeds the fire of my heart each and every day, and even though i say all of this to her every single day i cant help but want to say it more and tell her more and hug her and kiss her snd KDJFKWKSKAHAAAAAAA
i swear i cant stand that shes so far away from me, but it also reminds me that when we finally do end up meeting and getting married and ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️YAYAYAY,,,, im going to appreciate it all the more, knowing about the years i spent yearning for her arms around me,,,,,
i love her i love her I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAHHWJHHHFHHFGHGJGGGHVHFJDJFJDAJAUAUAUUA
i cant even begin to say everything i want to say right now!!!!!!!! i dont want to embarrass her or anything but yet i also want to get all of my thoughts out forever!!!!!!!! i love her so much its not even FUNNY I LOVE HERRRR I LIVE HERJRRJTJGKGKJFJJGIFKDKFKFKFK FUCUKCKKJJKKKKKKKK
AAAAAAAAAHH. AAAAHAHAAHHHHH. AAHHHHHH. AAAAHHH.
i really dont think ive ever loved someone as much as i do her. ever. its just not possible. i feel like every single moment of my life was solely created and set up so that i could meet her and be with her forever. everything i am meant for is her. i want to do everything with her, i want to play games with her and watch movies with her and sleep with her and eat with her and go on dates and get married and adopt little kittens and puppies and i want to do all the boring chores for her and make all the food for her and i dont want her to be burdened ever again cause ill do everything for her EVER!!!!!
and!!!! I LOVE HER!!!!!
all of us do!!!!!!
like,, not all of us are in love with her. different people yk?? some are aroace?? some children??? some just see her as a friend??? but like!!!! thats the thing!!!! we all love her just the same!!!!!!!
i love her, isaac loves her, edward loves her, dialtone and sky and felicia and tunner and elliot and oren and sol and taika and EVERY LAST PERSON IN HERE!!!!!!! LOVES HER!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAA I JUST!!!!!!!!! CANT TNTNTJJTTTKTKTKGIGIFFIFIFUFUCUJGDKKDJGJSKFKDKWKKDKDKAKSKDKDSKRJGJEIEJFJSKEKRK. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
yknow?
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sketching-shark · 1 year ago
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Ngl sometimes i feel bad abt disliking LMK so much because some of my friends like it alot and one of them hyperfixates on it. But then i remember just how badly it fucked up in depicting Sun Wukong's character that im pretty sure even villainous portrayals of him in media have given him more dignity, how Six ears basically got woobified and Karma Houdinied despite the show itself showing him as a pretty fucked up villain in S1, how much the Eng Dub butchered the hell out of the Bull Demon Family's dynamic and that this show basically removed one of the core aspects of the story (Buddhism) and then i suddenly dont feel that bad anymore.
Plus its not like they know my actual opinions abt it. As long as they dont ask i think im good lol
Monkie Kid spoilers & complaining & likely exaggerating things below so avert thine eyes if you don't want to see all that
gterewfs not to add even more to the apparently intolerable trend of bringing up Xiyouji when talking about Monkie Kid but it is kind of funny how I've now seen multiple people say a lot of their dislike of the lego show comes from knowing how Sun Wukong can be depicted when he's not being written as a cringefail hermit (X_X). And as is @seasonalsummers if pressed you can probably just tell your friends that Monkie Kid just isn't your thing & leave it at that. Because yeah I've spoken before how it's not fair to expect people to make their way through the ~1,400 pages of the best English translation of the og classic in developing their sense of the journey and Sun Wukong's whole deal, and the vast diversity of depictions of the Monkey King in retellings does seem to stand testament to how much this monkey can be changed to suit the needs of a story. And as is the existence of Zaju Xiyou Ji does demonstrate how even in China this monkey's had bouts of being depicted as little more than a selfish clown, so maybe this is just the west's version of that lol.
THAT SAID, aaaaaAAAAAAA yeah genuinely is baffling and frustrating watching many people cheer and clap for what feels like the constant traumatization of Qi Xiaotian and the constant use of Sun Wukong as Monkie Kid's punching bag. Like heavens to betsy Flying Bark has so relentlessly focused on how thoroughly SWK screws up everything in both the past and the present and apparently, on his own admission, spent the entirely of his immortality doing little except making one mistake after another (i.e. routinely fucking up his life and the lives of everyone around him) that one really is left wondering why any of the show's cast would want to be even within 50 miles distance of this monkey, which is definitely something made all the more awesome by the sense that maybe the main reason is because the obvious villains of every season are explicitly trying to take over/ blow up the entire world rather than blundering their way into that position :(. And that's a dynamic definitely made even MORE awesome by everyone's favorite poor little meow meow never did anything wrong ever the Six-Eared Macaque spending the majority of his screen time both beating the tar out of Qi Xiaotian and telling anyone who will listen what a dumb bitch Sun Wukong is before the show then bends over backwards to validate his claims all while making sure he's never even slightly called out for the shit he pulls, with the clear favoritism made all the more clearer by such facts as Sun Wukong got screamed at by Long Xiaojiao in an extensive and dramatic scene for putting basically the monkie gang and the entirety of reality in danger through his doofus decisions and yet even though she literally watched the shadow simian beat Qi Xiaotian into unconsciousness and literally had her life seriously threatened by this same monkey until Tang Shifu started oh yeah the Fire of Samadhi ritual she's apparently perfectly fine with working with Mr. Six not long after. Add on top of that the way it now feels like SWK's not even really allowed to be friends with anyone except Macaque or even to interact with any of his other former besties in any meaningful way, and well this is really making for a not fun situation that keeps steering the plot away from some of the most interesting fun and heartfelt things that Monkie Kid could have done. And then on top of that Flying Bark has now shown themselves to have this habit of spending the majority of each season focusing on what a screw-up SWK is before waiting until the last possible episode before characters who up to that point couldn't have made their hatred for the Monkey King and Qi Xiaotian by extension more clear start pulling out abrupt and honestly hand-wavey reasons for why they suddenly like him. IDK! I like a good redemption arc but that's not something you can speedrun and then pretend like it's even remotely satisfying! And definitely doesn't do SWK any favors with the way he just stands there maybe looking kind of sad while someone yells at him for sucking entire before he runs off to suck at everything again and is barely ever allowed to be explicitly and messily upset about that or about what a colossal failure his life is or idk mayhaps what happened to the og pilgrims that apparently resulted in their premature deaths!! For as much as people keep saying they want characters to redeem themselves through living and working to be better and be upset and fucked up about their pasts well it sure might be nice in this situation if we actually got to spend some time on that instead of just relentlessly piling one catastrophic blunder on top of the other! tsetawraer sorry for the rant but yeah still pretty shocked on how much a silly lego show that started off as having fun adventures with the Monkey King would turn into the grimdark adventures of Young Man Traumatized, Asshole Goku, and the Stalker Shadow (X_X)
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quodekash · 2 years ago
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os2 x eclipse ep2 part 2 of my silly little commentary
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oh thats weird, why is the cafe for all worker hosting the competition?
