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sol-consort · 21 days ago
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I...I've somehow manged to create this miracle
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prossima-nebulosa · 2 years ago
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I was supposed to do a pap test today but they told me I can’t cause I never had a sexual relationship and here I am cursing the fact I COULD HAVE STILL DONE IT IF I HAD ENOUGH COURAGE TO PUT SOME FUCKING FINGERS IN MY FUCKING VAGINA.
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rebeltigera · 25 days ago
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What is V!wukongs back story?
Ya guys always ask good questions that i have no capability to answer to cuz my writing is shit skksks alr, buckle up , that might be long one and i'm gonna use my dear friend's short recap of this damn gotta put it in some order alr- The story starts with that he and his Mac were married/mated (yes, that's ofc shadowpeach based-) After the Havoc his Mac didn't left him under the mountain but stayed there all the 500 years to protect him from the mountain gods that tried to punish Wukong more . When trippy goes to free him ,Wukong wants to redeem himself so heaven will leave them alone - he goes with the monk , Mac goes back to the FFM , to protect it and wait for Wukong. The Heavens ofc don't play clear so the circlet was in fact cursed - And when it was used to punish Wukong , uh well, Mac was around and tried to stop Trippitaka. It didn't turned out well and Wukong attacked Mac because of the circlet . Mac fled, and when Wukong is back to himself pretty much rage overcome him , he kills the pilgrims. With the circlet (it was all the time activated during that time) he went to Diyu- just to find Mac . HOWEVER he doesn't find him there cuz he's not dead, just injured. He finds the scroll instead, uses it to get the info how circlet works and how to take it off. He find out where Mac did fled too. When he finally finds him, he cries his eyes out apologizing, they reconcile and go back to the FFM. Heaven want to punish Wukong again , obviously but before they can -Nuwa herself turns him into stone . To protect him from heaven's wrath. Aaaand weakened Mac is left alone again , protecting him. Waiting for him to awaken. And then Lady Bone Demon appears! because this monkey would do a fine power source in that stone state. Mac trying to defend him is being ereased from the world by LBD . Wukong after reawakening tries to find his husband unsuccessfully He goes to heavens, diyu , searching everywhere he could , because he would not know that Mac is truly gone, beyond rescue . His anger reaches much higher, Now all the higher principals against him, they would still try to bring him down cuz Wukong would go mad with pain and grief This time they wouldn't succeed , Wuk would bring them all down , gaining the power , and creating perfect opportunity to world to just fall apart. He might've eaten some gods n pilgrims along the way so he is even more powerful than ur usual wukong so- rip Half canon thing (Myth if you must-) is that he beheaded himself a few times in the meantime, each head creating a new body and going search for their Mihou in different universes (sheer excuse for RP in different universes-)
SOME ADDITIONAL STUFF ABOUT THE MYTH!
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thequietkid-moonie · 6 days ago
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Loving them just the way they are
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[ HEADCANONS ] [ Tiana, Ariel ]
[ The princess and the Frog ] [ The little mermaid ]
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This is one of those stories where despite been in love that love just can't be, or at least not at the moment
A bittersweet prompt, I know, but I wanted to explore this posibility and what better than with ladies so lovable, determinated and with a big dream to achive?
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Tiana
Loving Tiana is so easy and yet so dificult, she is an incredibly lovable and caring person, getting to know her and get close enough to be consider friends isn't exactly dificult, the problem comes by how invested she is on her wish to make her father's dream come true
Tiana is optimistic and charismatic, anyone who knows her can say good things about her and her delicious food so there is no doubt that with her hard work she would be able to make her wish come true, but since she is so invested on that same dream she barely looks away from the road ahead to make that dream come true
No matter if you are a regular costumer or even a coworker Tiana always greet you with a smile and is always up for a small chat, that small chats with a good friend always manage to bright up her day, it makes it up a little for her exhaustation and even if you show support or end up complimenting her for being such hard worker that will give her a small boost to keep going
Tiana doesn't like to complain or bother you with her burden, she believes that this is her burden and her alone to carry because at the end her hard work will be rewarded so it would take a long time before she grows comfortable enough to start talking about how exhausted she is or how much she have been working to be able to make her dream come true by her own hands, and even when she finally lets herself express her burden a little she always reasure you with a smile that she is fine, she will do it!
Tiana is incredibly lovable, she is really kind and determinated and once you get to know her it would be dificult to don't like her and wish the best for her, but the problem of loving Tiana is that even if you are willing to offer help she will not accept it, she wants to achive this goal by herself in the name of her and her father!
As well, Tiana's mind is so focused and busy on opening the restaurant of her dreams that no matter how much you try to express your feeling she would not really notice it, she grow used to your company and support and thats how it will stay in her mind, even if deep down the feelings are actually corresponded she is too focused on her goal to notice it
At the end loving her just the way she is its bittersweet because it lead to a unsure future where the posibility of been corresponded is not clear but it doesn't ereaser the oportunity of being close to her and watching and cheering for her to make her lifelong dream come true
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Ariel
Loving Ariel is quite problematic and not exactly because of wich family she comes from, actually the worst it can happen is being teased by her sisters, even her father would be easier to deal with than the wild adventures Ariel likes to go to, you aren't forced to go along with her but for being her friend you are forced to at least hear all her ranting about it and see her little human treasures she had found
Loving Ariel just the way she is can bring you a lot of troubles from time to time, even if you two aren't caught you two always have to sneak away from the others just to explore or to visit Scuttle, it means having to always come up with excuses to have time to go and investigate without letting anyone know whats going on
Ariel is young, full of life and curiosity so it would be understandable if you fell fascinanted by her and end up getting dragged to her adventures it is highly posible to happen, even if you aren't as interested as she is but still choose to company her or hear her ranting is something that she apreciate a lot! But if you are interested or even as fascinated as she is about the human world then she would be even more happy and will spend all her free time with you just talking and speculating how the human world it is
But as problematic as it can be it can also be incredibly funny and Ariel always makes sure of that! She feels slighly guilty for bringing you troubles but is also feels grateful for your company and support what lead her to feel incredibly comfortable to speak her mind out, from what just she have found to her dream to visit the human world! she shows you her new and even her old treasures while talking with so much love and passion that it can makes the difficulties and problems all worthy
Loving Ariel just the way she is leads to a lot of funny situations, even if there is danger whenever you go exploring she always manage to make it a quite funny experience, besides she is agile and is already used to the threats that are out there so she always manage to protect the two of you if needed, besides since she feels comfortable with you and trust you enough you are welcome to come to her secret place with all her treasures and thats where she is the happiest for what she would end up infecting you with her happiness
Loving Ariel just the way she is has its ups and down, it can be a roller coaster of emotions and adventures but at the end it may not end well, even when the chances of Ariel feeling the same are high she is determinated to know the human world, her true love is that mesmerizing mistery that is the humans and she doesn't know what she would do if she ever has to choose
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biggestsimp12 · 2 years ago
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Let me show you how much i've missed you.
