#I BELIEVE IN YOU YUKITO

[stickers-on-a-laptop]

he's gonna snap soon isn't he

[completeoveranalysis]

[5]

Excuse me this is genuinely too much for me I have to immediately lie down

[cottonpuffmouse]

Fujimoto being a future Japanese Lit Great is a hill I’m read to fucking die on and I wait every day for the gatekeeper of what’s considered good Japanese Lit to recognize him.

*sits outside Asagiri’s office*

YOU KNOW WHAT I’M OUT HERE FOR!!!!!!!!

[yuugen-benni]

''...Excuse me ?''

Prompt: Getting hit on in front of your lover Fandom: Bungou Stray dogs and Genshin Impact Characters: Ayatsuji Yukito, Fyodor, Dazai - Freminet, Wanderer, Dehya Gn!Reader (They/them)

Ayatsuji Yukito: I feel sorry for anyone who likes jealous boyfriends because Ayatsuji is not one. While a random man is hitting on you, he will literally be standing next to you, as if testing to see if the man will realize that he is your lover. But this obviously failed. Ayatsuji is now staring at the man, raising an eyebrow and you can tell he is mentally cursing the man in a clever way. If the person gets too close, or does something that makes you even more uncomfortable, he pokes the tip, still hot, of the kiseru pipe on their forehead and push them back.

''How long will I have to listen to this ?...*sigh*... Sir, use your last remaining neuron to realize that: they're with me''

Fyodor: He laughs…HE LAUGHS. Fyodor is surprised, that you got hit? Maybe, but he's actually surprised by the man's boldness. I mean...he is scary, he exudes death so if someone is by his side it is either his partner in crime or maybe his lover.

When the ''conversation'' becomes more suggestive, he decides not to watch the show anymore and literally just take you out of there.

''It was really fun to watch, but now leave my lover alone if you don't want your heart to stop beating''

Dazai: He's a son of a b!tch, but a lovable one. Dazai will act like he's just a friend and started telling the guy about you (or rather, lie about you to protect your privacy) pretending to help the guy hit on you. Yes, he's just taking advantage of the situation; BUT YES, Dazai is also protecting you so don't be mad at him. At the end of all this performance, he will play his final card: ''They're great people, aren't they? Having them as a lover must be wonderful and guess what? They are my partner!''

-

Freminet: Poor thing, he doesn't know what to do! Does he explain?, Does he just push the guy?, Does he grab your hand and run away??? I believe the last option is more effective. Freminet isn't even used to talking to strangers, let alone someone hitting on his lover. But he tries, he tries hard. And when the guy becomes more invasive, he acts on impulse and pushes you to his side.

''...O-okay, I'm sorry but- you're being extremely disrespectful with my partner''

Wanderer/Scaramouche: This little man here is trying not to beat the ass of the person who is hitting on you. He's holding on so tight that his fists are white. But, as always, Wanderer pretends he's not jealous and then lets you handle the situation… before he does something he shouldn't-- but if the person is very insistent on ''having your heart'' he will definitely do something he shouldn't. He will use words… bad, horrible words or even opt for physical aggression... well you at least are safe now.

Dehya: This is a somewhat unlikely event because once you are under her gaze, nothing bad will happen to you. But, maybe, at some point when you two are shopping, and you end up distancing yourself a little, it can happen. She's prepared… a little too much, but she won't hesitate to confront the guy/girl who has started to make you uncomfortable. At this point, she won't even care if she's being overprotective or not, as long as you're okay.

''Are you blind or something? Can't you see that they're not interested ?''

[larluce]

I had an idea for a Post canon merthur AU!!

I don't know if you have seen Sakura Card Captor? Well, there is a character called Yukito that has double personality/two alter egos. One that is a regular human being with sunshine personality called Yukito and the other that is a literal Angel/powerful creature that is cold and merciless called Yue. The interesting thing about this character is that, while Yue is aware that Yukito exists and can access to Yukito's memories, Yukito doesn't have the same privilege. Yukito, as far as he knows, he is just a regular teen student that sometimes has mental gaps.

So I wondered, what if Merlin, due to all the trauma he went through or maybe through a spell he did to himself, splited his personality in two so he could handle the long wait for Arthur's return better? One would be Emrys, the most powerful sorcerer that ever lived that also incarnates the worst aspects of him, basically Dark Merlin in all his glory, and the other one would be a Merlin without his memories, ergo, without all his traumas, his personality would be series 1 innocent Merlin, but this Merlin doesn't have magic (or rather he has it, but is blocked) and he thinks he is a common mortal man.

So one night Arthur finally returns and it's Merlin who finds him when he comes out of the lake (Emrys made sure Merlin always lived close to the lake). Of course, he's startled an somewhat scared but a feeling inside him urges him to help this stranger. The man is wearing a knight armor and talks old english for some reason. (Merlin never thought his extra studies in old english that he took for fun would actually come on handy). The man only says nonesense as he helps him out of the lake and takes him to his home thought. Apparently the stranger firmly believes he is King Arthur and that he is Merlin the wizard. He has to repeat him several times that he isn't, but they do share the name though.

Merlin: (gives Arthur a change of clothes and says in old english) Here. These are the biggest clothes I have. They might fit you and I put some blankets on the couch for you to sleep.

Arthur: (doesn't take the clothes and just stares at him)...

Merlin: (thinking he didn't speak the language correctly) I said-

Arthur: (heartbroken) You really don't remember me, do you?

Merlin: (sighs) No. I don't know you. I'm sorry.

Arthur: (almost desperate) You do! I don't know what they did to you or what happened to this place, but I'm going to figure it out. I promise!

Merlin: (smiles) Sure you will. (Thinks) He must have some mental affliction, poor man. (Says as he leaves the clothes on the couch) I'll get you some hot chocolate. (Makes a move to go to the kitchen, but has a sudden headache and faints)

Arthur: Merlin! (Runs and catches him before he hits the floor, worried) Merlin, are you alright? Please, wake up! Merlin (shakes him)

Emrys: (opens his eyes that are glowing gold) My king (his eyes water) You are back. (Craddles Arthur's face)

So Emrys explains his condition to Arthur and also that 1500 years have passed and there's probably a catastrophy coming their way since Arthur is now back and all. Obviously, it's a lot to process for Arthur and he doesn't take it all well at first, but he calms down and accepts everything eventually. Arthur can't help but notice this version of Merlin,despite crying for him at the beginning, seems void of emotion most of the time.

