#shinji chair /ref

[salpho]

Irl JDS stop striving further and further away from the original Everything of the games challenge. TRY TO STOP THROWING AWAY YOUR OWN EXCUSE OF "OH EVERYTHING IS SEPIA AND BLACK BECAUSE IT'S ANOTHER FUCKING DIMENSION" CHALLENGE . PLEASE DEAR GOD

[ink-ghoul]

you can (not) keep ignoring the back of your base

[aisy15-chan]

just thinking it too much & draw it uh

I need watch more the vods i have miss lot thing on qsmp *shinji chair meme pose* & i need stop watch about competitive pokemon battle but for 'simple' explanation you can watch this video

Ref of 2:

[crispy0nion]

shinji chairing so hard after spending nearly an hour looking for those fucking d2 character ref sheets made by bungie because i couldn't remember where i saw them just for them to have every character under the sun except for the one i need (cayde)

[confusedgeek]

“the novelist” - my take on this BL jdrama

contains !! spoilers !!

just finished watching another BL, this time it’s THIS GORGEOUS MASTERPIECE BY THE TITLE “the novelist” (funny thing is in jp translation it’s supposed to be the pornographer hihi (*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)

ANYWAY, LETS MOVE TO MY THOUGHTS ON THIS BL

the acting was RAW, IT FELT SO REAL TO ME, as if im not even watching a BL but a real life “movie” or smtn (о´∀`о)

seriously, THE ACTING IN THIS BL WAS SO GOOD I CANT— *chokes on air*

also, AT THIS POINT IM JUST INLOVE W JDRAMA BL’s BECAUSE OF HOW GOOD THEY MAKE THE KISS SCENES LIKE AAAAA *shinji on chair moment* THE KISS WAS SO SLOPPY (good way), HOT, TENDER (like CHICKEN >:3) and overall *SUCH AN APPETIZER YUMMMM!1!!11!1! :,,))))*

what i also love sm ab this BL is the storyline, it’s just so realistic, unique and basically stunning!! it’s ••• perfect!!!

NOW LETS DISCUSS SOME REAL MATTERS REHEHEE ;))

along the scenes i absolutely adore in this jdrama has to be one from ep 5, where kuzumi confessed his love to kijima and kijima was like “ouhhhh jump scare 👁👁” (such a stupid ref to that one meme audio ik leave me be :,))

ANYWHO, WHERE KIJIMA PUSHED HIM AGAINST whatever wooden piece that was;; AND STARTED GOING WILD, STRIPPING HIM AND SAYING “you don’t actually love me, you just want to fuck me” and my smol pea brain was sitting in my head like 💧👁👁💧

*sweats so much my nonexistent hormones explode inside my body ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)*

JUST HOW BEAUTIFULLY REALISTIC THIS PART WAS PLAYED, SO MUCH EMOTION AAAAAA *screams through gritted teef* (how kuzumi pushed kijima and MHHHMMM LET ME MENTION THE BEAUTIFUL VIEW WE GOT OF KUZUMI’S BOOBA *licks bottom lips*) \(//∇//)\

*hides my face in my palms writing this* THE SEXUAL TENSION IN THIS SPECIFIC SCENE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME IM STUTTERING (*ﾟ▽ﾟ*) {fr ep 5 might be my fav ep T////T}

AND UM LETS TALK AB WHAT A SERVE KIDO IS???!!!! i mean 👁👁🙇🥺🤲🏻 he’s so beautiful, HE’S GOT EM FEATURES OK T^T (along with who played kuzumi and kijima ofc like *saliva slips out of my mouf*)

BUT THE ENDING???!!!! YOU HAD TO DO ME LIKE THAT???!!! 😭😭😭😭 *bangs head* WHY CAN’T YOU SHOW ME A FUTURE OF EM TOGETHER??!!! having drinks with kido :,((( and more >:3

{have to mention, the whooooleeeee fucking FAN SERVICE OF THE SCENE WHERE KIJIMA GOT DRUNK AND KISSED KUZUMI I WAS ON THE FLOOR ALRIGHT?? and an honorable mention is THE FANTASY KUZUMI HAD OF KIDO AND KIJIMA HAVING SEX ♪( ´θ｀) I didn’t know whether i should cry or um 👁👁 yk *focus on the scene ;))*}

i recommend RECOMMEND THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF THIS BL!!!! gotta be another fav of mine >////< esp if you’re familiar with “the shortest distance is round” since imo, i found a couple similarities ><

and both works are ofc AMAZING (￣∀￣)