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(this has been sitting in my drafts for a week now =w=)
! HUGE SPOILERS (sumeru quest)!
(angst with fluff at the end)
(Wanted to do this in 2 parts but scratch that)
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You were finally free. You finally escaped that cursed place once and forever.
You ran as screams of terror and agony could be heard behind you, slowly fading away.
Flashbacks from previous minutes floaded your mind, ringing in your brain over and over again.
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You were captured and selled by some mora-thirst people to a psychopatic inazumian scientist. They kept experimenting your powers, trying to create changes wich caused you extreme pain, yet little to no change. The scientist took advantage of your immortality to insert all sorts of chemicals in your blood. While he was preparing another dose for one of his endless experiments on you, he accidentally dropped one of his glass tube, causing a big explosion to occur. Creating a sheild around you, you covered your eyes, loud noises echoing through the room. Smoke started to fill your senses, taking your hands off your eyes, watching in horror the sight in front of you. The whole lab was on fire, quickly devouring every inch of the building. Your eyes landed on the trapped figure in front of you. The scientist was being crushed almost to death by thick metal bar. Seeing you staring at him, he ordered you to help. Receiving no answer, he repeated once more, his command turning to pleading to desperately begging you to help him as fire quickly made its way to him. You looked at him almost in a pity full way, heading to the exit, the key word being almost. You started running out hearing your torturers cries for you not to.
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You stopped at the only place you knew by heart. Or at least, used to. The chinju forest.
You sat down by a tree trying to catch your breath. You looked down at your freshly cut feet, all covered in blood. You must have cut yourself on the tons of broken glass left in the lab due to the explosion.
You slowly made your way to the small river, sitting down at its edge. You gently washed your feet wincing in pain when touching a deeper cut.
Your only goul now was to reunite with him once more.
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Present day (before Nahida ereased everyones memories)
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You don't know how much it passed. One century? Maybe 2, 3, 4? You had no idea. Your worst fear was statring to become true. What if you'll never see him again? What if he was dead? Even if not, did he still love you as much as you did? What if he wasn't the same? (even if he wasn't, you'll still accept him either way) Your thoughts were interrupted by bumping into something. Wait no. Someone.
Hey, watch where you're going! A high pitched fairy said, staring at you as you were some kind of criminal.
I'm deeply sorry little floating gi-
Oh no! *I think they look like some fatui! Yikes, not again!* Wait.. Did you just call me floating little girl!? The blonde girl/boy beside her started laughing at her little floating companions change of attitude. The blonde one looked at you, analyzing you as well.
Paimon, i don't fatuis have such type of masks. Besides they don't look like they did it on purpose.
What are fatuis?
They both stared at you in shock as if you just said that you got a bomb and its about to explode.
How could you not know what fatuis are?! Have you been living under a rock!?
Uhm could you stop yelling? I'm right beside you.
Sorry for her. She can over react some times. I'm Aether /Lumine and this is Paimon. Now, do you seriously do not know who the fatui are?
Y/N, nice to meet you. And no i haven't. Could you explain it to me? If you don't mind of course.
Of course we don't!
Ooh~ Paimon wants to tell them! Can i, please, please, please, please, pleaseeee?
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After exchanging both pasts and explaining about the fatuis
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Yeah! And theres a scary doctor whos experimenting people and! and!
You frowned as you heard the word "experiment", bad memories floading your head. Paimon took notice of this as she started apologizing.
Oh, i'm sorry! Paimon didn't mean to make you uncomfortable!
You looked up at the small fairy beside you, giving her a weak smile.
Don't worry that was hundred of years ago. I'm glad there's someone who understands how i feel. I'm deeply sorry Lumine/Aether. I did see a girl/boy similar to you but that was a long time ago. Did you at least get to see her/him again?
One or two times. Yet she/he was so different than when we used to travel together. What about you? Have you gotten to see this person?
Your smile faded as you sighed.
I wish i did, he was such a sweetheart. It broke my heart seeing him cry like that while we got separated. Before they knocked me out i screamed a promise.
You smiled again looking down at your feet.
What promise did you make?
Paimon looked at you, captured by your story. You laughed at her cuteness, remembering your promise perfectly.
"I promise i'll search for you darling. No matter how bad the weather or bad the health, i'll always be searching. Our love shall never die, for i be forever searching, nobody can tear our love apart and i shall never lie."
Waaah (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ Paimon thinks this is so sweet! What if you don't see him again??
The little floating girl said, hugging you tightly.
Don't worry Paimon. I haven't given up yet. He must somewhere in this world. If not i'll start traveling the worlds for him.
You said trying to get your hopes up. In reality you had no idea where he could be. You did in fact travel multiple worlds only to be stuck at the start line back in teyvat. You sighed, changing the subject to enlighten the mood.
After deciding to join them in their journey, you both made your way to the Sumeru City.
