#I AM IN MOURNING THO
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i have a lot of feelings about the adolescence announcement specifically going through all the stages of grief at once but you know what have some cute hamster boy instead
#phichit chulanont#yuri on ice#yoi#doodle#SPINKLES SOME JOY BACK IN THE YOI TAG#I AM IN MOURNING THO#MY ACNE IS BACK MY CROPS ARE WITHERED TRULY THIS IS A STRUGGLE TIME FOR THE GAYS#YOI WAS AND STILL IS A CORE MEMORY#I COULD WRITE AN ESSAY ON THE IMPACT THIS ICE SKATING ANIME HAD ON MY LIFE#SOBBING
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Iowa star Caitlin Clark makes surprise appearance on 'Saturday Night Live'
This was so cute and funny! I remember wishing they'd included Micheal on Ziwe's show saying no one watches women's basketball in the super-cut
#I'm really on YouTube lookin at pre-season CC content#acting like this girl died#i am in mourning tho#Youtube
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lucanis truly has a near terminal case of burned out golden child syndrome. caterina fucked both of these kids over so incredibly bad with the dynamic she enforced there, with illario being labled the perpetual fuckup kid where lucanis 'could do no (would never be allowed to do) wrong'. the way he admits in the first coffee date scene that the only thing that happened when he showed he could carry the weight of expectation was that more weight was added makes me so sad. you can hear it in caterina's voice in his intro mission that she's incredibly proud of him, but this is clearly a leandra and hawke situation where that pride never translates into relief or resolution or unconditional warmth or understanding or anything that really helps.
#you messed up an excellent little autistic dude caterina look at him he has no personal life and his only friend is his scar-ass cousin!!#because that's what you told him he has to be and he believed you!!!#all that and you wouldn't even let him have a wyvern dagger just for fun and b/c it makes him SO happy? when i get you caterina dellamorte#I'm finding the crow family drama so compelling in this game I'm just hanging around treviso Observing haha#I wish they'd given illario a bit more nuance in this (as I feel he does have in the wigmaker job)#b/c with the sheer pantomime susness he's got going on they really don't want you to engage with him deeply haha#also teia mvp as always but I think that goes without saying (and happily all these lads around her seem to know it)#both lucanis and viago like 'thank you teia you're the best 🥺' and she's like 'yeah I know'#protective big sis of the remaining crow family haha. and she's got to be barely thirty years old at this point. I'm love her so much#'*annoyed voice* MAKER HELP US' she's saying what we're all thinking#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#I think my rook is having some uncomfortable moments of realizing some parallels here with their own relationship to the watchers haha#like 'buddy you're so much more than just a tool for your family to use. I however have a sacred duty I was banished from#the fulfilment of which determines my entire worth and that I am low-key mourning behind the levity b/c that's what I was made for. ...wait#I feel like rye was more the illario & lucanis combo only child tho. wants so much to be good but keeps getting into Shenanigans#chaotic underachiever with frankly upsetting potential when they actually get their act together and they WANT to so bad#but also. shenanigans keep happening. releasing blighted gods is only barely the wildest of them
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well that was.. an ending
( and by "an ending, i mean that was so good that i was shaking half the episode, screaming and gasping the other half. CAN U BELIEVE WE WERE RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING, HOLY SHIT. THE FIGHT SCENES. THE SWITCHEROO. SOL'S FATE. VERN'S APPRENTICE. EVERYTHING. OH MY GOD OH MY GODDDDDDDDD)
#the acolyte spoilers#the acolyte#i am in mourning over sol. tho i kinda saw it coming.#this episode had me on the edge of my seat the entire time holy shit#my posts
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I really wish we knew more about Laufey in Norse myth
Because like
HOW DOES SHE FEEL ABOUT WHATS HAPPENING TO HER SON? WHAT WILL HAPPEN?
Like does she mourn him for what has been done? Scorn and pretend he doesnt exist because of what he will do?
WHAT DOES SHE FEEL?
