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cheolhub · 2 years ago

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fireworks san owns my heart, soul, and pussy

please,,,,, you really do not want to get me started,,,, please im serious, don’t talk about it shshhstafshshavahaanshahe

#i cant talk abt him anymore #he’s alrdy in my head rotting my brain #as i’ve said #its so so so so bad for me #I CANT TALK AB THIS RN #[💌: anon]

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lemongogo · 3 months ago

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#hi im j here 2 talk . saw this cow yday so i drew her and now u get 2 say hi #but omffgg my gd i dont know if any of u relate but i feel like my ability to socialize w others #specifically online and speciifically in interest-circles has gotten so much harder for no reason whatsoever #like im just becoming more self conscious ab how i portray myself and its so weird bc like . LIKEE I DONT KNOW like . ok #people r super njce . always super nice and reach out to me and talk w me or i reach out first and they respond and r soo sweet #and something happens in my brain where like . i feel like im suddenly like . inserting myself where i dont belong (not true) but why am i #the bus driver all of a sudden . in all of these situations . me when i just show up like hey #i think i j feel annoying >__< . and i dont want to bother other people but said people r literally never bothered ykwim like Will Reach Out #and im the one that pulls back but 4 no reason . i cant even think ab why i do that .why am i doing this 🧨#so many ppl i want to genuinely befriend in all of these spaces but im self sabotaging soo frwaking bad #literally rn thinking of some dms i left on read bc i panicked or mutuals ive talked w before who im nervous 2 be familiar w . hrmm #anyways . i kind of wish i had the ability 2 just talk to new people and not actually gaf ab the outcome #HELPP .. early tmblr or wcf or devart where u have thirty million friends 2 now where u r too scared 2 say hi to an almost friend .#me problem though . if not alr clear HEJAHHAAHA i think part of my reluctance also stems from the fact that i know i get this way #and so i dont want 2 rope someone else into that insecurity so i try to keep it at an arms length until i fix it #but i think i also know its a longer & more introspective thing to work on so i do need to just try anyways

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triglycercule · 15 days ago

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dust and horror angel and demon themes,,,, they could totally parallel each other...... :3

dust=angel of death described in the delta rune prophecy (self declared) (i DEFINITELY elaborated on this one waayyyy before but anyways dust with a fucked up savior complex SAVE ME SAVE ME.... death is a blessing ass guy. life is torment and he will be the one to liberate monsters from their bodies and with the strength they provide to him be able to take down evil evil creation of pure misery that is the human ✨✨✨ dont worry his evil cackles are to HIDE HIS PAIN of saving everyone....... trust)

horror=demon that dragged everyone in horrortale into hell (as perceived by everyone else) (i think it would be a cool hc if everyone outside of snowdin viewed horror as literally a demon. maybe undyne preaches that. anyone outside of snowdin might be WAYYY worse because they starve for longer and literally take part in cannibalism so they might not have the same sort of mild sanity that snowdin residents do,,,, besides he DID kinda bring them all eternal suffering. kinda. nobody but undyne knows what happened at the core so she could totally just paint the story to blame horror fully)

ANYWAYS i like the possible dynamics this could have :333

dust to horror (please let me kill you PLEASE let me kill you i can end it all so peacefully wouldn't it be nice??? i promise ill make it quick just for you),,, horror to dust (i want you to live and suffer with what youve done i want you to watch all of your choices hit you one day and i'll be there and laugh at you. i'll keep you alive just to keep you suffering ok?)

OR dust to horror (you dont deserve to die you dont deserve to even be hurt by me. not because youre the exception but youre the Exception i absolutely loathe you so youll never get the sweet release of death :3) and horror to dust (just let me die already i dont wanna be here. youre supposed to be a savior right??? an angel?? then why don't you save me already when i need it more than anyone else)