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Timeskip after saving Nahida
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Woah... Who would've thought there's place like this hidden right slap bang in the middle of the city!
The sages wanted to realize their god creation plan without being discovered. The safest and most convenient way would be to build within the Akademiya itself.
They are already hiding a god, so why not 2?
Your eyebrows furrow in confusion. What was this all fatui thing and fake god that they were talking about? If so, how come you never heard about them? Your thoughts were interrupted when Paimon spoke again.
Paimon knows that he was a prototype puppet for the Raiden Shogun before he became a Fatui Harbinger...
You stare at Paimon in shock. Did they know him all along? How come they never told you about this? Yeah the traveler said he/she had some vision about the Balladeer but they never told who he actually was. All these questions swelling up in your head made you furious yet sad at the same time.
You 2 sure seem to know about him quite well. Yet there is a certain person who has more knowledge about him and his past. In fact they were very close for that matter.
The traveler and Paimon looked confused at Nahida. The little elf like archon took your hand before speaking.
Y/N. I know you were searching him for a long time. Could you tell us what you know about him?
Wait.. Y/N!? The person you were searching is him?! But how!? When you were talking about him, he sounded so nice and sweet! He's literally nothing close that! He is an arrogant little-
Paimon, please do not jump to conclusions. We do not what occured in his life to change his behavior like that. So Y/N. How did you exactly meet?
Well.. I was walking through chinju forest when i heard something. I started investigating, trying to find the source of it when i tripped and fell into the water. A figure approached me asking me if i was alright. It was a boy in a white strange yet beautiful outfit. I stared at him for a while. His whole feauters didn't look much human. He looked like those gorgeous puppets you see in the kid theaters. He landed me his hand and hesitantly took it. Later on i learned his name and how he got there-
Oh so scaramouche right?
Paimon it is impolite to interrupt someone.
Nahida looked at Paimon, scolding her.
No its alright. His name isn't Scaramouche. Or at least it wasn't when i met him. He told me to call him Kunikuzushi.
After that i invited him to live with me, since he didn't have anywhere else to go. We then fell in love but it didn't last long due to those horrible people that took me. From that day on i never saw him at least once. What happend to him after is still unkown to me.
You finished with a sigh looking down at the little archon in front of you.
She nodded, putting her hand on her chin in a thinking way.
It seems that the occurrence of this events damaged both of your physical and mental health, on your side as much as his. We need to be as careful as possible when approaching him. We don't know what type of manifestation we will get out of him. Now, without further ado, our time is pretty much limited just like a candle on fire. Let's go.
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Mini time skip
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Looking at its operational status, we must prepare for the worst. The god they wanted to create... is likely close to completion, or already completed.
Paimon floated behind you pushing you forward gently.
If someone should go first it should be Y/N right? No offense Y/N but it's your lover.
You sighed looking at the little scared girl behind you.
As much i would love to talk to him, i don't think he would listen.
Y/N is right. We can't just burst all that Information like that. It could disadvantage us in battle strategy but also cooperation with him. I'm curious of what our fate may be. To me, everything we perceive in this world, everything we learn, and everything that happens to us is considered knowledge. However, only fate is about that which has yet to occur, so it has always drawn my curiosity. So to me, "fate" is the ultimate knowledge.
And now, at long last, I'm not just an observer anymore.
I will personally experience my own fate, with you by my side. Hehe, isn't this such a wonderfully exciting thing?
The dendro archon smiled at you three, closing her eyes. Okay, let's continue on. I can sense "his" aura from here... You watched in disbelief at the sight that standed before your eyes as you made your way further. It was in fact the boy you've been desperate to find again yet.. He looked so different.. So, lifeless.
Nahida used her magic as the blue haired boy had awoken.
The robot copied the puppets moves, making a strong wind.
The boy smiled scanning the sight before him.
Who would have thought... The world would be so eager for my "birth"
I remember you
The boy said looking at Nahida
Buer, the God of Wisdom... And standing beside you the Traveler
He said as his eyes finally reach you
And...
His eyes widened, facade dropping a little then going back on.
My.. My, what do we have here? Honestly i didn't think you'll have the guts to show yourself before me after cruelly abandoning me like that. I see you've changed. But dear so did i.
He said, venom within his words.
You watched him, tears welling in your eyes. Voice trapped in your throat, you could only watch him spitting his point of view of the past that you once shared. He did in fact change. You could see the actual Kunikuzushi behind. He was not evil, just hurt. And you knew it.
The Balladeer has already become a god...?
You listened to the conversation Paimon and Nahida had behind you.
"The Balladeer" A long bygone title..
When my spirit ascended to divinity
I felt as if I had existed for the same number of epochs as heaven and earth
Looking back
The existence of what once called itself "Kunikuzushi" appears infinitely small... and ugly
You couldn't believe what was happening right now. This was all your fault. If you knew how to fight that day, none of this events would have existed now. Seeing your uneasy state Nahida took your hand and spoke.
None if these are your fault Y/N. Life has its ups and downs that seem to affect not just human lifes, but immortal creatures both in good and bad ways as well. Everyone creates and has his own destiny. And now, you choose if you want to make a change or not.
Nahida said, looking up the "god" in front of you.
What a cute yet pathetic little speech. You should know that wisdom cannot solve every problem. Like now, where your only option is to face me in combat.
Come.. Let us reenact a scene of the Archon War. Come and inaugurate my birth as a god.
The traveler raised his/her sword as the battle begin
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You helped Aether/Lumine get up, watching the giant robot collapse.
Humans... filthy humans...!
The "god" spitted out, not wanting to accept defeat. The small archon flew closer to him, using her magic to take his gnosis. Noticing this the boy started panicking, looking at Nahida desperately.
No! Please! Anything but the gnosis..!
The boy begged, breaking the bots face plate.
That's mine! Don't even try..!
He said trying to hold a grasp of the gnosis, Wires slowly breaking behind him.
