#I CAN'T FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS MAN
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Irl JDS stop striving further and further away from the original Everything of the games challenge. TRY TO STOP THROWING AWAY YOUR OWN EXCUSE OF "OH EVERYTHING IS SEPIA AND BLACK BECAUSE IT'S ANOTHER FUCKING DIMENSION" CHALLENGE . PLEASE DEAR GOD
#I CAN'T FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS MAN#WHEN THEY REVEALED THE FIRST SCREENSHOT FROM THE CAGE#I LITERALLY HAD A BODERLINE PANIC ATTACK BECAUSE OF THE COLOUR RED. YOU'RE KIDDING ME#I MAY BE UNSTABLE AND STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO THIS SERIES#BUT GOD FUCKING DAMN#WHAT HAPPENED TO INK. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE FUN STYLE. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MYSTERY AND ATMOSPHERE AND EVERYTHING#THIS GAME IS LIKE A SECOND HOME TO ME WHY ARE THEY DESECRATING IT WITH IDEAS THAT DON'T FIT INTO THE WORLD#UAAGGHH h#I miss batim so much I miss batim so fucking much why did they change so much in so many weird ways#fuck !!#ain't tagging this because i feel it's too negative and personal issue fuelled for the rest of the fandom#shinji chair /ref#body horror cw#body horror tw#tw body horror#cw body horror#body horror#just in case tags#Nope !! !
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Hey, if you have speech impediments, you are so amazing.
If you stutter or have a lisp or misspeak easily or you have a flat affect or a limited verbal vocabulary or if your voice is AAC or if you just have a difference in your vocality, you are so incredibly important and amazing.
Just know that your voice is yours. Nobody will ever be able to truly take it away. Your voice is part of you, and you deserve to make it as true to you as you deem fit. I hope you have the space to grow with your voice and whatever about it makes it unique.
#positivity#disability positivity#partially because so much of voical differences arise from disability#i've developed a really annoying lisp-ish issue#and it's hard to be positive about it because it makes me feel like i'll be treated as lesser because it's a 'childish' affect#but i literally can't help it unless i spend 110% of my focus on it. and i don't have that amount of energy#but it makes me think about others and especially those who have it more intensely than i do#and i just want to uplift everybody because vocal differences are neutral at worst#man my dad always tells a story about this coworker he had who had a stutter like you wouldn't believe...#...and he was fucking BRUTALIZED for it... 'c-c-c-c-CAN YOU GET TO THE POINT?!' is how people would talk to him...#...and obviously that made his stutter twice as fucking worse and i can't imagine the shame and humiliation that followed...#...i hope he learned that those assholes were a fucking waste of time and that he doesn't have to deal with that...#...like i'm sorry but there is no fucking need to be that sadistic toward somebody who is obviously already anxious and worried
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I can't believe I was looking through ao3's search system to find a fic to read before bed. and i see motherfucking ai
bitch proudly has an entire three chapter fic written by ai, put on ao3, and says "Sorry it's ai it might get a little repetitive👉👈"
Like bitch???? I was just trying to find a batfam or isat found family fic and now I have to see this ugly shit
#sorry I;m fucking pissed rn#actually no I'm not sorry#fuck ai#i actually can't fuking deal with this tonight#it's almost two in the goddamn morning#i hate it here#isat#in stars and time#batfam#batman#dcu#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ai is stupid#also#ai is theft#and a plague#and i hate it#fuck people who post shit written by ai to an archive that's meant to preserve works written by PEOPLE#It's too late for this shit man
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#i gotta go get my T bloodwork done tomorrow#which is fine but like#last time i was there the nurse was REALLY weird and they were pretty annoyed with me#because i hadn't come in for a long time#because life shit happened including breaking my ankle#and it's the same situation now but like so much fucking worse#and i don't want them to be assholes to me about it or about how i kind of miss shots quite a bit#like that's A Thing#it's a problem for me#but i don't deserve AT ALL to get scolded for it or treated like I'm doing something wrong#ugh i just have a chip on my shoulder#i know it has the potential to go fine and i am bringing backup with me#but EVERYTHING has gone wrong lately!#and if this goes wrong there is every chance it'll drive me to getting the stuff online and not getting bloodwork AT ALL#and I want to tell them that but I feel like they'd just be shitty about it because ultimately they may be an inclusive clinic#but they are still medical professionals and gatekeepers at heart and you can't trust medpros and gatekeepers further than you can spit#idk man I'm an adult just leave me alone to do my thing and accept that I will be in once a year for sure but no promises on more than that#i'm tired in advance#idk i just got the feeling last time that they were accusing me of getting my T illicitly and it's like bitch im not but even if i was#aren't you supposed to be a place people can be honest about their situations? am i not here jumping through your hoops to do it legally?#im doing what you wanted but the thing is I DON'T HAVE TO and if you keep acting weird im going to have to STOP#because i don't have energy to deal with my disintegrating life AND gatekeeping judgy bullshit#do cis men have to dance like this?
