#I CAN'T FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS MAN
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Irl JDS stop striving further and further away from the original Everything of the games challenge. TRY TO STOP THROWING AWAY YOUR OWN EXCUSE OF "OH EVERYTHING IS SEPIA AND BLACK BECAUSE IT'S ANOTHER FUCKING DIMENSION" CHALLENGE . PLEASE DEAR GOD
#I CAN'T FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS MAN#WHEN THEY REVEALED THE FIRST SCREENSHOT FROM THE CAGE#I LITERALLY HAD A BODERLINE PANIC ATTACK BECAUSE OF THE COLOUR RED. YOU'RE KIDDING ME#I MAY BE UNSTABLE AND STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO THIS SERIES#BUT GOD FUCKING DAMN#WHAT HAPPENED TO INK. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE FUN STYLE. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MYSTERY AND ATMOSPHERE AND EVERYTHING#THIS GAME IS LIKE A SECOND HOME TO ME WHY ARE THEY DESECRATING IT WITH IDEAS THAT DON'T FIT INTO THE WORLD#UAAGGHH h#I miss batim so much I miss batim so fucking much why did they change so much in so many weird ways#fuck !!#ain't tagging this because i feel it's too negative and personal issue fuelled for the rest of the fandom#shinji chair /ref#body horror cw#body horror tw#tw body horror#cw body horror#body horror#just in case tags#Nope !! !
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Hey, if you have speech impediments, you are so amazing.
If you stutter or have a lisp or misspeak easily or you have a flat affect or a limited verbal vocabulary or if your voice is AAC or if you just have a difference in your vocality, you are so incredibly important and amazing.
Just know that your voice is yours. Nobody will ever be able to truly take it away. Your voice is part of you, and you deserve to make it as true to you as you deem fit. I hope you have the space to grow with your voice and whatever about it makes it unique.
#positivity#disability positivity#partially because so much of voical differences arise from disability#i've developed a really annoying lisp-ish issue#and it's hard to be positive about it because it makes me feel like i'll be treated as lesser because it's a 'childish' affect#but i literally can't help it unless i spend 110% of my focus on it. and i don't have that amount of energy#but it makes me think about others and especially those who have it more intensely than i do#and i just want to uplift everybody because vocal differences are neutral at worst#man my dad always tells a story about this coworker he had who had a stutter like you wouldn't believe...#...and he was fucking BRUTALIZED for it... 'c-c-c-c-CAN YOU GET TO THE POINT?!' is how people would talk to him...#...and obviously that made his stutter twice as fucking worse and i can't imagine the shame and humiliation that followed...#...i hope he learned that those assholes were a fucking waste of time and that he doesn't have to deal with that...#...like i'm sorry but there is no fucking need to be that sadistic toward somebody who is obviously already anxious and worried
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I can't believe I was looking through ao3's search system to find a fic to read before bed. and i see motherfucking ai
bitch proudly has an entire three chapter fic written by ai, put on ao3, and says "Sorry it's ai it might get a little repetitive👉👈"
Like bitch???? I was just trying to find a batfam or isat found family fic and now I have to see this ugly shit
#sorry I;m fucking pissed rn#actually no I'm not sorry#fuck ai#i actually can't fuking deal with this tonight#it's almost two in the goddamn morning#i hate it here#isat#in stars and time#batfam#batman#dcu#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ai is stupid#also#ai is theft#and a plague#and i hate it#fuck people who post shit written by ai to an archive that's meant to preserve works written by PEOPLE#It's too late for this shit man
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not me learning from the wiki that yamato (2.63m/8'8") and kiku (2.87m/9'5") are like exactly 1m taller than they should reasonably be respectively if they were normal humans of their birth sex
#one piece#apparently the anime took some liberties w their heights when it wasn't convenient to have them tower over literally most of the others#I'm tryna draw sanji next to em and we'll run into the canon!sanji is an in-universe short king at 1.77m issue again like usual#they're so fucking tall#but I also can't make the editorial decision to cut them by a meter to make them normal ppl height bc then yamato would be shorter than#sanji and I just plain old can't have that cause that'd make it too noticeable#OH WELL I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE CANON HEIGHTS AAH#(also apparently izo should be taller or kiku should be shorter bc anime decided they're close in height when man's literally like <2m tall
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ok ok its my fault for being on reddit but r/houseofthedragon rn full of people arguing that demon and his 99% neck lizard have a stronger bond than aegon and sunfyre and it's so fucking frustrating that its entirely condolt's fucking fault that this is even a fucking argument because he thinks the greatest bond between a dragon and his rider to ever go that fucking hard in this universe is pRopaganda and gives dae mon and car ax es more screentime. i'm just so fucking done man. never showed us sunfyre TRULY until it was time for demon jr the anime edgelord to attack him and aegon, never get the fact that sunfyre is literally on aegon's arms, never got the coronation flying, DIDN'T GET ANYTHING UNTIL IT WAS TIME TO FUCK HIM UP FOR THE PLOT.