I'll..! I'll never go back!
He gave you a small glance, a desperate look on his face. Your heart only could ache at the sight of him being so hurt.
Y/N plea-
Before the boy could finished Nahida reached his gnosis, wires finally breaking, proceeding to make him fall, a lifeless look on his growing bigger by each second. You quickly rushed into catching him, fear rushing through your blood as you used your powers to create a sheild bubble around you 2. You watched his features as you slowly floated your way to the ground. You hugged him, visible tears running down your face. Nahida landed beside you giving you a sympathy look after returning to the traveler.
We haven't yet found the answer to the most important mystery.
Irminsul is still waiting to be saved.
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Time skip after Nahida ereased everyones memories
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You were not sure why you were crying a moment before just now. The traveler and Paimon exchanged looks before Paimon asked.
Do you remember what happend at the academia?
You gave Paimon a confused look before thinking at the previous events these days. Confused you told Paimon what you knew.
Uh.. We saved Nahida and sumeru. Why?
Paimon gave you a shocked expression.
Do you seriously not remember him??
Am i missing something?
You asked clearly confused.
You were searching for him remember?? You guys promised to search for each other! We just fought with him! You have to remember!
I think we should leave them alone Paimon.. Its not going to work if you press them like that. Let's go...
Aether/Lumine whispered to the little fairy.
Y/N we have to go. See you around!
Bye..?
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You walked around the Sumeru City, making some groceries. It's been a week since you and the traveler saved the irminsul. Something was missing yet you couldn't quite catch what. Paimons words from previous weeks ringed through your head, trying to find the answer to your curiosity.
Hey Y/N, over here!
You turned around to see Paimon and the traveler. Beside them there was another person facing another derection.
This is ridiculous.
Paimon pushed the big hat boy further giving him a thumbs up. You couldn't really see his face due him looking down.
Hi. My name is Y/N! Nice to meet you-
Upon seeing his face, memories click in your mind, now remembering it all. He was the person Paimon talked about. He was the person you were desperately searching all these centuries.
Kunikuzushi.
The boy looked shocked yet relieved. You took him into your arms, embracing him as if he would disappear. Paimon and the traveler smiled, leaving you two be.
I've missed you so much. W-where have you been all this time? How come could i never get to stumble upon you?
You said voice shaking from happiness.
It's not important. There are many things i regret in my past that i don't want to make you worry about. Right now, let me show you how much i've missed you.
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The end >¬>
Have a nice day/night
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eternallyyours-z · 1 year ago
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Stray Kids TBR
Last updated: 07.16.24
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I do NOT tag my recs/order them in any particular way so BE AWARE of NSFW
Arguments with SKZ by @kyrjnie
Freak Show Talk by @jl-micasea-fics (3Racha + Lee Know)
You (Affectionately) Biting Them by @ppiri-bahng
Safe Space by @/kyrjnie
Habits that You Share by @forlix
Fighting with Them by @blue-jisungs
Making Up After a Fight by @/blue-jisungs
Bang Chan:
Tenderness by @chahnniesroom
Voicemails After an Argument by @/kyrjnie
Waiting for You by @miel-ji
Pillow by @bambikisss
Where's My Baby, Hm? by @forlix
The Play of You and I by @/jl-micasea-fics
Han:
Self Fulfilling Prophecy (pt2) by @cinnamostar
Hyunjin:
Red Lights by @wanghyunjiin
Seven In Silence by @rosyk
Alone with You @inniejeonginnie
Seven in Silence by @rosyk
Red Lights by @wanghyunjiin
Morning Text by @hyunverse
Mr. Sandman by @hyunniewrites
I Hope You Know How Loved You Are by @jungkookslipring
It's My Problem by @miel-ji
7:30 PM by @yrhome
Voicemails as He Tries to Erease You by @kyrjnie
Visions of You in Solitude by @moonjxsung
Seven Dates to Fall in Love by @cinnamostar
Love's Final Act by @cinnamostar
Yours For the Night by @minisugakoobies
Long for You by @sweetkpopmusings
Changbin:
Voicemails Before Letting You Go by @kyrjnie
Belle of the Halls by @cbini
Lee Know:
Home (pt2) by @cinnamostar
Choosing You by @linower
Need You to [Lee] Know by @catiuskaa
My Cat Likes You by @hyunniesgirl
Felix:
Colors of You by @cinnamostar
Seungmin:
Nothing yet!
I.N:
Nothing yet!
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stevesnightmares · 1 year ago
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Mikasa's ending
I don't know if it's because it's younger people or just really big shippers, but I find it so disheartening when people say that Mikasa didn't find love again or that, even if she did get married, her heart was only ever truly with Eren and not with whoever it is that she married.
All the aot characters have trauma that will never be fully healed, but that doesn't mean that they shouldn't be allowed to move on and live their lives as fully and happily as they possibly can.
Of course Mikasa will love Eren for the rest of her life and will think of him and miss him and long for him, but she also can love someone else. She wasn't even 20 when it all happened, when it all went down, why do you wish for her to spend the rest of her life alone, without ever getting the opportunity to experience falling in love and being in an actual, real, romantic relationship.
What you are saying is that real and true love only happens once and if they die and you mange to move on and live an happy life with someone else, it means that you didn't love that person with all of yourself, because if you did you wouldn't have been able to move on.
But that's not true. You can romantically love more than one person, it will be different, in many ways, but it doesn't make it lesser.
Mikasa lost her parents, murdered in front of her.
She lost Carla and Dr. Jeager who were like a second family to her, Carla getting eaten in fron of her own eyes.
She had to kill Eren herself.
Does she not deserve to finally have peace and a family?
That's what Eren wanted for her, even if it hurt him, even if he longed to be with her, he still wanted for her to move on and build a family for herself at last.