Emrys does a spell on Arthur so he can speak modern english and tells him he will switch back to being Merlin soon.

Emrys: (serious) You can tell him you were delirious due to almost drowning or that you had some mental affliction. He already believes that anyways.

Arthur: I'm not going to lie to him, Merlin.

Emrys: I'm not Merlin. He IS Merlin and he's not going to believe you are King Arthur.

Arthur: Why can't you stay like this?

Emrys: I'm too dangerous when I'm in control for too long. Merlin is harmless and can actually be your friend.

Arthur: You are my friend!

Emrys: (coldly) No, Arthur. I'm your weapon, your protector at best, but nothing more.

Arthur: I don't believe that!

Merlin: Believe what you want. (Turns his back to Arthur)

Arthur: And I won't lie to him either!

Merlin: Tell him what you want (Eyes glowing, about to switch)

Arthur: Mer-I mean Emrys! (Stops him by holding his arm and Enrys turns to him) When will I see you again?

Emrys: When I'm needed or when you call me. Don't abuse though. Merlin might get suspicious if he has too many mental gaps. (Switchs back to Merlin and faints again)

Arthur: (catches him before he hits the floor) This better not become an habit.

Time goes by. Merlin still believes Arthur is crazy, but at least he speaks english now. Merlin does find strange the Arthur has no document, nor he is register in the sistem apparently. Merlin doesn't have the heart to get this "King Arthur" out of his house though, since he clearly has no where to go so Merlin lets him stay. Not for free of course, he makes Arthur help with the cleaning and stuff and doesn't stand for prat behavior when Arthur acts all kingly.

Arthur gets why Emrys told him this Merlin was his Merlin despite him not having his memories or his magic. He is clumsy, he jokes, he smiles, calls him out when he's being mean, but also is there for him when he needs him. Is the Merlin he knew but more... happy. Without burdens of destiny or traumas of the past.

Meanwhile Emrys just appears when they are investigating or when there is danger coming their way, like a magical creature attack or a car Arthur failed to see when he crossed the street. Emrys never smiles or small talks, he just goes to the point and gets the job done. He is dark, but overall he is... broken.

Arthur heart eaches when he realises... he is the one who took Merlin's light. He was the one who broke him.

And that's all I have for now. I don't know how merthur would get together in this AU. What do you think?

[akutasoda]

Hi, may I please request BSD men with an s/o who has the ability to regenerate and as a result, is rather reckless in battle because they're functionally immortal?

-Sincerely, 💋

confidence in conflict

synopsis - your ability gave you a great confidence in battle, but maybe that wasn't a good thing

includes - ranpo, sigma, ayatsuji, natsume

warnings - gn!reader, fluff, slight angst, hints toward death/getting hurt, wc - 601

ranpo edogawa ★↷

↪ranpo himself doesn't normally do field missions involving conflict to no ones surprise. the only times he really goes is if he needs something else for the case.

↪so normally most of the time he demands either you or a coworker you went with to know if you're okay, whoever he finds first.

↪ however because you could regenerate he would ask how reckless you were. he didn't really have to worry about you getting hurt but if you ever put yourself in dangerous situations because of your ability he would worry.

↪and he wouldn't hesitate to scold you. it wasn't really scolding, more making you feel guilty for making him worry. but atleast he could find comfort in knowing no matter how far you would be you would be okay.

sigma ★↷

↪sigma was rather indifferent about combat. he knew it would become unavoidable in some situations but he would also stave it off for as long as possible. it wasn't his favoured option.

↪but you were on the opposite end of the spectrum. your ability gave you a great sense of confidence in combat and didn't pick your fights wisely, opting to engage in fights whenever you had the chance.

↪and you were reckless in the fights themselves. this initially made sigma worry constantly, he had finally found someone he wanted to believe would never use him and he could trust - he didn't want to lose that, lose you.

↪but when he came to know of your ability he felt almost a false confidence. he could feel slightly better that you probably wouldn't be gravely hurt but he knew anything could render your ability useless - especially fatal wounds.

↪he would always tell you to be careful. he didn't want to lose the only person he could believe wouldn't use him.

yukito ayatsuji ★↷

↪ ayatsuji was a rather cocky man, that was no surprise to anyone. he didn't really enage in combat however as he found little use for it and anyone he wanted rid off... well his ability could take care of that.

↪and he couldn't help the smug grin that formed when he witnessed how reckless you were in battle. mainly because he knew why, your ability.

↪he found it rather interesting that you had such confidence because of your ability and he couldn't blame you, he'd probably do the same. but when it came to being closer to you he'd hide his worry.

↪he also had confidence in your ability to keep you safe but he knew life was cruel. there was nothing stopping something drastic happening that could render your ability useless and your recklessness would finally catch up to you.

natsume soseki ★↷

↪natsume lived most his life in the quiet solitude only found living as a cat. he knew he had quite a few undesirable people looking for him and so he preferred that life rather than seeking out the conflicts they'd want.

↪and while he'd urge you to do the same, he knew he couldn't stop you entirely from rushing into a conflict without a care in the world. perhaps he did actually like that about you, one of your charms per say.

↪he undestood that you had great confidence in your ability and he did too but he'd still scold you. everytime you threw yourself recklessly into battle would earn you a light scolding.

↪the last thing he'd ever want was for you to get hurt, or worse. he'd rather throw himself into a conflict with those who want him gone than see you get hurt.

