#I AM BEING TESTED AND I AM FAILING

[thylionheart]

I can’t have a professor from the grad program I’m trying to apply to come into my work right now i can’t be doing this

[yaralulu]

if you notice a lack of shitposting from me it’s bc i’m being held hostage by uni. i’m up at the ass crack of dawn everyday and i come home at like 4. not a single moment of peace. barely a month in and im losing it.

[ottiliere]

pokemon

[kerizaret]

Ougghh I hate learning vocab 😔😔😔

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible

[sneezemonster15]

I usually write long shit overexplaining things but imma be brief for once.

I am so tired of the 'Sasuke and Naruto are brothers or friends' debate.

They are gay and in love. This media is gay. Full stop. Period. Just get with it or get lost.

[crystalkitty1220]

Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

[icewindandboringhorror]

Everytime I face a new character limit on a website that didn't have them before/used to have really long ones... AUGHHhhh the modern social media world was not made for people like me (lovers of details, rambling, elaboration, thorough explanation, and nuance)

[shinceltyblewup]

ENOUGH

[starscelly]

my favorite thai place burned down last night. does anyone have the power to rewind time because this would be the perfect time to use it

[humandisastersquad]

Follow This One Simple Trick To Vastly Improve Your Driving

Follow the fucking road rules

[boxwinebaddie]

an uncle nina check in <3

hi team! thanks for sticking around! i know my blog isn't always the most exciting and enriching place in the world in terms of content, but i am very /content/ to have you all here. <3333

i promise, oddly enough, i have A TON of inspiration and ideas for all my weird styles ( if you're curious about anything please lmk! i've been trying to flesh out my aus out lately ), i've just been in a major bummer depression era lately, so it's hard for me to get my asks done and i'm having a hard time committing to finishing my writing. :<

i think it's because of stress and my bipolar, but i am trying to get back on the horse! ( are we all laughing at the idea of me trying to get on a horse? i'd start crying help city girl fail moment for me ) yeehaw!

and while, unfortunately due to the instability ( fabulous legendary iconery ) of my pretty girl popstar personality, i do not know whether i will be answering almost no questions or one million, regardless of that, i just wanted to let you know, i'm still here, still kicking my feet, twirling my hair, cooking...i'm just really trying not to force myself to put out anything i don't like...and only do what makes me truly happy.

however, nothing, my dear sweet e-darlings...

makes me happier than coming home to all of you. <333

so thank you for flooding even the darkest corners of my life with bright light, supporting my phantom fics and being wonderful,

uncle nina xx

[orcelito]

Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

[touchlikethesun]

randomly thought of a pretty shitty convo i had with someone over a year ago but if we’re engaged in a discussion about fictional characters and you stop the conversation to say “you know they’re fictional right” i will actually think less of you, because you’re not playing the game right. obviously they’re fictional if they weren’t i wouldn’t talk about their lives like that. call it trauma or whatever but i only really let myself talk freely about the characters i care about with people i think i can trust, and if you're going to take that trust and use it to put me down i'm sorry but clearly you don't understand how important this was to me and we shouldn't be friends

[heeracha]

i should be sttudying what the fuck

[katyspersonal]

I think I've gotten the closest to realising what kind of person I am when an artist I used to look up at and could not ever imagine would notice me followed me exactly just before I was about to post something controversial. It was nothing bad as I think even now in retrospective, but it was uncomfortable topic that I felt the need to address.

And I remember considering not posting it that day (or ever) to not screw up the first impression of that artist of all people, but I just.. could not. I knew it was wrong to censor myself just for someone's approval. I told myself that I did not need any company besides people who can accept me for who I really am, no matter how few people it is, and posted the thing anyway. And yeah, they instantly unfollowed me after that post, now to never see my super passionate lore analyses or very detailed art.

But like, it was such a strong moment of self-assertion that it became a core memory. What was even weirder was that on the night before waking up that day, I had a dream about gleefully murdering a very happy dog wagging its tail, I was even laughing. It felt like foreshadowing of killing that side of myself - the subservient dog, happy to "serve" and "deserve headpats for good behaviour".