#I AM A DISEASE
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the psychic attacks. they're getting stronger
#birthdays make me WEIRD (it's not mine)#people celebrating themselves make me so weird. and i hate it#but yeah the last time i celebrated my birthday i invited my 2 friends at the time#and they just talked to each other mostly#and at the end of the night i got on the bus alone and cried#and it sucked !#and i think that was. 2018 or 2019#didn't celebrate my graduation either#i just don't think I'm worth the effort#but my friends are all normal and they celebrate their birthdays and themselves and it's Nice#it's always so lovely#but I'm just a MISERABLE FUCKER#like it's 1 in the morning and I'm writing this instead of like. sleeping#i'm 24. when does the pain stop. when do i accept myself#when will i feel wanted ! it's not fair to the people around me but damn i can't help it#i have a disease#I AM A DISEASE#I'll prob delete this in the morning. soz#don't reblog this lol#i let some of my Mannerisms out today and some friends looked at me like i was strange and bizarre.#that also. was not nice.#like suddenly oh i am not safe to be myself here. i have to Behave#i have to put my Coat on. my Normal Coat#(i have to mask)#yo i am just. goin through it#i think i might need another med readjustment#mood swings haven't been this bad in a couple of years !#im just. a horrible little creature#I'll be better in the morning. I'll have breakfast. I'll probably forget all these feelings#and that's PART OF THE PROBLEM
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cannot stop thinking about the french man who during dinner responded to a person asking "should we be naughty and get desert" by pulling a face and going "naughty? it is chocolate, it is not an, uh, threesome"
#more beautiful quotes from the beautiful man include#'sorry for crying talking about getting fucked in the ass makes me so...how you say....nostalgic'#and#'i am so sad you have diseases i want to exchange blood. with you“#t'adore that fucker
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animal farm (1945) - george orwell
"womp womp"
#if saying womp womp is a disease#i am uncurable#i have to one up all the other people in my film classes lol#i am in a pretentious off every day#am very into german expressionism rn#and always#anyway#blackout poetry#blackout poem#author#book#poetry
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Did @thegunnsara and I just come up with an AU within two other AUs when we designed these two for the 80's themed Fashion Competition??? ....Maybe.
Replica Donnie and Fractured Mikey will be unstoppable this summer in: LETHAL NINPO
#lethal ninpo au#this whole hyper fixation is a disease and I am on my deathbed#don't call a doctor#summer blockbuster#living in the 80's#rottmnt replica#fractured au#kathaynesart#rottmnt#save rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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it's still blowing my mind that i thought we'd be getting something close to cartoon villain lestat at the trial and instead we got... this weeping broken thing who can't help but stop in the middle of it all to give louis a genuine, heartfelt apology for the monstrous thing he did to him. who refused to go along with the narrative that he didn't think he would be hurting louis when he did it. whose shame and love are overwhelming him in equal measure and to such a degree that he can't perform. he can barely stand...
and it actually feels like... the closest thing we've gotten to ~real~ lestat so far in this show? even though it's still just a memory, louis is remembering the sincerity of him even if he claims he wasn't moved by it. he's sitting there and he's...
he's remembering. even as he circles right back around to the narrative that lestat was only there because he wanted them dead. it was just more lestat insanity, of course. a moment of realness in the middle of his revenge to meant disorient, nothing more. with armand being ever-helpful and chiming in to confirm that lestat is the one who does this. lestat is the one who wants to leave you with no sense of what is or what is not. yes. that's right. it's LESTAT...
but louis is almost there. louis is remembering...
#and now i am incandescently tired and i am going to BED#but i'll be back bright and early to continue inflicting my can't shut up disease on you all#because i do have a loooot more to say about armand specifically lmao#interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire spoilers#loustat#otp: all my love belongs to you#iwtv meta
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Dead on Main being soulmates.
Dead on Main being destined to be each other's Fright Knight and Ghost King.
Dead on Main being childhood best friends until Danny moves to Amity with his parents.
Them dying at the same time.
Danny having a ice/snow core because Jason died in a snowy area, and Jason having a lightning core due to Danny dying in the portal
The reason why Jason mysteriously woke up in his coffin being because Danny was about to die against Pariah Dark and his soul reacting to try and get to him.