The fact that Loki uses her name instead of Farbauti's interests the fuck out of me
#im gonna write a poem of her mourning him#norse myth#norse mythology#wolffox speaks#loki mythology#Laufey diety#never ever getting over the fact that there has been a fuck ton of shit we dont know about certain pantheons#and im not even a Norse pagan and im sad/angy about it#tho i am a celtic/greek pagan so technically its happened to my dieties too#because old Christians either rewrote it or destroyed it#no offence to the christians here i just have religious trauma#and the destruction of any information about mythos makes my mythology nerd heart die inside
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Hot and bothered
#i posted so much about harding and emmrich but i just want to put out there that i am also absolutely in love with davrin!!!!#i pursued him first in honour of me romancing every warden so far in every game!! and having restarted the game im feeling recaptured by hi#charm! even tho i ended up romancing harding in the first run (that i still havent finished tho to be clear!) but i will absolutely make on#non mourn watcher rook thats probably gonna be a warden to relive old warden / alistair angst regarding the blight and the darkspawn just t#romance him properly!#davrin#davrin datv#warden davrin#datv#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#the veilguard#veilguard#datv spoilers
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the fucking. contrast between 'For a moment, our gazes held as we mingled in unity. One person. We had always been one person. Nighteyes had voiced it long ago. It was good to be whole again.' and 'I am content' like????? killing myslrf
#robin hobb you will PAY#the way . the way fitz doesn't fucking speak of beloved after he receives the gifts EVEN THO he knows he will probably never see him again#so desperate to appear content soo so desperate to be whole again but everything he does from the point on is shallow is hollow is not. rea#he doesn't even LET HIMSELF THINK ABOUT IT!!!! he doesn't even fucking describe not even once mourning beloved EVEN THO there's absolutely#no doubt that he's morning bc beloved was actually ACTUALLY one half of him and even the THOUGHT of beloved leaving him left him feeling#like he was dying like his fucking blood was draining away and yet and yet he DELIBERATELY skips months and months only focusing on molly#but even that is so so so halfhearted this is the supposed love of his life we r talking about and yet it doesn't feel SINCERE !!! it#doesn't feel like him and only at the end does he acknowledge beloved again COMPARING HIM TO THE BOND HE SHARED W NIGHTEYES WHO WAS YK ONE#HALF OF HIS SOUL AND BOND FOR LIFE AND SAYING HE WILL NEVER HAVE ANOTHER LIKE BELOVED BC HELL NEVER EVER GET OVER HIM#and that is the ONLY time it feels like he's sincere in fucking two chapters and i. 'i am content' ??? CONTENT?????????????#he didn't get a happily ever after he got an ever after he had to make peace with. i cant do this#fool's errand#rote#rote spoilers#fitzloved#fitzchivalry farseer#the fool#beloved
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Rachel Zegler I'm so sorry queen I'm so sorry they put you in that ugly ass dress you truly don't deserve this
#listen I am at all times mourning the concept of chinese snow white but this is not Rachel's fault#it does look shit tho
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Cant wait to make my loud, brash, Lord of Fortune two handed Dwarf warrior romance Emmrich <3 hes gonna hate me I can feel it
#i wrote that all out and FELT the Emmrich Disapproves appear in my HUD#but! i wanna be a pirate! tho NGL i am still considering Mourn Watch but i think my elf mage will be Mournwatch#emmrich volkarin#datv#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#Veilguard#dav#crazee talk
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why are my celeb hyperfixations always gay men? every time i watch a new show and get a new lil crush ITS A GAY MAN. its like i can sense them. gaydar so bad but also spot on every fucking time. (i can’t be delusional in peace)
#wentworth miller#michael scofield#matt bomer#neal caffrey#like i get a lil crush on their character#look them up irl#and its so obvious#like yeah hes gay#AHHHH#happy for yall#live your truth#i am mourning tho
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So I just got a chance to listen to the Dev Q&A (thank you Ghil Dirthalen!).
Was anyone else extremely annoyed and disappointed by the answer regarding City vs Dalish Elf Rook?
Like that 'things are different in Northern Thedas when it comes to elves' comes across as such a lazy lore excuse for 'we didn't want backlash for restricting races to factions' considering from every other peice DA media released, we know that's not true. The dalish and city elves are very much seperate cultures and factions on their own.