(huzzah i am funnie)
seriously tho, youd think aye would recognise them
YAYYYYYY WAT WONNNN
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SANI TAKING PHOTOS GHRDFJBG I LOVE HER
SHES SO PROUD OF HIM
"this is my first short film. sorry- our first. it's a story of what we face in real life. Thank you to all my friends for always supporting me. Thank you to my advisor, Teacher Sani. If you hadn't asked me that day, I wouldn't have made it here today. I also want to thank my family. Even though they don't really approve of me making movies, they secretly transferred me money in the end. Thank you."
EVERY SENTENCE HE SAID WAS ANOTHER REASON TO CRY
HOLY HELL IM NOT OKAY
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OMG
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hell yes imma add this to the collection
"even though your movie is not very perfect, i could see the power and sincerity in it." "thank you" "keep making films. dont give up." "i wont" HIS LITTLE SHRUG- I CANTTT
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BGRHEFJDBS
HES SO HAPPY
ITS MAKING ME HAPPY
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
PROBABLY TOO MUCH
BUT ITS FINE
THIS JUDGE GUY IS SO COOL
IM GONNA CRY
I LOVE THIS GEHIRKBSG
FIEWUKJSBDGFEKJBSDGFOU4EJWBNFIOKNEWDSPIGNVPIERKDSFPIN4EWSDPIGNVPEORIDNSGOPVIENBRPISDGNVEORIJDSBGNPIO34JBWENGPIVE4PRIKGHJBOPEIRNFDOIBJN THE HUG
HES SO HAPPYYYYY
IM SOBBING
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SANIS FACE-
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NAMO LITERALLY SEES EVERYTHING
HOW DOES HE SEE EVERYTHING
HE ALWAYS KNOWS
the lights went out
finally
here it is
aye's about to be dramatic
and im probably gonna scream and cry (in a good way)
GUITAR CHORD STRUM THINGY GHDRBHT
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YUP
YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP YUP
YAYYYY
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im giggling and sobbing at the same time
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HES CRYING AAAA
im so glad im watching this now instead of last night bc its so much easier to scream out loud
AND AKK'S GONNA START SINGING TOO, RIGHT???
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LOOK AT HIS FLIPIN FACE AAAAAA
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YES
YES
YES
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GIUERKDSBJGREUVJB
IM SCREAMING AND SOBBING AND LAUGHING AND DYING AND GIGGLING ALL AT THE SAME TIME SOMEBODY HELP
GFUIREBGNIUEFRBAAAAAAAAA
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im sobbing
hes such a good singer
i love first's voice so much
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WAIT I ONLY JUST NOTICED THAT LINE
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"if you dont like it, if you're not okay, let me know. ill stop."
the freaking PARALLELS
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IM SCREAMING SO LOUD RN
THE FREAKING FLASHBACKS
WHAT THE HELL
IM DYING
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GIRHDKBJGFBJTKRDFAAAAAAA
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IM NOT OKAY AND THEY ARE THE REASON WHY
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ITS THE EXACT SAME SCENE
EPISODE 10, 3/4, IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME AS THAT
AND THAT SCENE HAPPENS TO BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SCENES
SO I AM COMPLETELY DYING
BUT ITS LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME SCENE
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THEYRE SO SILLY
I LOVE THEM
AAAAAAAAAAAA
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WELL NOW ITS EXACTLY THE SAME AS EPISODE 11 WHERE THEYRE LYING IN BED
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ITS THE SAME FREAKING THING
THESE FREAKING PARALLELS WILL BE THE END OF ME
oooo graduation blessing
"people say that life is like a journey. i want you to keep going forward to reach each of your destinations or goals." I LOVE HER
"keep going forward without knowing if there's light at the end of the tunnel" SERIOUSLY KAN, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO KEEP VOICING MY FEARS, ITS RUDE
"of course. you guys have done it before. you have walked out of those dark shadows." TY SANI THATS SO SWEET IM CRYING
THUAKAN MOMENT
PLATONIC WATSANI MOMENT
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OMG
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Y E S
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YES YES YES YES
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THIS IS LITERALLY EXACTLY WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR
I SCREAMED SO LOUD
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THEY HUGGGGGGGG
"thank you for never letting go of my hand" WHAT THE HELL THE PARALLELS- NOW ITS THE SCENE AT THE START OF EPISODE 10 WHERE AYE FAINTS AND THEY GO TO HIS HOUSE AND THEY FALL ASLEEP AND THEY FALL ASLEEP HOLDING HANDS AND AYE SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND HOLY HELL
THIS IS THE GREATEST FREAKING EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER OH MY GOODNESS
my face hurts from smiling so much in this episode
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SERIOUSLY, THE PARALLELS ARE INSANE
EVEN THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE EXACTLY THE SAME
"i love you too. shortstop." AAAAAAAAAA
damn, they end with what they cut out of the actual show
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i love them so much
oh, look at that, theyre ending with what the actual show had to cut out
anyway WHAT THE HELL THAT WAS INCREDIBLE
EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT WAS PERFECTION
MY NEW FAVOURITE EPISODE OF ANYTHING EVER
AND PUENTALAY NEXT WEEK???? GIUERJKBDG
oh look at that i used up all 30 photos again
how the hell is anything real rn
THEYRE GONNA BE DADS?????? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL
WELL
THAT WAS SOMETHING
im gonna go cry for the rest of the day, peace out
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amoirsetpacis · 8 months ago
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3 & 12 & 15!
