#ive been pretending the epilogue doesnt exist like yes gansey was a delight as always but even he cant change the absolute throw up that was

[declanscunt]

some of u saying ‘i dont hate greywaren but’— no. i hate. if you dont hate thats fine ill hate it for you. like. how do i put this. the book was like. going to a fancy ish restaurant where they serve you a really spectacular looking meal, like theres nothing wrong with it as far as the eye can see. and you’ve rly been anticipating this meal so you focus on the cool parts, like how its got a really beautiful side dish, and its so yummy you almost forget how the main dish just tastes like cardboard, and how at one point you bit into something sharp that definitely wasnt supposed to be there. and overall the experience was fine—some parts of it were even great, like when the waiter surprised you with a free glass of champagne—but then the next day you just feel soo sick and the longer the food sits in ur stomach the worse it gets and eventually you have to throw it all up