I understand that some of you shipped them a lot, but Mikasa was more than half a ship, she was her own character and her drive had always been to protect who she considered her family in my personal opinion. In my eyes, family had always been a crucial part of her character so, for me, her getting a family is the best possible outcome she could've ever got.
Her getting a family and a husband doesn't erease her love for Eren, it doesn't make her love him any less. If anything, it showes how much she loved him, the fact that she managed to move on even if it hurt, making it so that his sacrifice to give his family freedom didn't go to waste.
Eren bacame a monster, made himself into a villan and died just so the people he loved could get that freedom, Mikasa living the rest of her live in sadness and only ever thinking about him without ever moving on would've put Eren's sacrifice to waste.
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sulfies · 8 months ago
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can you spill more abt that self insert of yours? 👁️👁️
Oh boy oh boy can I? (big yapping incoming) (typo and grammar massaccare of 2024)
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He is a self insert OC Assassin from the Ottoman brotherhood (bc Im Turkish) and he is 23 (bc I am)
not a secret mentor or anything lol I was just joking in the first post making a mary sue.
I imagine he is similar or one above than whatever Yusuf’s rank is (I have yet to play Revelations :,p ) tho I do not know what time he should be in, Realistically if no time travel happened he would be in same time as Yusuf but I dont want Gilf Ezio (sorry) but if its Ezio, Alt and Desmon togather timeline probobly he is in around AC2 Brotherhood time. (maybe he came by Italy to do a mission and dropped by the hideout)
He is ethnically Balkan or/and Greek (bc I am) which probobly means he was taken to Constantinople as a teen or kid to eighter be sent to Jenniserrie training or the male-harem.
Small history lesson:
- Devşirme was the name of the practice where Ottoman empire basically enslaved young Greek,Balkan,Ukranian,etc etc boys and inserted them into an Elite military (Janniserries) even the Sultans themselves were scared of bc they were known to start coups and kill Sultans(they got a salary and are socially above the commonfolk but… military slaves non the less)
-Male-harems existed, again Balkan, Romanian, Slavic and greek etc people were often the main people in the harems (fun fact nearly no Sultan is Turkish due to this lmao they are all mixed), once again their status were above the common folk and they were well taken care of (the older males could even become gov officals after) but slavery non the less.
Idk if I want him to escape the harem or Jenniserrie for his edgy backgrund but maybe he did few years of training, cought the eye of the Sultan and escaped the moment someone was like “you have been promoted to an elite employeeee, u won harem lotterry” . Probobly wandered the streets a bit, got into hella fights till an Assassin picked him up escaping a group of soliders. Maybe it was an older dude who saw him when they were both in training
He is basically based off my own ethnicity and its context to the time and sociatal goings of that era lol (which was hella gay… very gay… too gay almost)
He probobly has some traditional slavic leg,hand and arm tattoos (bc I have em but also) mostly bc around those times (nearly always women) used to tattoo themselves in those motifs to remember their christian roots and their culture (that Ottoman tried to erease) and also to make themselves less appealing to Ottoman Harem/ Devşirme recuiters :,D
For his name, Maybe to be on the nose… Adem? (Turkish ver of Adam) so he is tied to the apples in a fun way? Or Poyraz (means a northern wind) since the meaning is similar to my own name?
He doesnt grow much facial hair (bc I am also stuck w a weak beard) but he refuses to get rid of it no matter how much others tease him bc he is like “I aint getting courted by random crazy men ew” (I dont irl also bc I desperetly believe it looks good…I refuse to open my eyes)
History lesson 2:
-facial hair was important in Ottoman times, It LİTTERALLY determined your gender and how you were approached.
-Socially and in Litriture Ottoman almost had 3 gender roles; Men, Boys (Oğlan) and Women. Once a man grew a beard he would “transition” from being a boy.
-Romantically having a beard versus not determined if you were to be courted or court. Bearded man were called “Lovers” while NON-bearded were called “Beloveds” (yes more often the boys were underage :/ for the sake of history lesson lets…. try to ignore that like ancient greeks)
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there is many gay ass poems ^
He got all the mentall illness coctails that I got bc why not make it worse fr him. I imagine him sarcastic and catty, Claudia prob loves taking him to shop around bc he always got something to fckn say about everyone. Big gossipper. Hides the fact that he hates being as short as he is very well (im like… 165? 5’5-4?). If in Yusuf time, nearly BFFS (if im not inserting myself into the throuple (bc Its my self insert and I CAN BE AS CRINGY AS I WANT) he would end up w Yusuf)
Him about others:
Ezio: will never stop calling him de la la la,likes him a lot, loves pranking and teasing him. Enjoys fake flirting with him till he takes it so far Ezio has to throw in the towel. Probobly teached him how to Oil wrestle and Ezio was like “Are you sure this is a real sport…” and all he did was sigh and say “I am so glad it actually is” as he admired Oiled up Ezio
Altaïr: loves mocking whatever big words he uses all the time. calls him “Big boss” just to see his eye twitch with cringe. Knows he can get away with shit if he acts stupid enough. Altair knows he is not that stupid but is impressed(deragotory, fondly) how low he is willing to go.
Desmond: clearly his favorite (im biased sue me) obvious by how much softer he acts around Des. Ezİo falls he laughs, Des falls “My leige, hop on my back”. Is facinated by his piercings and begs him to help him get some. Desmond desperetly wishes he could invent some ADHD Meds for him. Des also finds him strangely comforting, can imagine himself back in 2010s almost…
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Idk im not rlly a self insert person so thinking about him was hard and I also dont wanna make my oc “the main character” in this au so I dont really wanna give him any secret powers or anything.