[ x. ]
3. if you could change one event in your muse's life ( in their main or canon verse ), what would you change?
i'll be real my original thought was to have vash die at the end of the series, but there's like. an important core to the themes of trigun that he stays alive in the end and tbh i like that a lot more ( even though i have. Theories. about how stampede is gonna go. ) i could also inhale copium and say keep wolfwood alive in canon but also the character development after he dies is also really important. wrt both of those things: something something you can never stay frigid and in place ( regardless of how drifting he presents himself as ), life is hard and it fucking sucks but you have to keep going, you have to, even if it hurts, etc. etc. trigun at its core is about hope and love and how those things change you whether it be for better or for worse, and i dont think it would be near as poignant if it was changed ( this is nothing against stampede, i really like the direction theyre going with but it does alter how the core themes are depicted ) does this answer anything. did i even answer the question. aaaaaaaaaaaa
12. what about your muse amuses ( haha ) you?
guy who is over a century old who cant drive lmfao. its just very funny that you have this incredibly strong and capable and smart character who is very complex and also who is also just a complete doof. nightow really knows how to nerf a guy
15. would you like your muse as a person if you met in real life?
i mean he's pretty easy to get along with at a surface level and unfortunately im gullible as hell so if i didn't already know him i'd probably fall for his bullshit lies really easily too so uh. yeah probably lmfao
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duckymcdoorknob · 4 months ago
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I am prefacing you to how many times I drop a no-no word in here. (Profanity counter: 10)
OP-
OP-
HOLD ON-
IM GONNA LEARN YOUR ALIAS SO I CAN PROPERLY YELL AT YOU-
CURSE I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I WANT TO SEASON, MARINATE, CHARBROIL, AND FUCKING CONSUME THIS FIC!!!!
I MEAN HOLY SHIT
H O L Y S H I T
JESUS H CHRIST I MEAN- AAAAAAAA
ITS LIKE-
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO FUCKIN’ BEGIN-
First and foremost I just love Nanami and yuji’s dynamic like yeah that’s bro’s son wat are u gonna do abt it?????
AND THEN!!!
I KNEW- I JUST FUCKING K N E W BABY BOY WAS GONNA START CRYING BC HES TIRED AND FRUSTRATED AND IN HIS FEELS.
THE COMFORT FROM NANAMI????? HOLY SHIT?????? GOD I LOVE FATHER FIGURE CHARACTERS
LIKE?????????? HAIBARA MENTION?????????? AAAAAAAAAAAA?!?!?!?!? WAY TO STAB ME IN THE FUKCING HEART??!!?!?!
AND THEN AND THEN THE TKS WHOOOOOOO LAWDY- SENDING ME TO JESUS HIMSELF.
AND THEN-
BRO ACCIDENTALLY CALLS HIM DAD
THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED AND I GASPED AND COVERED MY MOUTH LIKE DUDE- IF I WERE NOT IN MY ROOM, MY FAMILY WOULDVE THOUGHT SOMEONE FUCKIN’ DIED.
NANAMI JUST ROLLS WITH IT 😭😭😭 LIKE THATS HIS KID!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?!?!?!
AND THEN BABY FEELS BETTER AND THEN HE STARTS CRYING AGAIN BC HES SO EMBARRASSED AND THEN NANAMI IS LIKE “im gonna tickle you every time you’re sad and say sorry.”
SIR??!?!?!?!?!
AND SUKUNA BEING SUKUNA- AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
dude I like-
I’m gonna put this in my pocket
And look at it every day
And tuck it in at bedtime and kiss it goodnight.
I’m gonna feast my eyes upon this fic until the big man takes me home. And he’s gonna be like “Ducky what’s that in your pocket.”
And I’ll be like “That stays with me, Lord. Curse’s fic comes too.”
I mean- oh my god
Holy fuck
I just-
I hope you enjoyed my incessant rambling. I am currently frothing at the mouth and preparing to re-read this fic.
THANK YOU FOR WRITING THIS FR-!!
:D
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Me rn if u even care ^^^ 🥸🥸
Rainy Day
Characters: Lee!Yuji, Ler!Nanami, Sukuna(only in Yuji's head), Megumi, Nobara, Inumaki (because I love this little dork, okay? lol) Genre: Comfort <3 Word Count: 3166 Summary: Yuji Is super down today, that and he's not been sleeping well due to the nightmares he's been having. His friends, concerned about him go to Nanami with their concerns, and the stoic teacher takes it upon himself to cheer Itadori up. A/N: Hey, Curse here! This was originally intended to be part of the Amusement Park Aftermath fic, but I couldn't organically fit it in so I split them up... so that's why there are similarities in the setting. Enjoy!
Though the mood had been upbeat and calm in the days before, today it seemed as though a rain cloud loomed over Jujutsu Tech-- both figuratively and literally. Everyone seemed a bit more somber today.
Even Yuji wasn’t immune to the effects as he gazed out his window at the bleak gray sky, winds whipping the trees around and causing the leaves to drift around with reckless abandon.
He sighed softly, leaning over and resting his face on his palms as he watched the gloominess outside from the edge of his bed.
He heard his door open, but didn’t turn around or acknowledge it. Nobara and Megumi had been peeking in on him periodically to make sure he was still alive, clearly unused to the pink haired teen being a recluse.
“He’s still moping.” Megumi sighed.
“Should we go get Gojo sensei?” Nobara asked.
“We want to cheer him up, not make him worse.”
“I dunno, he seems pretty good at this kind of thing...”
Inumaki poked his head into the room with them, signing as he spoke. “Bonito flakes…” Megumi is right… “Mustard Leaf.” Gojo would just overwhelm him more.
“Well, do you have a better idea?”
Inumaki paused, the blonde tapped his chin as he became deep in thought. Nobara shot Megumi a look that screamed; ‘this is who we’re taking ideas from?’ as she gestured to the other teen.
“Tuna mayo?” Maybe Nanami can help?
“If Gojo can’t help, what makes you think Nanami sensei can?”
“He’s right.” Megumi nodded in agreement with Toge’s idea. “Nanami is our best bet. If something serious is going on, Yuji might be more comfortable talking to Nanami about it.”
