#How It Felt

[ghostarii]

thought: voyeur pierro who gets off on watching u have sex w the other harbingers . . he just likes to sit n watch, sometimes even help them fuck u nd it gets him soo hard :3

[infinitylourry]

I've been getting so many One Direction tiktoks since Liam died and thinking a lot about how the boys and I were both children when One Direction was a band. I've thought a lot about what Larry meant to me as a teenager, that it was a model for what I wanted love to feel and look like. I'd never seen anyone in love like that before or if I had, I hadn't known to pay attention. Before them I couldn't picture it for myself. I don't think I knew it was real.

At 16, I believed that what I was seeing was love or at least what I wanted love to look like, but never having had it, I couldn't be sure. It feels strange to be 28 now and so far on the other side of things, to see those videos again and feel the mirror image of that recognition - not my yearning for intimacy but knowing that in the intervening years I've had what I saw in those videos when I was young and still learning how to want. It did become real for me, almost exactly as I pictured it. And you wonder what happened to them, in the end.

[desjardins-sarah]

Sarah Desjardins participated in the short film ‘How It Felt’ as a puppeteer. Created by Sean Depner, Lanvi Nguyen and June Laporte, the short premiered at the Shits N Giggles Festival.

[starbuck]

“…to me” is one of the most powerful disclaimers we have on here… is this character analysis accurate? debatable. but it’s real… to me.

[hollisartsblog]

where is bill?

part 2 here

[stuvvshii]

[formulanni]

Roan of Arc

Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls

[hinamie]

mentor

[wanderingibon]

anya deserved so much better

[nereb-and-dungalef]

Mongolian history class, 2022, start of the semester. We're having a discussion on animal slaughter, featuring the one Mongolian student in our school.

The student explains that he's slaughtered animals himself, and there are two ways of doing it that avoid the spilling of blood. For a small animal like a chicken, you reach up into the chest of the animal and sever the arteries. For a larger animal like a camel, there's a spot on the forehead that, when hit hard enough, causes the animal to die instantly.

While this discussion is going on, a couple of the students are sharing something back and forth on their phone

The professor calls this out, asking if what they're sharing is more interesting than Mongolian animal slaughter

The room is dead silent for a few seconds. The two students look at each other awkwardly.

Eventually, one of the students pipes up:

"Well, the queen of England just died."

And without missing a beat, another student:

"Did they hit her on the head like a camel?"

[madsraa]

I’ve been meaning to paint a gray, cloudy botw/totk piece for so long!

[ruporas]

dragon meat, you, and me

[red-rover-au]

These are the vibes the first meeting with Big Mama gave off lmao

[chloesimaginationthings]

Susie meets the friendly yellow rabbit in FNAF..

[yb-cringe]

something insanely meta about jack and tommy chatting about how it all sucked everything sucked and it was a mess and it hurt and no theyd never wanna go back but.. they miss it sometimes. to the way things were and how they felt. sometimes you just wanna go back

[birdy-babe]

Blitzøs entire life spent being unwanted. So he adapted, and learned how to be something needed, something to be used.

Which is why I think he firmly believes he is being used by Stolas. He simply cannot fathom a different reality, one in which he is wanted for once in his life.