[spacexseven]

daybreak

NOTE: it's my birthday, and it was about time i shut up and wrote some cute self indulgent ayatsuji content for myself.

yukito's arm around your shoulder is a familiar weight.

just as familiar as the scent of coffee wafting through the room, and the casual meows that greet you when you've been spotted by his cats.

you're curled up into him, your cheek pressed against the warm planes of his chest as you reach out for his hand, placing kisses at the back of it. the television in the corner of the room flickers to life, and he tosses the remote aside, instead reaching out for his kiseru with his free hand. shaky footage of a blood-splattered scene begins playing as bold letters fly across the screen

"freak accident..." yukito hums, eyes glued to the screen, "figures."

"how many cases does this make it now, close to sixty thousand?"

yukito's answering laugh is a sharp, sudden sound, unlike anything you've heard from him. you can feel it in his chest, and in the slight movement in his fingers clasped in yours. his laughter fills you with a fluttering sensation, and you find yourself automatically smiling along. it was nice to see him relax after all this time spent frustrated and constantly occupied.

"you wouldn't have believed that, doll" he says, lips quirking up into a smile, "but you'd be sorely mistaken if you thought I would correct you."

he caught you there—you were curious; for as long as you've known the detective, there are still so many questions you have about him and his work. but all those questions go unanswered, tossed away to the corner the minute yukito shoots you an hesitant look from behind his glasses. still, you think that his eccentricity and the air of mystery he shrouds himself with adds on to his charm, something mesmerizing and wholly unique to him.

you shrug, opting to turn your head and press little kisses into his neck instead. he softly strokes your head in response, and you savor every gentle touch of his. it had been a while since you got to be with him like this, relishing in intimate moments, and completely unbothered about anything else. a pleasant silence envelopes the two of you as you tune out the background noise from the television, and you desperately try to etch the scene in your memory. just you, and yukito��how long had it been since you held him so close?

he leans down with the lingering remnants of a smile, going to press his lips against yours. his lips are warm, and his touch tender where his hands are over your body. your own hands find their way onto his shoulders now, eagerly reciprocating his affection. you think you can die like this, in his arms, overwhelmed by all the love he has for you. it must have only been minutes, but every moment with yukito feels endless.

he pulls away, momentarily taking the sight of you in before readjusting his arms to bring you into a comforting embrace, your chin on his shoulder and his face buried into your neck. the soft strands of his hair tickle where they press against your skin, and his arms tighten around you.

"happy birthday," he whispers, his voice low and soothing.

you shiver ever so slightly when you feel him smile, "your heartbeat just picked up, didn't it? you must be curious to see what i got you. you won't have to look far—your gift is here."

from the corner of your eye, you catch sight of a meticulously made doll, placed carefully on top of his desk. every minute detail—from the color of its eyes to the way its hair fell across its head and even the outfit it had on—was clearly made to resemble you. the clear care and dedication that had been put into it was startlingly clear. next to it, his own doll was seated. you can't hide the smile on your face.

you slowly pull away from the hug, "your powers of observation have failed you, detective," yukito's eyebrow raises slightly as he glances over at you, "i was actually waiting for a birthday kiss."

he blinks slowly, and for a moment, you're caught off-guard by the sight. without his iconic cap and glasses, yukito looks nothing like the infamous detective that fills his targets with fear. he looks softer, somehow, fondness teeming in his eyes. he's almost ethereal like this, pale gold hair messily framing his face and a warm smile on his lips. the only thing he's missing is a halo, you think. the gentle morning light that trails in through the gaps in the curtains illuminates him perfectly, highlighting the bridge of his nose and the light in his eyes. he's a sight you can't take your eyes off.

"what? you mean all that from before wasn't enough for you?" but he's grinning, bright and unbelievably beautiful, and then he leans in again to kiss you, gently pushing you down on the bed.

it's the perfect start to a day; soft rays of sunlight crawling in, a comfortable silence in the air, and the man you love in your arms.

[fyodior]

I need ayatsuji to fuck doll!reader

There's no NO content about him I'm dying

YEAH??? OMG!!!! i loooove ayatsuji he's like the most underrated and unknown character in bsd. and there's SO much potential for fic with his obsession with dolls.....

just being the doll he's absolutely obsessed with - yukito's number one favorite doll. or his lover who he's made to believe they're essentially doll-like - you choose :) he takes care of you so wonderfully, only putting you in the finest of dresses and making sure your hair and makeup are styled to perfection. he's so kind to you, treating you so tenderly and carefully, with so much love. moving from one shelf to another, or a shelf to his lap, is always done slowly and tentatively, so not to hurt or disturb you. ayatsuji loves when you sit on his lap and keep him company when he works at his desk on the mind numbing paperwork he's required to do (and enforced by tsujimura) its even better when he can nestle his cock inside you so you can keep it warm for him while he works <3

and when he so gently lays you on your back on his bed, articulating your legs so they're spread wide apart so he can settle between them, he's so gentle as he peels off your panties and makes his cock at home in your hole <3 there's soooo much potential with this. if reader is actually a doll, and he had to create a pussy/hole or insert a fleshlight into you, or you're a human and he almost wants you to pretend like you feel nothing to upkeep the dollish inanimate facade. AGAIN, SO MUCH POTENTIAL !!!!!!!

[sweetbunpura]

Yukito: I love you, Cater.

Cater: Stop! Just stop, you're lying!

Yukito: I'm serious.

Cater: How can you say that so casually? You don't even know me!

Yukito: I know that.

Cater: So why-

Yukito: But I can try to understand. I'll keep on trying until I fully understand and know the real Cater—the one I love.

Cater: *sobs into Yukito's chest as the latter hugs him*

(meanwhile)

Deuce: *sobbing* That was so sweet!

Ace: I can't believe we're watching a confession.

Deuce: Hush!

Trey: He finally understands, it took him long enough.

[death-in-a-handbasket]

ranpo pushing a lollipop into your mouth but are you gagging from the lollipop or his fingers in your mouth???