#SHITS THIS OUT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET RID OF IT. my evil doppelganger will adore this post i've already shown them #this is definitely a bit of an exaggeration of their characters in my eyes but i love it :333 #i dont think that dust is THIS deluded in my eyes and i dont think horror is this cynical. even tho theyre both still these traits #i came up with this idea while writing my mtt meets eachother fic :3 #you can probably totally guess where i made the connection. thank you horrortale undyne for this one single thing #anyways i dont know how to shove killer into this LMAO. i was thinking like.... angel and demon on your shoulder to swap choices #but but triglycercule doesnt killer already have that with his stages??? well YES but both can be true at the same time :333 #idk i dont have enough brain juices for this rn. so you get this half assed explanation 😭😭‼️‼️‼️#dust: we should kill this person. totally because they need to be freed and not because they piss me off #horror: no we should keep them alive but torment them so they never get the sweet release of death and suffer #and thanks to killer THEY CAN DO BOTH!!! YAAAAY!!!!! the powers of determination are awesome man (smug tiktok emoji)#dust is sounding awfully similar to a certain killer au of mine i made..... swapinverse rearing its ugly head once again smh #idk if this is more of a symbolic thing or LITERALLY angel dust and demon horror #because i like both ideas........ imagine an actual angel dust and demon horror going around with killer doing the little dialogue i said #what would killer be in this??? he's not a mortal or a human as would be per usual when describing whats between an angel or demon #killer as a god lmao..... noooo noooooo..... maybe just something akin to one. i meaaan technically-#someone who's more into religious theming would probably eat this idea but i cant be bothered uaghhhh #if i say anything about killer i will get shot. but i can tank a couple bullets. killer does have the ability to let both dust and horror #fufill their own ideologies. and also i am a big fat SUCKER for killer keeping horror and dust 'in line' IDC if its a bad sanses concept #i love it and therefore it's now mine to use in an only mtt context. otherworldly beings trio ‼️‼️ aghhhhh #i have like 89 drafts if the drafts reach 100 by the end of the year i think i'd DIE. so this is getting posted idc #you wont see me using literal angel and demon dust and horror. but if you look in my mind you'll see the themes regularly in what i talk ab #anyways back to writing this stupid fic i go. dust is currently battling several inner demons rn. good luck loser :3 #killer sans #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #sans au #utmv #tricule hc

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jaxtaposition · 2 years ago

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when i found out you couldn't romance Senya i was so mad >:(

so i drew this instead

also i realized i was spending too much time on a meme so here you go

#swtor #swtor oc #smuggler oc #senya tirall #valkorion #when will swtor let me romance milfs #i was talking with my sister ab this perdiciment and we agreed a smuggler romancing the emperors wife was the funniest #*predicament #just some guy #Cap'in oc #yes their name is cap'in #dw ab it #also i cant play swtor rn bc my computer doesnt have space for any updates :(#me while drawing valkorion: i've had enough of this dude #why are all his references different :'(

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tirasamu · 4 months ago

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i finished kny !! now onto wind breaker ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

#no recovery time we keep it moving #four new favs added to my list of loves 🥹#ive seen wind breaker everywhere i cant wait to finally catch up & see what u guys are talking ab #im keeping my eye out for suo and umemiya !! i feel like i see them around the dash the most >:)#i’ll come back to gush ab kny eventually my brain just looks like this rn 🌫️🌫️#i forgot how much fun watching new series is :< ive just been rewatching my favs over n over again all this time #maispace

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declanscunt · 2 years ago

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some of u saying ‘i dont hate greywaren but’— no. i hate. if you dont hate thats fine ill hate it for you. like. how do i put this. the book was like. going to a fancy ish restaurant where they serve you a really spectacular looking meal, like theres nothing wrong with it as far as the eye can see. and you’ve rly been anticipating this meal so you focus on the cool parts, like how its got a really beautiful side dish, and its so yummy you almost forget how the main dish just tastes like cardboard, and how at one point you bit into something sharp that definitely wasnt supposed to be there. and overall the experience was fine—some parts of it were even great, like when the waiter surprised you with a free glass of champagne—but then the next day you just feel soo sick and the longer the food sits in ur stomach the worse it gets and eventually you have to throw it all up

#this is the melodramatic post i was talking ab last night #sorry for being this way whoops #i dont have the mental bandwidth rn to actually talk about the weird choices she made in gw #ive been pretending the epilogue doesnt exist like yes gansey was a delight as always but even he cant change the absolute throw up that was #4 years later

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kiwibirdlafayette · 3 months ago

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between starborne kingdom of dianite and this dumb ass card suits royal AU im currently brainrotting (based on doc’s poker game face cards) im startin to think all i just miss writing stories inspired by arthurian themes </3