i wish this mf would get fucking fired before he has a chance to touch these two anymore because I don't think i can handle how he will underplay and butcher the fact that this dragon literally fought tooth and claw with a broken wing to find his way back to his rider.
#tbd#anti ryan condal#hotd critical#anti hotd#Sunfyre#Aegon II Targaryen#and this mf gave so much screentime to FUCKING VERMITHOR BEFORE HE WAS EVEN NEEDED#that should've gone to dreamfyre and sunfyre#i'm like y'know what we need to manifest alan taylor for sunfyre aegon eps bc i can't deal with this#at least i know that man likes these two 😭😭😭#and i'm still like its so obvious who sunfyre is named for but tom and phia can beg for helaegon and will get fuck all#meanwhile other actors can suggest whatever they want and get it#and it's like the only other dragon/rider bond i was so looking forward to was sheepstealer/nettles#that is just completely taken from us#i'm so anxious about how they'll ruin eggfyre tho#because knowing condumb i wouldn't put it past him to be immensely fucking uncharitable to aegon's grief when he finally does lose him#i already saw someone dunking on aegon for the line(TM)#and i'm like man...#i have a lot of thoughts but can we please remember that he's 1) speaking to his council#only decides he needs a dragon after he's told morning hatched for rhaena#2) says new sunfyre in response to borros saying 'how about silverwing' sunfyre is the fucking standard#ALSO SAME FUCKING CLOWN SHITS ON EGGFYRE TO SAY ITS AKSHUALLY DAN Y DRO GON#i know you have read the same books#he is disobedient as fuck despite her being mommy#do not compare. she may get there maybe but she sure as hell ain't there yet#hotd spoilers#fire and blood#just in case whatever
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my wish is to report every single man's acc when they follow me. i have a fucking MEN DNI on my profile and you STILL follow me, why???? GO TRIP ON A WIRE AND KNOCK YOUR HEAD ON A LIGHT POLE BUT GET OUT OF HERE
#I'm referring to cis straight men. i literally do not understand how you can invade a space ppl literally told you to stay away so easily#it's a way of thinking you can be here. well#you can't#i WILL fucking block you on sight idc#there was this one time a man came into my dms to ask a specific question that was harmless and he was respectful. i can deal with that#bc after all if we want to have conversations it's a 2-way thing. I won't be mad. but when you fucking FOLLOW ME i won't stand you around#GET THE FUCK OUT#messylesb's ramblings#lesbian#wlw#sapphic#wlw nsft#nsft sapphic#nsft wlw#sapphic nsft#lesbian nsft#nsft lesbian
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not to sound hashtag stereotypically autistic or anything but i left my bag at the doctor's office last week with my headphones in it and i haven't found the time to go get it and my partner and i were going to get it today but his prof moved his lab and now we can't and i'm definitely not gonna cry about it
#its literally NOT a big deal but god fuck man i want my headphones they're the only ones i own and my favorite#haven't been able to listen to music except in my room#AND I HATE IT#IT'S NOT HOW I FUNCTION I CAN'T DO IT#cherri.txt
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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OK get this
a new season of the x files comprised only of weird episodes like humbug, syzygy, war of the coprophages and etc.