Maybe some edgy gnarly scars on his back from a past mission where he came in contact with an apple? Maybe when he touched the apple he was supplied that canonly he doesnt exist and he is just a fan created being and has a whole issue about it? I can imagine a sad scene of him crying like “You dont understand, You exist! even as some damn video game you do and people know you they cannot deny you exist. ME? all I am is some weirdos self writing, not even enough to be in canon. Does anything I do matter?” lololol
Thats all I got for him for now lol but feel free to ask more:p Im also open to ideas for him.
sorry for the yapping and history lesson… here is some more fun facts:
-Oğlancılık (male prostitution) was pretty respected they were seen like any other tradesperson in some parts
-a Paşa tried to ban under 30 males from being washers in Turkish Hamams due to them also being sex workers and litterally everyone was so mad he got replaced
-dancers in coffeehouses wore the same fit no matter the gender so boys and girls looked the same (once again they were also sex workers)
-one time a jewish boy caused such a big fight between janniserries the sultan had to threathen to kill 40 man from each side if they didnt stop
-Draculas are real people and RADU the beutyfull (his OFFİCİAL NAME) had a full on recorded relationship with Sultan Mehmet2 :p
- Gay shit was legalized in 1853 mostly bc they never rlly punished it….
for the girlies
-in harems the girls couldnt order things like cucumbers or carrots to their rooms w out it being cut up :p
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coochellati · 1 month ago
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Dude where did the good old "You do you I do I, we don't do each other" philosophy go when someone doesn't like a headcanon or disagrees with them? When will they find the block button?💀 I swear in these years people harass each others over this even more than before. You (general you) don't agree with me on a character's sexuality hc? Good for you. Like genuinely, what happened?
BTW another stupid stuff but I once saw an anon on a blog accusing female selfshippers of homophobia for... writing fics about fucking male fictional characters who apparently are queer? (Sorry if I can't say the word 🙈) Like I'm sorry for wanting to fuck a FICTIONAL character. They forgot that fanworks won't erease anything from canon. I loved how others obliterated anon.
If someone hcs Bruno gay? I'm happy for you! Do it!!! Just don't harass me either for shipping myself with him.
I swear people truly forgot the "don't like don't read" principle smh
Sorry for the vent Jovia!!! 🙈 but I swear people become stupider the years go by -_-
BTW how are you? Sending you lots of love <3
absolute MOOD.
SORRY for getting back to this so late—I know your ask came in shortly after I posted this, so I assume it is kind of in reference to that post?
I totally agree—I don’t really care what others do/headcanon/etc as long as it doesn’t affect me.
As for homophobia accusations… damn. I think something people need to keep in mind is that you don’t have to be straight to be attracted to the opposite gender. (For instance, bisexuality??) Araki has not actually established a canon sexuality for Bruno, so it really is up to anyone’s interpretation. If you see him as straight, then he’s straight. If you see him as gay, then he’s gay. (etc……)
…And having a headcanon that a certain character is straight doesn’t mean you’re invalidating anyone who isn’t straight. A headcanon is a headcanon, not a fact. (Same with my headcanons.)
Harassment isn’t cool. I’m lucky to have not gotten any hate for self-shipping, but I can’t say the same for others in the community. Certain fandoms seem to get it worse than others, and while I can’t entirely speak on behalf of the JoJo’s fandom, I just wish folks would let us be. All we wanna do is have fun—it is AWESOME being attracted to a fictional character 😭 (I genuinely love this little hobby of mine.)
Others’ gatekeeping is the reason I try to be as inclusive as possible here. MISS ME WITH THAT NEGATIVITY SHIT 💀 THIS BLOG IS ABOUT SHARING THE LOVE OF SIMPING FOR BRUNO WITH EVERYONE!!!
Anyway. TL;DR, people gotta let us selfshippers be 😭
(Not important, but if anyone is curious, I see Bruno as pan. I don’t see him picking a partner based on their sexuality, rather, I believe he would choose a partner for person that they are. And it is totally cool if you don’t agree with me.)
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thank you for the ask! <3
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sorcerous-caress · 1 year ago
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I was thinking about Minthara and flowers as I usually do and I started thinking about how the underdark seems to have it's own flora ecosystem separate from the surface.
So that means they have their own flower language, different means for flowers you've never laid eyes on before. Even most druids spend their time at the surface.
Drows, Lolth sworn ones, don't have a word for love. alurlssrin is known and used by Eilistraee followers. Minthara knows that word although she admits she never thought she'd use it.
What if in order to adapt, Lolth followers drows used flowers, mushrooms and plants to spell out love. Because even if you erased the word, Lolth can never erease the love.
The underdark flora glows, pulses with dim light. The mushrooms range in colours and sizes beyond anything the surface can offer, the moss covering the ground is akin to a richer softer grass.
I'm imaging Minthara confessing her feelings with these flowers and mushrooms since words never came easy to her. Introducing you to the most open secret the drows attempted to hide from Lolth, love.
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glasscupthingie · 1 year ago
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Holy shit. Aziraphale's an unreliable narrator and was probably threatened by the Metatron.
Just hear me out.
What really struck me during my latest rewatch is how bloody awful they are at communicating. Through the whole season.
Crowley finds out that helping Gabriel will be punished by being removed from the book of life - doesn't tell Aziraphale.
When asked about the trip back from Scotland, Azi does not tell Crowley about being visited by Shax.
Crowley never tells Aziraphale that he visited heaven and found out a lot of things. Here amongst that not going along with Armageddon 2.0 is why Gabriel ended up with no memory. Which seems pretty relevant now that Aziraphale is replacing Gabriel.
And of course there is all the unsaid stuff during the final 15 but that is not important right now tbh.
So... Aziraphale is an unreliable narrator. We know that he and crowley just... doesn't tell each other important stuff.
I saw some post with a theory about Give me Coffee or give me death and how the Megatrash probably gave Aziraphale the ultimatum between going to heaven or having Crowley ereased from the book of life. And honestly it would make so much bloody sense if the Murdertron threatened Aziraphale in some way or other.
This is the exact kind of thing that we see through the season that Aziraphale and Crowley do not share with each other. And that would explain why Aziraphale changed his mind so suddenly. And the choice to show us the scenes with Azi and the Megadumb through the narration of Aziraphale.