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not me learning from the wiki that yamato (2.63m/8'8") and kiku (2.87m/9'5") are like exactly 1m taller than they should reasonably be respectively if they were normal humans of their birth sex
#one piece#apparently the anime took some liberties w their heights when it wasn't convenient to have them tower over literally most of the others#I'm tryna draw sanji next to em and we'll run into the canon!sanji is an in-universe short king at 1.77m issue again like usual#they're so fucking tall#but I also can't make the editorial decision to cut them by a meter to make them normal ppl height bc then yamato would be shorter than#sanji and I just plain old can't have that cause that'd make it too noticeable#OH WELL I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE CANON HEIGHTS AAH#(also apparently izo should be taller or kiku should be shorter bc anime decided they're close in height when man's literally like <2m tall
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https://www.tumblr.com/chasedeys/770402431028871168
Knowing how hyper aware and caring Ja’Marr is he probably recommended her to Tee due to all the injuries how sweet and thoughtful of him . God this man shouldn’t have this hold on me
you are sooo rightttt arghrgrhhh ja’marr is so!!! health conscious!!! talked about it a bit here on how ja'marr takes note of people's health and injuries so seriously and pushes them to get healthy over playing through their injuries :(((
he cares soooo deeply for people he keeps close and tee had all those deep tissue injuries that kept him back from playing with ja’marr :(( he’s gotta be vibrating with the need to mother hen the ever living shit out of tee and mentions his usual clinic but like forcefully because he can’t be casual about it and tee's like ok sure and ja’marr drags him to her like a pup trying to keep their favorite toy safe asking their owner to stitch up their ripped stuffing 💔💔💔
like imagining ja'marr being all fussy and pushy about tee going to her, who he knows and trusts and has seen actual results from in himself so he feels comfortable and confident in actually getting tee to do a session with her, and tee being exasperated at this loud little shit who would not shut up about him getting better so he goes partly because he trusts ja'marr and that he has his best interest at heart and he knows that the rehab session would be good for him but also in other part just to shut and soothe ja'marr up lmao.
heres one of their sessions that's like my favorite because wow ja'marr really answered the door like that huh. like loooook at him arhrghrgrrhhrh..........legs swinging listening to her in the beginning </3 and then fighting with her on whose nails are longer boy enough 😭 (insane ass size difference btw begging you all to pause at 1:19)
AND WOW OKAY SO i assumed this before but like wasn't 100% sure but -> pretty sure this is a home visit right and that background's literally where tee did his session SO. what I'm saying is. tee did his session at ja'marr's place. at the same day probably so when one was being metaphorically smushed to pieces and stabbed with tiny little needles the other was sitting on the couch next to them probably yapping endlessly trying to make them laugh and getting yelled at by dr. ashley to keep their mouth shut.