I woke up to this ask when it was first sent and I had to roll back over and chill out for a minute. Anon I’m going to eat my own shoes. Anon I love mouth and teeth and fingers in mouth so much like you wouldn’t believe. anon. anon 🤌

I’ve hunted and searched fighting tooth and nail for hot Ranpo art but even r34 doesn’t have anything especially good. I’m suffering out here man. I have to draw it myself which I can do but what if I also want someone else to do it. Ranpofuckers are starving out here dawg

something I’ve noticed is that whenever I answer asks or post about Ranpo, Yukito, or Akutagawa, a shitton of low profile accounts worm their way in to slap a like on it. I see you guys. why are you hiding. we need to join in numbers or we all starve. come on now 🤌

[dangerouscommiesubversive]

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Then you should pick up a copy! I've got three fics in here! Including:

“I promise you, it's not a joke. I’ll happily believe you that we have met, but I don't remember it.” And then–a realization dawns, and Mei looks over at Dan with a sense of slowly-mounting horror. “Wait, Dan…shaved ice?”

Dan’s eyes go wide. “Oh, no, I think you're right, I think it's the shaved ice.”

The girl's forehead wrinkles. “I don't know what the hell you two are babbling about, but if you feel like apologizing then treating me and my girls to shaved ice would be a decent start.”

Mei’s stomach turns at the mere thought of it as Dan says, hurriedly, “Um, it's pretty hot though, why don't we get ice cream instead?”

and:

“Oh, I’d been meaning to ask, why did you give up training to be an idol?”

“It just got very frustrating, you know? Always with, Ranru, straighten your back. Ranru, watch your diet. Ranru, you shouldn’t show up to rehearsal with grease stains on your dress even if that kid’s bike really did need its chain repaired. Ranru, you can’t judo throw a guy just for asking for your measurements.” Her faintly muffled voice was thick with disdain. “I didn't even break any of his bones, he was fine.”

Asuka frowned, accepting some tool he didn't recognize as she passed it back out to him. “That seems like letting him off lightly, I’d think.”

“That’s what I said, but nobody listened to me. Also, guys who manage idols are like Typhoid Mary for eating disorders. Wow, where was Yukito driving this thing? His suspension’s a mess.”

and also:

...she waits on her rock until he’s treading water nearby to say, “So why didn’t you ever propose to me?”

He locks his muscles and sinks like a stone, barely managing to get in a breath before his head goes under the water.

After a moment there’s a splash overhead and then a sensation of alarm reverberates through the water as Asuna breaks the surface and dives down to him. She looks startled, she feels startled, but also none of the land Ryusouls have anything like decent lung capacity, so instead of trying to talk to her underwater he surfaces and pulls her up with him.

She spits water at him as soon as her face is out. “What the hell was that?”

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[completeoveranalysis]

[2]

EXCUSE ME I only got to the first panel and had to scream

HELLO! YUKITO AND TOUYA HELLO!! PEAK COUPLE SPOTTED. EXCITEMENT MAXIMUM.

But I suppose I should actually read the page too.

UPDATE. IT IS EVEN MORE WILD THAN BEFORE SOMEHOW.

WHAT DO I EVEN DO WITH THIS?!

Where do we even start.

Yuuko’s talking about the Jam Jar and explains that it was “entrusted to me by the flesh and blood relations of the two of them.”

And the [two of them] seems to be referring to Lava Lamp’s parents, judging by the rest of the page (unless there are even MORE Syaorans and Sakuras floating around but I'm not even considering that yet). But immediately PULL THE BREAK. PULL EVERY BREAK. LET’S STOP RIGHT HERE. 

The panel that mentions the “blood relations” of [the two of them] shows Touya and Yukito from behind. Touya and Yukito specifically in regular, modern clothes. 

And I completely lose it.

BECAUSE LIKE

THAT IS 100% THEIR CARDCAPTOR SAKURA VERSIONS IS IT NOT?!

AND LIKE OK.

OK OK OK

We’ve done this dance before.

Lava Lamp’s backstory was FULL of references that seemed to imply (on purpose) that Cardcaptor Sakura was the origin of his parents, with JUST enough small inconsistencies to show that that’s PROBABLY not actually who they are, YET THEY CONTINUED to tease it as the real answer.

And EVEN HERE they're doing it again. 

They show us a Touya and Yukito who 1 to 1 look like their Cardcaptor Sakura counterparts, in modern clothing - but FROM BEHIND, to add a little bit of doubt. The story is lining up all the pieces so that once again it looks like CCS Touya and Yukito gave Yuuko the Jam Jar - and that it's potentially CCS Sakura and Syaoran in the Jam Jar, who have never met Yuuko, but still turned back time, even if it meant “distancing themselves from their own children”. 

AND THEY EVEN SHOW YOU THEM, SAKURA AND SYAORAN as Lava Lamp’s parents BUT FROM A DISTANCE, SO YOU CAN’T POSSIBLY TELL FOR SURE EXACTLY IF THEY’RE WHO YOU THINK THEY ARE OR NOT. 

MORE - THEY SHOW US THE MAGIC CIRCLES. Sakura stands on Syaoran’s magic circle and Syaoran stands on CARDCAPTOR SAKURA’S MAGIC CIRCLE. And even though people argue with me over this I will stand by the fact that we have canonically only seen this magic circle for Cardcaptor Sakura at this point in the story. It is her UNIQUE magic circle she created on her own. That’s the only place we have seen it. 

And, yes! From a wider universe perspective it’s possible that Sakura’s Unique Magic Circle is Actually Not Unique and Other Sakura’s Also Have The Same Magic Circle, but we don’t know that yet. We've seen Xing Huo, for example, using the Reed magic circle. Which could be for many many reasons, but on the simplest level it's an example of Another Sakura using a magic circle that is Not the one implied to be unique to Cardcaptor Sakura.

And do I think Lava Lamp's mother is Cardcaptor Sakura? No!

But what we do know is that Clamp are having the TIME OF THEIR LIVES showing us glimpses of symbols and characters KNOWING That it all points directly towards Cardcaptor Sakura

 EVEN THOUGH IT COULDN’T REALISTICALLY BE HER. But with enough doubt in place for the thoughts of "OR COULD IT?" to be just as valid at this point.

EVERY PIECE OF THIS IS ON PURPOSE AND I AM GOING RABID OVER IT. 