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xdjville · 3 months ago
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i feel like i should address this situation since my blog is entirely about nct.
i am deeply dissappointed and disgusted by the recent news about taeil. it feels wrong to repeat the phrase 'i would never expect him to do that', since the situation only shows how we never really know our idols, and frankly, anyone.
it wasn't wrong of any of us to trust that he's a decent person, no. but this situation is an eye opener and a reminder to be careful.
if anyone reading this is standing by taeil's side, please unfollow me immediately.
that being said, i will not be including taeil in any of my future works, as well as he will be ereased from my previous posts.
all of my heart is with the victims.
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angelicutz · 9 months ago
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I HATE ALASTOR SHIPPERS SO MUCH SO MUCH, STOP SAYING HE'S JUST ASEXUAL WHEN ITS BEEN CONFIRMED TWICE HE'S AROMANTIC TOO, YOURE JUST IN YOUR LITTLE DENAIL BECAUSE HE CLEARLY HAS NO INTREST IN DATING ANYONE
IT SICKENS ME HOW BRAINDEAD THIS FANDOM IS, WHY WOULD YOU EREASE AROMANTIC REPRESANTION, JUST BECAUSE YOURE IN YOUR LITTLE DENAIL
IM SO SICK SO SICK OF ALL OF THIS WHEN ITS CONFIRMED THAT A CHARACTER IS AROACE THEY CLEARLY DO NOT NEED TO GET SHIPPED
WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND
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thequietkid-moonie · 6 months ago
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Violet Evergarden with a reader who used to fight against her on the enemy side during the war and hc’s about
How they meet again, what do they think of each other at first, how they fall in love with each other, and how they get together please.
Falling in love with an ex soldier enemy
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[ ONE-SHOT ] [ Violent Evergarden ]
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I started to watch the anime again because i want to see the movies now too and brooooo I being crying a loooot!!!
Also, i think i made a really good job with this one, I think is cute and fluffy (also, maybe a little bit too cheesy but you cant blame me! im a hopless romantic!) ❤️ I hope you like it as much as I did writing it!
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After the war finished Violet was finally able to live her life, learning to be just herself and not a weapon for the war. Her job as auto memory doll give her the opportunity to truly enjoy the life and even meet new people
A war is a really cruel and infortunate event, is quite common to people who lived in any of the countries that are involved try to move to another in hopes to get a better quality of life, either during the was or even after the war finished since the aftermath of the war is just as cruel as the war itself. It doesn't matter the military rank you used to have, no matter how much battles you were in or the horrors you you had to witness, the important is that is over and now you can try and have a peaceful life, try to forget all that happened
You two meeting was a mere coincidence, you two only constantly meet while walking the same streets in your way to work, even if it was a small stretch of the road you two always saw each other
Because of Violet's personality the only way you two will met and actively see each other has to be because you two see each other constantly and you start talking to her, honestly a simple greeting everyday, like telling her just a good morning everytime you cross paths or even just wishing her a good day is more than enough to make an impact on her, if it happens everyday it becomes part of her day to the point when if you ever go missing one day Violet will get a little worried and may even wait for a moment in the point where you two usually met in hopes that you are just running a little late
It take a while but at some point Violet herself will try to start a conversation because now she wants to talk more with you, she doesn't really get why but now she now is more curious and want to get to know you a little more, even if your conversations are just about how pretty the day is or wishing you luck for the day, or even Violet giving you advice for something trivial you commented without thinking much but that she have take too serious, it take a long time but your friendship bloom like the prettiest flower, it was small and probably base on small interactions, but for both it was truly meaningful
When you two are together, talking about the most trivial things in the world, even if is just for a few minutes both can feel like if you two were just normal people, as if your life doesn't have a trail of blood behind you, as if you have being like this always, those minutes together is a simple moment of peace, even if non of you were already used to a simple civilian life or are still hunted by the past, all of that is ereased for the few moments when you two stop to greet each other
The feelings grow slowly, just like your friendship, it take a while to pass from a simple feeling of comfortness to love, with her new life it came new people, new places and new feelings, what she feels for you is completely diferent from what she felt for the major, but at the same time holds the same meaning and intensity, you aren't all she has now but she knows she wants to be with you, and even if the feeling is similar she still need time to understand her feelings
Everyone in CH Postal Company can notice the change on Violet, is small and invisible for anyone who doesn't know her enough, but for them is almost obvious that there is something that is making her really happy, and, honestly, everyone is happy for her, cheering for her to don't lose what makes her happy (and, also, trying to pry on her to get to know what it is, specially if is someone)
Ex soldiers tent to have a slow recovery and has problems to readapt to live a normal life, but since you two share the same past then you two can understand the heavy burden that it represents without even knowing, both can go as as slowly as you need because the other need to go to the same rythm, agreeding without even having to say it
Despite not having a problem with talking about it, Violet has never told you that she used to be a soldier just because the topic never came to the conversation, but at some point one of you end up sliping a comment about your past, about the war in a perspective that only a soldier could have, and just with that simple comment both understand that you two share the same past, but with a little more talking, even if one of you just say small coments quickly you two realice that both were fighting on diferent sides
After that is almost as if your relationship have broke, non of you could mutter any other word because it simple doesn't leave your mouth, non of you were even able to see each other again without looking away troubled, not because you were enemies but because of the insecurity and the shame, both have their hands dirt with blood of innocent, both of you feel ashame of what you had to do because of the orders of your superiors, both undestand what it is to be hunted by the pain in your hearts because of the screams and the relentless terrors of the battlefield, but also both share the same feeling that trouble your hearts how am I supouse to look at you after what I have done to your people?