[threepoint14art]

THAT WAS SO FAST OH MY GOD @chocottang hiii :3c I'm glad you don't mind I'm glad you don't mind!! ok so for. the other two, neuron activation AGAIN for the other two, yet another info dump (not as long) TLDR we changed Fox, Megs house did burn down like in canon

SO! Fox is the one who we changed the most, however i did keep his fear of fire, but not for the reasons you might think (shinji chair image)

Since both spring and meg were victims to a fire i wanted to switch it up with this little guy, if you see the pictures on my prev response the little guy with long red hair thats fox (trans beam ily), you can see that the boy is way too happy and kinda chill about his situation while meg just looks like the most dissociated kid you will ever see, this has a reason.

Fox was kinda just, born into the system, he's the type of case where he was abandoned at birth and he just lived there, he does not really care for his bio parents or anything of the sort, because he had Spring. So he always seemed happy and pleased ever since he met spring because he didn't have anyone to miss, his reference for what a parent was alligned with Spring so well he didn't grieve not having a "real family" for too long. Fox sorta defenitelly sees spring as more than an older brother, and it eats him up inside because he can recognize that spring should have been at the club/ref and that him forcing that parental role onto him might just make spring feel a little insane, because he can see that spring doesnt really see himself as a full fledged adult much LESS a parent. But anyways that wasn't the point Fox's schordingers parent situation just drives me up a wall

Fox was born into it, however his entire fear of fire thing is sort of aquired, aquired from Spring who is (reasonably so) deadly fucking afraid of fire, and spring who still somehow managed to cook for them two when they were too small to do so, and spring who has had a lot of literal shutdowns and meltdowns over fire throughout the years. If you saw the person you trusted the most and protected you, if you saw your dad big brother, freak out so hard at something you would grow really wary of it too, aquired.

Meg,,,,,,,, still lost it all to a fire, im gonna be honest i dont remember if it was ever proven that she and fox were bio siblings but thats not the case anymore (still very much siblings though), but the elusive burnt down picture of megs "older brother" I took as,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, drumrolls,,,, Maggie from the nightmares

Basically as a child would do, this little thing sort of throws a temper tantrum one night bcause she thinks their family’s being really unfair and decides to run away from home, her parents decide to make a really big sweet dinner and it starts the fucking house fire. Maggie is not caught in it because he went outside to look for Meg, and Meg comes home in the middle of the night to see their house in flames, police and firefighters surrounding them and talking to their crying brother. Tries to run in, gets burned really badly on the face and on their leg. And then goes to the orphanage.

Survivors guilt and allat, the kid dissociated so incredebly horribly hard for so many years and also blocked out a lot of stuff. She doesn't really remember much other than THAT night and some disconected memories of loving her parents, but doesn't remember faces, and also forgot most if not all about Maggies existence, the kid dissociated and forgot incredebly hard. Also is very adverse to fire, which contributes to Fox and that second hand fear of fire of his.

thank you multi he really does have all of them he shoulda've been at the club <///3

Ok so first of all i love reading your guys' tags always and forever, second of all @chocottang HIII CHOCOO (please do tell me if tagging annoys you!) You turned my braincell on, you asked such a simple and normal question and now you are gonna get lore'd about spring im so sorry- ok ok so answer here and then i start ranting about all the things ive done to this poor man if anyones interested:

He is not on the aro spectrum he just never really thought about romance for the LONGEST time. Rubbing my hands like an evil fly why would that be? Read to find out

Also while spring himself is not on the aroace spectrum i do present cami, owynn, bonnie and puppet to you humbly, the silliests ever

Basically, as you MAY have noticed, the guy has a lot of burn scars (shocking), that's because when he was little his house burnt down and his parents died and he got super fucked up, he's been in the foster system since he was like 10, no family wanted to take him in because his parents had him when they were super young and thus were disowned. So we start off strong with that, and it gets worse!