Inumaki nodded his head, looking quite pleased with himself as Nobara sighed. “Fine, let’s go find him…” With that, the trio headed to Nanami’s classroom and explained the worrying situation to him.
“That explains why he hasn’t been blowing my phone up this morning…” He sighed softly. Yuji had a bad habit of spamming his phone with an overabundance of positive texts, or any and all memes he found that he thought were funny… most of the time they weren’t.
“I’ll go talk to him,” He nodded, standing up from his desk. “Thank you for coming to me.”
Back In Yuji’s room, he had actually started to doze off watching the rain fall down his window when there was a knock at his door. He sighed, trying to ignore their efforts.
There was another knock, this one softer and a bit more hesitant than the first. 
“Guys, I’m not dead in here. you can stop checking on me.” He called out, half asleep.
“Itadori?”
Yuji perked up at the sound of the voice. “Nanamin?”
“Is it alright if I come in?”
The pinkette nodded, but realized he couldn’t see him. “Yeah, you can come in.” he responded, turning around to look at the door.
Nanami walked in and closed the door behind him, assessing Yuji carefully for any signs of distress. “I haven’t heard from you In a while… I wanted to check in on you.” He said, his voice softer than usual.
Itadori smiled a little, and when he did, Nanami could see just how exhausted the teen looked. “Yeah, sorry… I haven’t been on my phone.”
That in and of itself was alarming.
The blonde teacher approached him cautiously. “Yuji, you look like you haven’t been sleeping.” He observed out loud. “Is everything alright?”
“Yeah, I’m fine.” Itadori brushed off his concern, trying to shake off the fatigue. “Just didn’t sleep well last night.”
“Watching too many Jennifer Lawrence movies, again?” There was a note of teasing on his words as he spoke to the pink haired boy. (Okay, more than a note.)
Yuji felt his face heat up. “Noooo…” He subtly nudged his chair to conceal a stack of Jennifer Lawrence movies he had in fact been watching the night before. 
Nanami, of course, saw this. He let out a small chuckle as he idly picked up one of Itadori’s blankets from the floor, folding it as he spoke. “Yuji, if something is bothering you… you know you can talk to me, right?” He asked, glancing up at the teen as he neatly set it down on the bed. “Even if you think it’s something minor…”
Yuji bit his lip and looked back out the window. “Yeah… I know that…It’s just my thoughts are so scrambled right now… I don’t even know how to start talking about what’s bothering me...”
Nanami frowned, picking up another blanket and approaching the pinkette with it. He carefully draped it around him and sat down next to him. “I understand…”
A memory flickered to the forefront of his mind, he recalled saying something similar to his best friend when he was Yuji’s age. Haibara had responded by looking for the fluffiest, most comforting blanket he could find in their dorm room and damn near smothered Kento with it as he wrapped him up in it and hugged him tightly.  
It was times like this that he wished Yu had still been alive, he’d be much better at this sort of thing than he was… “I’m sorry.” Kento said softly, his hands firmly grasping his students shoulders. “Is there anything I can do to help?”
Yuji looked at the window, the rain and wind had kicked up even more outside. “Can I… have a hug?”
Nanami nodded, not hesitating to engulf him in a big protective hug at his request. “Of course you can.”
Yuji smiled, the warmth from the blanket and the warmth radiating from the tight hug was soothing to him. He wrapped his arms around Nanami in response, resting his head on his shoulder. 
As he sat there with him, the room silent save for the rain falling outside and the soft breathing, he felt his racing thoughts slowing down a bit… making more sense rather than being incoherent whispers speaking over each other.
But that soon became a problem too, as the reason for his anguish presented itself.
He was sad.
He was really fucking sad… He missed his grandpa. He was exhausted from trying to put on a brave front all the time, when the truth of the matter was; he was still just a scared, sad kid who missed the only family he had ever truly had...
As Nanami sat there holding the student, he felt him begin to tremble in his arms. “Itadori?” He asked softly, holding the teen tighter to try to silently reassure him he was okay.
“I’m… sorry…” Came the small, whimper of a reply. Small sobs escaped his shaking form as he buried his face in the blonde’s chest, his tears soaking into the blue fabric.
“Hey… don’t be sorry.” Kento responded, keeping his tone low and gentle in an attempt to soothe the boy. “It’s okay… shh… you’re okay.” He began rubbing circles into the pinkette’s back as he spoke. “I’m here with you and I’m not going anywhere…”
If Yuji hadn’t have already been crying, he would have been now. He clung onto his mentor like a scared child as he sobbed harder.
It became clear to Nanami just how much pain the boy was in, his muffled cries sounding anguished and terrified. It absolutely broke his heart, he wasn’t sure how to take the pain away from the usually bright light hearted teen, and he desperately wanted to.
“I’m so tired of being scared, Nanami!” he cried into his chest.
“Yuji… It’s going to be okay, you have nothing to be afraid of here. I’ll protect you.” The usually stoic teacher whispered in response.
“But who will protect you?” Itadori whimpered, burrowing further into his protective hold. “I can’t lose you too!!”
“Yuji…” Nanami felt his heart twist at the student’s outburst, he wished more than anything he could say that he wouldn’t lose him, and that everything would be okay in the end… but he knew from his own experience that wasn’t the case. He knew how cruel this line of work was… it didn’t discriminate with the lives it claimed.
“I can’t lose you…!” The boy sobbed, his frame shaking like a leaf in the blonde teacher’s strong arms. “P-Please…!”
“Shhh… hey, listen to me okay? I have no intentions of going anywhere.” Kento whispered, gently rocking Itadori in his arms. “Why are you so worried about me? I haven’t died yet.”
“I…” Yuji pulled back, looking up at Nanami with tears falling down his face. That also broke his heart. “I-I’ve been having these nightmares… Where y-you… you…”
“Shhh…” Nanami reached forward and gently pulled the crying pinkette back into his warm embrace, stroking his hair gently as he guided his head to rest against his chest. “Yuji, they’re just bad dreams… do you hear that? My heart is still beating. I’m still here. You’re okay… I’ve got you.”
This seemed to soothe some of anguish the boy was feeling, his sobs becoming small whimpers as he began to calm down at the sound of Nanami’s heartbeat in his ear.
They sat there In silence together for a while, the only other sound in the room was the rain hitting Yuji’s window and his sniffles and whimpers.