Violet return to be reserved and quite, ashame of her actions on the war and shutting herself, returning to just do her job and trying to easy her mind with all the insecurities, she tries to don't stuck her mind on what happened but her heart hurts, she feels like she is losing you just like she lost the major, even more when she doesn't greet you on your usual spot anymore or whenever she sees you walking with your head down to don't look at her
After a while Violet pass from feeling ashame to be more curious about you again, she constantly catch herself thinking on you, wondering if you have nightmares about being in the battlefield too, wondering if your body also have the scars of the war, if you also feel this heavy burden in her heart and mind for all those you had to kill, if you were also only used as a weapon for the war
After a long time, and some reasurance of her friends (who tries to comfort her without even knowing what happened since Violet doesn't really want to share it with anyone) she finally decides that she wants to know the answer of all those questions, she wants to know how you feel, what you feel, and most important, she now understand that she doesn't want to lose you, so with determination she imediatly take her typewriter and did what she thinks is the best for now, write you a letter
The very next day of writing the letter she waited patiently in the spot where you used to met, even making sure she get there early so she don't miss you out, standing in front of you once you appear she introduce herself as the auto memory doll and give you the letter, just saying that someone have send it to you before saying bye and going to her work. The letter was from herself and express all the worries and sadness that has being bugging her, all her feelings and the fear she has of losing you, of losing what you two had, even making clear that she still doesn't understand what she truly feel for you but she is sure that she doesn't want to lose you
Later that day, Violet recived a special commission, someone that came to CH Postal Company and asked for her services to write an answer of a letter that has recived recently, you were there to answer her letter with another letter, expressing your own worries and what bugged you, but also that you have missed her all this days you couldn't even look at her at her face, admiting that the idea of losing her break your heart and that you hope you two could continue where you left it
After this your relasionship started again, but this time with more strenght, now that you two know that you can understand each other better you can apreciate your friendship even more, and even if you two were taking your time it wouldn't take much time before relice that this relationship were more than a simple friendship, it holds more value and meaning, the feeling are more stronge anc comforting to be just a simple friendship
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quirkwizard · 8 days ago
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Back when it was first revealed that decay was made from a mutated overhaul I asked for a what if afo had instead just given tomura decay, and while I understand your point of it being capable of fixing his family but you ended it with the idea of Aizawa being instantly killed and that idea stuck with me. So if your willing I’d like to repose the question considering the potential implications on the story, what if tomura had overhaul? Everything prior to the usj is the same, with tomura unable to fix his family when his quirk first emerged, he still has the itch but instead it’s due to his body rejecting the foreign quirk. Biggest change would be how you suggested that aizawa dies, now all might is forced to take his role as class 1a’s homeroom teacher and subsequently ereaser is absent in the tomura fights throughout the series, but unlike chisaki tomura lacks the knowledge at this point to fully understand overhaul’s recovery aspect with all for one mainly focusing his teachings on festering tomura’s hate.
If Bakugo was Quirkless and Izuku wasn't, how would Bakugo have reacted to the chance of inheriting OFA from All Might?
Hey. How different would things go if izuku did get a quirk? Muscular's quirk to be exact.
While I do like to talk about What Ifs, I can't really cover any of these. These are all changes that radically disrupt the story so badly that they are impossible to effectively talk about them. Changing out the Quirks of major characters, especially when these three's Quirks or lack there of play major parts in their stories and personalities, derails so many things so fast that I'd be hard pressed to make any coherent outline for it. Like if you changed any of their Quirks, they'd basically become different characters. That's how much they matter.
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hobbysognodilibri · 9 days ago
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HAIABIAVSKA
I just finished playing through Camellya’s story quest. And like-
I’m not big on Camellya, but like-
????
She makes me soooo curious- the implications that something big happened in her life prior to Petalfall village, the idea she’s had multiple rounds of memory loss-
The way her constant Overclocking Lowkey reminds me of Calcharo (whom I do not have but will one day:3)
It makes me wonder if Petalfall village will be an explicable area at some point. OH
AND ALSO ANOTHER TITLE FOR THE ROVER WITH THE SOMNOIRE QUEST
We’ve got so many names:
Rover
Lord Arbiter
Astral Modulator
And now Dreamwalker.
The implications that we made Somnoire like we made the sentinels and how we made Shorekeeper???
Also cat :3
Anyways- that’s enough midnight rambling for me
Yesss omg all this lore teasing really got me with this update!!!!
And about Camellya... WE DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER??? Like yes Petalfall Village (where is it please make it a region I'm curious.. so far the name would only make me think of the New Federation but only by exclusion of it not being in chinese so not Jinzhou nor italian so not Rinascita), yes her high tendency to overclocking but like- I'm actually quite happy with not knowing too much about her
Though I'll continue using her to see what comes up in her friendship given stories
OMG THE SOMNOIRE
I don't know how I survived the entirety of 1.3 without it it's really one of my favorite things of the game
PLUS THE STORY
I love it when they tamper with dreams and such in videogames (hence why in hsr Penacony was my favorite storiline)
I'm so curious going forward with the story what Rover's actual motives for supposedly ereasing their own memory are... And also how it connects to the cutscene at the beginning of the game (which btw I really gotta watch again bc I wasn't 100% on board with the game when I started playing bc I wasn't sure the hyperfixation would last)
Ngl every update of this game makes me more and more curious about what's gonna come for the story
ALSO CHANGLI!!! The conversation with her right before exiting the dream at the end of the quest!!! I already posted about finishing it and then she dropped a potential lore bomb so huge I had to go back bc WTF do you mean you put this in a post quest dialogue people can very easily skip????
Dev's insane for that I'm glad I read every dialogue possible
(also what do you think aero rover is gonna be like?? I'm kinda hoping for some sort of cc, though I heard that Rococo will have something like that in her kit so idk... maybe something with er or concerto regeneration... or a support, it'd be nice to have an mc that's both a good dps and a good support)
I'm so waiting for the drip marketing for 2.0 omg I can't wait to overanalyze the design (my mom has a book on the history of clothings in Italy so it's gonna be a fun game to find the references)
(lol not me using your rambling asks for rambles of my own)
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