It would be like saying orzammar and surface dwarves are 'basically the same' in northern thedas
#I love da elves and the differences between city and dalish are part of that#i really wanted to play as a city elf but now its looking like it won't really matter dialogue wise#not to do the 'origins was better' person cause I dont like to do that#but this is one thing that they def presented better in origins#maybe controversial opinion but you should not be able to play a dalish elf in some of the factions#to me it doesn't make much sense for a dalish elf to end up as part of the shadow dragons or the mourn watch or the crows#the mourn watch and crows because they're factions where most members are there for a majority of their life including youth#shadow dragons because they are a minrathous specific faction and as far as I am aware dalish in major tevinter cities are an oddity#I digress but overall i think I was annoyed by the way the questions was answered more than the actual answer itself#still kinda lame tho#dragon age the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers
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ok ok emmrich is kind of smooth
#not entirely unexpected#mourn watch rook feels so young to me tho and i am like the one person who does not want to do an age gap romance with him lol#coiffure texts#veilguard spoilers#da4 spoilers#da4 tag
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I haven't decided what faction I want my character to be from in veilguard yet, I Need More Information before I can definitively make a call. but I must admit the siren song of rocking fifth house style disturbingly no-nonsense chill in the face of horror swag with the mourn watch is very loud and potent. speakers to the dead (and the dead are savage) vibes are so strong and so tempting
#I am playing around with playing a dwarf maybe and I don't know how compatible that is going to be with mourn watch nonsense#I have never played a rouge before in these games so maybe it's time??? the crows are also high up on my list#my pattern is amell (mage in the 'act of god' category by the end of the game) -> warrior hawke (just some guy of the highest caliber)#-> mage adaar (mercenary with the soul of a gentleman scholar who was exactly the right man for the job despite initially getting hired#as like. the doorman. not chosen by fate or anything just a really nice dude with incredible social and administrative skills)#just how much of a weirdo will rook turn out to be. we can only wait to find out#will emmrich be a bit of a mentor to you if you're also a mortalitasi. that might be nice (I say with quavering hopeful voice)#right now wardens are at the bottom of my list b/c my dirty da secret is that I don't really care about the wardens and never have haha#davrin looks really interesting tho maybe seeing the wardens operating 'at home' in the anderfels will be a different experience#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#well not really but just in case!
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...So I may have went a little insane designing the MC from @psychopomp-enthusiast's Blade x Reader fic To Mourn The Living
Am I confident in my art skills? Lmao (No)
I am not rendering this (I did have an idea for the highlights but) it's 5 am oh god and if I don't go lie down right now I am not waking up tomorrow (Today at 8)
I tried to keep the design androgynous but well. Am Girl. So I am a little biased towards Reader being also Girl. I think I did ok tho
The first HSR fanart I've made and it's fanart of a fanfic. Typical me behaviour tbh
I did research for this for some reason like I stared really hard at a couple wiki tabs for a while (Haven't seen actual scales on either of our High Elders) and skimmed the fic again. The scales were specified to be silver?
While doing the aforementioned research I think I've crafted a theory? I somehow completely missed that there is more than one High Elder, like there are other ships that have their own High Elders too and like??? I'm making some connections??? Is this a "I've connected the dots" moment? Who knows.
I did think maybe the whole storms thing had something to with Jing Yuan and his Lighting-Wielding Thunder-Clapping Spirit-Squashing Lord (YESSSSS FIRST TRY BABY OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD) but the whole thing with black hair and evil vibes just felt off to me. AND THEN. Until I get a reply on this/the fic gets updated I won't say anything further, but ough. I am so normal about the media I consume guys
I kinda felt like putting the scale pattern on the outfit was a little OOC since MC was mentioned to not really follow Vidyadharan customs, but I also figured they were close to Bailu and have horns so? Maybe?
I gave MC blue hair because Ice type. I was gonna give them really long hair, but then again, not a High Elder. The hair was mentioned to obscure their horns underwater tho so I think some length is fine?
It was actually really hard to find physical descriptions of the MC? I mean for a fic like this, that's actually a good thing, it gives me more leeway to do whatever I want but also literally one of the reasons why I don't do fanart is because I wanna be accurate as possible (This is probably some kind of anxiety thing, idk)
#Eyes are still my favourite thing to design hehehe#I wanted to do some kind of snowflake pattern maybe with the lighting but oh god it's about to be 6 I need to go#Tfw reading things makes you want to draw#I need to pick better times to draw cause like once I actually do it I just zone out for a couple hours#I started at like 1#I think I am lowkey a little bit obsessed with this fic rn like it's not good#I mean it is a good fic tho#I literally have it on record that for like 3 days after I read TMTL it's literally just one full page of Blade x Reader stuff#If I get the ok on this I will maybe post it to Instagram#I actually only wanted to draw the underwater scene today but Things Happened so I'm going insane about this at 6 am instead. Such is life#Ok yeah seriously I needa go to bed now bye bye#sweetmountainseeds#Am I allowed to tag this?#To Mourn The Living#honkai star rail#hsr#Blade x Reader#My art
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So uh... remember that Lancer crossover I was working on for Spookami? And how I put this tag on the original post?