AND JUST. Even though I know it’s most likely not actually them, is just genuinely so much fun to see them that I don’t even mind. 

Lie to me Clamp! Lead me to the wrong conclusion! I will have a fantastic time even if I don’t actually believe you. 

Also I am absolutely not receiving any comments that clarify who they are at this time thank you. 

[rabbitenn]

Tenn, Yuki, Momo, and Gaku with an s/o that asks to live with them for a few weeks because of a situation out of their control? And how they would treat their new roommate lol

HEAVENLY VISITOR.

As much as he’d rather you didn’t have to forcefully move out of your house, he has to admit his home wouldn’t feel like one anymore without you in it.

ft. Kujo Tenn, Orikasa Yukito, Sunohara Momose, Yaotome Gaku x gn! reader.

cw/genre: fluff with some angst.

hey, hey nonnie ! here is your request ! I hope this is according to what you wanted, forgive me for the long wait…

♡ KUJO TENN

— Your landlord had made it clear in the lease: no pets allowed.

— And no, he is not making any exceptions, no matter how polite the pet in question looks.

— But can you really be blamed, for taking pity on a small white cat that was left alone in a particularly bad storm, his fur all stained in mud, his body so thin after who knows how many days of starving?

— So, of course, you adopted the little one, taking him into your arms with no second thought, consequences be damned.

— And well, the kitten’s meows were not exactly totally silent, nor were the hairs he left around completely invisible either.

— So it was just a matter of time before your landlord found out.

— He was not pleased. He made it clear that either the kitten goes or you lose the apartment.

— Well, you can start packing your bags already, because there is no way you’re abandoning your fluffy companion.

— Sighing heavily, you pick up the little one in your arms, as you haul a big backpack plus a wheeled briefcase into the elevator, descending it for the last time.

— Snowflakes are beginning to flutter around, as if fallen from the stars themselves. It seems you will have no choice but to ask your boyfriend to stay with him, if only for tonight.

♡

A few seconds pass, the ringing on the other end, the tether that isolated you from the rowdy world outside.

“[Y/n], hello?” His voice greets you.

You take a few moments to close your eyes, a relieved smile curling your lips, Tenn’s voice always made you believe things would be alright.

You grip your phone tighter, hands going numb at the cold.

“Tenn…” You practically breathe, holding in tears at the solace of hearing him. “I… uh… Wanted to ask you something…”

“What is it, my love?” His tone sounds a little worried now.

“Please don’t worry, Tenn. It’s just… Can I stay at your place? Only for tonight, I kind of… ran into some issues… and I’m with someone who can’t stay in the cold for long.”

As if in acknowledgement, the kitten nestled in your free arm meows.

“Is that a cat?” Your boyfriend questions. You can imagine the warm smile on his pretty face.

“Yeah… I just… well, it’s a little long to explain…”

“Don’t worry now, [Y/n].” He soothes. “Come home. Where are you? I’ll meet you halfway.”

♡

— And so, that is how that night, you end up walking hand in hand with your lover (he made sure to disguise himself, somehow. You think he looks so cute with his glasses) under snowy city lights.

— Tenn insisted on carrying your suitcase, claiming you already have the kitten (who, by the way, seems to have taken a liking to your partner) and your backpack

— When you arrive at his apartment shared with his two friends, a wave of comfort wraps around you. Nice lighting, a cozy and homey atmosphere, and the company of his groupmates.

— Not wanting to be teased and reduced to a blushing mess in front of you, though, Tenn ushers you into his room, the kitten instantly jumping from your arms and into his bed.

— You thought Tenn would be mad at you for losing your house just to save a cat. Turns out that couldn’t be farther from the truth.

— “You did the right thing.” He tells you, playing with the little friend, holding his paws in his hands delicately. A melancholy shadow passes over his rosy autumn tinted gaze, and you know too well how he’s abandoned something important just to save who needed it most.

— Tonight, you cuddle together under his soft covers, his arms around you, the home you had lost, freezing compared to Tenn’s loving embrace.

— As it turns out, that wouldn’t be the last night you would spend together.

— You had been looking for new apartments that allowed pets and that were rented for a reasonable price. And yet, it seemed your boyfriend didn’t really want you to leave.

♡

“Why must you go?” Tenn asks, as he hugs you from behind, starlit lashes fluttering closed, as his face rests on the crook of your neck, his nose delicately brushing against your skin.

“Tenn…” You smile sadly, turning around in his hold. You want nothing more than to hug him tightly right here and now, relishing in the care of his embrace, the softness of his black turtleneck sweater, his subtle sweet scent. “You know I can’t stay here forever… I’ve imposed enough…”

“No, you haven’t.” He levels you with a pleading gaze, reminding you of a certain kitten that’s currently popping up from behind his legs. “Stay. Please.” Your boyfriend begs, his forehead leaning against yours.

As if to remark on the idol’s point, the white cat meows, pawing at your legs, then circling around you and Tenn.

And for the second time, you just can’t say no to such cute eyes (your boyfriend’s this time).

“Are you sure, my angel?” You ask, cupping his cheeks with your hands.

“More than anything I’ve ever been certain of.” Your angel promises, with a kiss to your palm.

“Alright.” You whisper, softly, your lips delicately pecking his.

This home feels complete now.

♡ YUKI

— You knew renting an old apartment came with its cons. Occasional chipped paint here and there, no air conditioning, humidities…

— But it was cozy, its vintage feel, nice. The cracked white paint of the wooden furniture had a certain charm to it, as if it had stories on yellowing pages waiting to be found inside its drawers.

— And the old lady who rented it to you was lovely. She often brought you homemade cake, you listened to her stories in exchange, and brought her chocolates sometimes.

— And then one day, the ominous announcement came: the building was too ancient, and it was to be demolished. That’s what they claimed, but offices from a multinational company were to be built in its place.

— Outrageous. You were thankful the old lady had a family to stay with and care for her, as her own flat was the one above yours.

— Now only one problem remains: where will you be staying while you look for a new place?