and the opening theme is that cupcakke remix of the original tune
#The x files#X files#Txf#Fox mulder#Dana scully#david duchovny#gillian anderson#I just heard the remix on instagram#I cry laughed for awhile#now I can't get it out of my head help#Like who cares about the lore#Fuck the cigarette smoking man or whatever alien/government conspiracy is happening out there#Just mulder and scully dealing with downright laughable and ridiculous situations
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web weaving for the buddhist and taoist monks from dream of the red chamber by cao xueqin ✨
#this started off as a parody and became progressively less ironic.#UM. HELLO GUYS. CAN I POSSIBLY INTEREST YOU IN SOME OLD MAN YAOI#fucking#web weaving#webweaving#I GUESS.#dream of the red chamber#this is so stupid i'm crying#not to me not if it's you next to the fucking illustratiosnjdhajwkawkahwab of them looking like joyful little lads#WHY DOES LAST OF OUR KIND KIND OF HIT THOUGH#GIRLS WHEN ONLY TWO BEINGS KNOW THE WHOLE STORY FROM BEGINNING TO END AND THEY CAN CHANGE IT BUT THEY CAN'T#AND ONLY THE OTHER KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE!!!#meanwhile the monks in the actual novel: only concern after they indirectly kill some guy is that a mirror doesn't get damaged#they're such a serve actually#as i've said before: diversity win! those two men watching you suffer endless torment are dating!#sorry in advance to the psychic damage this post will deal to anyone who knows what i'm on about 🫡#edit FUSJDJSJD I JUST REALISED THERE IS NO OTHER VERSION OF THIS STORY meanwhile there are in fact several versions of red chamber 💀💀💀#this is so funny to me personally
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#mond tanutchai#mond tanutchai edits#baddy 3 friends#gmmtv#thai actor#my gifs#bypiningbisexuals#I cannot deal with this man ;_; <3#he's just too fucking hot#also I can't believe this is my first gifset in like 2 months wtf
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episode 12 prisoner's dilemma is such such such a phenomenal episode
"the sword comes down"
#worlds beyond number#wbn#EURSULON#man lou wilson can hit humour and heart with a devastating balance#the baby sounds too killed me with cuteness just as much as they killed the table#i've been listening to this one ep for days in little chunks cause it's so much (pos)#but i can't believe we opened on 3 simultaneous mind convos with steel (who i am obsessed with and Long to know her deal)#and now we're in the fucking... sea#god worlds beyond number is the best dnd i've ever witnessed
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ALEX GIVES HIS KEY TO HENRY!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!
#I CAN'T RIGHT NOW MAN FUCK!#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrb movie#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#firstprince#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#rwrb spoilers#red white and royal blue spoilers#spoilers#THEY FUCKING EXHANGED THEIR PRECIOUS ITEMS I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW DJDHDJDJFJF
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Pardon my rant I saw an opinion piece that pissed me off
"Can't we all agree we need stronger border security?🥺"
No. No we cannot agree. And to make my position extremely painfully inescapably clear:
I do not give a single solitary crumb-coated fuck if immigrants are documented or not, if they're here legally or not. I don't care. I have never cared. I never will care. I have real problems. Real, tangible, genuinely impact my day to day, hour to hour, minute to minute life. Would I question their judgement? Sure. But get my own ass in a knot over it? No. Never. I don't care.
(To be clear I do care very much about their welfare.)
The capacity of Republicans to assume that their pettiness is a universal thing and that those who disagree are such a small freakish minority that they get a shocked pikachu face when they meet one astonishes me. And yes I said petty because it really feels like most of their grievances are down to other people receiving some sort of societal benefit that they, self appointed arbiters of who deserves what, doubt they have properly earned. So to be clear,
Don't you care if people exploit the welfare system?
No, I have real problems.
Doesn't it bother you that you might end up sharing a bathroom with a man?
No I have a brother. And also real problems.
Ugh doesn't it bother you that restaurants ask for tips?
No, I have real problems
Doesn't it bother you when people speak Spanish in public/there's a Spanish option when you call a company?
No I have real problems
Doesn't it bother you that middle school children are learning what sex is?
No, I have real problems and so do they.
Sorry not sorry I'm far more invested in the threat of the government deciding that neither immigrants nor I qualify as human beings anymore. I'm very bothered by that.
Hope that helps.
#personal#rant#us politics#I'm in constant physical pain and these fuckhats want to scare me about immigration#like immigrants are the fucking boogie man#grow the fuck up#turning off reblogs bc i can't deal with any bullshit today
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Went out to check in w/place we interviewed at. Had a breakdown in the fucking place. Person we needed to see wasn't there. Ended up feeling like a complete fool by the end of it. Had another breakdown heading home. Gonna try again at 9.