But soon those would silence too, and Itadori would slowly pull away from Nanami again. His eyes were puffy from all the crying he’d done, and his face was tear stained. “N-Nanamin?”
“Yes?”
“Th-Thank you…”
The blonde smiled softly at him, gently wiping away some of the remaining tears from his face. “Of course…” 
Yuji giggled a bit as Kento grazed against his neck when wiping his tears away, causing the blonde to pause and give him a confused look. “What was that?”
“Nothing.” Itadori said quickly, smiling nervously as his mentor stared at him.
Oh?
Nanami smirked, ghosting his fingers along Itadori’s neck, causing him to squeak and recoil with a giggle. “Nothing? Are you sure about that?”
“Nanami…”
“Itadori… you wouldn’t happen to be… ticklish, would you?”
“W-Well would you look at the time? I’m gonna be late for my training session with Gojo and-- ACK!”
“Oh no you don’t.” Kento grabbed onto the pinkette before he could escape, pulling him back into his arms and pinning him against him. “Even if you did have training with Gojo right now, which you don’t because he’s out of town… I’m not letting you off the hook that easily.”
“Wh-What did I do?”
“I told you I’d protect you… that includes from yourself and your sadness.”
“But Nanamin… I’m not sad any--eeeeehehehehehe!” Yuji’s protests were interrupted by a squeal followed by adorably bubbly giggles as Nanami began to tickle him.
“Oh please, don’t insult my intelligence… I know you’re still sad, you’re just not crying anymore.” Nanami rolled his eyes fondly at the boy, squeezing at his side teasingly.
“Nahahahahanami! Ihihihit tickles!” Itadori whined, but despite his complaints he made no attempts to get away.
Nanami chuckled at his reactions, sneaking his hand underneath Yuji’s shirt to lightly tickle his bare side. “Does it now~? How unfortunate for you… because I have no intentions of stopping until you feel better~”
Yuji giggled harder as he leaned into Nanami’s hold. “Ihihihihi’m not sahahahahad anymore!”
“Itadori, It’s okay to be sad…” Nanami said soothingly, skittering his fingers up and down his ribs as he spoke. “It’s okay to feel what you’re feeling… but that doesn’t mean I’m going to let you suffer through it alone.”
The most adorable thing about this whole thing? Yuji wasn’t resisting, he was actually angling himself in ways that would give Nanami more access to his ticklish spots… which he found utterly adorable.
“Itadori, you know… you could at least pretend to want to get away~” Kento chuckled in amusement at his student.
“I dohohoho want to get ahahaway!” Yuji lied… because If he really wanted to get away, he totally could.
“Oh, you do, hm? Is that why you’re rolling around like a puppy trying to get me to scratch its belly?” Nanami couldn’t help but tease the boy, his fingers drifting to Yuji’s stomach. “Is this what you were looking for~?”
Itadori squealed as he felt Nanami’s fingers lightly dance across his toned stomach, practically melting in his mentor's hold as he laughed harder. “EHEHEHEHEEK!”
It’s now coming to Itadori’s attention that he may… and I repeat; may be… enjoying this. (He is.) 
Sure, every once In a while he’ll get the occasional poke here and there, or Gojo will be… well, Gojo… and tickle the absolute snot out of him but… Nanami’s tickles are much more gentle and affectionate. It’s almost relaxing in a sense… plus he never knew his parents, and his grandfather wasn’t exactly the most physically affectionate so it’s kind of healing to his inner child right now to be tickled by someone he views as a father figure.
Also, he just really loves playing around with him like this… this isn’t a side anyone sees of Nanami.
Did I mention Yuji is an adorable ball of sunshine yet? because he totally is.
“Ah, that was definitely what you wanted…” Nanami teased, his fingers tracing teasingly along his stomach, producing the most adorable giggles he’s heard in a very long time.
“Nahahahahanamin! Nohohohoho! Nahahat the behehehelly!” Yuji squealed, covering his face as his half hearted protests fell on deaf ears.
“Not the belly? why not? It seems like as good a spot as any…” Nanami hummed thoughtfully, pretending to consider it for a moment. “Hmm… Nope, sorry. I think I’m going to stay right here for a bit longer, you’re a tough kid, you can take it.”
Yuji squealed again as his stomach was tickled with more vigor.
‘Seriously, brat? He’s not kidding… You really are like a dog who wants his stomach rubbed. The only thing you’re missing is the damn leg kick.’ Sukuna taunted Yuji internally.  
‘Suhuhuhukuna shuhuhuhut up!’ Poor Yuji couldn’t even escape the teasing in his mind.
‘You know you could easily get this to stop, don’t you? Just allow me control and--’
‘Absolutely nahahahat!’
‘Why not? Don’t tell me… you actually ENJOY this, do you?’
‘Ihihihim not gonna lehehehet you hurt him!’
‘How pathetic… you truly are an annoying brat.’
“Nahahahanamihihihi plehehehease!”
The blond relented his attack, allowing the pinkette to catch his breath. “Are you feeling any better yet?” He asked gently, keeping his unofficial son trapped in his grasp as he calmed down.
Yuji nodded, giggling a bit still. “Y-Yeah.. thanks dad.”
Oh fuck.
He didn’t just…
Nanami froze as he heard those words come out of Itadori’s mouth.
Itadori panicked inwardly, his distress making Sukuna chuckle in amusement in the back of his mind. “I-I mean… yeah, thanks dad.” He said much more sarcastically this time, hoping that Nanami would go for it.
He did not. 
“Yuji… did you just… call me dad?”
Yuji felt himself tear up, fearful that he just ruined the relationship he had with Nanami. “Y-Yeah, but I meant it in a joking way.”
Kento frowned, he knew by the way the boy’s voice quivered that he was lying. “Yuji…”
“I-I’m sorry.” Yuji shook his head and closed his eyes, trying to contain his emotions. “I-I didn’t mean to… I-It… It jus-- EEK!”
Yuji shrieked as Nanami resumed his ticklish attack, now holding the teen’s arms above his head and tickling under his arms.
“NAHAHAHAHANAMI?? AHAHAHAHAHAHA! WHYHYHYHYHY ARE YOU TICKLING MEHEHEHE??”
“Because you’re sad again.” Nanami answered simply.