#i havent touched arcadia of avalon or for good measure in months just bc not motivated enough #you can take the man out of the arthuriana but you cant take the arthuriana out the man type shit frfr #lafakiwi talks #im still thinkin ab the starbornes AU but #is just hard to make art for it rn #I HAVE WRITTEN A BIT THO. in all fairness #if i clean it up i have little ethubs oneshot from starborne AU :33

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darcyolsson · 2 years ago

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the fact that 2 different people just suggested i, tumblr user darcyolsson, should read radio silence by alice oseman is making me reconsider this whole blog like what have i been doing. where did i slip off how did i let it get this far

#this sounds dramatic but it IS #something something those books literally used to be all i lived for and now i havent talked ab them for so long #people assume i havent read them #falling to my knees rn i cant believe ive grown up :( why is there no permanence of the self #personal

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schumaclerc · 2 years ago

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i dont think any of yall would believe me if i said i had * filtered rn lmao

#riel.txt #dont wanna talk ab it !#i dont like looking at it #it will pass it cant not #im jus in a hater mood rn

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lemongogo · 5 months ago

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i need to cosplay elendira so bad rn rn idfc its happening .umms do any of u .. if you have experience making cosplay props HELPP how might one go ab making a gigantic fucking nail please and thank u 💕

#ruminating at work . rn. but this is so important tk me #i have a few ideas tbh but ive only gone ab this like . twice before everss and i feel like my way will probably be more complicated than it #needs to be😭😭 but idrc either way i think trial and error is the fun of it all #i wnt her so bad . . if u cant have her become her #uughhh it wld be so sick #plus id like to follow my own palette for her .. like instead of piss or brassy blond hair id like 2 go for the more platinum look #i just think it looks so much bettr ok .#elendira #dwgg .. and the long trench coat w her black turtle neck UGGHHGGG her red lips x maybe a beauty mark #dont talk 2 me #(do)#I LOVE HEERRRRRRR #💕😋 and maybe if i do find that i like prepping and making stuff maybe i can get more ambitous and work on her armor too

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possum-tooth · 3 months ago

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ok. what to watch tonight.

#thinking hannibal if i can actually get it. otherwise saw.#today has been So Much and the next 2-3 weeks are gonna Also be So Much. but i cant think ab that rn i need to eat dinner #talk tag #edit watching saw 3d and taking a hit everytime its a purposefully done 3d scene :)

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llicorice · 4 months ago

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Hey man, could you please call your friends and if none respond, the national suicide prevention hotline at 988 (its 988 if you're in the USA)? Please be alive, I really really hope things will get better for you good man

yea i live in the US unfortunately, im still alive

#i actually did text my friends last night #i was just rly rly not sober so i dont remember what we talked ab #i got super high after that last post #sry for the public mental breakdown i genuinely just cant do it rn lmao #tumblr is just my personal diary

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stardustsunsprites · 8 months ago

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pogtopia arc still one of the best arcs hands down

#maybe im just biased bc i was there to witness everything but like you cant tell me the entire plot of that part was just. amazing #being sent away by your homecountry and now confiding somewhere hidden beneath n the insanity that slowly builds up #it was so magical #id talk ab it more but im very tired rn so like #the stars voice echoes

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moominpopzz · 9 months ago

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Just learnt I’m late to finding out ab the Snufkins Melody of Moominvalley game coming out by 11 whole days guys what the fuck

#this is also my formal apology for spam rbing any Moomins art #GRGGRGEGESSH #CATEGORY 11 AUTISM MOMENT GUYS #IM ALSO FREAKING OUT AB JRWI PD RN CAUSE IM THINMING AB CERTAIN SONGS W DEMONKICKS #AND THEN I SAW ART #AND THEY WERE TALKING AB THE ENDING #IM GOINV TO SCREAM #GOING TO RIL JY HAIR OUT I NEED IT I NEED IT RIGHT NOW #RIGHT MOW #SPECIAL INTRESTS ARE ATTACKING #THEYRE FIGHTING ME #I HAVE AN END KF YHE YEAR TEST TMRW I FANT STAY UP PLAYING MOOMINS GAMES I CANT #moomins yapping<3