#sepiasys.txt#Ideally alone#Because yeah I'm FUCKING RIGHT. We can't do anything with bestie present. We can't mask! BECAUSE HE IS THERE!!#If I sense any chance of him looking at us; I can't keep the anxiety down enough.#Also confirmed we just get cold and shakey as fuck when we're secretly anxious. Apparently.#I get that buying smth would make it less awkward but thats if he comes with. If not even if I have deal with a line of ppl idc#aint buying shit ESPECIALLY if it turns out we weren't fit for the job because why the fuck would I do that?#I might try to get something online if need be idgaf {says someone who wont feel the same later}#It's just people. just people.#I think the most disheartening thing is hearing some dude say it was their first day here; idk what the context was for it#if thats a new hire tho then WHAT THE FUCK MAN!! DONT JUST FUCKING GHOST ME LIKE THIS SHIT!!!!!#I feel sick >:( Our roommates are gonna fucking hate me.#Also the way bestie acts; in retrospect it looks like he's trying to ignore me actively. But he also pushes me to lead. BITCH⁉️#YOU'RE NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON WHO NEEDS A FRIEND TO LEAD OR WHATEVER LIKE FUCK OFF WITH THAT‼️ I know ur tryna help but DUDE.#You literally make everything worse when you treat me like this because I can feel the expectations weigh on me. Because you have them.#It's like you're secretly watching and listening even if you're doing everything you can to NOT do it for my sake.
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perhaps this is in bad faith, but don't you think it's plausible that ms appleton was just a government food scientist who was sent to japan as sort of U.S. ambassador and given a generic, americanized name? we know that resources were scarce during the war and that many changes had to be made, or simply were made to cut costs, in the production of lots of things at the time. it just makes sense when you break it down that traditional shoyu is time and labour intensive to make but improves the taste of even outright bad dishes. at a time when people were forced to eat whatever food was available to them demand was likely very high to the point of unreasonably outweighing supply. either officials at kikkoman reached out to american food scientists for a solution or they offered one up themselves, given the fact that food science was undergoing a huge international renaissance led by the americans during the 30s, 40s and 50s. americans have a tendency to synthesize food. they also tend to feel strongly about imposing their culture on other countries. it seems more to me like this is a story about the american government taking extra steps to obfuscate the story of how they semi-successfully tried to be the final nail in the coffin of widespread, traditional shoyu production. less like some kind of yakuza conspiracy somehow centred on one woman. just the perspective of someone who's felt compelled to do their own research. it's my opinion that the way you're presenting your findings leaves massive gaps as well as leaps to get over them. i can't speak for the things you haven't shared publicly, obviously, but it feels a lot like you're dancing around the point. good luck to you in your research, regardless of my own feelings.
I think I agree that you're either arguing in bad faith or simply aren't really paying attention to a wider picture here. It's common knowledge that postwar economics in Japan were heavily influenced and remain to this day connected to organized crime and the Yakuza as an old tool of the imperial/noble order. We also know for a fact that the CIA worked with the yakuza during American occupation in order to manipulate political culture and economic structures.
It's also a common conspiracy in Japanese circles (or at least so it appears, and I want to be clear I am not voicing this as more than preexisting theory/belief, so I will not directly source to give complete credibility; consider this as context for why I might be interested in investigating further, just in case) that Empress Michiko and the Seifun Milling Company had close under-the-table connections with America, which would further influence the traditional shoyu brewing culture.
Like, I feel as though if you seem to be aware enough that America's treatment of Japan was one of extreme hostility and cruelty with little-to-no care about the nation or its people, solely using it as a means to enforce American/Western ideals and principles onto an unwilling populace and using violence and illegal organized crime syndicates to fulfill those goals...then why are you acting as though it's sus of me to look at a single woman in 1947 having this much power/control over Japanese-American relations when you have said yourself that shoyu is the single most important ingredient for Japanese food of all time, and only moreso during war rations/scarcity times?
#the mysterious appearance of miss appleton#like man i don't really wanna actually accuse you of bad faith#but i feel like if you aren't then you're in the area of being accused for myopic#and not paying attention to the surrounding details of a historical period and how that would imply and infer certain things#like. you're smart enough to call the cruelty of america to japan into play#and you're smart enough to point out how soy sauce is a big deal#but you're somehow finding me going ''hey why does one random woman get to control this entirely during military occupation? thats weird''#and then going ''okay so we already know she's tied to a general who is involved with the conspiratorial M-Fund''#''and she's tied to a different general who is tied to extreme cruelty in his command against Japanese''#''and she's part of an invading and occupying hostile conquering nation who has in the past and in the future#consistently and constantly shown that they work with local terrorist groups organized crime syndicates private militias/armies and so on#in order to fuck over their international rivals''#somehow you can't seem to find it reasonable that there's some heavy circumstantial evidence that warrants looking into?#hm?
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