“AHAHAHAHAREN’T YOU MAHAHAHAD AT MEHEHE??”
Nanami leaned down a bit so he could speak directly into Yuji’s ear. “Why would I be mad?” His voice was low and calm, as if he wasn’t completely annihilating Yuji with tickles right now.
“BEHEHEHECAUSE IHIHIHI CALLED YOU-- EeEeEeEeEEEEK!” Yuji shrieked as Nanami blew a raspberry against his neck, cutting him off. “NAHAHAHAHA!!”
“I seem to have missed the part where you did something to make me mad…” Nanami smiled a bit, his fingers not slowing their pace against Itadori’s ticklish armpit whatsoever.
“BUHUHUHUT IHIHI… IHIHI CALLED YOUHUHU DAHAHAD-- AIEEE!”
Itadori was interrupted by another raspberry against his neck. “And?”
“IHIHIHIHIM SOHOHOHORRYEEEEHEHEHEHE!” Yuji shrieked again as he dealt another massive raspberry against his neck. Before he could form semi coherent sentences again, Nanami laid him down on his back on his bed and pinned his arms down above his head.
“Yuji Itadori… If you apologize to me again, you’re going to regret it.” Nanami said sternly, though his green eyes sparkled as his gaze remained gentle on the teen. “My cursed technique isn’t just useful for inflicting pain…It can also be used to make ticklish troublemakers even more ticklish…”
Yuji took a moment to catch his breath, and tried to collect his thoughts before responding. “N-Nanamin… Why aren’t you mad at me…?”
“I told you, you haven’t said anything to upset me.”
“But… I called you… D-Dad… That doesn’t upset you?”
Nanami smiled. “No… It doesn’t.” He let go of Itadori’s arms, and just let him lay there instead.
Yuji frowned, tears quickly flooding his eyes as he looked away. “You can’t possibly mean that… you’re just trying to reassure me-EEEE--” the pinkette squealed and began cackling again as Nanami blew a raspberry on his stomach.
“New rule, every time you apologize for no reason or overthink, I’m going to tickle you.” Kento smirked, watching as the boy composed himself again.
“B-But…”
“Yuji… I’m not just trying to reassure you. I meant that.” Nanami’s voice was gentle as he spoke. “If calling me Dad makes you happy then… you can call me that any time you want.”
Itadori sat up slowly, his eyes still sparkly with tears. “Y-You… really don’t mind?”
“Of course not.” Kento reached forward and wiped Yuji’s tears. “I happen to care about you.”
Welp. That did it… again.
Yuji started sobbing again, leaning forward and burying his face in Nanami’s chest as he ugly cried
Kento pulled him into a comforting hug, rubbing soothing circles into his back. “Shh… It’s okay now… You’re safe.”
‘You truly are a pathetic creature, you know that?’
‘That may be… but at least I’M loved sooo… suck it.’
After a few more minutes Yuji began to calm down, and he pulled back from Nanami. “Thank you… I needed that.” He smiled, wiping his eyes.
“You don’t have to thank me for comforting you, you know…” Nanami mused. “I really don’t mind.”
“Heh… Yeah I guess you’re right… sorry-- EEHEHEHE!” Yuji shrieked as Nanami reached forward and tickled his stomach, after using ratio to make him even more ticklish, of course.
“You never learn, do you?” Nanami sighed, though his words may have come out as disappointed, the playful glimmer in his eyes betrayed him.
It seemed It was going to take some time for Yuji to learn not to be so apologetic and overthink so much, and Nanami was content to keep tickling him until he got that message through his skull… Yuji was also content to let it happen.
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aaaaAAAAAAAA i despise my inability to hold a single fucking conversation for more than like 3 seconds i just give such surface level reactions to everything because i DONT have any meaningful thoughts about anything ever its infuriating
my minds just filled to the brim with negativity thats often times not even in the form of words, its images and concepts that i cant translate to wordss (thats how a lot of my thoughts are which is another thing that makes conveying what few positive thoughts i have so muich more difficult)
that and random ass patterns i obsess over and motions of objects in my mind and trying to change them and the constant overprocessing of sensory inputs and a lot of times my "main" conscious thoughts are just music so i have NOTHING TO SAY
it sucks :3
and when i do have meaningful thoughts they get cut short by all that other shit or i convince myself its not worth saying or something bad will happen if i do or it will be taken in the wrong way and i end up staying silent and leaving people on read for hours lying that i slept or was busy or something and i know they dont believe it so its just so insanely defeating every time
im so fucking lonely and i want to meet more people but i cant even talk to the friends i already have
honestly a lot of it is probably that im scared of changing how i present myself from what other people are used to so that fear nips new thoughts in the bud and i just go back to being reactionary and braindead
yippeeee
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Yeah just to clarify, Im qatching the no way home vod now I'll probably make this a seperate post for the sake of keeping shit more organized
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Oh they are in prison my hearst beating so fast rn
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Oh dear god technical difficulties
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Bruh did they drag them to jail with fishing rods thats fucked
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Oughhhh the fucking armor thing aaaaaaaaaaaa
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Okay the real question is, does Dream want Tommy to die or does he still wanna keep him alive n shit
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I knowww wI definitely need another break but its already noon and I just gotta power through this shit man
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NOOOOOO ERYNS ARMOUR.........
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"You broke in and killed me in my owm house" idk why but thats so funny to me. dreams house, The Prison
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Dream smp got me rockin back and forth dude
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Bro did Tommy keep DreamXDs bell from the cell really
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Okay Tommys keeping his weapons, some pearls and his totems thats good
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Ah nvm
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NO WAIT THE DISCS ARE IN THE ENDERCHEST
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NOOOOO
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Oh this is so painful to watch man i feel like im gonna die
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Oughhhhh the discs.. ...... even aftrr all this time
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At this rate its gonna take me like 10 hours to watch this hour long stream man
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Okay he kept cat and mellohi
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OHHHHHH WHAZ THE FUCK WHAT THE FUKC
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Bro look att them just watch. sickos
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Oh yeah baey its monologuin time
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What if its just the snake monologue. like word for word
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Maybe thats just me but "I dont have anything to say to you" from Tommy followed by a long ass pause and then "I have a lot to say to you" from Drea has the same kinda vibes as "I dont think about you at all" from Wilburs fanfic
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"I hadnt bothered you for months!! I just left you with lifelong trauma!!"