— With a last sad look at what’s been your home for the last few years, you take off, bags in hand, to the one place you know you can temporarily take shelter.

♡

Evening has just settled the moment his doorbell rings.

Looking up from the vegetables he was cutting up, he notices his phone vibrating too.

The notification popping up when he unlocks the device shows your name:

[Y/n] 19:24: Yuki, it’s me at your door right now.

He smiles, you always warned him when you showed up unannounced, lest it be some stalker or crazy fan.

When he opens the door, however, he observes your disheveled hair, how you’re panting and the amount of luggage you’re carrying.

“Dearest, you know I’m not fond of the outdoors, so I’d rather not go camping…”

“It’s- not like that…” You manage. “Can I stay here tonight?”

“Sure, but what’s with all the bags?”

“I kind of… got kicked out of my apartment… yeah…” You bashfully reply, scratching the back of your neck.

“What?” The usually calm and cool idol lets out, his gaze like a crystalline stream, widening in horror at the prospect of you being left without a place to stay.

“Yeah… They’re building some offices from a big firm there… I need to start looking for a new home starting tomorrow.”

“You have a home here. You can stay for as long as you need to or want.” He blurts out, with a straight face.

“Yuki? I can’t do that… this is your place, I can’t just walk in and not leave…”

“What if that’s exactly what I want?” He retorts, mischief dancing in those icy eyes of his.

“Wha- I- You- What do you…”

He chuckles, picking up the bags you had left on the floor.

“Welcome home, [Y/n]. Dinner will be ready soon. Geleé vegetable soup, my specialty.”

♡

— From then onwards, you two are practically like a married couple.

— You cook together, you, making sure no sharp knives are on sight when he’s around; him, hugging you from behind as you chop vegetables, gently swaying to the background music you have on.

— Nights are young when you’re by his side, not having to worry about returning home afterwards, you’re already at the best one you could ever imagine.

— You stay up with him when he writes songs well into the night, bringing him coffee or any snack he could want, combing through his hair to help him relax when he struggles with a part in particular.

— Moments of comfortable silence are also a frequent pastime you enjoy together. Just you and him, cozy blankets around your frames, as you cuddle on his couch, admiring the scenery through the window before drifting off into sweet dreams.

— You certainly did have a home here. In him, in the warmth of shared intimacy and small moments, in the lingering touches and little gestures.

— And neither of you would ever trade it for the world.

♡ MOMO

— At this point, you were used to people being unreliable.

— What you did not expect was for your roommate to leave the apartment you were renting together. Just like that. They were going to live with a group of friends from now on, in another part of town.

— How are you supposed to pay the full rent now? It was pricey enough splitting it in half… but this… They could have at least warned you sooner…

— Well, no use moping about it now, you better start packing your things and looking for somewhere more affordable to live at from now on.

— For this evening, however, you’ll ask your cute boyfriend if you can rest at his place. Your apartment feels too empty with half of the stuff gone, plus all your things are packed. You’ll text Momo.

♡

Momo’s phone screen lights up at the same time a vibration resonates through his headphones, currently blaring some j-rock’s band's last single.

Now, Momo always replies almost instantly to texts, but seeing it’s from you, he pauses his music, vibrant rose eyes sparkling at the fact you just texted him, even if you’ve been together for some years by now.

[Y/n]-chan 💓: Momo, can I come over, please? <3

Pink tints his cheeks, with a dopey smile to match. It didn’t matter how many times you had already stayed or slept at his place, your visits always made the idol’s heart flutter.

Excitedly, he texts back:

Momo 🩷🍑: ofc you can, baby ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ I can’t wait! >///<

You chuckle to yourself, he was always so cute when texting.

Typing back a response, you exit your now former home. While this isn’t good, at least you get to spend some time with your lover today. You’ll look at that bright side.

♡

— And well, if you were stressed because of your situation earlier, your nerves certainly ease once shiny hibiscus hued eyes greet you, comforting arms wrapping around you before you’ve even had the time to cross the threshold.

— When you explain the problem, Momo is obviously worried about you, but he also adores the fact you’ll be staying with him until you find a place for yourself, to be able to spend practically every moment with you… He’s just very very happy on that part.

— And you realize living with him is a delight.

— You smile more, feel happier and more energized. You help him stay organized and do laundry; he cooks his favorite meat for you (if you like/eat meat); and because he’s more of a morning person, your sleep schedule is healthier than it used to.

— Days turn into weeks that merge into months, and before you know it, your clothes have made its way into his closet; both your favorite ingredients are mixed in the fridge; and you always end up borrowing each other’s shampoo.

— But like all things, the time comes when you look back at these halcyon days with a sad smile. You’ve found an apartment that looks good and is affordable enough.

— And Momo knows, he knows he should be happy for you, but instead, he finds his hand catching your wrist, stopping you the day you had planned to go see your new to be home.

♡

“Momo?” You ask, a little taken aback, adjusting your bag on your shoulder. His grip is not strong enough that you can’t pull away if you so wish, but he’s trembling, his manicured fingernails digging onto the fabric of your sleeve.

“Don’t go. Not yet…” He utters, head hung low, two-toned bangs falling in front of his teary magenta eyes. “This… When you’re here… It feels like home…” Your boyfriend averts his stare to the side, letting go of you, his voice cracking a little at the last words.

You bunch your hands in your chest. It is true that in the time you’ve been staying here, you’ve truly learnt the meaning of the word ‘home’ as well… And still, why can’t you stop the guilt hovering above you at the thought that you’ve been living with your partner rent free?

“But Momo… I just… I feel like I’m taking advantage of your kindness if I stay any longer…”

“Not at all! I want you here. I want to wake up next to you for the rest of my days! So, please…” Momo trails off, his gaze glossy with tears he will shed if you go.

You fully turn towards him, catching one of his hands in yours.

“Is this okay, Momo? Is it okay for me to stay here?” You question, squeezing his hand.

“More than okay, my [Y/n]-chan…” He assures, squeezing back.

“I have one condition, though…” You begin. “Let me pay half the bills at least? I have a job too, you know, it’s the least I can do…”

A tender smile draws on your idol’s face, his sharp canines peeking adorably.