#I AM DISEASED#RAHHHHHH#BUT BUT BUT LIKE#YALL SEE WHAT I MEAN#RIGHT???????#danny phantom#dc x dp#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc fanfic#dp x dc au#dp x dc#dead on main#danny fenton#jason todd#red hood#danny x jason
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finally got some time to make somethin :3
#OH GOD THIS GAMEEEEEEE#i am suffering from chronic silly disease#astarion#bg3#baldurs gate astarion#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate fanart#tw blood#baldurs gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3 art#baldurs gate
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fir drawinf requests could you do scott and cleo… pretty please with a cherry ontop
Someone should definitely send me another prompt abt scott and cleo .. they definitely should ...
(with something they're doing or a prompt idk I have no ideas 😭)
#first time drawing Cleo#trust she will have a more interesting design 🙏🙏 just getting used to their mc skin#scott smajor#zombiecleo#am I tweaking have I forgot their duo name#widow alliance#double life#double life SMP#trafficblr#life series#smajor1995#the fact that none of the req I've done are even using the same brushes...I apologise#I have can't be consistent disease
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happy disability pride month to every transmasc with a condition that's heavily associated with women
happy disability pride month to every transmasc who feels dysphoric because of their condition
happy disability pride month to every transmasc who gets misgendered by all the awareness for their condition
happy disability pride month to every transfem with a condition that's heavily associated with men
happy disability pride month to every transfem who feels dysphoric because of their condition
happy disability pride month to every transfem who gets misgendered by all the awareness for their condition
#physical disability#physically disabled#cripple punk#cripplepunk#chronic illness#chronically ill#transmasc#wrote this about my SLE#I'm tired of having the 'woman's autoimmune disease'#I am not a woman
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they would be friends i love love love the idea of them being friends
#sorry for not drawing a background i have a rare disease where if i am forced to draw a background i will die#my art#fnaf#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#dca#daycare attendant#fnaf sun#sundrop#glamrock chica
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Soooo... I started reading One Piece again teehee *twirls hair* ( 6w6)
#One Piece#Please....... this is so sillay I am having sm fun haha#Monkey D Luffy#Trafalgar Law#I'm stiill only on Thriller Bark LMAO I just think Law is neat#Sanji Vinsmoke#Comic#Fanart#My Art#Traditional#Corndog comic based off of Metalocalypse cuz I have 'must reference cartoon' brain disease#Also the ENTIRE COMIC was JUST to get to the zoro punchline HSHSHSHS#(also UH you can read the first comic either direction I guess!? it was a collab w a friend just testing screentones so haha. NO PLAN DA.)#long post
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opens my trench coat to reveal this wretched little gnome
#bg3#oc#sketch#uft#2024#unfortunately playing bg3 and was infected by oc disease sorry#i am compelled to make weird women at every opportunity#cw blood#durge
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so when's the wxs phantom of the opera set
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#ruis hair continues to piss me off forever. and ever#Yes i stole their phantom outfits from the revue gacha game. Whos gonna stop me. I WAS SO MAD THAT PHANTOM NANA IS AN OBSOLETE CARD OK#the discerning revsta + pjsekai fan can see i gave emu nanas outfit and rui michirus. Becaude i am crazy. Edel de/light was crazy.#polysho#proseka#why are there so many fuckfign tags. Why so tagging. -the tumbler#Ok sorry#Watch me go insane. Phantom is such a fucking rui role inknow ok i know i know. thats why i gave it to him. but also. I have emu disease#INSTEAD OF THE BRAINTHEREIS EMUUUUUU!!!!!!#Trying to figure out if i should render these and how sucked. cause the first one was drawn on paper and scanned . i shoildve just left itA#Its ifne idekc. I did another emu phantom drawing but i dont feel like posting it alone so ill have to draw more of this. bye#i dont even like the phantom. and i want to kill andrew llyoyid webber with a hammer. And so should you
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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guys who are sad
#ace attorney#klavier gavin#apollo justice#they are all i draw rn#i got blorbo disease there is no cure#i am a firm believer of apollo being an angry cry-er btw#my art
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