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"Bro, I was too busy trying to ruin the lives of these other guys to even try gaslighting you again!!"
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Im trying to discern if Dream actually believes the bullshit hes saying or if this is another manipulation attempt rn this is so fascinating
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Oh boy philosophical discussion about death time
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Ok nvm i think
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Cmon white boi tell me about the meaning of life
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Dream is basically like "oh why does this stupid shit matter so much to you when theres immortality and life after death" and its like okay, but why would you wanna live forever if you cant even enjoy yourself though. Like, what are you doing this for if not so you can go hang out with your friends in peace and have fun forever
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Bro Dreams actually the kinda guy who goes "well, why shouldnt i be god" without a hint of irony
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Dream is about to actually lose it man
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Why are they all talking about death as though they have absolutely no idea what happens after you die permanently? Like, both Wilbur and Ghostbur talked about what limbo was like to anyone who listened and Dream was literally JUST dead. Like yeah, it was only for a few minutes but if the conversion is 1 day on the smp = 1 month in limbo then he mustve spent atleast a few hours if not days there right
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What are Punz' opinions about all this does he want his boytoy to be god. is he familiar with the god that looks exactly like his boytoy
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"while you were recovering from the lifelong trauma i gave you I was studying the meaning of life"
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I spent the entire day yesterday just watching musical bootlegs on youtube and all i can think of rn is that part in Twisted where Aladdin is like "im gonna break the chain! youll see!! Im gonna live forever!!!"
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Imagine pouring your fucking heart out about what you think ks the meaning of life to two teens that you kidnapped and one of them just goes "what kinda life is that" i would start crying
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"We want a life without mystery" where is your fucking whimsy bro
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You know, if Sam wasnt basically responsible for Dream being tortured and Dream didnt break him down as revenge, the two of them and Punz couldve been a real death defying power trio. And then i guess Tommy, Tubbo n Philza would be the death defyer-defying power trio
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what do you MEAN not contribute anything by just walking around on the dream smp??? HOW is the Dream SMP connected to any other place??? HOW IS IT CONNECTED TO FUCKING UTAH
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"We need to be alive together to find out what life is" youre never gonna know if you dont die though. Especially because like, theres no such thing as heaven in this world, its life and then you die and then its hell for eternity so you gotta make life heaven but the only way to truly appreviate and comprehend that the life youve made is heaven is to think about it in hell, if Im making sense here
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I would love to watch these guys try to have this discussion with Philza that would be soooo interesting
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HE CALLED HIM A BUG AGAINNNNNN
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the victim complex is strong in this one
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Ohhhhhh the bois are fightinggggggggg
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Hey, is Dream gonna address that fact that the actual capital g god of this world looks exactly like him any time soon. because that seems relevant
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Oh my god this kind of dehumanization of the people around him is so painfully relatable it hurts im in pain
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Bro how is he bringing up Ranboo right after bringing up Foolish but not yknow, DREAMXD
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Okay Im gonna b real with yall, Ive been having a pretty good time with this vod and this finale so far but now hes bringing up mind control and the stuff with Ranboo and Im not a fun uh uh absolutely not
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Alright so, they revealed that the revival book can do mind control as well, ive read spoilers about this and i was desperatrly hoping that I just misunderstood but sighhhhhhhh, no.
This is so fucking stupid man. The revival book was a really good concept because of how simple yet effective it is and how scary it would be for someone like Dream to have it, it doesnt need any more powers or whatever. Obviously the stuff with Ranboo being controlled by Dream to some extend has been planned for a really long time, and it does make sense, but they shouldve gone about it way differently. My fix is simple: bring DreamXD into this.
Like, right now it doesnt seem like Dream and DreamXD are connected in any meaningful way when Dream couldve been like, idk a worshipper of DreamXD who eventually earned his favor, or just a human that DreamXD thought was interesting and wanted to help occasionally so he'll keep entertaining him. Maybe he gets the revival book and immediately tries to test it out and then DreamXD appears and hes basically like "okay, i wont kill anyone for you or destroy anything or get too involved in all your petty mortal squabbles, but if you call for me I'll help you out bc Im so nice XD dont rely too much on me tho or else I'll kill you XD" and Dream is like "k i'll keep that in mind" and then when Ranboo shows up he calls for him like "okay, can you make me like, a mindlink to the new guy so I can control him" and XD is like "okay, sure, I wont help you anymore though" and Dream agrees and thats that. Maybe DreamXD is even like "Im still rooting for you though XD" and then Dream could bring up the fact that god is on his side during this unhinged monologue
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Okay, when hes saying 'other dimension' is he talking about limbo or is it like, the real world that has the Utah that Wilbur went to and everything
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Ohhhhhhh hes talking about the End uh yeah, no way man DreamXD is gonna put a stop to your foolishness so quickly if you try to go there
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HE WAS IN LIMBO BEFORE???