“You’re stubborn, huh…” Your boyfriend utters, wrapping you up in a hug. “We’ll figure it out later… Now let me stay like this for a bit longer.” Are his words as you hug him back.

♡ YAOTOME GAKU

— Of course, to you, this turn of events didn’t come as a surprise at all.

— You knew your family never liked you, often belittling your interests and trying to monitor your every action, berating you on how this or that is not acceptable or respectable.

— You were done. You are an adult, and they still treat you like a child, never supporting any of your decisions.

— You had had enough. You tried for so long to be what they wanted, but now you were suffocating in this household.

— And well, it eventually happened. You were kicked out of the house.

— Your parents simply informed you they were not covering for any of your expenses anymore, since if you had time to support those idols and dedicate your college life to studying music and arts, you might as well have time to provide for yourself, including finding a home on your own.

— Tears of rage and hurt roll down your eyes once the door of what once had been your house, never a home, separates you from your parents.

— You were literally homeless right now. Jobless. With college fees to pay. You could perhaps afford that if you got a part-time job, but how are you going to make enough money to cover for your daily necessities and an apartment?

— Not having anywhere else to go, you find yourself retracing the steps towards your boyfriend’s (who, obviously your parents didn’t even know you had) shared house with his two groupmates.

♡

Carrying your belongings, you finally reach TRIGGER’s residence, ringing on the doorbell and attempting not to drop anything while doing so.

A voice that’s not your lover’s answers you. It’s gentle, like sunny days at the beach.

Ryu.

“Hi…” You hesitate, “Is Gaku at home?” You ask.

“Ah, hello, [Y/n].” Gaku’s friend greets. “Yes, he’s here, come in, please.”

As the door opens, you are greeted with Ryunosuke’s warm eyes and smile.

You try to return it, him and Tenn were always very kind to you, and you considered them part of your true family… except your smile comes off like more of a grimace, the hurt in your soul still very much lingering.

Then you spot Gaku already making his way to you upon hearing you’ve come to visit.

And you’re not sure why, and you hate that you can’t control your emotions, but you run to him, your face buried in his chest, as you hug him tightly, tears flowing down your cheeks.

“[Y/n], what happened?” He asks, concern laced through his tone. He runs one of his hands through your hair, smoothing it over, the other tracing soothing patterns along your back.

Then, his eyes land on all your luggage. His stare hardens, he knew of your family situation.

“[Y/n], did your family…?”

You nod, your sobs dying down, as you just rest your cheek against Gaku’s heartbeat, now quickened, he’s livid.

“Yeah… they just… kicked me out…”

The idol’s hold on you tightens, teeth clenching; he hated those who didn’t cherish their family, and what your parents had done to you was just inexcusable.

“My dear,” Gaku begins, “Stay here with me, with us.” He suggests. “You deserve a home with people who love and appreciate you.” A kiss to your temple. “And you’ll always have that here.”

You look up at him, tears clinging to your lashes like dying stars.

Gaku didn’t like to see you cry, even less when it was your own family who caused you this pain.

“Can I really do that?” You breathe out. On one hand, you’re happy to be with your boyfriend; him and his friends were your real family; on the other, you don’t want to be a burden.

“I insist.” He tells you, softly, his face level with yours. “And I’m sure Ryu and Tenn will agree with me.”

“I’m always happy to have you here, [Y/n].” Ryu smiles, warmly.

“Hey, guys, what’s- Oh, hello, [Y/n].” Tenn greets with that angelic smile of his. “It’s good to see you. Did anything happen?” The center of TRIGGER questions, head tilted to the side.

“You guys,” You rub at your eyes, in an attempt to wipe away your tears, that just keep coming. “Thank you so much.” You say, with a grateful smile parapeted by a rainfall of fading teardrops.

That night, for the first time since you have memory, you felt truly warm.

♡

— From here onwards, things start looking brighter for you: you find a part-time job at a CD and vinyls shop, compatible with your interests and that allows you to cover for your college expenses.

— Because you have knowledge in music and are studying it, you often watch TRIGGER practise, making mental notes of all the things you can learn.

— And the best thing: you get to spend most, if not all of your free time, with Gaku.

— From watching movies, to going around for drives, to helping him when he works at his grandfather’s soba shop… You do so many things together!

— Not only that, but you find the siblings you never had in Ryu and Tenn. Helping Ryu cook, making sure Tenn is not overworking… You enjoy the memories you’re creating with them too.

— And well, Gaku can’t help but look at you with a smitten expression. It warms his heart to see you get along so well with his closest friends.

— Perhaps destiny was on your side, for all the events to lead to this present.

[yuugen-benni]

''Just few people know your sweet words….''

Ayatsuji Yukito with a s/o who's selective mute Note: I decided try a new style of headcanons

Selective mutism is an anxiety disorder where a person is unable to speak in certain social situations, a hard thing isn't it? Communication is essential, and that essential you were lacking, but that didn't stop you from finding someone who would understand you.

HOW YOU TWO MET

Short-long story ? God only knows how, you were placed as a witness at a crime scene. You were nervous because you didn't even know why you were there, in an interrogation room that, while not scary, was breathtaking. An intimidating (yet handsome) detective walked into the room; his eyes, behind the light orange classes, showing disinterest but accuracy. When the questions started, your silence blended with the room, but your body spoke more than your mouth. The worst scenarios crossed your mind because you didn't even have a file that included your disorder; on the third question, the detective took a notepad, placed it on the table and asked in an emotionless voice, ''Can you at least say, or write your name ?''

For a second, your mind calmed down and the only thing you noticed was his eyes glued to yours. That was too fast…Did he know? I don't have a file, they don't know anything about me…How-

''[Name] [Last Name]'' You wrote

''Well, [name] I believe you shouldn't be here, forgive the mistake of certain…agents…'' He replied and walked out of the room, leaving you standing still. Honestly, he was the kind of person you'd want to meet: Someone who could understand what you want to express without you saying a single word.