I wanted to make spring a little more unhinged because wowzers the sprintrap animatronic is evil, however his chill attitude captivated me, so i decided to make the unhinged him be his younger self, children are cruel adults are scary people in the foster system get treated as "a way to give people who cant have bio kids families" or "charity cases" instead of normal children with a lot of unnadressed issues who deserve a change to grow up with a semblance of normalcy. He was alone and scared and angry at life and thus tended to get into a lot of fights and to stealing stuff and such. Problem kid status + visibly scarred led him to never really finding a permanent home, not that he wanted one, because most of the adults in his life scared him and also wanted him to have a "new" life, AKA forget his parents and accept these new strangers as parents, horrible!

This little kid who is very scared and alone and wishes for nothing more than his parents calming him down again meets 2 even smaller kids and just, projects onto them. He started coping with all the stuff in his head through taking care of children and pretending it was also him who was being taken care of so softly and tenderly, the children being meg and fox. He just starts taking care of them and subconciously growing up really fast to get them the support and whatever they need and then out of literally nowhere hes 18. He's like "oh crap wth" Gets send off to the real world having BARELY graduated from highschool and with some money, he cannot bear the thought of losing any more people and just looks into becoming the other 2's legal guardian and gets them out of the system to live with him in the worlds cheapest house he could find

So what I mean is that he hyperfocused on being a caretaker and getting money and growing up and getting ten thousand things that the thought of romance was not even anywhere near his head, having FRIENDS was nowhere near his head. He had to find a job he had to enroll the other 2 into school he had to find another job he had to make sure their house didn't fall apart by the seams. Also fun fact, the more he grew up the more he realized he is a literal carbon copy of his dad, but visibly scarred! have fun looking in the mirror buddy

In his head, he does not really see himself as a full grown adult even though hes 24, and his weird thought of "adults being scary" still persists even though he himself is one, he doesn't like talking to grown people and that isn't helped by how he spent most of his life with Fox and Meg, he is not used to talking to people his age or older and he was too busy to actually process that romance might be something he wanted when he was just drowning in ten other thousand things already. As he got older and fox and meg also got older and got partime jobs his burden was lessened a lot and he was allowed to CHILL a little

So those 2 idiots in the drawing are vincent and leti,,, they might look like ocs and at this point they kinda are but they ARE based on the bg characters of Camarero and "Novia", they both also have their own can of worms to unpack it's insane.

Spring met Vincent at work, new coworker new hire and then Leti just stopped by sometimes to talk to vincent and he went thought ten billion crisis because "having a crush as an adult is so embarassing i need to be paying taxes"

So TLDR he had his first crushes ever at 24 because at that age he was actually allowed to chill a little and his brain finally had the room to process that romance was in fact, real. He also had to go through the "i like men???????? Im poly??¿¿" thoughts at 24, he shoulda've been at the club/ref

[containedconspiracy]

tag yourself im shinji chair mark (also today is ref day >:D)

im personally ceaser among us

[allstarsmash]

whats in my browser: louie is insane edition

11 simple rhymes to help you remember how dale earnhardt died

crouton.net

starman.net’s earthbound walkthru

video of an old choir concert

trying to find a song by googling the lyric “for the life of me i cannot remember” (i found the song btw it’s the freshmen by the verve pipe)

why does my phone keep restarting

a tweet an internet friend sent me about mirror dimensions

the megaman wiki (open to thetis’ page)

a google drive with every episode of whatever happened to robot jones?

the team fortress 2 wiki (open to pyro’s page)

aggie.io

“songs to get your medical license taken away to”

the history of the baseball walkup song

sheet music for the intro to rolling down the street in my katamari

ukulele tabs to intervention by arcade fire

how to remove blood stains from fabric

my deviantart

a website about weird gene names

“does knuckles work here”

a site for watching movies/tv with people

the “security system TAKES CONTROL OF SQUIDWARD’S HOUSE” copypasta

the fucking sonic adventure don’t play track 01 creepypasta

lost media wiki

the sonic wiki (open to tangle’s page)

“‘stop killing people’ um… im literally neurodivergent & also a minor???” (really funny when i have this open next to the page of any possible neurodivergent minor sonic character)

pixel art crochet

sonic mania spriter’s resource

wikipedia guide to werewolves in pop culture

otamatone

r/identifythisfont “what’s the classic tiktok captions font??”