Well that's actually happening for real now, because our GM is not only running a oneshot separate from our main campaign this weekend, but also very encouraging of letting us pull expy nonsense. Joke's on him if he think I'm not committing to the bit, though, so have the portrait I drew for the "Pilot" section of my character sheet.
Most refer to Waka in this AU by his callsign "Onmyōji". Those that don't usually just call him a pain in the ass.
#Bamboo's Art#Okami#Lancer (TTRPG)#Crossover#Waka (Okami)#What's funny is I'm not even the only expy in this party nor did I pick the weirdest source to pull a blorbo for a mech pilot#The mech frame I picked is even striker melee with a focus on using swords and agility -hell yeah- I'm gonna do that have you SEEN this guy#(for those lurking the Lancer tag: were at LL3 and I'm going full Mourning Cloak baby I'm about to become a fucking -nightmare-)#I got into such a groove when I hit the shading part that I was up until 3 AM last night finishing this. Worth it tho.#Drawing all of those moon-tribe-esque patterns was a gd nightmare though shading them was a lot more fun than I anticipated#Also to the anon who asked what color I paint Waka's eyes when it's not the middle of the night here's your answer: they're dark brown!#I should probably make a full ref sheet for this design at some point but for now y'all get portrait#Callsign: Onmyoji
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alright so:
secret life smp is the latest installment in the life series, a series of minecraft death games where everyone has three lives, and people on their last (red) life become hostile. (this series is commonly called some variation of the "traffic light/life" series as each life corresponds to a color: green, yellow, or red.) after you lose your last life, you are out of the game and your series ends.
each iteration of the life series (its official name) has a different gimmick, and secret life's is twofold: 1), instead of having the normal row of ten hearts, everyone starts with 30 hearts- however, their health does not regenerate, and 2) at the start of each session (they play for 3 hour sessions all together once per week), everyone is assigned a secret task, which they must complete. they regain hearts by completing their tasks successfully, and (usually) they don't lose anything by failing.
that's the background context
and now we get to the actual character this is about
lizzie (channel name LDShadowLady) seemed to be starting off the series generally well- she completed her first task (write a poem about someone on the server and recite it to them) pretty easily, but then basically the rest of her series was just Struggle After Struggle
it was like murphy's law. everything that couldve gone wrong for her did. for the next several sessions, she ended up just getting terrible tasks (for example, one of them was "get the entire server to sleep through the night." do you know how hard it is to get 16 adult minecraft players to do Anything).
generally, these servers split up into factions pretty quickly, and this one was no different. lizzie, though- she didn't end up in one. she was alone against the world (which, when you play minecraft with the energy of an extremely paranoid, sopping wet bichon frise (<- literally googled "most anxious dog breeds" to get the vibes for that one), is not great). the closest thing she had to an ally was her husband joel (who was 1: mainly loyal to his own faction, and 2: accidentally caused 2 out of her 3 deaths.)
during week 5, she held a slumber/birthday party at her base, and invited the entire server to come to it (this was her trying to get everyone to sleep through the night). only one person showed up (it was her husband again). she failed her task because of this, and decided to invisibly ride around the server on a skeleton horse with no armor to sulk. which ended in her death, and put her on her last life
the very next session, she tried her best to kill people (her job as a red life), and to get revenge on those who had wronged her (so, everyone). it didnt go well, and with her own bad luck, she died falling into the void
she didnt have to die. her death was a direct result of her trying to do a favor for her husband, and there were so many moments where it could've been avoided. but it wasn't. she was the first to lose her last life and get eliminated from the series
the only person to even mourn her was joel. more people celebrated her death than mourned it. and im just supposed to be Normal about that
hey what the fuck
#imagine dying because of a trying to complete a favor for your husband and he’s the only one who mourns you for it#this is some Greek tragedy level shit#which i am sure was unintentional but it must have been fascinating to watch nonetheless#she even does the classic ‘riding off alone and vulnerable to help blow off some steam and dies’ trope#like what#but why were people celebrating her death tho????#this is like the intro to Wicked#except not but both have to do with people celebrating the death of another whilst the few mourn for the human whom everyone forgot#asks#secret life smp#i think#that’s the only tag i’ll do#rip lizzie i don’t know you but you didn’t deserve this#smp 101 with gumy
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