YOUR RELATIONSHIP IN GENERAL

You could say that Ayatsuji is the most patient person you could ever meet;

His ''quietness'' is something that would be difficult for many who want to understand their partner (ie you), but not for Ayatsuji. You even doubt if he reads your mind, or has a connection you don't know about;

your little notes left for him are precious, he might even make a little tease that he now has two collections: Notes and dolls;

Silence became something recurrent and comfortable, but when he heard her voice for the first time, although it was extremely low, it was able to surprise him;

Speaking of your voice, it became something ''intimate''. Your whispers, your words, have become special to the point where he feels privileged and, yes, he has a hint of jealousy when he sees you speak using your voice with others;

If you thought he was already protective, imagine now. He has his eyes on you most of the time looking to help you with anything you need, which also touches on an important subject: Employment. If you have trouble finding a job, he'll just pull a string and you'll probably go something like Tsujimura, or simply a ''Personal Agent''.

[thequietkid-moonie]

Taking someone's place searching for safety

[ ONE-SHOT ] [ Touya Kinomoto ]

[ Card Captor Sakura ]

This idea has been living in my head for a while now, and I FINALLY was able to write it down!!! I totally loved the idea but im a little afraid that you won't

Is well known that a near-death experience can change a person, he knows that, still he doesn't really believe that excuse when it comes to you, you have been his friends for so long and he knows that something is off with you

Touya doesn't want to distrust you, specially when you have just survive an accident that almost killed you, but he can't help but feel weird when seeing you, even when you act like always it looks unnatural, like if it wasn't you, but then again, you always came with the excuse that almost dying can change anyone

Once the fuss over you finished you finally started to feel more comfortable and were able to try and start living in this new world, and, honestly, it was a little bit dificult, since you have all the knowledge that the other you had, still that doesn't make it all easy, despite having all the knowledge this was the first time you do it, so it take you a while to get used to this world. As well there was the curiosity of the new world, you wanted to see everything and experience a lot of things, but you always tried to cover it up or bring it up as a simple comment to your new friends, Yukito seem to don't mind it much while Touya always noticed your intentions but never says anything about it, at the end, you always managed to get to do what you wanted without really having to make a big deal out of it

Touya is incredibly smart and perceptive, plus with his own magic it will make it imposible for you to trick him, it didn't take him much time to understand that actually you aren't you anymore, someone else was pretending to be the one who used to be his friend, and even if he kept his guard up whenever you were around with time he got to know your true nature

Touya quickly understood that your intentions wasn't even close to be malicious, and even Yukito mentioned how you have been acting like a curious kid, so he decided to leave you be, but the desire to get to know the truth never left him, he was still worried about his friend and your attitude was so curious, besides he had start to notice that sometimes, when you are with them or even the first time you saw his sister and her friends your expression changed completely, even if it was just a second that you let the act fade away, letting him see such melancholy that even he felt like he was missing something

It was obvious that you won't say anything about this on your own, so when he couldn't hold his curiosity anymore he decided it was moment to ask you, he make sure you two were alone in a comfortable enviroment, this wouldn't be some kind of court, he just wanted to know, and he actually makes clear that he just want to know, he already know that you aren't exactly who you say to be and he will like to know why do you pretend to be his friend

He tried to be as calm as posible, but for you this was like a death sentence, you have being warn that it could be dangerous if someone found out so you tried to act innocent and ask what he was talking about, but when he insisted that he already know you couldn't do anything but start crying and apologizing, what immediatly startled Touya since this wasn't his intention

Touya did his best to help you calm down, assuring you that he only wants to know the truth, he won't tell anyone else if you prefer and even apologize if he came across as rude, after a while you finally calm down a little (thanks to his helps) and just give up, deciding to tell him everything

The truth is that you are his friend, but at the same time you're not, you are the version of them from another world and you managed to travel across the dimensions to take their place, they was supoused to die in the accident, so you just took their place that day and continue with their life

You intentions have never been bad or malicious, honestly, you just wanted to have the opportunity to actually have a life, you came from a world where even living seems like a sin, a world so hostile that everyone is searching for a way to escape, to the point that they are even willing to wander the universe for an eternity if that means getting away from there, and you were one of those who tried to escape across the universe, what you have done was an experiment, one of the first tries so there was a high chance that you soul wouldn't reach its destination and will wander around the stars until fades away at the end, and the only reason you overcome your fear and accepted it was to help the project improve and give a better change to your friends and family

You admited too that now that you are here there is no way to go back to your world, so you decided to live this new life and enjoy it since you know your loved ones will have the same opportunity soon, but is more likely that you won't see them again, at least not the ones you used to know, that is why seeing the versions of them of this world sadden you but at the same time comfort you

You know this is crazy and he probably won't believe you but that is the truth, although, at the end he believes you, or decide to do it, he knew you weren't the one he used to know, but now you are his friend too, and what kind of friend he will be if he didn't help a friend when they need it. From that day Touya started to silently help you in whatever you need, he is already used to notice those little hints of you struguling with something that is rather simple for this world (since is new for you) so now he just help you with whatever you are struguling with without even you having to ask, as well he start to bring to the conversation things that he thinks you may like and even lets you stay close to her sister if it remids you someone important

At the end Touya can't help but grow to care for you just as much as he cares for his little sister or Yukito, at the end (and thanks for telling him the truth) he grow closer to you and considere you like family, what lead him to also be protective over you in his own way

[doukeshi-kun]

Omg omg yessss YESSSSSSS that one yukito's ask is so real, i agree that he would love his darling to be on top of him, and imagine while doing it his darling is wearing a doll-like dress like in that yukito's fic you wrote aughhhhahhaahahahahsbsbsbshahahahshshshsshshshshsg YESSSSSS i said YESSSSSSS

YEAAA THAT'S EXACTLY IT he would loooove having you on his lap with that cute little dolly outfit he got for you. bonus point if you're so shy and being adorable for being on top of him—i'm a dominant yukito believer lol—he's gonna have the time of his life to tease the shit out of you

imagine he's holding your leash as well 🤭