just. ja'marr had added tee to his usual sessions </3 probably already had a usual date and time set up for himself for his weekly (?) resets and asked if she could add tee to her schedule so he can do his own rehab session and that kind of fucks me up deep inside because what do you mean he made tee do his usual rehab with him so tee would be healthier....what do you mean..........what do you meannnnnnn
here's another ja'marr session where he did the entire thing in his beanie btw <3 miss him in braids in a beanie 😔
#ask#like that's his fireplace right or am i tripping#dr. ashley blanche btw i should put all the respect on her name for keeping these boys healthy lol#anyway for another ask in case i don't finish it today but i can't keep it in and also talked at length with casey with#tee would be ja'marr's best man and justin would be joes for a joemarr wedding idc idc#ja'marr chase#tee higgins#god they're really like this#what's yours is mine kind of deal etc etc#ja'marr making sure tee is taken care of 😔 probably aggressively lmao#tee switching to ja'marr's agents and now doing a session with his therapist i feel so fucked up over it like they're really doing this#all in or nothing with ja'marr argrjrgrhrhhr#teemarr meta#is it 😭#teemarr#ALSO its hilarious to watch jamarrs interactions with dr ashley he keeps annoying her 😭#asking him to breath and he just grunts or goes 'ooooh' she had to keep repeating herself 😭
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reading a post s7 fic and it's got me thinking... like, y'know, maybe the reason wil and xand struggle with their partners is because no one really comes above buffy. they're part of the slayer's arsenal, her best weapons, her biggest supports. and why buffy has such people troubles in general is because she will always always save wil and xand before anybody else. cause it's them three against the world
#in parentheses with a little asterisk ofc this is excluding dawn but do you understand me#they're trauma bonded u can't separate them :(#it'd probably be better for them honestly but also it's CRUEL#I'm just throwing this out there bc I'm thinking about the three of them again#like I don't think it's accurate but I don't feel like I'm entirely wrong either#will has an easier time putting her partners above buffy but like. idk man. she brought the bitch back from the dead#that was pretty big#and we all know how xander deals with buffy vs his girlfriends#buffy can't make friends to save her life out here and it's probably cause they know the scooby gang is fucking impenetrable#like oh yeah you really think ur coming between them? lol. lmao. rofl even#and okay buffy knows they can handle themselves. but be fr#if one of them was actually struggling do you not think she would drop everything to help them?#I am NEVER going to be able to properly articulate my feelings on three I just. they're so important to me. so important#I am still devastated to find they do not have an official ship name. someone. please#buffy x willow x xander#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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I swear to god if I see one more person reducing Lute's character to "Adam dickrider/girlfriend/best friend/etc" I'll go insane like do you guys understand what you're doing
#Sobek rants#I love lute&Adam's dynamic (platonically) genuinely but CMON GUYS#She's more than that okay??? Do you not understand the implications of making her whole character revolve around one man???#Yes he is important to her but she's still a person outside of her relationship with him! Her only trait isn't “loyal to adam”!!#She's a bitch (pos)! She's secretly a loser! She loves looking down on others to prop herself up! She's stubborn as fuck! She's impulsive#But can still be patient if the situation calls for it! She's a bloodthirsty maniac! She's ruthless! She's vengeful! She's not afraid to#Speak her mind! She clearly cares about others around her to some degree! And.Yes. She's loyal towards Adam to a fault. But that's not her#Entire fucking character! She's more than that and people need to acknowledge that. I think this is partially why I hate guitarspear (my#Dadam headcannon aside). I feel like most guitarspear shit I've seen reduces her to “Adam's third wife” “Adam's gf” etc etc#And this is probably why I prefer Emilute tbh- like ik it's a crackship but I feel like the contrast between them could bring out Lute's#Other traits and have her exist outside of Adam. Which is something the fandom refuses to let her do apparently#And again I get it! They're a package deal! An iconic duo! But if you can write Adam outside of his relationship with Lute you should do th#Same to her. I can't believe I have to say this!#I could go on for hours but I think I yapped too much.#Hazbin Hotel#◇angsty teen with a spear◇
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ok ok its my fault for being on reddit but r/houseofthedragon rn full of people arguing that demon and his 99% neck lizard have a stronger bond than aegon and sunfyre and it's so fucking frustrating that its entirely condolt's fucking fault that this is even a fucking argument because he thinks the greatest bond between a dragon and his rider to ever go that fucking hard in this universe is pRopaganda and gives dae mon and car ax es more screentime. i'm just so fucking done man. never showed us sunfyre TRULY until it was time for demon jr the anime edgelord to attack him and aegon, never get the fact that sunfyre is literally on aegon's arms, never got the coronation flying, DIDN'T GET ANYTHING UNTIL IT WAS TIME TO FUCK HIM UP FOR THE PLOT.
i wish this mf would get fucking fired before he has a chance to touch these two anymore because I don't think i can handle how he will underplay and butcher the fact that this dragon literally fought tooth and claw with a broken wing to find his way back to his rider.