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Okay, the fact that both of them have been to limbo really takes a certain edge away from their motivations though
Like, if they hadnt known what death was like and just feared it because it was the End of Everything that wouldve been so interesting and then Dream died and came back to tell Punz about it and how its nothing but suffering that wouldve made it feel a lot more human if that makes sense because sure, i just spent a bunch of time poetically philosophically whinging but at the end of the day I wouldnt wanna die just to spent eternity in a hell made specifically for me yknow
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I slept 8 hours today so Im perfectly well rested as Im writing this but honestly, at this point I'd rather be sleep deprived and delirious itd make this go by way faster and make it more fun too
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Oh my god please tell me its not gonna get meta
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They were in the End?!??!? Bro are they gonna bring up DreamXD anytime soon
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Im serious how are they not gonna bring up DreamXD cc!Dream knows the lore around him because he PLAYED HIM
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Okay so I guess theyre just gonna sacrifice people to make up for them reviving each other over and over? Idk man this is barely comprehensible I feel like i might as well be delirious the only differenfe is im not having nearly as much fun rn
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what do you MEAN "whatever god is" YOU SAW HIM WITH YOUR OWN TWO EYES. HE GAVE YOU A BELL
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I realize that Dream is like, a villain and also clearly mentally ill so Im not expecting his plan or his worldview to make any actual sense but this just seems pointless. Like, if you revive too many people or if you revive yourselves too many times it could bring about the end of the world, presumably bc ya boi XD needs souls to eat. So you need to kill people to balance shit out but if you kill people, its gonna paint a massive target on your back and people will want to force you to revive people. So, you really cant revive people then right
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Oh good god what now
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Not the guy who was in limbo for maybe a day trying to lecture the guy who qas in limbo for like three months 💀💀💀
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If it wasnt for the fact that these guys just hit me with like three massive disappointments all in a row I'd say something like "oh i forgot about this but yeah, I am kinda curious as to why Tommy never came back as a ghost, like even Schlatt was there for a day atleast" but my spirit has been crushed and so all im hoping for is that the explaination isnt too stupid
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"We know the responsibility that comes with the revival book! Thats why we kept reviving people even after we knew it was slowly destroying the world!!" Its giving oil companies talking abt climate change yknow what i mean
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"The worlds fucked up, we fucked up" BRO. STOP FUCKING REVIVING PEOPLE IT CANT BE THAT HARD
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Okay, the stuff about limbo changing based on the circumstances of your death is pretty interesting hopefully they wont fuck it up
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Ohhhhh I think I can see where this is going one of these guys is gonna have to die for their buddy isnt he
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Okay, im at 27:51 in the vod Ive been at this for atleast two hours Im gonna go take a walk again
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Alrighty then time to watch these bozos torment these boys
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Bro the dehumanization right off the bat man
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Ah so this is that Drunz Sandwich Date ive heard so much about
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"You can warn the others about their inevitable doom that is... inevitable" he has such a way with words man
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Something something the definition of insanity
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Okay but Dream cant be all high and mighty about Tommy and Tubbo doing the same shit over and over because he literally does the exact same thing
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Aarhghggh pain and suffering
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cc!Tommy just left thats hilarious
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Noooooooo Tubbos still in rp mode this is so funny man
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Theyre both about to die with the lergy 😭
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OHHHHHHH HE STILL HAS THE DISCS HE CAN USE THOSE HOLY SHIT FUCKING SET UP AND PAYOFF BABEYYYYY
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ARGRHFHRGFGFREFSHUPEGUSGHI ONE DISC GONE 8NENDISCS GONE
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Okay now what. both of the discs are gone now and they didnt hit the pressure plate. I dont think that was planned.
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Oh I cant believe this this is so awkward man
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NO HE FAILED AGAIN BRUHHHHH
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Oh man
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Okay theyre just carrying on time to jump through the hole
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TUBBOS DEAD???
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okay i dont think that was planned either lmao why did they think this was a good idea to do on stream
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HES BLOWING SHIT UP????
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👁👁 project dreamcatcher??
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Right now the thing is, ive read spoilers so i roughly know how all of this is gonna end, I just dont know how we're getting from this exact point to that ending yknow what i mean
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Theyre gonna nuke them arent they
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NUKE HIM NUKE HIM NUKE HIM NUKE HIM NUKE HIM
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This is so upsetting man
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TUBBO WAS THE ONE WHO STOLE THE NUKE??? i mean, atleast they remembered that plotpoint
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YEAHHHHHHH SEND THOSE BASTARDS TO HELL BABEYYYYYYY
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Ohhhhh Tommys gonna use himself as bait
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The only way to destroy gods is to nuke them
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THEY DONT HAVE A SCHEDULE, THEYRE GODS
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Dude, the Dream SMP as a post post apocalyptic world though
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Lets fucking nuke that sonofabitch!!
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NUKE TIMEEEEEEEEE
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the bench,,......
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Okay so theyre gonna kill Dream and Punz and then everyone will be free from them and the revival book but like, what about their ghosts though. I mean, those presumably wont be able to revive anyone but they could still like, harass everyone n shit
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Okay but why would no one believe them about Punz being evil now, doesnt he have a reputation for doing whatever for a paycheck and Dream is like, one of the richest guys on the server
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Oughhhh watching Tommy tell Tubbo to tell everyone their stories is so painful when you know its all gonna become lost history at some point
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Theres no music..........
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Okay Im not gonna watch this again from Tubbos pov
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owlyspirit · 3 years ago
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🤔 wonder why my go to gender when making DnD characters is male 🤔 might have to do a think 🤔
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girlwiththegreenhat · 5 years ago
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so tired of ending arguments and disagreements with “we’re done talking about this.” it’s fine if the other person needs some time to calm down or do what they need to do before we return to the conversation, that’s good actually! it stops stupid things from happening! but nobody ever wants to return to the conversation. i can let go of some things pretty easily but why is this literally what always happens. some things we Need to talk about!!!!
#liz vents#i had a completely ridiculous argument with someone recently and i want to try talking about it so bad but#they're incredibly stubborn#and they were so incredibly in the wrong and every time i open the messages to try to come back to it i just. ugh#nobody takes me seriously so even with a powerpoint presentation with sources i could never change anyone's minds about anything#like every time i open the messages i just think about what they said and i just sigh with the deepest parts of my soul and say 'nah not tod#'nah not today'#and yeah maybe that makes me part of the problem!! im very unconfrontational!! but holy shit man how dense are you#and this is just one of those things i cant pretend didnt happen#its been... anywhere from three days to a week and a half time isnt real anymore#and i still just. have not touched. those messages#how do i even approach this#ive gotten One (1) friends opinion on the situation with full context who p much agrees that yeah they're stubborn and wrong#and i dont want to be That Guy that just BLABS all my grievances with my friends to anyone who will listen#at the same time though!! people seem to do that to me. the 'problematic' character in this story does it to AND about me a LOT#so i genuinely dont know if that's normal Human behavior (IN MODERATION) or if my friends just have not so good manners#literally started the rant to said friend with something along the lines of OK I DONT USUALLY GO OFF ABOUT MY FRIENDS LIKE THIS BUT-#aaaaaaaaaaaa my curse of not giving a shit about Anything after an hour ~ a day isnt working for this and im Mad
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hopelessromanticyearns · 3 years ago
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i cant stop thinking about the fact that he actually kissed my forehead before leaving,,,like,,,goddam i really fell for him
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herrfraulein-main · 3 years ago
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My aromantic ass...
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