rodin m on fontworks

r/fonts “where can i find a font similar to rodin m?”

the ICD-10

a guide to the ICD

fantasynamegenerators

minecraft death messages (forgot what this was for?)

the human-animal hybrid prohibition act of 2009

“kid in sunglasses dancing”

the most extreme BPMs in dance music

a store with cool paper/notebooks

the twit account of an artist i really like

toki pona in 76 lessons

monty python and the holy grail in toki pona

toki pona dictionary

tails is not gay

goggles i was looking at for cosplay purposes

the undertale wiki (open to the page for butterscotch pie)

a guide to finding 2000s scene clothes

r/icebergcharts

walkthru of trauma center: under the knife

“100 greatest power metal songs”

walkthru of bowser’s inside story

readallcomics (open to issue 28 of sonic idw)

xbox themes and gamer pictures

“Gamer Trying to Name Child After Video Game Character Without Spouse Figuring It Out”

it’s just a ps4

aidn.jp’s gif editor

the rhythm doctor wiki (open to cole brew’s page)

the “i can’t believe we’re both goth and trans!” meme

I Am Forcibly Removed From The Premises

the sonic frontiers announcement video with the sonic and tails vtuber models. sorry

walkthru of sonic 3’s carnival night zone

tiermaker (open to a sonic vocal tracks tier list)

the lyrics to hacker by death grips

I Was Just About To Consume This Delicious Banana

the “steve is drowning” “this ain’t about him” meme

get this party started by pink

“wikipedia editor jacket”

lyrics to edge of seventeen (hehe) by stevie nicks

robotomy

the yetee’s rhythm doctor merch

a sonic adventure walkthru

the tmbg merch store

life grips

“styling long curly hair for guys”

the chao island wiki (open to how to plant seeds)

“if i miss this jumpshot i’ll kill myself”

spreadsheet with every emerald location for knuckles and rouge in sa2

aggie.io, again

a sonic adventure 2 walkthru

“bearer of the curse meme”

“SHINJI CHAIR MEME” (yes in all caps)

elitesonicfan’s merch site

sheet music for gusty garden galaxy

a polecat

vinny’s terminal 7 rant

r/redditwritesseinfeld

“GNC QUOI”

bulbapedia (open to delphox)

a fucking spamton plush

wikipedia’s page on age appropriateness and rating systems

sticker mule

sheet music for white ball by miracle musical

buzzly.art (i’m waiting on that open registration)

“tweet like sonic and his friends are real”

the tvtropes page about time loops

the lyrics to open your heart by crush 40

art of kyo vocaloid for the favorite character bingo

the lyrics to fukkireta

“person standing side to camera” (for art ref)

crow wings

jhariah

and, finally, the lyrics to lose yourself by eminem

[realblu]

gets a foldable chair and goes in a shinji pose /ref

sos

im traumatized

a bot had a link and me with my stupid pea brain clicked on it and it had the people doing the funny how do I solve my traumatization

[weloveshinjiweprotectshinji]

New Merch! - Redbubble

Check the link at the end or...maybe.... here: https://www.redbubble.com/people/ItsMeRilari/shop?ref=artist_title_name

<3

Hello :) Hope you are all good during this pandemic. Be safe guys! 

One of my biggest dreams is to be an artist and sell merch so I thought... “Why not make some Shinji Protetion Squad shirts and stickers?”.

I’ve been thinking about this since last year and, to be honest, since I created this Squad. We are not big or anything but thank you all so much for all the love you gave to me (and Shinji :p)  :) and I’m just a girl talking and sharing what I love. Who would have thought? 

Ok. Sorry! Let’s check the merch!

For now I’ve only got these 3 artworks that are directly inspired by the anime! 

We’ve got

Mug, Tears and Chair!

You can get a variety of stuff like...

Shirts, mugs, stickers, pillows, water bottles and even masks!

Sticker start at $1.38 (+shipping) ! 

https://www.redbubble.com/people/ItsMeRilari/shop?ref=artist_title_name

(Pls tell me what you think of the artworks :PPP ly )