#tbd#anti ryan condal#hotd critical#anti hotd#Sunfyre#Aegon II Targaryen#and this mf gave so much screentime to FUCKING VERMITHOR BEFORE HE WAS EVEN NEEDED#that should've gone to dreamfyre and sunfyre#i'm like y'know what we need to manifest alan taylor for sunfyre aegon eps bc i can't deal with this#at least i know that man likes these two 😭😭😭#and i'm still like its so obvious who sunfyre is named for but tom and phia can beg for helaegon and will get fuck all#meanwhile other actors can suggest whatever they want and get it#and it's like the only other dragon/rider bond i was so looking forward to was sheepstealer/nettles#that is just completely taken from us#i'm so anxious about how they'll ruin eggfyre tho#because knowing condumb i wouldn't put it past him to be immensely fucking uncharitable to aegon's grief when he finally does lose him#i already saw someone dunking on aegon for the line(TM)#and i'm like man...#i have a lot of thoughts but can we please remember that he's 1) speaking to his council#only decides he needs a dragon after he's told morning hatched for rhaena#2) says new sunfyre in response to borros saying 'how about silverwing' sunfyre is the fucking standard#ALSO SAME FUCKING CLOWN SHITS ON EGGFYRE TO SAY ITS AKSHUALLY DAN Y DRO GON#i know you have read the same books#he is disobedient as fuck despite her being mommy#do not compare. she may get there maybe but she sure as hell ain't there yet#hotd spoilers#fire and blood#just in case whatever
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web weaving for the buddhist and taoist monks from dream of the red chamber by cao xueqin ✨
#this started off as a parody and became progressively less ironic.#UM. HELLO GUYS. CAN I POSSIBLY INTEREST YOU IN SOME OLD MAN YAOI#fucking#web weaving#webweaving#I GUESS.#dream of the red chamber#this is so stupid i'm crying#not to me not if it's you next to the fucking illustratiosnjdhajwkawkahwab of them looking like joyful little lads#WHY DOES LAST OF OUR KIND KIND OF HIT THOUGH#GIRLS WHEN ONLY TWO BEINGS KNOW THE WHOLE STORY FROM BEGINNING TO END AND THEY CAN CHANGE IT BUT THEY CAN'T#AND ONLY THE OTHER KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE!!!#meanwhile the monks in the actual novel: only concern after they indirectly kill some guy is that a mirror doesn't get damaged#they're such a serve actually#as i've said before: diversity win! those two men watching you suffer endless torment are dating!#sorry in advance to the psychic damage this post will deal to anyone who knows what i'm on about 🫡#edit FUSJDJSJD I JUST REALISED THERE IS NO OTHER VERSION OF THIS STORY meanwhile there are in fact several versions of red chamber 💀💀💀#this is so funny to me personally
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my wish is to report every single man's acc when they follow me. i have a fucking MEN DNI on my profile and you STILL follow me, why???? GO TRIP ON A WIRE AND KNOCK YOUR HEAD ON A LIGHT POLE BUT GET OUT OF HERE
#I'm referring to cis straight men. i literally do not understand how you can invade a space ppl literally told you to stay away so easily#it's a way of thinking you can be here. well#you can't#i WILL fucking block you on sight idc#there was this one time a man came into my dms to ask a specific question that was harmless and he was respectful. i can deal with that#bc after all if we want to have conversations it's a 2-way thing. I won't be mad. but when you fucking FOLLOW ME i won't stand you around#GET THE FUCK OUT#messylesb's ramblings#lesbian#wlw#sapphic#wlw nsft#nsft sapphic#nsft wlw#sapphic nsft#lesbian nsft#nsft lesbian
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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OK get this
a new season of the x files comprised only of weird episodes like humbug, syzygy, war of the coprophages and etc.
and the opening theme is that cupcakke remix of the original tune
#The x files#X files#Txf#Fox mulder#Dana scully#david duchovny#gillian anderson#I just heard the remix on instagram#I cry laughed for awhile#now I can't get it out of my head help#Like who cares about the lore#Fuck the cigarette smoking man or whatever alien/government conspiracy is happening out there#Just mulder and scully dealing with downright laughable and ridiculous situations
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#mond tanutchai#mond tanutchai edits#baddy 3 friends#gmmtv#thai actor#my gifs#bypiningbisexuals#I cannot deal with this man ;_; <3#he's just too fucking hot#also I can't believe this is my first gifset in like 2 months wtf
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episode 12 prisoner's dilemma is such such such a phenomenal episode
"the sword comes down"
#worlds beyond number#wbn#EURSULON#man lou wilson can hit humour and heart with a devastating balance#the baby sounds too killed me with cuteness just as much as they killed the table#i've been listening to this one ep for days in little chunks cause it's so much (pos)#but i can't believe we opened on 3 simultaneous mind convos with steel (who i am obsessed with and Long to know her deal)#and now we're in the fucking... sea#god worlds beyond number is the best dnd i've ever witnessed
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ALEX GIVES HIS KEY TO HENRY!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!
#I CAN'T RIGHT NOW MAN FUCK!#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrb movie#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#firstprince#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#rwrb spoilers#red white and royal blue spoilers#spoilers#THEY FUCKING EXHANGED THEIR PRECIOUS ITEMS I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW DJDHDJDJFJF
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